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Toda nomenclatura traba

la azul enredadera

cuyos brotes demuestran

que el silencio es un verbo.

Roberto Juarroz, Undécima poesía vertical IV-7

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this is like the finale of Slings & Arrows

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this is not burying your gays, this is burying your gays alive jfc

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Occidentali's Karma came up on my mega shuffle, i googled the half-forgotten lyrics to sing along. i also came across an article that said something something "the 34-year-old Italian" and i was like SHUT UP 34 Y/O THERE'S NO WAY HE'S YOUNGER THAN ME and guess what

2017 was seven years ago

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Sch.'s absence in the house is much like the absence of windows and clocks in casinos: i stay up even later than usual and keep trying to spend more money than i should

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i don't know what it is about my left hand that makes me favor it every time i play anything me vs myself

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LEATHER JACKET AND SAD BLUE EYES 😭

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for the longest time i giggled listening to the credits, imagining haystacks in an art gallery. or a gallery made of hay. at some point i went on the Big Finish site but that didn't stop it

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every year that passes is another year that Rivers of London isn't made into a TV series with Paul McGann as Thomas “oh, was that your tiger tank?” Nightingale, and it's killing me, it's just killing me

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oh so that's where Liv's Tania is from

this is what i get for listening out of order

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it really is ultra tiny

we'll see about epic

Sch.: wow, a game that doesn't take two tables to play

me: *splutters in outrage pointing at all the Button Shy wallets and small box games stashed all over the shelves*

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well the Syndicate has won

...

i, um, realize how it sounds these days, no, that was just a game of Legendary Encounters: The X-Files

hopefully

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two plays in as many days

is it raining? no, i'm just crying

(i love playing solo, i said, but i would love it if you played something with me too

and last night, when you looked up from the board and said, "LET'S GO AGAIN", there was a maniacal twinkle in your eyes, and i thought, welp i did this to myself, and then i thought, oh no we're never leaving this hotel room are we help help

as if that wasn't enough, i went full on nerd on him at lunch today because red wine+encouraged enthusiasm. what are you doing, whispered a voice in my head, you just got him where you wanted him you'll scare him off. oh shut up, silly voice in my head, i laughed, what is he going to do, divorce me? mwahahaha NOW THE THING ABOUT DECK BUILDING IS)

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woke up with Se a Vida É by Pet Shop Boys (who ever taught these boys foreign languages btw?) playing loudly and proudly in my head and almost yelled at Sch. wtf and to please stop the madness. oh my beautiful mind what kind of fuckery are you up to today

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i say give So Hee to the kalguksu dad

i say give all the kids to the kalguksu dad

like, all the kids

ALL the kids

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now if that doesn't remind me of the other three idiots, an American-Joseon man, a Japanese-Joseon man and a handsome Joseon man

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no singing while you're eating, repeat after me, no singing while you're eating crumbly foods and also have a mother of a cough