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get to know me! 🍀
i was tagged by many people, but only remember @seungkw1 atm LOL note: if you were tagged and are looking for it, it is likely at the bottom! feel free to scroll past to see what was pinged for you <3
what's the origin of your blog title? i love xu minghao. that's about it <3
favorite fandoms? unfortunately, i have been neckdeep in fandomland since i was a kid, and i've been across many different ones. currently: enhypen, seventeen, stray kids, ateez, got7, monsta x, bangtan...lots of 'em 😭 but i am also into some games, a lot of show fandoms and such.
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otp(s)/shipname? oi vey...i am BALLS deep in jeongcheol land 😔 however, i do love wonchan and i am an avid enjoyer of verkwan. i just like people having fun i guess...if they kiss that's their business and idgaf !! (and you shouldn't either 💘)
favorite color? contrary to the color i've chosen for this tag game, i am a purple fiend. i love purple and i've loved purple since i was 5 years old. borahae, putas.
favorite game? video game wise, stardew valley! everything else...idk, i like jenga. i like...uno. monopoly. i fuck bitches up at monopoly.
song stuck in your head? million years ago by adele, my i by svt junhao, pink pony club by chappell roan
weirdest habit/trait? uhhh i'm not sure! probably that i make a lot of weird little noises for no reason
hobbies? writing, singing, dancing, drawing, makeup, cooking, baking, sewing...i just like making stuff LOL
if you work, what is your profession? i currently work at a pharmacy! but i am also a med student :)
if you could have any job you wish, what would it be? a novelist, or a songwriter.
something you're good at? making people laugh
something you're bad at? driving 💀
something you love? music. my faith. my family, the homies. i also love shoes and fashion.
something you could talk about for hours off the cuff? southern barbecue. have done it before, will do it again!
something you hate? i am incapable of hatred (people who refuse to change after issuing bullshit apologies.)
something you collect? photocards but not currently. i also like collecting jewelry and blankets!
something you forget? nothing. i have a very good memory, which is both a blessing and a curse.
what is your love language? i like to recieve & give gifts. however, i am also very fond of quality time and often indulge in parallel play with my friends. physical touch and i are not very good friends but if i am dating someone, it is very important to me.
favorite movie/show? so many! law & order svu, 2 broke girls, bob's burgers. as for movies, i love it, brave, mulan...the list goes on. i love films.
favorite food? anything my mom makes. i am a very finicky eater and i rarely eat at other people's homes.
favorite animal? cows!
are you musical? yes! i come from a very musical father, he loves to sing and dance and i am the same, however it is a very big part of my personality and i love to involve other people in singing with me and such.
what were you like as a child? i wanted to be cool :( i wanted people to like me! but aside from that, i was a very loud kid with introverted interests. i read a lot of books, i used to do speed reading competitions, and i struggled with a lot of things outside of the realm that i am willing to talk about. however, i was also a very anxious child who wanted to be liked and did everything she could to make that happen. as i grew older, i was bullied a bit but there is a lot of dynamics that play into that that i don't really want to get into. but, i wish little me knew she'd grow up to be pretty cool, anyway.
favorite subject at school? art and biology!
least favorite subject? math. i have dyscalculia.
what's your best character trait? funny, honest, confident.
what's your worst character trait? talks too much, anxious, selfish is 50/50.
if you could change any detail of your day right now, what would it be? nothing! i'm about to go to bed! :)
if you could travel in time, who would you like to meet? my grandparents.
rec your fave fanfics (spread the love!): i will never shut up about favorite coworker by @sescoups (I'M SORRY JOSIE I CANNOT SHUT UP ABOUT IT!!) other fics i love and never stop reading over and over: - fake it til you make it by my angel tara @diamonddaze01 - orbit & perspective by my beloved tomogotchi @tomodachiii - hi (i love you) by my sweetest rania @wheeboo - rivers & roads by my dearest @miniseokminnies
tag others to complete (no pressure!): @wonuwoe @heechwe @be-my-sunrise @hanniesbrat @c-oupsie @wooahaeproductions @wqnwoos @bitchlessdino & whoever else wants to do it! say i tagged u <3
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Eddie says he’s looking at houses in El Paso and Buck is fine.
He sits down on the couch with Eddie as the realtor shows them houses and is fine.
He goes home and downs half a bottle of tequila, but he was just having trouble sleeping so it’s fine.
He goes to work, smiles and laughs with the team but he feels like there is a pit in his stomach, which is strange because he’s fine.
Maybe he’s getting sick.
Eddie rents a place in El Paso and Buck offers to help him pack, because that’s what Eddie needs and Buck is fine.
He drops Eddie off at the airport and suddenly he’s 26 and watching his first love walk away.
They hug goodbye, the embrace lingering much longer than a normal hug.
But it isn’t a normal hug, it’s a goodbye hug.
“This isn’t goodbye, okay? I’ll be back with Chris.”
Buck wants to ask when. Wants to be selfish and drop to his knees and beg Eddie to stay.
Instead he says “text me when you land” and then watches as Eddie disappears into the terminal, going where Buck can’t follow.
He leaves the airport feeling numb, driving home in a daze, like his body is on autopilot. It’s not until he turns off the jeep that he realises where home is.
Eddie’s house.
His hands shake as he pulls out his key and unlocks the door.
The house feels empty. Most of the furniture is still there, but the magic that makes the house feel like home is gone.
Packed up with the man that Buck is realising too late is the love of his life.
He sits down heavily on the couch, the soft cushions doing nothing to comfort him.
Half his heart left 4 months ago and the other half just followed.
Buck takes a deep breath and breaks.
He’s not fine.
#umm i don't know what this is#just popped into my head yesterday#i thought about expanding on it but decided against it#feels just right the way it is :)#daffi writes#buddie#evan buckley#buddie ficlet#sad evan buckley feeling times#<- that should be a tag#not tagging anyone#feel like no one sees the tags atm anyway#so into the void it goes!
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soooo. that new big time rush album huh
#how we feeling today rushers (。•̀ᴗ-)✧#also yes i've come back from the dead just to post abt this like. i owe this blog *this much* at least ykyk#anyway its like 3 in the morning here and ive just woken up after a vv long and exhausting day yesterday so this was a pleasant surprise :>#i haven't really listened to it in full yet bc idk adhd things but when the mood hits right y'all know i'll be VIBING#i never talked abt it but waves and can't get enough were great earworms so i'm excited to see how the rest of the songs will turn out#also hope everyone's doing well here on the btr side of tumblr hehe y'all been absolutely fed this year <3#is this gonna be allen's 2k23 tumblr comeback??? nah prob not i'm too in love with the fooo conspiracy atm but hey maybe also who knows 👀#(*heckler from the back of the audience* NO ONE CARES ABOUT U AND UR TRASH CONTENT IDIOT STFU FOREVER ACTUALLY!!!!!)#but yep. life has been fuck work has been a headache and so many unwanted tragic plot twists this year. but at least we got new btr lezzgo!#also happy pride month y'all!!! just saying this for absolutely no rhyme or reason related to this post at all wdym lmao ¯\_( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)_/¯#okay thats all promise i'll shush now and it's time for old grampa to disappear into the darkest recesses of the internet yet again hejdååå#btr#big time rush#another life#album#stop it forever#lmao i hardly remember my dumbass blog tags;;; it's for the best hdbfkgk
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first kiss. miya osamu x reader
+ tags & warnings; not proofread & v rushed </3 also like quiet a lot of swearing (mainly just the use of the word 'shit')
+ a/n; day 6/7!! one more day to go before i go take a LONGGGG nap (i wish :<) but yeah this isn't the best written but here u go bc im on my osamu shit atm <3
“So you’re seriously telling me, THE Miya Osamu has never kissed anyone?” You teased the now embarrassed dark harder boy. “Like THE Miya Osamu, like brother to like the schools biggest flirt Miya Atsumu? What’s next your brother hasn’t either? I always knew the Miya twins were FULL of surprises but this, THIS is new.”
“Ew, I don’t wanna know who my brother is kissing and shit.” He said defensively.
“Why?” You questioned.
“Whaddya mean why? Because it’s weird he is like my brother I don’t wanna know what girls he’s snogging and sh-”
“No, I mean like why haven’t ya kissed anyone ‘Samu?” You cut his ramble off, “like I’m sure there's plenty of girls willing to, you have just as many fangirls as Atsumu, just his are louder and more annoying. And apart from that there’s no denying you're an attractive man. I mean you take care of yourself as well.”
“I-I don’t know, Y/N. What I do know is I don’t wanna kiss some fangirl or some shit, I want it to be with someone I care about I guess.”
“Awww 'Samu, that's so cute.” You gushed at his response.
“Shut it, Y/N.”
As the conversation comes to halt the school bell rings, ending your first break of the day. “I’ll see ya later, ‘Samu. You smile walking down the hall to your class. You sit in your seat next to Osamu’s twin brother, Atsumu.
“Hey, Y/N-chan~” He says as you sit down.
“Hey ‘Tsumu? Ya know ‘Samu has never kissed anyone, like isn’t that just kinda bizarre. Like he’s funny, a good cook, handsome, good at sport ya know what more could a girl want? Like I know he’s seen women and shit but I dunno it’s just weird, I kinda feel bad.” You say towards Atsumu.
“If ya care so much Y/N, why don’t you just kiss him or something? I’m sure that’d shut him up. Ya both never shut up about each other, it’s kinda annoying.”
“He talks about me?!” You say with a pink stain spreading across your face.
“Did ya hear what Y/N-chan said earlier, did you see Y/N-chan today, I think I’m gonna bring Y/N-chan some food tomorrow, Y/N-chan this, Y/N- chan that and every time I tell him to shut his trap.” Atsumu sighed, placing his head in his hands, “and yer not any better Y/N.”
“I don’t talk about him that much.” You say crossing your arms, frowning at Atsumu. Atsumu just rolled his eyes in response. Not long after your teacher began teaching her lesson, you couldn’t stop thinking about the twins' words. “If ya care so much Y/N, why don’t you just kiss him” “to be with someone I care about I guess” “Ya both never shut up about each other”. There was certainly no denying your attraction to the silver haired twin. But in your years of knowing him, neither of you showed any romantic interest in each other. You had both seen a range of people, every breakup the same. Ending with one comforting the other, “they were such a dick anyway” or “I never really liked them to begin with.”
As the school day concluded, you decided to watch the volleyball teams practice. A common occurrence at this point.
“Oh hey, Y/N.” Suna said as he entered the gym, Osamu behind him. Osamu looked up to give you a smile, which you returned. No hey or hug like you were used to. There was something different about Osamu this time.
As you watched the boys practice, you would have some casual conversation with the team. Giggling and smiling, but never Osamu. It was always Osamu, but not since your conversation earlier.
Eventually Osamu was alone for the first time the whole practice, so you decided to confront him on his weird behaviour. “‘Samu?” You ask softly, his head poking up to look at you, “you’re acting weird, is everything okay?”
“Yeah I’m fine, Y/N. Just a little stressed, school and all that,” He mumbled softly before returning back to practise leaving you dumbfounded.
“You know that’s not the reason right, Y/N?” Suna said from behind you. Causing you to look behind you, giving him a look of curiosity. “Apparently Atsumu sent him a message earlier, I dunno what it was exactly about but it was something about you that’s for sure.” After Suna finished speaking he grabbed his water bottle and walked away.
You couldn’t focus on the last part of their practices, instead you were left wondering from Suna’s words. As practice concluded, you could hear the Miya’s bickering as you began leaving before Osamu called out to you, “Y/N-chan!” You stop in your tracks turning to face the twin jogging towards you, “can we talk for a second, please?”
“Oh sure.”
You and Osamu walked in silence, an awkward silence in drastic contrast to the usual comfortable silence before reaching a private area.
“I uhm- about earlier I’m sorry for like acting weird…” he said fiddling with his fingers, “it’s just ‘Tsumu sent me a stupid text and It’s just like bothering me and-”
“Osamu.” You cut him off, looking at him in the face, “can I kiss you? I know you said you wanted it to be someone you care about-”
Your words were cut off as Osamu placed his hand on your chin, pulling you closer before your lips collided. The world seemed to fade away as your lips met, a fusion of unspoken emotions and shared history. As you both pulled away, heat rising on both of your faces. Before Osamu let out a chuckle, “did ‘Tsumu get you too?”
“Mhm. Glad he did though.” You say wrapping your arms around, Osamu.
“Fucking finally. You owe me some puddin’.” Atsumu said towards Suna, who just rolled his eyes in response.
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All for Us Part VI _ Final Part Part I Part II Part III Part IV Part V
Hello Sweeties ! So as I saw in the votes, you asked for this L A S T par of this story, so there it is ! It's not that long cause I didn't had much to say. I just wanted to do a beautiful and simple end cause I think both deserve it. It wasn't a long Story, but it was long compare to everything I wrote in the last years and I'm proud of myself ! I realised later than the title is kinda bad cause I just made a bad translation from the french but the good title should be '' Everything for Us '' but I will let it like it is cause, Why not. My first Fanfiction in years, my first fanfiction I finishied since my highschool years ( 11 years at least ) and my first published Smut in Years too. Overall I'm proud of myself and I wish I will do more other stories and I hope to be able to finish them all. Thanks to everyone who followed and Love this story. I hope to see you again for other ones !
Tags : @private-vampire - @rafesbunniebby - @ultracoolnobody @chxrrybomb22
You didn't remember what happened after you voted to go home. It was the majority of you. You remembered Thanos voting X too, but after the light off, everything was fuggy. When you opened your eyes, you were on the dirty ground where you were picked when you joined the game. You had a blindfold, well you guessed it was it, who had felt it on your neck. Your feets and wrists were tied up and you could feel the cold breeze of the night. Those bastards let you in underwear in the middle of a street. Luckily for you, You noticed your clothes close to you and after a moment, trying to untie your wrist, you quickly do the same for your legs before putting on your clothes.
