#trennian

[livingghost5]

Intro:

Hey, I’m Shae. I’m Autistic. I made this blog to have a place where I could vent about anything I want without censoring myself. To be honest, it’ll probably mostly be stuff about my kpop ults (+ other groups I stan), ED stuff/mental illness stuff, Neurodivergency, Dan and Phil and LGBTQIA+/Xenogenders stuff.

1: Gender/Pronouns:

Gender:

Agender/Gendervoid

Main Pronouns:

•English:

-Ey/Em

-Voi/Void/Voidself

-They/Them

-It/Its

-🌫/🌫s/🌫self (alt: Fog/fogs/fogself)

•French:

-Iel

-Ael

Other pronouns:

-Ix/Ixself

-Ae/Aer/Aers/Aerself

-🌌/🌌s/🌌self

-Gho/ghost/ghosts/ghostself

-Vey/Vem/Veyr/Vemself

-🌖/🌗/🌘s/🌑s/🌒self

-Space/spaces/spaceself

-Wit/witc/witch/witchs/witchself

-🌙/🌙/🌙s/🌙’s/🌙self

-Ast/aster/asters/asterself

-Vea/Vear

-Star/Stars/starself

-🌑/🌑/🌑s/🌑self

-Ve/Ver/Veirs

-Nyx/Nyx/Nyx/Nyx/Nyxself

2:MENTAL ILLNESS:

Diagnosed: Depression, Avoidant personality Disorder, ASD, Eating Disorder, Social anxiety.

I also have chronic depersonalization but it’s just a symptom of my Avpd.

3:ED stats:

Sw:106,5kg

Cw:103,4kg

Gw1:100kg

Gw2:95kg

Gw3:85kg

Gw4:75kg

Gw5:65kg

Ugw:55kg

4:SPECIAL INTERESTS #1:MUSIC:

A:Korean/Japanese music:

My Ults of ults when it comes to biases are Hongjoong from Ateez and Yoongi from Bts.

•Ult of ults:

Ateez:

•Ult bias:Hongjoong

•Ot8|bias line:Hongjoong,Mingi & Wooyoung.

Other ults:

Bts:

•Ult bias:Yoongi

•Ot7|bias line:Yoongi,Namjoon & Hoseok.

Deukae:

•Ult bias:Dami

•Ot7|bias line:Dami,Siyeon & Yoohyeon.

*Insomnias please read this:https://dreamcatcherchangeyourname.carrd.co/

The Boyz:

•Ult bias:Kevin

•Ot11|bias line:Kevin,Sunwoo,Juyeon & Eric.

•B.I

(G)I-DLE:

•Ult bias:Soyeon

•Ot6|bias line:Soyeon,Shuhua & Soojin.

Enhypen:

•Ult bias:Jake

•Ot7|bias line:Jake,Jay & Jungwon

&Team:

•Ult bias:K

•Ot9|bias line:K,Nicholas,Jo & Fuma

•Soojin

IKON:

•Ult bias:Jinhwan/Jay

•Ot7|bias line:Jay,Bobby & Dk.

Xiker:

•Ult bias:Minjae

•Ot10|bias line:Minjae,Sumin,Hyunwoo & Yechan.

Tomorrow X Together:

•Ult bias:Soobin

•Ot5|bias line:Soobin,Yeonjun & Beongyu

•Also Stan:

-Pentagon: Biases:Hui,Kino & Honseok.

-QI.X: Bias:JiGook

-Blackswan: Biases:Fatou & Gabi.

-Rolling Quartz: Bias:Arem

-Xdinary Heroes: Bias:Jooyeon

-Itzy: Biases:Yuna & Yeji.

-Le Sserafim: Bias:Eunchae

-Nmixx: Bias:Lily

-Aespa: Biases:Ningning & Winter.

-Ive: Biases:Wonyoung & Rei

-Waking After U: Bias:A-Zzang

•Casuals:

Day6,BABYMETAL,Cotoba,The Rose,The Fix, Kingdom,Slant,Messgram,STMLT,Synsnake, HANABIE,OurR,SF9,Rockit Girl, YUDABINBAND,Dabda,Drinking boys and girls choir,Fishingirl and more.

Other music:

15 Favourites bands of all time:

•IDKHOW

•Fall Out Boy

•In This Moment

•You me at six

•Twenty Øne Piløts

•Sleeping With Sirens

•Pvris

•The Brobecks

•All Time Low

•Epica

•Pierce The Veil

•My Chemical Romance(+Frank Iero & Gerard Way Solo stuff)

•Palaye Royale

•The Pretty Reckless

•Bring Me The Horizon

Honourable mentions:

Portugal the Man,Muse,Paramore & Panic!At The Disco

1: Bring Me The Horizon

Other Bands:

Linkin Park,Fever333,Arctic Monkeys, Evanescence,The Used,Rivals, Nirvana,Simple Creatures,Nine Inch Nails,Within Temptation,Death Spells,Brand New,Story Untold, and more.

