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im bored and filling out work forms who wants to flirt with me and kiss me and fall in love with me to keep me entertained <3
#im so bored i hate work forms#its not even difficult or anything its just very tedious and very boring#ugh. someone kiss me.#mlm#mlm yearning#mlm post#mlm love#gay mlm#mlm thoughts#t4t#trans mlm#mlm blog#t4t yearning
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Sorry but confessing to the girl you like by saying
"And I have feelings for you. I have every feeling for you. And my... my biggest fear is that if we tried this, if we actually went for it, that... I might lose the most incredible friendship I have."
And
"I feel like... I feel like I don't deserve to be as happy as you make me. You are the scariest, most beautiful person I've ever met."
And then following it up with
"Should we just, like, I don't know, like, stay friends?"
is the most sapphic thing I've ever witnessed.
#you don't understand 'i feel like i don't deserve to be as happy as you make me' actually changed my life#anyway then they kissed! so it's all ok!#maddox#ashlyn caswell#maddlyn#madlyn#hsmtmts#maddox x ashlyn#high school musical the musical the series#someone needs to make a supercut of all their scenes in s4#i swear that'll be what? 15 mins? but their impact... ugh#i didnt even watch the series#i watched a supercut of them in s3 to prep for s4#and my s4 watch consisted of me skipping almost every scene that Ash wasn't in (i have a crush)#and her Hot Eleanor Roosevelt costume???#with the portrait of a secret lover??#felt targeted because im such a nerd about Eleonor Roosevelt and Lorena Hickok's love story omg
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Happy birthday L death note and also Happy Halloween!!!
Edit: everyone who guessed Patrick Bateman and Columbo you're right! 😘 blows kiss at u
#death note#L#Tiny light#… y’all can guess those hands#also someone told me YESTERDAY L’s birthday was on Halloween….#can’t believe I almost missed it ugh#anyways love that guy#also if u can guess their costumes I’ll kiss you#or hug you or give you a respectful 6ft distanced air five#l lawliet
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@ the gorgeous girl in my apartment building with the trans tattoo on her thigh that i met in the elevator one time last summer and now see everywhere, i need you to know i think about you randomly at night and i yearn to take you on a date. you’re so pretty and you were so nice and sweet and when you complimented me i felt my cheeks get super hot but remember i was moderately cool about it?? i could see the numbers counting down to the end of the elevator ride in my periphery and i didn’t want to waste my time being flustered so we started complimenting each other on everything, and you were blushing too?? anyways i should have asked for your number but i didn’t because all the trans girls i know are cuffed and everyone in my building is too so i didn’t wanna be weird and make you uncomfortable if you were dating someone and only looking to make friends. i think about you some random moments and everytime i go to do my laundry i question if i should dress up a tiny bit better just in case i see you. also uh… why does your laugh sound like music?
someone get this to her like a message in a bottle thrown desperately into the ocean please
#i feel like she must have just moved in or something because i had never seen her before and there is NO forgetting a cutie like that oh#my god#like?? hello??#i see her around still but like i’m so nervous and usually on my way out somewhere or with someone#and what the fuckkk i just wanna be like ‘hi!’ and start up a conversation#and you look at me every time you see me and you smile in this way that makes my brain nervously scream HA#and my legs get the tiniest bit weaker#i was in the elevator with her recently but there was someone else and i couldn’t figure out the vibes but it wasn’t giving#like locked down whatsoever#i mean even the other person in the elevator was smiling at me in this way i can’t really figure out yk??#all i WILL say is that it was crazy sapphic energy in that last ride#i’m fantastic with reading body language so yes it’s all green flags to me but body language is not everything and i would rather DIE than#make someone feel uncomfortable that way based on my own interests you know??#like what if we’re just friendly flirting whenever we see each other and it’s not like— i wanna fuck or kiss you type flirting??#THE UNIMAGINABLE HORROR!! nah actually she was so pretty and sweet i would love to be friends with her#and her sense of style went so bonkers too#she was wearing a black skirt that went to like slightly higher than mid thigh with these black boots and she had tattoos and ugh i just—#if i can’t have her then i don’t deserve her#soooo anyways thanks bye that’s my late night confession of yearning
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people will think im ordinary until they say one (1) thing about tmnt and all of a sudden im explaining the entire lore starting from the 1990’s movie & why donatello is the best turtle i fear… T^T
tag limit fights me… i must yap… please listen… SOB </3
