#not tagging anyone

[daffi-990]

Eddie says he’s looking at houses in El Paso and Buck is fine.

He sits down on the couch with Eddie as the realtor shows them houses and is fine.

He goes home and downs half a bottle of tequila, but he was just having trouble sleeping so it’s fine.

He goes to work, smiles and laughs with the team but he feels like there is a pit in his stomach, which is strange because he’s fine.

Maybe he’s getting sick.

Eddie rents a place in El Paso and Buck offers to help him pack, because that’s what Eddie needs and Buck is fine.

He drops Eddie off at the airport and suddenly he’s 26 and watching his first love walk away.

They hug goodbye, the embrace lingering much longer than a normal hug.

But it isn’t a normal hug, it’s a goodbye hug.

“This isn’t goodbye, okay? I’ll be back with Chris.”

Buck wants to ask when. Wants to be selfish and drop to his knees and beg Eddie to stay.

Instead he says “text me when you land” and then watches as Eddie disappears into the terminal, going where Buck can’t follow.

He leaves the airport feeling numb, driving home in a daze, like his body is on autopilot. It’s not until he turns off the jeep that he realises where home is.

Eddie’s house.

His hands shake as he pulls out his key and unlocks the door. 

The house feels empty. Most of the furniture is still there, but the magic that makes the house feel like home is gone.

Packed up with the man that Buck is realising too late is the love of his life.

He sits down heavily on the couch, the soft cushions doing nothing to comfort him.

Half his heart left 4 months ago and the other half just followed.

Buck takes a deep breath and breaks.

He’s not fine.

[kindly-whisper-norbury]

I wasn't tagged, but I wanna do it! Also, I'm adding a twist by posting pictures of the items!

[vnknowcrow]

I only have like 3 mutuals who see my posts, it's embarrassing

[medtech-mara]

Share the last six lines of any of your WIPs.

I was tagged by @kdval forever ago. I'm just horrible at seeing these.. for some reason. Half the time I don't even think I get notified.

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR INCLUDING ME~ It means the world to me.

Sometimes, on rare occasions, she’d caught Jack looking at her, in such a way, that would ignite passion for him, her heart fluttering every time she’d replay the recording.  “You have reached your daily limit, please consider subscribing to–” The automated message began to play as the water cut off, snapping Mara out of her train of thought, passively glancing at the time displayed on her wrist by a halo-projector. 6:01.  Gotta Run. 

This is from my novel TARGETED AD I'm slowly working on. I finally settled on how to start it, and this is what I had last wrote. I was really having a hard time trying to explain how Jack and Mara feel about each other, without over complicating it, because as complicated as their situation was/is (timeline depending), How do you cram so much history without saying too much about it? I figured that might be a short and sweet way to introduce how each other feel without going on.

The transition to the next scene, honestly, I love using ad's to interrupt moments, I just love using ads. I feel like all my best work has been done using ads. It really sells the world for me, when I read details like that; I love establishing her routine right from the start too, I feel like it tells a lot about who Mara is deep down, well... Before things got complicated with Merc life.

While the projector displaying the time onto Mara's wrist might be a bit of artifact of times long passed, I think she was influenced by all those dusty movies she'd ripped from some shards passed around over the years.

I am still not sold on how that projector works, I am trying to leave that a little less ambiguous til later, when it has its time to be discussed more in-depth through literature.

[swingset-au]

[reestallized]

Doodles

[matthewliberatore]

[kari-go]

Any other ML characters aside from Adrien and Rose that you don't care about?