Solo artists:

Favourites:

•Avril Lavigne

•Jessie Paege

•Yungblud

•Bridgit Mendler

•James Marriott

•Melanie Martinez

•Niki Demar

Others:

Patrick Stump,Wengie,Mgk,KSI,Haley Williams,John Legend,Talia Mar,Julia Zelg, etc.

4:SPECIAL INTERESTS #2:Dan&Phil:

Date when I started watching them:

Dan: 30/03/2016

Phil: 21/04/2016

Both: 27/07/2016

5:SPECIAL INTERESTS #3:Astrology:

My big 6 are:

Sun☼: Virgo

Moon☾: Pisces

Ascendant/Rising↑: Aries

Mercury☿: Libra

Venus♀: Libra

Mars♂: Leo

6:SPECIAL INTERESTS #4:Lgbtqia+/ Xenogenders:

I hoard labels but here are the main ones:

•Xenogenders:

-Neutrois

-Trennian

-Afeminine

-Lunarian

-Kenochoric

-Apotigender

-Celestialgendervoid

-Xenic

-Ageregender

•Sexuality/Romantic attraction:

-Asexual/Aromantic

-Demisexual/Demiromantic

-Pansexual/Panromantic

-Aegosexual/Aegoromantic

-Romance indifferent/neutral

-Acespike/Arospike

7:SPECIAL INTERESTS #5:Youtubers:

-Jessie Paege

-WillNe

-Jarvis Johnson

-Not Even Emily

-James Marriott

-Thomas Sanders/Sanders Sides

-Memeulous

-Danny Gonzalez

-Niki Demar

-iNabber

-Drew Gooden

-Kurtis Conner

OTHER SPECIAL INTERESTS:

Making jewelry

Writing

Alt Fashion

Psychology

Space

Wicca/crystals

The ocean

Miniatures

Daggers & vintage keys (idk why to be honest)

[neopronouns]

catgender | stuffiestimmic | bungender diaqueer | schizokenic | golditheric trennian | pupgender | glamrockbotic

‘my identity is official’ edits requested by a few anons and @mogai-place! for those who don’t know, all wikis involving lgbtqi+ community content, with the exception of the ezgender wiki, are being merged and having thousands of pages of content deleted from them. those who are running the new wiki have decided to only include “official terms that are recognized by people working on LGBTQIA+ issues” as pages, and have also removed tons of sources and inclusive language from pages they decided to keep (quote source).

our identities are official. our identities are real. our identities deserve respect and visibility.

image id: nine square images arranged into two rows of three each. in the center of each image is the text ‘my identity is official’ in all-caps white text outlined with a thin black line. the background of each image is a flag. in order, they are the catgender, stuffiestimmic, bungender, diaqueer, schizokenic, golditheric, trennian, pupgender, and glamrockbotic flags. end id.

dni transcript here

[mogai-headcanons]

Johnny Joestar from JoJo’s Bizarre Adventure is a voidpunk polyamorous omnisexual trennian gendernull gendervoid stellarian neagender cenrell genderqueer nonbinary person with PTSD, StPD, and bipolar II, and he’s in a relationship with Gyro Zeppeli, a bisexual genderqueer nonbinary man with schizoaffective disorder depressive type and generalized anxiety disorder!

dni transcript here

[mogaiboards]

colorqueer, schizokenic and trennian combo flag! this is for ourselves mostly but feel free to use it if you like it!

[warriors-pride]

plural (green/blue) and trennian scourge, please? if it's not too much trouble, please have versions with just one and with both flags, thank you!!!

[neurogender]

Would you happen to know any genders that are impacted by DPDR?

Trennian: A gender caused by or due to dissociation, depersonalization and/or derealization, that is grey and feels like static. It is unknown and abstract, a paradox of both being yours and not yours at the same time, and feels dreamlike but not quite at the same time.

Nebbiagender: A neurogender term describing the experience of not knowing/understanding your gender identity due to fatigue, brain fog, or dissociation. Can be feminine, masculine, or androgyne aligned (ex. nebbiagirl, nebbiaboy, nebbiaenby etc).

Cloudgender: A gender which can’t be fully realized or seen clearly due to depersonalization/ derealization disorder. A Neurodivergent gender.

[2ulk]

My full genderhoard!

