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If my strong, pretty, young wife is a skilled samurai, I would hype her up so badly and cherish her with all my life.
Rip Mizu’s husband but I’m different
#tragic but he deserved to die#what can’t your wife do (except cooking)? mizu is perfect like what a waste opportunity#blue eye samurai#mizu
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Really have to assume that anyone saying hector didn't deserve to die the way he did didn't actually read the Iliad
#i mean first of all none of them deserved to die so jot that down#entire book is about how pointless and tragic war is#but beyond that hectors slaying of Patroclus#was just as dishonorable as Achilles killing hector#just because he failed to decapitate pat and feed him to the dogs#doesnt somehow make him morally better#also the fight over pats body did mutilate him to an extent#that corpse went through it#did hectors end up going through more?#probably#doesn't really change much#the iliad#tumblr showing me lukewarm takes at six am#my kryptonite#morning me does not know how to not write an essay about it#afternoon me is better at letting it go#homer#tagamemnon
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i feel so much about delta you guys
red vs blue really looked at me and said here is our logic fragment. this is the logic man. he feels logic. he has a strong survival drive. but also he loved york enough to be willing to die with him.
sigma wanted so fucking bad to be human, to be whole, to chase what they came from and what they were. that he totally missed the fact that delta fucking made it. Delta was more than the Logic Fragment. He had his own bonds, his own wants, his own drive because of his relationship with York.
And in his attempt to become whole again, Sigma... completely undermined that. Made delta into the Logic Fragment again. just another fragment, not a person of his own.
do you ever think about how if sigma had slowed down and really tried to work with maine, that maybe things could have gone so so differently?
i think about that.
#i could keep going#i feel so much about delta and sigma#sigma is ambition#he wants to be whole but then was used to break apart the alpha#no fucking wonder hes like he is#meanwhile delta is so fucking#genuinely caring towards york#hes more than logic!!!!#mind over matter makes him justice as well#but even putting that masterwork aside#hes a fucking person!!!#and he died and im so sad about that#because he didnt have to die#pretty much every major death in this show was avoidable and that kills me#this show is agony dude it writes death as the tragic yet unceremonious bitch that it often is and that kills me#doyle got to go out with a bang but fuck he deserved better too#anyway yeah i love these lil halo dudes#red vs blue#rvb#delta rvb#sigma rvb#york rvb
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So......
Since I've been suffering with these angsty thoughts... i though i would invite you all suffer with me...
It's about Chuuya...
I was doing some research for my fic (mainly going through bsd novels, blogs, tags and all) and came across this one Insta post in passing (sorry, i don't remember the name).
It was about BSD's cycles.
First, cycle of abuse, going from Mori-Dazai-Aku-Kyouka
and Second of rescue, going from Natsume-Oda-Dazai-Atsushi-Kyouka.
And then they highlighted a third category, the one's who are not saved - including Chuuya, Aku and Q.
At that point i didn't think much about it, just another post while scrolling Insta.
But now it's keeps bothering me, a constant reminder, whenever i read something BSD.
And It's so heart wrenching.
It also hit me, Q and Aku can still be saved.
Q, while we don't exactly know where they are right now, there is a chance of them getting their own arc, backstory and then being saved.
Aku, while still in Mafia, his partnership with Atsushi is his saving grace already. He is making an effort to not kill, just for their deal/bet. By the end of it all, he will be in a better place than he is now.
But Chuuya. (Spoiler's for light novel's if you haven't read them)
I remember very clearly, when in Stormbringer (don't ask me why i remember this byheart), when Murase dies Chuuya says, "Hey Detective, Weren’t you gonna arrest me?! Weren’t you gonna bring me into the world of light"
Don't get me wrong, I still believe Chuuya belongs to Port Mafia, the darkness suits him better than light.
But that does not mean he never wanted to get out of that darkness. This one instance in SB was proof enough. Makes me wonder, if things had gone even slightly differently, would he be in a better place than he is now? Is there still a chance?
What's even more tragic is that after the whole SB thing, no one seemed stick around enough to help him fight his own demons.
And he definitely has MASSIVE DEMONS.
