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The brief, but very genuine flash of panic on Emmrich's face if you tell him he's your first "anything"... 💀
the PRESSURE
#that poor man - the unforeseen responsibility of it all 😅 bless#at least he recovers quickly - if only because he doesn't want you to feel any more self-conscious#emmrich volkarin#dragon age#dragon age 4#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age veilguard#dragon age the veilguard#da4#DAtV#veilguard#dragon age spoilers
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Sometimes I worry my partner has a feeling like I am hiding something from them.
It is true, but I am not hiding anything bad, which makes me a bit sadder.
Being otherkin is so beautiful, it's unconventional, sure, but it doesn't have to be normal.
I just am like this and it's amazing! Wonderful! Great!
#otherkin#I come here and I see so many angels and monsters and demons and cats and dogs and all others in the community#and Im like waow this is so based so enchanting#and not being able to share the feeling of enchantment is painful#but I am NOT going to tell them anytime soon#unless something unforeseen happens as in they reveal to me they know abt this account#or they come out to me as alterhuman sksks#the.archives
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I have think there's something wrong with me.
I have one singular dog. Since I've gotten Misty, I've purchased 8 collars, 2 leashes, and 1 slip leash. In addition to these, I already had 3 leashes, Misty came home with a collar, and a puppy sized martingale slip leash.
Why am I about to buy yet another leash????
#sam literally had 3 collars and 1 leash his entire 10 years of life#and one of those got so gross rolling in the woods that i tossed it#why sooooo much dog stuff#like i feel like it all has a purpose and a place but still#the bf was complaining about the amount of dog stuff we have for one dog and concerned about how much more there will be soon#well. soonish. felony may just be coming home in may. assuming we get one from this upcoming litter#i think if there are at least 6 pups then the odds are good#to be fair though of that dog stuff that she didn't come with she's grown out of or irreparably worn out half the collars#and two of the leashes are only used when we go camping as a tie out extender. part of random junk i aquired from family home#and also the leash i want is for hiking! ruffwear hitchhiker. looks good#(as the bf said. another dog item for a specific purpose)#anyways anyways. hopefully the rest of dogblr has way more than i do so i can feel less like a hoarder of dog supplies#i need it all okay#quick going out to the yard collar and leash#minimal but pretty short leash and collar#easily cleaned but still attractive collar and leash#house collar#nylon tagless collar for unforeseen collar needs#and now a handsfree leash for hiking#it just fits. the real question is why do i want to buy a matching harness for it too
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thinkin again about the time elyss's DM cut in to stop a conversation between her and a semi-retired player character to hurriedly take back control of him as an NPC before he could give her, as an extremely kind and thoughtful gift, one of his own personal belongings, and then said 'elyss can probably buy it from him though :)' instead
like. what an egregiously fucking shitty thing to do, actually.
#I think we were caught SO offguard that neither of us was able to articulate a good resistance although we both tried#eldryn's player: ...I mean... he WAS going to just give it to her#DM: haha well I don't wanna just give you guys too much stuff [???]#me: I mean-- you JUST gave us like? ten thousand gold and a castle that we didn't even ask for ......?#I HAVE the money [2000g????] and I don't actually care about losing it but.............???#DM: yeah so I just feel like I've already given you guys a lot lately#WHAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN SAID WAS: THAT WAS A GIFT BETWEEN CHARACTERS NOT 'THE DM GIVING US TOO MUCH'.#WHAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN SAID WAS 'YOU ARE CHANGING A KIND GESTURE FROM A GOODHEARTED MAN INTO A CRAVEN EXPLOITATION OF ELYSS FOR MONEY.'#WHAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN SAID WAS 'TAKING OVER A PLAYER CHARACTER IN THE MIDDLE OF A CONVERSATION BECAUSE YOU DON'T WANT ELYSS TO HAVE A THING#'IS AN ABUSE OF DM POWER AND AN EGREGIOUS BREACH OF DM/ PLAYER TRUST.'#WHAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN SAID WAS 'WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU HAVE AGAINST ELYSS AND/OR ME PERSONALLY.'#and like. the actual consequences are so small. we were in a between-arcs timeskip we had BBEG Treasure Hoard money#Elyss loses 2000g and doesn't even miss it. Eldryn being a good friend IS canon and the DM can suck my dick about it#but on principle. on principle the fact that he did that. that is so incredibly shitty. you don't see that?#and for what? over an arbitrary price tag that I could afford without even missing it anyway?#over a magic item that's more psychological security blanket than anything particularly overpowered?#over powerplay dick waving over who REALLY gets to control Eldryn now that he's technically been retired as a PC?#what?? what is the reason??? ALL it accomplished was a fucking character assassination of a sweetheart character#which I think we've all privately decided didn't actually happen anyway because it's stupid and terrible and not fair of DM to Just Decide#and my already pretty flimsy trust in my friend as a DM sinking to unforeseen new lows#god. god.#about me#my OCs#elyss
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it’s finally getting cold enough that i can bring my cardigan collection back into rotation without feeling like i’m gonna melt into a puddle the second i step outside!!!
#Seven.txt#my face#i have rematerialized back out of the void to once again make my once-in-a-blue-moon selfie & life update post#i’m running on 4 hours of restless sleep and the single banana i ate for lunch earlier today. let’s do this#hrrrrg i hate the lighting in my bathroom but i refuse to take pictures in the absolute Mental Illness Disaster Zone™️ that is my bedroom#anyways. got diagnosed with Mystery Pain Syndrome at the dentist today. so now i take ✨steroids✨#the less funny explanation is that my tooth still hurts with pressure nearly a month post-root canal and That’s Not Good#so we’re trying some new medications to see if that fixes it. and if not then who knows. root canal pt.2 the sequel. or extraction. sigh#and so the Dental Saga continues. todays visit went quite well in spite of the unforeseen mystery pain delaying the tooth-shaving plans#we had some time to kill so he managed to fill some of my other tiny cavities while i was there today so that’s good#okay moving on. what else. uhh. OH they finally came out and ran the fiber to the house last week!!! now i’m just waiting on one more-#-guy to come and finish the interior install and the long awaited fast internet will finally be mine eheheheheeeee#now i can feel my hours upon hours of unedited gameplay footage breathing down my neck :)#man i’ve got so much stuff piled up right now. i’m drowning in Tasks and it’s a lil overwhelming but i’ll handle it all! eventually#uhhhhm my current writing project is coming along well! i’ve never put so much time and effort into a oneshot before in my life#its a labor of love though and i think i’m gonna be really proud of myself (and the fic) once it’s complete#even if no one reads it bc it’s so goddamn self indulgent and kinda lowkey throws canon out the window but like. fuck it!#if i want Astarion to write a song on piano and perform it for me while mentally taking me on a trip down memory lane. then so be it#fr though i’ve never written anything quite like this and i rlly want to do it justice. even if its unrealistic i still want it to be Good#in other news i received word that one of the chickens i sponsor at my local Gentle Barn has passed away so i had a lil cry abt that#i feel so bad for his little tiny chicken wife. they obviously loved each other and it’s like. so sad when one half of an old couple dies#like. she pulled him out of his depression after his 1st wife died. now who’s gonna be there to pull Her out…#anyways let’s not get all sad about that again. in happier news my cat who i presumed died/got killed has returned home uninjured!!!#after that huge stray dog chased her into the woods i thought we’d never find or see her again#but then the morning after i started grieving her she showed back up hungry as hell yet completely unharmed like the enigma that she is#so that’s one definite highlight from earlier this month. uhh what else. rapid fire summary of the past few weeks let’s go-#Jersey turned 10! Bullet turned 10! my 6 year Veganniversary happened! i’m approaching 700 days on DuoLingo!#i’ve written more than 20 thousand words! i’ve been facing some fears! fighting my OCD! taking care of myself! (kinda!)#anyways things are far from being all sunshine and roses around here but i’m trying to focus on the good stuff for the most part#for now tho i have a headache and have reached 30 tags so it’s time to go shovel some mashed potatoes into my mouth :)
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I would really love it if maybe we could have a break from the horrors for five fucking minutes
#personal#thoughts#🍬 post#vent post#this year has been one fucking thing after another and I'm burnt out and exhausted#actually it's not even one after another. they keep piling up and overlapping#like hi would you like to spend the whole year having your abandonment issues triggered and made worse constantly#would you like to go through medical trauma that leaves you with issues that cause you severe pain on a daily basis#while also making it so you literally can't go to get any of it fixed#because seeing any of the tools that would have to be used is enough of a trigger to cause issues regardless of the context you see them in#would you like to take a medication for a month that makes you constantly terrified that something's trying to kill you#and then when you stop taking it that goes away so you think it's gonna be fine but a month later you still have other side effects#and you're trying to navigate all these new symptoms and triggers while more and more stuff just piles up#so then every time it feels like you've made progress something else fucks you up and it feels like you're back to square one#and it's starting to feel like maybe you're the problem because why else would everything keep going this badly#even though so much of it is completely out of anyone's control and you're trying so hard to cope with it and get better#I'm so fucking exhausted and it feels like every attempt to fix any part of our situation goes to shit in some new unforeseen way#and every time I vent about any of it I feel like a burden for making anyone else deal with our problems even if they've said it's fine
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I’ve actually looked at my save file names and. Wh. What do you mean I’m in act 1. How many acts are there.
