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2, 12, & 20 for pasha 🙏
YES, my pasha!!! as always, ty!! under the cut for spoilers juuuust in case!
2) How did Rook get the nickname? What do they think of it?
SO. so in Pasha’s lil world state (labor of love between my friends and i tbh), they’re not the “canon” Rook, that falls on a lil elf named Emory that belongs to my friend, Jacks. HOWEVER they do have a couple of other nicknames!
Pasha’s got a young mage in their care named Tamsin who they’ve come to love like a child (I’ve been real torn up over recreating the Mandalorian’s “clan of two” with them). ANYWAY, Tamsin calls them Iovro’shan, old bear (thank you, project elvhen). Tamsin likened Pasha to a bear waking up after hibernating and that’s what she’s called them ever since! Varric also took to calling them some variation of Fennec. He’s got a bunch of lil nature inspired nicknames for them but Fennec is the most consistent. If he feels like being cute, he’ll call Tamsin and Pasha The Tangle bc… bc a group of fennecs is called… a tangle.
There’s also what Emmrich calls them BUT that’s private (I also dooooont know what that is yet).
12. Does Rook have any family? Do they keep in touch?
Aw man!! I haven’t thought of Pasha’s family outside of the one they found for themselves (and, later on, Emmrich and their skeletal magic-flinging son) (can you tell which route I went). I’d love to sit and think about their clan tho. I think it’s been years and they would’ve left voluntarily (the events of inquisition happened a decade ago now, right? so at least ten years at minimum!) but not on bad terms. I imagine a situation similar to Davrin where maybe they just grew restless.
20. What’s it like to see them smile? Their laugh?
PASHA IS SO VERY EXPRESSIVE. When they’re mad, you know it. When they’re sad, you know it. When they smile??? It’s like looking at the sun, big n bright. Like their eyes shut, they’ve got forehead wrinkles and smile lines and it’s infectious.
They’ve also got the kind of laugh that starts off with a loud HAH that comes from the belly and turns into a gasps of air that has the potential to kill them. It’s not hard to get them to crumble into a fit of giggles, they’ve got the stupidest sense of humor (hand puns).
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i feel like. theres designing a character with certain themes and motifs in mind, and then theres making a gijinka for the water bottle on my nightstand
#me when im the only person on the bus wearing a mask: i should make a furry plaguesona#its hard to explain bc. most of the time i try NOT to give my characters a 'strong' theme like making their whole design around#one thing like apples or even broad stuff like baking or cottagecore.. idk if its partly for flexibility or because i cant imagine them#making it their whole personality. not bc i find it cringe or overblown but more like ive learned to associate design with character depth#i had a cutesy uwu persona for most of highschool because i thought it would make me more. likeable? easy to remember? since#memorable character designs are easy to recognize. and one way of doing that is simplifying it with a theme or symbol so you form an#association. but since im a real person its exhausting keeping up that appearance all the time and denying myself things when they dont#fit my 'aesthetic' or 'theme.' i think ive grown past that bc i just collect stuff because i think it looks cool and dont let myself dwell#on how it might 'fit' with my image. but i cant help feeling bad doing it to my own characters bc it feels like im making them too one#dimensional. despite knowing that theyre not real and design alone doesnt reflect depth i cant help feeling like its wrong#despite that i love seeing motifs because it feels like it reflects the characters soul and paradoxically gives them depth. it makes them#interesting to look at too and honestly its pretty fun combining things that fall under a similar category when designing#i struggle find a balance between those two things#actually this reminds me of noelles christmas theme.. i dont remember her saying anything abt liking christmas despite a lot of#her design and character tying back to it. it makes me wonder if she would have feelings about that or doesnt think abt it too hard#or if its like a matching family shirts situation and shes just going along with it??#maybe i should just do whatever i want with my character designs since theyre not real and im thinking abt it too hard#although. this probably has something to do with deep seated identity issues huh#yapping#oc talk#oc
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Hullo!!! Can I please ask about Dante?? :D what's their story?? :D
Hi!! Yes ofc you can!! <3
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Here's a really brief overview that I wrote in another post (which also includes their tattoo lore and some fun facts, if you were interested in reading that!)
Dante Inferno (they/he) is my drow fathomless warlock, pirate captain, and awful babygirl who wants the world to burn. Dante took on their warlock pact to gain power and bring suffering to those who wronged them and hopefully find the daughter that was stolen from them many years ago. However, this pact comes at a price... it's actually Dante's misery that their patron is most interested in. 🥀 Unfortunately, they may be in too deep to figure this out!! For years, they've been self-destructing and falling deeper into corruption... and are quickly hurtling towards a future where they may be left with nothing of who they once were.
But I'll also include a longer version below the cut that goes into some of the details of their story!! (Also- I wrote a section at the bottom explaining why I think Dante would get along with Bad End Husk :D )
-- HERE'S THE LONG(ER) VERSION -- (This is still a shortened version of events, go down below this if you want like. the FULL version. I threw in their toyhouse link there!)
