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2, 12, & 20 for pasha 🙏
YES, my pasha!!! as always, ty!! under the cut for spoilers juuuust in case!
2) How did Rook get the nickname? What do they think of it?
SO. so in Pasha’s lil world state (labor of love between my friends and i tbh), they’re not the “canon” Rook, that falls on a lil elf named Emory that belongs to my friend, Jacks. HOWEVER they do have a couple of other nicknames!
Pasha’s got a young mage in their care named Tamsin who they’ve come to love like a child (I’ve been real torn up over recreating the Mandalorian’s “clan of two” with them). ANYWAY, Tamsin calls them Iovro’shan, old bear (thank you, project elvhen). Tamsin likened Pasha to a bear waking up after hibernating and that’s what she’s called them ever since! Varric also took to calling them some variation of Fennec. He’s got a bunch of lil nature inspired nicknames for them but Fennec is the most consistent. If he feels like being cute, he’ll call Tamsin and Pasha The Tangle bc… bc a group of fennecs is called… a tangle.
There’s also what Emmrich calls them BUT that’s private (I also dooooont know what that is yet).
12. Does Rook have any family? Do they keep in touch?
Aw man!! I haven’t thought of Pasha’s family outside of the one they found for themselves (and, later on, Emmrich and their skeletal magic-flinging son) (can you tell which route I went). I’d love to sit and think about their clan tho. I think it’s been years and they would’ve left voluntarily (the events of inquisition happened a decade ago now, right? so at least ten years at minimum!) but not on bad terms. I imagine a situation similar to Davrin where maybe they just grew restless.
20. What’s it like to see them smile? Their laugh?
PASHA IS SO VERY EXPRESSIVE. When they’re mad, you know it. When they’re sad, you know it. When they smile??? It’s like looking at the sun, big n bright. Like their eyes shut, they’ve got forehead wrinkles and smile lines and it’s infectious.
They’ve also got the kind of laugh that starts off with a loud HAH that comes from the belly and turns into a gasps of air that has the potential to kill them. It’s not hard to get them to crumble into a fit of giggles, they’ve got the stupidest sense of humor (hand puns).
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i feel like. theres designing a character with certain themes and motifs in mind, and then theres making a gijinka for the water bottle on my nightstand
#me when im the only person on the bus wearing a mask: i should make a furry plaguesona#its hard to explain bc. most of the time i try NOT to give my characters a 'strong' theme like making their whole design around#one thing like apples or even broad stuff like baking or cottagecore.. idk if its partly for flexibility or because i cant imagine them#making it their whole personality. not bc i find it cringe or overblown but more like ive learned to associate design with character depth#i had a cutesy uwu persona for most of highschool because i thought it would make me more. likeable? easy to remember? since#memorable character designs are easy to recognize. and one way of doing that is simplifying it with a theme or symbol so you form an#association. but since im a real person its exhausting keeping up that appearance all the time and denying myself things when they dont#fit my 'aesthetic' or 'theme.' i think ive grown past that bc i just collect stuff because i think it looks cool and dont let myself dwell#on how it might 'fit' with my image. but i cant help feeling bad doing it to my own characters bc it feels like im making them too one#dimensional. despite knowing that theyre not real and design alone doesnt reflect depth i cant help feeling like its wrong#despite that i love seeing motifs because it feels like it reflects the characters soul and paradoxically gives them depth. it makes them#interesting to look at too and honestly its pretty fun combining things that fall under a similar category when designing#i struggle find a balance between those two things#actually this reminds me of noelles christmas theme.. i dont remember her saying anything abt liking christmas despite a lot of#her design and character tying back to it. it makes me wonder if she would have feelings about that or doesnt think abt it too hard#or if its like a matching family shirts situation and shes just going along with it??#maybe i should just do whatever i want with my character designs since theyre not real and im thinking abt it too hard#although. this probably has something to do with deep seated identity issues huh#yapping#oc talk#oc
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sometimes i remember that gojo wanted to tell geto “we’ll meet again, right?” just before he died but forced himself not to knowing it would have cursed him and then i start thinking about how kind and thoughtful gojo is as a character and how he hasn’t been able to lean on another human being since geto defected and then i want to . Scream
#like. there’s something almost helpless about that question. because gojo doesn’t *know* the answer…. he’s asking for reassurance#he wants to know if they’ll ever meet again even though deep down he knows the answer#and it’s so… bare? so vulnerable.#if he had voiced it that would’ve been the first time in TEN YEARS that gojo truly bared his heart to someone and asked for help#but he knew it would turn into a curse and so he gulped the words back down. :((#gojo is such a sincerely kind and thoughtful character and it breaks my heart that sooo many people in the fandom can’t see that 😭#he isn’t a saint and he definitely isn’t selfless but above all else his goal as a human being is to make sure no one ever feels alone.#that no one has their youth taken away from them….. that everyone gets a Choice in how to live their life :(((( it’s so important to him.#i just genuinely don’t understand ppl who insist that he’s morally gray ….. gojo is a consistently Good person and that never changes#he wants to have fun and laugh and he wants his students to enjoy their youth. he wants them to think he’s cool.#he’s the big brother slash father Ever and i love him to death#i got sidetracked this was supposed to be abt geto 😔😔 anyway the final scene between them will always be my Favorite ever#and the key to understanding both their characters and love for one another#ty for coming to my ted talk i’m feeling normal abt them today 😇😇#ari noises ✩
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i like youre posts, thoughts on ruinene ?
