#transschizospec

[ohsoconfused]

transschizospec if you haven't already?

TRANSSCHIZOSPEC TIPS 𖦹

i am also transschizospec!!

i will separate this into categories: delusions, hallucinations, behaviors, emotions, and thinking

keep in mind these are all just symptoms and not every schizospec person experiences them all!! most probably dont experience all of them!!

delusions:

- a delusions is simply a fixed belief that doesnt change despite contradicting evidence. let your imagination run wild and then just gaslight yourself. eventually youll believe it.

- if you need more guidance, some common delusions are grandiose delusions (which i experienced), paranoid, erotomaniac (parasocial), somatic, and many more you can google.

- paranoia is very very common!! incorporate it!!

- look at the “how the delulu girls“ trend on tiktok!!

- whether or not you choose to talk to people about your delusion is up to you

hallucinations:

- honestly, make them up to gaslight yourself and/or manifest them

- draw whatever comes to mind and tell yourself its your hallucinations

- get sleep deprived!!

-watch things that make you anxious!!

- listen for small background noises and tell yourself its a hallucination

behaviors:

- periods of catatonia!! catatonia is a state where someone is awake but not responding to other people or maybe their environment. it may occur in the form of repetitive odd gestures, holding strange positions, mimicking others, or not moving at all. not every schizospec person experiences catatonia!!!!

- disorganized speech!! this is pretty much just word salads but with whatever and also with some garbled speech so ill make an example of this one no thank you i dont have the free time for that but yournrnnn you cna ask ted..if you wnt because hes to contamnnated to do that (but do that while talking)

- do repetitive movements and do things in patterns

- be impulsive

- schizophrenics tend to socially isolate

- be disorganized!! wear mismatch clothes (thats a thing with schizophrenics), have a messy room, etc.

emotions:

- apathy is common among schizophrenics and interestingly enough, so are heightened emotions!! sometimes just not react to things and SOMETIMES REALLY REACT!!

- anxiety is also very common

- paranoia!! what if everyone can read your mind? what if they know youre a terrible person? there are people watching you. where are they?

- inappropriate emotional responses!! such as laughing when something bad happens or crying over something really small. this ties in with heightened emotions.

thinking:

- disorganized thoughts!! this is pretty much just word salads but with whatever and also with some garbled speech so ill make an example of this one no thank you i dont have the free time for that but yournrnnn you cna ask ted..if you wnt because hes to contamnnated to do that (but do that while talking)

- memory issues!!

- inability to process social cues!! that means not getting the hint when someone is talking to you or not getting the hint someone needs to be comforted, for example.

- attention deficit!! struggle to focus on things and zone out a lot

[vocalux]

could u do Schrödinger Schizo-spec?

— schrodinger schizo spec

when an individual self - diagnoses with schizospec , but discovers that they were not cis , then they identify as transschizospec !

[clndstn-headmates]

Could you make a femcel intrusive thoughts holder?

I had some fun with this one. I leaned a lot into transhateful/transharmful stuff, so feel free to change that (or anything) if you don't like it.

-Mod Max

NAMES: Katie, Kat

AGE: 18

PRONOUNS: she/her

GENDERS: cis girl (though sometimes she wishes she were a guy)

SEXUALITY: straight lesbian

SOURCE: brainmade

SPECIES: human

ROLE: intrusive thoughts holder

TRANSIDS: transhateful, transharmful, transpopular, transschoolshooter, transdoxxer, trans4channer, transsexist, transstraight, transgirlfriend, transJapanese, transAsian, transinterceleb, transsuibaiter, transconservative, transfujoshi, permaangry, fantasytransid, transschizospec, transpsychopath, transparanoidschizophrenia, permabloodynose, transcyberstalker, transFP, suicidalflux, transmarysue, permarotting, spiteextremist, transsnuffaddict, transTCC

CISIDS: white, pale, brown hair, brown eyes, glasses, acne, autistic, depression, OCD, NPD, femcel, hikikomori, NEET, otaku, angry, introverted, bitter, nerdy, chronically online, anxious

PARAS: necrоphile (⚰️), emapihtophile (🫀), hybristophile (🌹🔪), biastophile (🥀), fictophile (🔖), autoandrophile (♂️), kansosiaphile, pirophile, loserphile, animephile

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[mynameisuranus]

I should introduce myself!

I am Uranus, I use any prnouns but He/they/it works the most!

I am Transaccent and TransAustralian, I am transage(4.5 billion years old interally,chronominor).

I am also Spacebodic,Transsolarballscharacter,Xenoracial,transpluralspike, Dips(Digital Identity Play Syndrome), dims(Divergent Identity Mask Syndrome),transCIS(Celestial Identity Syndrome), DivergentTranscharacter,Transschizospec,Transblackeyes, TransMomJoke,Transstarpupil,Transf/o, TransPlanetaryRings, transcelestialobject,Transemojianimal,TransUndergroundSubliminalMaker,Transluciddreamer,transb-a-hblog,CCAD(Character Companion Attachment Disorder),Characterfluid(due to being multiself),Demicharacter,cisTVS (Trauma Validity Syndrome), nullhighcholesterol,and Solarballsixure.