Dante comes from a rough part of the Underdark where they grew up impoverished and neglected, but the only thing that really kept them going was a dream to one day get out of that shithole. And in a way, they got their dream,,,! However, they only clawed their way out of the Underdark when they realized they were pregnant and needed to save their kid from the upbringing he was subjected to. Dante wanted far better for his daughter. She became their entire world, their incentive, something good to look forward to. She gave their life meaning,,, For three years, they were able to live on the surface in a local kingdom populated by other drow who also escaped from the Underdark. Those were the happiest years of Dante's life, but they weren't to last. Unfortunately, it was discovered that Dante didn't come into the surface kingdom through the proper channels, so they decided to send them back. However, they would keep Dante's daughter because she never became baptized under Spider Queen society... They dragged Dante away from their daughter kicking and screaming. However, he managed to cut an X into his daughter's cheek as a desperate last resort, promising that they would find her again someday. And then they were brought back to the Underdark and sent reeling into a deep depressive spiral. The only thing that motivated them was the thought of returning back to their daughter..... and making everyone who hurt them pay. This anger, grief, and desperation eventually made them seek out a patron who would help give them all the power they needed to leave the Underdark again and achieve all of their goals. They stumbled across Znn'lusca, a demon who feeds on despair... and she only asked that Dante cause as much misery as possible in exchange for her powers. He agreed, immediately having a plan in mind to kill two birds with one stone-- They ended up making another pact with the Spider Queen herself, promising to send all of the escaped drow back into the Underdark (because if they didn't let Dante escape, he wouldn't show them any mercy either). In exchange, the Spider Queen wouldn't pursue Dante and try to force them back either, so long as they brought her "lost children" back. With these new pacts formed, Dante makes it back to the surface and they are told to focus on gaining power before going after their kid. Zinn played into their fear of being forced back into the Underdark again, planting seeds of doubt in their mind that kept them from attempting to seek out their daughter. Every time Dante would bring up going after her, Zinn would talk them out of it and reroute their thoughts. Because... little did Dante know but their despair was the tastiest of all, and the longer they went without their daughter, the richer it became. 15 years pass. Dante is now an established cutthroat pirate captain who uses a submarine as a ship... trafficking escaped drow back to the Underdark on the side, forgetting their original goals and who they were before the hurt with each day that passes. And then they get thrown into jail and the campaign starts from there,,!! TLDR: Dante is in SO much trouble AFSGH they're stuck in a web they can't get out from,,, being in a pact with not one but two demons who do not wish anything good for him. And he's still missing his daughter so bad,, and he is miserable and angry and hates everyone.
✨📌 If you wanted even MORE details that I left out here (a lot of the in-between stuff and more about Dante's actual campaign, party members, etc), you can read all about it here on their Toyhouse!! <<3
(Thanks for reading all of this if you got this far btw!!)
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WHY DANTE WOULD LIKE BAD END HUSK:
Also, to elaborate on why I think Dante would enjoy bad end Husk-- Husk is exactly the type of patron Dante would have gravitated towards, being the lord of "secrecy and cunning revenge" and plotting the downfall of their enemies. That's the kind of thing Dante wants oh so badly rn!! It's the reason why they ended up making a pact with their actual patron. The desire for power, the ambition, but most of all-- feeling so wronged and wanting everyone who ever hurt them and their daughter to suffer.
Dante is a conniving backstabber, the ultimate betrayer... a liar by nature. The word 'treachery' has been carved into their back in Abyssal/Deep Speech. They have only learned how to survive and sometimes that means using everyone around you as a stepping stool. In the end, the only people who matter are themself and their daughter. (But truly deep down, they're just a REALLY hurt person who is lashing out in the wrong ways. They're just scared, angry, and sad. And they easily fall into corruption and pacts with big bad entities SGHDJK)
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My tags if you wanted to go see more of them!! >> #oc dante | #dante meta <<
Aaand their Toyhouse again!
#WOOF... that was a lot!!!#ty for expressing interest in them :D they're one of my most intense ocs by far haha#oc dante#dante meta#kara rambles#the askerrr#they have SO many different things to talk about. like it's crazy. me when the themes are theme-ing and the character is someone who has#lived a full life and made so many mistakes and feels like they have real human emotions#dante makes me sad :(( (but also i love talking abt them so ty for the opportunity!)
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sometimes i remember that gojo wanted to tell geto “we’ll meet again, right?” just before he died but forced himself not to knowing it would have cursed him and then i start thinking about how kind and thoughtful gojo is as a character and how he hasn’t been able to lean on another human being since geto defected and then i want to . Scream
#like. there’s something almost helpless about that question. because gojo doesn’t *know* the answer…. he’s asking for reassurance#he wants to know if they’ll ever meet again even though deep down he knows the answer#and it’s so… bare? so vulnerable.#if he had voiced it that would’ve been the first time in TEN YEARS that gojo truly bared his heart to someone and asked for help#but he knew it would turn into a curse and so he gulped the words back down. :((#gojo is such a sincerely kind and thoughtful character and it breaks my heart that sooo many people in the fandom can’t see that 😭#he isn’t a saint and he definitely isn’t selfless but above all else his goal as a human being is to make sure no one ever feels alone.#that no one has their youth taken away from them….. that everyone gets a Choice in how to live their life :(((( it’s so important to him.#i just genuinely don’t understand ppl who insist that he’s morally gray ….. gojo is a consistently Good person and that never changes#he wants to have fun and laugh and he wants his students to enjoy their youth. he wants them to think he’s cool.#he’s the big brother slash father Ever and i love him to death#i got sidetracked this was supposed to be abt geto 😔😔 anyway the final scene between them will always be my Favorite ever#and the key to understanding both their characters and love for one another#ty for coming to my ted talk i’m feeling normal abt them today 😇😇#ari noises ✩
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i like youre posts, thoughts on ruinene ?