#tmnt yap in the taggies !!#would you believe me if i said my cat is named after donnie… teehee !! ^_^#i have been a tmnt lover since i was the ripe age of 6 years old SOBSOB#i used to write bf headcanons on wattpad way long ago… thats where my love for writing started i fear…#i probably have more tmnt merch than i do anime merch which is soso crazy to think about PHEW !!!#notebooks cups plushies legos shirts pajamas stickers tins action figs keychains name something and i have it… is that weird… SOB#im not joking when i say i know the entire lore and could explain everything from start to finish… FOR EACH AND EVERY REBOOT EVER…. wowza…#other than rottmnt because i’ve never been a fan of that reboot sigh…#the only reason donatello hamato isnt on my blorbie list is because i do not want to seem out of touch… he used to be there though !! :3#also i love raph too sigh#i fear donnie was my start to my love for nerdy men… raph was for the mean ones… cough cough akaashi and bakugo#tall lanky men… yeah hes a turtle… i know… let me speak… pls… i beg… T^T#tmnt 2012 will always be my star my light my beloved#i can recite every single episode </3 ALSO THE 2014 & 2017 MOVIES DONT GET ME STARTED i have them on dvd :3#i also have the 1990’s movies on dvd teehee theyre sososososoo good T^T my comfort franchise forever and always#i may always speak of anime but just know tmnt will always be the start of it all and my most beloved <3 its everything to me#also i was and still am an avid tmnt 2012 april oneil hater someone get her out of there i loathe her >:/#was never a supa big fan of leo im very sorry… idk who im sorry to… where are my tmnt fans… am i alone in this world… hello… tmnt fans…#omigosh im back after looking at my old wattpad story IM GIGGLING why was the writing kinda good… it was first person though sigh… goodness#i should create my own tmnt yap tag i fear… i will never shut up about it EVER SOBSOBSOB !! i even had a tmnt party when i was younger </3#donnie ( & mikey ) are so misunderstood UGH i could yap about the lore all day. donnie deserved more recognition he was always doing so muc#FOR ALL of his brothers and they never appreciated it… ill cry right now. donnie you will always be famous to me. april doesnt deserve you.#raph and his temper are so misunderstood too like please. always making him the bad guy HE JUST WANTS TO BE A GOOD BROTHER HES JUST AWKWARD#remembering when i had a crush on a guy names joseph in first grade and he liked tmnt too… joseph just know we were soulmates… i promise </#i used to go up to the tv and kiss the screen when donnie showed up. i was like 6 years old tho its okay… still sleep with my stuffie tho.#thank you to my yaya for buying me that when i had the flu hes still in perfect condition SOB donatello i love you so much UGH im crying#‘thats a mutant turtle ew !!’ HE IS VERY BEAUTIFUL AND LOVEABLE TO ME. YOU WOULDNT UNDERSTAND EVERYPONY </3 nia reference woah hi nia :3#whos in favor of tmnt. raise your hands up high so i can see them. im giggling. tmnt lovers rise we sha’ll prosper… WE RIDE AT DAWN 🦅🦅🦅#is this like totally crazy of me… has anyone read this far… if you have jusy know i love you. i cherish you. you are my everything <3#₍ᐢ..ᐢ₎ — lene’s latest gossip .ᐟ
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https://www.tumblr.com/sturnioloho/761021634357460992/httpswwwtiktokcomtzprots3yn-creaming-i
YESSSS YES YES he 100% kisses nasty + he’d love taking pics with you where you’re touching tongues 🤭 i need someone like him fr he’s the definition of the physical touch love language 😖
taking pics w tongues touching is my love language fun fact. it’s sooo hot. n ur right he literally is the epitome of physical touch. it’s one of my favourite things about him tbh
chris is the only person who reaches my standard of touch lol. his hugs are peak. i need his hands all over me asap
#something about touch that just makes me feel so wanted n loved and ugh#can u tell it’s my top love language too lmao#and as someone who kisses nasty i can confirm#kid knows how to touch and i need it
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I love Disney’s running gag since 2016 in the Hocus Pocus Villain Spelltacular show of Hades being a total ladies man by flexing during the “so strong” part of I Put A Spell On You 🤣
#like even they know Hades is buff af lmao#he’s a god after all lmaooo#whoever the actor/actors are for Hades in these shows I love you and respect your dedication to character lmao#you’re doing great sweetie(s)#as someone who was in drama class for their entire highschool career#I appreciate and adore watching characters doing stuff in the background of shows and stuff#because that’s stuff I had to do in plays and skits lol like just act in the background lol so I love to watch others do it too#also Disney got me out here low key shipping Sarah Sanderson x Hades lmaooo#like that 2nd clip of her blowing a kiss and him looking in her eyes like UGH#it was precious#*cue the god I wish that were me meme*#now I really wish Perspehone were a character lol#I wanna see Hades dancing with his wife lmaooo#disney#disney world#disneyland#halloween#hocus pocus villain spelltacular#hocus pocus#disney villains#hades#disney hades#hades disney#hades hercules
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You guys...he drew the frozen concord grape/ beef consommé dish idea Syd mentioned to him in his apartment in episode 2
Gif courtesy @psychicpinenut
#the bear#the bear fx#the bear hulu#sydcarmy#chefs kiss#charged and sexy#the bear is a mom and pop restaurant established in 2023#sydney adamu#carmen berzatto#someone help me - i can't get over them 😢#wga and sag aftra - you're doing great sweetie. iatse too! may all these creative unions get every dollar and dime they deserve#because art is glorious#and baby this is ART!#i can't wait for them to learn each other's love languages / get their communication down to a science because -ugh- the material is there!