#I think I may need a liveposting tag for me bg3 playthrough#I thought moonrise towers was gonna be the like. the final fight. then we go to Baldurs Gate and it’s over#completely blind playthrough has unforeseen consequences#shiny speaks#I feel like that scene of po climbing up the steps to the temple and he looks back to see he’s only made it like 12 steps
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i wish i could go to therapy more often because i'll spend an entire afternoon as the pepe silva scene but when session comes around i completely forgot about it
#so i have that gifted kid/''joy in class'' thing of having v high expectations set up for what i'm capable of#and should've done by now#but i also have unforeseen childhood abuse and mental illness#so it feels like i've more or less let everyone down and now i'm afraid to start anything because i'll just let everyone down again!#which manifests as this really toxic jealousy towards people that actually have accomplished what i wanted and was expected of me#maybe someday i'll just be happy for other people like a sane person lol
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tifa jumps off the train first btw. always, always.
#it's not about girlbossery it's about asserting her conviction as an established avalanche member#it's about courage as an act of being afraid yet doing smth regardless#the og handles the scene so well.. tifa calling the situation scary‚ cloud questioning if she really has the nerve &#asking why she came in the first place#which prompts her to get out of her own head. all it takes is a question‚ a nudge#at the end of the day‚ by participating she Consents to the fact unforeseen events can always happen during a mission#glimpses of tifa's mixed feelings shouldn't come at the expense of weakening her resolve to /push/ past her fear. squenix are u DUMB#that is arguably one of her most defining character traits in the ENTIRE narrative??!?!#otherwise it leaves the player thinking‚ 'what if cloud hadnt been there?' which..girl. She Has Been Doing This Well Before He Came Back#or worse‚ 'why did she agree to avalanche‚ again?' and not in the character-examination way#which is Such a rich question under the right lense..#yes‚ she wishes she didn't have to do this. even if it's not her first mission it still makes her nervous. she's allowed to‚ she's human#but shinra is so oppressive and she holds so‚ so much Hatred that it manifests in unpalatable ways#and she's Willing to do all this morally dubious shit‚ not to mention RISKY#jumping off a damn moving train is not the exception!!!!!!!!#um. this was supposed to be a simple 'tifa jumps first‚ the remake skinship moment is‚ characterization wise‚ a let down' post#but it got out of my hands JGFJFG#just.. know that i don't really acknowledge it on my remake verse. the implications r not worth the fanservice#chara study.
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I would ADORE some solid BNHA/My Hero Academia recs if you have any! I’m in dire need of a good longfic to commit to 🥲
Your wish is my command! I have a lot of these, so check them out under the cut >^.^<
((A small note, since I appear to have forgotten it: An "Inactive" fic is one whose last update was ~2 years ago with no mention of either Hiatus or Abandonment))
Edit: Fam, Tumblr keeps posting this without my permission, so this is gonna update quite a bit before I’m through. I’ll let y’all know when I finish properly!
Edit 2: We did it! All done! Hopefully the next rec list isn’t quite so awkwardly executed XD
So, first up we're gonna filter results to be just fics with at least 50k words or more ((that's a whole novel!!)) I'll provide approximate novel counts along the way. I'll also see if I can't give these a bit more of a sense of order in case you're looking for anything more specific later.
Starting strong with Fics That Don't Have Plot-Relevant Romance
A Little Luck From a Black Cat Vigilante (1 novel. Incomplete) Izuku decides helping others can't wait for a license and becomes the vigilante they called Black Cat. Also the hacker Zuk, that earns a bit of a soft spot with the heroes. How will UA and Aizawa handle a sassy and confidant Izuku?
Adoption is the Solution (2 novels. Angst. Incomplete) A series where Izuku is a rough kid who acts more like an alley cat. Eraserhead has always been the kind to take strays home for some love and affection.
AllMightAllTheTime said at 12:13pm: (1 novel. Inactive) Izuku is inspired by his online friends to start a channel called "Heralytics" that accidentally gets some massive traction since it's genuine analysis and humor instead of the mainstream reality TV "news" stations.
Insincerely Yours (1 novel. Angst. Inactive) In an effort to create a rehabilitation program for villains, eight UA students take part in a pen pal trial run where they are assigned a random, anonymous villain to correspond with. Todoroki finds his pen pal to be startlingly similar to him.
Internet Enemies (1 novel. Angst. Inactive) Izuku doesn't get much positive interaction in his daily life, so he turns to the internet to fulfil those needs, where unfortunately he turns into a kind of Vigilante and gets forced into a touch of Villainy, but everything's fine!
Kamino's Ward (1 novel. Angst. Incomplete) Izuku Midoriya worked hard during the rise of Quirks to help defend his people from the government. Now, he wakes in a time not his own, suddenly a venerated historical figure. Lost on literally everything, Izuku dances between All Might attempting to make the boy his successor and All for One, who really just wants his son back.
Kitsune, the Night Watcher (1 novel. Angst. Incomplete) Midoriya Izuku died 6. Akatani Mikumo died at 11. Kitsune is the Watcher of the Night, a Vigilante. When he's given the opportunity of a lifetime, nobody expects things to spiral out of control quite as spectacularly as they do. At least Izuku's misery is entertaining.
Love Letter Analyst (1 novel. Incomplete) When U.A.’s hero class 1-A started to find binders on their desks, there were two notable things about them: one, that the analysis in them was creepy but insightful; two, included in the back of each notebook was a small, folded up letter with sweet compliments and gushing, more personal, comments about the people behind the quirks. Mina promptly dubbed them the “Love Letter Analyst.” Deep in the support labs, Izuku sneezed.
Missing Everything (1 novel. Angst. Inactive) Izuku misses a very important reveal and ends up with a villain-filled soda bottle instead. In the ensuing chaos, he befriends someone named Toshinori Yagi. All Might misses the chance to make a snap decision and ends up mentoring a very heroic, very determined child who has no idea who he really is.
Once in a Blue Moon (A Feather Will Float Down to Earth) (1 novel. Incomplete) Izuku is 1A's Guardian Angel. He's a little over-enthusiastic about doing is job, though, and his superiors aren't too happy with how hands-on his approach is.
What We Cannot Undo (1 novel. Angst. Complete) There's a new vigilante in town. The news dubs him Specter. Eraserhead wants to know who this "ghost" is and why the kid keeps following him (and his new class) all over the city. Nedzu wants a new student. Bakugou Katsuki wants redemption. Midoriya Izuku wants one more chance to change his mind.
