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Also I have a Youtube Channel now??? It's just to post Animations and Speedpaints on for now so yeah!!
#in stars and time#isat#in stars and time siffrin#isat siffrin#isat mirabelle#isat odile#isat isabeau#isat bonnie#in stars and time isabeau#in stars and time mirabelle#in stars and time bonnie#in stars and time odile#in stars and time petronille#isat petronille#animation#asil and art#I'm so happy I was able to finish it before Siffrin's Birthday#posting it earlier because I know next week the tag will swallow this video which uhm will suck because#waves my hands around#this was a lot of work#been chipping away at this for 3 months and fixing it#if you see a mistake no you don't#anyway I hope they get home someday
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Um. Am I too late too the murder drones bus guys...
#murder drones#it looks bad because its a sketch leave me alone#n#n murder drones#n fanart#murder drones fanart#md#fanart#art#digital art#uzi is there too ig#uzi doorman#md uzi#n x uzi#kinda#like in one#uhm#sketch#i also suck at drawing drones go away#i refuse to fall into the bite me phrase.#why am i even tagging that
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As Jameson drives along through the night he passes various people walking, along with undead hordes passing through the woods by the road, as he watches them pass, suddenly he notices the car jerk as the two front tires start rapidly losing air.
He slams on the brake and stops the car, sighing to himself.
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BRUTUS pt.1!!
THIS IS A SONGFIC RAHHH
summary: uhoh yu jie go a lil’ cray-cray 🤪🤪🤪 lil peice of lore drop!!
ive been watching him for my entire life
“Oh what’s that!“ my younger brother squeals digging through my cupboard filled with stories.
I try to supress a grimace, as he rips out pages hazardly. I want to shout, to scream. But I know I’ll be punished.
i hate the air he breathes, his foolish decrees
He grins up at me light shining in his eyes. Oh how desperately I wish to put it out.
his words so contrived
“When I’m older I wanna be just like you Yu Jie!“ He says splattered in colorful paint, while Father ruffles his hair and whistles. and i hate the way the townspeople gather outside “Wow! This is a work of art!“ My mother gasps as she holds out my brothers newest work of trash. A bunch of scribbles is what it truly was.
they hang on every breath, cling to his chest “Yu Jie! How dare you make fun of your brother!“ My mother cries, I clench my fists as I look down at the ground. “Answer me!“ She raises her hand quickly, and I flinch. My first mistake. She narrows her eyes down at me before pinching my arm, “Listen here young lady, we do not disrespect our male relatives“ Tears streak my cheak as I try not to cry from her grip. She pinches tighter. “Do. I. Make. Myself. Clear.“ “...Yes Mother.“ home to his heart full of pride
“Awwwww... ʰᵃ́ᵒʸᵘ̀ this is a beautiful poem!“ Mother gushed over him while Father smoked a pipe and coughed all the smoke over the kitchen table.
’Why do I never get proper recognition? Just why?’
the oracle told him to beware the ides
He looks down clearly sad, I don’t care but Mother and Father would get on my case for not asking why.
“What’s wrong?“ I nudge him slightly wth my foot not wanting to get closer
“N-nothing...“
I narrow my eyes, he was always bad at hiding secrets.
and id be lying if i said i wasnt wishing
He giggles holding up a red toy, red.
Red was all I could see.
for untimely death or demise
“What do you mean Scarlett??“ I glare down at the girl trying so hard not to cry, creasing the newspaper almost causing rips in the paper.
Idiot. You can’t rely on anyone ever since the princess came to power...
“I- Well I just-“ She babbles on, I grimace and snatch it away from her and open it up.
He was on the front page.
I was not.
or am i wishing i could be like you
He grabs me by my ponytails and throws me in the cellar.
His beady eyes watching me.
Forever judging.
He wouldn’t do this to him.
Of course not! He’s the golden child after all...
that the people would see me too as a poet
’She ruffles my hair and looks down at me, the light shining in her eyes.’
’Oh how I ˡᵒᵛᵉᵈ my mother...’