In no specific order! You can look through them to see if you’d like to add them to your own hoard :D

SleepGender

Genderhaze, more specifically Hazemasc

Mascuon

Nostalgender (Which I coined! :D)

Stargender, more specifically the first and second definitions

Masculenby

Voidmasc

Tenebraic more specifically Masc and Starmasc tenebraic

Cyber-Astral, Proposition 1

Nullflux

Gendernull

Aliengender

Dreamygender

Genderverre/Verregender, more specifically mascverre and xenoverre

Caelivus

Quoivir

Urbanox

Kynigender

Foggender, more specifically fogboy

Technogender (though this may be more temporary)

Altegender, more specifically: Alteproxvir Alteboy

Squidgender

Trennian

Abandoe

Thalassogender

Seafluic

Tenebraegender

Novarian

Solarian

Dawnian

Daenixian

Neptunian and Plutoian

Mercurian

Ouranian

Wondergender

Angelcoric

Carminisine

Daimogender

Sciencegender

Pendogender

B✰y

Aliensic

Xenobinary, Xenboy, and Xenoboy

Kenochoric: Neagender, Genderabyssalis, Astronomique, Nullflux (See previous + groveflags’ flag design!), Oddcoric, Backroomic, Dreamcoric, Liminalcoric, and as previously mentioned Nostalgender

Obscurian

Bigenderflux, Demiflux, Boyflux

Misceflux (Which I coined)

Esterialgender

Externisgender

Achillica

Arthos/Arthogender

[neopronouns]

barcode header for anon! flags in order are: celestian, genderblank, valicanic, angled aroace, aroace, gendervoid, neagender, nebularomantic, gendernull, trennian, greygender, acegender, greysexual, gendersylph, aroacegender, stellarian, genderflor, and vexgender!

dni transcript here

[mogaiboards]

schizokenic and trennian moodboard!

[mogaiboards]

Welcome to Sunlight Fog's ✨hoard✨

We'll list our hoard here, for now only our individual ones.

We'll tag our identities with our colour coding:

-David: 🔵🟢

-Eli: 🟡

-Fent: 🟣

-Jasper: 🟤

-Will: 🟠

🔵🟢

demiace, lapian (mlm, mlw, nlm, nlw); anarcgender, boyflux, greygender, neagender, non binary guy

🟡

amorous aplatonic, jaspian (nlm, nln, nlw), omni- greyaroace; anarcgender, biopunkic, celestian, dogtheric, everithe, genderpunk, gendervoid, golditheric, joypunkic, kenochoric, lovequeergender, lumenoir, luxine, pastelgender, pastelpunkic, phosolial, schizokenic, schizotix, schizotypix, secorian/scpgender, solarpunkic, soleakenic, sunnyfogian, voidpunkic, xirakenic

🟣

alloace, lovequeer aro, gay; anarcgender, agender, celestian, diaqueer, genderapollyon, genderketer, genderhavoc, genderless, gendernull, genderpunk, genderqueer, gendervoid, kenochoric, lovequeerarogender, secorian, svarthulline, voidestral, voidpunkic

🟤

aroaceflux, aroacevague; darkademiacoric, darlidemic, dissointesi, hollowdisso, lightademiacoric, non binary guy, pallic, trennian

🟠

opalian (mlm, nlm, nln, mln); apoendelic, everithe, genderqueer, luxine, phosolial, solarpunkic

[mogaiboards]

I've been fronting more so I thought of doing my own intro. Hello!

I'm Jasper, I'm 19, and I'm a non binary guy, also and specifically boyflux, proxvir, solarian, dissointesi, hollowdisso and trennian. I'm arovague and acevague.

I'm an aesthetive, specifically I'm the embodiment of light academia. I have SzPD traits.

I very much like all academia aesthetics, by virtue of who I am, and I'm always happy to provide both moodboards and terms about them. I can also do those same things about dissociation, like genders or orientations connected to dissociation, or otherwise anything related to those.

📖

[neopronouns]

hi! can I ask for a barcode header? with the flags: celestian (alt, the yellow blue white grey and black flag), stellarian, neagender, gendervoid, genderblank (alt version), trennian, vexgender, greygender, valicanic (by @/liminal-mushrooms), gendernull, genderflor (alt version), gendersylph, acegender, aroacegender, greyasexual, nebularomantic, angled aroace, aroace? sorry it's a lot of flags👉🏻👈🏻

could you clarify which genderflor flag you mean? there's a lot of alternate designs!

[neopronouns]

diaqueer, schizokenic, golditheric, and trennian for the "my identity is official"?

posted!

[mogai-headcanons]

Johnny Joestar (from Jojo's Bizarre Adventures: Steel Ball Run) is trennian gendernull gendervoid stellarian neagender cenrell omnisexual polyamorous voidpunk genderqueer non binary with PTSD, schizotypal personality disorder and bipolar type 2 disorder! he's in a relationship with Gyro Zeppeli, who's a genderqueer bisexual non binary man with schizoaffective disorder depressive type and generalised anxiety disorder

queued!!