His whole life seems to be one catastrophe after another! Don't believe me?
His first group, whom he called friends, betrayed him. Classic stabbed by poisonous knife in the back.
Hardly a year later, his second friends group, Flags, was killed by an emotionally unstable man-child seeking validation, insisting on calling him brother.
He went through a horrid ordeal, having to learn he was a lab experiment, seeing your clone vaporise to nothing but bones in your own arms, having to fight those same bones. And as if this was not enough, then fighting the monstrosity of a singularity and in process loosing the only chance to determine your humanity. (Actually whole of SB is dreadful, i don't think it'll ever get worse than that - i really hope it doesn't)
Then, given by the timeline, another year later, his third group of friends was killed by Shibusawa.
And again a year later - his partner, who brought him in all this madness, just fucking leaves without a word. This is the least tragic thing that has happened to the boy, i swear.
And I'm sure it didn't end there.
There must have been so many things going on behind the scenes in those missing years, hell even after the series began, Chuuya has been out of scene because something or the other was going on.
Now you have Fyodor fucking shit up for no apparent reason. With this shitshow, many mafia men, some of whom Chuuya might have developed a relation, are definitely dead. Not to mention the mental gymnastics going to trying to at least be on the same fucking chapter as the two geniuses.
AND ALL OF THIS IS JUST IN THE CURRENT TIMELINE. Don't get me started on BEAST VERSE!!! (That's a can of worms I'm really not ready to open at this point)
The thing with Mentally strong individuals is, they have abnormally high emotional intelligence, they are unnaturally resilient, they can compartmentalize their grief, they empathise with great deal of people, think rationally at any given point and think of ways to make things better.
What many people fail to understand is that no one is born Mentally strong, it's the circumstances that make them as such.
It can happen even through small things.
No one being there for you to express your deepest fears. No one just listening to you, even if they have a solution to your problem. Or having seen other's nightmares come to reality and feeling your own are much smaller, or having made to fell that way.
It creates the mentality of never sharing your fears, your insecurities, your discomfort - because at the back of the mind you keep telling yourself - oh, this person has gone through so much more than i have, my fear is nothing compared to it. I can handle it on my own, they have their own problems to handle. Everyone is busy, i don't think they have time to listen to the same problem I've been facing for years now. I've manages so far, i think I can manager just fine.
You start to undervalue your own feelings and start to fell like you'll burden them. Start to feel like you NEED to handle it on your own.
Now, i don't want to go into a spiral of mental health, but when you look at Chuuya, you can't help but marvel at that kids Mental resolution.
His first action after being stabbed in back was to make a deal with a demon to make sure he doesn't harm them, because they are just kids.
His first reaction to being provoked into revenge was to say Fuck off to his manipulator, not falling for the temptation and doing what he felt right.
He even forgave the killer of his friends (And also the one who tried to kill him) for gods sake! Understanding what he was going through.
He even walked away after knowing his parents are alive (oh the irony) not wanting to put a target on them. (I'm actually on fence with this, the chances of it being a manipulation tactic from Mori is just as high as it being the truth)
He had tremendous mental fortitude.
But you still see the cracks in his emotional state,
He was desperate to know if he was human or not, inclining towards the later.
He didn't know, that your friends can do some nice things without expecting anything in return. They can go above and beyond your regular stuff just because they are your friends, there doesn't need to be of anything at stake in friendship.
Hell, there was a point he believed having a Heart was too sophisticated for him, that he can't be that human!
I can go hours and hours about this.
What i can say for sure is, he has demons in all sizes, shapes and forms, something that he has stuffed in his closet only to deal with them himself, not letting them see the light of the day.
i just don't see anyone actually being there for him long enough for him to trust them fully with his demons.
No, not even Dazai. Dazai himself was a walking cry for help, like hell Chuuya is adding to that pile. He may have found a constant in Dazai in three years, seeing as all other's met their end in one. I believe in those three years, somewhere Soukoku began to feel like his safe place, somewhere he didn't had to think about his demons only by the virtue of dealing with one made of flesh and bones. But then even Dazai left.
I don't think even Kouyou was there for most part. And considering her obsession with a flowers of dark with Kyouka, i think it pulled Chuuya more in her own tragedy. Afterall, she also was never saved.