’And oh how she ˡᵒᵛᵉᵈ me...’
and not just the muse
I woke up. Bedroom was as small and dusty as usual.
I should get a maid, but Mother only says ’dignified’ children get servants.
Then why does he have one?
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#yu jie#’my name is brutus and my name means heavy’ 🗣🗣🗣#twst yuu#is it obvious yu jie is from the victorian era/an actually disney inspired world while all my other yuus are NAWT#anyway yu jie has a SUCH a sense of self-loathing she’s beating leona#bro i started writing this in october...#bad writing#hans christen anderson#hans christian andersen#uhm does she harbor some kind of unchecked misogyny that comes from her family???#yes#RAHH I LOVE THIS SONG#twisted wonderland#twst#angst#(...kindaaa)#i think#bro i hate writing#its so fun but i think im about to cry#/nsrs btw#oh yu jie my little fucked up daughter...#part one bcs i was too tired to write the whole thing#srry broskis 😞😞😢😢😢#and uhm yu jie comes from a classist family#so she kind of sucks#writing#oc writing
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even if will had never sucked a dick before hannibal's, he'd never choke or gag. not even once. that man dry swallowed pills on the daily. not to mention the tube ear scene and he is dedicated and stubborn. you can't tell me he wouldn't deepthroat like a champ
#will graham#hannibal lecter#hannibal#hannibal nbc#nbc hannibal#this is indirectly alex's fault don't ask too many questions lmao#but i am right#throatgoat5000#the speaking clown#it is basically canon will is a primo at sucking#you cannot change my mind#sorry for uhm... just sorry
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“A Sudden Trial” (Trained) — Rui Kamishiro
#oh god uhm this SUCKS. Anon im so sorry i tried my best.#asher is trans… parent!#transparent#pjsk#project sekai#pjsk card#rui kamishiro#Never Give Up Cooking!#request
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they need to stop trying to make me sympathize with lestat like i'm supposed to feel sorry for that bitch??? I DON'T
#I DON'T FEEL BAD FOR LESTAT STOP#not louis apologizing and saying it wasn't on you#uhm gurl some of it definitely was what.#sorry but i enjoy evil lestat way more than poor innocent lestat and booooo evil armand#but i guess they're just pondering to their audience who all seem to suck that white man's dick#i'm sounding a bit mean rn because i actually do like lestat but this just felt. meh#to me#interview with the vampire#iwtv#lestat de lioncourt#iwtv spoilers
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Kipperlily Copperkettle analysis, this is a long one so click read more to read all of it.
Kipperlily Copperkettle. Halfling Rogue.
The Model Minority.
Her parents work good jobs, respectable jobs. One of them is a realtor, they are charismatic and good with words and they work hard. Hard for their family, hard to keep things in order. The other works in bastion city, away from home and with the council of chosen. A noble job, one that is met with praise and awards. It is a good job, a respectable job for the greater good.
Her family is good. Her family is picture perfect, with two parents and a kid and a white picket fence.
She must be perfect, for her sake, for her parents sake. Halflings are kind. Halflings are sweet. They get along with everyone. They are peacemakers, so much so that humans and elves could come and take solace from them. Years of bloody history and violence brews in her veins, and she is supposed to be complicit and smile and act kind. She does so for her parents sake, with a slicked back ponytail and a perfect uniform and a smile too big, too unnerving.
I’m sure people tried to dissuade her, telling her that she wouldn't find more comfort in something different? Maybe a job as a clerk or a secretary, or an artificer so she could help build things for people. She has her mind set though, with her nails digging into her palms to control the bitter rage that boils in her as she is only ever underestimated.
