#ughhhhhh I'm gonna die

[heartshattering]

they should invent a nighttime that doesn't make OCD worse

[misteria247]

I'VE GOT TO WAIT FOR PART TWO OF URUSEI YATSURA TILL 2024?!?!?

THIS IS GONNA BE A BITCH OF A WAIT FUCK

[truecorvid]

starting to suspect that i am not very good at engaging in open/honest/non judgmental conversations on the internet actually

[the-scungles-of-crungles]

Uuuuuuuuuu

Uuuggghhgdgdhshshhh

Hhhhhhghhhhhhhhhhhhh. H.....hggshdhhdhfhhfhthfhfhfhfhhfghghgh.....,,,,,m.,,,,,,,,,,jhggffgg dgdggfhggghhhh

[taiyaakii]

⋆. 𐙚 ˚ Lemon boy pt 2 ! . . . ( 西村力 )

01. Style 운명 . story 02. CONTAINS: Angst, miscommunication, crack (kinda), comfort, riki's a wee bit whipped, and fluff ! 03. wc ! 1,411 04. Part 1 05. Lemon boy - Cavetown 06. Note: The writing style might be kinda weird.. I tried to write it as niki's thoughts !

Why she had been so keen on being his friend, he didn't completely get.

She was sweet, like strawberries. She was much too sweet for Riki, and everyone knew it, but that didn't stop him from trusting her, plus he liked strawberries

-

I enjoyed her company, but it was annoying at first.

Not annoying, it wasn't annoying, I didn't mean that.

It was just weird. She showed up out of nowhere, tried to be my friend and when I tried to show that I wasn't interested she didn't give up.

She followed me around, sat with me at lunch, talked non-stop. It was weird, she's weird.

What's weirder is iv grown to like her.

"But soon his bittersweet started to rub off on me You'd think smelling like lemon zest would be pretty neat I found out that my friends are more of the savoury type, and they weren't too keen on compromising with a nice lemon pie"

Her friends have started avoiding her, I don't think she knows I noticed

It's kinda hard not to when her smiley demeanor is fading though

-

"Hey..." What better time to tell her than when were walking to class?

"Hi Riki!" Why does she smile at me so much? "Um... so I need to talk to you"

"Mmmm about?" Just rip the bandaid off Riki

"We can't be friends" She stopped in her tracks, turning around and bumping into my chest "What?"

God her voice sounded so small and broken, I can't do this

"I'm sorry..." Maybe speed walking off without a proper explanation why though wasn't the best move

"So Lemon Boy and me, we just gotta get along together I'll help him plant his seeds"

I know it was for the better but this kinda sucks man...

I mean she was the one person who cared for me and I just pushed her away?? uhhhhhhhhhhh I'm going to die

It didn't even do anything anyway, her friends are still avoiding her

God, I messed this up so bad... (sulky niki :<)

"And we'll mow the lawn in bad weather It's actually pretty easy being nice to a bitter boy like him"

It's been another week, she's started leaving choco milk's on my desk every morning

I hate it, I hate her, I hate that no matter what I do she just won't stop

But she's so cutttttteeeeeeeeuhhhhhhhhhh oh my god

-

Following right behind Riki, she appears

"Riki!" Maybe if I ignore her she'll go away

"Rikiiiii!!!" Hah haha hahahahaahah I'm so funny you're so funny Riki why'd you think that would work She started tugging on his shirt

"Riki! I'm just gonna keep at this you know, as long as i have too" I believe it "You can't get rid of me" Trust me i know

Maybe if i turn around really quickly she'll bump into me... that would be funny

Thump

Hey i was right it was funny

"What"

"Why are you ignoring me? Huh?" Maybe if I'm really mean to her she'll finally stop

Ohhhhh but her cute eyessss i cant i cant do this aughhhh (he's losing it... i think) cmon it's the best for her, just do it "Because i don't like you"

Ahhhhh she looks sad ahhihiwhfwfu I could've done that nicer... but then she wouldn't have taken the hinttttt ughhhhhh

"But you still smile at me from a distance?" Eh? What's she mean? Huh? Sorry? Can you repeat that? what?