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KAIRIN CONFIRMED⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️
I'm sinking on the loser x loser tropesssssss.
Oh. Would you look at that. Both boys who got decimated by Isagi in previous panels so why not ship them instead?
#jfc#I didn't expect kaiser versus rin in my bingo card but here we are#this panel is making me feel things ugh#i need fanart or a fic where they're insulting then kissing each other#idc#someone on ao3 or pixiv needs to do it#or i will eventually lol#kairin#kaiser x rin#blue lock#bllk#blue lock spoilers#kaiser michael#rin itoshi
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bruh why do i only get asked out by random men, why can't a sapphic ask me out :')
#cl talks#PLEASE#lesbian#aspec lesbian#like yeah technically I could ask someone out but tbh I don't tend to feel interested in someone until they show interest in me#I'm not very. people-oriented?#I simply don't notice people#unless they approach me#and yes some women have shown interest in me but it's always been in a scenario where I don't want to engage#like bro it's too loud in here I can't get to know you#and I'm having fun with friends not looking for a date (?)#I've also never dated so idk the protocol for anything anyways#like are ppl just looking to hook up? i don't think i could do that#are they just looking to kiss at a party/bar/concert? mayyybe?#but then would there be any expectations tied to that?#i don't think I'm mentally stable enough to date date rn lol#I'm sure it depends on the person and what they're looking for#ugh i don't have time to learn a completely new skill#but also I thought I'd go on my first date in college so I'm a little sad#in a more controlled environment#ah well it is what it is
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i need to make out with a guy so violently right now
#ugh im so. im a wreck. cannot be thinking about boys while in my current situation.#the thought of a boy pinning me to a while and kissing wherever he can like he needs it makes me w e a k#i need this rightttt now#i gotta get my head to shut up and the only way i can think of doing that is by someone making out with me#argh im gonna blow up#mlm#mlm yearning#mlm post#mlm love#gay mlm#trans mlm#t4t#mlm thoughts#mlm blog#t4t yearning#sfw#mlm sfw#t4t sfw
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One day I will learn, that just because the bottle is low, does not mean I need to finish off the bottle.
#imma be so fuckin hungover tomorrow#someone should kiss me#and i moght be either asexual or aromantic or both which like woo thats funny to only me for so many trauma reasons#i love#im so drunk#i too drunk#i stated typing thos at 12:30#imma smoke pot after i post this#if your reqding my tags hi i love you. why are you reading this though like im a schizo bipolar depreased trans girl im unhinged in the tags#i need to stop drinking by myself#if think im an alcoholic as well if it wasnt for the fact that i can genuinely stop when ever i want but idkmaybe that changes?#at this point im just typing to annoy myself cause i think its funny to annoy other people and itd be hypothetical to not annoy myself#im ramblimg in the tags and honestly its your fault for still reading this#trans thought time#i wish i was born with a pussy but i do like having a cock and there is a possibility im genderfluid and fuck me that sucks if true#like how do you transition if your genderfluid? like i kinda want a cock and pussy and i know thats an actual option#but is it the right option?#i hate being trans but not knowing what kinda trans maybe ill hit where im at with my gender and just say tranny#cause i already say faggot for my sexuality instead of anything specific maybe i should just say tranny#this is probably what a therapist is for but idk if i can justify paying for this instead of saving money to buy a hoise#america sucks#capitalism sucks#love is such a bullshit thing#how can i be in love with some ane be in love with someone. being in love is nothing but selfish but also you have to be selfish for youryou#like i know that doesn't make sense sense but it makes sense to me and i also know its wrong#maybe i should give up and spend money on a therapist#i love my freinds and would sacrifice myself for them literally#12:51 and i have one more short tag to add#i hope you didnt read this far cause even in a drunk state this tag is embarrassing and im sorry you know me irl im sorry this is rambly+ugh#but if you dead read all the tags <3 i love yoh and would die for you
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it's telling the way ttj smiled at lss after their last night together in his dream, not a single drop of bittersweetness or regret or mourning for what could be, he is fully content knowing that though his end is near, he has faith in his choice and that some part of lss still loves him despite everything in the world outside. that man is truly at peace with it all and, somehow, I gotta be too
#till the end of the moon#tteotm#spoilers#ranting#I'm gonna need someone to gif him kissing across her face while she cried bc it fr wrecked me#also when it looks like he'll kiss her neck but instead drags his nose back across her cheek breathing her in & it's somehow WORSE#this once resentful dejected man both fought fate and accepted destiny with selflessness and all ultimately bc of love 😭#god maybe sex even affirmed his choice - it's not only his master's order but the only way to save her and the world she cares for#like after his awe at her initiative he relishes the opportunity to shower her with affection & clearly takes pleasure from it himself#if anything he's a lil too satisfied that she can revisit these memories: proof of their hearts & ending with a bang (🙊) job well done LMAO#and maybe believing that next time she visits she won't be so conflicted bc she'll finally know the whole truth#UGH I love my early episodes murder twink but ttj's journey is one for the history books too
