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okay, i don't think the last two episodes will do anything to change my opinion, and i'll be too lazy to make an effort then anyway
Beyond the Bar hooked me the best way a show can hook me, with an actor i like and with a whip smart heroine
unfortunately after a while it became clear that if i continued to see it as a legal drama, i would look like a crazy person arguing with fictional people on the screen. most of what happens in that courthouse is melodrama - this is not to say i was never moved by the stories and the speeches, i actually was, pretty much every single time, even despite the occasional overacting, but it was jarring to see opposing counsels and prosecution being mostly decorative and not responding to glaring plot holes
then we have Hyo Min's underutilized fellow first-year associates. i know this was never supposed to be an ensemble drama, but until the latest pair of episodes all three of them existed in her world basically as the backdrop for her (and when they did not, they were literally sent out of town, that was kinda hilarious). so was her twin sister and her disability
then we have the second leads, who were so, so cute. until Jin Woo decided he was in a 2015 kdrama. Jin Woo, that's not how you make a woman with legitimate trust issues and low self-esteem trust you. oh well
i think i lost my train of thought now, so i will just jump right to the main course
what not only makes it all tolerable but actually makes me look forward to every new batch of episodes is, of course, the two main characters as individuals and the relationship between them. it may not be the saving grace of this drama but oh it is a grace nonetheless. and what a grace. the character work with these two has been excellent so far. not once did i have to ask myself, "but why did he/she do/say this?". somehow, with all the variety of content, i still find such thorough, thoughtful portraits of human beings refreshing - and it was also delightful to find (from talk show appearances) that the actors actually know and understand their characters so well, they both are so articulate too, it's a pleasure to listen to, i always respect solid work like that. the portrayal of their relationship, unlabeled, is chef's kiss. i can't help gushing about the maturity, the subtle development of it, the quiet comfort and trust they keep finding in each other, it is everything
listen, i am a diehard romantic, you have never heard from me nonsense like "this doesn't need romance", or "don't ruin this with romance", and you won't hear it from me this time (because it's bullshit, we're just too used to bad cliches and tropes - what we don't need is not romance but bad writing, make love not war ffs). but. i swear by all i hold dear, i will not cry and buy a plane ticket to Seoul to storm the JTBC building if nothing happens between these two despite all the narrative parallels and lingering looks. they can forever exist in this delicious nebulous state where they are a mentor and a mentee, she definitely has a crush on him and he maybe is starting to see her as more than a protege or maybe he isn't, maybe it's just a trick of the light, and they might or might not do something about it. whatever their relationship is going to look like in the future, i know they are going to continue to be adults and absolutely lovely about it. this is not a romance drama, but this is a love story. all the shapes. all the colors.
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that was silly of me
well, we'll always have Haenam
OHHH is this going to be my new Racket Boys 😍
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it's amazing that i have only now realized that Oh Na Ra and Park Hae Joon are playing exes again, much AU, very OOC

윤상원은 금기어가 아니다
윤상원은 우리��� 추억이다
fuck made myself cry again
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Sch. has been watching Star Trek TOS and there's this annoying monotonous warbling sound always playing on the bridge there idk if it's a sonar ping or something else, and whenever my brain isn't distracted enough it wants to leave my skull 😂
i have only myself to blame, he was looking for something to watch after rewatching the J.J. Abrams movies, and it was me who said, well why don't you just watch the whole thing from the beginning, you love old sci-fi shit, you love Babylon 5, i'm sure you'll love this too
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my favorite art in the game might be Fichtner and Sevro tho

it's not like i didn't know it was coming 😭

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it's not like i didn't know it was coming 😭

#gotta say tho it was pretty funny to see proctor mercury again#red rising#morning star#ragnar volarus#shit i'm suddenly almost done#ohh but then there's also the audio of sons of ares#gotta get on that
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i have all of Bluey on my phone, i am ready for anything life might throw at me, at any given moment. as long as it doesn't break my phone, that is.
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Fantastic Four (2025) #2
#fantastic four#comic books#reed richards#sue storm#ryan north#humberto ramos#you move heaven and earth
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are we paupers or are we finders thiefers
#paupers' ladder#paul stapleton#bedsit games#board games#i'm ready for the expansion now#too bad moon towers is out of print#and won't be available on its own anymore#i guess i will have to get the compendium and end up with another copy of this cobbled isle 🙄#i don't think this will be a hard decision to make tho 😂#such an incredibly cozy game#i will always want more of it
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r r r r|r t y o I y o I y t|r r r r|r t y o I y o I y t|r r r r||r r r r
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i have taken to expressing excited surprise like Bluey
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time to step away from what doesn't kill me makes me angrier and
just
imagine myself a pauper with a chonky birb questing collecting gems slaying stuff etc working on their general upward mobility ya know
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i am somehow rereading Red Rising (listening to the Graphic Audio version) idk what the point is since i'm just going to forget everything again by the time the final book comes out
hopefully i will stop at the end of the first trilogy this time too
#red rising#shh i'm almost done with the first book#cassius has just declared blood feud#aww good times
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yeah i'm sure they didn't know what they were doing seating them together 😂
ARE SUPRIYA AND SHAWN SITTING BESIDE EACH OTHER AT THIS FYC PANEL OH MY DAYS
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i don't know what it is about Lee Sang Yeob but every time his character, be it a main character, a supporting one or a guest role, is squabbling with someone, he just. looks so. punchable 😂 it doesn't even matter whether he's a bona fide asshole or is just being annoying, and every time it really feels like it would be justified
#lee sang yeob#this is not to say i hate him#quite the opposite#but it's funny how i both rooted for his char in lovely boxer#and cheered for whoever was beating him up 😂#he has a small role in beyond the bar#but the moment ML grabbed him#and he made this face#this brazen weasel face he makes#and i was immediately like cookie punch him
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oh no, Song Young Kyu?
i don't know that i have ever seen him play... not a jerk, but he was always so good and had an unforgettable voice
#song young kyu#송영규#rip#i'm watching him in the winning try now#no idea what happened#but probably some bullshit as always#where the fuck does it stop#where is the fucking line
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hoy tiene día libre el dolor
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