Your phone was in the pocket of your sweater and of course, it ran out of energy. Your apartment keys were still in your jean’s pocket.
You felt tired and durty. A good bath and 24h hours of sleep is going to be well deserved, but first, you need to check on something.
You go to the nearest convenient store and put your card in the ATM to take a look at your account. Your heart was racing in your chest. What if it was just a dream ? What if they lied ?
Even if you didn't felt right to be happy, you couldn't stop smiling when you noticed the big amount of money you had in your account. Tears of joy appeared in your eyes, slowly cascading on your cheeks. Finally, The suffering and anxiety will be over. A hand on your stomach, you smiled at it.
«-I promise, You gonna have a beautiful Life…»
Once you got home, as you expected, the door locks were smashed. The guys who were chasing you for money probably entered the apartment while you weren't there.
Stressed, you opened the door and you felt sad to notice how everything was destroyed. This didn't look nice anymore, but you still have to stay there, at least until you could join Thanos or even that guy who messed up your apartment to give him the money.
Plugging your phone to the charger, you start to clean around as much as you can.
After a moment, when your house was clean enough for the energy you had, you go back to your phone and noticed a lot of unread messages from the guy who landed you money. Unsure, you text him back a simple ; I have your money. Let meet up Tomorrow.
You also get a Message, well, many, from Thanos. He seemed anxious about you and the baby.
“-Had you made it home yet ? “ -23h07 “-You can come to my place if you want “ 23h12 “-Or I can come over “ -23h13 “-Princess Are you all right ?” -23h20 “-I Got the money from the game. I can send you some if you want. “ -23h22 “-I know your debts are all my fault anyway…”-23h22 “-Seniorita Please answer me. Are you alright ? Is the baby’s fine ??!! ”-23h25 “-If I don't get an answer I'm going to show up at your place ! “-23h33 “-Okey I'm coming !! ” -23h45
You looked at the time : 23h55. You smiled and answered him
“-I'm fine, my phone Ran out of power. No need to come over. Go at your place and rest “ - 23h56 “-I want to rest with You. Gonna bring snack. What do you want ? Ice Cream and Pinault butter ?”-23h58 “-Im Fine!! And of course Not, I don't have any weird pregnancy cravings. “-00h00 “-Not Yet ;) Anyway, still on my way…with snacks”-00h08
Your smile never left your face. Thanos was always really caring with you but somehow you feel like it was different this time, like he really made an effort and it made you happy.
When he arrived, he opened the door as you were still cleaning up the apartment. He looked around, visibly confused by all the mess around.
«-What happened here ? »
You explained to him the problems you got cause of your debts who’s also his or cause of him. Thanos felt bad you had to go traught all this cause of his addiction and helped you to clean as much as possible. Once everything was less messy, you both enjoyed some Snacks he bring and that’s when you realised how hungry you were. He bought you some of your favorite Ramen, chips and little cake.
He also gave you an envelope with money. It was the exact amount you need to give to the guy you will meet tomorrow. He apologized and insisted you keep it. You felt touched by this and accepted his money.
«-I really want you to keep the money you get from the game for our child. And for Yourself, of course. -What about your own debts ? -I will figure it out. And I still have some left so don’t worry about me. I want to go back to music and earn money of my own. I want to make you and our child proud. And for something else… -Something else ? Like what ? A home ? It's pretty expensive. -Well, not for a home, but it could be a plan for later. The other thing dépend more on your decision. -which is ? »
You both were sitting on your bed and Thanos got up to kneel in front of you, gently taking your hand in his. You looked at him, breathtaking. Your heart stops beating for a second before it starts to beat faster. You could feel your eyes feeling with water.
«- Y/N would you accept to be my wife ? »
You were too shocked to answer. Tears flowing from your eyes as you just quickly nod your head. It wasn't the romantic scene you always dream of, but coming from Su Bong it was the most romantic thing he ever did. Even if you were both exhausted, still in debts and even if you didn’t have a Ring for you, yet, this moment felt the happiest of your life. You throw yourself in his arms, still crying as you repeat ‘’ Yes ! ‘’ Again and again. Su Bong smiled and held you close, gently caressing your hair.
«-My dear and Beautifull Wife, He said before kissing you. »
This relationship with him was a total rollercoaster of emotion, but your love for each other was just too strong to let you away from each other. Faith does good things, sometimes.
The next days goes well, you got rid of your debts, Thanos started to go to therapy to avoid touching drugs again, so did you.
You moved In together, he worked on new music, new songs, starting to slowly go back on stage while you went back to school. You dropped one year ago but you chose an option you really like. It wasn’t easy with the pregnancy and Had to do a lot of home school and take more time.
Life with your Now, fiancé wasn’t alway easy. When he felt the side effect of always being sober you fought a lot, but at the end He apologies and you were understanding considering all the efforts he did for you, the baby and your relationship. Sometime, you fucked to avoid fighting or when Su bon needed a big high. He said you were his new addiction and even dedicated you to a song where He talks about how much He loves you and how you changed his life.
Eventually, you gave birth to a beautiful Daughter. Su bon said once he really would like to have a boy, but when He hold his little baby daughter in his arms for the first time, he almost cried and didn't let go of her. He quickly became over protective with her. He also wrote a song about her and it became a great hit. That’s how He were able to afford your engagement ring.
Your life goes back on track and you feel happy despite what you had been taught with the game. You and Su Bong got a matching tattoo with the number you were during the game as a sort of memorial for the ones who died in there but also as a reminder to yourself to be careful with your money and every decision you will take, cause you never want to live an experience like that ever again.
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KiNKMAS 3 — l i n g e r i e
So’lek x fem human!reader





You reward So'lek with a much needed surprise
tags: 18+ MDNI. foreplay [?] caressing tease. mini makeout sess. blowjob [m receiving]
notes: going to be really biased and say this is my fav one atm bc So’lek has been ruining my life recently😏 dangerously obsessed … new fav toy pfff 🫠 lmfao enjoy x
𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪 kinkmas m.list
✗ NSFW 18+ ONLY MDNI ✗
It’s been a pretty good time for the resistance. The team manages to take out a fairly large RDA base a little ways west of HQ. Everyone decided to throw a small victory party to celebrate.
Teylan was finishing up some small decorations and hanging lights, with So'lek and Priya close by '' I think that is everything! But wait, where is...'' he scans the room, not seeing you
''Yeah I don't see her anywhere'' Priya chimes in while her and So'lek both overlook the area.
''I will go and find her'' So'lek announces and makes his way out of the common area, going to check your room first. He reaches the door and knocks, ''It is So'lek, Teylan and Priya are looking for you''
No response. He knocks again and tries to call your name. Again, nothing. He can see that the lights are on.. So why weren't you answering?
He opens the door to find you standing in the middle of the room with a wide smile on your face. He is greeted with the wonderful view of you covered in red laced material, accentuating your chest and curves, leaving your thighs, ass, and arms exposed. There is a triangle cut out just above your ass pointing downward. Legs are halfway covered with a stretchy see-thru material with bows just above the knee.
''Congratulations on your victory'' you say seductively. He is still staring... speechless. He clears his throat, quickly shutting the door behind him.
You begin to shift in place. ''Well.. say something..'' you place your hands on your hips. He exhales a laugh, smirks, and slowly makes his way over to you. Kneeling on one knee, placing himself directly in front of you.
Swallowing the large lump in his throat, he hunches his frame to be closer and begins to run his fingers over your stomach ever so slightly touching you, loving the way to strange material feels. You move your hands to place on his arms, wanting to feel his soft skin. He begins to make his way down your hips, caressing your thighs, sending a chill down your spine. Your heart rate increases and breathing becomes shallow. You can see his tail sway from side to side behind him
He has never seen something so perfect in his life
With his mouth parted, he reaches for your chest, gently grazing the fabric covering your breast with his long fingertips. He was torturing you with his feather like touches, taking his sweet time
'' So'lek please '' you whimper, squeezing his arms. He straightens his back, and removes his chest guard, placing it to the side. He catches your eyes and begins to lean in towards your face, target locked onto your lips. He catches them with his, exploring your mouth with a deep kiss, pulling you even closer by the back of your thighs. You release a strained moan, threading your fingers into his hair then gripping. He grunts from the pressure and softly bites your bottom lip
You pull back panting, ''stand up for me'' his brows pinching, he obeys anyway, rising to his full height. You position yourself directly in front of his waist, reaching out to pull down his loincloth. He watches you closely. His length springing from containment, precum has already began to leak from the tip
He hisses once the air hits him. You smile and wrap your fingers around him, beginning to stroke. Collecting the clear substance in your grasp, helping you to glide easier. A content moan vibrates within his throat, rolling his neck and inhaling deeply.
''Mmm, you've been so tense lately'' you tease, giving him a firm pull. He takes a small step forward, losing his balance for a moment. You thought to yourself now would be the perfect time, wrapping your mouth over his tip and sucking gently. He shoots his eyes down to where you are connected, his mouth spreading even wider. Stroking in different directions you look up to see his beautiful orbs glaring back down at you
''Syulang...'' he warns, deep voice rumbling with authority and abs flexing letting you know he is close. You give him kitten licks to the head and begin to give slow, open mouth kisses along the length, repaying the torture he awarded you originally
Once you reach the base, you lift his cock upward to start a slow drag of your tongue underneath, making your way back to the head. He slowly leans his head back towards the ceiling, revelling in the sensation. You resume the position from before and begin to increase the sucking and opposite stroking, earning a perfect sounding whimper
His breathing has increased immensely, heaving with his face scrunched in bliss
''You're gonna cum for me aren't you..'' you let out softly, not slowing your set pace. He grits his teeth together in concentration, then he unclenches. Taking him into your mouth again temporarily, he begins to release with a groan. You swallow, and let the rest flow out onto your lips, chin and chest
He is huffing, and looks at you with wide eyes. You search his glare and return the same expression
He definitely isn't finished with you yet
© zafrinaxyz 2023
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I have no idea if this is correct based on the NSFW rumor post (so if it's not, I'm sorry!) but immediately I thought of Joe Velasco and Reader. I've got SVU on the brain atm due to my binging the whole show (can you believe there are some episodes I still haven't seen? It feels like a crime in itself) and I'm still in season 1, just finishing the episode that featured BDSM and other things. Anyways, I was thinking for the rumor, we know canon Joe is looking to make a connection with someone and how he would be most likely during a sexual encounter. But what if the rumor was that Joe liked things rough or had a kink or something like that?
Again, I'm sorry if I'm not doing this right or even if you would be interested, but I just figured I'd give it a shot. 😊
Tagging: @kmc1989 @plaidbooks @witches-unruly-heart @storiesofsvu @rosaliedepp
Babe don’t you worry! This is my first time doing it to so we will figure it out together or make our own shit up!
I have this seasons eps to watch and then I think I’m all caught up.
So here’s what I came up with regarding that rumour:

You’re getting coffee on your way into work when you hear the rumour about Joe. your phone chimes and you pull open your Bad Ass Bitchez chat you have with a few other women in the precinct and there it is sitting on your screen.
About how he likes to leave bruises on his conquests, that he tends to get a little rough.
You know where it’s coming from, the cousin of one of junior detectives had a couple of dates with him a few months ago but it didn’t go anywhere. She’d tried to start things up again recently after they’d run into each other at the gym but he’d told her he was seeing someone, that it was starting to get serious.
Your cousin has a history of making up stuff, You type back into the chat. Maybe remind her she could be ruining a good cop’s career with those half-truths of hers.
There’s silence after that but you know you’ve made your point.
When you lay eyes on Joe sitting at his desk, you know he’s heard it. His head’s bowed, his shoulders slouched as he focuses on the report in front of him, trying to make himself as invisible as possible.
Your palm comes to rest on the nape of his neck, your thumb tracing a soothing circle underneath that sensitive spot just underneath his ear. He sighs at the sensation, his muscles relaxing as he tilts his head up towards you.
“It’s bullshit.” He informs you, meeting your gaze. “You know me, you know I can’t stand the thought of hurting someone like that…”
You do know that, because you know Joe, his history, the type of man he is. You’re the one he spends his nights with, the one he makes love to in the early mornings as the sun starts to filter through the blinds.
“Keep your chin up.” You murmur, your hand shifting to his shoulder squeezing lightly. “The truth will come out, I’ll make sure of it.”
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4. Taste Like Nicotine
★ pairings: aki hayakawa x fem reader
★ ❝ Go back to Himeno. ❞ ❝ No. That's not what you want. ❞
★ c.w.: suggestive themes, drinking (more content warnings and tags)
★ a/n: HELLO AGAIN MY POOKIE DOOKIES!! IM BACK AGAIN. bc i have nothing better to do atm and i wanted to give yall a lil sum sum before i moved away to uni. please excuse the pacing of this chapter -- this fanfic was supposed to be a oneshot and uh... now its 160 pages in google docs LMFAOOA.. things get spicy in this chapterrr! so yeah anyway, you know the drill, keep me entertained -- keep your funny little comments coming, I absolutely love reading them. You guys motivate me to keep going! Love yall
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THE OFFICE WAS QUIET, the hum of fluorescent lights and the occasional rustling of papers the only sounds that broke the silence. You were alone, finishing up some last-minute paperwork after hours. The mission had gone surprisingly well—no casualties, a rare feat in your line of work. The team had even managed to kill a large Devil containing a piece of Gun Devil Flesh, a significant victory. Yet, instead of joining the others to celebrate, you had chosen to stay behind. Partly to avoid any awkward encounters with Himeno, but mostly because you felt restless, unable to shake off the events of the past few days.
As you finished up the last of your reports, you glanced at the new message on your phone.
HIMENO| you didn't come tonight.
Typing...
YOU
| I didn't think you'd wanna see me after the stunt I pulled.
HIMENO| I dont, but I wanted u to know that everyone is talking abt u
YOU
| ??
| wym
HIMENO
| your shadow didn't come tonight, either.
