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broadway-jade · 6 months ago
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jadesprite took my mic again, and all she ever sings is sad stuff :(
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geddy-leesbian · 7 months ago
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Why in the actual fuck were 2 "Based on your likes!" posts in a row on my dash incestuous RE x readers
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hellhoundlair · 1 year ago
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torn bc im pretty sure the majority of posts from cyberdelph is reposted art that they dont have permission to use and thats rly not cool but also they posted art of dean sucking on the samulet and im only human
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antjellies · 2 years ago
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ena!!
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Love Ena she's so fun :]
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incorrectfatui · 3 months ago
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As I said, they follow archetypes, which means that while the plays are completely different, the masks follow similar behavioural patterns. Let‘s take a Zanni and two Vecchi as an example! -Pantalone is an old, greedy man, who is extremely arrogant. He‘s usually the father of one of the innamorati, and often flirts with women but is always rejected. Sometimes he is married to La Signora, but more often he‘s a widow or was never married in the first place. He treats his servants awfully and loves nothing more than his money. He is often the main subject of Lazzi (scripted jokes) in the plays. -Il Dottore, annother Vecchio, is the foil to Pantalone, and his main character trait is being absolutely fucking incompetent! He‘s often portrayed as a doctor, of course, but can sometimes be played as a lawyer as well! He’s sometimes portrayed as Colombinas father. As a Vecchio, he‘s usually portrayed as very rich, arrogant etc. Depending on the play, you might have him badly speaking Latin/Greek (or other scholarly languages) as well! He is also often portrayed as an alcoholic or glutton, and yes, he too flirts with women a bunch. As you can probably tell, he is meant to parody the intellectual elite! While he pretends to know many things, he usually has no idea what he‘s actually talking about- but a common Lazzo involving him is that he talks so much that the other characters get bored and leave the stage. -For the Zanni, let‘s take a look at the most well known one first: Arlecchino! Him and Colombina usually provide a parallel to the innamorati, but other than that, he is very witty, often competetive and has a lot of those sort of trickster-like characteristics that you expect from Harlequin-characters today (which, ofc, they got from Arlecchino!). He is also usually portrayed as really agile. He is really interesting, because he can be played as intelligent AND as dumb- Antonio Scuderi alledges that he puts on a show of being dumb, to create chaos within the play. Many times, the plot of commedia dell‘arte plays revolves around the Innamorati, who are in this sort of forbidden love- usually one or both of them are children of the Vecchi, who do not wish for the Innamorati to get together, which is why they turn to ask the Zanni for help! They usually get a happy ending, too :D It‘s especially cool, because this form of theatre was used as political/social commentary a bunch! The Vecchi (rich people) are almost always portrayed as the bad guys, and while ofc the Zanni are full of stereotypes as well, and everyone is kind of shown to be, well, not the smartest person, it is especially apparent in the Vecchi, who are relentlessly made fun of :D It gets even better when you remember that they continuosly break the 4th wall, as customary for the time! Actually, in case you‘re interested in that, the 4th wall is a relatively new phenomenon, so read up on that :D! Older plays don‘t really apply the concept at all, even Shakespeare didn‘t, especially in his comedies (which are, you guessed it, in part inspired by Commedia dell‘arte). ALSO ALSO, something that I think is really hard to comprehend if you‘re not that familiar with Italian culture/don‘t speak the language, a HUGE part of commedia dell‘arte is dialects! For example, Arlecchino is often portrayed as speaking the Bergamo dialect, and Pantalone often speaks in a Venetian dialect! And of course, the costumes- god i could talk about the costumes so much- In any case, I hope this wasn‘t too rambly for you! I might post some quotes I have from scripted plays later, if people are interested :D (2/2)
also do you ever think about fatui just meaning stupid in latin. why did the tsaritsa name her group that
I do actually think about that a lot! I learned Latin in school, and still use it a lot in my major (archaeology), so I thought it was really funny when people started figuring out the latin in Genshin‘s names and soundtracks xD
I know Google Translate translates it as „stupid“, but it actually translates more accurately to „Fools“! Fatui is the plural and the singular would be Fatuus :D I think it‘s actually used in game a few times iirc! I think it refers to the fact that they‘re foolish for opposing the divine order/heavenly principles, but yes it‘s kind of funny xD But it also connects to them being based on commedia dell‘arte imo! I won‘t go into detail cus that would take too long and I don‘t think anyones all that interested in it (Commedia dell‘arte is my special interest, so there‘s a LOT), but fools is a very accurate description for the masks/characters appearing in it
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sciderman · 9 months ago
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Usaually I don't bother, but I'm writing to you because i have looked up to you for a long time. I don't need you to respond, maybe even prefer if you won't, but your last post was a big blow for me.
