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in the mines. straight up “lousing it”. and by “it”, haha, well. let’s justr say. my saneity.
#in stars and time#behind the scenes was not the worst achievement here#the hell that was OP was a hell that i would never wish upon my worst enemy.#head empty was okay. a few harder memories i needed anyway for achievements#and then i did ghosts a secret and confession + touch all in one swoop#trauma speedrun#no comment on 1000 ways to die besides i forgot i hadn’t gotten crushed by the rock
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the sheer amount of trauma gwen has gone through compared to the other characters (that we know of) in protocol so far is crazy like in archives they were all kind of dealing with the whole worm situation in season one (martin did get locked in his flat for two weeks and the others didn’t) BUT it was still a threat they were all generally aware of and affected by. GWEN on the other hand has so far had to deal with fucking mr bonzo, learning that she might be indirectly responsible for a gruesome murder, getting chased down by a tattoo gun-wielding fear avatar-thing?? AND is now getting terrorized by [ERROR] apparently and we’re ONLY 21 episodes in. meanwhile sam celia and alice are dealing with mild anomalies like ooooh spooky cases weird drowning person magnus institute oooh!! gwen is in the TRENCHES dude give a girl a break
#gwen is absolutely speedrunning her trauma-induced character development go off queen#then again i’m sure there is some insane shit that went down in alice and celia’s past at least#(celia especially. i mean if she’s who we think she is) (and alice is being plenty cryptic to make me suspicious)#but like. in the one hundred percent canon events that have taken place in the past 21 episodes. gwen is going THROUGH IT#tmagp#the magnus protocol#tmagp 21#tmagp spoilers#jaspers rambles
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I'm bad at math, but is Bruce theoretically 38 years old when he goes into the time stream?
Hear me out (and canon likes to fluncate their ages, so this is my best guess without trying to account for birthdays):
Bruce becomes the legal guardian of 9 year old Dick when he's 23. That's a 14 year difference.
Jason becomes Robin when Dick leaves at 18. Jason is 13. That's a five year difference.
Jason dies at 15, and Tim becomes Robin at 13. That's a two year difference.
The age difference between Tim and Bruce would thus be 21 years.
Tim becomes Red Robin to find Bruce at 17.
That means that Bruce had to be 38, right? Why was I imagining him closer to 50?
Adopting so many kids must have aged him
#tim was 2-3 when he watched the graysons fall#jason would have been 17 when he attacked to at titan tower#this would make dick 24 when his dad dies and he has to take up the batman mantle he never wanted#UtRH is more tragic if you think about how jason wasnt even an adult#i do love the parallels of 23 year old bruce being a father to 9 year old dick and 24 year old dick being a father to 10 year old damian#also it's definitely the continued exposure to crime and violence that gave bruce his stress lines and grey hair (or jason dying)#this is all theoretical anyways because DC writes its own rules for how to math ages#dc universe#dc comics#bruce wayne#tim drake#jason todd#dick grayson#the consequences of dc being vague on their ages is that means the characters speedrun all their trauma and can't breath through it#they are all so young
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hahahahahha whatever you do don't think about the fact that in Phantom Liberty Johnny has to watch V sit on an operating chair and get an implant installed against their will for a cause that they never truly believed in and he probably knows exactly how the whole damn thing is going to play out already and this time there's nothing he can do to stop it.
Maybe when he asks you "What's it feel like to be a traitor?", it isn't meant to be an armor-piercing question for V's own morality. Maybe it's him saying "How's it feel to be like me?"
#Cyberpunk 2077#Phantom Liberty#Johnny Silverhand#hahahahahahaha Johnny having to literally watch someone go through his own trauma 100% 360 no scope speedrun hahaha iwannadie#At least...if you choose to interpret Johnny and V's relationship like that#But that's my thoughts on it at least#And it's reason 890035 that I'm glad I made all the PL shit non-canon for my own V's story#Aldi speaks
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Musical Touken Ranbu: Michinooku ~ Hitotsu Hachisu (Michinooku ~ A Single Lotus)
Here we go! Only a few days after the archive release and toumyu's ninth anniversary (congratulations!)
Michioku, or Michihasu, is a myu I have many conflicting feelings about, both positive and negative. However, I do believe that with the right amount of care in the next Mika-related story myu, the negative can still be cleared. Plus, I'm glad about a lot of things being re-established. The writer does need to step up her game a little on the plot-writing side of things, as well as the understanding-and-respecting-past-myu side of things, but as long as she does, this can still be given a proper place within what was already established.
Keep in mind that these are only the subtitle files, timed and tled to the DMM senshuuraku and the bluray respectively. The archive version will have a talk at the start, so the starting times of the subs will have to be delayed accordingly.
You can find the subtitles and my TL notes document here!