As a romantic dynamic: I don’t really think abt them that way… it’s the unrepentant emunene/ruikasa bias. Also a lot of rui & nene’s interactions read as very… sibling-like? To *me*. Personally. I hesitate to say sibling-like, because people get really weird about assigning family dynamics to characters who aren’t related or raised as siblings and have never referred to each other as siblings (“it’s basically incest” no it is not what are you on), but it’s something similar to that imo. Gestures at nene’s new 3rd anniversary 2* card story where Rui is like “I remember when you were reading picture books… and now you’re reading more advanced books… how time flies…” & she’s like “stop treating me like a kid 😑” despite being him being only one year older than her.
I don’t have anything against it (& I think taking shipping fictional characters seriously enough to fight over it is ridiculous), it’s just not for me & I don’t see it romantically. But for the people who do: you do you have fun enjoy yourselves. (I also personally think Rui is gay coded but again. Idc if people disagree it doesn’t affect me I’m glad they’re having fun. Also that’s a hot button topic & I don’t want the people who do take this shit too seriously to hunt me down with pitchforks and torches please go outside it’s not that deep.)
As a platonic dynamic/going off what’s in canon: I’m so obsessed with them (as I am with all wxs dynamics). They’re so fascinating to me. They make me so sad. Another reason I hate the “they’re siblings” thing is it feels like a boring restrictive box people want to shove their dynamic into that does a disservice to how interesting it is. It waters it down.
Nene was the only person Rui really had as a friend when he was a kid, and the only person who trusted in him and his ideas. They grew their love for theatre together. At some point they grew distant - we don’t know why, but my personal take on it is this:
1. Rui slowly growing to think he would never find anyone who got him after experiencing rejection after rejection, and pushing Nene away. A combination of “I need to leave her before she leaves me, this way it will hurt less because it’s My Choice”, “I shouldn’t inflict myself upon other people it’s better for everyone if I stay by myself”, and “Nene has her own friends now I would just be dragging her down.”
2. Nene having her own friends (new troupe) and slowly pulling back - or, at least, not actively trying to prevent him pushing her away. “I don’t want to experience the same social rejection, and I don’t know how to help Rui, there’s nothing I can do.” Nene, especially in the early days, has never been very assertive, and I don’t think favoring blending into the background over standing out (in a potentially embarrassing way) due to Rui’s stunts and ideas would be out of character for her.
3. I don’t think they went to the same middle school/junior high (I could be wrong) (did they even go to the same elementary school?) which meant they didn’t spend time together without one of them reaching out, which became increasingly rare.
I don’t think either of them are to blame. Or they share equal blame, depending on how you look at it. I see people placing more of the blame on Nene though, which is… Nene get behind me. Leave her alone. If you held my prsk account at gunpoint and said “ok but seriously who is more to blame for the relationship breakdown you have choose or your 4*s are gone forever” I would say Rui. Wouldn’t even have to think about it. Given his abandonment issues/avoidant tendencies/habit of pushing others away/pre main story mindset, it’s what makes the most sense.
They don’t really reconnect until the main story, and even then I wholeheartedly believe Rui was less interested in reconnecting than he was interested in getting Nene to perform again. He accepts Tsukasa’s invitation to WxS under the condition that he gets to bring in a fourth member and then immediately tries to leave the second Tsukasa is like “I don’t want to die wtf.” like he doesn’t even try that hard to convince him he just goes “ok bye have fun nene :).”
Rui builds Nene a robot so she can perform again which - I’ve talked about it before briefly, I need to talk about it at length at some point, but while that’s very sweet it’s also… not helpful. Not in the long run, at least. It wasn’t a *bad* thing, it was just the only solution he was capable of offering. It was a bandaid over a gaping wound situation - Nene couldn’t hide behind a robot forever. Rui couldn’t always be there to fix nenerobo, she couldn’t pursue performing seriously behind a robot, and she *wanted* to be on stage again. What Nene needed was the courage to get on stage again, and Rui didn’t have the skill set to help with that, because it was something Nene needed to find on her own (with support).
The thing about them in the early days is they both enabled each other to stagnate in situations they weren’t happy with. Maybe more so Rui than Nene, in that he literally built he a robot to allow her to avoid confronting her anxiety around performing, but Nene also lacked the ability to challenge or discourage Rui’s “I’m better off on my own” mindset. The tragic consequences of two people who lack social skills (one of which has pretty severe social anxiety) trying to help each other. Nothing really gets done.
(As an aside: this is why the emu+nene and tsukasa+rui dynamics are so crucial. Yes even outside of a ship dynamic I promise I’m accounting for my own bias. Emu+tsukasa did actually have the ability to encourage nene+rui to come out of their shells - Emu is Nene’s no.1 hype man and always encourages her in everything she does and pushes her outside her comfort zone socially. Nene doesn’t have to guess at what Emu is thinking & get caught up in the weeds of anxiety bc Emu will just tell her outright. Rui credits Tsukasa specifically with giving him the chance to change for a reason, and Mizuki/pandemonium NPCs point out that Rui has seemed so much happier and less closed off since becoming Tsukasa’s friend. Pointing @ the thing Rui’s CV said about as you like it.)
There’s still some degree of guilt on Nene’s side wrt being unable to help Rui even now, but that’s lessened over the course of the story. There’s a lot that goes unsaid between them about their shared past, but they also understand each other incredibly well after knowing each other for ~10 years. By virtue of knowing each other forever they’re both well acquainted with how the other’s mind works.
Nene can tell what’s bothering Rui in wonder halloween before even he realizes it, and she understands that he struggles to explain/articulate his feelings and issues in curtain call. Rui is tuned into Nene’s anxiety saw trap of a mind and is well versed in getting her to realize she’s overthinking things (I.e. “why don’t you just ask tsukasa what he did in the acting camp” in her emu3 2* card. I think that’s the right card) as well as getting her to speak up (shutting emu up with a donut in one of the earlier nene card stories so nene has a chance to talk. source here is just trust me I don’t want to hunt the card down).
