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Which OC has to see a doctor regularly?

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I just want to draw to comfort myself.

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This is a result of the inhumane decisions that members of this administration want you to be silent about in public for fear of a loss of “civility”.

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bro choose every possible cheat code 🐈😺

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The way that moment in the jail scene is one of Hunter's worst memories even though he never really understood it. All he knew was that he pushed Willow so far that she ended up berating herself, which stirred something in him and dug uncomfortably under his skin. He saw himself in her, though he was very confused as to why. He really shouldn't have seen himself in her. Though he had already come to care about this girl by this point, he admittedly barely knew her. He could never have realized without proper clarification why the strong and powerful Willow Park would say such a thing about herself. She was acting like Hunter. And she was nothing like Hunter. It made no sense to him. But it hurt. It really hurt to see her that way.

And yet, he just stood there and did nothing. I think that keeps him up at night.

And now he's coiled up in vines and watching her deteriorate and the realization is crashing over him. It's all happening again. Except it's worse. One of the most painful memories he's ever experienced and it's now a million times worse. Because she's not a girl he's just met anymore. She's one of his best friends. He knows her. She means the world to him. And he's not confused over why she would hate herself anymore. He's seeing how badly she's struggling. He recognizes her desperation and instability and fear because she is like him. He can see the root of where this is coming from. All those months of clutching everything tight against her chest is all so obvious to him now. It's worse now because he understands why she's feeling that way. It's worse now because he loves her. It's worse, it's worse, it's worse. It's so much worse that it drives him to tears.

The vine scene is a far more sinister yet beat-by-beat mirror of the jail scene. But if the characters' emotions in the former are like a subtle candle flame, they're an outright inferno in the latter.

But there's also one particular moment in the vine scene that disrupts the flow of a near perfect parallel. An absolutely beautiful subversion.

If they were being forced to relive this moment, then Hunter would at least make it right this time. He's not the same person he was. He refuses to stand there and do nothing.

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blows my mind that i have little online friends who mildly care about me. it’s really nice

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"But she gave birth to you, you owe her!"

My mother wanted to be a mother. It was her dream to be a mother. She poured all her energy into being a Good Christian Mother.

She did not want me. She wanted motherhood. I was a side effect of her dream. Once I was old enough to disagree with her, she hated me. I wasn't making her look like a Good Christian Mother. I was loud, disobedient, needy... almost like a child. Not quiet and pretty and grateful for crumbs.

Yes, she birthed me. For herself and her partner. For the people who were already born. Not for me. As all mothers have for all of time. It's not the birthing that makes a mother worth honoring, it's the parenting.

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Now you see the other thing about Perry is that every SINGLE time his identity is compromised TO HIS FAMILY, his secret agent training starts to deteriorate and break down. He starts fumbling!

His first instinct when Linda saw him from her driver's seat was to FREEZE until she did a double-take. He FROZE again when PnF walked right up to him unexpectedly at the toy factory.

It was only brief in "Badbeard's Lake" but he was clearly showing more panic than typical for him at Candace messing with the self-destruct button and addressing him directly. "AT2D" was the biggest instance of course, he switched from Agent to WILD and afraid when he first locked eyes on them helping Doof. And we see him absolutely PANICKING at being unable to get his feet unstuck from the thing - made worse over Phineas's outright anger at him for keeping the secret, no doubt.

Like, the poor boy. It's his worst fear to be separated from them so... being Perceived by them actively sabotages his skills as an agent. AND his ability to keep them safe? Wow.

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Agatha All Along backgrounds🔮

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Merry Xmas!

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that happy ending ! 💘

inspired by these little matching bgs from the first & last eps - exploring old haunts after its all overgrown? :’)

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I got 37373 tabs open in my head rn

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I'm a bit late to posting my #streamink2024 stuff but here's the day 15 prompt for Cascade I made!

You can also find all my stuff here: abluskittle.carrd.co/

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This shirt came to me in a vision

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bi nick nelson you're so important to me