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i’m starting to suspect that i just fucking suck 🤔 unsure yet though, but there are lots of signs already pointing to this... gotta mean something 🧐
#not to imply anything and didn’t want to vague-post but i really don’t think i have the right to complain#i mean people say a lot of kind words to me. and i cherish them#and i know it’s just post-publishing depression#or how should i call it#i don’t really want more comments? but maybe i want to know which thing squicks people the most about my writing#i know my biggest problem is the characterization and i want to discuss this so bad#please tell me where i fuck up. please tell me how you see these characters interacting. please give me more food for thought#i just want to talk about the chatacters i think about for several months#ok i’ll. i’ll try to get over myself#💪😞#i know asking for opinions is not the answer because i should figure this out myself#and i’ve started kind of. analyze every canon scene a bit deeper.#if that would make the difference... we shall see#though i think the people who’d be able to tell me what’s wrong just. don’t go that far into the story lol#understandable. don’t blame them#fuck okay that’s quite enough of tags for now. i should go to sleep. maybe it’ll be easier after#sorry you had to witness this. i’m not well in my head
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“we tried so hard with cassandra” NO YOU DIDN’T ?????
#trying to blame the poly alien’s monogamous activities on THE GAME ???? he said WE TRIED ????? WHERE DID YOU TRY#you just don’t understand polyamory its not the sims all along you wanted to invite one person to prom#i love them but they are liars 😭😭😭😭#dnp#dan and phil#phan#dan howell#phil lester#daniel howell#dnp tit#d&p#dip and pip#amazingphil#dnptit
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Something I’ve been thinking about lately is that small moment in “Air Turtle” where immediately after the Daves lose yet another game, Leo says how sorry he is and how he’s doing his best as the mascot. This moment is so short but it’s honestly jam-packed with a whole heap of characterization.
His need to apologize for things clearly not his fault - especially when it feels like he messes up the job he was given despite doing the best he can (the phrase “it’s not about you” takes a new meaning when this is one of the lessons to be learned from that - that he is not always solely responsible for things going wrong), his need to save face and make a connection with an older adult man in his life (something he consistently does throughout the series - he’s got a few daddy issues, always collecting potential father figures, it’s no wonder he jumps at the bit to keep rapport), and the way he sounds and looks and the words he chooses really pushes how he is just a kid (“Mr. the Dunk, I’m so sorry”).
Like I know it’s a one off moment that doesn’t truly mean much, but when put against the rest of the series it works really well with the rest of Leo’s established character and helps in solidifying later concepts as well.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rise leo#rottmnt headcanons#am I looking too much into things? almost assuredly yes#I actually appreciate how tim immediately goes ‘it’s not your fault’ as well? like he could’ve just blamed this 15/16 year old but he didn’t#but yeah this moment got to me a little mainly because it made me realize that Leo…DOES take responsibility for things a lot#he messes up a ton yeah but he says sorry at a pretty consistent rate#and y’know thinking about it#THIS IS TINFOIL HAT TERRITORY BE WARNED#he’s mentioned being betrayed by his brothers before - I wonder if it was something as simple as taking the fall for like#breaking something of Splinters or whatever#point is it wouldn’t be out of the ordinary for him to get the full blame for something only partially his fault#or not his fault at all in some cases#like in bug busters where Raph gets mad at Leo for not getting captured with them#(I understand Raph’s mindset here a ton - Raph’s the leader and he’s likely lashing out so I don’t blame the poor kid)#but this plus the moment at the beginning of the movie#where only Leo is reprimanded despite Mikey and Donnie having full autonomy to join the fun pizza stacking#make no mistake this is not at all a diss on everyone else!!! it’s just something I noticed#I think that “it’s not about you” doesn’t just pertain to being arrogant and wanting the spotlight#I think it’s also about how responsibility is meant to be shared#and like#Leo DOES mess up a lot! so he’s honestly probably used to having the blame because it is often at least somewhat warranted#he’s specifically described as being good at apologizing after all#tldr: Leo messes up a lot of the time so he is very used to blame and attention both good and bad#even when the full blame should not be solely on his shoulders
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I always respect your rule about suggestive posts, and I am 100% on board with it.