I have multiple transIds and cisIds but these are the main ones.

I have different personas btw.

I am also MusiPushUrT3mprr, MusiP3t, MusiKAMATARI

[jestersrq]

i might be transschizospec 😳

[here-is-why]

Found this blog and felt like sending an ask about some transIDs I privately identify with

TransEthnicity & TransNationality (and sometimes even transaccent + transname) - being an immigrant fucks with you sometimes.

I feel as if I can’t exactly identify as being from where I was raised because 1) I don’t feel like I belong there (other people have written articles on the ‘eternal foreigner’ experience) and 2) I wasn’t allowed to do cultural specific things and was purposely stopped from learning language because external forces cared about what I sounded like.

But I also like the idea of being around people who were raised in a similar environment and can have conversations with me about it, who treat the situation as a coincidence (not exoticise the whole thing and expect me to be a spokesperson of the place).

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DiaGrandMaster - Of chess. This is mostly metaphorical. I don’t actually want to be one, it symbolises both escaping mistreatment and having complete control.

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Transharm-ed/ful IDs - mentally grouped as a collection; transaddict, dia/dxa-humanfleshaddict, transmurderer, transSAer, transWildernessSurvivor, transRAMCOA.

Being in an environment that treats consensual physical intimacy as the same as assault can fuck with you. Outdated psychology peddled by authority figures can lead you to believe that experiencing any sort of euphoria around a topic is a symptom of addiction and that this is a reflection of one’s true desires, which can persist as feelings even after you know this is false.

Sometimes you wish the mistreatment was much worse, especially when you have moments of remembering peers creating hierarchies of suffering to justify their feelings about their own mistreatment and reason with being externally rewarded for speaking positively of it.

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TransAge - Being expected to carry yourself as if you were 20-30 years old as a young teen by authority figures can do something. I was effectively Perma21yearold for a while but now probably lean more towards being YtO.

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+ TransIntersex and TransSchizospec - I don’t have a DSD and even if I technically am intersex the intensity of how people police the term makes me uncomfortable to physically identify as such. I heavily relate to pwPDs and schizospecs specifically, but I’m unable to identify as any specific MH label (both out of a personal thing and wanting to protect my own safety)

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[permababy]

i think im gonna change transschizospec to quoischizospec. i dont know if im trans or cis and its a little frustrating and upsetting because i feel like i cant DIRECTLY ask somebody if they think i am or not.

[brainpal-gachapon]

name ; tweek + feel free to add any nicknames

age ; 10

pronouns ; he/him + feel free to add any

gender ; male + feel free to add any

source ; tweek tweak (south park)

species ; human

transids ; transcaffeineaddict, transmethaddict, transschizospec + add any you see fit

cisids ; anxiety, paranoia, ADHD

roles ; anxiety + paranoia holder

other ; feel free to add whatever you’d like to any of these!!

name ; tweek (unfortunately not sure of any good nicknames, here's some other names though: Cristal, Fatik, Onyx, Duncan, Joe, Folgers, Maxwell)

age ; 10

pronouns ; he/they, nameself, gay/gays, fag/fags, meth/meths, coffee/coffees, love/loves, para/noia, Blend/Blends brew/brews, drug/drugs

gender ; male, gaygender, coffeegender, methgeder, amorgender, southparkgender, fagboy

source ; tweek tweak (south park)

species ; human

transids ; transcaffeineaddict, transmethaddict, transschizospec, transfriends, transCriminal, transbaker, permapanicked, permaparanoiad, transrelationship, transtourettes, transsinger, transkidnapped, transadhd (along with cisadhd, just cannot remember the term for it lol), transtrichotillomania, transBuddhist

cisids ; anxiety, paranoia, ADHD, gay

roles ; anxiety + paranoia holder

[itzalandevore]

Wishing all transids a very I hope you get beat up ^_^

Saw a “””””transschizospec”””””” in the schizophrenia tags. You dont belong here, shoo 🗞️

Schizophrenia isnt a fun little label to aspire towards. Its fucking terrifying and has ruined so many relationships and repeatedly suicidal from it. Fuck you if you think my illness is nothing more than your little costume to put on.

Maybe get some actual hobbies instead of being a poser and maybe you wont think you need to be a minority just to make your pathetic life more interesting.

All of you eat dirt 🖕🖕🖕

[radqueer-repellant]

If you’re transschizospec or whatever, take my symptoms, I don’t fucking want them.