"Uhh no I don't" "Yes you do Riki I'm not stupid, also you drink the choco milk every day... every day!! If you don't like me so much why don't you just throw it away?" Uh uh uh uh uh hhahahaha

"Not stupid? That's debatable" Ehhhhh it hurts my soul oh my god please don't take it seriously i love you please marry me I'm sorrryyyyy

Omg she's thinking for so long she took it seriously omgggg

"Now I see why you didn't have any friends before me" HUH HUUUUUUUUUUUUH??? THAT WAS SO MEAN? I MEAN I KNOW I WAS BEING MEAN BUT THAT WAS SO MEAN?

"Sorry, that was a joke I didn't mean it I swear" Oh nvm

She paused before sighing

"Do you actually hate me? Like genuinely" OMG the way her eyes are glossing over, this is fucked everything's fucked omg stop just staring at her.. reply stupid

"Yes" MF NO WHAT? OMG

oh my god i think she's gonna cry... I'm the worst person alive

This is why you had no friends you dumb bitch oh my god "I didn't mean that... seriously i didn't okay I'm so sorry" Pwease forgive me i might actually start crying and that would be embarrassing for the both of us please!!

Ugh don't look up at me like that it's only making it worseeee "You could've just told me awhile ago you know. I mean I know I'm annoying but you didn't have to make me think you liked having me around"

No love of my life nooooooooo "I don't! I mean it I promise, I just" Oh my god it's hard to think when she looks at me like that

"I just... I saw how your friends started avoiding you when you became friends with me so, I thought maybe, if I was mean enough to you, you'd stop being friends with me you know? Then you'd get your friends back..." PLEASE TAKE ME BACK (yall weren't dating in the first place?..)

"You don't have to lie to me Riki, I don't think you're a bad person like everyone said but this was mean you know" Even after everything, she still doesn't think I'm a bad person? Seriously? Oh my god she's crying and walking away

Do I yell for her? Tell her how much she means to me? Do I give her all the cash in my wallet? Everyone likes money right? No make it meaningful asshole jesus

"Hey!"

Yelling for her, she turned around again, eye's tired and watery as her slightly pink cheeks riddled with tears; Before he could stop himself he grabbed her wrist, leaned into her face, and kissed her

It was sweet, much sweeter than he was 5 minutes ago, it was soft, gentle, it was kind, and full of love. The exact opposite of everything he had been called in the last 4 years of high school, and it was because of you

Because of you, Riki felt happy for once, he felt like he had a true friend for the first time in forever, he just didn't mean to fall so in love with you over the months you guys were becoming friends

Pulling away he started to talk, maybe a little faster than she could comprehend

"I love you, like a lot, I'm sorry, I'm dumb okay, when I said I just wanted you to have your friends back i meant it, i don't want you to be ostracized because of me, you're my only friend and you mean the world to me! Seeing you upset because everyone was avoiding you, broke me, you know that? You're the sweetest, kindest, most beautiful soul ever, the last thing id want to do is hurt you. Okay?"

God she's so cute

Staring up at him she nodded slowly, sniffling her tears

"Don't cry okay? Please?"

Again she nodded as he wiped her tears

She's so beautiful, oh my god she's so beautiful

"I don't care about them Riki, i promise i don't! They barely talked to me before we became friend's anyway" The way she sniffles in between words is so cute oh my goooood please take my last name

"And I love you too okay? I do, so please, don't be mean to me again... I was kinda worried you really hated me" Oh my god

"I could never." Be smooth with this Riki... Lift her head up, look into her eyes annnnndddd kiss again

LETS GOOOO im so smooth and cool

"I love you" You already said that ... be more creative

"And i want you to beeeee" say it "Mineeee? please?"

AHH SHE'S GIGGLING oh my god.........

SHE NODDED LETS GOOO I WIN

Giggling again at the obvious pink that dusted Riki's cheeks, the two kissed again, and again, and a few more times after that, but in the end, he was okay with not having any friends, as long as he had her, he was perfectly okay.

