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I dunno bout you guys but I was just rewatching a celebrity house tour video and saw that someone had commented the time to when my favourite moment of the video occurs and i was just so happy about it. then i realized that that was my comment from when i had watched the video earlier
sometimes im my own favourite person
i get me
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i respect jon ware's decision to never make an official fun episode, but that aint me. enjoy that one tiktok trend with the sillies !
transcript (sry abt my handwriting) + my fav frames below !!
carpenter: I'm carpenter and my this is my first drink of the night.
off camera: carpenter? hhow many caprenter?
faulkner: I'm faulkner and this is my first drink of the night
off camera: FAULKNER! how many faulkner?
paige: I'm Paige and my first drink is vodka lemonade.
paige: kidding lol. Hehe imagine though. I don't know how many. We're on bottles now. I'm pretty functional. Just ask my cult.
[her bottle: Silt Russian VODKA]
hayward: I'm James Hayward and this is my first beer of the night
hayward: paaaaaaiiige. paiiiiaaiige...
[paige holds up 4 fingers]
#theres a solid 7min worth of audio messages of me describing how i think every character would react to this trend#i totally stand by everything i said in all of them#also these are sort of end of s1/start of s2 era designs i know its a Silly Joke but also i WAS thinking hard . the neuroses. you understan#the silt verses#tsv#siltposting#the silt verses fanart#tsv fanart#sister carpenter#brother faulkner#paige duplass#james hayward#cw alcohol#alcohol#art#digital art#doodles#my art#huion tablet#medibang paint#vsdc video editor
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it's crazy it's party
#käärijä#don't worry i'll stop posting weird little green guy tomorrow#but you have to understan#this is the most fun we've had in ages#it's a bleak time we're living it#gotta get that serotonin somehow#gif
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Saw some of your Hoshina Fics and it was stellar! Absolutely fucking amazing. You don’t know how damn happy I am to see Kaiju No.8 on my page. Your writing is phenomenal.
With that in mind, would it be possible to get another Hoshina request in? Preferably a Hurt/Comfort scenario. Maybe they’d have argued or something and they’re forced to actually confront each other’s insecurities. Because we like flawed adults going through their issues ✨together✨
If you’d like a more solidified vibe, try listening to Unsweetened Lemonade by Amélie Farren. It might give you some ideas!
I hope you have a wonderful day ahead of you!! :DD
notes: thank you so much for ur kind words ;-;; wahh... i love angst,... and functional relationships.... which is why i always write relationships on the verge of collapse... also thank you for the song rec!
hemming and hawing
soshiro hoshina x gn!reader theres a bit of drinking, but nothing extreme. word count: 1834
hoshina isn’t really good at communicating. for being the vice captain of a squadron of elite soldiers, where communication was often the difference between life and death–he’s really fucking bad at communication–or at least, the kind that requires you to be personal with other people.
he’s been ignoring you for days.
you’re not even sure why, at this point. you’d thought whatever relationship you were kindling was going fine, right? you weren’t exactly sure where the two of you stood, but you liked each other plenty, right? right?
right?
so why was hoshina ignoring you? why did he sit so far away, make constant excuses to get up and leave? what the fuck was wrong with him? every time you’d grabbed him to talk–oftentimes having to physically hold him by the arm, because he’d often keep trying to walk away from you–he’d respond with one-word answers, not quite looking at you. you’d sit at your desk, so restless that your leg would bang against the underside of the table just wondering what the fuck was wrong with him.
were his feelings a fluke?
hell, were yours?
what the fuck had you done wrong?
had you done something wrong? had you overstepped a boundary somewhere? but then again, how could you have? how could you have overstepped a boundary if he never made clear what his boundaries were? were you insane? what the fuck were you doing? or maybe the better question to ask is was soshiro hoshina worth this amount of hemming and hawing? was it worth it to lose your mind over his stupid face, when you saw him laugh at something okonogi said, or exchange quips with ashiro? was it worth it, when you knew he used to make the same faces towards you, used to look at you with something like measured affection behind his eyes–
you slam your head so hard against your desk that you can feel it starting to bruise.