However please keep in mind that at least on mobile if there are many tags on a post some of these will be hidden! And some people might not notice the tag! Even I sometimes caught myself almost liking/reblogging something because I zoned out and didn't notice (I'm also a dummy and might not register that something is suggestive, especially that english isn't my first language.) When tagging questionable posts, please put the #suggestive tag first. Or not, I'm not gonna order you how to tag your posts, but please concider.
Thank you for reading and have a good weekend!
Sincerely, a 16yo ULTRAKILL fan
I’ll try to remember to put that tag at the front. I schedule all the posts when I’m at work so I’m usually more preoccupied with making sure no one is standing behind me while I’m doing that so the tags are an afterthought. But like I said I’ll try to fix that for future posts.
But anyway I reblogged that warning cause I had to block 2 accounts that followed and blatantly said they were 14. Meaning they couldn’t bother to read the short af blog description I have there. It’s right there as soon as you open the account. I can’t make it any more obvious. And I know they scrolled through the account because they were liking old posts that were tagged as well. They didn’t just follow from their dashboard. Not slick.
Like. Come on. I too was on tumblr from the age of 13 but I had the common sense to not do that. Stay out of trouble. Don’t cross people’s boundaries. 10 years from now you’ll realize how uncomfortable it’d be to have a 14 year old thirst posting in your replies.
If you’re going to do it anyway. Do that in your private discord or whatever with your friends that are (hopefully) around your age, I can’t stop you. But doing it out in the open with 0 respect is an auto block from me. Not only because it’s weird, but it opens themselves up to being creeped on.
#so in this case it was less about the tag and more just people not reading anything at all#non voice post#ask#asks#like these kids really dgaf they just do whatever#I’ve been online since I could read (4 years old) brother I’ve seen it all. the Wild West of the internet#one of the worst things you can do is have a bio stating you’re a young impressionable person with a full list of info about you#all it takes is one weirdo to notice you and they’ll stalk you across every account#so don’t open yourself up to it. not victim blaming but really understand that someone a decade older than you has no good intentions#if they are making suggestive comments or trying to ‘make you grow up’.#not particularly related to this since I’m the one blocking but I just hope by forcibly keeping them out of adult spaces#the attack surface will be reduced#like. don’t worry you’ll have more years as an adult than as a minor. you don’t need to rush#I’m just saying it cause I had many unpleasant experiences in the past. there are weirdos everywhere.#anyway these tags aren’t really directed an anyone it’s just general advice
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I was watching hotd edits and reading atla fanfics and my brain just exploded
They are variants of each other, their suffering mirrors each other’s
Their awful marriages they were forced into
A royal or high standing family that has some connection to fire, a power or tool they lack
Their one eyed sons who were so kind as children and later grew to be harsh( zuko and todoroki both were able to learn to be kind again and to not lash out or shut down every time they’re upset, Aemond sadly did not learn that)
The absurd amount of blame they get for the way some of their children turned out ( yes they hold some blame, but I’m always hearing about what they did wrong and not hearing nearly enough about what the fathers did wrong, to me those men are primarily to blame; viserys targaryen, ozai and enji todoroki i wish all of you suffered more(ESPECIALLY ENDEAVOR HE DID NOT DESERVES TO JUST LIVE PEACEFULLY HE SHOULD HAVE DIED) Especially because they too were victims and were often doing the best they knew how to do for themselves and their kids even if it wasn’t enough or backfired massively (alicent)
Oh my tragic girllssss



#alicent hightower#my darling imperfect victim#i love these women#i will defend them till i die#especially#against men#i do want to be clear for hotd i am firmly team black but i understand and love alicent Hightower#ursa#i will love you forever girl#she wasn’t a bad mom#even to azula#and i stand by that#she just didn’t support the cruelty ozai was fostering in her daughter and azula viewed that as rejection or seeing her as a monster#I don’t blame azula for thinking that#but she is not a reliable narrator for what Ursa was thinking#she didn’t tolerate cruelty and both she a azula are victims#its neither of their faults#it’s ozais fault they motherfucker i hope it felt like his soul leaving is body whe his bending was taken#i wish he died a slow and agonizing death in the dungeon#i wish his body rotted while he was still alive and his eye fell out#like viserys#rei todoroki#she and ursa are very similar and failed in similar ways#her inability to look at some of her children because of the trauma enji put her through will forvever break my heart#you know what endeavor also should have gotten the vizzy t treatment#my hero academia#avatar the last airbender#house of the dragon#zuko#aemond targaryen
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I don’t want it to seem like I’m looking for excuses for my blunder, but my professor knowingly, intentionally failed me. Intentionally. I was out this past week because I wasn’t feeling well and that’s on me, those two lectures you can mark against me. But to mark the four lectures I missed because I had three holes cut into my body as an unexcused absence when I gave you a note and offered additional extensive proof?? Knowing that would shove me over the threshold and automatically fail the class????? And have the audacity to be disappointed in me??