I'm an israeli.
I was born here. My mother was born here. Her grandmother was born here. My grand grandmother fled here after the holocaust.
And you knkw what? You don't have to agree with the israel goverment, i mean if you'd look it up you'll see that almost no one here supports our current goverment. I wish i could sit with you and talk about the conflict and explain that it's nit really black and white as tumblr would like to believe, but i don't think that's a possibility.
But writing that we are "white settlers" is just... god. It's a lie. Not even just antisemtic lie, becuase 20% of israeli citizens are actually arabs (both muslims and christians). most of jewish populations are not even "ashkenazi" jews.
The interent currently is not a very reliable source of history (like, i've seen people claim we should call tel aviv "ahuzat bait" since it is its arab name. It's not. It's in hebrew, and the name of the first street if tel aviv when it was legally bought)
And if you ask why not let all the middle east countries participate in the eurivision - actually they let them. They just decided the quit when israel joined.
Again, I'm writing becuase I'm hurt. You can dissmiss it if you want, but i wish you wouldnt. Again, you dont need to post it or respond, i just wish you will think twice about what you hear or learn about a war the happens to other people, and doesnt affect you at all (some of us - on both sides - are actually afraid of dying).
Peace, love, and mostly peace.
oh bless you anon - i hope you're okay with me posting this, because i wouldn't be able to respond otherwise. i admit entirely i was being reductive - i haven't spoken a lot about this issue here because i'm afraid of letting emotion get the better of me, when i know how morally complex this issue is. i was being reductive - and i absolutely know there are a lot of israeli-born jewish people who are native to the land. and i know there are a lot of jewish people in israel who are against the occupation. and i know there is a huge population of israeli citizens who are against their government because the government is lying to their citizens just as much as they're lying to world.
but there is an image that the leading powers in israel want to paint to the world - the one they show in eurovision and any media presence (which they pour ungodly amounts of money into) - and it's of a very western, palatably white israel. i really would like you to know that when i refer to "israel" i refer only to the ruling powers that govern it - not the citizens that live there.
israel doesn't want you to see iraeli-born jews who are critical of their government and actually have been living peacefully alongside the muslim and christian population of the land for hundreds of years before the occupation. israel doesn't want to showcase that narrative, because that would show that actually the nation could've been peaceful and have equality for all it's people the whole time (because they've been doing it for HUNDREDS of years prior) and there was no reason to expel palestinians from their homes.
in eurovision, wants to show that israel has established this land and made it pristine and beautiful and countries should invest in this cosmopolitan utopia and new western culture that is so divorced from it's native people and it's history. palatable. marketable. clean. no war crimes here.
there's an unfortunate power imbalance in the world - and that's that some nations have the money and the power to curate and maintain a spotless public image - and other nations can't afford to keep the lights on in their hospitals.
