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daffi-990 · 8 days ago

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Eddie says he’s looking at houses in El Paso and Buck is fine.

He sits down on the couch with Eddie as the realtor shows them houses and is fine.

He goes home and downs half a bottle of tequila, but he was just having trouble sleeping so it’s fine.

He goes to work, smiles and laughs with the team but he feels like there is a pit in his stomach, which is strange because he’s fine.

Maybe he’s getting sick.

Eddie rents a place in El Paso and Buck offers to help him pack, because that’s what Eddie needs and Buck is fine.

He drops Eddie off at the airport and suddenly he’s 26 and watching his first love walk away.

They hug goodbye, the embrace lingering much longer than a normal hug.

But it isn’t a normal hug, it’s a goodbye hug.

“This isn’t goodbye, okay? I’ll be back with Chris.”

Buck wants to ask when. Wants to be selfish and drop to his knees and beg Eddie to stay.

Instead he says “text me when you land” and then watches as Eddie disappears into the terminal, going where Buck can’t follow.

He leaves the airport feeling numb, driving home in a daze, like his body is on autopilot. It’s not until he turns off the jeep that he realises where home is.

Eddie’s house.

His hands shake as he pulls out his key and unlocks the door.

The house feels empty. Most of the furniture is still there, but the magic that makes the house feel like home is gone.

Packed up with the man that Buck is realising too late is the love of his life.

He sits down heavily on the couch, the soft cushions doing nothing to comfort him.

Half his heart left 4 months ago and the other half just followed.

Buck takes a deep breath and breaks.

He’s not fine.

#umm i don't know what this is #just popped into my head yesterday #i thought about expanding on it but decided against it #feels just right the way it is :)#daffi writes #buddie #evan buckley #buddie ficlet #sad evan buckley feeling times #<- that should be a tag #not tagging anyone #feel like no one sees the tags atm anyway #so into the void it goes!

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janederscore · 3 months ago

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my favorite part of discussing transmisogyny is that no matter how eloquent or brief your point is the notes will be rife with people who haven't read the post, don't care to read the post, and need to make sure the op and any passers-by know exactly how little they think of the entire exercise to begin with

#.jtxt #“umm i don't know what any of these words mean and idc” is a staple of the genre

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tricoufamily · 6 months ago

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one more "but all my stuff is also available on [x] in addition curseforge" post and i'll explode

#not even willfully missing the point. they know exactly what they're doing #they like all have patreons already what is going on!!!!!!#and if you don't make one then?????? if you /have/ to charge for your cc #how did we go from 'i made a tumblr account five seconds ago this is my first post here's my patreon with exclusive cc'#to 'umm but i NEED a curseforge account. there's no other way to make money from cc. no other way at all clearly' that fast #then there are those not responding to anything and continuing to silently post to curseforge as we speak.....side eyeing j*hnnysimmer

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reverie-darling · 8 months ago

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been in maruaders tiktok lately, depressed and pissed off

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apocalyp-tech-a · 9 months ago

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It's been exciting guessing who CX-2 actually is, but can we all at least agree on one thing...

That this fight scene was flipping epic? 😳 @eclec-tech I feel like Stefon again! Blasterfire, blocks, kicks, punches, elbowing, knifeplay, slaps, uppercuts, wrestling, smackdowns, head butts, leaping, taunting, choking, falling down waterfalls - this fight had it all. 😂

Kudos to the animators and creative team who choreographed this scene!!!! 👏🏆

#tbb spoilers #the bad batch spoilers #cx-2 #tech the bad batch #possibly #crosshair the bad batch #star wars #the bad batch #clone x #imperial tech #umm those thighs stalking toward Crosshair though plz #they know what they're doing #i don't just want this to be Tech #I *need* this to be Tech 😂#kudos to the BB creative team #tech lives

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avaetin · 4 months ago

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lala-blahblah · 4 months ago

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I will never make this because it would be for an audience of one (me) but ever since reading "If we Were Villains" (story about serious drama kids in college who perform shakespeare and deal with a murder) I have been entertaining the thought of a crack fic crossover with High School Musical The Musical The Series where the staff decides they will no longer put on shakespeare after the tragic accident that happened at Thanksgiving, because Shakespeare plays would only increase the tension and drama. So they hire Ms. Jen who decides their spring play will actually be High School Musical (which exists in the 90s in this universe) and it ruins the vibe so much that everyone gives up on being dark and mysterious because they're universally pissed at Ms Jen for making them learn choreoraphed basketball dancing.