#we get six unexcused absences and then we automatically fail a course#my other professors excused me before I even gave them proof and have given me so much grace and understanding#but i have automatically failed this class because this professor just??? what??? I don’t know what i did#even after that nice heart to heart last semester she goes and does this??#I don’t expect that to make us friends—that would be weird—but to know…to KNOW I couldn’t help my health problems#and STILL fail me#I’m talking to my advisor tomorrow about medically withdrawing#that way I can come back over the summer or fall with actual disability in place so people can’t abuse me like this and get away with it#I’m livid and honestly embarrassed??? why am I blaming myself. why do I feel like the let down#personal#probably delete later
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if I had a nickel for every time I was in a fandom and a child character had a breakdown and did something that accidentally hurt another character, and then the fandom all turned on the character and vilified them because they [the fandom] can’t understand that sometimes 14 year olds make mistakes when they’re going through something traumatic, I would have 2 nickels
not a lot but it really is weird it happened twice
#This is targeted at anyone who vilifies Gon from hxh or Homura from pmmm#”Gon was manipulative towards Killua and took advantage of him” shut up shut the fuck up#”Homura never actually cared about any of the other girls she only cared about Madoka” never touch the internet ever again you absolute idi#I’m sorry that some of you incells can’t understand moral complexity or that characters can’t always be 100% good all the time#they were kids#they were only 14#At the same time saying stuff like this is actively undermining both Gon and Homuras characters but also Killua and Madokas as well#Killua and Gons friendship was kinda toxic from the beginning. They were each others first ever friends#and they didn’t really know how to have any#Gon was literally having a mental breakdown confronting the person who killed the closest thing he had ever had to a father#can you really blame him for lashing out???#And Homura#don’t get me started on the amount of idiots in the pmmm fandom who think she’s evil because he did what she thought was best for Madoka#she heard Madoka say she was unhappy being a god and how lonely she was and she took action#if she didn’t care about the other girls then WHY DID THE CLARA DOLLA DRAG THEM INTO HER LABYRINTH???#WHY DID SHE MAKE SURE THEY WERE ALL HAPPY WHEN SHE REWROTE THE UNIVERSE??#she tried for years to save Madoka just to fail when she made her final wish to become a god#imagine how she felt when she realized she wasn’t happy with that outcome either#when she realized she was all alone#she just wanted for her to be happy.#i swear to god#if you think either Gon or Homura are evil you might as well just block me now#because I fully believe you should not be allowed internet access#rant#rant post#pmmm#madoka magica#homura akemi#puella magi madoka magica#madoka kamane
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I swear to god the renegade / you’re losing me/ so long London / fots / how did it end run of songs dealing with someone who is like ~that~ in very specific ways is so fucking goddamn accurate it hurts to listen to sometimes
#it’s so fucking visceral in a iykyk kind of way is all I’m saying#the specific breed of anger and passive aggression and and less passive aggression and resentment and blame shifting and and and#is so fucking accurate it’s like she’s in our walls#which is because it was within hers but I digress#and the whole not being able to call it out because they turn it back around and claim they’re the wronged party because of their illnesses#instead of understanding that they’re just being an asshole and firing missiles in their home#ANYWAY#like until you’ve spent days walking on eggshells in order to monitor someone else’s moods and triggers#and nothing ever quite being good enough not to make them#lash out#while also feeling deep empathy for their struggles and wanting to help#I don’t know that you can really understand the toll it takes on you consciously and unconsciously
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Oh nothing, just adopted au Pony and Johnny…
#cause imagine them#imagine pony who just doesn’t understand how or why his brothers would love him and not see him as a burden#he doesn’t get that they love him to hell and back and they’d do anything and everything to keep him#he doesn’t get that they don’t blame him in the slightest and they see him as the greatest thing to happen to their family not a curse that#carries death with him#imagine him with Johnny#Johnny who so desperately wants his parents to love him with the level of unconditionality that pony’s brothers do#how there’s maybe this tiny part of Johnny that wishes Ponh could just understand how damn lucky he was to end up with a family who cares#about him and loves him completely#a tiny part that wishes his own parents could love their own damn kid that much#and Johnny hates himself for wishing that#cause he knows pony came from a house just as shitty as his#but part of Johnny wonders why it couldn’t happen to him#why couldn’t CPS or the cops or someone see that what happened to pony that got him taken from his bio parents was happening to Johnny still