Mori is there, but Mori is a Demon in his own rights. What we've seen is their interactions have been those of a boss and his close confidents, nothing personal or emotional. Which also makes sense when you think of Mori's theory of running an organization. Chuuya, all things considered, the most powerful member of PM and he is treated as such.
The other significant members of PM, the guerrilla squad, black lizards or Kajji - all of them may know him better than most, but he is still their executive. If a 15 and younger kid took the title of being a protector of his rag-tag group seriously, being a responsible and dependable executive comes with higher stakes. He will carry out his role as one, even if it's the last thing he does.
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That was me rambling.
My point is, i wanna give Chuuya a big hug, tell him it's okay to fell tried sometimes. To let himself be vulnerable. That his fears are not invalid. That he is not invalid. That he isn't the problem, never was.
That he will still be valued and wanted, even if he one day looses his ability or he is no longer the strongest.
Can someone please save his boy?
#i'm writing a fic#it's going to be tragic#if you haven't guessed#but as a writer#i get it Asagiri#chuuya is very tragicable#i hope i don't die of heartbreak before finishing it#Chuuya is going to be the death of me#so will Soukoku#i will never shut up about this#Chuuya deserves better#he deserves all the love#bsd#bungou stray dogs#chuuya nakahara#bsd chuuya#bungo stray dogs#bsd light novel#bsd spoilers#the flags#bsd manga#angst
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Once more agonizing while thinking about Joseph Kavinsky.
#He's tragic and fucked up and I love him#He didn't deserve to die#Joseph kavinsky#the raven cycle#The dream thieves
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"One thing that I've always said about Juan is that every action that he does is heartfelt and genuine. When it was the war against the French, he was there and he was going to go to war, even though he knew he was going to die. He saw them getting ripped apart, but he was there and he was going to do it. I believe if Lucrezia hadn't come over, he would have led all his troops into death. I don't think there's anything that he's done which was through general cowardice. In terms of his survival, he died how he lived, and that's laudable, in itself." — David Oakes.
#it just gets to me that juan is a kid who has no fucking clue what he's doing since his dad gave him a position that's difficult for him#and as much as he was scared to death of the french army and witnessing his troops being torn to shreds...#he was willing to die to protect rome and impress his dad because he's terrified knowing that his dad trusts and confides only in cesare#the family's fuck-up trying not fuck up?#the only reason juan retreated is because of his love for lucrezia and how she would be upset if he died and he can't have THAT#the writing was so biased against him because they were too busy propping up cesare i fear but alas#anyways juan borgia deserved better. being completely discarded by his family is such a tragic fate for a character.#a character who's storyline is trying to impress them but they've always ganged up on him which is annoying#juan borgia#david oakes#the borgias#theborgiasedit#periodedits#perioddramaedit#weloveperioddrama#juan x lucrezia#dailyworldcinema#tvarchive#cinemapix#by jen
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someone please tell me the demon slayer mark curse expired after muzan was defeated cause if my boy sanemi died at 25 after all the hell he's been through i will cry myself to sleep
#WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT EVEN SUPPOUSED TO MEAN#give this man a break he deserves it so much#hes so tragic#wdym he never even get a chance to start a family or something#wdym he survived just to die because of demons anyway#shinazugawa bros owning angst once again#but it gives me so many ideas for angsty fics pls#kny sanemi#sanemi shinazugawa#shinazugawa#kimetsu no yaiba#demon slayer
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Here's a little awful thought
Dean prefers not having Cas at all than having him and then losing him.
That's why Dean never told Cas about his feelings for him. And he was right because as soon Cas did, Dean lost him.
(Might put that first sentence in one of my fics one day).