Typing...
YOU| look, himeno, ive actually been wanting to talk to you about that
| would you be able to meet up and talk it out?
HIMENO| id rather not honestly.
| ur a grown woman and i cant stop u from doing what u want
| but just know that people in pb. safety talk
| dont mess up a relationship with a perfectly good man for aki
| u should leave him for someone who can actually give him what he needs
YOU| I understand that I've hurt you, Himeno, and I'm sorry
| I have no intentions of being with Aki.
HIMENO| good
| dont get him mixed up in ur fucked up marriage
| he doesnt deserve that.
You sighed, pocketing your phone. There were certain battles you simply couldn't win. This would undoubtedly be one of them.
It was late, and you knew you should head home. You gathered your things and made your way down the dimly lit hallways, your footsteps echoing in the emptiness.
As you passed the breakroom, you heard voices. One familiar voice, more specifically.
You slowed your pace, not wanting to intrude but curious enough to catch a snippet of the conversation. The door was slightly ajar, and you could see two figures inside.
"You look desperate, dude," the unknown person said, barely audible. "It's not attractive."
"I'm becoming ridiculous," Captain Hayakawa said, his voice low and strained. "I'm losing hope."
"Hope of what? Convincing a married woman to break her vows?" the other person retorted, a hint of incredulity in his tone.
Are they talking about me? You asked. You knew the answer. You simply did not want to confront it.
Hayakawa sighed. "I thought she would call me by now," he admitted, the vulnerability in his voice making your stomach churn uncomfortably. "I just... there was something there."
There was a pause, then the other person sighed, his voice softening. "God, you are ridiculous." After a moment, he added, almost reluctantly, "Shit, sorry, man. I know you like her."
"No, you're right," He replied, a note of resignation following his words. "She doesn't want to speak to me. I'm driving myself crazy waiting for someone who's never gonna call."
You felt a knot tighten in your stomach, guilt and confusion swirling together. You hadn't intended to eavesdrop, but now you couldn't just walk away without feeling a pang of something—regret, perhaps? The slip of paper with his number, still in your possession, weighed heavily in your mind. You had been avoiding the situation, avoiding him, and now it was clear how much it had affected him.
Aki's words echoed in your ears as you stood frozen in the hallway.
He was right; you hadn't called him. You hadn't even acknowledged the note, too caught up in your own turmoil and guilt to consider his feelings. Now, hearing him speak so openly, you felt a rush of emotions—sympathy, guilt, confusion. There had been a moment between you, an undeniable spark, but you had chosen to ignore it, to pretend it didn't exist.
When would it all come crashing down – your efforts? This whole situation?
The conversation in the breakroom continued, but you couldn't listen any longer. You turned away, your heart pounding. As you made your way to the exit, you couldn't help but replay Aki's words in your mind.
He had been waiting for you, hoping you would reach out, and now he was losing hope. Fuck.
He had been waiting for me.
The idea thrilled you, for some strange reason. Maybe because you hadn't felt desired like this in years – it made your head spin. But another part of you was terrified—of what it might mean, of the complications it would bring, of the impact on your marriage.
You couldn't help yourself. You did what you always did. You ran away from him.
You knew you couldn't avoid him forever, but for now, you needed time to think. .
7:45 PM
Typing...
Hey. |
Typing...
Hello, |
Typing...
How are you? |
Typing...
Hey. They're taking me out for drinks tn as a sendoff party. I think you should be there.
SENT.
YOU | Hey. They're taking me out for drinks tn as a sendoff party.
I think you should be there.
| At the Sip-n-savor in downtown Tokyo
Seen 8:00 PM .
The night went on without a flaw. The atmosphere was infectious, and you had been trying to let loose, drink in hand, as you chatted and danced with the others. But as the night wore on, a sense of unease settled in. Maybe it was the drinks, maybe it was the memories of the overheard conversation in the breakroom, or maybe it was the subtle disappointment that someone hadn't shown up.
Excusing yourself, you made your way to the bathroom. The mirror reflected your flushed cheeks and slightly smudged makeup. You sighed, turning on the faucet and splashing some water on your face. As you washed your hands, you found yourself thinking about Aki.
Despite everything, a depraved part of you had hoped to see him tonight. You had been both relieved and disappointed when he hadn't shown up—relieved because it meant avoiding an awkward conversation, disappointed because you had been... well, actually looking forward to seeing him.
As you touched up your makeup, you couldn't help but reflect on your own conflicted feelings. You were married, committed, and yet, Aki had stirred something in you that you simply couldn't stand to ignore. It was confusing, disorienting. You weren't sure what you felt more strongly: guilt for being drawn to him or frustration that you couldn't just let it go.
"Ugh," You groaned, pressing your forehead against the sink. "'M g'nna be sick."
Feeling a bit lightheaded from the drinks, you decided to step outside for some fresh air. You left the bathroom and – completely drunk – maneuvered through the crowds to the nearest door.
The cool night breeze was a welcome relief against your warm skin, and you leaned against the balcony railing, taking deep breaths. The city lights twinkled below, and you watched them in a daze, trying to steady your thoughts.
That's when you saw him.
Aki was just entering the party, his sharp suit and dark hair making him stand out immediately. You felt your heart skip a beat. Then another. He was killing you.
He came, you thought, a strange mix of emotions flooding you. Relief, excitement, and that persistent undercurrent of guilt all tangled together.
He spotted you almost immediately and made his way over. As he approached, you couldn't help but think how painfully gorgeous he looked, the dim lighting casting a soft glow on his features. In that moment, he seemed almost like a knight in shining armor, a figure out of place in the lively, chaotic setting of the bar.
"Hey," he greeted, his voice smooth and warm, a balm to your nerves.
"Hey," you replied, trying to keep your voice steady despite the fluttering in your chest.
"What are you doing out here?" he asked, a slight concern in his tone. "You're not cold?"
He always seemed to be worried about you and the weather. Still, the chill felt nice against your hot skin, oddly enough.
I missed you, you didn't say. You didn't even think about it. You knew that in a day you would be back on the train and all of this would just be a bad dream, anyway.
You shook your head, a small smile playing on your lips. "No, I just needed some air. It's a bit stuffy in there."
Aki didn't respond immediately, and when you turned your head up to look at him, his expression was unreadable. The noise from inside the bar seemed distant, the world narrowing down to just the two of you in that moment. You felt a tug in your chest, a pull towards him that you couldn't explain, couldn't deny.
"Did you pregame the bar, or something?" You laughed quietly. It felt nice, being able to pretend nothing had ever happened between the two of you and just... enjoy each other's company. "You smell like beer."
"I was having a few drinks with my roommate before you texted me," He answered. Then, looking out onto the street, he added, "He told me I shouldn't come tonight. Said you're driving me crazy."
"So, why are you here, then?" You asked.
He looked at you. "I think you know why I'm here."
There was a brief silence, comfortable yet charged with the unspoken. You glanced at him, noticing the way his eyes lingered on you, soft but searching. It was the same look he had given you in the seminar, the museum, everywhere else, and it stirred something deep inside you.
You hated the way he made you feel.
"Can I buy you a drink?" He asked you. His voice was as deep and rich as ever, and you had about half a mind to take him up on the offer.
You shivered. You knew it wasn't from the cold air. It was him – the smell of him, his cologne, the distinct scent of nicotine that let you know he had just finished smoking a cigarette. It was an aroma so unique to him that you had grown to like it.
You were looking at his lips before you knew it, giving way to a craving you couldn't explain, "I'll try a cigarette, if you have any."
He smiled softly, reaching into his pocket and flipping open a carton of cigarettes and a lighter. He placed a cancer stick between your lips, and you felt a part of you die a little. He struck the wheel of the lighter, bringing the cigarette to life.
You coughed so hard that you nearly hacked up a lung. It had been years since your last cigarette.
Hayakawa stepped behind you, cupping a hand around your elbow, sliding it up your arm, your wrist, your fingers before he plucked the cigarette from your digits.
"First time?" He asked, warm voice hot against your neck.
"Wanted to give it a try," You shrugged. You didn't know what, exactly, had gotten into you. It seemed that with every sip of liquor you took lately, you crept closer and closer back to your old self. The sort of liquid courage that made people make very bad decisions. "Sorry. I'm a little," You waved your hands around yourself, trying to gesture 'drunk' without actually saying it.
"How brave of you," He murmured, pulling a hit from your cigarette and exhaling. He was the picture of sin – face flushed with alcohol, messy bangs, pink lips wrapped around a cancer stick. He was so pretty it hurt.
"I'll try it again when I'm sober," You offered.
"When?" He asked, breathing smoke out into the air. "Where?"
As persistent as always, you thought. Still, you didn't necessarily mind the attention anymore. You told yourself that it didn't matter – you would be out of here soon anyway, and everything would be far behind you before you knew it.
"Why is it that every time I'm inebriated... God tests me by throwing you in my way?" You laughed, Truly, you wished you had considered the implications of your words a little more before you had said them. "Just as I thought your manners had improved since the party. You behaved badly, then. You know that? Very badly," you hiccuped. "You should be ashamed of yourself, throwing– hic–throwing yourself at a married woman like that."
He didn't acknowledge your drunken ramblings, and he also didn't deny the fact that he had been doing exactly that – throwing himself at a married woman.
"Hardly my fault," He breathed out. "I just can't seem to resist you."
"Don't worry," You replied, eyeing him up dubiously as he pulled another hit from what was left of your cigarette. "I'm leaving tomorrow. Won't have to worry about resisting me after that."
"I know," He answered back. "Selfishly enough, I spent the last few hours wishing your train got delayed one more day, or something like that," He exhaled, then snuffed his cigarette out on the balcony, "Still, I'm glad I could see you before you went home."
"I wish I could say the same about you," You replied before you could stop the words from coming out.
He poked his tongue through the inside of his cheek, retorting, "You're gonna sit here and act like you didn't invite me? Like your eyes didn't light up like a child when you saw me pull up?" He turned around, commanding even more of your attention, standing at least a foot and a half taller than you. "You wanted me to come tonight."
It was true. That's the worst part. Everything he said was the truth.
"So that I could say goodbye," You said with remarkable finality, "I'm leaving after this."
You hadn't originally planned on leaving so soon, of course, but you wanted to get the hell out of here before you made another bad decision.
"Already?" He asked.
"You're the one who ran late," You replied. "This ends tonight. I'm going to say bye to everyone else, then I'll be gone."
With that being said, you made your way back to the door. You would go inside, bid everyone farewell, collect your belongings, and then–
He called your name before you could go back inside. You froze in place.
"Am I misreading the signals?" He asked.
You sighed, turning around one last time to clear the air, "This has to stop, Aki. You make me feel like... like I'm guilty of something."
He implored you, "What do you want me to do?"
"Go back to Himeno," You answered, a biting undertone seeping through your words. You were undeniably bitter about the whole situation, and under any other circumstances, you would have tried to be a good sport, but...
Himeno's words were a heavy weight on your heart.
'Don't mess up a relationship with a perfectly good man for Aki.'
'You should leave him for someone who can actually give him what he needs."
You could never be what Aki wanted. He wanted all of you – not just a week of you, clearly. You were married, and you couldn't let all of that go over a guy you'd been toeing the line with for what seemed like ages.
He was a young man. The fact of the matter was that you were a grown woman. A married one.
"She's a sweet, kind woman," You continued. You felt like you were going to be sick just being near him. Unknowingly, tears began to prickle at the corners of your eyes. "Go back and beg her to forgive you. Go be with someone who wants to be with you. Who can be with you."
"No," He answered simply. There was an intensity in his eyes that frightened you, like he would die without you, as he continued, "That's not what you want. I think we both know that. I refused a mission in Hiroshima to stay here with you. I planned to let go of another one in Beijing," He swallowed, "I can change my mind, and you'll never see me again."
"If you have any consideration for me," Your voice was a shuddering whisper, like someone could walk out any minute and hear the two of you going back and forth. "Any semblance– a shrivel of compassion, you'll give me back my peace."
He shook his head, "I can't. You know I can't. You've consumed every inch of my peace, every inch of my mind. How can I give you your peace?"
Fair point.
You had nothing to say to him. So, silently, your vision blurred with tears, you glared at him. Glared and frowned like that would make you believe he was the sole contributor to this issue. Then, again, you turned on your heel and went for the door. You entered the bar quickly.
He followed not too long after you, "I'll go to Beijing, then."
"No." You said. Your teary-eyed fury caught the eyes of more than a few confused bar patrons. "I don't want you to go."
Everyone was looking at you. Seriously, everyone. Your old coworkers, the bartenders, everybody.
You swallowed down your pride, bowing down before them all. "Good night, everyone," You said. You plucked your purse and your jacket off of the barstool. "Thank you for everything. I'm leaving."
Ignoring the confused looks and hushed whispers from the patrons, you exited the bar, your mind a whirlwind of emotions. The rain had started to fall, a soft drizzle quickly turning into a steady downpour. You barely noticed, too wrapped up in the turmoil inside your head. The cold, wet sensation of the rain soaked through your clothes, but you couldn't bring yourself to care. You just needed to get away, to clear your mind.
But of course, Aki followed after you. You could hear him calling your name, his voice barely audible over the sound of the rain. You quickened your pace, almost running, your heels splashing through puddles as you made your way down the block. His footsteps pounded behind you, matching your speed. You couldn't escape him, couldn't outrun him.
Finally, he caught up to you, grabbing your arm to stop you. "Wait, can we please talk?" he pleaded, his voice breathless and desperate.
You turned to face him, rain pouring down around you both. His hair was plastered to his forehead, his suit jacket soaked through. The intensity in his eyes matched the storm, a fierce determination that made your heart ache. You met his gaze begrudgingly, not wanting to deal with this, not wanting to deal with him.
"Have I really been imagining all of this?" He asked. He sounded broken. "Is it really all in my head? Tell me if it's a lie. Tell me to leave you alone. Tell me you mean it—all of it," he paused, taking a shuddering breath. "Or tell me the truth."