i really love and appreciate you for coming into my inbox, anon. i think it's really brave and i really appreciate your voice and appreciate people like you. i know israel is a terrifying place to be right now - particularly for people who are critical of the government, you're under threat from both sides - you're distrusting of your own military, and there's the very real threat of hammas too. and i'm so, so sorry you're in that place and in that situation. and as someone who's born there, and your family being there for generations, the question of escape isn't as simple as settlers who can come and go freely. but i really, really hope you're safe and can stay safe. i'm so sorry your family went through all that you did, and that your family escaped one horror for another. this isn't the kind of world you should live in - and i'm praying that positive change will hold the israeli government accountable, and force them to prioritise their people.
not their "image", not how much power and money and land they hold. people. people - both israeli and palestinian, deserve to feel safe and heard and have a government that will protect them. it's the duty any power in the world should have to their people. and i feel like - if we deprive israel of their magical power to appear good and pristine and progressive palatable and clean of all blood in the eyes of the media - if we rob it of that, then they'll be forced to address these real problems within their government. they'll be forced to make amends. forced to apologise, and gain the world's favour again through real positive change.
i'm praying you're staying safe, anon. i really, really hope you and your family are safe. thank you so much for your message, and i'm sending you so much love from across the borders of the world.
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lexithwrites · 5 months ago
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soooo what's exactly your problem with lily (i understand this one, if the fandom gonna take her husband from her they at least should do her justice or don’t write her) and barty being portrayed as shitty exes and why you can't scroll past and let people write what they want and where does your limitation end? are you also gonna bash writers who write regulus as raging homophobe and rapist in wolfstar fanfics or it doesn’t apply to him? what about snape? the way he's written in many marauders fanfics goes against his canon arc, should the writers be called out for inaccurate portrayal of him?
i think characters are tools and if writers wanna use them as tools it should not be controversial. do you think otherwise?
to answer your first question — because it's an opinion. am i going onto people's fanfictions and wasting my time commenting that i hate their trope? no. am i calling authors out by username? no. am i just stating my opinion on my tumblr? yes. plus, you are well within your right to scroll too, you didn't have to let my post get to you? if it offends you that much then block me lmao
id love to know what fics you're reading where regulus does that?? but no i dont agree with that therefore i wouldnt bother reading it? idc how popular a fic is, if i dont wanna read it then i dont have to, its called having free will. i dont want to read about a r*pist for a start, and ive never really liked snape that much and ive only read the books once and watched the films growing up, i dont really think about his character that much especially since i only write muggle/modern aus. write them how you want, but it doesn't mean i have to like it does it?
i dont think anyone should bash authors for their work, myself included. am i allowed to have a private, personal opinion on what i want to read/enjoy reading? absolutely, everyone is in their right! as are you anon, but coming to me and saying this is surely a waste of your time? my opinion doesn't matter to anyone but me lmao
and when did i say it was controversial? i just said i dont like when people make these characters the bad guys when they dont have to. oc's exist for a reason, why not make lily and james old childhood friends instead of exes that have bad blood? why does barty just have to be the old fuck buddy that regulus never looked at again the moment james came around, when he and regulus could have been raised as brothers together and are close that way? or they could all be strangers, the possibilities of fanfics are endless! thats the beauty of them! but is this gonna keep me up at night that authors have FREE WILL and can CHOOSE to write whatever they wanna write? hell no idc that much lmao, but this is my tumblr, as i said, and i can say what i want on it tbh
anyway, if you hate my opinion that much then thats cool, im not mad at that, but you can do much more vital things in your day im sure, have a good one <3
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katatty · 7 days ago
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Hi, Kat! Fellow UK simmer here - been following you for a while here on tumblr (love your MCC posts), and am currently binging all your YouTube content after recently stumbling across your channel! I have a quick question related to YouTube, if you don’t mind answering, as I’m interested in potentially making some videos of my own. May I ask what software and setup you use to record your videos? As your audio is very good, I presume you use a mic? Your screen recordings are very smooth so I’d be interested in what programme you’re using, although I’m sure your computer has a lot to do with that. I hope my question makes sense! Thanks in advance for your help.
