#uhhh vent over

[pinelews]

mini houštiny update

stránky snad budu mít buď dneska nebo příští týden hotový (zpoždění://)

příští týden určo půjde komiks do tisku

budeme mít ale ve středu maturák, tak to bude dost šílený

v úterý jsem dělal sítotisk:] viz foto motivu co se pak vysvěcoval:], pak sem hodím i nějaký foto textilu až budu mít hezký fotky

budu ještě dělat plyšáka hvězdy a plakát (snad risografií!!)

mini houštiny update over, pak dam asi vedet az se pujdou tisknout strany atd

[cepheusgalaxy]

it just makes me want to curl into a ball and cry

[uzi-x33]

i have to go back to school on Thursday I’m gonna pull a dazai i actually can’t chat. i hate school. like, actually hate it so much.

[surpriserose]

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[soupercreeper]

can’t we be something more?

realized that acrylics were fun to work with and made a little vent piece just to get some emotions out on paper

[soona-kit]

honestly i wish people could realize how much this first skypainting event really means to me

[zombiemackerel]

Currently trying to live with the crippling fact that I will never be a man one day and that I am stuck being a girl forever like I won't just be able to live another life as a dude, but I'm doing it in a cool way!!!

[kxynhhx]

ok maybe this is why I don't think much abt self-shipping when I'm in a bad state of mind

[nomadiisms]

;; realizing how much i've changed as a person since i first made that promo post and have become terrified of annoying people to the point of just acting reserved all the time instead of acting excited

[the-king-of-lemons]

,,

[noramoons]

i live

[mlm-blues]

godh i am just. completely hopeless at friendships lol i just cannot seem to keep them idk what im doing wrong

[greenfiredragonfly]

....i'm like super tired of being depressed, you know? i'm just fucking sick of it. like, hello?? i'm literally the happiest i've been in years, right now. fuck off. i don't want to have trouble finding the will to get out of bed in the morning. i don't want to constantly daydream about hurting myself whenever my brain's not busy. i don't. I don't want to want to.

and gosh, i do not want to feel like my chest has been hollowed out whenever i'm by myself. ...i don't want to be scared to look at my own future all the time.

[pastelprince18]

22 and 23?

22.

1. You have been their first me for a long time that I never thought I needed you this much up to this very day, and I love that you are still with me..

2.we laughed and cried over stupid dumb shit but my god it was so worth it being on calls with you at night, and I hope to do more since I miss hearing you talk,,,I know you’re busy or your sleep schedule is wonky or even when you go back to college in 2 months…it won’t be the same when you’re not around

3. I hope some day our creations will become a real thing for everyone to see and how much developed ment we done, let’s hope I don’t get side track <:3 thanks for being patient with me 

23.

1. You caused me nothing but anxiety, making not step on eggshells when we were friends since you would be a dick over my opinions on stuff you say or when I stand up for myself. Sending me stupid memes as I’m unsure if you’re okay or you’re pissed off at me

2. You made me want to off myself that night last year cause you let you mental health get the best of you and jump into conclusions that summer night . You’ve done this too fucking much to where I was done and tired, I’ve seen it all before and at first yes we were young and dumb but this…no I can’t do anymore…

3. I don’t care if you’re sorry…you’ve hurt me again and made think I’m a shitty person and friend…to others maybe not but cause of you I’m back to thinking If I am just a shitty person, don’t even think I forgot what you told me “you’ll be alone” “nobody would wanna stick with you” fuck you and I hope you get help….

[somelazyassartist]

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[comfortlesshurt]

shhh, I know I talk about my children too much. but you can't stop my love

forgot to include this at first, whoops, but I also added a little daily par tracker so I can see it all in one place! there's a separate sheet where i update my word count every time i think about it, and then this table uses a vlookup to find the most recent word count and show it as a percent and a daily par to finish by the listed due date. (the par column compares between the overall goal and the subgoal and lists whichever par is higher between the two)