You swallowed hard, the weight of the situation crashing down on you. "I don't know how to feel, Aki," you finally admitted, your voice barely a whisper. "I'm trying to be good, but you just keep fucking—popping up everywhere. And you say these pretty things to me, and," You choked back a sob, struggling to find the right words. "I can't help myself around you."
"Running from your problems won't make me go away," he said, stepping forward to put his hands gently on your waist.
There was a long pause as you stood there in the rain, staring at each other. The world seemed to fade away, leaving only the two of you. The storm, the bar, everything else was just a blur. You were tired—tired of running, tired of the confusion, tired of pretending that everything was fine when it wasn't.
He added, "You can't run from your feelings."
This time, it was his eyes that dropped to your lips. His tongue darted out to dampen his own, and then his eyes flicked up to your face. When he spoke, his voice was huskier than before, as if it had been tainted by an emotion that hadn't been there before. Was it lust? Passion? Whatever it was, you wanted more of it.
Your eyes widened. Your mouth had run dry. You didn't know what to say. Even being like this right now -- as close as you were, -- was against your wedding vows. This was wrong, and you couldn't do that to your own husband.
Your own husband who loved you so dearly.
Your own husband who left you hanging so many nights on end.
Your own husband, who acted as if he couldn't care if you lived or died.
As if he had sensed your train of thought wandering, Aki placed two fingers beneath your chin, lifting your face up until he was the captor of all of your attention. Him and him alone. Not your husband, but him.
"I could treat you like a princess," His eyes wandered down to your lips again, but this time there was an unspoken hunger within them. "All you have to do is ask, and I'm yours. I already am."
And, God, what a fool you had been in uttering the words, "Don't toy with my emotions. You don't want me."
He paused, awaiting something, anything. His eyes pleaded with your own, luring you in with promises of pleasure and happiness. Gently, he grabbed your hand, placing it over his breast, right above his heart.
"I want you so badly it hurts," He breathed, "For a night, for a day, for a week..." Aki closed the gap between the two of you – brought your faces closer together. Closer, until you could feel the warmth of his calm breath fanning out against your cheek. Closer, until he uttered, "As long as you'll let me have you."
"Aki, I can't-...." You paused. Yet, still, you never moved. Your body betrayed your words, dilated pupils and trembling hands giving way to your internal dilemma. "This is wrong. You know I can't do this."
You were being a hypocrite. You knew you were. One spare glance down at the placement of your hands on his chest -- one over his breast and one looped around his tie -- and you knew he could tell you were only putting up a front.
"I know," he murmured softly, words practically dying beneath the volume of the rain, "But I can't stop thinking about you."
You folded. Your eyes dropped down to his lips one last time, and that's when you knew he had already won.
Fuck it.
"Fuck you," you muttered, feeling a surge of reckless abandon.
Without thinking, you reached out and pulled him towards you, crashing your lips against his in a desperate, frenzied kiss. It was messy and wet, your tears mixing with the rain, your hands tangling in his hair as his arms finally wrapped around you.
The kiss was filled with all the pent-up emotions, the longing, the frustration, the desire. It was passion, it was anger – it was tongue and teeth and lips smearing your lipstick over the lower half of your face. It was two black holes finally colliding after circling around each other far too long.
"I can't make sense of it. I want... you," you sighed, pulling away, voice trembling, "I don't know what any of this means anymore. I don't know what to think."
"Then don't," he whispered, his breath warm against your lips. He tasted like cigarette smoke, beer and mint gum – a flavor so utterly addicting that you couldn't seem to get enough of it. "Don't think. Let me take you back to your room."
You hesitated, the reality of the situation hitting you. This was crossing a line, a line you couldn't uncross. But as you looked into his eyes, saw the same turmoil reflected back at you, you felt your resolve crumble.
You were tired of pretending.
"Okay," you whispered, your voice barely audible over the rain. It was a final, resigned acceptance, the last nail in the coffin of your restraint.
You were tired of running from the inevitable.
a/n: dont hate me. LMFAOAOAOOAOA. i had to! i absolutely loved writing this chapter and i loved writing tipsy obsessed aki. i headcannon that he's a touchy needy bf and no one can tell me otherwise. i think you all know what happens next. im not sayin nothin tho. hehe. ANYWAYYYYY LMK WHAT YALL THOUGHTTTTT i look forward to hearing it!!! lmk what yall wanna see in the next few chapters/over the course of the story. and if youve already watched anna karenina (or read, in which case... how...) shhhhhh youve seen nothing. muah! x
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bts of these photos Aemond: ElvenDen Helaena by me
I know that gifs look weirdly cropped, that's because no one was looking how vids were recording, and it's a miracle some bts are salvageble at least as far as heads go. even without the necks. :c
still cute tho. and not-so-cute, the 2nd one will forever be whoa in gif or photo form for me.
My cosplay tags:
Photos, gifs, videos from costests/cos shoots/cons
Inprogresses (costumes, 3d printing etc)
since it's my blog and I can talk at length about anything, here's a story of how I came to ship Helaemond TL;DR: fanarts and actors. & my anti S2 / Condal & Hess musings again. Wasn't planning on venting, but TG treatment still makes me so mad that I can't do one without the other.
Okay so my friend kept telling me her friend looks a lot like Aemond. I've met him once before this costest at the elven photo planner & he really does, but I still wasn't fully prepared for how uncanny it will be in costest. 😹 It's uncanny to be point it's CRAZY especially as up close as in the gifs above. Y'all are not ready for the full cosplay.
ANYWAY. So I sort of started thinking who among HotD characters I could try putting together for a costest for this to make sense. Alicent was out of the question since I don't look like her at all, and with me tending to look younger than I am, it would have looked even weirder than in the show. Eventually, I was choosing between Hel and Alys. I didn't ship Helaemond at the time, and we had no stills of Alys back then, so Hel seemed like an easier choice, plus I had my Dany wig.
And then I realized people actually shipped them, and at first I was like, 'huh'? Since they barely had any scenes and whatnot. Not that the greens had a lot of scenes together even back then. I wasn't particularly in the fandom, too thank god, I wish I could unsee some TB's hot takes. ANYWAY. I genuinely wasn't planning for this costest to be shipping galore at first, because I didn't know this was even a thing. Then I started looking up the fanarts and started to see the appeal. xD No joke, it legit happened when I was looking for references in a span of a few days. Then I saw how Ewan and Phia were hyping them up for S2 and talking about them in S1, and I was fully on board... Only for S2 to turn out to be so underwelming and character assassinating for all the greens blacks too, I really liked Rhaenyra in S1 and it's insane how much of a nothing sandwich she is after S2. By the time we shot the costest right before S2 finale, I had so little hope we'll get anything. Or more like. I knew we still haven't seen the scenes Phia and Ewan were talking about, so I knew we were getting something, just probably something that will simultaneously shit on Aemond and the ship since TG can't have nice things or feel anything but disdain for one another per S2 aside from Alicent and Hel because they aren't male therefore can be nice to each other. And at that point, I was so invested that I'm in my delulu land now, surrounded by my plans to do Helaemond justice in the best way I can. With maybe some side plans to try gathering the whole TG to ya know. Annoy people who hate them even more. xD Jokes aside, I'd really love to do that, I'd love to at least shoot Targtower kids as, you know, not hating each other. Shippery or not, doesn't matter. I'd just really like to do some wholesome green things, but yeah atm we're just Hel, Aemond & Alicent, and tbh I don't think it's possible to find an Aegon over here. I tried reaching out to my friend in another city, but got more of a 'no', than 'yes' answer, so idk where to find Aegon unfortunately.
I might eventually do Alys since my face works for both Hel and Alys & I can pull off one hell of a bitchface I'm actually surprised how I somehow come off so soft as Hel, but I have a feeling the show will make her TB she practically already is, and since Aemond is the eViLeSt person to ever evil in Westeros per Condal & Hess aka the only character making sense amids ongoing war with magic medieval nukes ffs, and doesn't deserve good things... I don't see a universe in which Alysmond will be really inspiring, not fucked up from the get go. I don't trust them. At all. So like. Giant question mark there. Helaemond priority. Fuck this show. Like if I had the resources to, I'd honestly shoot a bunch of scenes, not just photos. Hell, I'd reshoot S2, TB included, lol. But my ass is broke and I'm doing both mine and Aemond's cosplays so. 🤷🏼♀️
'Cause not that they haven't fucked up Helaemond… Or Alicent's relationships with her sons... Every single relationship of the greens went down the drain so fast it's like. The. Fuck? No, seriously, it still enrages me Hel helped Daemon of all people?? And seemed to almost wish Aemond would just drop dead right there. ANYHOW yeah… Yeah. I legit have so many ideas. I love using props and all that, and with her needlework, love for bugs & her overall tragic story (plus the dreamer storyline on the show the show doesn't touch like AT ALL), I want to do so much!
TL;DR again: the fandom made me do it. Just like the fandom made me dislike TB a lot. Or more like, the loudest TB stans with double standarts and zero understanding of how Westeros and people in it should function. And that it's not real world and no one is 'coded' anything related to our world or politics (or at least they shouldn't be no matter how much Condal & Hess try to push contemporary problems into the show to pat themselves on the back).
I realize there are dubious people on both sides of the fandom, but really not even Condal & Hess can make people like or dislike characters as much as their stans can. Oh also, WHY THE FUCK ARE THERE EVEN SIDES. They literally pitted the fandom against each other, it's so sick and twisted and all sorts of fucked up.
Back to Condal & Hess, them trying to sink TG so much made me sympathize even with those on it I didn't care about at first, like Criston, and simultaniosly dislike the Saint-RhaeRhae side and it's vicious vocal part of the fanbase... I even liked Daemyra in S1, but after S2 I don't want to touch anything or anyone related to her with a ten-foot pole. Even tho I still like some characters on TB, they just ruined everyone. To some extent on both sides, but for TG I sort of want to do things in support of them and in spite of Condal & Hess. Thereas for TB... After S1 I was thinking of cosplaying Rhae, but LMAO NO. Just no.
Tagged this with all the anti tags I mention, so don't come at me, I don't have time, and do have a block list. You can argue with the wall or those who want to argue. If you can't disagree with someone & be civil about it, it's not my problem.
#helaemond#aemond targaryen#helaena targaryen#aemond one eye#hotd aemond#prince aemond#helaena the dreamer#queen helaena#hotd#house of the dragon#hotd cosplay#got cosplay#cosplay photos and videos#cosplay posts#hotd critical#anti hotd#anti team black#team green#pro team green#targtowers#anti condal and hess
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Its 7am atm but my brain won’t shut up about this idea I have
Just thinking about their reactions to reader struggling with clothes - too tight or too loose
Not proofread, apologies for the errors
Tags: xgn!reader, suggestive tones(18+ mdni), I suppose this is also like pervy!cod members in some sense xD, mentioned of injury, possessive, musk kink(?), markings, tattoo
John Price
Everyone was given a new pair of military gears and outfits today, you had placed and wrote down the size you wanted previously
And yet still somehow they messed it up and your pants came in smaller than your regular size
You decided to try it on anyways because you can’t do much
That was a mistake
You pulled the pants, trying and skipping around as it gets caught around your ass, you gave another few more try before ultimately giving up, realizing that you might tore the fabric in the process
And so you push it back down, only to realize it wont budge
Great
You lay down on the floor, hands splayed on the floor as you let out a loud defeated sigh
“You alright there?” Price came by as he heard your voice, halting as he sees you on the floor
“I give up” you say as you craned your neck to look at him and pointed your pants
“Cant fit and cant remove it” you said before frowning and gestured your pants
He laughs slightly before kneeling before you
“Let me help”
He said as he gives those pants a tug, and it doesnt budge
He grumbles slightly as he lower down the zipper slightly, thank god you had a black tight pants on(like those swimmer type idk the type wheeze but just know you’re not in undies)
He tries again but it didnt move, so he held your knees up slightly, “close your legs” he said before shifting slightly
With a harder grip, he yanks the pants and this time it finally moved, but you also moved along side with it due to his strength, slapping his knee-thigh area with your ass
You blush slightly as you propped yourself up with your elbow, but Price didn’t say anything as he gives another tug
He continues doing that and each time your skin would come in contact with him, making a small slap sound every time, you can’t help but felt like you’re in quite a suggestive situation, and the grunts and curses he lets out only made things worse
Bit by bit he managed to pull it out until your knees, where you wiggle the rest of it out without much struggle
There were a few red marks on your thighs by the time the pants was removed, he traced one of it with his thumb and whispered
“Does it hurt?”
It took you a second to register his question before you shake your head, he gives a nod as his fingers lingered for awhile, before clearing his throat as he leaves, you missed the warmth of his fingers
“I’ll get you a new pair” “okay”
You slapped your cheeks after he left to hopefully set your mind straight, get a grip, he’s your captain ffs! you thought to yourself
Little did you know, Price was fighting his own struggles as he watch your thighs jiggle with every tug, and your skin was so soft and the way you stared up at him with those eyes of yours made him go crazy inside
He knows he shouldn’t be having these thoughts, but man oh man
How would it feel like having them littered with bite marks and hickies? How would it feel like if he were to use those squishy thigh to slide his hard-
He prayed you didn’t catch on his thoughts when he stood up, an bulge forming in his pants
Kyle Gaz Garrick
You queued up at a clothing shop, excited to try on one of those compression shirt that you’ve been wanting to get since you seen them online, and it just so happened that this specific black one is on sale
But you know how it is with items that are on sale, they often come in sizes that are either too big or too small
In your case, too small
You tried it on regardless, wedging it through your head with a few grunts
Eventually you got it on, and you looked good, the shirt clearly hugging onto your figure and showing off your features
But you can barely breathe
“Sweetheart ye done?” Your boyfriend Kyle asked as he knocks your door gently
You adjusted yourself better and held your breath as you open the door and grin
His eyes widen as he takes in your form, hands already on you as he praises and smirk back at you
“Holy damn- look at you, my sexy thing~”
He gave you a lil turn until he realized your breath were strained, and you were using your neck muscles more, not to mention each breath you took was shorter and more frequent
He instantly pulled the shirt around your chest a little, then frowning as he stared back at you with nothing but concerns in his eyes
“Hey its too tight isnt it?” He whispered softly as he rest his warm hands on your waist
“Yeah but, I look good though”
“Nuh uh, that doesn’t matter if you can’t breathe baby”
“But its on sale!”