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i don’t know of a solution to this problem, but let me lay out what’s happening with the young men in the country right now
every single hobby you have is entirely dominated by right wing politics. you like gaming? full of anti-wokeism. you like working out? right-wing fitness influencers who will sell you snake oil supplements and anti-science bs abound. you like sports? infested with right-wingers since the dawn of time. you just like watching youtube videos or instagram reels or tiktoks or podcasts? every algorithim is designed to push you into right-wing rabbitholes because it makes both the platform and the creators a ridiculous amount of money, and every large creator who looks like and caters to folks like you (with the exception of only a few, like hasan and the kavernacle) is a right-wing grifter.
this is happening, yes because many people are majorly profiting from it, but also because you’re part of the demographic with the most societal power. meaning your allyship to the left and the various movements within would be a terrible blow to the status quo and possibly what finally abolishes it for good. this is why the government pours money into call of duty games. this is why the government pours money into the likes of tim pool and joe rogan. the government has been shoving anti-left sentiments down your throat since you were old enough to understand them because otherwise you would be a much more serious threat to it than almost any other group.
when you do actually venture outside of your right-wing bubble (which you’re encouraged by the people you’ve been taught to trust never to do), it’s a 50/50 chance you will see someone like hasan, and maybe you’ll be initially resistant to his ideas but over time become less and less radicalized and farther and farther left, or you’ll see some random internet stranger saying they hate all men or something and decide that the left truly does not want you, and the right is the only option you’ll ever have because they’re the only ones who are nice to you. this doesn’t mean that expressing the “hate all men” sentiment is bad or that it’s your fault men stay in the right- it isn’t- it just means there is a gap in the left-wing content market for young men. thankfully that’s shrinking now, you can find a good number of left-wing CCs who are themselves young white men, but the algorithims that promote right-wingers punish left-wingers for not grifting hard enough, so when you see their content it’s probably only because someone sends it to you directly or it’s mentioned by one of your right-wing figureheads who’s dunking on them.
it seems like the solution would be to put more leftist content out there that appeals to young men, but that doesn’t change the fact that the government has put millions into shaping their media for a long time to keep them in line with what it wants. if you actually look at polling data, young men are less right-wing than their fathers & men over 50, but there’s only so far they can go when society (their media, their lack of irl community meaning they’re reliant more and more on social media, their longest-standing cultures like sports culture being right-wing for several decades, their growing dissatisfaction with the state of the world being twisted to make them blame minority groups & women) is designed to make them this way.
#uspol#us politics#i don’t have like a huge amount of sympathy for young men rn#but at least i can understand why things are the way they are#putting the blame entirely on them is nonsense
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throwing out just One more hot dean and jack take while it’s on my brain but I honestly think dean gives jack a little more autonomy than sam and cas do . Maybe.
#heavy on cas bc I feel he’s a bit more … coddling? ? than Sam is ?#sam just kind of leaves jack to himself and vaguely offers support or advice#but Dean is the only one we’ve seen on screen that has a MUTUAL connection w jack#like their entire start and end conversations in Optimism abt needing to stay busy & blaming themselves#they GET each other#cas is just. idk#the argument he had with jack in 14x0…2 I believe ..#like jack is just CONSTANTLY trying to get ppl to understand that he makes his own choices and can handle himself#I cannot stress enough that he hates being treated like a helpless child.#there’s so much situational irony with that lmaooo#anyways#this is like half thought out I fear#I miss my guys#cal.txt#spn#supernatural#jack kline#dean winchester#dean and jack#tfw2.0#sam winchester#sam and jack#cas#cas and jack#like I do love Sam and cas as dads they’re all his dads . dean is just my favorite im sorry#if I said people don’t like dean as a dad that much bc he doesn’t infantilize jack …… would you brain me with a rock ….. be honest#liek … Idk#I am noticing patterns and I do not like them or the common theme they share#goodnight gang
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old man yaoi..,..,….