Ivan, Mylene, Alix, Nathaniel, Sabrina, Max,, Nathalie, Gabriel, Tomoe oh, and Mireille I guess, forgot about her lol mayyybe Lila and Kim too

this was kinda difficult? because like, what do i count as 'don't care' y'know. because sometimes I just forget and I do think there could be something interesting done with them. I like the different personalities and there's potential with them. They just. didn't make that much of an impact on me ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

(there's also just too many people, we've got three main people, who all have at least one kwami with them so that's another three, there's also just Alya, Chloe, Kagami, the other kwamis, there's like 7 of them.. also just people like Lila, Blanche, Arthur, Luka, Juleka, Aurore, Nino, Marc,,,, there's just a lot)

it is truly 'I don't care' with Adrien though. The concept is very interesting, just executed very poorly

!!This doesn't mean that they're being removed from the story!!

I'm probably just not gonna focus on them that much when there are many other characters that are more important to me and the story

[anditendshowyoudexpect]

stole this one from @ladydisdainblog

Rules: without naming them, post 10 gifs of your favorite TV shows

so, in the order of "oh yeah there's also this one", at the risk of offending a good dozen of other favorites

no surprises or particular obscurities here

[bbybearcubbs]

Any of my moots see this, I'm here, I'm online, I'm just not interacting. I don't have the mental energy too right now. I feel bad cause I see your responses to my asks(before emotions mental health happened) and I wanna rant and rave about how great your stories are but I can't do it right now. Sorry to all of you, but I'm here, I'm doing...okay, this happens often and it'll be over in a few days...hopefully this time. So don't worry or anything okay?

[torisprlng]

still the same mess of a blog & still tracking #tuserpris 💜 but i’ll be back with my beloved wednesday url in about a month 😝

[lesbiangabriellle]

✨tag games ✨

was tagged by @majoris thank you, darling <3

Are you named after anyone? i'm named after a very popular brazilian song from the 80s

When was the last you cried? hmm, i don't remember ??? so it's probably been a while. need to schedule a good crying session lmao

Do you have kids? no

What sports do you play/have you played? i used to dance but now where's the time?!

Do you use sarcasm? every day

What is the first thing you notice about people? if they smell good haha

What is your eye color? brown

Scary movies or happy endings? scary movies all the way. but tbh i just love a good well told story (i'm special like that lol)

Any talents? i do think i'm a very good teacher, so teaching haha

Where were you born? hospital ?????? (love the answer, @majoris !!! i'm keeping it)

What are your hobbies? reading, watching lesbians fall in love, baking

Do you have any pets? yes!! a very cute dog

How tall are you? 1,56m

Favorite subject at school? literature!!!

Dream job? ? i do not dream of work

[elizabeth-kathleen]

The rules are simple: go to pinterest, search "your name + core," post six pictures. Then tag six people.

I was tagged by @littlehoneybat and I'm only posting this a week and a half late and in the wrong format

[5-point-2]

dnd night doodles yippee

[medtech-mara]

Quick WIPS gab sesh.

Currently working on revamping characters. Hopefully settling on their overall looks.

2077

Mara- will be getting some cyberware added, though only minor. Minus a couple things I’m overall happy with her design.

V3AH- she is also getting new cyberware. We LOVED the chrome cyberarms, but we didn’t love the clipping. So she’s getting something else in the mean time.

Emma Adams - Considering a whole rebuild for her! I’m just not sure what yet.

Writing

I’ve actually started on something, I’m not happy with it, I think I wanna go back to the drawing board. Starting the story is always the hardest, I know the story I wanna tell, but I just can’t for the life of me figure out how to start the damn thing.

Modding

I’m actually about to start making some custom radios. I’m thinking first should be a KPop one, I know not many in this circle care for KPop, but I’ma freak for it, so keep an eye out for my mega link if you are interested. DM for requests.

Personal

I’m actually about to move at the beginning of April, I’m finally going to ✨Chicago ✨. So won’t be insanely active, as if anyone would miss me. Lmao. Anyway. That’s all.

Also I’ve been studying Spanish for 25 weeks and I think that’s neat.

[virdemption]

Super Monkey Ball as gag clothes in my Pinterest board of gag clothes

Might draw these soon :3

Jam

Jet

Yanyan

Gongon

F-Gongon

W-Meemee

Aiai

P-Yanyan

Baby