High school starts and it's supposed to be a new beginning. She will find her party, and she will make friends. And she does, sort of. The High Five heroes she calls them, setting herself up as the leader. She has to take control of everything. They don't really listen to her though. Oisin and Ivy are immediately their own little duo, as are Ruben and Lucy, although Lucy has made a point to include Kipperlily too, and Mary Ann just acts uninterested in everything thus far. She has to make sure everything is perfect. A fight happens during the first day of school. It results in two students death, and makes the principle commit murder suicide on both himself and the counselor in order to bring two students back. Maybe that's where it started, the jealousy and the burning hatred and the obsession. Maybe it started a little earlier that day, when Riz handed out his business cards, and Kipperlily took it. Saw his name, maybe even wanted to be friends at first. Maybe he was too busy with the case of missing penny luckstone, maybe he was too busy with the friends that seemed to care about him. Maybe Kipperlily was jealous that his party actually cared about him, whilst hers only tolerated her at best.
I think that's where it started. The jealousy, the obsession. Her anger got worse, nails digging into skin and drawing blood. She is just so angry. She has always been angry, rage and spite boiling in her blood. Her parents said she came into the world not crying but screaming, like existing in this very world hurt her. She studied him. She learnt everything about him as the year went on and she felt shame. Burning, red shame. She started seeing the new counselor in hopes of getting help. She knew this wasn't normal. She was just so angry and had nothing to do with all this rage and fury. So she talked about it, how she was jealous of him. How he got the perfect adventurers story, a dead dad and a party full of people who cared. Her parents were normal. They were perfect, blended in perfectly. They were kind and sweet and polite and possibly never home because they have busy jobs. Busy respectable jobs. They were respectable people and nothing more because the world would never allow them to be anything more.
One way or another, Porter hears of a halfling rogue with rage in her veins. One way or another he approaches her, tells her that he will help her. He sees her potential, he sees just how great she can be. Kipperlily believes him. She trains with him, learning from him, hooked on to every word of praise he gives her. She is special, she is meant for something great, this school is just unfair and hands out blatant favoritism and she has to stop it.
Kipperlily takes the rage star, lets it fall into her chest and every petty grudge, jealousy and dislike simply turns to wrath and hatred. She gets her party to join her too, leveling them up with the help of porter and jace. She kills them. She stands over their bodies as rage stars are forced onto their chests. As their corpses are violated and they are brought back just as angry as she has always been. Kipperlily feels no guilt, this is what she is meant to do Porter tells her. She is meant to bring greatness.
Lucy is the only one who doesn't come back. That hurts her, in a way different to anything she has ever felt. Lucy always had her back, always had her side when the party was ganging up on her. Lucy was the only one who understood what it was like to be put down and underestimated. But..she stayed dead. She decided being dead was better than being with her.
Kipperlily tries to move on but sorrow and rage just burn deep within her.
The rest is history. But one thing is clear, rage has always festered in the heart of Kipperlily, and when she tried to get help, when shame burned in her veins at how childish her rage and jealousy was, she was failed by the people she was supposed to trust. Her rage was used as a weapon, both against her and against others. She was told she would do great things, that she is special and her spite and jealousy was used in order to get her to do things had her teachers not failed her, maybe she wouldn't have done.
Kipperlily will forever have the blood of her friends, of her party members, on her hands. She will never get rid of that shame, it will stain her hands, it will stain her legacy. She is nothing more than a villain in the history books now, when in reality she was a teenage girl who was failed over, and over again. She was a teenage girl who felt rage, and felt ashamed of her rage because she was told she needed to be kind, complicit. A sweet halfling girl, something she never was and never will be.
#dimension 20#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#d20#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#kipperlilly copperkettle#kipperlily copperkettle#charactter analysis#the rat grinders#the bad kids#Riz Gukgak#porter cliffbreaker#lucy frostblade#ruben hopclap#oisin hakinvar#ivy embra#if this sucks sorry this was me just dumping all my thoughts on kipperlily onto a google doc#but yeah no uhm#i think im actually insane lol#kipperlily was an angry teenage girl#and everyone failed her#and its sad
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Lairos Aldwir aka Rook
#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#datv#da4#da veilguard#dav#my oc#lairos aldwir#I really wish there were more shorter hair options jfc#BioWare said ‘oh last game didn’t have long or Black hair options? what if that’s ALL you get this time?’#which is cool yes the technology is cool and the textures look amazing#but uhm what about a short hair option that isn’t some kind of buzz cut or mohawk#like some medium short hair or smth#BioWare the hair sucks I hate how he looks but the style I want doesn’t exist in the game
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here's that essay i accidently hyped up (sorry) on how fionna & cake did a poor job of concluding betty & simons characters + story in the final 2 episodes. sorry it is so insanely long. i don't know what my deal is. sometimes a show just does such a bad job of handling your favorite characters that you have to write 19k+ words complaining about it, i guess. im linking it as a pdf bc i DO NOT want to have 2 copy & paste this all over to tumblr & i kinda don't think tumblr would be happy with me making a post that long.