As a romantic dynamic: I don’t really think abt them that way… it’s the unrepentant emunene/ruikasa bias. Also a lot of rui & nene’s interactions read as very… sibling-like? To *me*. Personally. I hesitate to say sibling-like, because people get really weird about assigning family dynamics to characters who aren’t related or raised as siblings and have never referred to each other as siblings (“it’s basically incest” no it is not what are you on), but it’s something similar to that imo. Gestures at nene’s new 3rd anniversary 2* card story where Rui is like “I remember when you were reading picture books… and now you’re reading more advanced books… how time flies…” & she’s like “stop treating me like a kid 😑” despite being him being only one year older than her.
I don’t have anything against it (& I think taking shipping fictional characters seriously enough to fight over it is ridiculous), it’s just not for me & I don’t see it romantically. But for the people who do: you do you have fun enjoy yourselves. (I also personally think Rui is gay coded but again. Idc if people disagree it doesn’t affect me I’m glad they’re having fun. Also that’s a hot button topic & I don’t want the people who do take this shit too seriously to hunt me down with pitchforks and torches please go outside it’s not that deep.)
As a platonic dynamic/going off what’s in canon: I’m so obsessed with them (as I am with all wxs dynamics). They’re so fascinating to me. They make me so sad. Another reason I hate the “they’re siblings” thing is it feels like a boring restrictive box people want to shove their dynamic into that does a disservice to how interesting it is. It waters it down.
Nene was the only person Rui really had as a friend when he was a kid, and the only person who trusted in him and his ideas. They grew their love for theatre together. At some point they grew distant - we don’t know why, but my personal take on it is this:
1. Rui slowly growing to think he would never find anyone who got him after experiencing rejection after rejection, and pushing Nene away. A combination of “I need to leave her before she leaves me, this way it will hurt less because it’s My Choice”, “I shouldn’t inflict myself upon other people it’s better for everyone if I stay by myself”, and “Nene has her own friends now I would just be dragging her down.”
2. Nene having her own friends (new troupe) and slowly pulling back - or, at least, not actively trying to prevent him pushing her away. “I don’t want to experience the same social rejection, and I don’t know how to help Rui, there’s nothing I can do.” Nene, especially in the early days, has never been very assertive, and I don’t think favoring blending into the background over standing out (in a potentially embarrassing way) due to Rui’s stunts and ideas would be out of character for her.
3. I don’t think they went to the same middle school/junior high (I could be wrong) (did they even go to the same elementary school?) which meant they didn’t spend time together without one of them reaching out, which became increasingly rare.
I don’t think either of them are to blame. Or they share equal blame, depending on how you look at it. I see people placing more of the blame on Nene though, which is… Nene get behind me. Leave her alone. If you held my prsk account at gunpoint and said “ok but seriously who is more to blame for the relationship breakdown you have choose or your 4*s are gone forever” I would say Rui. Wouldn’t even have to think about it. Given his abandonment issues/avoidant tendencies/habit of pushing others away/pre main story mindset, it’s what makes the most sense.
They don’t really reconnect until the main story, and even then I wholeheartedly believe Rui was less interested in reconnecting than he was interested in getting Nene to perform again. He accepts Tsukasa’s invitation to WxS under the condition that he gets to bring in a fourth member and then immediately tries to leave the second Tsukasa is like “I don’t want to die wtf.” like he doesn’t even try that hard to convince him he just goes “ok bye have fun nene :).”
Rui builds Nene a robot so she can perform again which - I’ve talked about it before briefly, I need to talk about it at length at some point, but while that’s very sweet it’s also… not helpful. Not in the long run, at least. It wasn’t a *bad* thing, it was just the only solution he was capable of offering. It was a bandaid over a gaping wound situation - Nene couldn’t hide behind a robot forever. Rui couldn’t always be there to fix nenerobo, she couldn’t pursue performing seriously behind a robot, and she *wanted* to be on stage again. What Nene needed was the courage to get on stage again, and Rui didn’t have the skill set to help with that, because it was something Nene needed to find on her own (with support).
The thing about them in the early days is they both enabled each other to stagnate in situations they weren’t happy with. Maybe more so Rui than Nene, in that he literally built he a robot to allow her to avoid confronting her anxiety around performing, but Nene also lacked the ability to challenge or discourage Rui’s “I’m better off on my own” mindset. The tragic consequences of two people who lack social skills (one of which has pretty severe social anxiety) trying to help each other. Nothing really gets done.