Wisteria Floribunda (1. Angst. Inactive) Izuku has an immortality Quirk, despite his Quirkless diagnosis. After watching his mother die, he does his best to become a vigilante feared by more than just the villains.
With Confidence (1. Incomplete) Izuku is hit with a confidence quirk that really messes with his Scared, Quirkless, Deku image at Aldera and beyond.
Zutopia (1. Complete) As a young, quirkless genius, Izuku turns to the internet for stimulation and entertainment. Completely unrelated, but Nedzu has made his first human friend in a very long time. Maybe they should meet without a screen between them.
A Happy Medium (2. Inactive) Izuku lost everything. He's not sure if it was his Quirklessness, himself, or the ghosts that were to blame. No matter! He'll become a Hero anyway. Helps when he finds a couple very tired friends to help him.
Blindfolded Birdie (2. Angst. Complete) Keigo is rescued from the Hero Public Safety Commission as a child, but it was not a smooth rescue. Now, he must deal with the aftereffects of his time with the Commission and manage his desires for the future.
Cat Days (2. Angst. Complete) A series where Izuku has a shapshifting quirk he struggles to control and ends up stuck in cat form. Aizawa, of course, is willing to adopt weird stray cats at the drop of a hat.
Complicated Creation (2. Angst. Complete) Midoriya Izuku is medically quirkless, not technically homeless, perpetually exhausted, and doing his best. He also sees spirits, which might be cool if not for the fact that a) no one else does, b) they really don't like him very much, and c) he's pretty sure the Heroes now think he's a Villain working for the League.
Dāku, The Hero in Plain Sight (2. Angst. Incomplete) Izuku got lost trying to escape his bullies and found Eraser beat up on his way back. He accidentally kidnapped what appears to be a sentient scarf and decided it was a good enough sign to start his serious journey to Heroics. Good thing he's got all of Jr High.
Detective Midoriya (2. Incomplete) All Might told him to become a police officer, and while his dream has been thoroughly cushed, Izuku has always been an over-achiever at heart, and this is a way he can still help people!
Out of Sight, Out of Mercy (1 novel. Angst. Incomplete) Izuku was 5 when he was diagnosed quirkless. He was 8 when he lost his sight. For years, everyone had told him to give up on his dreams of being a Hero. But when did a couple little obstacles ever stop him? It's time for the Vigilante Akuma to rise.
Secondary Colors (1 novel. Angst. Incomplete) Hitoshi transfers to a new middle school and finds the local punching bag to be far better friend material than their explosive Most Likely To Top Hero Charts classmate.
Severance (1 novel. Inactive) Izuku Midoriya has All for One, but everyone around him mistakes it for an erasure quirk.
Smile and Spite (1 novel. Incomplete) A second Sludge Villain encounter never happens, and Izuku Midoriya goes Vigilante in order to take advantage of one of UA's lesser known means of enrollment.
The Capture Scarf Caper (1 novel. Inactive) Izuku found Eraserhead's capture scarf in an alleyway while trying to find the man himself and decided to take it home. They say imitation is the highest form of flattery, so hopefully the hero won't be too upset if he ever finds out about a certain Vigilante look-alike.
The Forest Thing (1 novel. Complete) The Bakugou family go on a camping trip for the weekend and come home with a new family member, one who isn't exactly human.
The Mystery of Student No.18 (1 novel. Angst. Complete) After receiving One for All, Izuku gets caught in an accident before the start of UA's term. Stuck in a coma, Izuku astral projects to attend class unseen. Meanwhile, 1A tries to solve the puzzle that is the empty seat of Student 18, who hasn't shown up once since the beginning of the year.
The Scarlet Thief (1. Angst. Complete) Midoriya Inko discovered her husband was a Villain by the time Izuku was 7. Since then, Izuku's been working hard as the Scarlet Thief to support himself and get revenge on his dad with some assistance from Melissa Shield. With his promotion from Criminal to Villain, though, Izuku's getting more attention from Heroes than he's ever had before.
To Be Human (1 novel. Angst. Inactive) Izuku has a Villainous blood-quirk, and he's willing to suppress the Villainous parts of him so long as he can be a Hero. Only, you can only bottle everything up for so long before something breaks.
Vigilantism of Olympic Proportions (2 novels. Angst. Incomplete) The Pantheon was quickly becoming one of the most successful vigilante organizations of all time, and with little to no information on them, the HPSC is getting antsy.
What We Cannot Undo (1 novel. Angst. Complete) There's a new vigilante in town. The news dubs him Specter. Eraserhead wants to know who this "ghost" is and why the kid keeps following him (and his new class) all over the city. Nedzu wants a new student. Bakugou Katsuki wants redemption. Midoriya Izuku wants one more chance to change his mind.
Wisteria Floribunda (1. Angst. Inactive) Izuku has an immortality Quirk, despite his Quirkless diagnosis. After watching his mother die, he does his best to become a vigilante feared by more than just the villains.
With Confidence (1. Incomplete) Izuku is hit with a confidence quirk that really messes with his Scared, Quirkless, Deku image at Aldera and beyond.
Zutopia (1. Complete) As a young, quirkless genius, Izuku turns to the internet for stimulation and entertainment. Completely unrelated, but Nedzu has made his first human friend in a very long time. Maybe they should meet without a screen between them.
A Happy Medium (2. Inactive) Izuku lost everything. He's not sure if it was his Quirklessness, himself, or the ghosts that were to blame. No matter! He'll become a Hero anyway. Helps when he finds a couple very tired friends to help him.
Blindfolded Birdie (2. Angst. Complete) Keigo is rescued from the Hero Public Safety Commission as a child, but it was not a smooth rescue. Now, he must deal with the aftereffects of his time with the Commission and manage his desires for the future.
Cat Days (2. Angst. Complete) A series where Izuku has a shapshifting quirk he struggles to control and ends up stuck in cat form. Aizawa, of course, is willing to adopt weird stray cats at the drop of a hat.
Complicated Creation (2. Angst. Complete) Midoriya Izuku is medically quirkless, not technically homeless, perpetually exhausted, and doing his best. He also sees spirits, which might be cool if not for the fact that a) no one else does, b) they really don't like him very much, and c) he's pretty sure the Heroes now think he's a Villain working for the League.
Dāku, The Hero in Plain Sight (2. Angst. Incomplete) Izuku got lost trying to escape his bullies and found Eraser beat up on his way back. He accidentally kidnapped what appears to be a sentient scarf and decided it was a good enough sign to start his serious journey to Heroics. Good thing he's got all of Jr High.
Detective Midoriya (2. Incomplete) All Might told him to become a police officer, and while his dream has been thoroughly cushed, Izuku has always been an over-achiever at heart, and this is a way he can still help people!
Feral (2. Angst. Inactive) Izuku is abandoned in the local forest, where he grows up and does good by what he understands the definition to be. Doesn't mean Adults don't get concerned when they find a feral child out on his own.
Here We Go Loopty Loo (2. Angst. Incomplete) Something has gone wrong. The Hell Class makes it all the way to graduation, only to wake up on the first day of 1A. Again. And again. And again. And again.
In the Nick of Time (2. Angst. Incomplete) A series where Izuku has a Quirk that teleports him to safety, and he uses it primarily to jump off buildings and get a nice adrenaline rush like a normal person.
Leviathan (2. Angst. Hiatus) Izuku's only used his quirk once. He was 4 when he took 32 lives. He's sworn never to let that power possess him again. He hides behind the mask of a useless, showy quirk, refusing any connection to the creature recognized as the Leviathan. Lies don't last forever, however.
The Wrong Right Hero to Kidnap (2. Complete) Hitoshi and Izuku are homeless, living on the run from the Yakuza with Eri, who can't control her Quirk, to Izuku's misfortune. When the young girl gets sick and her Quirk starts to get out of control, they decide the only way to help her is to kidnap a Hero who might be able to help them turn the Quirk off.