#if we were villains is actually genuinely good and has actual literary worth and pulls from shakespeare in an intelligent meaningful way #but unfortunately all i can do is comedy so this is the only fan content i have to offer :(#THE THING IS iwwv is just hsmtmts if it hsmtmts was good and also they committed crimes #they utilize the same parallel of casting choices with real life drama which I love #umm so casting: Meredith would be Sharpay Obvi. I think it would be really funny if James was cast as Ryan bc they hate eachother and would #have to pretend to be siblings working together. And I think ashley tisdale and Lucas Gabreel actually didn't get along when filming #also i love the thought of Ms Jen looking at James and going “i know what you are”#HOWEVER it would be more interesting if james was Chad to Oliver's Troy (which is really just reversing their Romeo and Juliet moment)#bc chad is like nooo don't do theater... stick with me and do basketball... but it would be Coded Subtextually #Unfortunately Wren would be typecast as Gabriella and I don't think that would cause drama bc I don't believe James actually liked her!#I think it was comp het bc she was very sweet and nonthreatening as opposed to Meredith's big flirting energy so she would be a “safe” crus #lets lean into that actually. this gives Wren a chance to have a personality (bc I enjoy this book but it is not good at fleshing out women #So oliver and Wren spend more time together and kind of talk about James a little and Wren is like yeah James is very sweet #and I like him but it feels so hard to get him to feel comfortable with me... i guess he's just closed off and doesn't talk much #we also get to see more of her personality and interests maybe she's like I relate to gabriella because I also like to Read :) feminism #and oliver is like Hmm That Is Not My Experience With Him perhaps our bond is deeper and James does like me Hm #And then Meredith can flirt with him as Sharpay and James gets pissed and in character gets very intense about how Troy can't join THEATER #that's why he's upset and sad bc sharpay represents theater and only that reason and nothing else and he isn't in love with oliver At All #Alexander can be Ryan now since James is Chad (and he's also Gay) and Filippa can be Kenzie bc they're both queer coded #Anyway at rehearsal one day Meredith and James and Oliver are having their fighting over troy moment and then Meredith stops and is like #wait guys. This musical is so freaking stupid. why are we even doing this #and their mutual frustration at their art being turned into a farce is enough to bond them together and they're like #we need to focus on our REAL enemy: ms Jen #and then they hatch a scheme and it's probably like. They dump a bucket of fake blood on her at opening night a la carrie #and then put on their own rebellious production... it still has to be a musical because i like musicals #families with children are in the audience and they're like OK FOLKS! HERE'S ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW!#if we were villains #iwwv #hsmtmts #high school musical the musical the series

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tsunael · 9 months ago

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what maintenance does to a mf

#it was supposed to be a break sketch from comms but #I actually drew my own wolcred what da hell #anyway umm what if u were invited to an ishgardian ball but omg the only person who knows how to do their stupid waltz is #the person who u have complicated feewings for bc he would know stupid shit like that bc he's a spy or w/e #so u gotta pwactice every day with him but omg he's soooo annoying >_< and keeps wearing these low cut blousy ass shirts!!!#wouldn't that be crazy haha anyway #don't look at this im being CRINGE #my art (derogatory)#why is this shit more embarrassing than my gposes

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judicent · 1 year ago

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He's a sad, sad man and he's my icon on discord

#da draws #adventure time #fionna and cake #simon petrikov #I like. don't do fanart ever #so you know it's dire #anyway so guys have you heard that umm this magic keeps me alive but it's making me crazy and I have to save you but who's going to save me #I'm untalented at readable icons ;( the less contrasty one is my original vision and the other is what I actually used to get it to show up #pls forgive me for whatever I do... when I don’t remember you..#it's so stuck in my head it has ceased beibg funny #oh yeah #ice king #sorta technically I guess #I don't think so but I would like a note to happen :3c

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dwreader · 7 months ago

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like i know its not the writers' intention to trivialize abuse but for the show to frame armand being dumped & ghosted by lestat after a tinder one night stand as remotely comparable to louis having to live with that man for 30 years and enduring his repeated abuse is really... weird.

#when armand was like oh hey i know what its like... umm no you don't alksjflksfjs what is going on #iwtv spoilers

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crescentfool · 2 years ago

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does anyone else want to stick these two in the same room together or is that just me... i simply think they are adjacent in vibes... (+a bonus thing???)

get u a fictional guy that makes you feel like this... seeing these guys just evoke a Similar Kind of Brain Chemical and Response. Help Me.

also have bonus yosuke doodle featuring the same brushes used here...! from january 23rd, lol.

#fe3h #sylvain jose gautier #persona 4 #yosuke hanamura #crossover #lizzy does art #umm... hi.... (looks away) this is cringe but i am free. what is life if not to draw your favorite characters together on the same canvas #for the record i do not intend to conflate these two as the same character because they are NOT #'lizz. what on EARTH do you see in these guys.' you know. i wish i could answer that. (actually. i can.)#experiencing both of these characters sent me into an absolute spiral of denial when i realized that i enjoyed them #Words Hard but Basically i think its fascinating how both sylvain and yosuke have like this happier front that they project outwards that-#masks the struggles that they don't want others to see... and while both of them do cringe shit thats incredibly stupid #both of these characters have shown themselves to have like?? actual braincells? (re: yosuke at the start of p4 + sylvain support convos)#granted the kinds of themes and messages each of them is meant to convey varies bc of the setting and stories they are in #the sylvain + yosuke pipeline.... oh also i think the fandoms tend to rationalize both of their behavior towards women as like.#a closeted bi case. it's kinda strange to me why they overlap in certain ways hm hm...#but its just so funny to me that like. idk. they're both unbearable. they irritating for a reason /s #i should really draw these two more often (in like separate illusts) they are so fun i love their color schemes and designs it sparks joy #ok ok god i had a lot more to say about that than i thought oops. um. yeah. i learned how to draw for stuff like this. worth itTM

