#tw drug addiction mention

[aeris-flores]

Back to L.A. means not in Aurora Bay, and that also means, not in the way for whatever transpires between Aeris and Chase. He feels the tiniest bit antsy, but Aeris keeps himself reeled in. Close proximity and dropping hints will be as far as he goes for now, anyway.

"Me? Oh, please. I'm a saint."

Aeris looks into the ice that's melting in the bottom of his rocks glass with feigned guilt. As though he'd been caught red-handed even if it's beyond a decade since then. Definitely not as new as a fresh-divorce from a Vegas bride.

( No judgement, all amusement coming from him. )

"Unless having your parents get a restraining order against you for breaking and entering is crazy enough. In my defense, I needed money and food, and no. I wasn't a junkie, just down on my luck." He cringes. "And kicked out after a fresh break up."

There will always be a defense for his decisions. No matter which was it's spelled out, Aeris won't ever admit that the reason he was in such a position all started with his own irresponsible and immature decisions. "Uh, otherwise, I don't get into crazy trouble, no vandalism or benders or drive-thru weddings," he teases lightly.

"But, ah, fuck 'em. They don't even know what I'm up to, not beyond anything social media shows. I intend to keep it that way."

@chascwilliams

There's a slight nod; it's all he can do to answer the question about the car accident. It seems straight out of soap opera. They have their first fight and she gets into a car accident less than twenty-minutes later, giving neither one of the time to fully settle about the fight.

He felt like he was almost forced to forgive her because of it but that was something else he'd touch later. It seems a little rude to talk about now.

"Yeah, she's fine. Last I heard she moved back to LA to take care of her business." He says. They didn't talk as much which isn't surprising, it's what people do when they break up right?

Promise to keep in touch and then never hear from one another again.

He doesn't plan to touch the traumatic experience of his teenage years, the years he refuses to talk about or think about. It's easier that way. Plus this was meant to be a date, more light hearted than this.

"You have a point," he chuckles lightly. "What about you? What's the craziest thing you've done?"

@aeris-flores

[real-godzekiel]

shut the fuck up i'm figuring things out

opal doods

translations: 30多岁成年人->30+ year old grown adult 6岁小号->6 year old kid 我还在学习啊！->I'm still learning!! 想吃早饭-> wantsto eat breakfast

面包+土豆+火腿+白菜->bread+potato+ham+cabbage 水->water

translation：抱抱->huggy

know this might imply that i think grandpa is mom's dadbut some people call their father- in-law dad so i guess it's really up to interpretation. i've been thinking about what side that grandpa is on for many days, still haven't figured out anything. but i do think mom hates grandpa in some way

still think my way of drawing MM's face is off... (still too tumblr sexyman) maybe next time i'll try giving him a interesting head shape like the rest of the characters

[fortunatelysweetwonderland]

I love that the entire main six all got powers and all Applejack got was a drug addiction.

"I can yell super loud!!!"

"I have guns!!!"

"I'm addicted to pills!!!"

[nicksancheez]

status: closed 

 location: Providence Peak Memorial 

 for: @gabrielaxricci​

 He was laying in the hospital bed. There were bright lights beating down on him and the man's head was killing him. The rush of blood was pouring out of his ear. Was it his ear or head? Nick had no idea. He just wanted the pain to stop. Why didn't it stop? The constant pain was becoming unbearable. Doctors were standing above him. Flashlights shining in his eyes. The shouting. It was too loud. Make it stop. Nick just wanted it all to stop. "I want Gabi." He yelled at first, Nick took a deep breath and then let out a frustrated groan when the Surgeons tried to work on him "Get off of me!" Though it was no use, the Surgeons just kept telling him to lay still. He didn't want too. Right now, right now Nick just wanted his wife and daughter. Fuck. Violet. Where was Violet? His mind was running a million miles per minute and his heart was beating out of his chest. "Sir. Sargent Sanchez, youve been in a car accident. What are you on Sargent?" He heard someone ask him and Nick closed his eyes, shaking his head in frustration "I want Gabi. Where's my wife?" He questioned, his voice becoming louder and the man let out a cry when they pushed him back down into the bed "No! Get off of me. I need my wife. I need her. I need my wife and daughter. I just want Violet. Where is she?" He questioned, Nick’s voice all choked up, he let out another sob and as soon as he squeezed his eyes shut the Sargent opened opened them, his wife was standing with the team of Surgeons "Gabi?" Nick coughed, but then shook his head “They won’t take me to Violet. Why can’t I see her? Where is she?” The man was still out of it, he looked at his wife “Gab. Please. We can--, we can make this right.” His voice was all choked up again and Nick looked at her, he was high. High on drugs and alcohol that he had been taking all throughout the day, Nick looked at her “Gabriela?” 

