#tw medication mention

[borderlinereminders]

It is not a moral failing to need medication to manage symptoms. You are not a bad person or a failure if you can’t solely cope without meds. Taking medication is valid and you are valid.

[danandfuckingjonlmao]

when the first pinof react came out a year ago i GENUINELY had a terrible time watching it. i felt ill. it made me so anxious like the psychic damage was indescribable. they just acknowledged so much that they weren’t supposed to know and said so many uhhh… Things that it gave me a full parasocial crisis. it took me EIGHT HOURS to watch. i had to take a fucking klonopin (which i refer to as ‘the phlonopin’) (prescribed—don’t do benzos recreationally please i’m begging you) to watch the second one.

but in this past year, we have been subjected to the most insane shit from them. we saw phil bite dan’s tail. they made their dolls 69 on stage (and also basically fucking grinded during a homoerotic wrestling scene on that same stage AND pretended they were fucking off stage). they acted out a ten year old post about them hard launching and pretended to kiss. they cosplayed ineffable husbands. they confirmed sharing a bed during tatinof. they played the newlyweds game and “the ultimate date night game for couples”. they wrote phanfic about them being gay prince lovers. this barely scratches the surface.

now i can watch pinof react 1 and i don’t even flinch at “it was an 11 hour fuck session”. i’m like “ok and??”

tldr exposure therapy works.

[pushing-daisies-renaissance]

I made this for my own personal use but am posting in case anyone else needs the reminder 💕

[ladyfarona]

Is it sad that one of the highlights of my day is eating my gummy vitamins because they taste good?

[botanikos]

You ok, Jude?

You aren't getting cluster headaches, right?

Thanks for checking in! ♡ Possible, but unlikely. I've been diagnosed with chronic migraines and am on an oral medication every other day for them. It was a biiiiitch to fight insurance over, but I have an amazing PCP (now, after years) who is very receptive of my needs! We've come to the conclusion that it's something that goes hand-in-hand with my Fibromyalgia! It suuuucks, but I'm dealing with it~ I know my limits now, and know when I need to go hide in a dark room. Today's migraine even eased up while I was out, surprisingly!

[ferretpup]

"chat this focalin ain't shi-" *FASTEST HEARTBEAT EVER*

[bobabep]

okay hthis is like a first timer for me. kind of special. but im actually having a really good day right now!?!??!

one of those where im just. chilling in bed. and i dont feel awful. i have enough energy to draw and i get to talk to people i enjoy. and like. goodness!!!!!! if i could have just an ounce of this feeling everyday i think id be set for life. its such a nice feeling and im so baffled???

[charlottesbookclub]

a little update + headcanon requests?

hello pals!

I'm so sorry I totally disappeared there for over a month 😭😭 I tried to get back on my anxiety/ocd medication and my brain/body decided that we were simply not having it and instead gave me nearly debilitating levels of anxiety for like two weeks in response 😭😭 anyway, I had no energy for pretty much anything at all, and it took me over a month to crawl out of the trenches of those side effects and then I started my phd program, so shit's been a little wild over here ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

aaaaaanywayyyy I would love to get back into writing a little bit! I'm definitely not up to doing a whole fic or even a blurb, but I was thinking I could do some headcanons! in just a little bit I'm going to make a separate post with more info on requesting headcanons if you would like to do so! ☺️☺️

(also I'm so sorry to the lovely people in my inbox with requests, I promise I still have them, I'm just not ready to dive back into fics yet ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹)

[c3s6]

PSA for anyone who’s considering posting on TT about their relationship with their computer:

Do not post about your relationship with your computer on tiktok. You can and get some followers that know and care, but the commenters who are unaware of this valid thing say terrible things about it. And it will hurt.

Mainly because the bullying commenters there have no heart and will type in very negative comments. I got a handful of those comments and they still haunt me even tho I deleted em.

One of em was “take your meds!!!!!” Only medicines I take are those otc melatonins. Nice try, heartless cyberbully commenter.

Stay safe out there if you ever post on the clock app.

This site is so much nicer in comparison to TT btw.

Remember: you’re VERY valid! And don’t let those bullies get to you.

And give that computer a hug or a kiss - they deserve it :)

[izzybellgee]

day 3 off my anti-depressants: this isn't good but i feel ok for now and hopefully mu pharmacy will have my prescription ready in the next day or two

day 15 off my antidepressants: yeah turns out i real;ly needed those huh

[finn-brooks]

☀️ SUN - are they a morning person? what is the first thing they do in the morning?

"When I worked the diner, total night owl. But now, I'm up at normal hours like a human being. Not before the sun rises, oh no. That's just criminal. But I do wake up without an alarm clock, on time, all of the time. First thing I do is brush my teeth and take my medication, or I make a bowl of cereal. It's one of those, in any order. Nothing else gets done until those three do."

[danandfuckingjonlmao]

3 hours, medium psychological damage, and 1 klonopin later and i can proudly say i made it through that 32 minute video. there is nothing that you can’t achieve in this life 😤💪

[wineonmytshirt]

fell asleep at 7 and missed the entire show because it took over a week to approve my new sleep medication and i haven't been sleeping so hopefully i don't miss anything else :(

[ladyfarona]

They should invent a painkiller that's not acetaminophen or aspirin or naproxen or ibuprofen. We're long overdue for an upgrade in OTC meds who's with me.

[mayangelsleadyouin]

hey its me again - long time no see! tell me something positive that happened to you this week (no matter how tiny). i hope you have a fantastic weekend 💛

HI THERE!!!!!!!!! okay so i visited one of my best friends and her family which was wonderful, and i started a new med last night and slept through the night/didn't feel anxious in the morning for the first time in months. hoping it continues to help!

this is so cute, thanks, i hope your weekend is amazing!

[ferretpup]

chat if i start talking to you a lot and talking about random stuff it's cuz i'm on my meds rn and i need to distract myself