"So I got myself a citrus friend"

@taiyaakii

Note: Sorry if this is bad or not what you guys' were hoping! Iv been busy and I just wanted to get it out 'cause I felt so bad for leaving you guys without a part 2 for so long, but I hope you guys like it ! ><

Taglist: @honey-bunnysweet @ririsreverie (sorry if you didn't want to be tagged but it is finally here ><)

[skitskatdacat63]

Ahhhhh I'm gonna gif Fernando's interview bcs he looks so pathetic and sopping wet(no bcs it legitimately hurt me), but at the same time, I'm going to die if it gets way more notes than the drawing I posted today UGHHHHHh. tumblr economy I hate you

[martian-astro10]

15,000 word assignment, bro what the fuck 😭😭😭, I'm gonna die, it's too much....I DON'T WANT TO...... UGHHHHHH.

atleast it's an individual assignment 🥹

[jeeyuns]

Hello! I’m really excited about your parallel universes WIP and need to watch everything everywhere. It’s been on my list for over a year. I was just wondering if you have fic recs for a related topic: time travel and time loops? For Buddie. Thank you. x

omg thank youuuu parallel universes are my JAM. i hate that i even put up that poll. now everyone chose laundry and taxes and i have to commit to writing this epic alongside bethlehem arghughg hghg ghhh. yes pleaseeee watch eeaao. i'm gonna try to make it make sense without having watched it but it's SUCH a good movie. watch it when you can and in the mood for a mind fuck

i LOVEEEE time loops and time travel! for buddie? ohhhh i GOT you:

burn the straw house down by @hoediaz

(buck gets stuck in time, has a break down and then, relatedly, a break through)

this might have been the second one i read ever with a time loop theme in the 911 fandom and oh boyyyy the emotions! you feel like you're going THROUGH it with buck, you're right there with him. and the breathless payoff at the end. YUMMM. love love LOVEEEE the reason given on how to break the time loop

Evan Buckley & The Coma-Verse of Madness by @cal-daisies-and-briars

(After being struck by lightning on a call, Buck experiences a plethora of alternate realities showing him different directions his life could have taken.)

soooo i also have to sneak in another parallel universes rec because this one is GOLD. it's more along the lines of Marvel's Dr. Strange and the book 'The Midnight Library by Matt Haig.' and it was just STUNNING. buck pov with moments ranging from confusion to bittersweet happiness to utter despair. the ending was mwah, mwah, chef's KISS. ughhh i love cal. wish they had a tumblr. i'll just scream in their ao3 comments it's ok. i'm ok i'm ok (THEY NOW HAVE A TUMBLR LET'S GOOOOOOO)

tomorrow will always and forever now be today (tomorrow is our always and forever) by @anxieteandbiscuits

(eddie gets trapped in a time loop on the day buck marries natalia)

sami is a MASTER at making you scream into your pillow at these two lovable idiots. and boyyyy did i want to just smash their faces together and make them work it out (sorry natalia babe) loosely inspired by the 'Palm Springs' time loop movie. it was just sooooo you HAVE TO have a box of tissues with you. she will eviscerate your heart with her words and MAKE you feel what eddie is going through UGHHHHHH

Benign Fatality by @ardenetoile

(Buck repeats days until he doesn't die in them, has an underdeveloped sense of self worth, and Eddie is the one who wants to step in with him.)

what a fantastic take on time loops! buck only repeats days when he's died. so there could be strings of days/weeks/months where he lives life like normal. and eddie gets brought into it at some point, or more like he shoulders his way in because it's EDDIE and he cares. ending was amazing too, author made it truly make sense! i am so intrigued about the background on buck's ability!

