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they get on each others nerves...
#my art#comic#silly art#sonadow#<- as a treat#sonic the hedgehog#sth#shadow the hedgehog#to me peak sonadow dynamic is when theyre both just annoyed at each other#og dialogue from twitter tho i cant find the tweet ANYWHERE </3#u gotta believe me tho#sonic fanart#sth fanart
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been binging tf outa Avatar the last airbender bc ive been puking my EVERLOVIN guts out since yesterday and hear me out
#remy would probably get cool weapons or somethin but honey im so sorry it would be the reality#sk8 squad#ollie#ponti#oscar#abio#kari#vinny#remy#im Just Now feeling like the worst is over but holy fuck talk about misery#and i Have to go to work tomorrow anyway since i had to call bc today was supposed to be the recovery day but nOOO body said fuck u#cause this is like the 3rd time this has happened this year alone like i refuse to believe its just a bunch of food poisoning instances???#i been eating the same for years and i know my immune systems been shot ever since covid but that was 4 years ago now somethin aint right#pray for my downstairs neighbors they had to hear me fighting for my life every 30 minutes PFFFT EEUUUAAGHGG HUFF HUFF HUFF yeah#although i will say all this shit has really toned down my emetophobia now everytime i gotta puke i just let out a long disappointed sigh#but goddamn still brutal tho
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Ok one last watcher post before I move on with my life. This is a big ol rant ok I talk about a lot.
Tldr I'm conflicted and sad but I believe they can come back from this
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Steven Lim, what a guy yk? I like dish granted. I appreciate Steven Lim for running the company, like. In, I think, a Making Watcher it's said that Ryan and Shane get to dick around on camera because Steven runs the business end of things so im not mad at Steven any more rhan im mad at the others.
I'm mad at y'all. Cause I've seen some vile things said about Steven, like how u wish Ryan and Shane would dump him or how he's ruining everything and how he's completely unwanted and nobody likes him. Which is wrong, u shouldn't bully this guy because he made a bad business decision, try and be mature. Ik some of y'all are like 15 and you're feeling betrayed and abandoned, which is what u should be feeling btw, but that's not an excuse for this behavior.
People are mad at Steven because the shows he's a part of are financially fucking insane. It's an icky thing to watch someone eat fine things and travel no biggie while the rest of us struggle. That's what we're mad at Steven for. Well that's what I'm mad at Steven for. Because the shows he does are elitist and.....just. it feels bad.
This whole thing feels bad and I don't know what to do.
I'm very conflicted. I keep changing my views and not knowing how to feel and not knowing what to think or what to do and the stability that Watcher provides me is gone. So I gotta uh. Find something else. I have a really hard time coping with change and this is a really big change. These guys have been around since before i was diagnosed, and then I watched them through that, and I'm watching them now and I don't know what to do.
This whole thing is scary because everyone's up in arms about it, either trying to remind others that the watcher crew are still people and not monsters or lamenting the loss and potential fiery downfall of one of the greatest things of the internet. So it's real chaotic ykwim? This is just added chaos to our lives and having something that was such a crutch for us all to lean on be taken away so suddenly is frightening.
This is like the ugliest sides of the fandom all coming together at once which is bad for people in the middle lol
Anyway uh I think I'm done. I hope the watcher guys are ok but I also hope they realize that this was not the right move and do something about it. They aren't bad people in my book, I mean. Maybe they are but I can't lose them yet. I'm like 0 for 4 on YouTubers rn so uh. I can't let these guys go, I'm attached to these internet men and I like them a lot even though they're being stupid rn.
This is redeemable. They can come back from this.