[sunlitmcgee]

honestly i started to be uncomfortable with the finale's writing the second they brought in the potion addiction but that's just me

[emotionaleating]

pls don’t flirt with me i want to be nonchalant so bad but i unfortunately crave connection so intensely that i will give you my entire soul and forgive you over and over until i’ve lost myself completely and feel like i’m drowning

[uncanny-tranny]

I guess what gets me about fatphobia is seeing someone literally recovering from addiction and gaining weight being framed as a bad thing because a substance use problem that is eating you from the inside out is preferable so long as you are twenty pounds lighter.

It has never been about people's health.

[itsallegra]

it wasn't anyone's fault that they were two kids enamoured by one another back then, that mixed with rebellion has all signs pointing to stubborn, especially on allegra's part when it came to her parents. she never understood it at the time, but having the space allowed them to branch out and expand their horizons. "i've never been too good for you. it's always been the other way around. benjamin creed, surgeon extraordinaire being held back by the druggie girl who played music for a living instead of doing what her college degree asked of her" she was clean now, thank god, but the thought of a nine to five job made her skin itch. dolly parton was on to something when she bashed the nine to five. "maybe the red strings of fate theory is legit" for someone that hated being tied down, these strings had never felt so freeing. "everyone! this is blizza-" allegra continued to laugh as she was cut off when he poked her side, him managing to locate her ticklish spot. she couldn't help but feel a little special that the nickname was reserved for only her to use "even hurricanes calm down eventually" it felt inevitable at this point. she was stuck in town and she was setting up roots with her house and her job, maybe it was time for the hurricane to mellow out to a light breeze. "still...you were always destined for something amazing. the sky wasn't even your limit. the world not getting to know you feels like a crime" second chances were a fitting topic. it was the same reason allegra had returned home originally "here's to making better memories"

Benjamin smiled, but he did feel awful at the same time. He never meant to hurt her or cause more turmoil. Part of him believed that if he had stayed with her they would have gotten stuck here forever and hated each other for it. They needed their own space to grow. "You were too good for me back then and now." She still had the same energy about her that he had loved so much. He hoped she would never lose it. Still, he believed she was right. "I think you're right... Maybe there's something tying us together at the right moments." She always came back into his life no matter where he was. There had to be something to that. He raised a brow that she'd still pick him then smiled to himself. He would always pick her too. "Hayes, I'll find you," he said, poking her side. "That's for you and you only." Her laugh still got him every time. "The blizzard can cool the hurricane down, but he can never stop her. It's in her nature." He understood now more than ever that she could be anything she wanted to be and he would still be there to cheer her on. As the silence fell, he shrugged. "I'm fine. This place has so many memories, good and bad, but the people are mostly good now that my parents are gone. It feels like a second chance to make better memories."

[organovore]

doomed to always be a slave to his vices

-

murphy was on his road to recovery after a debilitating drug addiction, until him and his broodmates were all killed and embraced…. and it felt like he hopped from one vice to another. except this one forced him to hurt even more people who got in his way

[danneroni]

the end is death

[whumperofworlds]

Whumpee who recently got off of some addiction (drugs, caffeine, something like that), but during captivity, Whumper forces them to take the addiction back.

(Was thinking of that one story @kabie-whump wrote with Ventis. 👀)

[katebiggay]

wait you're telling me not everyone had a pact with themselves from ages 13-17 to commit suicide by age 20 if things didn't get better? not everyone sat in class spending the entire time writing dense scribbles of "i want to die" over and over again? not everyone realized they were trans and a woman at 14 but was pushed by their mom's icy reaction to develop complete denial for almost 10 years? not everyone said at 14yrs old that the interested, playful version of themselves that existed from 0-12 had died? not everyone developed multiple prescription drug addictions to stimulants and anti-anxiety narcotics to cope?

okay fine i can believe that. but you're telling me it wasn't just no big deal?

i had the therapy session where you realize you are actually very traumatized

[miss-may-i]

Miss May I: Season 5 Part 37

Noah: So that's it? Instead of talking to me about it, you just run and file for divorce?