Being Eddie by @cal-daisies-and-briars

(When Eddie starts seeing a new therapist, he’s presented with the opportunity to revisit several days from his past and right regrets that still bother him.)

so this is my one time travel rec in this fandom. eddie goes through the time travel therapy process of the show 'Being Erica' and BOYYYYY does he. it's currently a WIP and i'm about to read ch16 of 20. Cal is fabulous with making you feel for every aspect of a character. they moved from the prior story of buck pov to this eddie pov with flawless precision and godddd i don't know what it is about their words. they are IMPACTFUL. i read a chapter and have to lean back and think through my feelings, like I'M getting therapized. what the fuck??????????????

the persistence of memory by @anxieteandbiscuits

(Buck gets shot, Eddie has to keep reliving the day until he can figure out what the universe is trying to tell him)

last but DEFINITELY not least is this one, my love. if i can imprint this on my heart, blood and papercuts and ripped out ribs and all, i WOULD. i will never have enough time or breath to speak on this fic. it was one of the first 3 fics i read in this fandom. and FUCKKKK did sami pull me in. i think i wasn't even caught up with the show but it DOESN'T matter. she set it after s4 and eddie goes throughhhh it on time loops. the beautiful prose, the sweeping emotions from eddie to buck. the 118 firefam ensemble comedy. the LOVE CONFESSIONS???? multiple????? each one made me teary and one made me outright cry. they were all different and they were all perfect on every iteration of the worst day of eddie's life. i sometimes turn over my pillow at 3 am and get a visceral flash of buck's shocked and bloody face when REDACTED REDACTED REDACTED and have to take a deep breath and rub my chest because sami did it AGAIN and my brain just likes me to remember these moments i've read and scanned into my brain apparently to play on loop

ANYWAY i got really excited. happy reading anon! thank you for letting me rant about the top 6 fics with these themes off the top of my head. <333

[princesshillaryellaworld25]

Shirozu, Rosie and Sunny tries the grimace shake

Rosie: Girls! Girls! Guess what I got!

Sunny SickHemps: Huh?

Shirozu: What is it?

Rosie: My mom bought us Mcdonald's

Sunny SickHemps: Oh sweet!

Shirozu: Yay! Mcdonalds!

Rosie: But I was thinking we do something different.

Sunny SickHemps: Oh uhhhh okay?

Shirozu: Hmm?

Rosie took out three purple milkshakes from the bag.

Sunny SickHemps: Uhhh Rosie, what are those purple milkshakes with whipped cream on top and why does the cup have the title "Happy birthday Grimace" on it?

Rosie: Well Sun Sun, These drinks are the new grimace shakes, I bought them so we can drink them to celebrate grimace's birthday!

Sunny SickHemps: but wasn't grimace's birthday like 7 months ago? Even so, you're too late

Rosie: I know that but I wanna all three of us to try it

Shirozu: Oooo, I wanna try it!

Sunny SickHemps: Uhhhh idk Rosie, I don't think this is a good idea

Rosie: Why not?

Sunny SickHemps: Cause I've seen a lot of people try the shake on tiktok and some mostly die from it...

Rosie: Oh please, they're just doing it for entertainment, besides Uncle Drugfriend told me that him and the others tried it so it's no big deal. (takes two the shakes and gives one to Shirozu) Here.

Shirozu: (takes the shake) Thank you.

Rosie: (gives the shake to Sunny) Come on, don't knock it till you try it.

Sunny SickHemps: Hmm......Okay, fine! But if anything bad happens, i'm holding you responsible!( takes the shake)

Rosie: yeah yeah yeah, alright, you two right?

Shirozu: Yeah!

Sunny SickHemps: Uh I guess I am....

Rosie: Okay! Here we go! *drinks the shake*

Shirozu: *drinks the shake*

Sunny SickHemps: (mind/feels unsettled) Oh....I have a bad feeling about this.....welp.....here comes the pain and suffering...*drinks the shakes*

Rosie: Mmm, it taste really good.

Shirozu: Yum Yum!

Sunny SickHemps: Hmmm......not gonna lie, it does taste good

Rosie: See I told you, nothing bad happened

Sunny SickHemps: I know but I still have a bad feeling about this

Rosie: Dude, its just a purple milkshake, what's the worse thing that could happened?

Later.....

Rosie and Sunny were holding buckets while throwing up from the grimace shake, Shirozu was still drinking theirs.

Rosie: *groans* My stomach.....*retches* Oh god *vomits* Ughhhhhh....

Sunny SickHemps: *vomits* I told you this would happened! *retches and vomits* Ughhhhh......my stomach.......