#watcher#my track record with yters is terrible#dead or criminals ykwim? watcher isnt that tho#watcher's just made a big mistake that's all#it's gonna be ok#it'll be ok#u just gotta believe me on that tho#← talking to myself
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after trying to convince my friend to get tumblr for ages, i finally succeeded
#same guy that said “having tumblr should be illegal”#showed him one too many ********* posts and he finally caved#gotta teach him the laws of the land tho#he just randomly texted me asking if he should get it like#what kind of question is that i've been trying to convince u for the past year or smth sir#can't believe it actually worked tho#☆— yapping
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hyperion kinda fucks so far I'm drinking this shit up 😏😏😏😏
#so absorbed in it i had to download an epub on the bus so i can read it on my phone in the lab#i have my physical copy with me to read on my lunch break but i cant bring it into the lab so we make do 😔#the first story is awesome i love research expeditions that end in harrowing body horror#just finishing the second and i gotta say the personification of imperial war/violence as a seductress is a trope i rly like too#i do wish there were more female characters that werent just objects of desire tho. or a few months old baby 💀#like maybe lamias story will win me round but i think it's already a bad sign that her name is Muscular Child-Devouring-Seductress#and also this book is so heavily influenced by keats its probably a nod to his poem lamia... i actually dont know enough abt keats work-#to understand all the references/symbolism but thats cool im enjoying it purely as sci fi <3#15 mins left of my lunch break sighhhhh. guys i am so tired u would not believe the headache i have rn#paracetamol save me..#.diaries
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I can't show you guys cause I don't post my face on here but I just got my grad pictures back and some of them are even okay :)
#u just gotta believe me ok you promise u believe me im not lying ok#the most tragic part is the ones where they had me do some stupid pose came out the best because i was LAUGHING#they were like 'sit on this chair and look back over your shoulder at the camera' and it was sooo goofy dumb#but anyway i got one that can go in the class composite and my parents can decide if they wanna order any others#harrowing process tho#like i dont MIND being photographed and im pretty good at smiling for pictures#but it was like thirty minutes of being moved around like a little doll#'perch here. cross your ankles. not your legs your ankles. ok slide your right foot forward a bit. not that much#ok chin up. tilt your head. tilt it less. now look at me. turn your torso not your head keep that where it was. ok now smileee!'#screams and shrieks#anyway :) seeing myself in the cap and gown for the first time did make it feel Real which was kinda cool#like im almost DONE. five years of my life and soon ill have a fancy piece of paper to show for it#wack.#molly speaks
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I love when they make it obvious who is the li
#ali nonsense#ali watches skam italia#skam italia#gotta say tho this season seems to be about eating disorders#so trigger warning if u wanna watch#also i can't believe im watching a skam season in 2024#i think im going to check wtfock afterwards but skam it had a priority bc afterall it was the one who brought me here#also i love serenaaaa
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dating in ur 30s is hilarious cause ull get a msg from someone else in their 30s and they either look 22 or 75 and there is zero in between, including u
#jack.speaks#u can always tell the true millenials cause we all look like were on our 12th reason#ppl rly dont believe me when i say im 32 tho i gotta pull out the dated memes to prove myself#did have a dude say rawr to me unironically in the year our lordt beyonce 2023 tho#absolutely took me tf out
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🕰 - What time is it where you are rn?
🍄 - Do you have/want any piercings?
Clicking "answer" at 6:30AM sharp! (gonna get posted a little later though)
And I only have the basic earlobe piercings, albeit three of them - but it might be all I'll do in terms of piercings for a while. I dislike how long they take to heal completely, though I did think about a piercing for my eyebrow slit for a bit - but that might just stay a little fantasy. In practice I'd rather save the piercing money for the next tattoo hehe
#answer let luce#anonymous#ask game#ig “spoiler” for the tattoo questions lmao#but yeah I'm a tattoo bitch meanwhile my sister has a couple piercings!#we balance each other out#fun fact when i got my third earlobe it was spontaneous (last years valentines to myself)#when my sis got her tongue pierced#shes younger#but ig the piercer knew her from her other ones#she was a minor for those tho.#but yeah he just. pierced her. looked at me. and went “i need to see your ID”#sir. sir do you believe someone with these world weary eyebags could be 17#im flattered but im the designated driver of this trip in a country where u gotta be 18#rambly anecdote go brr
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fuck saori is so good
#bobtalk#p3pposting#yakushima/aigis(<3) soon...just gotta get thru the third block lol...#(i dont hate tartarus but well it can be a bit of a drag. im up to date on requests though!)#when it comes to hamuko's SLs... saori peak rio whatever (kenji...) but i like her post-SL line if u talk to her again junpei so great#junpei is rising on my list his (friendly) chemistry with femc is so much stronger than with minato. bestieisms#i dont think yukari is much different...? but its a good touch that she doesnt need any social stats for femc LOL. hashtag girl#im behind on knowledge (almost maxed charm...lol...) which sucks cuz i cant start akinari yet :( or mitsuru. she wants so much from me..sig#so far ive maxed tanaka & rio. saori rank 9. i think im rank 2 on akihiko and 5 or so on junpei & yukari#(rank 3 studentcouncil just for a fusion request...lol.)#i started fuuka (i didnt in fes i think LOL). shes kind of a 'if nobody else is avaliable' situation. no offense#im probs doing the romances (minus The Obvious) just for content (+ well. spoiler reasons) but right now im in delusional yuri territory bt#oh i do like ryoji tho. him n aigis r 'I Will Love You In Every Lifetime' ass lmao#but yeah. i cant believe hamuko has so many girlfriends! hashtag girl. whatever#someone needs to show saori rev girl u/tena. just by the way#ok goodnight
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#i don't fucking care abt the new year lol#lay in bed thinking abt how fucked up my life is lol#idc abt anything anymore tho so is this new#but anyway the guy from the date asked me if i'd like to go out again and i said no!#can you believe that...#a nice person who treated me with respect and kindness and i say no !#mmmmmmmmm 👍#tired ...#anyway fuck everything and everyone and i 👍 really don't give a fuck anymore#and happy new year to the four ppl who i do like on here#🫂 happy y'all are alive and well ! hope ur new year is 👍 filled with good things and good ppl#🤷♀️ what's there to look forward to for me but ! i hope whatever you're looking forward to comes to fruition blah blah blah u know the dril#:')#li.txt#i'll write a silly little post when it's 12 here .. it's only 6 rn so..#but i gotta be a lil bitter rn
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speaking of which my character designing skills have gotten so dire. i just wanna make people in plain button up shirts forever. help me
#I USED TO BE AN ADOPTABLE DESIGNER..... WOULD U BELIEVE ME....#I WAS....not very popular honestly i have 2x the followers now than i did back then#BUT I HAD A FOLLOWING....MY DESIGNS SOLD OUT FAST...#what happened to me. actually all my character designs when i was kid before the adoptable community#were also all just normcore ass looking people in button up shirts too. this is my default state#my natural state is rolled up sleeves on collared shirts. this is how i think. how i live#i gotta get a little more creative again with it. i gotta push myself a bit. have a little fun with it!!!#not too much tho. i do NOT want to draw too complicated of clothing LOL#maybe thats why i keep drawing those collared shirts.........