no. no matter what, you were losing your mind over soshiro hoshina, damn him! damn him!
it keeps going on like this for a couple days–you try to talk to hoshina, he shrugs you off faster than any competent sentence you could possibly string together can form, and he leaves. the rest of the third division seems to notice, too–you’ve noticed twice in a row okonogi giving you a worried look. it wasn’t a hidden secret or anything that you and hoshina got along quite well, so if even okonogi was giving you a weird look…
you’d shrug, simply, give her a smile, and ignore the raging tire fire burning under your skin.
the next time you get a moment with hoshina is during a celebration party following a successful mission. you pour yourself a healthy glass of the strongest alcohol you can manage, and chug down the entire thing in one gulp, wiping your mouth inelegantly with your sleeve. and then out of the corner of your eye–
hoshina’s watching you with a half-interested look–a look more interested and engaged with you than any other time in the past few weeks–and you think the sight of that makes you angrier–so unbelievably angry, paired with new fire from alcohol underneath.
you turn to grab hoshina by the collar, glaring up at him–
“hey, now,” hoshina says with a light laugh. “had a little too much to drink, darling?”
darling.
oh, this fucking jackass–you think you almost see red, your teeth grinding together, and you can almost feel your lips peeling back in the facsimile of a snarl.
“you don’t get to call me that,” you whisper, voice shaking with anger, “not after you’ve fucking blown me off for weeks, soshiro.”
hoshina’s crimson eyes open a little more, staring down at you, right where your hand tightens against his shirt. you’re lucky that the hubbub of the party is keeping everyone from staring at you, which you’re furtively grateful for. you think, that maybe you see hurt reflected in his eyes, but that’s fucking ridiculous. why does he deserve to hurt? he’s the one who fucking blew you off, who didn’t talk to you for weeks despite the two of you clearly reciprocating feelings. what did he have to hurt over?
“i’m sorry,” hoshina mutters, and he leans forward–
“don’t fucking TOUCH me!”
your voice is louder than you’d like, and that gets a couple eyes on you.
your face feels red, and you drop hoshina’s shirt. hoshina’s eyes are still watching you, his gaze unreadable for a moment before he turns to the eyes watching you, a warm smile–a clear facade, loud and clear to you, but imperceptible to most others. you know hoshina, now–you’d watched him, studied him with intensity. he couldn’t hide from you, even if he wanted to. which made the fact he’d spent weeks ignoring you more infuriating–which made this current facade, a pretending thing–so much more infuriating.
“sorry, everyone,” hoshina says. “seems like our lovely engineer here might’ve had a little too much to drink. come on, i’ll walk you back.” he looks back down at you.
his eyes have that same strange hurt still reflected in his eyes.
something about it tears your heart across unevenly.
“okay,” you say stupidly, and you let hoshina handle your body, swing your arm over his shoulder as he pulls you up.
the walk back sobers you up just enough–enough to realize that you’re absolutely fucking mortified–did you seriously grab him? but the better question was why didn’t he stop you? why had he just let you yell at him? why had he looked at you like that, with hurt and something like pity in his eyes? and you couldn’t even figure out what you were more mad at–
could he have done it because he thought he deserved it?
hoshina opens up the door to your dormitory, letting you make your way to your bed. you slumped down, pressing your back against where your bed met the wall.
“i’ll leave you alone,” hoshina murmurs. “get some rest.”
you’re angry again, upon hearing him say that. how could a guy like him push your buttons so easily?
“so you’re just going to leave again?” you snap. “how the fuck is that fair? that’s all you’ve been fucking doing, leaving me even though all i want is to talk. i thought you liked me!”
you hate how your voice cracks at the end, and you raise up your legs to hug them to your chest. “i thought you fucking liked me,” you whisper. “and you won’t let me talk to you, won’t let me get close–what the fuck was the point of saying you loved me if this is what you’re going to do? it’d be so much less cruel to break my heat, just say no…”
hoshina’s silent.
way too silent.