#touken ranbu#toumyu#water's translations#michioku#michihasu#how do I put this#seeing as myu's director Kayano has said in an interview right before Michioku that Kogi and Mika have a special bond#different from other swords-- and then they try to speedrun *Tsuru* and Mika having a what feels like it was intended to be#even greater relationship using a song called Kage Futatsu where KOGI'S signature song from Utaawase was Futatsu no Kage???#I SINCERELY want to believe it's incompetence rather than the writer deliberately pulling the rug from under Kogi's feet#bc the alternative is just cruel#I don't particularly mind the relationship Mika and Tsuru have in this play but I feel that not for a moment Kogi and kara respectively#were considered in the writing#anyway my final verdict is that this myu is what too many people think tsuwa is: the divorce myu (between Mika and Tsuru this time)#in all cases I hope myu can bring Shirakawa Yuki in again like with Datemyu just to offload myu's already deathly busy writer (she's done#5 myus in a month before which is just insane) because I feel this just isn't sustainable with the amount of carefulness a long-running#franchise like myu demands and the *writing* quality (not the production quality AT ALL Michioku's is great) is suffering for it.#like sure Michioku is loaded with references but they're references that either don't serve *Michioku's own* plot or their treatment shows#a lack of understanding of the work it's referencing-- for example Kashuu calling upon atsu's “This is how the shinsengumi fights!” actuall#goes completely contrary to the lesson he's supposed to have learned from atsuibun: that swords aren't disposable and that he has duties as#both soldier (captain in atsu) and as COMRADE and he makes the (already highlighted in Michioku!) dumb decision of butting in without#thinking-- and with that framed against manba's breaking trauma as well! He's supposed to have learned to stay rational and consider both#duties yet here he is ---BECAUSE of the reference--- completely leaning on the pre-atsu-development side of the scale#as if Ishi's words went one ear in one ear out. And yes the scene by itself could've worked as a subversion to show Kashuu makes the#'irrational' decision against what Ishi taught him to consider precisely because he cares for the people he's protecting but there is NO#groundwork laid at all for that in the rest of Michioku! This is what I mean with the carelessness of the references and the lack of#consideration for what prior myus were trying to SAY and ACHIEVE which is insane because she was the lyricist for those#it's more a collage of feelings provided through a set of characters calling back to the scripts of prior myu rather than#a story that evokes feelings bc the humans in it walk forward and act upon-- interact with-- the scenery on the road as left by prior human
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it be like that sometimes
#gundam witch from mercury#gundam witch#gundam#miorine rembran#she's fine#just doing her silver haired ice princess trauma arc speedrun
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yuu now knows far more about the diasomnia fam than any person should ever know about somebody else’s family so either they have to become a full-fledged member or diasomnia has to kill them there’s no in between
#listen no non-family member should ever know that much about your family so you HAVE to kill them I’m sorry I don’t make the rules#maybe the trauma speedrun yuu silver and sebek got counts as them officially being included idk#twisted wonderland#twst#disney twisted wonderland#disney twst#twst yuu#twisted wonderland yuu
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making myself a proper healthy & delicious dinner like 'lucanis dellamorte would be so proud of me. not that he has a fucking leg to stand on because he's almost certainly slept all of 50 minutes in the last 48 hours and is more caffeine than man right now, but still'
#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#there's the first stages of a meta swirling around in my head about how dealing with spite is making lucanis adopt a number of habits#and attitudes you'd normally see in a teenager lol -- habits and attitudes he almost certainly was not allowed to indulge in#AS a teenager. just thinking. about stuff. (the demon is trauma finally catching up to him the metaphor is not very subtle haha)#staying up super late brooding alone in his room picking up new hobbies and interests having his first real relationship...#(in either way that can play out)#he's going through it and also speedrunning some shit lmao#I am gently turning him around in my head. no microwave just. gently turning and gazing. I just want him to be happy
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the chain but they all come from different "loz BUT _" challenges/speedruns (and whatever challenge they did influences their personalities and how they think about things) the only three that i know is time is from a randomizer, wild is from an any% speedrun & twi is from a low%
it would be extremely silly i think
#khol.txt#live loz reaction#trauma.chain#linked universe#loz#legend of zelda#lu wild#lu twilight#lu time#like i KNOW it would be weird logistically#but also who cares its funny#and theres speedrun!wild fics but like#what if they were all fucked up#and surprisingly not in the trauma way for the most part
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btw when I criticize john for bad parenting I'm referring to everything he did AFTER meeting Gideon. he might not have known she existed for 18 years but the first thing he did after learning was kill someone in front of her then dip her in some necromantic formaldehyde and send her to the battlefield. he wasn't there to give her daddy issues before but he's here now ❤️ truly making up for lost time
#it might have taken some parents years to inflict the same trauma but john is a quick learner#daddy issues speedrun
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~ Batman: Knightfall
A new kind of religious trauma just dropped: getting hypnotized all your childhood by your father to serve as a vessel for the Angel of death, Azrael, for a catholic order.
Also, Jean-Paul joined the batfam because of Alfred. Alfred went "We cannot let that lad be hypnotized to kill people!", told him to fight it and help him save Bruce, and then dropped the kid (he is a student at Gotham U, he is young) on Bruce.