#destiel#deancas#dean winchester#castiel#spn 15x18#Despair#like dean thought he'll die during a hunt#he thought he'll lose cas as soon as he'll have him#and he was right for both#he died on that fucking rusty nail during a vampire hunt#and he lost cas seconds after he had him#it's tragic#destiel is a fucking tragic love story#dean's story is tragic#because he deserved better#so much better#dean i'm so sorry for you#you deserve everything#you deserve love#i hope you'll have it if a spn revival comes to life#i love dean winchester so much#my random thoughts about destiel
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me rn
Episodes come out at 5 am for me so I will be waking up to carnage on the tl/dashboard 😗✌️
#yellowjackets#mistynat#misty quigley#natalie scatorccio#please if they kill of my little guy I will actually cry#hey that rhymes#you know someone is really delusion when they start rhyming at half past midnight#like. let’s be real here. Jeff is the only one acceptable to die#cause he’s so so pathetically in love with sharan and honestly good for him I would be too#that he makes the ultimate sacrifice for her to be okay again#and it would just a beautiful end#but with nat?#it would be a half assessed redemption arc because of javi to die for someone else#which is all well and good but it’s a shitty end to a shitty life and she does not deserve that!!!#not with everything that she has suffered and survived through! she made it out! she did amazingly well#and it would be so so tragic and devastating at the end almost as if to say that the only ending that someone like nat can have is death#and that’s just so unfair#anyway I’m only a bit passionate about this I truly do love her character it means so much to me#also if they make misty kill nat that’s a really fucked up version of Romeo and Juliet#can you imagine?#Misty having to kill the one person that for some reason believed in her and trusted her against the odds. and she has to sacrifice AGAIN
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at the end of the day church and tex are pygmalion and galatea and we just have to accept that. like the story of the sculptor who fell in love with his own art
bc she really is just his own creation that he loves and wants to love him back and wants to be whole but she’s.. not. she’ll never be anything outside of him, she’d never exist if it weren’t for his imagination (since she isn’t truly allison she is his concocted version of her) and because of that she can’t be human
he loves her as some fucked of version of loving himself (he loves who he was when he was with her and loves that he created her and that she is wholly his)
the difference is that alpha is no god, no aphrodite, and he cannot create life, he can only fragment himself which is why they do not get the happy ending of pygmalion and galatea, they instead are doomed to repeat and echo the agonies of the people they mimic
#this is what makes tex's story a sexist one bc she cannot exist outside of the context of church#BUT ALSO it is the reason that church has to be the one to forget her#she cannot leave/die of her own agency bc she doesn't have her own agency#she is bound to him and him setting her free and promising to forget her is his way of finally recognizing his part in her story#as her creator and (therefore) tormentor#she can only live a half life/a cursed life and by continuing to keep her alive or bring her back to life he is continuing her agony#and therefore he is the only one who can actually let her go and THATS why her death means so much to me#she DESERVES death bc her life is hell#i love them but theyre so tragic okay#i also was SURE pygmalion and galatea had some sort of tragic ending when i started this post but ??#they literally just like get married and have a kid so good for them i guess#theres probably some symbolism about how she wanted to be human too which... i cant get into itll make me too sad#rvb#red vs blue#agent texas#leonard church#rvb tex#rvb church#chex#rvb chex
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watching iwtv with my mum and we just got to ep 7 of season 2,, not a dry eye in the house
#claudia you deserved better but at least you had madeleine#my mums been loving it which im not surprised about#but she’s told her partner to watch it lmao and he’s also enjoying it which i AM surprised about#she’s not happy that s3 isn’t coming out soon tho ahajjlakks i think she thought it was out in like a month or smth#stelle yaps#die a little inside every time i think of her shouting him and you you and him it’s never fucking me#or their talk when he says she’s enough#OR when madeleine tells her that he loves her#OR OR OR on the trial when she says this still isn’t about me it’s just another twist in your love story (paraphrase)#it’s all so fucking tragic#when louis realises he’s remembered her turning incorrectly… OOF that gets me every time
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literally could not sleep last night. was too busy thinking about maximus,,,,
#i have like 4 ted talks about him always at the ready. i am never NOT thinking about maximus#thinking about him right now!#thinking about how his mental health is changed like every other comic. thinking about how royals and oafk have completely different#writing of whats going on w him despite being released at like the same time#thinking about how like horribly tragic it is that as SOON as theres beginnings of addressing it and helping him#he gets just. beaten to death by a loved one. and indefinitely removed from all comics. and its just like not acknowledged almost at all.#gotta get back to that doti rewrite. his death in canon makes me too sad i gotta switch it up#like he CAN die in a hypothetical Genocide Comic but i dont like how he did. he should have been a bigger player!!#maximus is at his best as a morally gray rather untrustworthy 'good' guy! he deserved to beat the shit out of vox with everyone else </3#maximus boltagon
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just got through with marineford and yeah I get why there are so many fix-it fics now
#marineford#one piece#ace deserved better not even like. from the world but from the writing#I know he’s a tragic character I know I know#but I don’t understand how he could watch all his friends and family die for him and then be that CARELESS#by letting akainu#just like. shit talk him into getting himself killed#it would have been nice to see SOME character growth#I guess#spoilers
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I just wanna draw cute Time family but I’m so tired
#worked a long while#till midnight#but#I wanna draw Time being happy…#I know most likely he died young or had a tragic life but#he deserves to be happy I can’t have him be miserable for the rest of his life 😭😭😭#nor can I have him die super young#he needs to watch his babies grow#ah
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It’s thinking about Jancy hours for me right now.