“i’m sorry,” hoshina says, and he leans down, drops on the bed next to you–the bed sags beneath his weight, and he raises a hand to touch where your hand hugs your knees to your chest–but you move away. you hate the way you almost relish in the way he seems hurt, but he places his hand between the two of you, a mediating bridge. “you can hit me, if you want.”
“what?”
you stare at him, your gaze incredulous.
hoshina’s gaze is painfully soft, mixed with that strange pity. as if he deserves this.
“i’d deserve it,” hoshina murmurs. “i’m sorry.”
“i’m not going to hit you!” you say. “what would the point of that be? to prove yourself that you don’t deserve love? to prove to yourself you weren’t good enough? even though this is all your fault–”
hoshina’s gaze flickers at your words.
“that’s it, isn’t it? all part of your weird complex where you deny yourself things that you want!” you lean forward, reaching out to grasp him by the shirt. “so i was just fucking collateral damage to you?” you tumble for a moment, pushing him flat onto his back. he looks up at you, his lips parted for a moment. you feel your grip shaking for a moment, and your vision grows blurry– your eyes burn with tears as you shake. “i told you i knew what i wanted, you fucking idiot! i wanted you! i still want you!”
through blurred vision, you can see your tears dripping onto hoshina’s face–and hoshina just watches.
“i don’t care if you don’t think you’re not good enough,” you say through a choked sob. “you’ve always been more than good enough to me. do you get that? no, actually. you didn’t–because if you did you would have just talked to me like a normal fucking person!” you laugh desperately, crazily, almost–you feel fucking crazed. “and i’ve been driving myself mad! because of you!”
hoshina raises a hand to touch your cheek.
“take some fucking responsibility,” you rasp, tugging at his shirt. “take some responsibility for this! for what you’ve done to me!”
what a horrible thing love was.
your heart feels like it’s on fire, burned and scorched earth.
“i’m sorry,” hoshina repeats, simply. “you’re right.”
he leans up to press his forehead against yours, and you tremble.
“i was scared,” hoshina whispers. “that the things i’d said to kafka and the others–that you’d never know when you’d lose the people you love–that it’d come true. i was determined to shut myself out–make myself unknown again. i couldn’t–cross the boundary. to let myself have love. or anything like it. not from you.”
he sighs, gently nudging you to let him up. he leans close to you, presses his head against the wall to watch you. his gaze–this exact gaze, you’ve missed it. missed the way he watched you, with brimming fondness–and yet here you can see so clearly that there’s desperate pain in his eyes–bubbling and brimming just underneath the surface.
“i was struck by how much i wanted it. love. you. all of this. and i was scared because it could all just disappear so quickly,” hoshina continues. his hand touches your face, and you let that calloused touch, the familiar touch against your cheekbone, the bridge of your nose, your upper lip. “i didn’t–want to lose it. so i figured i could’ve just been happy with a little.”
“you fucking idiot,” you whisper in venomous response.
“yeah.” hoshina doesn’t deny it.
“i’ll give it to you,” you respond. “love. no matter how much you think you don’t deserve it. you don’t even have to ask.”
when hoshina looks at you again, he seems almost fractured at the possibility of it.
“i know,” he murmurs.
“i love you,” you say, and your voice trembles for a moment. “you fucking awful piece of shit.”
hoshina laughs weakly.
“i deserve that,” he murmurs. “but i love you. i promise i do.”
you shake your head.
“i know that,” you say. you reach out a hand to touch his face, and you can feel the smile forming on his face.
“okay,” he murmurs. “okay.”