This is Your Life, There's no way to Run From It (2. Angst. Incomplete) In which Midoriya never receives One for All, becomes the vigilante Carbon Cat, and tries to keep everyone at arm's length. Doesn't mean they'll let him, though.
Viridian (2. Angst. Inactive) The world is ending, and the only chance to save it is to send Izuku Midoriya back to his 14 year old body. "When the time comes, give him this. You'll know he trusts you when he calls you Problem Child."
Who Said the Only Green Thing About him was his Hair? (2. Angst. Hiatus) Izuku decides that Kacchan was right, but he also knows that taking that swan dive would ruin Bakugou's chances of becoming a hero. Instead, he runs away where nobody can hurt him and he can provide all he needs out here in the woods.
Deku? I Think he's Some Pro... (3. Angst. Complete) Izuku gains himself a modest following online as a freelance analyst. The Pros who ask for his assistance don't know his age, Quirk status, or his dream to be a Hero.
Hawks-Sensei (3. Inactive) After the USJ, the Commission is concerned about the security of UA. Hawks does not want this job. He has many other jobs that need doing. The kids are kind of cool though.
Out of Sight, Out of Mercy (1. Angst. Incomplete) Izuku was 5 when he was diagnosed quirkless. He was 8 when he lost his sight. For years, everyone had told him to give up on his dreams of being a Hero. But when did a couple little obstacles ever stop him? It's time for the Vigilante Akuma to rise.
Secondary Colors (1. Angst. Incomplete) Hitoshi transfers to a new middle school and finds the local punching bag to be far better friend material than their explosive Most Likely To Top Hero Charts classmate.
Severance (1. Inactive) Izuku Midoriya has All for One, but everyone around him mistakes it for an erasure quirk.
Smile and Spite (1. Incomplete) A second Sludge Villain encounter never happens, and Izuku Midoriya goes Vigilante in order to take advantage of one of UA's lesser known means of enrollment.
The Capture Scarf Caper (1. Inactive) Izuku found Eraserhead's capture scarf in an alleyway while trying to find the man himself and decided to take it home. They say imitation is the highest form of flattery, so hopefully the hero won't be too upset if he ever finds out about a certain Vigilante look-alike.
The Forest Thing (1. Complete) The Bakugou family go on a camping trip for the weekend and come home with a new family member, one who isn't exactly human.
The Mystery of Student No.18 (1. Angst. Complete) After receiving One for All, Izuku gets caught in an accident before the start of UA's term. Stuck in a coma, Izuku astral projects to attend class unseen. Meanwhile, 1A tries to solve the puzzle that is the empty seat of Student 18, who hasn't shown up once since the beginning of the year.
The Scarlet Thief (1. Angst. Complete) Midoriya Inko discovered her husband was a Villain by the time Izuku was 7. Since then, Izuku's been working hard as the Scarlet Thief to support himself and get revenge on his dad with some assistance from Melissa Shield. With his promotion from Criminal to Villain, though, Izuku's getting more attention from Heroes than he's ever had before.
To Be Human (1. Angst. Inactive) Izuku has a Villainous blood-quirk, and he's willing to suppress the Villainous parts of him so long as he can be a Hero. Only, you can only bottle everything up for so long before something breaks.
Vigilantism of Olympic Proportions (2. Angst. Incomplete) The Pantheon was quickly becoming one of the most successful vigilante organizations of all time, and with little to no information on them, the HPSC is getting antsy.
Repeating/Rephrasing/Rewriting History (4. Angst. Incomplete) Izuku remembers being quirkless, knows how dangerous quirks have to be careful. He's seen and heard enough to know that not everyone is satisfied with the quirk they were born with. There is something he can do: take other people's quirks and give them away. It's a strange quirk, but he's found a way to help.
Useless Monster (3. Angst. Incomplete) Izuku, homeless at seven and alone from before then, is doing his best. That's difficult, though, when your Quirk turns you into a monster even Heroes are scared of.
Anyone (4. Incomplete) Despite the world being against him, Izuku tries to be a Hero. In the process, he accidentally creates a pseudo-criminal organization and not so accidentally steals One for All
Canary (5. Angst. Complete) Midoriya Izuku thought he was quirkless until he opened his mouth to sing, but he has terrible confidence in himself. It's a good thing a certain radio host thinks he's got the potential to be an amazing Hero.
If I Only Had a Heart (5. Angst. Inactive) Izuku is determined to be a Hero with his massive intellect, inventions, and a heart too big for a world that isn't friendly to the quirkless.
Pied Piper (5. Angst. Incomplete) After UA's rejection, Izuku picks up some colored contacts and a stray pipe and does his darndest to be the most efficient Vigilante out there. Things spiral rather spectacularly after that.
Live a Hero (6. Angst. Complete) "You either die a hero, or you live long enough to see yourself become the villain." Or, you're raised a villain, rebel when you're nine, and fight against the odds to become a hero anyway. That's how it is in Izuku's case.
For the Want of a Nail (6. Angst. Incomplete) A series of unrelated fics where Izuku gets to be both Quirkless and Badass in various epic ways. From Villain to Vigilante to Hero to Civilian, Midoriya Izuku goes Plus Ultra and makes quite a few waves doing it.
Congrats! You made it through the gen fics! Now it’s time for the fics with Plot Relevant Romance Involved!
Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead / Midoriya Izuku | Deku
Burn the World (Make a Home) (3. Angst. Incomplete) Midoriya Izuku, homeless Vigilante extrordinaire, is going to become a beacon in Hero Society alone and Quirkless, and then his soulmate decides to get involved and help him with his impromptu family.
Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead / Shirakumo Oboro | Loud Cloud / Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic
Pied Piper (5. Angst. Incomplete) UA rejects Izuku, and he decides to become a quirkless Vigilante that fights with environmental weapons. To help him channel his inner Katsuki, he gets some red contact lenses, which works great until he's caught with only one lense in after a fight.
Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead / Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic
A Light in the Darkness (1. Angst. Incomplete) A series where Izuku is homeless, has been for a while, and keeps the secret from even All Might. Aizawa, Yamada, and Shinsou find out and decide to help. "Well, Kacchan. It's not exactly a swan dive off a roof but,"
A Twisted Fate Never Alters Destiny (2. Angst. Complete) Aizawa Shouta suddenly finds himself homeless during his time as a Hero student. Inko Midoriya finds a homeless teen and decides he needs support and affection she can provide.
Black Cat Cafe (1. Angst. Complete) A bitter Aizawa makes cafe Switzerland, adopts 20 heroes-in-training, some villains, and Shinsou, then kicks All for One's ass into next week. And maybe falls in love.
Hide and Seek (5. Angst. Incomplete) The last thing that Izuku hears from his Mama is to hide. Izuku takes those words to heart, especially when his Quirk comes in. Meanwhile, Shouta learns that an owl has settled in his area.
Maybe Getting Kidnapped by Space Pirates was a Good Thing? (1. Incomplete) Tricked into launching an emergency escape pod he can't control, Izuku finds himself a space orc in a universe that is very much intimidated by him and his inability to communicate in Common.
Morals of a House Cat (1. Angst. Complete) Aizawa started life as nothing but a quirked kitten adopted by Inko Midoriya. At some point, he is hit with a quirk that makes him turn human. Now, he has to figure out how to person while taking care of his younger brother and balancing his desires to be a cat with his reality of being a person.
Through Thick and Thin (1. Angst. Incomplete) A series where Izuku has never been allowed to learn even the most basic things about being an Omega. From scenting to nesting to platonic cuddles, UA is willing to help him learn, especially those in his dorm. (Purely Platonic A/B/O Dynamics)
Throw me a Goddamn Rope - Just Enough to Hang Myself With (2. Angst. Incomplete) Aizawa has jumped to the past in an effort to prevent the Bad End by keeping Midoriya Izuku alive. Now, he has to wring All Might's neck for not telling him anything helpful before sending him decades into the past and a young Quirkless child hanging on his every word.