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kitty-silly · 7 months ago

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maternal figure of all time

#kittysilly.art #sparklecare #sparklecare hospital #cometcare #uni cornelius #i love drawing those rainbows in the background #also this drawing looks unfinished because i don't know what else to put in the background #i changed the cloud ground to grass last minute umm yeah :3

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cassiomaximo · 5 days ago

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Cough... plas.... plaswoozy..... WIN (desperate)

#plastic man #woozy winks #ahauuu.... I don't know what I was expecting from this issue honestly umm...#I thought the plastic hand amalgam would do something here instead of just showing up at the end idk...#Reading it.. I was just like what is going on (because I am stupid) but umm I really feel they just kept repeating that plas was a bad dad #And that's it... didn't do too much outside that... like I get it... SIGH #Do you think woozy knows about plastichand #She didn't even say it back SAD

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simonghostrileys · 1 month ago

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turned out the guy I thought was my """"soulmate"""" was manipulating me into making me think I had feelings for him so I stopped talking to him bc i realized his manipulation and now he's spreading rumors about me saying I was practically offering myself to him for sex when I never did that 🙃

#liliana talks #in the rumors he also says he doesn't know why i stopped talking to him #umm maybe bc you're a manipulating. obsessive and possessive asshole??#when we were friends he literally didn't want me to talk to any of my male coworkers nor wanted anyone close to me #he was always around me and observing with whom i interacted with #and i was like 'what's your fucking problem?? we're just friends'#so i cut all ties with him bc of all that and bc i started getting these weird and very bad vibes from him when i realized his mind tricks #he started making me hella uncomfortable and whenever he touched me i wanted to puke #in the end i listened to my gut and then got word from ppl on the afternoon shift that that guy is crazy #and that he has done these same things to other female coworkers in the past #so now i avoid him like the plague and don't want to get near him at all

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fisheito · 5 months ago

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Started playing NuCarni 2 weeks ago it's so fun i love everything. But I wanna know is there any way to access past event stories??? I wanna read them and learn more abt the characters but obviously bc I wasn't there for them they're. Locked. And I can't read em. Idk man I've been an enstarrie for 4 yrs and counting so I'm used to every event or scout story being available somewhere on the internet so I can binge read to my hearts content so maybe I'm just being silly rn but I can't find anything so I'm asking u (bc ur blog makes u seem like a nucarnival god tbh praise be)

2 weeks ago!!! wow!! welcome to this pit of eternal suffering!!!!!! (i'm actually having quite a nice time don't tell anybody)

i bet my followers know more about nucarni than i do AHAHA (pls chime in if yall want!!)

i have no helpful advice... because any events i DID miss when i started playing (White Storm/Zest of Life)? i was still playing when the reruns happened the following year so ...i got em... thru accidental waiting......yeah.... sorryy..........

#i can see your yearning for the lore #to dive right into the juicy brains of all the characters and see what they're about #idk how fast you're going thru the main story?? or how much money you may be throwing at the game??#(i assume that ppl who throw money will progress faster than F2P)#but i personally would recommend going thru as much of the main story as you can before u get into past events #i feel like when i started #i didn't understand everything the events were referencing... so they didn't click much #i was just given the two featured characters (kuya and garu at the time i started) while everyone else was sorta background #and i was wondering... who are these two? umm whwat is eiden's history with them??#but when i moved further in the official chapters #i was like OOOHHHHH i see. that's why garu and kuya interact like that. or why eiden treats them like THAT #but! well! if you're the type to enjoy all the events up front then you can do that too!#but . uh. i don't know where the events would be #do people post them online? on yt or smth? is that discouraged? i know the devs don't like it when ppl post H scenes #but do they feel as strongly about the events? 🤔#*shrug* unfortunately i am a creature that lurks alone in the woods and clicks aggressively at my workshop orders #i do not know much about the outside world.... or where people hoard resources like scenes 💦#feesh answer

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disposal-blueeee · 2 years ago

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alright i'm back

some shitpost (even if this took 3+ hours to make)

vargas by @zarla-s

also credits to mysillycomics on twt (that one ".... peach time ah so sorry" pic)

#sunny's art #zarla s #edgar vargas #vargas #this took so long and it doesn't make any sense because this is something simple #jake #i love jake so much man #like i keep saying this everyday but i just love him #and drawing him is so much fun too #i have a bunch of ideas about things like this but i don't really have time to draw them #drawing the blood stains on his face like “poor man”#also i drew him with his glasses at first and then i remembered he didn't have them #alright umm #damn poor man #also i know that this is the first time they've actually met on the fanfic but i don't care #they have done so many things but they don't know it #i honestly love them so much #i really like this ship #ohhhh jake #jake is so dreamy #giggling and kicking my legs #what a nice man honestly #i don't know how tumblr works #would it be weird if i said this actually made me feel kind of sad #idk just edgar looks so tired then he finds jake and he feels a bit better almost immediately #man i love jake #i really really really love him #i just realized i forgot the bandage on his neck ughhhh ughhhh

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