[mogai-headcanons]

Osomatsu Matsuno from Mr. Osomatsu is an autistic polyamorous aromantic pansexual matryoshkaica smobbismic pixelnonbinary mxn with ADHD, schizophrenia, and BPD who uses h3/h1m and 💴/💴s pronouns, and Karamatsu Matsuno is a merfolkkin autistic GNC flamboric bisexual objectumromantic intersex integender male-female bigenderfluid glittergender cadensgender dreiric nocturaequor violetgender delusogender flamboricgender genderacousticus pixelrosboy with schizophrenia and depression who uses 🕶️/🕶️s or no pronouns!

Choromatsu Matsuno is a plantkin catgirlkin autistic lesbian transfeminine genderfaeflux catgirlgender genderfrith lesbiangender mindaspic chloropyllic earthgender leafegender pendogender xumgender biogender shinygirl with anxiety and OCD who uses the name Choromi and she/her, they/them, and 🐸/🐸s pronouns!

Ichimatsu Matsuno is a demonkin catkin darkkin shadowkin autistic casualic polyamorous bi greyromantic inactromantic greysexual voidmasculine staticgender kenochoric buzinbackroomic delphigender demongender abandoe arcage arsgoegender cemetarian voidaspic slothinfernal goreaeic demonkinic eldritchine gendercimiterium enderine greygender daroric nyctogender alnilamfluid occultgender daederic genderatrum hadogender facelessneutral lachrymosian slashic matryoshkaica daimogender horrorcosmium oceaspatium doriangender daegender genderbathus zalgorne tenebraegender alosolus sithisian darkanian slasheric introgender atergender wellgender badgender absconditogender squidgender genderflux occultgender nihilgender mindbrandica crepuscularine feutegender mastraet thalassogender eldrigender lunaenic glinmasc tenegender mniofirin purplegender murkend westyic creepyarian nocturnic genderdunkelheit tartarusgender mallumogender hellgender genderprince mystigender nameric neagender cenrell simulaeus distortime sharkgender voidere ternemasc nocturnumae euisumbraic genderskummast dymalic genderabyssalis catgender catboygender mascinfernal caelinfernal plasmic rageaspic nyanbinary darkgender orcgender trennian opscugender shadend genderhoarder and pronoun hoarder with depression, anxiety BPD, and chronic fatigue who mainly uses they/them, he/him, nya/nyas, and 🐱/🐱s pronouns or no pronouns!

Jyushimatsu Matsuno is a dogkin birdkin pikachukin autistic rabiespunk strayt chaosgender panridiculum pupgender ecstimmian solipastelle trickstermodic chaotigender sungender stoplightveric weirdarian helianic chugender genderxeuccian adentix clowngender matryoshkaica pikagender swirlic sheogoric felicanaiva genderaestiva oddarian hopeaspic breathaspic sodagender genderfladderaartje rainbowgender seific puerilgender laughgender passimlix genderfluff pupaurciel fractic solaeic yellowgender mingender solaeic hewwogender goodboygender pronoun hoarder with ADHD who mainly uses pup/pups, ☀️/☀️s, and ⚾/⚾s pronouns!

Todomatsu Matsuno is an autistic flamboric gai greysexual princegender virsoft pinkgender gendercute nuastelgender gendersploof genderfleur fairylicht prifraisic prikekakic boycute prisakuraic lustransmasculine pripopic gamegender decepteric kuromefluid luridgender fluffgender florfraisian baiegender rozreagender maizonogender gendercalin swufegender mascfemgender smuziogender bunmollis poppygender homdoux adorlosus magicuic mollismasc regalisgender fraislium sweetmasc gendergiaulon pasdemian magiboygender cliugender panprince demiboy roseusboy felmouboy magirosboy damseboy cutecollector genderhoarder with HPD who uses cu/cute, ����/💖s, and he/her pronouns!

Though they fight often, they all respect each others’ identities!

dni transcript here

[neopronouns]

Do u know any genderz rel8ed 2 depersonalization/derealization? Thank u!!!!!!!! ^w^

under the cut! some of these may reference unreality, the user not existing, simulations, etc

divigender: a feeling that one’s gender is split/divided due to a dissociative disorder

trennian: a gender caused by dissociation, depersonalization, and/or derealization that is grey and feels like static. it’s unknown and abstract, a paradox of both being yours and not yours at the same time, and feels dreamlike, but not quite, at the same time

simulaeus: a gender where one’s perception of it is hindered by the fact that the person is not real; a gender related to the fact that one is living a simulated life. for those who dissociate, deal with depersonalization/derealization, and nonhumans

cloudgender: a gender that can’t be fully comprehended or experienced because of depersonalization and/or derealization

genderdead: not so much the absence of a gender, but since you’re dead, gender doesn’t matter. for deadkin and those who deal with depersonalization/derealization

ignotumgender: a gender defined by confusion, with various levels of intricacy in the person’s gender and identity. only to be used by those who deal with depersonalization, derealization, dissociation, depression, personality disorders, or other mental health conditions that could cause confusion or a lack of self