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unfortunately i enjoy these sad little tunes on the piano and my mother will simply have to Deal
#just me hi#sorry but d minor speaks to me spiritually [sunglasses drop and i start slamming on the keys]#hbfhs but i do feel a little bad about it. so ye sorry mother dearest but the sad little tunes were created specifically for my ears u-u#i must learn. more songs#i've been playing the stuff at the end of this self-teach book but that's only like 5 songs so what am i to do lol#my dad handed me. schubert#my dude i just. i don't. you believe in me too much Lmao#//crazy tho did you know that there are apparently people in this world that really truly believe i have a functioning brain??#that's crazy man. cough#lol they're prolly not wrong but man.. i should Not have been given this thing hvfhs#feels like it operates at 2% efficiency at All Times except for 2-4 a.m. where my brain chemicals then swap places like the worst#game of musical chairs on the planet Hbfhv#//oh speaking of brains if you had to switch brains with somebody who would you trust to trade with?#i was thinking one of my siblings but dear lord. i would never want to do that to them Hfbvshfvsh#'why one of your siblings' they forgive me for a Lot of weird stuff hfsh <33#plus. there could be worse ways of coming out Hfbhsvfhs + they'd have my perspective on it at that point so ! :>#or i think i'd leave it at an orphanage like they do in the movies. in a cardboard box n everything :)#technically not a switch but you know somebody's gotta use it for something loll#//anyway i gotta work on this thing#siiiighhghghgh why is the beginning so hard lol :')#i am ON my way !!! [runs towards you and vanishes]
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my first good resolution of 2024 is to give up sewing for good because every time i try i just fail very badly and it's been like. three years. I think i should recognize that it's just not the hobby for me and move on.
#also i'm just. i don't have the patience for it or the rigueur or anything#and i can't cut a fucking straight line#and i keep being unable to use the machine even tho smart people have explained it to me seven hundred times#like at this point you gotta be like ur a fucking useless piece of shit at it#do something else and stop moaning every time you try a project EVEN SEWING FUCKING RECTANGLES TOGETHER#and can't manage it#if something makes you want to hit our head against a fucking wall every time you try it#maybe you should just admit its not for you#anyway i don't know what i'm going to do now because stupid elodie from two hours ago#genuinely thought we could do this and i have no back up plans#i guess i'll just go spend more money tomorrow#can u believe yesterday i was feeling very emotionally balanced for not having violent episodes against me in ages#anyway.#personal
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#can’t believe i did that#i passed out#dont remember them putting me in the ambulance#apparently threw up in my hair and on the floor#they cut my clothes off#i had been wearing my newport shorts earlier that day thank GOD i took them off earlier that day#coupdnt even feel them put the ivs in me#i DID feel tha catheter even though i was off fistfuls of hydroxyzine#dont remember them taking it out tho#been sleeping for days#i still cant walk straight#i missed my vape sm#my lips were numb#dont try to kill yourself#u will regret it by the time ur in the ambulance#lowkey promised god id convert to judaism#so i guess ive gotta do that now#im sorry u had to see that ella#mom seemed unphased
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the hardest part of being bipolar and being a creative is that i make so much progress on my projects during a manic episode, and then i feel bad when the episode ends and i cant match that output
#me.txt#I LOVE MY PROJECTS I DO U GOTTA BELIEVE ME#i just. i cant always be pumping out like 2k words a day. thats not realistic. i dont have that energy#BUT LIKE. SOMETIMES I DO. WHEN MY BRAIN DECIDES ITS FUCKING GO TIME.#and i feel BAD that i cant always be doing that even tho thats a stupid thing to feel bad over#auuughdtrgfhv
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