“We can go other outlet to check it���
“Thats so much trouble though”
“Its not I promise, lets get these out okay?”
He gave a kiss on your head as he slowly raised em up, until it was around your chest
“Jesus…” he mutters in a whisper as he takes a look at you through the mirror, the shirt did looked hella good on you, but seeing your skin exposed like this? Mmm that’s a better view
You watched as he slowly kneel down and trace his lips around your hips, you squirmed slightly as you nudge his head
“K-kyle, we cant-“
“Shh”
He shushed before kissing on your skin, nibbling it as he left them everywhere, then giving a hard suck just above your V line all of the sudden as you let out a choked sob
He lets go and lick his lips as he looks up at you with a devilish grin
“I’ll wait outside, yeah?”
He whispered when he stood up and left the changing room, you contemplated if you seriously needed that compression shirt as you look at the mark he left you, god does he knows just how to rile you up
Simon Ghost Riley
You hissed out with a suppressed groan as you lay against the couch with a bandage over your abdomen, without painkillers the dull aching pain was getting to you
You had a stab wound at the very last moment during the mission and Ghost had to settled it hastily with the med kit, bringing you to a safe house nearby
You didnt even realize you had goosebumps all over your arm as you shiver slightly, your shirt was torn in the process and some of it were used as a makeshift tourniquet to cut off the blood supply, now only having a pillow covering your chest
“Here”
You heard a gruff voice behind you as something was tossed over your head, you quickly picked it up and realize it was one of his spare t shirt
You complied and wore it, realizing it was HUGE, the hem of the shirt extended until your thighs and the sleeves were covering until your forearm
You let out a hum of amusement as you whispered back a small “thanks” as you slide back to the couch
It smelled like him, and its warm and rather cozy, and that gave you a some comfort
You closed your eyes as you pulled up the shirt slightly so that the neckline was covering your nose, inhaling it and breathing slowly until eventually you dozed off
It will take a few hours before help can arrive anyways
Ghost had been watching from the side, and seeing how his clothe draped over your form has definitely awaken something in him
He slowly, and quietly kneel down beside you, careful not to stir you awake as he observes and look at you closely
God, he’d never realize how good you looked in something that was his
He wonders how you would look like with nothing but his big t shirt
It felt like he was marking you in some ways, showing off(albeit theres no one else) to everyone that you’re his(even though you’re not……yet)
What really made him clenched his jaw was how you were inhaling his smell, did you liked his scent that much? Mmm if only…
If only he could take you and cover you in his musk, rubbing it off on yours, letting everyone knows just who claimed you
John Soap MacTavish
You were training with him today to improve your hand-to-hand combat skills
One thing about Soap is that he will never go easy on you
So he would flip you, get you into a headlock, knocked you over with every chance he get
“Come on, yer need to faster rookie”
You huff and glare back at him as you take your stance, muscles already aching as you tug your pants
You regretted wearing this one
For some reason, you couldn’t find any regular pants you wear and so you dug out this old pants, but it was much bigger and it was falling every few seconds
You would’ve worn a belt, you should’ve worn a belt but you were rushing and didn’t thought about it
As you get distracted, Soap lunged on you as you barely avoided his fist, but he was fast as he gave a kick on your feet, tumbling you down for probably the 20th time on this session as you yelped
He grin and lets out a victorious laugh as he looked down on you, then stops as he notice just a small part of your undies revealing, along with a tattoo that was around your back, oh
You were on the ground, with your face towards the floor and ass towards him as you groan, panting out a few breaths as you try to lift yourself up slowly
“Giving up already?” He tuts as he comes closer and squat down, taking a better look at your backside with half-lidded eyes
He never knew you had tattoo, and it’s one of those tramp stamp nonetheless, which was really hot in his opinion. You had a small symmetrical wings with some thorns beside it as a design
But what really caught his attention was the hem of your undies, black, nothing crazy but still, it clearly distracts him enough that he didnt realize you were watching him stare at you
“Enjoying the view, Sarge?”
You wiggle your ass as he snapped out of his trance and cleared his throat, looking away with a blush.
“Ah-sorry, didnt mean to stare”
“You can stare”
He looked back at you with a frown as you flash him a grin, arching your back slightly as you wiggle your ass again
“Yer gonna be the death of me” he said with a laugh as he slaps your ass slightly, making you yelp as you giggled and tries to sit up, only to be yanked by your leg as he spins you around
Your legs were now beside his waist as he pulls you close, grinding on you as you blush
“Lets get on with a few private lessons…yeah?”
a/n: im updating Gaz's color with pink instead of yellow bcuz my friend mentioned it was hard to see if someone uses light mode tumblr :]
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mae girl! i’ve been living for your carmy stuff. k know you’re just getting back but i’ve been thinking about this idea for a while and i believe the last writer i shared with had gotten deactivated. this might be two ideas instead of one so feel free to do whatever you desire. idk why but would you be down to write some fluff and angst with maybe like married!carmy? maybe something where nat and pete legit ambush carmy and his wife to start talking again? but it like a lighthearted fluffy kinda way at the same time ? utilizing the scene carmy yells at syd as a base- i hate to use that scene as an example but it’s one that comes to mind when writing this atm. anyway, like the reader doesn’t work at the bear but’ll come in on her days off and mornings before her shift to help them open. and carm is already on edge about something going on in the resto and he yells at his wife out of overwhelming frustration. evidently, he’s mad at himself for it after he does it he apologized but she’s all like “no.” and she’s literally giving him the silent treatment. ofc her and nat are besties and loves her sil, so i totally see nat roping pete into getting carmy to come over whilst the reader is already on her way since they haven’t spoken in a while. both nat and pete are literally doing whatever they can to keep these two in separate spaces of the house because neither carm or his wife have any clue they’re there. maybe like y/n is inside with nat and pete meets carmy outside on arrival? the reader is walking towards to the door to out and nat’s still stalling like “so are things with you and my brother?” and the reader scoffs and nat’s just like “still not talking to him huh?” and while the reader grabs the handle slowly opening the door open she’s all like “look, sugar- you know i love your brother, but carmy sometimes can be a piece of shit” and then all you hear is carmy being like “oh, i’m a piece of shit- even after i apologized to you?” and i can just see carmy and the reader being like wth is going on here. idk but nat and pete will sillily have to do the most to get these two the civilly sit down inside of their house to even have anything of a talk. and then nat team tagging with pete to get to the bottom of things and then she lets it slip that y/n had mentioned that they were trying to get pregnant and camry’s just like “wait. what? and carmy already up and ready to talk to her alone. this man would be so loving the first time all like “y/nn can i talk to you in the kitchen for a second?” and then she’s tryna explain and carm out here using her FULL name “in the kitchen now.” just hearing how he’d say it makes me squirm and squeak 😂😩. and she’s just speeding over because she knows he means it when he pulls out the first name. and think with that he’s all just hurt that she told his sister and he hadn’t really said anything- since it was their thing they they were still figuring out. seriously feel free to do whatever you desire. just sharing the same idea i’ll dream about in a few moments. tysm in advance 😭.
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i'm so sorry this took me so long to write, my love! this has nothing to do with you i just got a bit concerned and got lost so many times lmfao, im just dumb like that
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naturally, carmen wants to try to keep his anger away from you. you’re his love, his angel, his everything. the idea that he blew up at you makes him wanna cry but you won’t talk to him, you refuse to in fact until you process what he said.
“why the fuck are you here?! i don’t need you messing shit up and crowding me!” he yelled at you. the memory fresh in your mind. it should be since it’s the only thing you’ve thought about for the past few days.
nat and pete, in their own ways, notice this and take charge. pete thinks you two can handle it but nat chimes in with the, “i know my brother. he can’t handle shit. If this is left up to him to resolve, nothing will happen. i love him but still.”
so they form their plan. pete invites carmy over to set up furniture, catch up, whatever and nat invites you over to talk about the baby and ask for your help with meal prepping. “so, have you and my brother talked about what happened at the restaraunt?” she asks.
you walk over to the couch, putting on your jacket and scarf. you let out a scoff as your answer. “taking that as a no.” nat answers. you put your hand on the doorknob, your back to the front lawn where carmen and pete, unknowing to you, stand.
"look, you know I love Carmen. and you know i want-" you sigh. "i want a family with him, Nat. i want a child, or children, with the guy. but your brother can be a real piece of shit sometimes." You open the door fully at that point, where carmen's now staring at you.
"i'm a piece of shit, after i apologized to you?" carmen asks. you stare at him before looking at pete, then at natalie whose got a guilty smile on her face. "okay. what the hell is this?" You question.
"oh! carmy, hi! i had no idea you were gonna be here. come on in, we'll all have some coffee and we can talk about what's happening." natalie says as she pulls you inside, motioning for carmen to come inside.
he reluctantly agrees, stepping inside as he sits at the dining room table. you stand in the kitchen, far enough away from them.
i think once nat reveals that you told her you want kids his reaction changes. maybe you two talked about it or maybe he doesnt know but either way, he wants to talk to you. that changes things in his mind. because you still want kids with him.
while you and carm work out your own issues, of course nat and pete take credit for it, even though you and carmy are both mad at her. also the idea of carmen using your full name as a way to call you stop oh my gosh
#maeberzatto#mae writes!#mae writes: the bear#mae has mail! 💌#mae's anons!#bowl anon#carmen berzatto imagine#carmen berzatto fluff#carmen berzatto x reader#carmen berzatto x you#the bear fx#the bear hulu#carmen berzatto fanfiction#mae answers your asks!#mae answers: carmen and reader making up</3
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Before / After colouring 🎨
I got tagged such an embarassingly long time ago that I don't remember who it was. Anyways, thank you so much to whomever lovely it was, I really appreciate the tag and finally found time to do a post about my colouring.
I started gifing less than a year ago and learned a lot since then. I gif online in Photopea as Photoshop is just to expensive for me atm (and my old laptop probably wouldn't survive running Photoshop). So, if anyone wants a detailed process of gifing in Photopea, jhmu.
Bed Friend | King and Uea I love how King's desire for Uea is shown in this gif. He is just gone on Uea and barely can hold himself back.
The Eclipse | Akk and Ayan Loved the sun shining from behind Akk's head and had to colour the gif in a way that the sun would stand out a bit.
A Boss And A Babe | Gun and Cher Them and their adoration for each other made me love this show.
My School President | Tiw and Por TiwPor my beloved side couple 💖
The Eighth Sense | Jae Won and Ji Hyun The story of Jae Won and Ji Hyun was the first of a few series that I call "The Right One", i.e. series that just capture me and leave an impact ✨
Naughty Babe | Yi and Lian My favourite ghostship. Also the colours in this scene were just too good to not gif.
Never Let Me Go | Palm and Nueng Just Palm having his big entrance 🤩
Bake Me Please | Shin and Peach This kiss was sooo cute and lovely.
Moonlight Chicken | Alan, Wen and Jim MLC was everything, especially this scene.
Be Mine Superstar | Mingmueang and Namning Aka how to seduce a doctor. I'm excited that we get a new series with Bosston and Jo.
Kiseki: Dear To Me | Bai Zong Yi and Fan Ze Rui A couple and a show that left me speachless. Their story was so just so good.
Wedding Plan | Sailom and Namnuea Loved their story and how insatable they were.
Laws Of Attraction | Tinn and Charn Forever one of my favourite couples and series ✨
My Ride | Mork and Tawan Had the most fun doing a rewatch of this series.
Playboyy | Teena and Zouey The way this show combines gorgeous cinematic shots with that storyline makes me feel like I'm watching a stage show. I love it.
The Sign | Phaya and Tharn Every week this show leaves me spechless it's that good. One of the shows that I call "The Right One"!
Bonus:
The Sign | The colours As I sad in another post, I'm rolling in the colours of this show like a cat in catnip 😎
Edited to add a few people who I'd love to see doing a post about their before / after colouring: @wanderlust-in-my-soul @pharawee @liyazaki @bunnakit @khaotungsfirst @gabrielokun @spicyvampire @zhaozi @guzhu-furen @25shadesoffebruary @chinzhilla @crispywizardtale as always please ingnore if you don't want to do it.
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TD anon here, I do feel you on the "torture" scene with Taiga, I didn't want my last ask getting any longer lmao.
While the scene definitely made me squeal, for me personally it was undercut by the emotionally charged scene that happened immediately after with Romeo lmao. It's exactly how I felt with Frostheim too, being excited over the dance with Jin, and then immediately after we get the cigarette kiss scene with Jin and Tohma LOL. But it only makes sense, MC has only just showed up at the school, not enough time to bond, and honestly with these kinds of joseimuke games I don't have much expectations of interactions between the cast and MC so in TD she's already much more involved with the whole comic thing anyways.
Eating the Like Dove raw... was really a raw scene lol. He seems to be attracted to blood for some reason? Since he paused when MC's cut started bleeding, I think he was about to lick the blood tbh.
And yeah I do wonder if his shoddy memory has anything to do with his deal's cost. Another vibe theory time, I feel like his fear of the Like Dove might've been... ingrained in him somehow? Maybe he had a run-in before but can't remember it. The reason why I think this is because when MC met him alone, when she reminded him that she was the Honor student, his response was "Oh no wonder I didn't kill you on the spot", he literally forgot about her but his body/instinct made him aware she's someone he's not supposed to kill.... if that makes sense?