Takami Keigo | Hawks / Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic
An Idiots Adventures in the Galaxy and the Friends he Made Along the Way (1. Angst. Incomplete) Izuku is a space orc, one of two kids accepted into the space program and abducted by aliens. At least his cell has trees. And company, even if they're a little scared of him.
Takami Keigo | Hawks / Todoroki Touya | Dabi
Darling, Thank God it's This Universe We're in (and you can Annoy me as Much as you Please) (1. Complete) Todoroki Rei divorces Endeavor and moves all four of her children into a small apartment next to a boy with wings as read as the hair of her eldest son.
Another Option (1. Angst. Complete) When Touya stops his mother from hurting Shouto, he decides enough is enough. He needs to get out of this house and he's taking his baby brother with him.
Omeletverse (1. Angst. Inactive) A series where Hawks lays an egg and all the shenanigans that follow.
Dabi | Todoroki Touya / Midoriya Izuku | Deku / Shigaraki Tomura | Shimura Tenko
Welcome to the Family (3. Angst. NSFW. Incomplete) While searching for a place to end it all, homeless Izuku stumbles upon a meeting of Villains. Intrigued by the skittish shrimp, Shigaraki offers him a second chance.
Bakugou Katsuki / Kirishima Eijirou
If We're Being Honest (1. Angst. Complete) Class 1A gets hit with a long-lasting truth quirk. Secrets are shared, some good and harmless, some not so much. Dark themes abound, but overall very comfy finish.
Bakugou Katsuki / Midoriya Izuku
Plunge Into Darkness, Bring in the Light (2. Angst. Inactive) Akatani Mikumo leads as happy a life as he can, being young, poor, and quirkless. Then, tragedy strikes, and he decides the best course of action is to survive on the streets and be a Hero there.
Midoriya Izuku / Sero Hanta
The League of Shirakumos (1. Angst. Inactive) A series where Izuku ends up turning the League of Villains into his very own Found Family on his journey to becoming the world's first Quirkless Hero.
Midoriya Izuku / Shinsou Hitoshi
AU Where U.A. is Actually Good at Their Job (5. Angst. Complete) When Izuku wakes up after the entrance exam, he expected to be accepted into U.A. by the skin of his teeth, or for All Might to demand his quirk back when he failed. What he wasn't expecting was a group of teachers who give a damn about his mental wellbeing.
Bandersnatch (1. Angst. Incomplete) After witnessing the apocalypse, Izuku wakes up 15 again and does his best to fix what broke the future while struggling with his now out-dated and jaded mindset that nobody seems to really understand
Before my Heart Gives Out (2. Angst. Complete) The same accident that killed his mother takes Izuku's sight from him and poisons his body in the same move. Now on a time limit, Izuku decides to become a Hero, even if it's an illegal one.
Here There be Dragons (1. Angst. Incomplete) Izuku's been a Quirk suppressants since his violent manifestation. The only issue is, his Quirk is sentient, mildly terrified of being suppressed again, and wildly possessive of his new Hoard of classmates at UA.
Residual Hope (5. Angst. Incomplete) Izuku lets the Sludge Villain abduct him, but it turns out the Villain was simply suffering from Quirk Withdrawl and kept killing people in his haste to ease the pain. Now with a regular body-buddy and mental health referee, Izuku works on becoming a Hero without a Quirk.
Ripples on Deep Water (1. Angst. Complete) When All Might crushes Izuku's dreams, he crosses the path of someone who rebuilds them. Izuku's going to be a Hero, even if it won't be exactly as planned.
Youtuber Deku AU (1. Incomplete) A series where Deku is a youtuber who's quickly gaining popularity, and Mindjack is his best friendand editor who may appear in his videos from time to time while Izuku and Hitoshi navigate through U.A.
Midoriya Izuku / Shinsou Hitoshi / Todoroki Shouto
Datastream (1. Angst. Complete) Datastream is a digital Vigilante knowsn by most of the Underground Heroes and many of the better Spotlight Heroes as a master of surveilance, information, and coordination. To one Underground Hero, though, Datastream is better known as Midoriya Izuku, Aizawa Shouta's nephew.
Don't Dead, Open Inside (1. Angst. Incomplete) Izuku Midoriya wasn't like other children, but the most troubling and off-putting part about him was that he had died when he was seven.
Dreamer (6. Angst. Incomplete) Izumi’s dreams don’t belong to her. They belong to the lights, the people who are in pain. She helps them, every night, trying to forget the color of her mother’s blood and the light of her fathers flame.
Net Neutrality (1. Angst. Incomplete) A series where Izuku beats the shit out of the Shie Hassakai and adopts Eri, then they live in a cafe together where Izuku develops a reputation as a vigilante and an info broker.
Player Two (1. Angst. Complete) Izuku has always been Tomura's emotional support center. The one to calm him and pacify his anger. It's what he was made for, but he's outgrowing more than just his clothes.
Reformation (3. Angst. Complete) Izuku is convinced his only future lies with the League of Villains. Paying room and board with analysis and hacking, he thinks all is fine until Toga and Izuku meet Eri. Tentatively, they put their futures in the hands of UA's villain reformation program.
Setting Hearts Aflame (1. Angst. Inactive) After being targetted by Villains for his powerful, emotion-driven fire Quirk, Izuku promises not to let anyone else get hurt, especially not like Inko now trapped in a coma.
The Grey Areas in Between (2. Angst. Incomplete) A series where Quirkless Izuku becomes the Vigilante hacker Grey Hat before making it into UA and falling in love. Oh, and also maybe becoming an official Hero on the way.
Midoriya Izuku / Todoroki Shouto
A Path to Recovery (1. Angst. Inactive) As Shouto begins his first year at UA, he's finally given a support system that wants to help him recover from his less than perfect childhood. Aizawa will figure out what Shouto's hiding, and 1A will make sure Shouto knows he's loved.
Awake and (Un)Afraid, Asleep Or- (1. Complete) Kirishima and Shouto accidentally start trending on Twitter and in retaliation, Shouto decides to make an Instagram to showcase all his Hero Deku merchandise, so that everyone knows how much he loves his boyfriend Izuku. No one expects how quickly it will all spiral out from there.
Bitch, I'm Incognito (3. Angst. Inactive) When a villain blew up Izuku’s apartment complex, everyone believed Endeavor when he said the young boy was dead. Except he wasn’t. With two friends and 6 years of vigilantism, he decides they’re going to Yuuei. As vigilantes. This is going to be fun.
Black Rabbit (3. Angst. Incomplete) For most people, waking up in the secret base of one of Japan's most wanted vigilantes would probably be terrifying. For Shouto Todoroki, it ends up being first stroke of luck he's ever had.
Come On Play Me Something (2. Angst. Complete) Midoriya Izuku's just trying to keep his head above water and the bills from piling up. For the extra cash, he rents out his spare bedroom on Airbnb and hosts a striking young pianist. Shouto's coldly polite, highly mysterious, and unwittingly determined to drag out all of Izuku's once buried ambitions.
Four for Two (3. Angst. Incomplete) Izuku loves his soulmates. All three of them. Not that they know he exists.
I'm Here (25 novels. Angst. NSFW. Incomplete) <The Longest Fic Midoriya never got One for All, but Shigaraki got to him. Midoriya slowly descends into insanity and takes his crush down with him. They follow the timeline of the canon plot, but not everything goes the same when the main character is on the other side.
I'm Unsavable (Please Save Me) (1. Angst. NSFW. Inactive) When Midoriya Izuku is kidnapped by All for One at the age of five, he is turned into a weapon. But, one day when he is on a mission, he happens to run into someone willing to help. Todoroki Shouto is abused. When he needs a hero the most, he finds a villain.
Light My Fire (5. Angst. Inactive) While recovering from the battle trials, Recovery Girl discovers mutations within Izuku that can only be explained by an unmanifested fire Quirk.
