#tw: censored eyes

[calpalsworld]

Subject "Foxtrot": 45 year old human female. Highly aggressive behavior. Face permanently contorted into a grimace. Has the ability to kill.

[hakuyukii]

something is watching you.

[thisfuckingdork]

Haunted

[parissfrogg]

Finished doodling the 14 fears on my journal for college comp ^_^

[timeshift-playground]

I forgot to actually post my art but here you go tumblr -🩶

[dirtdotmp3]

BRAINR(♥)T!! zine event in my town got me inspired, i enjoy gluing trash to paper. things stuck in my head, things people said, things i did, things that looked cool. when i said my brain and the trash in my pockets i meant it.

[paintpaintpaintman]

CW: VENT ART + EYE STRAIN

Recent struggles with Dissociative Identity Disorder.

I don't really know who I am right now.

I'm very open about my diagnosis of Dissociative Identity Disorder, because I feel it is a personal calling to help educate what it is. For a while I had a very stable, or at least ritualistic, relationship with the system; you do what you can with what you're given, you know?

A few months ago, things became very difficult, and I didn't really understand why until this morning. Lots of sudden dysphoria, lots of dissonance between myself and the others in my system, memory confusion and other things of the like. I didn't remember what had happened before that, and it has been both frightening and frustrating.

This morning, I was communicating to another alter who I am extremely close with my woes. He told me "What? No, I've never actually met ____", referring to the host.

This morning, I realized that the past host and an alter had fused, and now I am the new host. I hadn't realized. I didn't know that was something you couldn't be aware of. The alter and the past host did not know each other until the moment they fused. I remember a dream, and I heard a name, and I saw a face. Months ago. This all happened months ago.

I've been left with such aggressive feelings for months without knowing why, and now I know but feel so completely alone. I thought the system stopped communicating with me as much because I had done something to upset them, and now I realize it's because they either did not recognize me or weren't sure how to approach me. But it's more than just the politics of the inner world, it's also the outter world. I can't tell people. I think they'd distance themselves from me. I'm so afraid to be abandoned.

And now, what do I do? What can I do? I'm isolated with the knowledge that I am someone I do not know.

It really sucks.

My body is different. My name and even my pronouns are different. My clothing choice, favorite color, even my art style is different. I had this aggressive need for change of it all, and now that I am allowing myself to adjust my comfort zones, I feel nervous that people in my life will ask me why.

What do you even do with all of this?

[jinkitsuragi]

i don’t really care abt the polls. the enlightened few know for a fact that this man is pathetic. here is a sketch of harry drunk-vomit-cry-jerking-off (censored)

[trepans-apprentice]

uncensored version. i am so kind to my favorites trust

[uproariousscarecrow]

some assorted oc doodles!!

[sluttish-armchair]

NOW I KNOW WHAT THE MINISTRY OF LOVE REMINDS ME OF:

soup.avi

Forever going to picture O’Brien as Ray Ray LOL

[calpalsworld]

Subject "Romeo": 71 year old human senior. Does not have any abilities or capabilities to kill. Approach immediately.

[6-and-9]

Horrible Things we Say May - 25

"Is there really a difference between the eye and the clitoris?"

Uncropped version

[sincetheaccident]

i feel like i make a big fuckin deal out of nothing when i talk about my source n my stupid co host's source (which barely even counts for reasons i wont go into) but like. the key difference between h.omestuck and s.uperjail respectively is that everyone knows why h.omestuck is bad/its a blockable offense as ive seen before but s.uperjail is so niche that noone knows why its so bad so then people get curious and look it up and they find out. which is just as bad if not worse . hard knock social life for dirk and warden nowadays

[almondwolfberry]

My favorite part about conservatives is that they constantly talk about how lgbtq is porn addicted sex freaks and then you look at how young conservatives act online, realize that descriptor applies to them, and then go full hypocrite by saying theyre the prudes censoring the media.

[uniquevocashark]

i just love making my lines bigger and chunkier