He feels like an even bigger enigma than Towa, I'm curious to know what's going on in his head in the moments he goes eerily quiet. Not to mention he's the poster boy of the game, has to be a reason. Luca feels more in line to be the poster boy but it's Taiga...
I enjoyed Haru's drunk spiel about how helpful MC is lol. Also my eyes going wide when Rui said he wants to know what she's made of too... what does that mean....... I need more Rui content, I love his blatant flirtations lol. I got a campus event with Rui, Haru and Romeo in the bar before I even read the chapter, their unexpected friendship is very cute ngl.
(sorry in case this is sent repeatedly, smth wrong with my net atm)
Generally speaking I have found tumblr doesn't post or send things twice but it sure as hell reblogs them with the same tags 42 times making me look like some sort of freak
for me personally it was undercut by the emotionally charged scene that happened immediately after
Yeah I get this. The cigarette kiss with Tohma and Jin took me off guard, but that was mostly because I thought this was an otome game? Come to think of it I don't think we've had confirmation of the whole joseimuke v otome game thing beyond the existence of the like dove and individual character affinity... Well and that when this was announced it was supposed to be an otome game. I know that the otome games subreddit has been having some, shall we say spirited? Discussions lately about how players feel about ros getting into relationships with each other. The general opinion was that a lot of times the ro x ro relationships feel more fleshed out that the ro x mc ones, and I agree. I actually stopped writing something I wanted to be an otome game because the story started shaping up to be more about the mc's mentor than them, and I personally do not think that is very fun. People do like laid back mcs, they do not like mcs who have no place in the narrative, and some writers aren't good at balancing that. TDB mc is doing pretty well when it comes to interactions with the main cast compared to something like Twisted Wonderland if what you want is explicit romance, so far it feels like Season 1 of og Obey Me! from what I remember of that game, so we'll see.
I didn't get the same level of intimacy from Romeo and Taiga as I did Jin and Tohma? But I think that's because in both cases I thought the like dove had appeared before Romeo got there and was talking to Taiga and the second scene made me think Taiga was angry at him for interrupting his "fun." Whatever that "fun" was going to wind up being because yeeeeeah he seems like he has a blood kink of some sort. I think he was going to suck on it and bite her a bit, but licking seems like a logical first step and less influenced by what's wrong with me. Like I said over here the scene with the Like Dove fascinates me... it says more about Taiga than any other character in the game that we get to see the dove twice and that when given the chance he shoots and eats it... if that isn't a metaphor for denial and emotional repression then I am not sure what is.
he literally forgot about her but his body/instinct made him aware she's someone he's not supposed to kill…. if that makes sense?
YES. I wanted to talk about this but it sort of got into conspiracy theory territory and my answer was getting long. I don't know if anyone remembers, but waaaay back in Book 1 when mc tries to escape the school she isn't able to get anyone's attention. It's like they don't see her, is that because of her curse or is it because of preventative measures put in place by the school? I want to lean towards the latter because it makes more sense BUT I also want to be delusional and say that it's part of mc's curse. There's something about Taiga's instinctual fear of the Like Dove and his comments to the mc that make me think his body knows her but his paranoia and memory issues keep him from knowing it.
This is just me writing fan fic... but Taiga is technically the first ghoul you meet. He is the poster boy of the game, he is the first person to bring mc into the main loop and tell her there's a spy. I want so badly for him to have known her at some point but to have been robbed of his memories... Romeo seems to think he is trying to forget stuff on purpose "gone off the deep end" and "escape reality" are both things he says to describe him though granted that last one was due to a misunderstanding about what Taiga was trying to do with the anomaly. Something real bad happened last year, something I feel like Taiga doesn't want to acknowledge unless he can get revenge on whoever caused it. I mentioned in another post, but I sort of want MC to have something to do with Clementia and that's why she's there at the dorm beyond it just being empty due to the clash. (I do get why Luca isn't the poster boy; he's not a dorm captain and those seem to be what the game wants to push. well them and towa lol)
Haru and Rui
Rui is a bar tender who is described as being "popular with the female students" probably because of how flirty he is ha. I love his dynamic with Haru and Romeo, just a barman and his two favorite customers shooting the shit and trying to relax. Rui is cursed to kill whoever he touches, so I think he wants to talk with MC more because he can relate to her in a very unique way. And he got gate kept from doing so by Haku in book one so he's extra curious now. I have his SR so I'll put him on my homescreen for a bit and see what voice lines I can shake out of him. For the little bit I did have him there he called him and mc "curse twins" which I thought was very cute. In a dark sort of way. The entire section at the Obscuary bar endeared me to all three of those idiots.
But especially Haru. He called Peekaboo his child this chapter too ;-; he's such a good dad. I wonder if he is going to show up next books at all? Or if it's going to be like the previous books and we'll instead see Taiga and maaaaybe Towa? Since he's friends with Zenji. Nothing to do but wait for May 0-0
#<3 asks#tokyo debunker#td anon#hotarubi anon??? art thou the same?#taiga hoshibami#tdb#rui mizuki#haru sagara
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2024 Roundup
Rules: it’s time to love yourselves! Choose your 5 (or so) favorite works you created in the past year (fics, art, edits, etc) and link them below to reflect on the amazing things you brought to the world in 2024. Tag as many writers/artists/etc. as you want (fan or original) so we can spread the love and link each other to awesome works!
I initially wasn't going to do this since I noticed everyone else was doing theirs, and I wasn't tagged. So I kinda figured everyone either forgot about me (which I understand) or simply didn't want to see me around (which I also understand). I'm only doing this because @moriche was kind enough to include me in their beautiful post. Thanks for tagging me, I feel a little less alone. Having said that, I will not be tagging anyone as I kinda figured no one else would be interested. It hasn't been a good year (decade) for me, and I understand why I was excluded. No one wants a person like me to ruin their day, I guess.
I'm just going to do a list with links so as to not assault anyone with my crap. It's weird to contribute to a fandom but also be completely outside of it. 1. That render of Josh in a bath.
2. The Descent
3. Josh and Erra render
4. Sleepers Awake
5. Arkanis art
Anyway, I hope this post hasn't bothered anyone too much. I'm kinda just in despair atm, so I have no hopes for this year since I kinda lost the ability to do that.
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I got you - chapter 15

Pairing: Rex x Jedi!ofc
Word count: 7.1k Tags/Warnings: NSFW 18+; piv sex; dry humping; a very melodramatic first kiss; a bit of a title kink; insecure Rex is adorable; the slow burn is finally burning; angst; have you ever felt the need to just disappear into the sea?; inappropriate use of the Force;
A/n: I'm really excited to post this, I think it's my favourite chapter, for obvious reasons. However, I need to take a break for the rest of the year, with work and the holidays coming up it's a bit too much atm. So next chapter will be posted on the 5th or 12th of january.
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vod - bother vod'ika - little sister cyare - beloved cyar'ika - darling, sweetheart osik - shit, crap gedet'ye - please
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The dress that Padmé had lent her was a simple, floor-length gown with an off-shoulder neckline, in a beautiful dark purple colour. Lexie twirled in front of the mirror, observing the fluid movements of the expensive, silky material. It was nice to be out of the combat-appropriate clothes she always wore, to put on makeup, tie her hair in an elegant updo. She actually giggled at the sight, she had not felt so feminine in months with all the missions she’d been on.
I wonder if Rex will like it, the thought entered her mind before she could stop it and she groaned at herself for, once again, not being able to stop thinking about the Captain. And she was doing really well too…for the past 15 minutes as she focused on her hair anyway. Lexie still couldn’t believe what had just happened, what she’d just said to him.
She really should have thought it through before she followed him out the parlor. She assumed she had, she thought she would be able to apologise and explain, but the words that left her mouth had shocked her as much as they shocked him. Lexie couldn’t really see a way to come back from that… he will want an explanation and she will have to confess her feelings...
“Come in”, she said, a bit startled as she heard the signal sound on her door. She’d been so lost in thought she had not sensed anyone’s presence outside of it.
The door slid open and the Senator walked in. Lexie looked at her and briefly wondered if the smile on her face was genuine or the carefully crafted one of a politician. She was generally sceptical of all politicians but she reminded herself of her importance. If Anakin loves her then I should give her a chance.
“Master Khalla, you look lovely”, Padmé said warmly.
“Thank you, Senator. And thank you for letting me borrow this dress. It’s gorgeous”, Lexie replied.
“The least I could do after stealing you away for a mission on such a short notice”, Padmé replied.
“I’m happy to do my duty, Senator”, Lexie said with the rehearsed politeness she used on any Senate official.
“Please, call me Padmé”. She said. Lexie nodded and there was a brief pause in the conversation. An awkward pause. “I know Anakin wanted to talk to you, did he have the time?”, Padmé asked.
Lexie could feel a little nervousness coming from the woman in front of her. “Yes, he did. He informed me of your… situation”, she replied, carefully selecting her words.
“I take it you don’t approve”, she said with a small laugh.
“Do you need my approval?”, Lexie asked, a little amused.
“No, but I know Anakin would like to have it. He thinks very highly of you”, Padmé told her.
“I want him to be happy. He’s a dear friend and, honestly, I’m not really a stickler for the rules”, Lexie admitted with a smirk.
“He might have mentioned that”, Padmé chuckled. “Should we go join the men in the parlor? We’re about to start our descent on the planet”.
Lexie took a deep breath, trying to mentally steady herself. The mission was starting, she had to focus, she had to stay calm. She had to not let Rex consume her thoughts like he usually did.
“Yes, let’s go”, she said.
Rex didn’t know what to think anymore. He had spent the past weeks feeling sorry for himself, and angry at his brother. He had been jealous of Fives, jealous that he had done something Rex himself longed for, something he had not allowed himself to do because of rules and propriety. And because he didn’t think Lexie would’ve wanted him. But after what she just said…
Did he even hear her right? Did he understand her properly? His mind went over every moment they’ve shared together, every lingering touch, every time she had confided in him. He thought about their time on Felucia and on Dore’e, of the days she had stayed close to him and the nights she had slept with her head on his shoulder. He thought about what she had told him on Saleucami. He thought about all of their late night conversations in his office and about the last time they’d hung out together, eating ice cream in Monument Plaza. Could she really share his feelings?
“-are you with us vod?”, Fives asked.
“What?”, Rex replied, suddenly brought back to the present.
“I asked you a question? About the security measures? Ring a bell?”, Fives said with a chuckle.
“Uh… yes”, Rex mumbled.
“It wasn’t a yes or no question”, Echo said in the same amused tone as his twin.
Rex shot the ARC troopers a pointed look.
“Do you want us in shifts outside the Senator’s quarters all night or do you think the Kaldonyan security inside the palace is enough?”, Echo repeated the question.
“The security plan they have provided for us seems solid enough. The General’s quarters are right across from the Senator’s, she will be able to sense any danger and act quickly if anything. We can reassess as needed”, Rex replied matter-of-factly.
“So”, Fives started, a shit-eating grin on his face, “you and Lexie are about to spend a lot of time together. You must be excited”.
“I enjoy the General’s company, yes”, Rex said, trying to keep his tone neutral.
“Mhm, I’m sure you do”, Fives continued.
Rex opened his mind to reprimand him, but before he could reply, the door to the parlor room slid open and Lexie and Padmé entered, mid-conversation. Rex shot up from his seat, his wide eyes stuck to Lexie. He always thought she was elegant, even in the midst of battle she would make slashing droids look like a graceful dance, but now, in that dress, she was absolutely stunning. Rex’s eyes fell to the exposed leg visible through the slit of the dress as she walked into the room and he nearly lost his mind. She was, without a doubt, the most beautiful woman he had ever seen.
“Damn, Lex, you clean up nicely”, Fives said after he wolf-whistled.
“You look great vod’ika”, Echo added.
“Thank you, boys”, she replied with a slightly nervous chuckle.
“Don’t you agree, Captain?”, Fives prompted, turning his head to look at Rex.
“I-I… uh… y-you’re…”, Rex stuttered. His mind was blank, he had no idea what to say. She looked absolutely stunning, but could he say that? Was it too inappropriate?
“I think we need to call a medevac for Rex”, Fives announced with a chuckle.
“Lexie might need one too from the looks of it”, Echo said teasingly.
Rex’s eyes lifted to her face and he noticed her flushed cheeks. He was confused for a second before realising that she was looking at him, her gaze moving over his body. She seemed just as stunned by the sight of him as he was by her.
The Captain was dressed in a midnight blue double-breasted tunic, with matching trousers and black boots and belt. Lexie had never seen him in civilian clothing before, and she was struck by how the formal attire was making him appear even more handsome than he usually was. Her eyes caught his and she blushed deeper, before averting her gaze. A smile appeared on Rex’s face at the realisation that she was, in fact, checking him out.
“You look beautiful, General”, Rex managed to say after awkwardly clearing his throat.
“Thank you, Captain. You too. I mean g-good, uh, handsome… I… you look very formal”, she struggled to reply, eyes flickering up to meet his again. Rex felt the blush creep on his face again and he brought his hand up to rub the back of his neck. They both looked in each other’s eyes for a moment, not finding anything else to say. But Lexie felt something, she felt hope. The way he was looking at her… he must feel the same, right?
Fives and Echo shared a look, and even Padmé was amused by the flustered looks on Lexie and Rex’s faces. The Captain straightened, trying to regain his composure while Lexie cleared her throat and gave the ARC troopers a warning gaze, stopping Fives from making another teasing comment.
The ship landed and Lexie followed Senator Amidala down the ramp. Rex was quietly walking by her side, while Echo and Fives were behind them, helmets on. She didn’t pay much attention to the welcome greeting and formalities exchanged between Padmé and the Kaldonyans, she was looking through the Force, gently probing around the minds of their hosts. She let out a breath of relief when she couldn’t pick up any deceitful intentions.
They were led from the landing platform, through the dark stone corridors of the palace and into the large gardens of the estate. Kaldonya was in its warm season and so the banquet was being held outdoors, the nights on the planet being quite pleasant. She gave a quick nod to the ARC troopers who would not be allowed into the garden and stepped out the large double doors.