Julian: We were supposed to talk, but then you stood me up to get sucked off by her. Why even wait this long to bring it up? You know what you did--what you've been doing.

Noah: Who's her?

Julian: That's what I want to know. Who is she? How long have you been cheating on me?

Noah: Julie, I don't know what you're talking about. You're the love of my life. We have a family together. You have to believe me.

Julian: The girl with the silver hair. Who is she?

Noah: ...

Noah: She's a co-worker.

Julian: So what? Another drug dealer? Another junky?

Noah: A friend.

Julian: A friend? Friends don't do that to friends. Why even marry me if this is how you're going to treat me?

Noah: Our marriage meant everything to me! You're the one giving up.

Julian: No, I don't give up on anything. I'm just flat out done. I was willing to support you if you got help for the drugs, but now cheating just makes me look stupid.

Noah: Cheating? I would never cheat on you. You and Jasper mean everything to me. You're the only one who never gave up on me.

Julian: You can't gaslight me about this. I saw it with my own two eyes. Everyone warned me about you and I'm an idiot for not listening. I can't believe I actually thought you changed.

Noah: Jules, I don't know what you saw--

Julian: But it's not what I think?

Noah: No, no ... I believe you saw what you saw. You're right, it's the drugs. I don't know who I am when I'm on them. It's just ... I don't always know what I'm doing, or even remember it.

Julian: The sad thing is that I believe you, too. Do you even remember what you did do Vivian's house? The house your son was living at. You need help, Noah.

Noah: Help me.

Julian: No. I've drawn my line. I don't want Jasper to see his father in prison or a body bag, but that's exactly where this is headed. And I don't want to see that either. I've seen enough.

Noah: Before you go, at least answer me this:

Noah: When were you going to tell me about the baby?

Julian: When it was safe.

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[nicksancheez]

better off

status: self para 

location: right outside of his home, in bighorn hills 

It was Sunday morning when he started drinking early. Alcoholism ran in his family. He knew that. It was engraved within his head from the moment he opened his eyes within this World. That's how he came into this World. Alcohol. His parents. Drugs and Alcohol and nine months later, he was born. Nick tried to stay away from it. He tried to stay away from alcohol as much as possible but it was always tempting and now he understood why his parents were addicted, because it was addicting. He understood why they used it to numb the pain. Pain. The pain that had been consuming him for the past twelve years. Wow. Twelve years. Twelve years since his daughter, the light of his life had passed on. Twelve years since his daughter Violet, his beautiful baby girl had passed away due to Leukemia. She was so little, barley even got to live and she was taken way too soon. It killed him. When she died, Nick did and so did his marriage with Gabriela and Nick hated himself for that. He hated that he didn't stay and fight but he tried. Nick tried so hard. The pain was just unbearable. It was too much and it had killed him. It was killing him slowly. He just wanted it to stop. Nick just wanted the pain to stop. Work had dragged on. He was intoxicated and it took him a while to realize no one had noticed. The man had been doing a grate job at keeping this quiet. The pain and suffering he was feeling. He knew how to hide his emotions well, especially while at work.

Work. He was so done with it. Nick just wanted to be done. The fight he had with Gab was playing over and over in his head and Nick couldn't get the thought of her calling him a monster out of her head. He held her down under water for quite some time? When the hell was that? His mind was running a million miles per minute with thoughts and his heart was racing. Nick felt like he was going to throw up. Though he didn't go to the bathroom. No. Nick exited the building and got into his car.

He started the engine. He started the engine and knew that he should not be behind the wheel right now. He gripped onto it, he pressed on the gas and felt his eyes close. The next thing he knew, his head was pounding and a rush of blood was pouring from his ear. His heart was racing and the sound of the horn was going off. Glass was shattered and Nick could barley open his eyes. The lights were blaring and he assumed it was from his fellow officers. "Get off of me." Was all he could say as he felt them poke at him and try to get him out of the car "Get off. I'm fine." Nick scoffed and groaned in frustration "I want to see Violet." He shook his head, the fresh air hit his face and as soon as Nick was placed onto the stretcher, he was out like a light.

[emotionaleating]

[perkyaddict]

All I ever do is get fuckeddd uppp