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justpassingby333 · 10 months ago
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How many lives?
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justpassingby333 · 11 months ago
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Never be enough
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justpassingby333 · 1 year ago
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Mourning
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justpassingby333 · 1 year ago
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Abundance
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justpassingby333 · 1 year ago
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I probably need to get better
I think that I probably Need to get better friends
Feels like I’m always A means to an end 
Sadly that’s how I’m starting To see them too, 
Even you.
I probably need to get better 
At talking about my problems 
Communication isn’t my best 
There’s been progress but 
I’m not sure how many years I’ve got left 
Oh, I probably need to get better 
But what happens when I change 
I probably need to get better 
But what happens when they fade
I think we’ve gotten worse 
We’re starting to fall apart Again 
I think you’re stepping backwards 
I can feel you leaving 
Oh, I’m too attached 
I probably need to get better 
But I’m scared of the other side 
I probably need to get better 
But part of me still wants to hide 
I probably need to get better 
But can’t I just stay inside 
I probably need to get better 
But I’m scared of what I’ll find
I probably need to get better 
But what happens when I change ?
I probably need to get better 
Cuz I’m scared to stay the same
I probably need to get better 
But what happens when you go?
I probably need to get better 
Because what happens if i don’t? 
The safety blanket is on fire
But at least I’m warm 
If this is stripped from me 
I’ll stand naked in the cold
Trembling and Uncomfortable 
Will my soul survive the change?
Or will I die with these third degree burns?
Will I live to see another day? 
I probably need to get better 
But I don’t wanna fight 
I probably need to get better 
And I’m worried I might.
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justpassingby333 · 1 year ago
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people are the problem
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justpassingby333 · 1 year ago
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The Silence
The silence 
After the music stops 
After my stomach drops
After it’s said out loud 
The quiet 
Beating in your heart 
Filling up your lungs 
Paralyzing you from the chest down 
I’m in the car 
Driving awfully slow 
For someone who just wants to be on the road 
For someone who doesn’t want to lose control 
And now I’m on the moon 
But I’m not over it, I’m glued to it 
I’m on the ground and you’re in the spaceship
I’m in one of those moods 
Where I can only write about you 
Where all I can do Is pretend to be a poet 
With an eye for tragedy 
Oh but no matter what I do 
You’re the parasite Infesting my mind 
You feed me cruel thoughts 
You find my soul and crawl inside 
So yes I’m in one of those moods 
And the silence is overbearing 
I can feel reality shaking 
Or is that just my hands 
The quiet, Can you hear it?
Because no matter what I do, I always can
There’s a drilling in my head
And a gun to my heart 
You leave me again, You pull me apart 
You think it’s only fair 
But I only left you once 
The weeds are 
falling to the ground 
I am the air 
But you’re the one 
In the wind now 
You beat me to it 
You fucked around and found out
Oh and In the silence 
I stand alone 
Waiting for you to come home 
But you never will 
And so here I am 
In the terminal 
With my feet glued to the floor 
And you’re in the plane 
Oh Nothing will ever be the same 
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justpassingby333 · 1 year ago
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Bones
As much as my bones ache to venture out 
To experience the life I was given 
My body stays still 
No matter how much I shout 
And as much as my heart dreams 
of the wonders I could see 
My eyes stay closed 
And I sleep 
I sleep with these dead bones 
Inanimate sticks that used to uphold a being 
Broken and rotting They lay
When I open the blinds to the window of my soul 
The lights are not on
And No one Is home 
I am rotting and broken and gone 
But I am right here 
I’ve been here all along 
watching from the outside
Knocking on the door 
But the high pitched ringing 
Drowns out my voice
I cannot feel, I cannot see, I cannot speak
and all I hear are the shadows screaming 
to be kept in the dark 
This is purgatory 
I am alive 
But my soul is dead 
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justpassingby333 · 1 year ago
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Red heart and a Blue moon..
The first chill of fall
Breeze that brings goosebumps
A red heart and a blue moon 
I’m here with you 
Staring at the sun during an eclipse 
Light seared in my eyes 
Made everything seem bright 
But what if you were just a blue moon 
With a tinge of honesty
But lies were Lurking 
in the murky waters beneath
Waiting for a chance to pounce 
on their prey
To grip my red heart 
Take your claws and 
Rip my organs out
Kill me without a frown in sight 
Devour my lungs, choke them down 
You’re ravenous and I’m enticing 
You think that this is exciting 
I’m screaming while I watch 
You consume my flesh and blood 
You have earplugs in 
Listening to your favorite song 
My blood stains the sweater I bought 
At a thrift store with my grandmother 
My hair is loose on the ground 
In clumps, bloody at the root 
My ears been cut off 
With a jagged piece of a mirror 
And the edges are dripping with poison 
I’m already infected 
I can feel the disease spreading 
Throughout my entire body 
I cough red 
I bleed endlessly 
My clothes are torn 
My soul is leaving me 
I see stars and a blue moon 
And grasped in their hand 
Is my red heart 
I don’t know how to feel about this view 
I wish we were already past this part 
Cannibalistic and deadly 
Your actions will end me 
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justpassingby333 · 1 year ago
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Autumn,
Another year, Another Halloween 
Creativity flows until I come upon 
the choices I meet 
What to be, Who to wear, What to say, What to share 
pieces of my soul or shards of my heart
I’d give them all to you 
But you’d give me none 
Growing apart, Like leaves dying in autumn 
Falling from The tree
Orange and brown colors Turn them old 
Crisp like the air and stale like our conversations 
So many costumes planned, So many events shared, So much time spent 
It’s crazy to think of how little you care 
Now that we’re grown, Now that we’re old 
I give you my heart And you look at your phone 
Interested in others words 
I’m ablaze, A mirage in the heat 
Thought I saw love 
Turns out it was a memory 
We can no longer see our tree 
We flow through the wind 
in different directions
Different paths, Different grass to land, Different shoes to get stuck on, Different people to love 
A friendship gone 
A love lost 
A lesson learned 
A person to yearn 
Autumn arrived and left
Autumn, a friend i once kept 
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