Hello! I don't mind answering at all, I am answering it publically in case anyone else is interested but do feel free to message me if you want to chat in more detail, I'd be happy to talk shop :) I wish I had people to talk to when I started out, I was too intimidated to approach anyone lol!
(and aaaa, I'm flattered to hear you are binging my channel, thank you!! its funny (but nice!) hearing a compliment on my audio bc I am self-concious about it and think it is not the best, hahaha)
I use OBS Studio for recording, which I think is pretty standard. But I do my video editing in Vegas Pro which idk if its common (I think people usually use adobe these days?) but I used a pirated version of Vegas to make AMVs back when I was a teenager so that was what I went with XD
I do have a decent PC but also play with low cc when I am recording for Youtube, as the game runs a little smoother and doesn't lag too much, which I think looks nicer on video! I also delete all my raw footage after I have finished editing/rendering as the files can get pretty big
edit: forgot to include this (idk if useful) but my OBS settings are set to recrod at 60FPS at a resolution of 1920x1018
I do use a mic! My first few videos were just recorded on a cheap bluetooth headset I used for work but the sound quality was pretty bad, haha. TBH I don't know much about mics, my partner is a musician and has a bunch of mics & equipment so I just borrowed his stuff lol! The mic is an Audio Technica AT2020 condenser microphone and its plugged into a M-Audio M-Track Solo USB audio interface (as the mic wouldnt plug into the PC otherwise, the interface also lets you adjust the gain which is nice) but idk if you really need something that fancy. I usually see people reccommend the Yeti mic for YouTube, which doesn't need an audio interface, idk if it is actually good or not but it seems like a popular choice?
Although if you are just starting out, I would not invest in any expensive mics or anything right off the bat - since you want to see if you actually enjoy the process of making videos first before spending any money on it! (For me at least I spend a LOT more time editing footage than recording it, it's very time consuming, although I think some creators do a lot less editing so its a style preference maybe). IMO Just start out with whatever you have and you can always upgrade later.
Also, the main thing I learned quickly which I think helped me about as much as using a better mic was having good "mic discipline". That's like, making sure your head/mouth is always the right sort of distance away from the microphone, making sure its positioned properly, trying to keep the volume you speak consistant, etc. I am still not always the best at this tbh! but am getting better :D
Hope this was useful!! Like I said, please feel free to msg me if you want to chat more about YT stuff :)
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lynnthefrenchtoast · 7 months ago
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Lines from "In The Other Universe" that I CANT GET OVER
in which a fanfic writer (me) overexplains her oneshot bc I NEED TO RAMBLE AND MY IRLS FOLLOW ME ON EVERY OTHER PLATFORM SO TUMBLR IS ALL! I! HAVE!
(u should prob read it first this wont make sense otherwise)
"Even though it was not his name, Yin Yu turned"
i dont know if this is a canon scene or not (sue me the books are LONG and hard to buy in my country) but i've read about yin yu getting mistaken for yizhen and getting totally upset. so i decided to start this fic with him being so okay with it that he responds to qi ying's name as if it's his own.
(also because if ur so close to someone, ur nosy abt their business because it also becomes your business) I WANTED TO CONVEY THAT CLOSENESS FROM THE VERY FIRST LINE
"Should I tell Yizhen you can't even recognize me?"
CANON YIN YU IS SO GLOOMY AND HONESTLY WE UNDERESTIMATE HIS POTENTIAL TO BE TEASY. i just know he could be. all hard workers have a sarcastic inner voice
"The man damn near shits his pants"
AHAHHA okay look. i have this tendency when writing to be REALLY PRETENTIOUS AND FANCY. and ive learnt that usually NO ONE GIVES TWO SHITS. compared to genshin, tgcf fanfics are so beautifully written and sometimes i gotta remind this fandom to SPEAK INFORMALLY (unless its qi rong. then. yea. BUT WHO READS QI RONG FICS?)
