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greenfiredragonfly · 1 year

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....i'm like super tired of being depressed, you know? i'm just fucking sick of it. like, hello?? i'm literally the happiest i've been in years, right now. fuck off. i don't want to have trouble finding the will to get out of bed in the morning. i don't want to constantly daydream about hurting myself whenever my brain's not busy. i don't. I don't want to want to.

and gosh, i do not want to feel like my chest has been hollowed out whenever i'm by myself. ...i don't want to be scared to look at my own future all the time.

#personal #ughh emotions #it's depression baybeeeyyy #love it love it 🙃#vent #vent post #uhhh what else so people can filter this out .?#idk #sorry #lmao unfortunately the idea self harm got stuck in my head again a while back and I've been having trouble shaking it loose #can't get it out of my brain haha #like i really really want to #so i just keep finding excuses to put it off--do it later you can't do it now--over and over so hopefully i do it never #¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯#weeeeeee!! i love my brain and i love being alive!!!

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