Maybe in Another Life (1. Angst. Complete) A young Izuku is "helped" by a woman whose quirk should just be a temporary experience ended once Izuku uses his quirk. The catch? Izuku doesn't have a quirk to use, and the experience only ends at his death.
Quirk: Knife! (9. Angst. Complete) Izuku winds up homeless with a knife and decides being a sass master Vigilante is close enough to being a Hero, right?
Save Me, I'm Drowning (1. Angst. Inactive) Inko says he's quirkless. The doctors say he's quirkless. Izuku knows his medicine is quirk suppressants, because the one day he didn't take them, he saved Katsuki's life.
Survival in Numbers (1. Angst. Complete) At 4, Izuku Midoriya arrives at an orphanage with no memories and meets Shinsou Hitoshi. At 8, they become vigilantes. At 10, they are the most wanted and well-known vigilantes in Japan. At 15, everything changes. Izuku accomplished all this without a Quirk. Or so he thought.
Sweater Weather (1. Angst. Inactive) A series where Izuku has a hoodie that he wears all the time, and Shouto is suddenly and irreversibly gay.
The Adventures of Chaotic Neutral Rat Bastard and Peppermint Boy (3. Angst. Inactive) A series where Dabi takes Shouto away from the Todoroki household and raises him while still trying to figure himself out.
Tightrope (5. Angst. NSFW. Complete) In a world where Izuku never meets All Might, never attends UA, he's still a stubborn problem child and ends up doing Hero stuff... more or less. He's a bit of a punk, and balances the tightrope between good and evil.
Widowmaker (5. Angst. Incomplete) Todoroki Rei divorces Endeavor and takes her four children into hiding. She later develops a bit of infamy as the deadly Widowmaker, a vigilante specializing in child and spousal abuse cases who shows no mercy to the perpetrators.
Midoriya Inko / Midoriya Hisashi
North Side of the Tree (1. Angst. Incomplete) Izuku is not human. He is, in fact, moss, a member of the fae that migrated to Japan centuries ago. He enjoys his life on the mountain and the young boy who comes to visit every year. That is, until the landslide took out his grove.
Midoriya Inko / Yagi Toshinori | All Might
Embers (2. Abandoned) Midoriya Izuku is born with a perfect combination of his parents' quirks. Given that he has literally the most impractical fire quirk in existence, becoming a Hero might be a little tricky.
Wow that is so many more fics than I thought I’d rec. And now, last but not least, I have Crossover Fics!!! ((I know you didn’t ask for them, but I’m on a roll now))
Avatar: The Last Airbender crossovers
The Notebook (1. Angst. Inactive) Todoroki Shouto / Zuko Izuku gives Shouto a journal for his birthday. The journal seems to write in itself, though, with maps of a place that doesn't exist. What happens when Shouto tries to contact the entity writing in the journal?
In His Element(s) (2. Angst. Complete) Aang chases some renegade spirits across world borders and makes some friends along the way. As one does.
Star Wars crossovers
You and What Army (1. Inactive) Midoriya Inko / Yagi Toshinori | All Might Midoriya Inko: Single Mother, Long Suffering Individual, and Renegade Jedi Master. When her son is declared Quirkless in a world that relies on them so much, she teaches Izuku the ways of the Force.
The New Normal (2. Angst. Complete) Midoriya Izuku comes from a long line of secret Force users. Reconciling that with living as a Quirkless person in a Quirked world is interesting at best-- and that was Before his dad tried to make him commit murder.
This has been a Bucket of Rec’s! Thank you for calling! Happy reading! >^.^<
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girls will reach self actualization and get so scared by it theyll believe something terrible must be in store for them
#things are going too well somethings gotta give im serious i feel both amazing bc i have all this confidence and energy and will to live#and i understand myself and my limits but i also keep pushing them to further establish how far i can go#but at the same time i feel like a big grey cloud is just around the corner like i can feel it coming from the horizon#you know like those images where the sky is grey but the entire scene is brightly lit thats how i feel rn im just waiting for the storm#this is mentally ill behaviour im very aware of that its just that i feel so good and im afraid that that feeling will end#that the high will wear off that ill fall back into my old habits or even worse that some unforeseen outside circumstance will ruin me#piksla.txt
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Enchanted to Meet You -- Chapter 14
(previously known as Unforeseen Circumstances)
Unrequited love is the most painful thing to feel, and yet, Fuuka is persuaded to try her hands at getting Junpei’s attention, no matter what. However, after multiple failed attempts, what will she do when she catches the eye of the boy with the maroon peacoat? The heartache that comes with falling in love might even be more than she bargained for. But, would her sacrifice be in vain?
November 5th
“Did you hear about Kirijo-Senpai?”
“No! Tell me the juicy details!”
“Her father died last night. I heard it was sudden.”
“Oh. That explains why she isn’t here. Can’t imagine losing a parent.”
Junpei, Yukari, and Minako were silently listening to the students chatting about Mitsuru. Minako even tried her hardest to death glare at them, to get them stop gossiping. Of course, some of the students stopped immediately and lowered their heads in shame.
“They wouldn’t talk so much if it was their own parent.” Junpei snarled, his arms crossed as he leaned against the doorframe to his class. “How does word get around so fast here at school?”
Yukari shrugged and put her hands on her hips. “It’s school. Any news travels so fast—hence the gossiping. I bet someone’s parent was a doctor and saw Mitsuru’s father.”
“Could be. But, I’d wish they would talk about something else.”
“I wished they were talking more about Fuuka being back at school today.” Minato pointed out, leaning next to Junpei, none of them realizing he was right next to them.
“Yeah, that would—“ Junpei spoke but then jumped as he didn’t even feel Minato’s presence. Yukari turned to Minato, her eyes wide from hearing about Fuuka returning. “—whoa! You have got to stop doing that shit, Minato!”
Minako stopped snearing at students and turned back to the group and looked at Minato with soft eyes. “She is? I thought she was going to wait another week!”
“She was, but then after last night, she decided then that she would come back. For once, if people had to talk about her she was going to handle it herself.” Minato explained, turning to point to Fuuka in her class room. “I helped her carry her books and made sure she got here safe. That is…until we got to her class and noticed him.”
Everyone turned their attention to a boy, dressed differently and most definitely not in the Gekkoukan uniform, as he was talking to Fuuka. His yellow scarf pushed around his neck and had his hands on his hips, full of confidence. None of them could hear what they were talking about, but Fuuka put her hand on her chest and smiled at the occasional comment the other boy said.
Junpei chuckled and crossed his arms. “So, who is going to tell Shinjiro-san that he is going to have competition?”
Yukari flicked the side of his head, causing the Magician to reel back in pain. “After that kiss a couple days ago, I think she’s attached to him. She will tell Shinjiro-senpai probably before you do.”
Minako and Minato eyed the boy carefully—something about him looked familiar but they couldn’t figure it out. Their eyes squinted, trying to think if they knew him from their past. However, nothing clicked. Which lead to Minako going into her class, pulling Yukari with her and noticing Aigis was sitting at her desk, glaring intensively at Fuuka and the boy across the hall.
Minato and Junpei heard the warning bell and began to walk into their classroom, noticing the yellow scarf boy walking out of Fuuka’s class and down the hall. Junpei slithered to his seat, watching as Minato sat next to Aigis and both saw Aigis’ eyes still following the boy.
“He is dangerous.” Aigis spoke, watching as Minato tried to turn her head back to the front of the class room with his own hands. It failed horribly but did make Aigis look at Minato. “Why was he talking to Fuuka-san?”
Junpei snickered and grinned sheepishly. “See? At least Ai-chan sides with me!”
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After a rough first day of returning to school, for once, Fuuka was relieved it was over. A few students had come up to her, to check up on her, and had to explain that she got shot and was in a coma. The gist of it without getting into much detail. The attention she received was warm and affectionate, but she wasn’t sure if it was because of Minako and everyone else watching her back or because of Ryoji—the boy with the yellow scarf—talking to her and hearing her story. Maybe that was why people were more friendly to her. And only hoped that would take some pressure off of Mitsuru. Sort of one of the reasons why she came back to school earlier than she should have.