(As an aside: this is why the emu+nene and tsukasa+rui dynamics are so crucial. Yes even outside of a ship dynamic I promise I’m accounting for my own bias. Emu+tsukasa did actually have the ability to encourage nene+rui to come out of their shells - Emu is Nene’s no.1 hype man and always encourages her in everything she does and pushes her outside her comfort zone socially. Nene doesn’t have to guess at what Emu is thinking & get caught up in the weeds of anxiety bc Emu will just tell her outright. Rui credits Tsukasa specifically with giving him the chance to change for a reason, and Mizuki/pandemonium NPCs point out that Rui has seemed so much happier and less closed off since becoming Tsukasa’s friend. Pointing @ the thing Rui’s CV said about as you like it.)
There’s still some degree of guilt on Nene’s side wrt being unable to help Rui even now, but that’s lessened over the course of the story. There’s a lot that goes unsaid between them about their shared past, but they also understand each other incredibly well after knowing each other for ~10 years. By virtue of knowing each other forever they’re both well acquainted with how the other’s mind works.
Nene can tell what’s bothering Rui in wonder halloween before even he realizes it, and she understands that he struggles to explain/articulate his feelings and issues in curtain call. Rui is tuned into Nene’s anxiety saw trap of a mind and is well versed in getting her to realize she’s overthinking things (I.e. “why don’t you just ask tsukasa what he did in the acting camp” in her emu3 2* card. I think that’s the right card) as well as getting her to speak up (shutting emu up with a donut in one of the earlier nene card stories so nene has a chance to talk. source here is just trust me I don’t want to hunt the card down).
Nene is always in his corner, and the reverse is true. They want each other to be happy and they’re so so so pleased that the other is doing better now. Nene often points out that Rui seems happier, and Rui is very proud of how far Nene has grown both on the stage and off it. Love their dynamic it’s so good… I care them…
#Ty 4 ask. love to rotate them in my mind.#if you’re wondering why I kept emphasizing the ‘in MY opinion this is just MY take it’s fine to disagree’ it’s bc I know how this fanbase#works. & I am not trying to get burned at the stake bc someone crawling thru the rui+nene tags 2 weeks from now#saw someone they’ve never spoken to say ‘idk it’s just not my thing’ & decided they needed to tear my limbs off like a rabid chimp#insert that one jerma clip where it’s like ‘jerma talks to his audience like they’re a bunch of monkeys who will kill him if he’s not#entertaining enough’ bc that’s exactly how it feels to talk abt pjsk ships in depth.#mine#asks#analysis#rui#nene
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i like overthink everything now it makes me feel so dumb. i used 2 be able to just talk 2 ppl but nowadays every single thing im like Is that actually going to make them hate me. Yes probably. and then i just dont respond which makes ppl hate me. this is how it is
#ive been overthinking 1 light and casual mildly funny response to something but im worried itll come off as disrespectful and dismissive And#make me seem stupid and uncaring all at the same time. and also be seen as insulting. but like idt itd be insulting right like. im not#saying what it is so ig for all you guys know im like I mean if i say All your shit suck ball and i hateit kys. <- thats not the thing i was#going to say#like it doesnt matter now the window for response is closed now but i feel stupid bc i shouldve just said it it was light and casual. im so#bad at keeping convos gojng im convinced im not going to survive. In like a light and casual way like in a He will not make it through the#winter joke way. dw. im not going to do anything bc i had One failed interaction. if i was going to do anythjng itd be bc of the 8000000#other failed interactions. But im not. anyways. it just makes me feel so useless 😭 like i want to respond i want to talk to ppl so bad but#i feel like i mess things up Irreparably every time i speak OR i take too LONG overthinking my response and then i just cant respond bc its#been too long and then its been 3 years and the only messages ive ever sent r my intro message and 1 message 2 years ago that nobody#responded to at all. or the conversation stopped immediately after. and like i used to be better at this i was lkke. talkative in a couple#muts servers like. i talked 2 ppl daily in those servers and i had fun and like. I was an important part of the group and i felt like it#but i just feel like such an outsider for Everything and its literally my fault bc i cant just like. Talk. The explosion. bc im always like#im gonna try im gonna do it this time im gonna get it back im going to finally be Good connor and im going to fix it all and make a Good#solid friend group and ill find HEALTHY LOVE and i wont selfsabotage and ill move out and have a job and ill balance it well and ill start#all my hobbies and ill have a great routine and be so loveable and on top of it and not stressed and content and happy and roll with the#punches and then theres a single hiccup and im like Well fuckinf whatever im going to be an unemployed hermit forever and im going to die b4#im 25 anyways so Who cares and also im digging a little hole for myself. and its like. AUGHH ik i just have to persevere and overcome but#even saying that feels so stupid its not fucking hard its Talking to ppl. like. i literally if ive ever said a word to you i had to think#avt it and strategize how to respond right even for like. like. it makes it sound like its not genuine it is#like for example i want to say hey i love your art! but then i freak out and im like thats not normal thats like a rly generic comment they#hear that all the time theyll thjnk im being polite and my brains like hrmmm rewrite Your art changed my life. It shaped me. Ill never be#the same. Nad im like ok too far overcorrected go back and the sentence generator is like Your art has colors 💯 like. GOD. WHY IS IT SO#difficult. and then usually i either just dont say anythinf and feel awful abt it 4ever OR i send it on anon and then i spend like 15#minutes ibsessively slightly tweaking the apelling and capitalization and punctuation to make sure it doesnt seem like its me just in case#it Is the worst possible thing to say but then i see the response and itll be like AWWW TYSM :] THIS MEANS A LOT or whathaveyou and i feel#stupid bc i couldve just Told them this to their face and it wouldve been a good positive interaction we had. but instead i had 2 hide and#tyoe entirely differently so they couldnt sniff me from my typing style. and it soesnt even feel like the thanks is actually 4 me bc i#tweaked the message sm. and it still makes me happy that the oersons hapoy but its like. that couldve been a nice mutual interaction#like not that i need a personal ty i compliment ppl when i Want to compliment ppl and when its genuine yk. i dont do it so i get mutualpoint
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24 n 29 for the ask game! ⛷️
- @kumagorosh
24. Share the head cannon(s) you are most passionate about
im making this a list. becuase. theres a lot.