#tf2#team fortress 2#engie tf2#spy tf2#honkshoozzz#honkshoozzz art#napoleon complex#engiespy#engie x spy#i love them so much you don’t understand#i hate spy with a passion but#i really think engie could fix him#help#HEEELP#HHHEEELLP MMEEEE#/ref#i blame lil pootis for this#lil pootis#fuck it get tagged#quazies#this is all ur fault#now i have FEELINGS#for OLD GAY MEN#and BIRDS#AAAUUUGGGHHHHH
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sometimes i think sawtooth had the best childhood but not really?? it is traumatic, just not in the way my other MCs’ are. quite literally sawtooth's gender shares deep roots with how they were treated as a child. he’s a demiboy because they never got to be a boy.
#tiny tidbits#sawtooth#theres a lot of adultification in Sawtooth’s life#and a stunning lack of empathy/understanding because he is seen as a problem first and foremost#and his family isn’t The Worst#their mom will go to BAT for them#let it be known#but she’s more of a “you don’t get to discipline my child! I do!!”#and their dad tried to shield him from the consequences of his actions#in a way that was incredibly sympathetic but often clashed with his mom#there was A Lot of Yelling after Sawtooth was born and Sawtooth blames himself for it because they know it’s their fault#just#Sawtooth watched themself be the point the ripped an (by all accounts) perfect couple into a blazing heap of trash fire#and it’s A Pattern wherever they go#schools are much worse with them#parties get sucked dry of fun with him around#—Saul is just a little blackhole that poisons anything good#and he knows it#that’s why the pack means so much to him#that why they’re in tears when they think the pack wants them OUT#they can’t break this too#please#not here too.
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some first pass doodles while i slowly solidify his design in my brain..
dr. jonah intehb, rex’s father! he’s the head of xenobiology at auron and specializes in studying the physiology and life cycle of the interstellar whales :) the horrors persist but so does he
#rex gets a lot of her optimism from him :’) he really looks the part of#‘scary intimidating mad scientist’ but he’s a very friendly and warm person#even after losing almost his entire family to a whale related incident and then several years later the coworker he’d fallen in love with#on the rebound ALSO presumably dies horribly in a similar way#he still loves them and wants to understand them#can’t blame them for accidents! they’re just animals! they don’t know better! it’s not like they’re capable of malice….right? right?????#myart#ocs#whalefall#jonah intehb
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Yesterday. I watched “Paris is burning”, a documentary on the gay scene in New York during the 80’s. I loved how it shows gay men and trans women being part of the same group, sharing the same spaces, just different ways of being a homosexual male. All the support and love from the chosen families, their artistry at the balls, their culture, all the gender nonconformity was simply BEAUTIFUL.
It’s full on YouTube (it won’t let me link the color version)
I also loved this reflection by Pepper Labeija.
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#I’ve never been very fond of the drag world (yk misogyny) but this felt more personal: their struggles their joy their losses…#I know I might be more indulgent with gays I personally feel a strong bond with them for sharing our experience as homosexuals#Don’t blame me for feeling compassion and understanding for them.#like most things. it’s not perfect but it’s part of where we come from#pepper labeija#lgbt#lgbt history#drag queen#gender noncomformity#vogue#gay culture#Youtube
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Mm. Okay. Thought I was kind of over this
#latest from the perch#carrion#just. ugh. I don’t feel like I’m worth really anything and I don’t. get it#why do people spend time on me. it’s a waste#they could be spending time with someone who’s actually smart or strong or funny or kind or handsome or whatever#they deserve something of substance#I don’t understand why anyone would actually want me. maybe they don’t#I don’t know. I can’t sleep though.#I need help. I don’t know how to help myself. I’m just fucked I guess#lord knows nobody wants to deal with me#never have never will. don’t blame them it’s not like it’s anyone else’s problem#I just need to get through it. tough it out#it’s whatever
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