#and i sort of wanted to explode idk why that was my breaking pointouuuughhhh
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hiding in the restroom at work again ^__^
#almost had a breakdown less than ten mins into my shift#was not here for my sun evening shift bc i said i was sick (real) (had a tummy ache and said i had food poisoning) and then i was too#anxious to msg my head supervisor to let her know#eventually ended up responding to my supervisor of that night saying that i wasnt able to be near my phone to let them know#before my shift (lie) (girl who has problems and issues and problems)#and unsurprisingly my supervisor was like hey girl heres a written warning and itll be your only one or#and then you'll be terminated if this happens again and i was like haha makes sense (~:#and she was saying theyre more strict on trainees and that ppl usually take the recipe test after six shifts but that im behind#and i sort of wanted to explode idk why that was my breaking pointouuuughhhh#i feel like im going to fail or i feel like im gojng to fuck up and be late for some unforeseen reason and then im going to get terminated#and die and re enter my unemployment era#goddddd what if i fail what if im not good enough what if i fail and im jobless AGAIN#death for me NOW !!!!#also tonight theres my supervisor + two other people and i felt so fuckjng awkward while they were all#talking and i was trying to get the courage to talk to them but it was sooooo intimidating because it was THREE PEOPLEEEEE#and then even when my supervisor went on break it still felt intimidating to talk to two people god im so JDSKDJSKSJJD#sun texts
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