In go, to the public, Kiyama is Kira Hiroto, but to his friends and family, he's Kiyama Tatsuya
Tachimukai, Midorikawa, and Aki are obsessed with plants, its how they became friends during the FFI,
The reason why Inazuma Japan warmed up to Kiyama and Midorikawa so quickly was because the Dark Emperors, without Dark Emperors, they would probably treat them like how they treat Fudou,
No matter how old Toramaru is, he will always get babied by everyone, he hates it. But, on the other side, he uses this to his advantage,
Kariya and Shuugo are just. Mini versions of the Aliea captains,
Kiyama sees a lot of himself in Kariya,
Post Kappa episode, Kogure likes to follow Kiyama around like a lost child, mimic him, and use him as a shield whenever someone is mad at him for pranking them (by that I mean kiyama gaslight them.)
Shuugo and Kariya are complete opposites of each other. Extrovert + Introvert, Golden Retriever friend + Black cat friend, etc
ok ykw? this is it for now, there's a lot. I'm passionate abt all of my headcanons, might add more in the tags LMFAO
29. Share your favourite ina11 fanfiction(s)
im gonna share fics and series' becuase,,, I'm indecisive. In no particular order;
But for the planets and the stars
Orbiting against the gravitational current
On Rivalling Friendship
Under the stars
the words I want to say (but can't tell you)
dynamic equilibrium
God (Hand) [...]
and as for fic series;
its a long, long journey (till i found my way home to you)
Inazuma Eleven Social Media
The Inazuma Scrapbook
What are we, if not pretty similar people [...]
if you see a recurring theme with these fics, no you don't /lh /j
#ty for the ask <3#ask game#Sky rambles#inazuma eleven#kumagorosh#ok more headcanons im passionate abt :thumbsup:#Kiyama is achillean Mido is bi+transmasc#Touko is a lesbian rika is bi#they four of them love hanging out together and gossiping#kiyama and touko are WLW MLM solidarity. they would constantly joke “If I was straight I would totally date you” and shit like that#rika and mido like to gossip and talk abt their disasters for partners#saginuma and gouenji went to the same hsc thats how they became friends
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First off, I love your fic and your art. Hopefully you don't mind me asking but is there a particular reason why you write Vanoss to have a toxic household? Or I guess childhood and is that going to become more in the future?
Thank you!! It means a lot to me <3
For the latter part, it turned so much longer than I thought it would be so I’m shelving it under this cut.
To address the question: I wouldn’t think of it as a toxic childhood, as that definition can vary heavily between people, but certainly a burdening one. It is also important to mention that this is speculative fiction that is built off of limited information that could be made up. This is not truth, merely something that I thought was interesting for the story.
And to answer the question:
Now, this conclusion comes from both personal experience (having been from an Asian household with very traditional views (similar to what Evan most likely would’ve experienced)) and little comments that he or his friends have made on it.
I’m aware that not every family is the same, but from a cultural perspective, there’s a higher discipline when it comes to Asian families, especially when it comes to education, something that Evan has stated that he’s had difficulties with when it came to his parents.
(sources: cbc and wikipedia respectively)
It is more common for more harmful dynamic to be instilled than the average white family. Due to the traditional nature, it's harder for them to come to terms, especially when it comes to addressing possible generational trauma.
About his friend’s comments:
Marcel has described his childhood as scathingly “quiet” after Evan made a mention about how he doesn’t like shouting. After Marcel said that, Evan went eerily quiet. Which is interesting because, in contrast to his friends, when Evan gets genuinely upset, he goes quiet as opposed to getting loud. He’s done it when he blew up at Ninja.
Something about this comment has hit a chord with Evan. He doesn't like that this part of him has been called out. He's quick to come back but there's this cut in the footage to imply that the silence had lasted for longer than what the video shows. The fact that it was also edited out of Evan's video shows that it was one of those moments that he didn't like having it in.
There have also been tweets from Evan which sheds a bit more light on how his relationship with his parents are.
(note the separation of himself from his folks)
tl;dr they don't have the best of relationships with each other and based on how asian family cultures generally are + interactions and comments from his friends, they're strained at best. there's most likely a bunch of conflicts between them.