The palace was built atop a small cliff, and Lexie could just about make out the sound of the ocean over the live, classical music. She walked by the elegantly dressed sentients and across the garden, heading towards the edge, and leaned over the sophisticated durasteel railing. The water was sparkling bright teal from the bioluminescent organisms native to the planet and the moon was just starting to rise on the horizon. Lexie really hoped she would have the time to go down to the beach later. It looked so beautiful.
Rex stayed by Senator Amidala’s side, his eyes following Lexie through the crowd as she moved away from them. He knew how much she loved being near the water, be that a river, a lake, the sea, so it didn’t surprise him one bit how she immediately went to peer over the ledge. Her last name meant ‘river’ in old seccayan, he remembered she’d told him. A small smile was tugging at his lips at the childlike wonder he saw on her face. She would no doubt drag him down to the beach at one point during this mission.
She turned and their eyes met and he saw her give him a once-over before shaking her head, an amused expression on her face. Lexie walked back to where he was stood behind Padmé, his hands clasped behind his back, posture straight. She stopped in front of him, placed a hand on his shoulder and lifted herself on her tiptoes in order to quietly talk in his ear.
“You look too much like a soldier. You need to relax a bit”. The action had the opposite effect, however, as Rex felt his whole body tense at the warmth of her breath on his skin.
Lexie then moved closer to Padmé, leaning and whispering something in her ear. The Senator nodded and smiled before returning her attention to the Kaldonyan officials she was speaking to. Lexie took Rex's hand and guided him through the crowd. His eyes were glued to his hand in hers. Her skin was so soft and the Captain couldn’t help the way his thumb brushed over it. Lexie looked back at him and smiled.
“Where are we going?”, he asked her.
“To get a drink”, she replied simply.
“Is that a good idea? We’re supposed to be watching out for the Senator”, Rex protested.
Lexie stopped and turned to face him, repeating her earlier action in order speak to him and not be overheard by the Kaldonyans around them.
“We need to blend in Rex. We’ll watch her from a distance, but we need to play the part of party guests”, she explained.
This time, his hand landed on her waist as she raised herself on her tiptoes and it lingered there a little too long after she was done with her explanation. Lexie’s cheeks turned an adorable shade of pink that almost had the Captain lean in to kiss them. He couldn’t do that though, and his own face got warmer when he realised his hand was still on her body. He abruptly pulled it away and cleared his throat.
The two made their way to the bar and decided to try a local sparkling wine. Lexie then suggested they split up, mingle with other people and Rex reluctantly followed her instructions. Still, he tried not to stray too far away from her in the next couple of hours, he socialised as much as he could, but her beautiful form kept drawing his eyes. Her polite smiles, the way she would shift her weight from one foot to the other when she was bored with a conversation, every little thing about her was captivating.
Rex wanted nothing more than to pull her aside and a talk to her, ask her what she had meant back on the ship, finally figure out if his love was unrequited or not. It was really hard to stay focused, he had to keep reminding himself of his mission.
“You should ask her to dance”, Padmé told him, coming to stand by his side after a while.
“I’m not here to dance, Senator”, Rex said.
“It’s a party, Rex, you should unwind a little. And don’t worry about me, I’m turning in for the night”, Padmé told him.
“I’ll escort you to your room”, he offered.
“There’s no need. Fives and Echo are right inside. They can handle it”, she said as she started walking towards the palace entrance. “And, Rex? You’re allowed to enjoy yourselves”.
The Captain watched until Padmé entered the palace, not relaxing until he saw the two ARC troopers give him a nod and disappear after her into the building. He then turned and searched through the crowd, looking for the woman he longed to be near. He saw Lexie was once again stood by the railing, gaze lost to the see. Rex made his way through the crowd, coming to a stop next to her.
“The Senator has turned in for the night”, he informed her. Rex cringed internally at the forced formality of his tone of voice. That was not what he had wanted to say, but was all he could muster as he once again got lost in how beautiful Lexie looked tonight.
“I suppose you want to follow her example”, Lexie said without moving her gaze from the water.
“I want to dance with you actually”, he blurted out, hand rubbing the back of his neck.
Lexie quickly turned her head to look at him, a surprised expression on her face. Rex straightened almost at attention, trying to keep away the fear that he was overstepping, that maybe he had not understood her properly on the ship.
“I’d love that”, she said, a bright smile appearing on her face. He let out a breath of relief.
He took her hand and the two of them moved to where all the other couples were dancing. Lexie placed her left hand on his shoulder and he positioned his right hand on her waist. He took her other hand in his as he quickly looked around him, attempting to figure out how he should move.
“It’s simple, just follow my lead”, Lexie told him with a small chuckle.
“Aren’t I supposed to lead?”, he replied in a similar amused voice.
“You can once you pick it up”, she said as she started to move, gently pulling him after her. “Listen to the music, do you hear the tempo?”
“I think so”, he said uncertainly.
“The steps are simple, just follow the music. 1-2-3, 1-2-3”, she started counting as they moved.
Rex started counting in his head, following her lead. Soon enough he felt confident that he understood the movements, and lifted his eyes from his feet in order to look at her.
“Good, just like that. You’re a quick learner, Captain”, she praised. He couldn’t help but blush.
They held each other’s gaze for a few moments, as Rex gathered the courage to ask the question that had been burning in his mind for the past few hours. Before he could, however, the music changed, a slower tune being played by the band. Lexie moved closer to him, allowing her left arm to wrap around his neck and placing her head in the crook of his neck. Her thumb started softly tracing over the nape of his neck. He got lost in the feel of her, her warmth, her smell, the softness of her hand, and he closed his eyes, swaying slowly to the music. It felt as if they were the only two people in the galaxy.
“Rex?”, she got his attention.
Rex hummed in response and lowered his head so that he could hear her better.
“I would've said yes”, Lexie said, her lips softly grazing the shell of his ear, making a shiver run down his spine. “That night in the break room, before Kix and Hardcase interrupted us. I was going to say yes”.
Rex's grip on her hip tightened and he inhaled deeply. “What if I were to ask again... at some point?”, he said, heart pounding in his chest.
“You don't need to ask. I'll always say yes to you”, she whispered in his ear.
“Cyare, you can’t say things like that”, he warned.
“Why not?”
“Because you have no idea of the things I want to do to you”, Rex said, his grip on her hip now almost bruising.
“Then show me”, she encouraged him.
Rex pulled away a little and looked at her with darkened eyes. The stare felt dangerous and exhilarating and it sent a tingling jolt to her core. But then the look in his eyes changed, replaced by what Lexie thought was sadness. Rex placed his forehead to hers and closed his eyes, taking in a long, shuddering breath.
“We shouldn’t”, he said so quietly she almost didn’t hear him.
But she did and just like that the spell was broken and Lexie stepped away from him. She couldn’t help but feel sad and disappointed. But Rex was right. He was thinking more clearly than she was. They shouldn’t, it wasn’t proper, it wasn’t allowed. What the hell was I thinking?
“I… I think I’ll go for a walk, clear my head”, she said quickly and tuned to walk away.
Rex hesitated for a few moments, watching as Lexie walked away from him, eyes following the fluid movements of her dress. He had ruined it, the thing he had wanted for so long, he had let his fears ruin it. He decided to follow after her, needing to apologise, to somehow salvage the beautiful night they’d had up until then.
Lexie headed straight for the gate on one side of the garden, then down a stone path that lead to the beach. Rex called after her but Lexie didn’t stop. She didn’t even slow down. She kicked off the flats she was wearing, feeling the coarse sand on the soles of her feet, and quickly walked towards the water. She knew Rex was only a few meters behind her and really did not really understand why he was even following after her. What else is there to say? They shouldn’t break regulations, no matter how much they wanted to. She knew she would try to change his mind if she stopped to talk to him and she didn’t want that, she didn’t want to force him into anything.
Tears starting rolling down her cheeks as Lexie swiftly unzipped her dress and let it fall to the ground, leaving her in just her bra and underwear. She needed to swim, she needed to feel the cool water envelop her body in an embrace she knew she actually wanted from Rex.
The Captain stopped dead in his tracks as he saw Lexie undress. Her body looked eerily beautiful the way it was illuminated by the teal glow of the bioluminescent water and by the faint moonlight. He was so stunned he nearly forgot how to breathe. He quickly snapped out of it however, as he watched her enter the water, and he called after her again, asking her what she was doing. Frustration was rising in his mind as she once again ignored him. He watched as Lexie dove in once the water reached her waist and he waited to see her come back up for air.
Only… she didn’t. Seconds were passing, then one minute, then two, and there was no sign of her. Rex felt the panic rise inside his mind, a nauseating feeling stirring in his stomach; how long can she hold her breath? Was the water safe? Were there any predators this close to shore?
Rex hurriedly took off his tunic and ran into the sea. He dove in after her, the salt water stinging his eyes for a moment. With the help of the shining algae around he was able to make out Lexie’s silhouette sat cross-legged on the seafloor and he grabbed her by the shoulders, abruptly pulling her up with him.
The sudden movement startled Lexie. She had tuned out everything around her as she tried to calm her mind, focusing solely on the feel of the water. She accidentally took in a breath before her head was above the surface.
“What the hell are you doing?”, Rex yelled, his hands still firmly secured to her shoulders.
Lexie coughed, her nostrils burning from the water she had inhaled. “I was trying to fucking meditate”, she yelled back between gasps. The water was half covering her breasts, raising rhythmically to just under her chin with every wave.
“You weren’t coming up for air”, he yelled again.
“I can hold my breath for like five minutes. No need to be so dramatic”, she scoffed.
“Well I didn’t kriffin’ know that. You scared me, Lexie”, the Captain said, a bit more composed as one of his hands came up to cup her cheek.
“I’m sorry… I-I didn’t think you’d worry so much”, she said quietly, looking up and meeting his gaze. She could see the emotion in his eyes, the worry, the fear… the longing.
“Of course I worry. I always worry about you. I… I couldn’t stand losing you, cyare”, he said, moving the hand that was still on her shoulder down to her waist.
“Why?”, she asked almost in a whisper. Lexie placed a hand on his chest and another on the back of his neck, her fingers slowly tracing over the wet skin.
She looked into his eyes expectantly, almost seeing the gears turn inside his head as he tried to find the words he wanted to say. Rex could feel his resolve crumble as he gazed into her eyes, rules all but forgotten.
“You know why”, he replied eventually, his own thumb now caressing her cheek as his eyes flickered down to her lips.
“Rex-”, she started to say, but was interrupted by his lips crashing into hers.
Lexie melted into the kiss, pressing her body against his. His lips tasted like seawater but once she parted her own and his tongue entered her mouth she could make out the flavour of the syrupy sweets that the Kaldonyns had served during the banquet. Rex pulled her in even closer, the hand on her waist sliding so it was almost on her ass. He kissed her as if he was afraid he’d never kiss her again, because, truthfully, he was, he didn’t know where to go from here.
As they pulled away, panting for air, Rex looked at her and couldn’t believe what he had just done. So many emotions were running through his head and Lexie was taken aback as she realised she could sense them. His mental walls had lowered more than ever before. When she gently cupped his cheek with her hand, she felt the exact moment his mind settled down, one emotion burning the brightest and surrounding him completely: desire. Rex wanted her, just as much as she wanted him.
“Come back to my room with me”, she breathed.
Rex leaned in, capturing her lips with his own again. This kiss was deeper, hungrier, and was accompanied by his hand sliding down to grab the flesh of her ass. Lexie whimpered into his mouth which only spurred Rex on even more, kissing her with fervour.
“Let’s go”, he growled after abruptly breaking the kiss, taking her hand and leading her out of the sea.
As they walked back to the palace and then through the corridors towards where she had been told her room was, Lexie could not stop the wide grin forming on her face. She would glance at Rex from time to time, his own smile frozen on his lips and every time they caught each other’s eyes, both of them would let out a breathless chuckle.
Rex’s confidence faltered as the door slid closed behind them, however. He’d been dreaming of this moment for so long, but now that it was actually happening, his mind was full of worry. He wanted it to be perfect, he wanted to pleasure her, to make her scream his name. But frankly, he was quite inexperienced.
Rex had only slept with two other women, the Mirialan, Astri, with whom he had spent four or five nights together, all the way back at the beginning of the war, and a woman on Naboo he’d had a one-night stand with. There had been another woman that had given him a blowjob in the 79’s fresher and a Twi’lek with whom he’d had an intense make out session with, but otherwise his experience in this department was, well… lacking.
But Lexie knew what she was doing. Rex wasn’t sure of the exact number, but he knew from what she had confided in him, and from the stories she told the others that she had a lot more experience than he did. Would he measure up to the people from her past? Would he measure up to his brother? A nauseating feeling stirred in his stomach at that last thought.
“Hey”, her voice broke through the curtain of worries in his mind. “We don’t have to do anything, we could just talk, or go to sleep”, she offered, her hand gently squeezing his.
“No, I want to!”, he said, more forcefully than intended. He winced and embarrassment clouded his Force signature as his free hand came up to rub the back of his neck. “It’s just that… I haven’t done this much… definitely not as much as you”.
Lexie’s eyes went wide at his last comment and she looked at him in disbelief, letting out an amused huff. The Captain’s face went red.
“N-No, that’s not… osik, it wasn’t supposed to sound like that”, he blurted out.
“It’s okay”, she stopped him. “I think this is my fault. I only made hints and I let you boys imagine way too much. I haven’t even slept with that many people”. Lexie walked over to the spacious double bed and sat down on the edge.
Rex awkwardly cleared his throat and followed her. “Could I…ask?”, he said after sitting down right next to Lexie.
“Nine. Six men and three women. Most were one-night stands, except for Gemma, which you know about, and a guy I hooked up with a few times during a two-month mission on Pantora, years ago”, she calmly explained, shifting on the bed so that she would face him. “Does it matter?”