Nene is always in his corner, and the reverse is true. They want each other to be happy and they’re so so so pleased that the other is doing better now. Nene often points out that Rui seems happier, and Rui is very proud of how far Nene has grown both on the stage and off it. Love their dynamic it’s so good… I care them…
#Ty 4 ask. love to rotate them in my mind.#if you’re wondering why I kept emphasizing the ‘in MY opinion this is just MY take it’s fine to disagree’ it’s bc I know how this fanbase#works. & I am not trying to get burned at the stake bc someone crawling thru the rui+nene tags 2 weeks from now#saw someone they’ve never spoken to say ‘idk it’s just not my thing’ & decided they needed to tear my limbs off like a rabid chimp#insert that one jerma clip where it’s like ‘jerma talks to his audience like they’re a bunch of monkeys who will kill him if he’s not#entertaining enough’ bc that’s exactly how it feels to talk abt pjsk ships in depth.#mine#asks#analysis#rui#nene
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i like overthink everything now it makes me feel so dumb. i used 2 be able to just talk 2 ppl but nowadays every single thing im like Is that actually going to make them hate me. Yes probably. and then i just dont respond which makes ppl hate me. this is how it is
#ive been overthinking 1 light and casual mildly funny response to something but im worried itll come off as disrespectful and dismissive And#make me seem stupid and uncaring all at the same time. and also be seen as insulting. but like idt itd be insulting right like. im not#saying what it is so ig for all you guys know im like I mean if i say All your shit suck ball and i hateit kys. <- thats not the thing i was#going to say#like it doesnt matter now the window for response is closed now but i feel stupid bc i shouldve just said it it was light and casual. im so#bad at keeping convos gojng im convinced im not going to survive. In like a light and casual way like in a He will not make it through the#winter joke way. dw. im not going to do anything bc i had One failed interaction. if i was going to do anythjng itd be bc of the 8000000#other failed interactions. But im not. anyways. it just makes me feel so useless 😭 like i want to respond i want to talk to ppl so bad but#i feel like i mess things up Irreparably every time i speak OR i take too LONG overthinking my response and then i just cant respond bc its#been too long and then its been 3 years and the only messages ive ever sent r my intro message and 1 message 2 years ago that nobody#responded to at all. or the conversation stopped immediately after. and like i used to be better at this i was lkke. talkative in a couple#muts servers like. i talked 2 ppl daily in those servers and i had fun and like. I was an important part of the group and i felt like it#but i just feel like such an outsider for Everything and its literally my fault bc i cant just like. Talk. The explosion. bc im always like#im gonna try im gonna do it this time im gonna get it back im going to finally be Good connor and im going to fix it all and make a Good#solid friend group and ill find HEALTHY LOVE and i wont selfsabotage and ill move out and have a job and ill balance it well and ill start#all my hobbies and ill have a great routine and be so loveable and on top of it and not stressed and content and happy and roll with the#punches and then theres a single hiccup and im like Well fuckinf whatever im going to be an unemployed hermit forever and im going to die b4#im 25 anyways so Who cares and also im digging a little hole for myself. and its like. AUGHH ik i just have to persevere and overcome but#even saying that feels so stupid its not fucking hard its Talking to ppl. like. i literally if ive ever said a word to you i had to think#avt it and strategize how to respond right even for like. like. it makes it sound like its not genuine it is#like for example i want to say hey i love your art! but then i freak out and im like thats not normal thats like a rly generic comment they#hear that all the time theyll thjnk im being polite and my brains like hrmmm rewrite Your art changed my life. It shaped me. Ill never be#the same. Nad im like ok too far overcorrected go back and the sentence generator is like Your art has colors 💯 like. GOD. WHY IS IT SO#difficult. and then usually i either just dont say anythinf and feel awful abt it 4ever OR i send it on anon and then i spend like 15#minutes ibsessively slightly tweaking the apelling and capitalization and punctuation to make sure it doesnt seem like its me just in case#it Is the worst possible thing to say but then i see the response and itll be like AWWW TYSM :] THIS MEANS A LOT or whathaveyou and i feel#stupid bc i couldve just Told them this to their face and it wouldve been a good positive interaction we had. but instead i had 2 hide and#tyoe entirely differently so they couldnt sniff me from my typing style. and it soesnt even feel like the thanks is actually 4 me bc i#tweaked the message sm. and it still makes me happy that the oersons hapoy but its like. that couldve been a nice mutual interaction#like not that i need a personal ty i compliment ppl when i Want to compliment ppl and when its genuine yk. i dont do it so i get mutualpoint
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24 n 29 for the ask game! ⛷️
- @kumagorosh
24. Share the head cannon(s) you are most passionate about
im making this a list. becuase. theres a lot.
In go, to the public, Kiyama is Kira Hiroto, but to his friends and family, he's Kiyama Tatsuya
Tachimukai, Midorikawa, and Aki are obsessed with plants, its how they became friends during the FFI,
The reason why Inazuma Japan warmed up to Kiyama and Midorikawa so quickly was because the Dark Emperors, without Dark Emperors, they would probably treat them like how they treat Fudou,
No matter how old Toramaru is, he will always get babied by everyone, he hates it. But, on the other side, he uses this to his advantage,
Kariya and Shuugo are just. Mini versions of the Aliea captains,
Kiyama sees a lot of himself in Kariya,
Post Kappa episode, Kogure likes to follow Kiyama around like a lost child, mimic him, and use him as a shield whenever someone is mad at him for pranking them (by that I mean kiyama gaslight them.)