And for the latter part of the question:
Yes and no. There's going to be mentions of them, but they won't have an actual appearance in Gay Chicken, no.
Once again, THIS IS FOR A FICTIONAL PIECE OF WRITING.
#bob speaks#i have so any thoughts on this#also questions like this abt gay chicken are highly appreciated and i love talking about them#ty for this anon#gay chicken
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Here is a regal, kingly man, it would be ashamed if he had to marry a blond gremlin in order to remain as king.
He was so kingly this podium you're so right!!! Though I wonder if this Nando at this age wouldn't mind being at least a little domestic? 🤭
Here's some I thought were very kingly!!
#they way hes posed in the first one is very nandopoleon actually#reminds me of the crossing the alps painting#but god i think weve talked aboht this before but whenever its them waving to the crowd +#ive pavloved myself into being like: boy king???? boy king au????? au????#i feel like amr old man nando wouldnt mind co-ruling bcs as weve seen w lance hes pretty cooperative and lovey dovey#can you imagine old married ruling couple vettonso 😭😭😭😭😭#also!!! ill answer your other ask about the au soon#just as you've prob seen ive been very caught up in...other things#i love your asks!!! ty for always sending such interesting questions about the au!! i love talking abt it#catie.asks.#boy king au
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So you haven't posted anything about this in a while so I don't know if you are still doing this AU but in the B&B AU do either Branch or Bruce get sucked into the disaster that was Barb's World Tour? (I rewatched world tour yesterday and your B&B AU came to mind)
ya im always doin b&b akjshh it just hasn't hit me in a while <:] twt is the part giving me the most trouble actually bc i can't figure out how to drag them into it yet! i have a concept of bliss running to vaycay after escaping barb and telling them what happened and maybe trying to get them to help her get the techno trolls back, but im not suuper sure yet! akjshdkjh
#i want them to get into it but i can't come up w a reason for barb to go out of her way to grab them#ig i could pull a page from villain viva and have them go after the putt putts as a practice run? and bruce n branch get dragged into it#bc they aren't THAT far from them#or bliss gets followed by a patrol of rock trolls that nab bruce n branch also?#idk im tossing noodles at the wall aksjhdjkhdf#sketch answers#trolls#trolls au#yumeyoruppr#ty for the ask btw!!!!! i love talking abt my aus#trolls b&b au#dreamworks trolls#sketch's critter trolls
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What are the psychosexual consequences of the twolves dominance right now
mmm.. i have been Chewing on this...
for quite some time .
so this is a thought i have always had tbh. These playoff results so far have just been bolstering my confidence in it.
Ant and Kat's love is loud love.
The Suns love is no love. Not that they dont have any love At All, because they do. But for each other? Im not so sure. The Suns is Men doing it all for the image of finally being champions so they can prove themselves to the people OUTSIDE their team.
The nuggets is domestic love. It's quiet, it's comfortable, it's won a championship, it's retired love. Retired does Not mean dead, it does not mean completely inactive, it means slower moving, at a personal pace, enjoying what you find to be the thing you wouldn't mind dying doing. Jokic and Jamal don't have to say they're in love 24/7 to let us know they're in love. Jokic doesn't have to talk about horses all the time to reporters for reporters to find out how much he actually does from him always going back to visit them. It's quiet, but it's so strong that it doesn't have to be anything but quiet to know
The mavs is a love built on respect. Wordless, they know they can depend on the other no matter what troubles the other may be dealing with or how much is happening, they Know someone will always be there to get the job done. They KNOW it's not a waste, whatever they're doing .
Kat Needs positive reinforcement, reminisces on it, dreams for it, grows restless and angered without it. Gets real self-conscious and starts faking everything to seem like he has everything so people can start treating him like he's not just some everybody in the world, but a SOMEbody in the world, someone whose opinions, thoughts, actions, and.. possibly most importantly.. WORDS will always be remembered as a meaningful contribution to the world.
Ant is a people pleaser. But he's not the meek, 'let your favorite teacher pronounce your name wrong until the grave' people pleaser where it can be pointed out as a problem, he's a Clever one. He's the kind of people pleaser who can step into a room and spotlight the targets that need the most self-value.. all so He can assure his Own self-value, and protect it. Because, ultimately, the phrase 'everybody loves Anthony edwards' is all about Anthony Edwards, which should be obvious, right? The answer's smack dab in front of your face, but the Confidence. The charisma of it all. Covers it. Conceals it just briefly, just enough for him to get away with it. Ant always knows what to say without even thinking twice. He's such a charmer. Except he's not. He's Always thinking, always brewing up the best ways to become a spectacle. Why even video himself saying that slur shit in the first place? Why not just keep that between him and his friend in the car like probably a good chunk other basketball players do ( because let's be honest. These are probably pretty straight men. They hate people like us. )
He can't. That wouldn't give him the best results in the kind of satisfaction he craves, which is all self based, when boiled down. He HAS to not only impress his one friend in the car with his in power teasing of others who don't even have a clue, he has to try and impress Everyone that he's included in his circle, and he just accidentally included the wrong crowd in that.