"The blank wrist that has never known the kiss of cold metal"
I RIPPED MY OWN HEART OUT WITH THIS ONE
"In this universe, he discovers it's such a simple thing to be happy."
proof that quanyin is literally hualian's cousin
the entire earring scene
i am a sucker for qyz's over-attachment to the earrings. ik a lot of ppl think he's like this because its the only thing yin yu ever gave him but NO headcanon that even in the other universe, yizhen would be overly attached because hes a puppy
he xuan scene
canonically, he xuan would NEVER. bc 1) he's too lost in his own ways to ask for advice and 2) it would fuck with his earth master disguise too much. but since it's the other universe!!!! I CAN DO WHAT I WANT.
“Yizhen’s victory is my victory,” he declares, with a tone that leaves no room for argument. “His loss is my loss. When Yizhen cries, I am sad. When Yizhen smiles at me, my heart is so full it could burst.” He brings two jade white palms together, interlocking the fingers like entangled limbs on a hot summer morning. “We’re like this. One shared past; one shared future. As a Shixiong, don’t you think rather than being jealous, I’m extremely proud of how far he’s come?”
my favourite freaking line can you tell? IT SHOWS THEIR ABILITY TO ROOT FOR ONE ANOTHER. SHOWS EMPATHY. SHOWS LOVE. ("my heart is so full it could burst") THE RECALL TO THE MORNING THEY WOKE UP TOGETHER, REMINDING YOU OF DOMESTICITY AND SIMPLICITY AND TRUST AND CLOSENESS.
ONE SHARED PAST; ONE SHARED FUTURE ARE YOU KIDDING ME??? this is all i ever wanted for them. to be able to grow together and live together and die together. TO HAVE A SHARED PAST, PRESENT AND FUTURE.
this line is also loaded to me bc i once wrote a fic called "entangled pasts; estranged future" that wasnt good enough to be posted but GOD IT REMINDS ME SO MUCH OF IT
"Here, he never needs to know the weight of a mask – neither physical not metaphorical."
i dont like how i worded this but IT NEEDED TO BE SAID. YIN YU NEVER NEEDS TO KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO WEAR THE WANING MOON MASK but more importantly NEVER NEEDS TO KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO WEAR A MASK TOWARDS QUAN YIZHEN. NEVER NEEDS TO HIDE RESENTMENT. im shaking with all they couldve been and didnt become.
"Here, Brocade and Immortal are just two words"
hear that? its the sound of me BANGING MY HEAD AGAINST THE WALL AAAAAA I SO DESPERATELY WANT THIS TO BE REAL i mean i understand if they werent so tragic i wouldnt love them as much but IT HURTS! (*100 teehee)
"Sure it will."
i actually hate myself why did i end it like that even in my fanfic i cant let them be happy. huh. i have to subtly hint that this isnt what happens.
its actually so upsetting that the whole fic is so nice and healing and all of it is just overcasted by this knowledge of "its not real. they never get to be this happy. what really happens is they resent each other and leave each other and they become one shared past; two estranged futures."
you can call me insane. im aware no one thinks this deeply about fanfiction and most people are on the site for smut. BUT I THOUGHT LONG AND HARD ABOUT IT SO YOURE FORCED TO LISTEN TO ME RAMBLE
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notahorseindisguise · 2 years ago
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ok fun fact about me. i set up discord webhooks so that my tumblr notifications also get sent to a discord server so that little narcissus (me) can look in his little pond (people liking his posts) even more
i reccomend doing this actually, because it lets you see a couple of things u wouldnt see otherwise - like when someone who is shadowbanned likes or reblogs your posts.
also if someone liked and then unliked your post, it still shows up as a notification that they liked it, but there isnt one for them unliking it. that same principle happens with following someone. and if the notification keeps coming it just stacks. so
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clearly ratt was trying out my method of being attention seeking LMAO
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pixeljade · 9 months ago
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Idk. I mean on the one hand threatening the CEO while saying "I wonder what itll take to get me banned" DOES fall under Play Stupid Games Win Stupid Prizes, but. I still have a lot more sympathy for Predstrogen than Photomatt in all this.