Shuugo and Kariya are complete opposites of each other. Extrovert + Introvert, Golden Retriever friend + Black cat friend, etc
ok ykw? this is it for now, there's a lot. I'm passionate abt all of my headcanons, might add more in the tags LMFAO
29. Share your favourite ina11 fanfiction(s)
im gonna share fics and series' becuase,,, I'm indecisive. In no particular order;
But for the planets and the stars
Orbiting against the gravitational current
On Rivalling Friendship
Under the stars
the words I want to say (but can't tell you)
dynamic equilibrium
God (Hand) [...]
and as for fic series;
its a long, long journey (till i found my way home to you)
Inazuma Eleven Social Media
The Inazuma Scrapbook
What are we, if not pretty similar people [...]
if you see a recurring theme with these fics, no you don't /lh /j
#ty for the ask <3#ask game#Sky rambles#inazuma eleven#kumagorosh#ok more headcanons im passionate abt :thumbsup:#Kiyama is achillean Mido is bi+transmasc#Touko is a lesbian rika is bi#they four of them love hanging out together and gossiping#kiyama and touko are WLW MLM solidarity. they would constantly joke “If I was straight I would totally date you” and shit like that#rika and mido like to gossip and talk abt their disasters for partners#saginuma and gouenji went to the same hsc thats how they became friends
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First off, I love your fic and your art. Hopefully you don't mind me asking but is there a particular reason why you write Vanoss to have a toxic household? Or I guess childhood and is that going to become more in the future?
Thank you!! It means a lot to me <3
For the latter part, it turned so much longer than I thought it would be so I’m shelving it under this cut.
To address the question: I wouldn’t think of it as a toxic childhood, as that definition can vary heavily between people, but certainly a burdening one. It is also important to mention that this is speculative fiction that is built off of limited information that could be made up. This is not truth, merely something that I thought was interesting for the story.
And to answer the question:
Now, this conclusion comes from both personal experience (having been from an Asian household with very traditional views (similar to what Evan most likely would’ve experienced)) and little comments that he or his friends have made on it.
I’m aware that not every family is the same, but from a cultural perspective, there’s a higher discipline when it comes to Asian families, especially when it comes to education, something that Evan has stated that he’s had difficulties with when it came to his parents.
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(sources: cbc and wikipedia respectively)
It is more common for more harmful dynamic to be instilled than the average white family. Due to the traditional nature, it's harder for them to come to terms, especially when it comes to addressing possible generational trauma.
About his friend’s comments:
Marcel has described his childhood as scathingly “quiet” after Evan made a mention about how he doesn’t like shouting. After Marcel said that, Evan went eerily quiet. Which is interesting because, in contrast to his friends, when Evan gets genuinely upset, he goes quiet as opposed to getting loud. He’s done it when he blew up at Ninja.
Something about this comment has hit a chord with Evan. He doesn't like that this part of him has been called out. He's quick to come back but there's this cut in the footage to imply that the silence had lasted for longer than what the video shows. The fact that it was also edited out of Evan's video shows that it was one of those moments that he didn't like having it in.
There have also been tweets from Evan which sheds a bit more light on how his relationship with his parents are.
(note the separation of himself from his folks)
tl;dr they don't have the best of relationships with each other and based on how asian family cultures generally are + interactions and comments from his friends, they're strained at best. there's most likely a bunch of conflicts between them.
And for the latter part of the question:
Yes and no. There's going to be mentions of them, but they won't have an actual appearance in Gay Chicken, no.
Once again, THIS IS FOR A FICTIONAL PIECE OF WRITING.
#bob speaks#i have so any thoughts on this#also questions like this abt gay chicken are highly appreciated and i love talking about them#ty for this anon#gay chicken
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Here is a regal, kingly man, it would be ashamed if he had to marry a blond gremlin in order to remain as king.
He was so kingly this podium you're so right!!! Though I wonder if this Nando at this age wouldn't mind being at least a little domestic? 🤭
Here's some I thought were very kingly!!
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#they way hes posed in the first one is very nandopoleon actually#reminds me of the crossing the alps painting#but god i think weve talked aboht this before but whenever its them waving to the crowd +#ive pavloved myself into being like: boy king???? boy king au????? au????#i feel like amr old man nando wouldnt mind co-ruling bcs as weve seen w lance hes pretty cooperative and lovey dovey#can you imagine old married ruling couple vettonso 😭😭😭😭😭#also!!! ill answer your other ask about the au soon#just as you've prob seen ive been very caught up in...other things#i love your asks!!! ty for always sending such interesting questions about the au!! i love talking abt it#catie.asks.#boy king au
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So you haven't posted anything about this in a while so I don't know if you are still doing this AU but in the B&B AU do either Branch or Bruce get sucked into the disaster that was Barb's World Tour? (I rewatched world tour yesterday and your B&B AU came to mind)
ya im always doin b&b akjshh it just hasn't hit me in a while <:] twt is the part giving me the most trouble actually bc i can't figure out how to drag them into it yet! i have a concept of bliss running to vaycay after escaping barb and telling them what happened and maybe trying to get them to help her get the techno trolls back, but im not suuper sure yet! akjshdkjh
#i want them to get into it but i can't come up w a reason for barb to go out of her way to grab them#ig i could pull a page from villain viva and have them go after the putt putts as a practice run? and bruce n branch get dragged into it#bc they aren't THAT far from them#or bliss gets followed by a patrol of rock trolls that nab bruce n branch also?#idk im tossing noodles at the wall aksjhdjkhdf#sketch answers#trolls#trolls au#yumeyoruppr#ty for the ask btw!!!!! i love talking abt my aus#trolls b&b au#dreamworks trolls#sketch's critter trolls
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finished reading kaleidoscope of death and watching spirealm... nanqiu my world
#kod is in my top 3 danmeis now actually#once again the world building was mind blowing. the horror! the gore! the monsters! the description! chefs kiss#some of them made me gag! exactly what i want when i read horror stuff#nanqiu soulmatism is crazy i love them so so so much im going to die#i cant stop thinking abt how lqs spoils rnz constantly like hes soso down bad it's funny#and SPOILER AHEAD rnz wiping his own memory of being a door god to be with lqs.... im biting my fingers off#the cheng twins extras made me cry actually#AND THE DRAMA ADAPTION. every death made me sob. my sister threw up. god fucking damn.#THE WAY RNZ LOOKS AT LQS.... bro got ME blushing and giggling#also in my heart rnz is genderqueer their gender depends on their mood ty#sigh... ruan baijie the woman you are... ruan nazhu the man you are....#i can talk abt this danmei forever and ever thanks#the plot twist is so genius. could've never guessed that ngl.#kaleidoscope of death#the spirealm
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What are the psychosexual consequences of the twolves dominance right now
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mmm.. i have been Chewing on this...