#jean paul valley#azrael#alfred pennyworth#bruce wayne#batman#dc comics#my ramblings#jean paul speedrun religious trauma like one day he was fine the next he was fighting against teaching he didn’t remember#let's give his dad an applause for participating in the “worst father ever” competition because wtf#makes so much sense why Jean Paul is so nuts sometimes like wtf you were hypnotized to be a killer for a religious order#knightfall
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“Ugh,” Harry says, and spits into the bushes again. He’s so tired of being special. Gingerly, he risks straightening up and sighs in relief as the nausea continues to slowly abate rather than making a surging reappearance. “Well. You know what this means,” Malfoy says, and then loudly says, “Yes,” over Harry’s groaned no. “Unless you want to keep puking.” Harry very much does not want to keep puking. “I didn’t,” he says instead, and Merlin help him, he actually gestures to the wildly overgrown flowerbed which he very much did not puke into, like he expects it to leap to his defence and back him up. Harry would really love to know what exactly it is about Malfoy that routinely turns him into a complete idiot. (That’s a lie. He knows perfectly well. He just doesn’t want to think about it.) “That says more about your failure to eat breakfast than it does about your current state,” Malfoy says, folding his arms over his chest. “I was planning to—that’s not—” He’d been meaning to have breakfast, he just hadn’t got around to it before the call from Robards had come in. “I know you, Harry,” Malfoy says smugly. It’s true, after all, and isn’t that a thought? Five years of friendship, plus an extra two with benefits, and Malfoy knows him nearly as well as Ron and Hermione do. Of course, Malfoy ruins Harry’s tender inner musings by following up with, “Now be a good boy and occlude your mind.” “I don’t want to do it,” Harry says, and it comes out as a bit of a whine. “I know,” Malfoy says and turns away, because he knows that if Harry’s reduced to whining, the conversation’s over. He really does know Harry, and the warm soppy feeling that spreads through Harry chases away the last of his nausea, replacing it with butterflies. Fucking butterflies, like he’s a schoolboy with a crush.
from What Dreams May Come by firethesound
#hp#quality fic#drarry#hpdm#feat. evil houses trapping people for Evil House purposes#also feat. several “confronting your trauma” speedruns
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when i think about leo's arc in the movie get a little sad, because it's like... all the Leader Lessons leo had to learn were almost exactly the same lessons raph had had to learn in the span of the whole show. i think we sometimes forget that raph had to grow into leadership role as well? he was pretty careless and irresponsible at the beginning too! he didn't trust his team! he dismissed ideas that weren't his own! on his first mission he wanted to pull his younger brothers to fight a spine breaking bandits-! (that also makes me think that leo tried to emulate raph's leadership pre his character arcs, from before he became "killjoy". leo chose all the wrong examples to imitate his big bro, maybe specifically because he wanted for things to come back to from before the Shredder) but we don't see the world ending specifically because of raph's faults as the leader...! like ok, i do think leo needed someone/something to knock some sense into him but man. i don't think it had to be this brutal fsdjk
#when leo 'became' a leader he was not a whole year older than raph was when he himself assumed a leadership role for real!#like he had a room to grow!#i love the movie! but i honesly would love to see original plan of leo slowly becoming more responsible#rather than trauma dumping his ass and speedrunning his arc#but oh well.... we can't have everything writers did what they could with the cancellation#rottmnt#rise leo#it thinks!
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my own reverse robins au has me in a vice-grip I swear. Little Duke Thomas I love you so much.
#i dont usually read reverse robins because most aus come across as an excuse to switch around the boys backstories and i feel like they miss#the POINT#like. if you reverse the robins then whoever you replace Dick with now has to be the template for kid-sidekicks everywhere.#the first BOY WONDER#you cant just want to give different traumas to different people!!!!#all my fanfic ever is about the characters. i have now read three comics in order to write duke. i love him hes so funny#anyway starting my reverse robins au with duke as the eldest because theres not even a point to the sidekick if they dont bring HOPE#duke is dicks spiritual successor and in this fanfic i will#anyway i love how in canon bruce has a whole Plan to train duke bc he has trained So Many Sidekicks at this point. hes like we can speedrun#dc#reverse robins#duke thomas#batfam#symbols of fear and hope#arbitrary speaks
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like. there's so many individual scenes that are just such perfect reenactments from the books with the actors giving brilliant performances. but zoom out and those scenes are just so ill-conceived and unearned I'm going to be sick
#shadow and bone#sab spoilers#like.... everyone goes on and on about how great the ice court heist is but crooked kingdom is exponentially better to me#and I'm so mad to see it done too early#soc is about achieving what the whole world thinks is impossible#crooked kingdom is about claiming the city that made you and wants to kill you#ketterdam is a CHARACTER and this show never built it as a character 😪#and like. not just stealing the plot but the character development. I'm so sad about what they did to jesper#from the mcuification of his character to the trauma speedrun to 'I'm gonna be normal now' my BOY
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