#kaiju no 8#soshiro hoshina#soshiro hoshina x reader#hoshina soshiro x reader#kaiju no 8 x reader#x reader#kn8 x reader#i projected a little bit of#some conversations ive had#with my exes onto hoshina. but its alright#hoshinas got that “i dont like talking about my problems and because i never communicate i make everyone else overthink” rizz you understan
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i can feel louise slowly becoming my favourite character. she's the absolute CUTEST and i would call her my little baby but after the movie i don't think I should, she's so fucking adorable you guys
#she's so cute i need to pick her up and swing her around#LIKE LOOK AT HER LOOK THE LITTLE FACE THE TINY THING GOD I FUCKING ADORE HER#I NEED TO PHYSICALLY. SQUEEZE HER#SHES SO CUTE😞😞😞😞#bobs burgers#bob's burgers#you don't understand nOBODY UNDERSTAN DSME#bobs burger movie#louise belcher#louise bobs burgers
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This song hits hard - hvala Joker Out and hvala Bojan 🍉
(made two versions since I couldn't decide which lyric I felt the most fitting)
#bojan cvjetićanin#joker out#sonce#free palestine#mine#my own art#also thank you to joker out subs for the quick translation - you are amazing as well <33#I knew the song hit even before understanding the lyrics and it only hit harder when I did understan
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general question for anyone whod care to answer: was there a moment that supernatural really clicked for you? for me i was enjoying it as a casual viewer for the first season but by the end of Heart it clicked and i went from enjoyment to obsessed
#i think heart was it because it was this huge defining moment of. like you will have to kill sam. this is what hes going to become. and when#sam gives dean this teary look before going to the next room to kill madison and deans single tear nd flinching at the sound of the gunshot#its sam being so small and afraid and so young and dean little brother and both dean and sam coming to this point where they both understan#this is what has to be done. you kill monsters. you cant let them live. youll have to kill him too.#its like. this HUGE defining moment. where they both rly reckon with sam being a monster and his death at deans hands.#yet i feel like its not rly talked abt in the fandom. i guess thats bc there r like 10 other moments like that in season 2#because supernatural likes to harp on about things then do nothing about them lol
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I don’t care if it’s boring I’m 10000% in love with the idea of Vegeta having a quiet happy domestic home life throughout the 7 year gap and as his end game.
He was raised in an intergalactic mafia and by an absolute miracle got out and was granted his life back. Twice. One of the two last men standing when an entire population gets wiped out. Twice (counting the Freeza Force, by the end of ResF).
His father stopped fighting on the front lines once he became king, to watch over his domain. Frieza didn’t personally get involved in battle (not wipeouts, but actual battle) until Namek. Vegeta was always (told he was) intended to take both their places.
Letting him grow into a protector has been such a great arc and imho it would be so beautifully wrapped by letting him finally get to go home and inherit his crown as the guardian of his new planet.
#I think about it so much#And I talk about the foils moving past each other in opposite directions makes me so happy#Goku spent his life home on Earth and could spend the rest of it having adventures all over the universe.#Vegeta spent his life adventuring all over the universe and could spend the rest of it home on Earth.#Let Broly come to earth too I want to see him be besties with gohan I want to see him be bESTIES WITH PAN#dbtag#silly hours#I just love that Geets wanted so much to be home with his new baby and was immediately robbed of his peace bc Freeza was resurrected agAIN#And every day I think about how he told Whis the only reason he was still training was because Freeza was alive again#And I just think!!! This man deserves to retire and be the domestic dad he so clearly loves being!!!#That’s my hc anyway. Especially now that he KNOWS he can close whatever gap Goku puts between them in terms of skill#I still think Bulma was annoyed with him training all the time during the gap was because she figured it was peacetime and didn’t understan#Until Buu happened and then she definitely understood why he trains during peacetime— I hc she built the island villa like a year after Buu
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In my professional opinion we should bring back Dibper because Gravity Falls is popular again and they have so much potential, even more in modern fandom culture and also I don't love being like their only fan
#man u dont understan modern fanrt of then would be so cute :((#dipper x dib#dibper#dipper pines#dib membrane#crosship#gravity falls#invader zim#enderbugz rantz
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yesterday the trailer for the crow (2024) popped up on my fyp and the misinterpretation of core of the graphic novel just fucking sends me.