#if it sucks uhm. be nice to me pls ����👈#ik im very snarky & kinda harsh in this but like. i rlly dont usually share my thoughts on media like this much#im ok w hearing rebuttals btw. but also its not likley youll change my mind#im really happy other ppl enjoyed this ending (& also kinda jealous)#but i very definitely. dont like it#not just from a personal standpoint but in that#i just genuinely think the portrayal of simon & betty was done really poorly#things r bolded + theres random section titles that interupt the flow#bc even tho i wrote this much i do genuinely have reading comprehension issues#as in the actual definition of poor reading comprension. due to disability#not the tumblr thing where its for some reason used to mean ' bad at understanding media ' sometimes#oh yea also the font is big bc of this too#im nervou s abt this but too late now ig#fionna and cake spoilers#im not putting it in the tags its 4 the ppl who already know abt it#its emberassing that i wrote all this but i think its worse if i dont share it bc then i just. have it#mmmm..worst part is i dont even cover everything. i have MORE complaints#text
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Ian McKellen as Macbeth | Royal Shakespeare Company (1979)
#ian mckellen#macbeth#royal shakespeare company#here me out#this version is !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#astonishing#every single aspect#he's so good#and uhm so hot#last one like please help#(quality sucks ugh)#gifs*
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the worst part is i can't even say he's wrong. they certainly did figure out how to contribute the city by joining the wrgp. but like. this is one of those things where it literally does not make sense. this is insane levels of logic. "we're not sure how to contribute to the city. we think entering a magic the gathering tournament will help." like. imagine saying that fr when your parents ask what you're going to do after you graduate college. "idk. thought i'd play card games and figure it out, man"
#yugioh 5ds#yusei fudo#anya rewatches yugioh 5ds sub#i'm cackling over this#like dude you FUCKIN SAVED THE CITY#ushio calling this out too with like ''uhm. you guys kinda saved the city? you don't have to prove anything?''#and they never fully answer why they feel they have to prove something#they just do#arguably this implies an insane level of overachieving from yusei crow and jack#since they're not satisfied with JUST saving the city#but like. it does kinda suck that neither crow nor jack got to move on from playing card games with this set up?#yusei moves on to working on the moment - that works SO MUCH with this statement#and their statements made here#i suppose if you take jack's ''the team that wins will have glory'' statement at face value him continuing to do dueling also makes sense#but it also DOESN'T because like. he ALREADY HAD glory. he's the fuckin former king#this tournament changes nothing. he continues on as if he's still trying to reach it#and it just. there's a lot with jack's writing this season i WILL NOT get into#but oh my god jack atlas is a woman to me the way she was mishandled#and crow's... a lot of it falls so fuckin flat#the three boys were ROBBED but also yusei fully never gets to ever reclaim being a teenager#he ends the series forced into a role he never once indicated he wanted#following the footsteps of his father who he never once indicated he wanted to follow the footsteps of#yusei's character suffers because the show never bothers to address this constant hero complex he has#it's never confronted in any MEANINGFUL way like atem and judai's were#atem's hero complex cost him everything in the waking the dragons arc for example#and judai's led him straight down the path of becoming the supreme king#but for yusei? it's never like. deconstructed. ever.#and it feels like suuuuch a missed moment to go hey yusei. you do not have to be the hero of the city. you are a teenage boy.#what you have done for the city IS ENOUGH you do not owe your life to everyone
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stop telling people that voting doesn't matter stop it stop it
incremental change is frustrating and feels like it gets nothing done but it's how the american government works (for better or for worse) and if you get paralyzed by 'we need to revolt voting doesn't matter' that's one more effective vote for the fascists since it's one vote we lose.