for quite some time .
so this is a thought i have always had tbh. These playoff results so far have just been bolstering my confidence in it.
Ant and Kat's love is loud love.
The Suns love is no love. Not that they dont have any love At All, because they do. But for each other? Im not so sure. The Suns is Men doing it all for the image of finally being champions so they can prove themselves to the people OUTSIDE their team.
The nuggets is domestic love. It's quiet, it's comfortable, it's won a championship, it's retired love. Retired does Not mean dead, it does not mean completely inactive, it means slower moving, at a personal pace, enjoying what you find to be the thing you wouldn't mind dying doing. Jokic and Jamal don't have to say they're in love 24/7 to let us know they're in love. Jokic doesn't have to talk about horses all the time to reporters for reporters to find out how much he actually does from him always going back to visit them. It's quiet, but it's so strong that it doesn't have to be anything but quiet to know
The mavs is a love built on respect. Wordless, they know they can depend on the other no matter what troubles the other may be dealing with or how much is happening, they Know someone will always be there to get the job done. They KNOW it's not a waste, whatever they're doing .
Kat Needs positive reinforcement, reminisces on it, dreams for it, grows restless and angered without it. Gets real self-conscious and starts faking everything to seem like he has everything so people can start treating him like he's not just some everybody in the world, but a SOMEbody in the world, someone whose opinions, thoughts, actions, and.. possibly most importantly.. WORDS will always be remembered as a meaningful contribution to the world.
Ant is a people pleaser. But he's not the meek, 'let your favorite teacher pronounce your name wrong until the grave' people pleaser where it can be pointed out as a problem, he's a Clever one. He's the kind of people pleaser who can step into a room and spotlight the targets that need the most self-value.. all so He can assure his Own self-value, and protect it. Because, ultimately, the phrase 'everybody loves Anthony edwards' is all about Anthony Edwards, which should be obvious, right? The answer's smack dab in front of your face, but the Confidence. The charisma of it all. Covers it. Conceals it just briefly, just enough for him to get away with it. Ant always knows what to say without even thinking twice. He's such a charmer. Except he's not. He's Always thinking, always brewing up the best ways to become a spectacle. Why even video himself saying that slur shit in the first place? Why not just keep that between him and his friend in the car like probably a good chunk other basketball players do ( because let's be honest. These are probably pretty straight men. They hate people like us. )
He can't. That wouldn't give him the best results in the kind of satisfaction he craves, which is all self based, when boiled down. He HAS to not only impress his one friend in the car with his in power teasing of others who don't even have a clue, he has to try and impress Everyone that he's included in his circle, and he just accidentally included the wrong crowd in that.
Ant and kat together are just two self-conscious people who like being together so they don't feel like they're two self-conscious people who like being together. Love can come in multiple forms, but, in my opinion, love oftentimes needs multiple forms to be at its strongest. When you pour all your love into one bucket, it leaves the others hollow. Love can be quiet, and it can be loud, it can be through words, through actions, through the easy times, AND the hard times, it is love.
I like to call Kat and ant the warped jaren and ja bcs unlike jaren and ja where it can all get spoiled from jaren saying something stupid like 'i love you' when they ARE in love and are just uncomfortable saying it, kat and ant NEED to say they're in love so they can feel like they aren't in it. It being Actual love, deep love that requires more than just pretty words and over-the-top compliments and sayings and comparisons and declarations. Actual love like ant going to kat's house and bringing the rest of the team because he knows kat misses having a stable family, hates the fact that something is missing and he'll never get it back.
Actual love like being awkward with each other
Which they Hate. Terribly. The two of them.
So they'll say how much they're in love with the other, how fondly they think about their memories, how they're so close. They'll tease and laugh and try to instruct the other. And the media laps it up, of course. Especially over the quiet love. It's just so boring in comparison.
Love is thrilling, and it is also boring. Like doing menial activities together like watching the news when you two could actually be the ones on it by doing something crazy together, but you don't, and you aren't, because you both agreed it's going to be a cozy day today where you'll both just be a cute pair of couch potatoes on a sofa watching TV together.
Ant and kat CANT be boring. They CANT just sit in that silence together. They have to say something. They have to know the other doesn't consider them a waste of their time because they don't have that same assurance in themselves.