#like they are soooooooooooo#like I love them so much they are just so sweet and ugh they make me melt#I want their ending to be happy cause I’ll be destroyed if it isn’t#I may like tragical tales of romance but only when it makes sense (ex. Sigurd and Deirdre from FE4)#Jonathan can’t die he just can’t cause I feel like his death would destroy Nancy#after barbs death she probably swore to protect all the people who mean so much to her#Jonathan dying would make her shut down again cause she would feel like she broke the promise she made to herself#no more suffering for Nancy is allowed I want her (as said in many other posts) to smash a demogorgon to pieces with the nail bat#it’s what she deserves and I want her to get the biggest hugs from all the people who care about her#anyways this post went from being wholesome to angsty in 5 seconds#but I needed to let out some thoughts and I hope they make sense#stranger things#jancy
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dont think about betty on her own thinking about how she gave up so much in her life and so much she wanted to do and so much of her own independent identity to follow simon and do what he wanted to do. oh god dont think about simon telling betty he wants her by his side and she cancels her trip to stay with him and when he spins her around he leaves her standing just one step beneath him. but in the theoretical reality where he goes with her they stay on the same level the entire time. and who knows what would’ve happened. but it didn’t happen and they’ll never get to know. no changing it. betty doesn’t regret anything. they made their own choices. and don’t think about simon having this realization that changes everything way, way too late, with absolutely nothing left to do about it but just. know. and keep going. and don’t think about that being how it ends. they never see each other again. Yeah it’s too late I’m crying so much
#BANGINF MY FIST ON THE FLIOR#ME WHEN THE COUPLE WHO HAS BEEN NOTHINT BUT TRAGIC FROM THE DSY THEY SPAWNED INTO EXISTENCE CONTINUES TO BE GTRAGIC#Im.#im briefly trying to turn off my analysis brain and not consider what does or doesnt work narratively and etc#bc im sure i could get into so much and so many pathways w that but right now im turning off my brain and focusing on going .#ITS NOT FAIR#EVERYTHING THEY TRIED AND TRIED AND TRIED AND LOVED EACH OTHER SO MUCH AND.#AND THEY JUST DUG THEIR OWN METAPHORICAL GRAVES#LOVED EADCH OTHER SO MUCH AND THATS WHAT THEY GET#EVEN IMAGINIFN WHAT IF HE GOT ON THE BUS. HE DOESNT.#SHE LEAVES.#I HAVE TO DIE OR SOMETHING I DONT KNOW#[UGLY TEARS] MY FAVORITE DOOMED YURI WAS DOOMED#i dont know. what they deserved. but i am being hit with bricks#They loved each other so deeply and then they went through so much and then they tried so hard#but they made their choices and their choices mewnt theyd have to go separate ways. its better for them#And im going to DIE AND RHROW UP. IT DIDNT HAPPEN IT NEVER HAPPENED RHEYRE OKAY AND THEYEE TOGETHER AND THEYEE HAPPY LIKE THAT#PLEASE . GGGGGGGG#basilposting#atposting#fionna and cake spoilers
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