Rosie: *sighs* I guess this is my punishment for convincing you to try the grimace shake huh?

Sunny SickHemps: Ya think?

Rosie: *gags* Okay Okay, i learned my lesson.

Shirozu: *still drinking the shake*

Rosie and Sunny's jaws dropped as they see Shirozu still drinking the shake and not vomit from it.

Shirozu: What's wrong?

Rosie: How are you not vomiting from the shake?!

Shirozu: *shrugs their shoulders* idk but I think I like this drink.

Sunny SickHemps: I think Shirozu is the only one whose immune to the shake.

Rosie: Man....you're lucky-OH MY GOD!

Sunny SickHemps: What? What's wrong-OH MY GOD SHIROZU! YOUR EYES.....

Purple glowing tears were coming out from Shirozu's eyes, like lavender eyes.

Shirozu: Is there something wrong?

Sunny SickHemps: Uh.....Uh.....Nope, everything's fine, r-right Rosie?

Rosie: Y-Yep, everything's just fine, heh heh heh

Shirozu: Oh okay then *continues to drink the shake*

Sunny Sickhemps: (mind) Oh.....god this is bad....

Rosie: (mind) Oh crap.....Uncle Sick Boyfriend and Uncle Drugfriend are not gonna like this....

Fun fact: Shirozu is immune to the grimace shake, even though it gives them lavender type powers (the Lavender effect)

[ppdestroyer]

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Your life literally is as valuable as a summer ant. I'm just gonna stomp you, you're gonna keep coming back, I'm gonna seal up all my cracks, you're gonna keep coming back, why? Cause you keep smelling the syrup, you worthless bitchass ! You're gonna stay on my dick until you die. You serve no purpose in life, your purpose in life is to be on my stream sucking on my dick daily. Your purpose in life is to be in that chat blowing a dick daily. Your life is nothing, you serve ZERO purpose. You should kill yourself, NOW! And give somebody else a piece of that oxygen and ozone layer that's covered up so we can breathe inside this blue trapped bubble. Cause what are you here for? To worship me? Kill yourself! I mean that with a hundred percent with a thousand percent. You shall beg for mercy as i s l o w l y rub my GIANT SHLONG all over your body that is covered in cum and poo poo, also with pee pee

[borathae]

I just finished SA and I'm sobbing.

The last three ones were a masterpiece.

First off, the intricacies of the plot. Wow.

How did you manage to come up with it will be forever beyond me...

Second off my taetae 🥺.

Third off, YOONGIE BOONGIE OMGSHFAFAFAFAFFA.

I'm so happy to know their story now, cause I've read his drabbles but this just explains so much. He's like not even just her soulmate but like WHO SHE WAS MADE FOR!? Like 3000 years after he falls this deep, this is just afhdjksiebbdueb like their souls are one? And their smut had me teary eyed, especially the one before releasing tae i full on had tears streaming maybe I'm just also a little too sensitive and might look crazy to some of your followers, but i said it before, nothing gets me more than that we're the only ones left in the cosmos and the divine created us for no other purpose but to love each other endlessly into the stars type smut.

I loved the universe so so so much and I'm just so emotional because the last chapters were ughhhhhh. I'm still trying to process things. Also your a/n at finis is 😭

I haven't met a man who made me feel this in so long

In conclusion miss Sibi i want to kiss your brain for writing it, it evoked so much within me even though I usually find it hard to do that with fantasy stories.

I also want to say that I think Tinashe - The Last Night on Earth fits Harmony so well...