the horror at the centre of the novel, the utter despair and pain that shroud Eric, both in the source material and the 1994 movie, works because Eric and Shelly were a normal couple of lovers. It's because of such mundane tenderness that the horror of the murder leaves such a staggering and profound impact on the viewer, the violence is totally uncalled for and highlights how humanity's depravity can befall anyone, even the kindest of people (following the drammatic personal story of O'barr).
twisting Eric and Shelly's backstory into a kind of wattpad misfits' one, the viewer looses the element of immedesimation that held inside the emotional value of the movie. By depriving both characters of their normality the intimate sorrow is lost. What was a desolate tale of personal loss, to me, feels more like the search for the next halloween costume.
#idk mybe i'm wrong or maybe i understand shit but these changes makes me feel like there's no real understaning of the original meaning#maybe the movie will surprise me and i'll hopefully change my mind but the crow was such a fundamental graphic novel for my past#i truly care for it#thecrow#the crow#the crow 1994#eric draven
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coworkers asked for help and were showing me the details of a bug they found and I immediately locked eyes with the page like a dog catching the scent of its nemesis. I can name the exact bitch causing problems here and I'm sick of this freak coming into my yard.
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Happy snoggletog everyone
enjoy an edit of the only soulmates that ever matter
#i hope ppl understans what im getting at with this edit#pls this is the one pair that will never fail to make me brainrot about#ITS THE RECIPROCATION OKAY#httyd#httyd movies#man every edit i make is always about httyd#i should make a tag for this dont i#hmmm#junie videos#there we go#httyd toothless#toothless#hiccup how to train your dragon#hiccup horrendous haddock iii#hiccup and toothless#how to train your dragon#httyd 1
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Going to BYU and hearing tales of the legacies of punk + ska ensembles like Stretch Armstrong and Swim Herschel Swim and the Aquabats and My Man Friday feels like walking through a city of ruins. Imagining all the circle pits that could be. All the moshes I could have attended. Utah ska scene where did you goooooo
#byu#earth life#i did actually see aquabats in slc a while back. ABSOLUTELY life changing concert. mc bat commander held my hand. yall will never understan#nobody gets me like the 81 other monthly listeners of Stretch Armstrong get me#if y'all byu folks want to restart the utah ska scene hmu because i will be SO there#tumblrstake#ska#punk
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two types of transmasc swag
#im real like this is real#im right tho#LIKE ARGUE TELL ME IM NOT I WILL FIGHT YOU#south park#kyle broflovski#wendy testaburger#bg is a little too simple but i didnt know what to do to make it flashy ToT#theyre friends btw IDC#and in another universe perhaps lovers on the weekends#you dont understan them like i do i am shouting#roseart#wendyl testaburger#sp wendyl#importnt#tag
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pretty boy fitz by the amazing stupendous wonderful @lemontarto i'm so fucking unwell look at him LOOK AT HIM LOOK AT HIM LOOK AT HIM LOOK AT
#kotlc#fitz vacker#you odain't understan f i jnee af#kioio k at him aht n ht mboy#the on e and nonl religon oi' belief in#him hi m ih im boy boy boy#abiting and claiwn g#what ia f I told you i stopped pressi ng button s
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I feel like we're all understanding this, but just to put it in plain text:
This blog is LGBTQ+ friendly and I will not have any bullshit on my dash or notifications. No acephobia, no transphobia, biphobia/panphobia, no nada ! In fact, my sims 4 story will feature BIG GAY !! GAY AND TRANS PEOPLE !! SO IF YOU MIND THAT, SHOO !!
#Im wanting to talk about my muses' identity tbh#I worry people will think Emet is straight which. Nothing against straight people but its important to me and my friends that you understan#He Is Not lmao#out of story
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