Noticing that her friends (mainly Junpei, Minato, and Aigis) were busy talking to Ryoji, and realizing Minako and Yukari were probably at their sports club today, she didn’t want to bother any of them. She was sure she could handle her bag full of school work. Quietly and quickly, she skirted away and down the stairs towards the back of the school and moved carefully down them.
Fuuka felt a bit of relief, knowing that her friends were more focused on someone other than her. Fuuka knew she was going to be watched carefully, but the freedom she barely got was few and far between. Especially when she saw a maroon coat covered body leaning against the back of a tree near the entrance of the school. A heavy and frustrated sigh escaped her lips—she calmly marched towards Shinjiro and watched him meeting her halfway.
“Please tell me that the others didn’t rope you into coming to school to check on me.”
Shinjiro smirked. “No, but I wanted to come see you. That is—“ He felt his cheeks heating up as he heard Minako’s nagging voice in the back of his mind. “—I heard through Minako that the new kid—“
“Ryoji Mochizuki."
“—Yeah, him, was trying to talk to you and was particularly close to you to the point where Aigis had to push him away from you.”
Fuuka blinked. She faintly remembered that happening, but she didn’t think that Ryoji was flirting with her. …was he? Of course, Fuuka wanted to toy with Shinjiro for a little bit longer.
“Oh, so you got jealous.”
Shinjiro opened his mouth and closed it tightly and glared at Fuuka. “Don’t you put words in my mouth!”
“Ahhh. You didn’t say no, though. So you are jealous!” She grinned, nudging his side playfully. “That’s very precious of you, Shinjiro.”
He could feel his cheeks heating up and wished that Fuuka would not tell Minako any of this. It also doesn’t help that those two are close because of the people they were dating. Shinjiro cautiously grabbed for Fuuka’s hand bag and held it down by his side. Though, he did enjoy seeing Fuuka smile and it felt like thousands of pounds lifted off his shoulders. He hasn’t fucked this up and doesn’t want to. But then, the idea of the suppressants eating away at his life also distracted him.
“How about we head on back to the dorm? I’ve got some food thawing out and I’d love to have an extra hand.” Shinjiro suggested, knowing full well Fuuka would never say no to him.
“With alllll of this homework I have to do, I think I can squeeze in some time to help you.” Fuuka grinned, winking at him, as she interlocked her arm around with his.
From the top of the second floor, Ryoji eyed the couple with his arms crossed. He knew who he, himself, was and yet, everyone was none the wiser. And he wasn’t surprised that Aigis was the only one suspicious of him. The twins noticed that Ryoji was distracted, leading to Minako looking out of the window and noticed Shinjiro and Fuuka walking together and engaged in idle chit-chat.
“Minako-chan, who is that boy with Fuuka-san?”
“That’s Shinjiro.” Minako turned to face Ryoji. “Do you remember when I told you that Fuuka was in the hospital? He was as well—for the same reason and by the same person.” She explained slowly. As much as she wanted to pour her heart out and gladly explain how they got closer and closer within a month, Minako kept it short and sweet for now. “I think they were official the day after she woke up from her coma. But, I think we all assumed they would be within the first week or two of them meeting.”
Ryoji nodded slowly. He could faintly sense how close to Death they both were. And wondering for hours why he felt a connection to Fuuka was now clicking in his mind. He looked a bit sad—his lips curled downward and his eyebrows sank. Deep down, and something he just realized at this moment, he could sense himself being pulled more towards Shinjiro than Fuuka. Someone whom he just saw for the first time…and knowing that Death would come sooner to him than to Fuuka.
And to know that Fuuka would be heartbroken, torn up, devastated at the fact of the one whom she could see a future with slowly dying clenched at Ryoji’s heart. Death knows all without knowing.
“…she’s nice and a good listener.” Ryoji raised his eyebrows slowly, a small smile appearing on his lips, as he kept this information to himself. A part of him wants to know more—wanting to know the secrets that Shinjiro kept that could ruin Fuuka’s future with him. “Too bad she is taken—I would have enjoyed having her as my girlfriend.”
Minato glared at him and pokes his cheek. “Don’t let Aragaki-senpai hear that. He’s protective of her as she is with him. Then again, who wouldn’t be with someone they love?”
Minako nodded and turned away once she saw Shinjiro kissing Fuuka’s lips and could barely see how red their cheeks were. She giggled and wrapped her arm around her brother’s neck. “I can say the same with you and Yukari—you’ve become more of a gentleman with her, you know?”
“And you’ve taken pointers from Sanada-san about how to choke out enemies—ease up on me!” Minato gasped, not realizing how hard Minako’s elbow was on his neck. She gasped and pulled her arm away, apologizing profusely, as they began to walk away from Ryoji.
Ryoji shook his head and began to walk behind the twins. He wondered if Fuuka knew anything more about Shinjiro. He might have been inside of the twins for the longest time, seeing what they saw, and he knew so much about Fuuka but never knew what she sounded like or what she was like. But, seeing moments of vulnerability with Minato and Minako, Ryoji wasn’t sure if he should help protect or hurt Fuuka.
It doesn’t help he is the Harbinger of Death. As if he ready to take what Death herself couldn’t do the first time around.
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After getting everything prepped and ready for dinner tonight, thanks to Fuuka's help, Shinjiro was just about to sit down on the couch and catch a quick nap. Until the door opened up and Akihiko entered the living room. He looked as if he was out of breath, running for fun or not, Shinjiro was not sure and didn't want to know. He eyed the boy until Akihiko began to walk towards him.
"I'm not going to exercise, Aki."
"No--wasn't going to ask." Akihiko quickly replied, putting his hand to his chest, taking a few seconds to calm himself down and catch his breath. Akihiko let out one more heavy deep breath and sighed heavily. "I wanted to ask you to come to the roof with me."
Shinjiro's eyebrow rose with his eyelids still closed over his eyes. "Why?"
"Because this is the first time I finally get to talk to you since you've been awake and...it's important."
Shinjiro opened his eyes, not realizing how much emphasis he put on the word important. He gulped and pushed himself off the couch. Shinjiro could count on his right hand how many times he has seen Akihiko serious since they met. And this was number three.
Shinjiro nodded, following behind the athlete the best he could--doesn't help he is doing two stairs at a time instead of a normal human being who would do one stair at a time. Shinjiro quietly mumbled under his breath but stopped once Akihiko stopped at the door leading outside to the roof. "Is the door locked?"
Akihiko shook his head, shoving the door a little harder than normal, and the fresh, cold breeze of the sunset rushed passed them both. Shinjiro shivered for a moment as he still continued to follow Akihiko and whatever he had planned tonight.
Once they were both outside, Shinjiro closed the door and turned to see Akihiko staring at the sunset. Shinjiro noticed he seemed a bit composed from behind, his shoulders were stiff like cardboard, but he assumed it was because how he was built. This was the first time he was looking more at Akihiko and noticing all the small details on him.
"Aki--"
"Wait." Akihiko answered, taking a deep breath in and out, and waved Shinjiro over. Quietly, the other senior followed and stood next to Akihiko. "You don't have to speak. Just listen." Shinjiro nodded slowly, wondering if he should be looking at Akihiko or the sunset. For now, he focused on the sunset and tried to let his mind go numb or empty.
"...when you and Yamagishi almost died a month ago, no one talked about it for weeks. No one spoke to each other and everyone felt defeated. I thought of the many what ifs for weeks." Akihiko closed his eyes, taking another deep breath in and out. "What if Yamagishi didn't find you and Amada in time? What if she did find you both and she was killed? What if you were--" He stopped himself short, his hands turning into fists and clenching them tighter than normal. "--and that's when I realized something: would I be okay if you died?"