And the way the walls are movin' got me thinking that I'm way too gone

So I know I shouldn't tell you, but it's easy if it's wrong

I love you

So just in case we die

Let me see your soul

So I'll know what to find

Wherever we go

(please listen to it if you want/can of course I just 🥺)

It's like her talking asking him to let her see his soul to shed his layers like it was their last time... Brb going back to the real world and my friends that are non fictional lmao

Lastly Sibi thank youuuuuuuuuuuuu i couldn't fit all my thoughts but just thank you for writing it

YOU FINISHED IT!!! AAAH I'M SO EXCITED AND HAPPY RIGHT NOW!!! Like I am not lying when I tell you that you sweet message helped me overcome writer's block with a certain chapter in MV. Like, I read your lovely words and felt so motivated to finally finish the chapter even if I was struggling with it. I want to give you guys more of this world because it's so dear to me and it's also to dear to you guys and I just :( I wanna give you all a big hug :(

I'm so happy to know their story now, cause I've read his drabbles but this just explains so much. He's like not even just her soulmate but like WHO SHE WAS MADE FOR!? Like 3000 years after he falls this deep, this is just afhdjksiebbdueb like their souls are one? And their smut had me teary eyed, especially the one before releasing tae i full on had tears streaming maybe I'm just also a little too sensitive and might look crazy to some of your followers, but i said it before, nothing gets me more than that we're the only ones left in the cosmos and the divine created us for no other purpose but to love each other endlessly into the stars type smut.

I WANNA SOB INTO MY PILLOW PLEASE I LOVE HOW YOU SEE THEIR RELATIONSHIP!!! BECAUSE THIS IS EXACTLY HOW I WANT PEOPLE TO SEE IT :( LIKE THEY ARE THE TYPE OF SOULMATES WHICH AREN'T JUST "you are made for me" BUT INSTEAD THEY ARE "no matter how many lifetimes I live, I will always find back to you" TYPE OF SOULMATES AND I JUST WANNA SOB FNDFANFA

Tinashe - The Last Night on Earth

I love that song so much omfg this is so them!! I'm gonna sob!! I'm so upset that it's not on Spotify, I'd have put it straight onto their playlist 😭

Seriously thank you for this message! It made my entire month!! 🥺💜

[fangirling-heart]

well I gotta say Kingdom Hearts for that ask game :]

Hey look at that! A chance to ramble about Kingdom Hearts! Yay!

my favorite female character

Aqua! Aqua's story (like many of the characters in this series) is incredibly tragic and heavy, and we can actually see and feel how her experiences changed her (I personally headcanon she hasn't fully forgiven Mickey yet). But we also see how strong and resilient she is and how much she loves her friends. The thought of them was what pushed her to phydically and mentally survive literal hell!

my favorite male character

Vanitas! Gremlin darkness boy with tragic backstory and awesome design, incredible foil to basically 2 characters, overall great story, a redemption arc waiting to happen! Ughhhhhh!!!! I love him so much!!!

my favorite book/season/etc

I'm gonna say favorite game, since that's a game series, and it's Birth By Sleep. Awesome worlds, Awesome characters, Awesome gameplay (command board my beloved) and an amazing story that makes absolute use of the different perspectives. Also, it's tragedy and angst at its finest and I'm a sucker for both!

my favorite episode (if its a tv show)

It's not a tv show, and I already said what my favorite game is, so I don't know what to answer here.

my favorite cast member

I... don't know.

my favorite ship

Tie between Terraqua and Soriku.

a character I’d die defending

Riku, Vanitas and Namine. I will protect those silly children with my life!

a character I just can’t sympathize with

Ansem the Wise. I hate, loathe, despise this guy! I want Roxas to meet him again so he can kick him in the shin (did I write that right?)!

a character I grew to love

Hmmm.... I'm not sure. Noone is coming to mind right now.

my anti otp

Any pedophilic ship and Ven x Vanitas.

[issyyhearts]

sigh at least you didnt have a HUGE crush on him so its not that bad

and ughhhhhh i had such a silly day im in my alcoholic ho era 😭😭😭 where im from like 60% of teenagers smoke n drink but i was always in that 40% and suddenly now..... girl....... you dont wnna know

BUT ITS FINE im careful and everythin so 😁😁😁

how was your day???????