I get that threats of violence are never okay but enforcement has been alarmingly selective over Tumblr's history. Yeah Photomatt blames that on an "external contractor" but that doesnt let Tumblr off the hook imo, thats still a choice you made. You DECIDED to contract with them, and therefore you should take some responsibility, and not just shrug it off as someone else's doing. Foisting responsibility onto others is a very VERY childish move, up there with naming a company after yourself!
The reality is, as a trans woman online, I've been chased off one platform after another, while watching cis people who do the same shit as me get away with it endlessly. I got doxxed by Nazis on twitter way back when, you wanna know how Twitter protected me? By recommending I block the user. I got harassed so heavily during that era that I ended up having to delete my account, setting back my career YEARS, just to get a bit of peace.
Now here on Tumblr I've been slightly safer, but I still get death threats, suicide suggestions. And I've had a LOT of those continue on without a hitch on technicalities. "Technically they didnt tell you to kill yourself, they just told you to join the 41%, which could mean ANYTHIIIIING". 🙄 Still, I gave them the benefit of the doubt, because my work and life experience has shown me that moderation of communities is a tricky thing: make one move that could be viewed as overstepping policy or making exceptions, and you open yourself to lawsuits. I know this, I have written policy and enforced it in different spaces.
But the answer in these cases is to update your policies to clarify, not to continue blindly following these bad policies. And, in situations wherein a person with a platform DOES seem to be sending death threats over a genuine misunderstanding, maybe try talking it out with them first??? Does your policy not take that into account Photomatt? Every policy I've ever seen on user code of conduct allows for discussion. So why not just talk it out with Predstrogen and clear up the misunderstanding instead of deleting her account and threatening to call the cops on her?
@photomatt that post comes across to me (and seemingly the greater trans community here) as immensely tonedeaf. Predstrogen made a frankly extremely unserious "threat post" about you (car covered in hammers? Really? This sounds like a real threat to you?) most likely angry over some misunderstanding over the management of this site (something which transfem people are IMMENSELY on guard regarding because well, have YOU SEEN THE NEWS LATELY), and you decided to react by hitting her with a ban, no appeals allowed, and *threatening to call the cops on her*??? It straight up feels like you didnt even try to empathize, to recognize your privilege, to understand, none of that. And you may be thinking reading this "I shouldnt have to do that while being threatened!" But again, the threat example you use is not one which is really actionable on Preds part. Its a *joke*, albeit a poorly chosen one.
I did see a post this morning that said "if Photomatt saw the kind of death threats I receive daily he'd throw up" or smth to that effect, and god thats the truth here. If you want to prove otherwise then stop this crusade and talk it out like an adult.
Or you can just ban me too. If ya do you'll be setting back another trans woman's career. In case he does, mutuals, find me on bluesky, @cosmotropic.bsky.social! Because frankly I wouldnt be surprised if the lashback here causes another purge. Photomatt, do better or not, you have the choice here.
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apricot-the-apricat · 11 months ago
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Pinned post!! Important!!
Hellooo, I'm Apricot (or Arrow if u feel like using my irl name). My username is Apricot.the.Apricat or Apricot_Apricat on most sites but tumblr just. wouldnt let me.
I mostly post about my own OCs here but may occasionally do fandom stuff too. My main/personal blog is @apricottheapricat but I basically only reblog stuff there and nothing else, if you wanna send me an ask or something -especially if it's about ocs!!- do it here instead.
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Commissions: 5$ Rainworld Scavenger comms are OPEN, it's 5 bucks for a fullbody shaded scav drawing (can be either oc or from the game!!) Scav examples here, here and more coming soon..