I'd much rather have slow but tangible progress (or even just prevention of fascist progression) than everyone sitting around going 'let's wait for the revolution' when no revolution is likely to come while everything gets worse around us.
Obviously, still do whatever it is else to support the antifascist movement. Donate where you can (and do your research!) Go to protests if you feel safe doing so. But do all that AND vote.
#the fash got this prominent because they incrementally voted in worse and worse people until being horrible was normalized#we have to do that in reverse#SPLITTING THE VOTE DOES NOT WORK EITHER#50% DEMOCRAT VOTE GOING TO BIDEN AND 50% GOING TO BERNIE MEANS TRUMP OR WHOEVER WINS BECAUSE 100% OF REPUBLICANS WILL VOTE FOR HIM#AND YEAH. IT'S FRUSTRATING. I KNOW. IT SUCKS.#and some ostensibly blue politicians kinda suck#(which means. vote in primaries so we get someone who doesn't kinda suck)#BUT FOR THE LOVE OF GOD VOTE#antifascist#tw politics#conservatives don't touch this post#let's play a fun game of will this get me shadowbanned#(if it does. uhm. can someone tell me how to appeal it)#serious post
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Puzzlevison screenshot redraw!! On paper!! With water color!! Wahoo!!
I don’t have much credible experience with coloring traditional art—usually just doodling or sketching in my spare time for fun. But I’ve wanted to try expanding the different mediums I use and letting myself learn from them. It’s a nice change of pace and allows me to take a step back from responsibilities. And I’ve needed an excuse to keep working in this sketchbook so here we are!! I think in the end of this I might’ve treated the watercolors too similar to acrylic paints lol. Ah oh well all part of the ✨learning experience ✨
Also here have some goofy work behind-the-scenes progress photos
#uhm okay so this isn’t technically for the whole ‘Puzzle’s First Model Appearance/Debut’ thing but—#now I just kinda feel bad for not doing anything to join in on the celebration#THE GUILT AND FOMO IS GETTING TO ME BIG TIME NOOOO#so guess we can last minute act like this is also for that?? yay??? :’)#man I’m such a looser I suck /hj#where did I go wrong in life to be mentally aware it’s my comfort characters debut day but also not do a damn thing about it#y-yeah it’s fine I’m so fine don’t worry about it I’ll just lie awake in bed contemplating#maybe reenact that scene where he’s sobbing in the corner of the pizzeria#also YES I know I got lazy with the SMG4 cast not putting skin color or leveling out the white <<#and also giving up on the Puzzle pattern halfway through#and there’s probably a likelihood no one even noticed until I exposed myself#BUT YOU WILL NOTICE MY FLAWS BECAUSE THEY HAUNT ME GAZE UPON MY DEMONS /J#generally I think I did okay tho :3#hplonesome art#Puzzlevison redraw#Puzzlevison screenshot redraw#Puzzlevison smg4#smg4 Puzzlevison
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I can still make this joke its not too late
I ABSOLUTELY DON'T REMEMBER IF ITS BEEN DONE BEFORE BTW if it is uhm. Whoops
#i love using those two fonts#id use the actual ones but it was a lot of bother uhm. yea#okay i forgot what else i was gonna say but WHATEVER!#undertale#sans#..how do i tag for undertale#ut#papyrus#ut sans#ut papyrus#gaster#wd gaster#ut gaster#.#......what else#shitpost#arted#by the way ignore gasters hands it sucked so bad drawing them
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Uh
#the tapestry mspfa#[my art]#obviously referencing Christina’s World by Andrew Wyeth#it’s a pretty famous painting I feel like everybody knows abt it but just in case#uhm I’m still relatively new to digital painting so I still suck#but I’m learning!!#so yeah I tried my best and I like some parts and really dislike others#but there’s always a next time wheee
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