Love is being scared.
Theyre not scared.
They can't Be scared.
Being down by 2 doesn't mean anything besides we'll bounce back. We're not scared about it. I played well, the shots just weren't falling, but i did good. We are doing good. We love each other. We swear.
We're not scared .
(TV loves confidence)
(Love loves fear)
#love is being terrified. petrified. of losing smthing permanently#whatever u do. it will never be enough to get back what u loved the most#im not saying theyre not in love. or they havent felt it#they are in it. they call each other family now and they have both felt a deep love for people they call family before#and they have both lost people that they love#ant & kat are like the im not like other girls powder puff ( girls football) player tomboy who used to make fun of girls wearing makeup wit#her asshole guy just friends cus im one of the guys friends (even tho the guys would criticize an 'ugly'/nonconventially attractive girl fo#not wearing it ten seconds later) falls for the dopey incredibly kind but thinks she's dumb bcs she's pretty and blond volleyball player#who always tags along with ant at bars so ant can ask guys if they wanna see them make out bcs they find it hot without knowing that kat#finds it hot too#& it turns out ants tomboy obsession with makeup is from her denying love of feminity on others#it's appealing. it's entertaining. it's everything u want to see blossom and grow#but. it takes TIME.#time that places like the ruthlessness of businesses might not always have no matter how captivating#if you are a waste then youre a waste#kat and ant cant stand waste. they cant stand the idea of all this acting like theyre in love (LOVE. love) is all for not#is all for not Actually being in love. just a big elaborate talked up grandiose excuse to say theyre not afraid to be in love#now THATS television!!!!#is it a sturdy relationship though? will something have to change to survive? will SomeBody (or somebodies) have to change? um.#cut the cameras.#deadass.#ted asks#ted longer#ant eds#katman#TY for this ask. i have been munching like a goat. uve probably forgotten abt this.. but i... i never forge-#im like an Elephant <-watched a replay of game 2 & thought it was an entirely different game
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Photon Maiden's selection album, 4 Un Voyage, finally released!! Let's go!!!
Here are the songs in order:
FriendShip
4 Challenges (ver. 2023)
We Never Stop (ver. 2023)
Hikari (ver. 2024)
Akatsuki (fruits mix ver. 2024)
OVERCOME (ver. 2023)
Linked Ring (ver. 2023)
Collector
24 (ver. 2024)
Into the storm (ver. 2024)
Be with the world (ver. 2023)
Photon Melodies (ver. 2023)
Begin Again
Platinum (Saki Solo cover)
Dear My Friend (Ibuki Solo cover)
Fansa (Towa Solo Cover)
Let The Show Begin (Noa Solo cover)
Your Love ♡
Happy Happy Friend (Cutopia cover)
Kawaikute Gomen (Cutopia cover)
Photon Melodies (TAKU INOUE Remix ver. 2025)
#crow talks#d4dj#d4dj groovy mix#photon maiden#AHHHHHHH IVE BEEN WAITING FOR SO LONG!!!! <333#the reason why i found out this album was released was bc i saw sato hina make a story abt it on her ig lol-- (ty sato hinaaaaa)#now i can hear the full version of all of their solos let's gooo!!!#also cutopia's stuff!!! THEY ALL HAVE FULL VERSIONS!!! YESSSSSS#also crazy to me they remixed the taku inoue remix for photon melodies this year..... just for this album.... damn#as im writing this im still in the first few songs so i wont be able to say my thoughts on all of the covers#you might see me post abt them later tho.... especially let the show begin and dear my friend#ahhhhhhhh i forgot how much i love photon maiden's sound <3 SATO HINA U ARE AMAZING!!! her harmonies and... idk how to explain but--#her voice during instrumentals where she just belts notes and just!!! IS AWESOME?! yeah i love it so much!! i never get tired of her singin#haru-chan is also so good!! ive been listening to more harmoe so ive been getting more and more used to her voice and seeing how cute it is#OH AND haru-chan's voice for the more “serious” photon songs scratch my brain a lot..... ahhhh i should go listen to harmoe after this#tsumugi risa is awesome too.!! i still think it's crazy she can have that voice for saki then switch to chu2 and akikaze rui lol#tsumugi risa's voice in collector makes me rlly giddy lol (makes sense since the song already does that w the synths and stuff)#AND!!! dont get me started on nanaki kanon...... i love the tone she gives to ibuki's voice... it makes her parts more richer and nice to--#listen to! it's really apparent in akatsuki (fruits mix and og) and linked ring! i already love both songs a lot so her voice just boots it#her voice kinda sends an arrow through my heart and such ahhhh i actually love her voice so much SHES AMAZING!!!#*meteor isnt here but i LOVE how she sings 'is the tempo slow? i dont care at all' SO MUCH IYAAAAAA!!!!!#i think nanaki kanon's voice just adds a whole new flavor to photon that i never knew i needed..... she's so amazing guys pleaseeee--#i should check out the stageplays and see how she does w koharu in revstar...... ive seen the first stageplay so i just need to watch more#ALSO IM ON INTO THE STORM AS I TYPE-- THE 2ND RAPPING PART WAS IBUKI!?!!?!? OK DAMN..... i love the power she puts into her voice AHHHHHHH#okay enough fanboying over photon maiden.... it's making me look like theyre my faves..... i wanna see all the units live one day istg--#LISTEN TO THE ALBUM!! stop reading me fanboy over it and LISTEN!!!!#edit: * i put the wrong song lol ALSO BEGIN AGAIN IS JUST SATO HINA PROPAGANDAA AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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thinking about being so brave and posting this au I've been working on so long (since october i fear), and I'm thinking about my oc saylor winslow and colby brock, the unstoppable duo ofc, untouchable popular cheerleader it girl and alt anti-conformity film kid colby brock, partners in crime, working across enemy lines, hating each other for what side they stand on with all of this, the cool kids vs. everybody, forever....right? but what if colby just found his way in to cracking the ultimate code of the cool kids curse, and saylor is the one phoning numbers across the way... a budding frenemy bond all consuming, imperfected, hated, never ever done before but also oh so classic, this is so above them (totally) but yet...why does he keep asking her for help...and why does she keep helping him? they're so linger by the cranberries & crush (stripped) by ethel cain 😭