Ant and kat together are just two self-conscious people who like being together so they don't feel like they're two self-conscious people who like being together. Love can come in multiple forms, but, in my opinion, love oftentimes needs multiple forms to be at its strongest. When you pour all your love into one bucket, it leaves the others hollow. Love can be quiet, and it can be loud, it can be through words, through actions, through the easy times, AND the hard times, it is love.
I like to call Kat and ant the warped jaren and ja bcs unlike jaren and ja where it can all get spoiled from jaren saying something stupid like 'i love you' when they ARE in love and are just uncomfortable saying it, kat and ant NEED to say they're in love so they can feel like they aren't in it. It being Actual love, deep love that requires more than just pretty words and over-the-top compliments and sayings and comparisons and declarations. Actual love like ant going to kat's house and bringing the rest of the team because he knows kat misses having a stable family, hates the fact that something is missing and he'll never get it back.
Actual love like being awkward with each other
Which they Hate. Terribly. The two of them.
So they'll say how much they're in love with the other, how fondly they think about their memories, how they're so close. They'll tease and laugh and try to instruct the other. And the media laps it up, of course. Especially over the quiet love. It's just so boring in comparison.
Love is thrilling, and it is also boring. Like doing menial activities together like watching the news when you two could actually be the ones on it by doing something crazy together, but you don't, and you aren't, because you both agreed it's going to be a cozy day today where you'll both just be a cute pair of couch potatoes on a sofa watching TV together.
Ant and kat CANT be boring. They CANT just sit in that silence together. They have to say something. They have to know the other doesn't consider them a waste of their time because they don't have that same assurance in themselves.
Love is being scared.
Theyre not scared.
They can't Be scared.
Being down by 2 doesn't mean anything besides we'll bounce back. We're not scared about it. I played well, the shots just weren't falling, but i did good. We are doing good. We love each other. We swear.
We're not scared .
(TV loves confidence)
(Love loves fear)
#love is being terrified. petrified. of losing smthing permanently#whatever u do. it will never be enough to get back what u loved the most#im not saying theyre not in love. or they havent felt it#they are in it. they call each other family now and they have both felt a deep love for people they call family before#and they have both lost people that they love#ant & kat are like the im not like other girls powder puff ( girls football) player tomboy who used to make fun of girls wearing makeup wit#her asshole guy just friends cus im one of the guys friends (even tho the guys would criticize an 'ugly'/nonconventially attractive girl fo#not wearing it ten seconds later) falls for the dopey incredibly kind but thinks she's dumb bcs she's pretty and blond volleyball player#who always tags along with ant at bars so ant can ask guys if they wanna see them make out bcs they find it hot without knowing that kat#finds it hot too#& it turns out ants tomboy obsession with makeup is from her denying love of feminity on others#it's appealing. it's entertaining. it's everything u want to see blossom and grow#but. it takes TIME.#time that places like the ruthlessness of businesses might not always have no matter how captivating#if you are a waste then youre a waste#kat and ant cant stand waste. they cant stand the idea of all this acting like theyre in love (LOVE. love) is all for not#is all for not Actually being in love. just a big elaborate talked up grandiose excuse to say theyre not afraid to be in love#now THATS television!!!!#is it a sturdy relationship though? will something have to change to survive? will SomeBody (or somebodies) have to change? um.#cut the cameras.#deadass.#ted asks#ted longer#ant eds#katman#TY for this ask. i have been munching like a goat. uve probably forgotten abt this.. but i... i never forge-#im like an Elephant <-watched a replay of game 2 & thought it was an entirely different game
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In reference to : https://www.tumblr.com/wanderingmausoleum/770369055434637312/i-am-so-curious-who-the-woman-in-the-tiny-portrait?source=share
I am but a humble Resident Evil roleplayer who reads your blog from afar, but the portrait on Lord Saddler's belt is of Maud Muller by George Elgar Hicks (1824 - 1914). Maud Muller is from a love poem between a village girl (Maud) and a town judge. Granted the source of the portrait, it could represent a love interest or a wife of his, rather than a nun?
(post being referenced link / poem link)
THERE SHE IS INDEED
thank you so much for this info anon!!! this is so interesting 🤔
#i have thoughts abt this information but none of them are coherent bc i just woke up from so little sleep LMAOO#but the scratched out mouth on his portrait feels Meaningful considering the. THEMES and also some of the shit los illuminados has done huh#looks at the stuff with the black water#and also their choice of ashley and treatment of ashley#god i love tiny details like this that can reveal so much about a character. rips my shirt off like a werewolf#ALSO anon i’m like 90% certain i’ve seen ur blog while scraping the internet for saddler content#and if memory serves i have enjoyed your takes/analysis#so if by chance u wish to talk Lore or anything…lmk…#runs away gayly#anyway ty again for this info this is super interesting!!!#re4#re4 remake#osmund saddler#resident evil 4#speaketh#ask#i’m flooding the saddler tag but only like 3 ppl ever post about him ever so i consider it a community service /hj
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Number 2 for anybody you want!
Can they take care of a plant? What about a pet? What about a child?