-esliiiiiiiiii

NO BUT RIGHT IM SO CONFUSED CUZ BASICALLY IT SOUNDS EEIRD BUT HE KEEPS LIKE JUST CASUALLY PUTTING HIS HAND ON MY HEAD AND THEN MOVING ON AND HE DID IT AGAIN TODAY THIS MORNING AND SAID I HAD A SMALL HEAD THE LITTLE RAT BUT ANYWAYS HE DID IT TO HIS GF AT BREAK ASWELL LIKE HUH AND THEN HE HIT MY HEAD AT LUNCH ASWELL SO IDEK WHATS OCCURING

esli that's so bad for you silly sausage (let me join pls) guys don't drink that's not good for you (what's your fave) smoking is #bad (smokers are kinda 🤭)

GOOD DONT DIE ON ME BABE

twas quite good I UNDERSTOOD A HIGH GRADE TOPIC IN MATHS STRAIGHT AWAY FOR ONCE AND NOBODY ELSE DID AHAHAHHA AND ENGLISH I WROTE SUCH A GOOD PARAGRAPH IM SO PROUD I love my English teacher sm she's so lovely

I'm gonna make a special tag for you now girl

[xitty]

Ughhhhhh I read Before Coffee Gets Cold and it was passable until the last story which made me want to yeet the book out. (but won't because it's a library copy)

The worst of the worst "sob I'm gonna die if I have this child but I just *gotta* have it".

[jo-harrington]

LEIGH-FUCKING-ANNE. Ok...I binged Colors at like 2am last night because of course everyone was hyping it. And rightly so.

HAVE YOU CONVERTED ME INTO A STEVE GIRLIE...

No. But have you converted me into an Older!Steve/Dad!Steve girlie? Yes. Because for some reason he is less my brother unappealing to me when I can envision him a little older. What does that say about me?

My favorite parts (so far):

Cutting the peppers. We like a little danger. A little taste of excitement to get you a little hot under the collar Mr. Harrington.

I'm gonna say this early on but Jesus H Christ Jenny, poor timing always. Maybe in my sleep induced haze, I am recalling it wrong but...Jenny doesn't quite know yet right? Is she suspish?

Breeding Kink. Ok PROTECTION ALWAYS. None of us actually want a baby. It's the possessiveness that is enticing. Especially when the dirty talk is happening.

“Want me to fuck a baby into you? Is that what you want, honey?” FUCK. Steve is still holding out hope for those five more little nuggets huh? He's still young. He can do it.

What does Steve do? Is it that Harrington Money? Did he inherit the family business? "Flights on me" and a hotel.

Ok this is silly but like if I didn't love you already...I like to do page breaks with like...3 hyphens --- and sometimes it corrects to the en dash and sometimes not and I immediately noticed it with yours...and then I wondered if you had special meanings for them because they were different... *cue the theorizing*

How was he still single? Hmm? How? He hadn’t felt this wanted in a long time. WHO FUCKED HIM UP?! I can also see him just wanting the best for Jenny and Jenny going through a ton of potential step mom types through her life? Only for them to not really work out so he stops trying. Or no one was ever good enough to even meet her/spooked by the single dad thing. Sorry...you know how I am haha.

NOT THE BACKING THE CAR UP MOVE. The hottest. Go away.

Always so sweet and soft spoken all these years, who knew this was hiding underneath. STEVEN YOU RASCAL.

“Whoever ends up marrying you is going to have their hands full,” his words make your stomach drop, and how casually he said them made your heart hurt. Let's just go die.

Dusting the cobwebs off the old Harrington charm, he’s more than pleased to see he’s still got it. At the end of the day, he's still a nerd.

“It was nice what we had, just remember that honey,” he means for it to sound comforting when it leaves his mouth, but the crack in his voice gives him away. Get the fuck out of here. I'm sobbing.

I also read the bonus Steve Thots...I can't wait for Colors 4. I mean I can, but WAHHHHH.

Anyway, the story is so perfect. Like...UGHHHHHH. You are gorgeous and a brilliant writer and you have effectively gotten the Steve ball rolling, at least for older Stebe. Amazing job

older!steve harrington x fem!reader

COLORS

18+

summary: you knew it was wrong to have a crush on your best friends dad, but it was the last christmas break before college graduation. you had to take your chance.

01 // 02 // 03 // 04

please read the warnings at the beginning of each chapter.

[millenniumeyebrow]

question: did/does anyone else's high school do different colored caps and gowns for boys and girls or is my high school just dumb and annoying lmao