COOL KIDS / I'M FADED (series) STYLEZXSILVERMOON 2025. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED
I'm rambling hard-core but I just love them I fear, lmk if yall wanna be on the taglist and stuff 🤗🤗🤗
taglist: @liyahrantssometimes @angelchens @conspiracy-ash
#cool kids / i'm faded#saylor winslow (oc) drabble#moodboard#colby brock#sam and colby#colby brock fanfic#colby brock au#popular x nerd#enemies to lovers trope#high school frenemy#star's musing#i just LOVE them i fear#kinda new to this whole thing i mean ive written before but im always so nervous abt it (as always ig💀)#also ty for my moots for hyping me up🤗🤗#TIA IM TALKING TO YOU🗣🗣
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sorry if this isnt like allowed but uh, I have a question for the ooc?? (The person who runs the blog, I mean-) sorry thats worded weirdly-
But uh- glistens design, does it look the same as it does in game or is it different?? (im making fanart(?) for this blog.)
Sorry if this was worded weirdly or is too complicated!
-amethyst anon^^
Oh oh oh!! I am working on my hc design (Im so picky with my art but Ill show it soon) he kinda wears the turtleneck he wears in game but its that bright neon pink hes known for (if u add pants im not picky rn im still working on it) and his bow is wrapped around the turtleneck if that makes any sense! Any other details are up to you (even if I posted my hc design I love any art of glisten made for me!!)/ooc
#Ty for asking!#Im glad to share my designs I love talking abt them#dandys world#dandys world glisten#glisten#glisten dandys world#ooc post
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Ooo I love them!!!
Can I know about the demonfell siblings and their personalities?
Me too, I gotta make ref sheets for these guys so bad 😭
And I'd love to! I try not to be biased but they're really amongst my faves hajdjfka
Even though I refer to their AU as demonfell, it's definitely kind of evolved into a like, MV AU? Idk how to phrase it, but UT, US, SF and possibly others all wound up incorporated, too, with the UF crew all still being demons, but the others varying across the board more.
Though that doesn't really have any bearing on the brothers' characterization lol
Raviel and Elester come from a very ancient, very powerful species, in the mortal realm they're practically demigods. They kind of weren't supposed to exist, and thus were created in a very unique way that makes them unusual even for how rare their kind already is, and it also bound them together in a way rarer still for their kind.
They don't really do the whole Family Dynamic thing, so it was odd for them to consider each other brothers, but it did also make more sense given their unusual creation. Their age difference is also a chunk greater than my usual interpretation of 5 years, with Raviel having been their kind's equivalent to a teen when Elester came along. This also made him more protective of him (amongst other reasons), and only further cemented their relationship.
They depended on each other a lot, which couldn't have been more unusual for their kind, but it only made them that much stronger together, which kept them safe.
Elester always looked up to Raviel, and even to "this day" highly values his opinions and input. Even if he also does see them on more equal footing as adults.
Raviel...is not ever gunna be able to stop seeing Elester as a little kid, not entirely. It doesn't help he’s usually curious and emotional for their kind, but Raviel does still see him as the capable demon he’s grown into, as well. He just wishes Elester didn't have such a softness to him (never mind the fact he obviously does, too, caring about anything as much as he does his brother).
They trust each other, and don't spend as much time together as they used to, but they honestly have one of the healthiest relationships out of any of my interps which is kind of hilarious.
Individually though, Raviel comes across as incredibly condescending. Mortals (humans and regular monsters) are basically bugs to him, he doesn't care. Sure some stuff about the mortal plane is novel, but he'd rather wreak havoc or go pick fights than waste time "hanging out" there.
Makes lots of mean spirited jokes, and is pretty much only nice to Elester and "Mother Earth" (Toriel, god of "light"). He’s also more genuinely laid back than a lot of other Sanses, he doesn't see any sense in worrying about much. Gets bored very easily, and that can mean chaos is soon to follow. It's fine, Elester usually keeps it from being too bad. Usually.
Speaking of! Elester, Elester loves the mortal realm. He finds their own realm boring and cliche, loves how much more varied things are amongst the humans and monsters. He is also incredibly condescending, but less so in a mean way and more so in a...well, kind of logical way, I guess. Though don't be mistaken, he doesn't take much personal interest in individuals unless their souls really stand out to him. He also heavily feels clothes are overrated.
In some ways he’s kind of like a cross between Rus and Boss, but without a short temper at all (though he is rather quick to get bored or annoyed).
They're both kinda silly, both surprisingly intense at times, and both definitely very bratty, but! I love them, so it's fine they can do whatever they want forever <3
#they're so silly !!!#also very hard to draw bc of Horns </3#but I love talking abt them esp elester ive made like 9 million AUs just abt him specifically ahdjfjajjd#ty ty!! 💘#beabesl33py#clear sky sunset#sun spots#demonfell#df elester#df raviel
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