I'm throwing this one to Wingdings bc. I love him <3
No, sort of, yes (dubiously). He’s a bit scatterbrained at times, and doesn't typically have much interest in plants beyond studying them. If he had to during an experiment he'd do fine, but casually, he has absolutely no green thumb whatsoever and would forget to take care of it frequently. That, plus not knowing the signs of unwellness well enough to catch them before the plant died either way </3
As for a pet, I'd give a solid "eh", because he certainly wouldn't let something starve, but he dedicates most of his time to his work and interests, he wouldn't be a good pet owner for anything above the demand level of like, a cat. But he could probably handle a cat. And the company would admittedly be nice...
Children falls into yes (dubiously) because he’s not necessarily the best gauge of parental behaviors, so while he'd certainly care for a child and do his best for their health, too, he would also probably let them do or participate in dangerous things at times </3 He was a mostly good dad to his own kids though! Before the "shattering".
#he’s a very married to his work type. doesn't leave a lot of room for other stuff that aren't other people who kinda force their way in lol#and it's not that he doesn't care! he does! he just can't split his focus very well and the guilt of not taking care of something well#enough would far outweigh any benefit. even the kids were an accident. he never would've chosen that. though he did love them very much#he knows he’s not...really cut out for that sort of thing#ty ty !!! I should really talk abt this guy more...#✨💞⚡️#sun spots#wingdings#wingdings gaster#idr his tag </3#clear sky sunset
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whomst are your ocs lol (saw ur tags mention them)
oh!!! usually im talking abt my oc valentine from project cupid lol shes on my mind 24/7!!! shes a 26 yr old magical girl who got back in the game because she cant pay her phone bill anymore and her magical side kick turns into a razer phone LMAO she's been working at the same diner since she got kicked out at 16 and hates anything cute/"immature" or w/e so being a magical girl (and wearing her magical girl uniform she picked out when she was 12) isnt really appealing to her as a 26 yr old woman. a woman who so very much needs therapy because girl has NOT processed the traumatic event she went thru 10 years ago.
her magical girl name is cupid! she's been trying to quit smoking for years! changing someones fate somewhere near u!!!
i just think shes neat!!!!!!!!!!!
#this is just a doodle and def not her final design but i had fun doodling this one lol#ty for asking and sorry this doesn't make too much sense DLKFJGHD when is start talking abt her i never wanna stop#i could just drop fun facts abt her all day!!!!#next time ill talk abt another magical girl on her team named binky!#shes a clown magical girl!!!#project cupid#WAIT I didnt even talk abt her red string of fate ability#she sees strings tied to people who are in danger#and theres a BIG focus on fate in the series overall#asklittlemisstoast#ALSO if u have specific questions abt her or project cupid i would love to answer them#the worst part abt making ur own story is that u have to write it smh
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every action has an equal opposite reaction, but love and hate aren't opposites now, are they? it's love and indifference! here, traveler, have some soft childe thoughts about some of the little things you love about him that he'd never think twice about <3
walking with childe, if you asked anyone else, is a workout and a half with how long his strides tend to be. but with you? it's almost second nature for him to slow down and match your pace so that you don't have to do that awkward half-walk-half-jog the traveler and any of his shorter companions have to do when they travel with him. it doesn't even look like he's aware of it, you've noticed. it's like he's so attuned to you and your comfort that childe just adjusts himself accordingly without thinking. and he stands so close to you as well! in the early days of your friendship, the two of you would often almost trip or bump into each other with how close you'd end up being during your walks. it's something he used to apologize for ("sorry, i'm used to being close to others when walking. it's easy to lose companions in the snow if you're not careful"), but no matter how hard childe tried to keep a reasonable distance, he'd always find a way back to your side. thinking back on it now, it was really cute how he'd gravitate to your side even before either of you realized that your feelings were, very much so, requited. does that make up for all the bootprints and scuffs he's left on your shoes from walking too close though? no.
more often than not, holding hands with childe means resigning yourself to losing autonomy over whichever hand he's clinging onto for the foreseeable future. he gestures quite a bit when he talks — a habit he's picked up from watching his older siblings tell stories when he was a child and integrated into his own way of speaking as he grew older — and he can sometimes forget he's still holding your hand when he moves to gesture just how big the fishes are back in morepesok when retelling stories of his homeland to his companions. even when you're just walking in the harbor and conversing, every other statement is accompanied with a flourish of his wrists and some other grand gesture, and you usually just watch him fondly from his side. you think it's so endearing that childe never lets go of your hand, not even once, through his entire performance. he casts frequent glances your way as well when you walk and talk together this way, like he's making sure he still has your attention that he, in all his puppy-like glory, can never seem to get enough of. he squeezes your hand, rubs his thumb over your knuckles, slides his forefingers down to feel at the pulse he loves listening to at night on your wrist. he'll take any excuse to hold your hand and maintain some form of skinship, and you especially love it when it looks like he's forgotten he's still holding you but hasn't forgotten that he's connected to you. you think about telling him that, sometimes, but you don't think you'd be able to properly explain to the man the difference between the two.