“No. Was just curious”, he said with a small, nervous smile. His eyebrows then furrowed as he contemplated something. “What about Fives? You’re not… together?”
Lexie snorted a laugh. “No. It was just a one-time thing. We were drunk and I just had so much on my mind, mostly you if I’m honest and-”.
“Me?”, he interrupted.
“Uhm… yeah”, she said sheepishly, moving her eyes away from his. “After the whole thing with Gemma, when you didn’t say anything, I… I was worried that maybe your opinion of me changed. So I just… I needed to blow off some steam and he was… there”.
Rex sighed, closed his eyes and leaned his forehead against hers. “I’m so sorry, cyar’ika. I was such an idiot that night. It’s… that’s why I was coming to talk to you that morning, I wanted to apologise. But then I saw him leave your room and I just…”, her trailed off.
“I’m really sorry Rex. I didn’t want to hurt you, and neither did Fives. So please stop being angry with him”, Lexie pleaded.
“I’m not angry. Or maybe I was a little, but I think I was mainly jealous”, the Captain admitted with an embarrassed chuckle.
“You shouldn’t be. I-I meant it earlier, I did wish it was you, I actually-”, she stopped the words that came tumbling out of her mouth.
“You actually…?”, he encouraged her to continue.
“Maker, I probably shouldn’t admit this out loud”, she pulled her head back and hid her face in her palms.
“You can tell me anything, Lexie”, he reassured her, placing a hand on her knee.
She let out a nervous laugh, her cheeks feeling like they were on fire. “I kind of… I imagined it was you, while we were… you know. I imagined it was you”, she admitted, voice muffled by her hands.
“Did you really?”, Rex asked, a hint of satisfaction in his voice.
Lexie looked at him and saw a sort of smug smile on his face. “Yeah... Not the whole time, only closer to the end, before I… uhm…”, she gestured vaguely with her hand. “Do not tell Fives that”.
“I won’t”, he said, the smug look still on his face.
Some of Rex’s confidence returned after her confession, and he reached out a hand, cupping the back of her neck and pulling her in for a kiss. It wasn’t as forceful as the one they shared in the sea. He moved slowly, savouring the taste of her lips. They were so soft and warm and Rex couldn’t believe he had denied himself this feeling for so long.
The hand on her knee hooked under her thigh and lifted her so that she was now straddling him. Lexie let out a surprised squeal before wrapping her arms around his neck. His trousers were still damp and the fabric felt cold against the thigh exposed through the slit in her dress.
Rex’s lips crashed with hers again in a much needier kiss as his hands explored her body, one of them squeezing her ass in a tight grip. Lexie felt his hardness against her clothed core and rolled her hips over it. The friction made the Captain let out a grunt and he moved his lips, trailing them down her neck and occasionally nipping at the warm skin with his teeth. Lexie repeated the motion, grinding on him again, as she felt arousal build within her.
“Can I take this off, mesh’la?”, Rex asked, scrunching the silky material of the dress in a fist.
“Kriff yes!”, Lexie nodded enthusiastically and stood up, turning so that Rex could unzip the dress. After it fell to the floor he also unclasped her bra, before turning her to face him again. Rex momentarily froze, just staring at her in awe. He couldn’t believe this was actually happening. The intensity of his gaze caused goosebumps to appear on her skin.
“You are so beautiful”, he managed to whisper, making her blush.
He tugged her by the arm and Lexie resumed her position straddling his hips. Rex took the opportunity to kiss her over her chest, on her breasts, eventually getting to one of her nipples and flicking his tongue over it, pinching the other one with his fingers. Lexie let out a low moan and threw her head back and Rex made a mental note of how well she responded to this particular action.
Her hips started moving, grinding against his hardness again. Rex switched the attention of his mouth to her other nipple before the hand not occupied with her breast travelled to her lower back, encouraging her to move faster against him. The friction was stimulating her clit and, paired with the attentions of Rex’s tongue and fingers on her nipples, it wasn’t long until a wave of white-hot pleasure washed over Lexie. The Captain released her nipple from his mouth once her hips stopped moving and wrapped his arms around her tightly after she rested her head in the crook of his neck.
She took a moment to catch her breath before tilting her head and kissing his neck, slowly making her way up to his ear. She gently took his earlobe between her teeth, causing Rex to let out a shuddering breath.
“I need you inside of me”, she whispered in his ear. “Gedet'ye”.
Hearing her beg in Mando’a turned Rex into a man possessed. He forcefully flipped her over, her back hitting the mattress and his body caging her in, and he started kissing her desperately, their tongues twisting and twirling together. Lexie’s hands were grasping at the fabric of his tunic and the Captain momentarily pulled away in order to remove it.
She watched as he took it off, leaving his chest bare, his toned muscles on display in their full glory. Lexie wanted to tell him how gorgeous he looked but before she could, her eyes fell to the scar he got on Saleucami and she reached her hand to gently trace her fingers over it. It was so close to his heart. Too close. Rex noticed the look in her eyes and took hold of her hand, lifting it to his mouth and placing a kiss on her wrist. His beautiful golden-brown eyes were looking at her with so much lust and reverence, Lexie felt her heart skip a beat.
Rex got up from the bed in order to take off his pants and boxers, releasing his hard cock from the restricting fabric. Lexie bit her lower lip in anticipation, before a slight confusion furrowed her brows. She had expected him to be anatomically identical to Fives, and he was size and girth-wise, but Rex’s cock had a slight upward curve that the ARC trooper’s didn’t. She could already imagine how good it’ll feel inside of her and the thought made her core tingle with pleasure.
“Everything okay?”, the Captain asked.
“Yeah, sorry. I just didn’t expect it to be different”, she explained.
Rex looked confused for a second before making the connection. “Umm, that’s good to know, I guess”.
“Sorry, I didn’t mean to bring that up. My brain isn’t really working with you looking so…”, she gestured to his body, failing to find the words she wanted.
“Yeah, right”, he snorted, getting back on the bed and caging her in.
“I mean it Rex”, she insisted, her hands trailing over his chest. “You are gorgeous”.
“If you say so, cyare”, he chuckled, lips meeting hers again.
He lowered his body onto hers, bracing himself on his left elbow as the other hand groped her breast, before sliding down her abdomen. His fingers ghosted over her skin, leaving goosebumps in their wake.
“You’re so soft”, Rex said. His hand continued moving down, slipping under the fabric of her panties, calloused fingers gliding through her folds. “And so wet for me”, he added, a smirk tugging at the corners of his lips.
Lexie closed her eyes and let out a deep breath at the contact with her sensitive core. It was finally happening, just like in her dreams. She felt a finger tease her entrance and then slowly sinking inside of her and she hummed with pleasure. Rex’s finger moved unhurriedly in and out a few times before he removed his hand from her core, making Lexie let out a disappointed whine. She opened her eyes and was about to protest, only to see Rex lift his hand to his lips, sucking the finger clean. The sinful image shot a wave of pleasure through her whole body, making her walls clench around nothing.
“You taste so much better than I imagined”, he said in a strained voice.
“Could you please stop teasing and just fuck me already, Captain?”, Lexie pleaded in a needy tone.
His eyes darkened at the use of his rank and Lexie could not supress a smirk. Oh, he liked that. In one swift motion he took off her underwear, throwing it somewhere on the floor, before he lunged at her, kissing her hungrily. Lexie wrapped her arms around his neck, pulling him closer to her. He dragged the tip of his cock through her folds, a low grunt escaping his lips at the warm feeling.
“Do we need uhh…?”, he asked quietly.
“I have an implant”, Lexie informed him.
Rex nodded and looked into her eyes as he positioned himself at her entrance. He wanted this so much, it was taking all his will power not to slam into her.
“You’re sure you want-”, he tried to double-check.
“Do I need to give you a direct order, trooper?”, she asked teasingly.
“I don’t think I’d hate that”, Rex replied with a chuckle after a brief consideration.
Lexie raised her eyebrows and bit her lower lip before focusing on putting on a determined expression. “Captain, I want you inside of me. Now!”, she said with as much authority as she could muster in the moment.
“Sir, yes Sir”, he replied in a teasing tone, following the order and inserting himself into her. How she would keep a straight face the next time he addressed her like that in the field or in a briefing, she had no clue.
Lexie closed her eyes as she felt him slowly sink to the hilt into her. The stretch was a little painful at first as he gradually pulled almost all the way out and then slid back in. Rex was gentle, moving slowly, holding himself back as he waited for her to adjust.
“Kriff, you’re so tight”, he breathed.
Lexie wrapped one of her legs around his waist and sighed. His hips started moving a bit faster, encouraged by the small moans of pleasure Lexie let out. The pain was now gone and the feel of his cock inside of her was intoxicating. She pulled him closer to her and Rex lowered himself to his elbows, resting his forehead on hers. Lexie’s fingernails were digging in the skin of his back as his thrusts were picking up speed. His lips found hers again, kissing her with passion. The sound of skin slapping against skin was echoing through the room, being occasionally interrupted by moans and low grunts.
Rex grabbed one of her knees, moving her leg up to her chest. The new angle allowed him to hit a spot that had Lexie seeing stars and she cried out his name. Rex cursed under his breath as her walls clenched around his cock and thrust harder and faster into her. She fumbled for his hand and guided it to her throat. The Captain’s brows briefly shot up in surprise before a smirk appeared on his face and he squeezed the sides of her neck, careful not to put pressure on her windpipe.
“Rex”, she cried out again as her muscles tensed, her orgasm taking hold of her body and overwhelming her senses. Her heart was beating fast and she looked deep into his beautiful honey-coloured eyes. The pleasure was so intense, without realising she reached through the Force, her mind entangling with his.
“Kriff, what… are you doing that?” Rex struggled to ask as he felt a pleasure that wasn’t his own wash over him.
The feeling was so powerful that he could not hold off any longer and his cum spilled inside of her with the next sloppy thrust, his head then falling to the crook of Lexie’s neck. Her arms wrapped tightly around his shaking body, one of her hands gently caressing over the short hair on the back of his head. The Captain stayed there for a few moments, breathing as heavily as Lexie. He then slowly pulled out of her and kissed her collarbone before falling to the side.
“How...”, he tried to say between panting for air, “how did you do that?” His hand swiped over his face, still trying to process what was probably the best orgasm of his life.
“I don't know. It's never happened before”, she said, still a little dazed as she was coming down from their intertwined highs.
“I'll take that as a compliment”, he chuckled.
“You should”, she said matching his tone of voice. “You didn’t mind, did you?”.
“No, it was… it was amazing”. Rex looked at her, eyes full of reverence. "You were perfect, cyare".
Lexie turned to her side so that she could fully face him and cupped his face with her hand. The Captain placed a hand on her waist, pulling her closer. She captured his lips in a gentle kiss before placing a small peck on the tip of his nose and Rex let out a small laugh at the cute gesture. The two stared into each other’s eyes for a few moments, enjoying the comfortable silence.
Lexie could still sense his emotions, and she felt the worry return, growing and twisting in his mind. She quickly got up before he could say anything and went into the fresher to clean herself and take what was left of her makeup off, trying her hardest to keep her own anxieties at bay. There was no coming back from this.
She was relieved to see Rex was still in her bed when she was finished, and she walked over to where her belongings had been stored, grabbing her pink nightshirt with tookas and pulling it on.
“What?”, she asked as she walked back to the bed, noticing the smile on Rex’s face.
“I really like that nightshirt. You look so cute in it”, he replied.
"Yeah?", she asked with a smile.
"Yeah... I'm surprised you didn't notice the way I was staring at you that first night I saw you in it", he chuckled.
Lexie blushed and jumped into bed, snuggling into Rex’s side, her head resting on his chest. He wrapped his arms around her, fingers absentmindedly tracing patterns on her hip. She had forgotten how safe she felt in his arms. She wasn’t sure what would happen the next day, they had crossed a line they couldn’t uncross and they would have to talk about it eventually. But at least for tonight she was happy, genuinely, truly happy. Rex placed a soft kiss to the top of her head and gently stroked her still damp hair until she drifted off to sleep.
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I don't know if I'll actually get to draw anything for let sans rest day (which is today), but I can at least think of a few prompts that fit the bill. Feel free to use them and tag me if you do, I'd like to see :>
Some prompts aren't so much about sans resting as they are about him having fun, but I think that's still in the spirit of the day! Some are more suited for a post-true pacifist Sans on the surface, but others work for just about any setting. So without further ado, here's a list of things sans would much rather be doing literally all the time:
Napping on the couch, someone's put a blanket on him, a classic
Variation on previous, napping on the couch with one or more of his friends piled around him, also a classic
Chilling on a park bench--he could be reading, feeding hot dogs to pigeons, watching his friends play a game, or just vibing
reading, location unspecified--car magazines, food magazines, physics and astronomy books, sci-fi novels--whatever seems fitting
At a party just sipping a drink watching everyone else have fun, possibly adding commentary
Breakfast in bed! The degree of success is up to you
Trying a new food/revisiting an old favorite
Related, going to a restaurant with his friends
Frisk constructs a blanket nest around him, he's trapped forever now
setting up/pulling off a prank
Being a soundboard for toriel--coming up with new puns, helping her plan an event, or policy in timelines where she's queen
He goes to a cat cafe and becomes buried in cats
the group goes to a pool and sans spends all his time chilling in 1 of 3 places: the lazy river, the hot tub, or the bottom of the main pool (because bones sink).
Papyrus or Toriel gets him the perfect pun shirt, OR finds him a new, incredibly comfy hoodie
He attends a lecture or watches a documentary about astrophysics, comes home the most excited papyrus can remember in a long time
Similar theme, he and alphys go be science nerds at a museum together
He and papyrus go for a scenic drive
He relaxes overlooking some beautiful landscape, either in the underground or on the surface
Stargazing!!!
Anyway, this is hardly an exhaustive list bit it's all I have time for atm, so I hope you enjoy!
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