Regular commissions are still closed until I figure out my pricing. DM for examples and other commission stuff!!
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I'm currently very into Rain World, but I'm always down to talk about Minecraft or The Long Dark or the Shelter franchise (if anyone has even heard of those last two TwT) and I'll probably end up posting stuff here about any other games I'm interested in too. Basically if I mention a game here at all ever I probably very much like it, even if it's not as much as those four. Oh and HLVRAI too.
Firm believer in that every Rain World fan is also a Hollow Knight fan (or has been at some point) and I have yet to be proven wrong.
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Tags I use a lot:
#my art/#my ocs: Self-explanatory, it's the stuff that's mine. The only distinction to make here is that I don't tag every oc-related post as #my ocs, even though they are, only posts with art in them. Otherwise I only tag each specific oc by name. (its for tag search purposes)
#oc lore: Important canon stuff, either story or worldbuilding. Mostly long posts, replies to lore-related asks and whatever else I feel is important/significant enough to go in this tag. What doesn't go in here are random ask game answers -even if theyre canon- or what-if scenarios or modern au for example.
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Basic worldbuilding stuff/context:
My oc universe is a medieval fantasy type setting. Magic exists and is a set of skills you can learn like you could any other skill, not everyone knows it and not everyone bothers learning it. All my (current) ocs live in one kingdom together ruled by one queen and her royal court, who are basically a few of her friends advisors who she herself picks to be part of her court.
None of the people in my universe are fully human, they have a human form which is that catgirl-type-thing and an animal form which is basically a talking quadrapedal (or- well- not anthro) animal. They can change forms at will and most people swap between the two multiple times per day. Wild/normal non-people animals are called 'feral' animals, or 'ferals', since if you just say 'animal' you could just be referring to a person in animal form and that would very quickly get confusing.
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Ref sheets:
Rivulet
Zephyr
Harold
Arachne
Maeve
(these arent all my ocs theyre just the only ones I made/will make refs for)
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transvoxman · 2 years ago
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#god fucking damn it. i am giving in and making a vent post made entirely in the tags#whatever terror laserblast wouldve gone through if he decided to be upfront with POINT and not fake his death. im going THROUGH it#sure would be nice if people could be happy for me going on T. instead of reacting like theyre at a goddamn funeral.#me n laserblast are both very much cowards who care more about what others think than about being who we are#but *I'm* subjecting myself to coming out to people before T forces me to be out whether i like it or not#and its so fucking scary. i literally feel anxiety nausea 24/7 and start literally Shaking when i think about it#i can barely function from being so scared of how theyll react.#im literally financially independent and will be 100% safe no matter how they react!!! im just THAT scared of what other people think of me#and obviously i dont have anyone irl who is supportive and happy for me otherwise i wouldnt be venting on goddamn tumblr#nothing more heartbreaking than needing to go through something that im overjoyed about without being able to celebrate it with ANYONE#its also infuriating. i couldve been on T *years* ago if i had supportive people in my life.#i dropped out of COLLEGE because of dysphoria. i couldve had a DEGREE by now#transphobia takes so many possibilities away from people.#well im not letting it take anything else away from me. im not letting ANY amount of fear stop me anymore. people can fucking deal with it.#im not putting up the facade of my gender assigned at birth anymore.#no matter what happens next.#im trying so hard to genuinely believe it when i say 'fuck it im gonna transition no matter what' but anger is so difficult to hold on to.#it takes so much energy. its easier to just feel heartbroken about people i care about cutting me out of their lives.#well. itll get easier eventually. its just gonna suck more than anything else thats ever happened in my life first.
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bloodcrownedking · 4 years ago
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we all really need to start using this as a meme format tbh 
make memes with this and send em to me please
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donniemines · 4 years ago
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avengers but make it minecraft
(music // video)
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maivalentine · 6 years ago
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A quick allurance edit for spring!! late to this song... (but loved this cover..) thought it was them tho
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