eating with childe is a comfort you look forward to at the end of every day. he loves eating meals with you and just winding down together at a table that he still, sometimes, can't believe he can share with you, but what you love most about your dinners is just how domestic he can be about the whole affair. it's an unspoken agreement between you that whoever doesn't cook is the one that sets the table. when childe's the one at the stove, he can be very fussy about you not eating anything any light snacks while dinner is still cooking because "you'll ruin your appetite, honey. don't let my efforts go to waste!" he's very big on healthy and hearty meals, so you always end up pleasantly content when you go to sleep. it's so easy for you to tell when a dish is cooked by him too. but when you're the one cooking... well. he's always been the type to say things like "do as i say, not as i do." he's a menace in the kitchen, always trying to sneak "taste tests" from whatever you're cooking and chattering your ear off about his day as he goes about fulfilling his assigned role. he does set the table pretty well, thankfully, and your playful annoyance at his antics subsides just a little when you notice him placing the "nicer" china in front of your chair and opening your windows just a little to let in the cool night breeze. childe talks to you throughout the entire process, moving around you in the kitchen like it's a song he's danced with you for years even though at this point, you've only known each other for two. childe habitually leans down to press soft, chaste kisses on the side of your head when he passes by too, and it's something that never fails to send the butterflies in your stomach off in a frenzy. honestly, at this point? you might as well just come out and say that your favorite parts about eating with childe is how easy it is to see your future with him. (and if you ask him, he'd say he loves how easy it is to see his future with you too.)
[more soft childe thoughts posting! this time, about the little quirks and habits that you've noticed and find so so endearing bc even though i love childe being down atrociously bad for his beloved, the scale must be balanced. if he's a simp, the reader must simp in return.]
#miyo.muses#childe.togo#this was one of the drafts i was talking about#ive been inspired to finish it after listening to “those eyes” by new west#love love love the idea of a reader just as whipped for the character as the character themselves are for them#these arent all the soft hcs i have abt him btw#i had to cut it down to only three bc it was getting too long imo#maybe ill do a part two about this#god knows i can go on abt this man for ages#i love he very much ty for coming to my tedtalk#genshin impact#genshin childe#childe x reader#tartaglia x reader
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finished reading kaleidoscope of death and watching spirealm... nanqiu my world
#kod is in my top 3 danmeis now actually#once again the world building was mind blowing. the horror! the gore! the monsters! the description! chefs kiss#some of them made me gag! exactly what i want when i read horror stuff#nanqiu soulmatism is crazy i love them so so so much im going to die#i cant stop thinking abt how lqs spoils rnz constantly like hes soso down bad it's funny#and SPOILER AHEAD rnz wiping his own memory of being a door god to be with lqs.... im biting my fingers off#the cheng twins extras made me cry actually#AND THE DRAMA ADAPTION. every death made me sob. my sister threw up. god fucking damn.#THE WAY RNZ LOOKS AT LQS.... bro got ME blushing and giggling#also in my heart rnz is genderqueer their gender depends on their mood ty#sigh... ruan baijie the woman you are... ruan nazhu the man you are....#i can talk abt this danmei forever and ever thanks#the plot twist is so genius. could've never guessed that ngl.#kaleidoscope of death#the spirealm
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*clutches onto your leg like an anon starved in the desert* Oh, you. YOU THERE. Yes, you UNDERSTAND. The minute I saw your Johto art and the Clair fireworks, oh it was so over for me. It's about the stupid Johto FOUND FAMILY you GET IT. Stupid Dad Lance and his co-workers who are totally his friends and he will go all Silly Dragon Cape Man to defend them and they will tease him relentlessly for being a workaholic and getting grey hairs from all the wayward kids he keeps picking up but show their care in their own way. And sometimes by not posting pics of Lance feuding with the League Fax Machine onto the Chatot App but it is everywhere in the GC. They are all friends to me, YOU GET IT. Even the Gym Leaders they are so silly, Johto the land of bonding with people and pokemon in a place of folklore and forestry REAL. You draw sm Will and Karen I love them sm you're doing SO GOOD with the art and the silly Dad Lance and Silver crumbs too also your Clair art is GORGEOUS I literally gasped, its such a good use of the space on the art square, the colors and composition are gorgeous uwahhhh. it is so cool and complete and comprehensive and brain go brrrr with the happy chemical n FIREWORKS. I wish I had a credit card I could commission an art request from you or smth would literally throw $100 at you casually OP, freaking saluTATIONS I feel 25% less coocoo in the pkmn fandom not being alone in every take. hooray. yipee.
H. HI. THANK YOU. Im so glad so many other people see the johto e4 friends/found family dynamic were all in this together
#all your lance hcs and how the e4 treats him are insanely good#love when characters can playfully tease eachother and show care in different ways. thats def how i see them#ALSO TY FOR THE COMMENTS ON THE CLAIR ART AW...I RLY LIKED HOW IT CAME OUT SO READING THIS MADE ME SO 💗💘💞💕💞💗💗💖💓💕💗💞💗#johto e4 gc sounds so good. i feel like koga and bruno struggle to use it but try their best and lance and will act v professional#and karen is super casual and just talks abt whatever on there. shell send a photo of her umbreon and koga/bruno reply w a thumbs up#ask tag
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