[antiradqueer]

this is probably gonna come across as kinda rant-ish but honestly. whatever

i noticed that, in one of you recent reblogs, someone had created a transschizospec/transschizophrenic/transwhateverthefuck flag and HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BOY did that spark an angry little flame inside of me. like, as a schizoautistic dude, i’m kinda desensitized to transautistic folks, if that makes sense. but jesus christ, schizophrenia?? they really want to be schizophrenic????? WHY??? i literally can’t look out of my own windows or walk around my own house sometimes because i feel as if there are people who are gonna hurt or kill me if i do. i’ve spent hours before thinking i was telepathically communicating with my friends. i can’t think in public sometimes because i feel like the people around me can literally hear my thoughts. they want that????? they really want that?????

god, i just. graaaaaaaah. yknow?

dw about ranting, and ikr, im autistic myself and ive got tons of problems with paranoia n hallucinations, its disgusting reading the shit radqueers do n say

[ohsoconfused]

prynhawn da!!

(good afternoon!!)

transition update!!

transceltic + transwelsh: i decided to actually start learning welsh!! im also researching samhain practices and im hoping to have friends over for a fire!!

severichildhoodtrauma: ive been listening to subliminals and ive been like thinking about my traumas lately and theyve been weighing on me and ive had like a blanket of sadness so ig its working

transschizospec: the ceiling was moving a bit while i was looking at it earlier today

i know celtic and welsh arent races but im using the trace tag for reach (and im transchinese)

[ohsoconfused]

hello, im ripley!!

im here to give transid tips, take coin requests, and talk about being transid :)

tips i will NOT give:

- nonconsensual harmful tips (im okay with giving transharful tips--im transharmful myself--but everything will be consensual)

- para tips (no disrespect, i just dont know much and dont want to accidentally give out dangerous or unhelpful tips or something)

- transcharacter tips (i dont know much and i dont want to risk messing up and causing dysphoria or something)

- anything im not comfortable with

get to know me!

name: ripley

pronouns: they/them, it/its, thing/things, gray/grays, silver/silvers, scribble/scribbles

cis ids: schrödinger's autism, cisocd, cisdermatillomania, cisdepression

transrace/ethnicity/culture ids: transceltic, transwelsh, transchinese

transabled ids: transschizospec, transmuteflux, trispsychosis, redelusional

transbody ids: transandroid, nullvessel, alterbeamian, transtetrabrachius, transspiralpupil, transramhorns, transcompleteheterochromia💙🩶, transelfears, transsplittongue

transharmed ids: transcarcrashvictim, transphrogging victim, transknifevictim, transseveripsychwardtrauma, transseverichildhoodtrauma

transharmful ids: transschoolshooter (i do NOT support or like cis ones. they are monsters. i have NO PLAN TO TRANSITION. I just deal with intrusive thoughts and hatred)

transdeathids: transholocaustdeath (i do NOT support the holocaust, hitler, nor do i think its an “aesthetic“. i dont identify with this to mock victims’ experiences, i identify with this because i have always felt some sort of connection to the holocaust.)

translocation: transvillagelocation (i think im actually transcultural+nationality and this is related to it...still figuring it out...), transislandvillage

bold = ids im transitioning to

my tags!! ✫彡:

my transids ☆

remember this ☆

transition logs ☆

i dont have a dni but i wont hesitate to block!!!!

[clndstn-headmates]

hi ml ! would it be possible to have a headmate pack formed around the ‘girlblogger aesthetic’ ? no specificities in mind other than cisfem lesbian / eighteen ! maybe centralizing/themeing (if that’s the proper word) around pretty when you cry by lana del rey :) /nf

Sure thing! Hope you like her, feel free to change anything you'd like!

-Mod Pete

NAMES: Lexi, Nicky, Cat, Holly

AGE: 18

PRONOUNS: she/her, elle/elles

GENDERS: cisfeminine dollgirl

SEXUALITY: hyperacespec lesbian

SOURCE: brainmade

SPECIES: dollhearted human

ROLE: pending

TRANSIDS: transChristian, permabruise, permatearyeyed, permatears, permapretty, translolita, transharmed, transcuteharmful, transgirlblogger, transinternetfamous, transwasian, transheight (shorter), transbulimia, transpanPD, transASPD, transHPD, transDPD, transSzPD, transStPD, transPPD, transNPD, transAvPD, transschizospec, transseverity (worse BPD, depression, and addiction), transtoxic, transmanipulator, transstalker, transschooldropout, transAAM

CISIDS: white, Norwegian, green eyes, dark brown hair, tall, skinny/thin, depressed, BPD, hypersexual, hyperromantic, low empathy, nicotine addict, smoker, vaper, hyperfeminine, withdrawn, chronically online

PARAS: biastophile (🥀), autobiastophile (🌼), sadomasochist (❣️), mesophile (🖨️), hybristophile (🌹🔪), agonophile (💐), hebephile (🍒🍸), traumaphile (🩹), dacryphile (💧), pariophile

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