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just finished moving around/reorganizing my entire bedroom. i have cried three times today but now i’m laying in bed, my room smells of roses, and i’m eating french bread. this was not the bipolar hot girl mania i was promised but damn if i don’t do it well
#i haven’t been sleeping well at all whatsoever for the past two weeks and it’s gotten to the point where my dreams are so vivid but not just#like ugh i can’t explain it on here because im not about to open a whole can of worms like that in my tags and be like revealing#family secrets.#essentially i am having normal dreams but they are horrendously vivid and of no real purpose.#i woke up fucking like completely upset this morning and then started crying#my roommate thinks it’s because i haven’t been sleeping + everything else going on#and like ya know what she’s PROBABLY right#but even still i just need my body to LISTEN TO ME and stop being all sensitive!!!#i legitimately almost texted the loml this long text today and thank fuck i didn’t because who knows where that would lead#but i’ve been having dreams about them too and it’s frustrating me. like the universe is trying beyond all measure to push us back together#and i just have to keep saying no. it’s like this test of morality except it never fucking ENDS and the consequence is actually pleasure and#relief beyond measure. like— to even just kiss them again? to hear them say my name again.#whenever we’re out at the same time i can feel them staring at me and i can see them in my peripherals watching me#just fucking forcing this love into me. the feeling of their hands on my body and all of their questions about how i’m doing#god i can feel all of it.#i nearly fucking threw up last time a few weeks ago when they kept watching me and i got so overloaded with emotions and my fucking stomach#wouldn’t stop turning. but anyways right like— i cannot be with them and i don’t want to be. like yes im still attracted to them and yes i#feel all of these feelings but it stops me dead in my tracks when i remember what they said and the things they did.#i am not the woman who bends my convictions because i love someone. i can’t be that person. i won’t be that person. not for anyone and#not for them. but i see them in my dreams anyways and it is all too real and too present. it’s hardly ever the present so why. why why why?#it makes me terrified thinking that i will one of these nights just say yes and they’ll kiss me and everything that means anything in myself#will virtually mean nothing. like i won’t be a good person because i’ve knowingly allowed them to have me.#so anyways yeah and the fact that my snapchat memories and everything else are just FILLED with pictures and videos of us is killing me.#i really am scared that i’ll just give in. and what worse is that i would just double down and not tell anyone. i wouldn’t fucking#tell a soul if we did anything because i just know it isn’t right. and the fact that i know i wouldn’t be honest means i KNOW it’s bad.#so what the fuck. the fuck am i supposed to do when i have all these dreams and even just the ones about my mom and my brother#my family- i want to talk to them about it. i want to fucking cry to them and tell them how much it hurts that they hurt people and i’m just#some occasional exception to that because they love me. and i want to fucking scream. i want to know why. i want to fuck them until they#can barely breathe and then do it all over again. i want to feel their perfect fingers inside me and i want their mouth on mine. i fucking#HATE that they couldn’t be a good person. ugh okay anyways why did you read this??
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I downloaded bumble :/
#I know nothing will happen if i never put myself out there#but that’s so hard 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#and i live in the south so the pickings are slim#and like I’m not some great catch or something but i have standards ??? I guess??#UGH#someone tell me it’s to have never had a bf or have been kissed and to be a virgin even though I’m almost 23#I know it’s ok#but i need the reassurance :(#personal
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thinking abt sambee again. taking fifteen points of psychic damage in the process. but like affectionately
#yes they’re my ocs yes i think about them constantly#what if i was trained/mutated to be a human weapon and lost all sense of my own humanity to the point i started feeling like a puppet#in my own mother’s games#and you were the first person in a while to treat me like a human. like someone to love#what if i became hopelessly devoted to you first out of a sense of obligation#but slowly the fire grows between us#and our friends point out that i don’t look at them the same way i look at you#what if you kissed me outside the boiler room told me not to say you don’t care about me and then shot my mom#what if you freed me of my guilt and the chains it bound me in and i began to feel like a person again#and what if i took the fall for you. what then#UGH they make me sick (i invented them)#reese’s pieces#reese’s ocs#bianca iverson#sam seller#spirit week spoilers#:3
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