Shinjiro closed his eyes, lowering his head in shame--he didn't know why he felt so sad and shameful. He knew he should have told someone where he and Ken was going, but he didn't. Maybe a part of him, the smallest part of him, hoped someone would find them. ...and hoped it wouldn't be Fuuka. That would be impossible with her being the navigator of their group.
"I thought about that for weeks. Until Mitsuru's father died. She was able to compose herself, pick herself up and became focus on what she had to do. I know her family's name is huge and important, but... ...I think I would be able to move on." He turned to face Shinjiro, his eyes soften up but still had a flame behind them. Shinjiro looked down at him with a hint of surprise in his eyes. "You have been with me since I was young--attached at the hip, you know? I have friends that would grieve with me and help me get back up on my feet. At least, Miki wouldn't want me to sob for days and nights."
Shinjiro huffed in agreement. "Yeah, I agree there. You are an ugly crier."
Akihiko's mouth dropped and shook his head, quickly to disagree. "I am not! And you cannot prove that, Shinji."
"Oh, I am sure that Minako would love to see you cry."
Akihiko closed his mouth quickly, making sure that Shinjiro couldn't use his words against him. He did, however, slightly punched him on the arm and crossed his arms. "Honestly, though, I'm sure I'd be okay if you had died. I...always thought death couldn't touch us. And when it almost did, I had to come to the realization that I am not that invincible. And I know those suppressants of yours are slowly making you sicker and--"
"Fuuka got me to stop taking them."
"--they helped keep your Persona--...wait. What?" Akihiko's eyes widen in surprise. "How long--?"
"...Hmm." Shinjiro crossed his arms and tilted his head to the side. "Well, she indirectly stopped me from taking them. She didn't know about them until just a few days ago. We've been trying something with Lucia and Castor and trying to calm a wild horse down, literally." Shinjiro explained, not realizing he didn't answer Akihiko's question until the silence set in for a few seconds. "Er, at least since mid September? I only bought from Strega to keep them from unknowing. And well, if what we are doing doesn't work, then at least I'm set for a while."
Akihiko kept his arms crossed, not realizing how much Fuuka had tried to helped Shinjiro. And maybe also Akihiko himself. He knew he would have to pay the favor back to Shinjiro's girlfriend. "At least someone got through to you. Because I want you at my side, Shinji."
"Aki, not to be rude, but you do know the women in our lives already have us at their beck and call, right?"
"I meant, dumbass, until the shadows and this shit is over and done with, I want to keep fighting with you--to make this world a better place to live. With Minako, Fuuka, Mitsuru--everyone. And neither of us can't see Miki until we are old and gray." Akihiko stated, walking around in front of Shinjiro. His face towards the sunset as the sun seemed to shine and illuminate his body before it started to disappear around the horizon. It looked as if he was on fire, in a way. Akihiko took his hand, balled it up into a fist, and held it out in front of Shinjiro.
Shinjiro looked down at it, knowing what he should do--make the promise and make Akihiko happy. But, deep down, even if Fuuka's Persona was trying to tame the beast inside of him, how badly did he ruin the far off future with her and Akihiko? Taking suppressants because he was desperate and couldn't handle Castor killing another person. He gulped, feared that Akihiko would find out the truth. But, for now, he wanted to stop disappointing people.
Especially himself.
He took his right hand, balled it up into a fist, and lightly tapped Akihiko's slightly smaller fist.
"Deal. But only because I want to see Minako bother you until the end."
Akihiko huffed and then let out a small chuckle. "Fine, fine. But you better protect Yamagishi--she's made you into a better person, you know?"
"Thou art I... And I am thou...The bond thou hast nurtured hath finally matured.Thou hast turned a vow into a blood oath.In breaking free of doubt, the chain that impedes thee, is thy strength of heart made manifest.With the rebirth of the Emperor ArcanaThou hast obtained the winds of blessing that shall guide thee to the furthest depths."
#shinjuka#unforeseen circumstances#fanfic#chapter 14#pairing;; blue moon#(i finally updated with a new chapter! i also changed the title too and will still tag both in this section#because i feel the new fanfic name makes sense#tada? XD)#enchanted to meet you#fuujiro
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Modi in cui io avrei rielaborato:
#“Still very shaken from what happened yesterday.#Devastated to know that many of you lot have found yourself in a condition of unforeseen and unpredictable danger.#I hope everyone is safe now.#We’ll do our best to reschedule and meet you guys again.#Your safety will always come first.#lots of love. Louis”#and honestly if you feel like it you could even thank people who were there for#the support their patience and compliment how brave their were to help each other in such an emergency#thank the crew and the venue for reacting to it in the best way possible#like you don’t pay tweets jfc
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here’s a hot take: a game doesn’t need to be fair to be good
#my posts#gameblogging#at this point im starting to question what 'fair' even means#considering how often it's thrown around with no other context or explanation#but to me a 'fair' game is one that sort of caters to the player#as in the game is /about/ the player and there aren't many or any situations t#that the player doesn't have the tools to handle#i'd say the majority of games are like that#thinking about it like this i wouldn't consider even games with a lot of rng to be unfair#but then you have of course games like rain world#in which the world itself doesn't care about the player#and other creatures will do their thing whether you're there or not#which means there will be unforeseen situations and inevitable deaths#and yet to me that's part of what makes it fun#and im sure there's a lot of people out there who feel the same#but i'd guess most people prefer 'fairness' and playing games that are /about/ them#which is completely fine but also explains why this game is a lot less popular than it should be#:'(
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hiding in the restroom at work again ^__^
#almost had a breakdown less than ten mins into my shift#was not here for my sun evening shift bc i said i was sick (real) (had a tummy ache and said i had food poisoning) and then i was too#anxious to msg my head supervisor to let her know#eventually ended up responding to my supervisor of that night saying that i wasnt able to be near my phone to let them know#before my shift (lie) (girl who has problems and issues and problems)#and unsurprisingly my supervisor was like hey girl heres a written warning and itll be your only one or#and then you'll be terminated if this happens again and i was like haha makes sense (~:#and she was saying theyre more strict on trainees and that ppl usually take the recipe test after six shifts but that im behind#and i sort of wanted to explode idk why that was my breaking pointouuuughhhh#i feel like im going to fail or i feel like im gojng to fuck up and be late for some unforeseen reason and then im going to get terminated#and die and re enter my unemployment era#goddddd what if i fail what if im not good enough what if i fail and im jobless AGAIN#death for me NOW !!!!#also tonight theres my supervisor + two other people and i felt so fuckjng awkward while they were all#talking and i was trying to get the courage to talk to them but it was sooooo intimidating because it was THREE PEOPLEEEEE#and then even when my supervisor went on break it still felt intimidating to talk to two people god im so JDSKDJSKSJJD#sun texts
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Today I acquired several new Star Wars rpg books I've been looking for (and left a lot behind because I didn't have my master list updated), some shiny new dice, and a few new cheap collectables. I was also good and didn't spend fifty bucks on a plush gelatinous cube (even though I really wanted him). Did get some new miniatures that I'll eventually get around to painting once I get my work space finally set up. I have a very long list of things that need to get done before the summer heat and I'll probably only get a small bit completed; progress is progress though.
#birdy collects nerdy things#I've got a bunch of stuff that's getting donated this week and a lot more that will eventually go#still need to figure out what I'm going to do about those missing screws for the drawers#partner does not want to go to ikea with me so i might have to go alone this week#not sure if they can help or if I'll just have to buy new stuff#might also have a look on ebay and see if anyone is selling just the screws#because I've found stranger things before#also have to go into my credit union and talk about high interest accounts#my old one got closed out due to unforeseen circumstances and a fuck up#so while i could have reopened it i wouldn't get that same interest rate again since it's no longer offered#I'd rather have it someplace that easier to access anyway#i used a bit of it today to buy my books#because it was my mom's life insurance money and it feels good to use it on nerdy things that she didn't approve of
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