#touched for the very first time
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sorry i'm late i was busy with the existential crisis of it all
anyway, have something that gave me so much trouble but i think it turned out kinda well
also, this and the rest of this series are available on my Inprnt!!
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#my art#artists on tumblr#art#httyd#how to train your dragon#how to train your dragon fanart#httyd fanart#tried very hard to make it look magicalish#was really inspired by that one concept art of hiccup touching toothless for the first time#but with a little bit of emphasis that the crux of their relationship isn't ownership or physical contact#but you still get toothless kinda peaking out from the shadows#and also there are some stars in toothless's shadow#bc that's a motif i definitely won't ever bring back no siree
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Reverse verse silliness because angst is endless but so is wonder
@i-am-as-normal-as-you-are commissioned this one, and if you think this is silly, wait until you see what we have prepared for Christmas
#dbda#dead boy detectives#reverse verse#i want you all to know#that rv!charles is wearing rv!crystal's sunglasses#she would normally not let anyone touch them#but it was a special occasion#also is edwin annoyed because of the stupid game#or because charles lost and he's a competitive boy?#rv!edwin looks so dead inside just as we planned#first time doing one of these draw your squad thingies#it was very fun!
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been a long week. we'll see if i overstepped at work and am gonna get myself shitmixed/scolded but in the very least, my girls at work should have a better foothold on things
#warmup#being the only female floor manager at my workplace is. difficult#its very much a “boys club” situation#so needless to say: playing 6D chess for over a week trying to solve underlying issues while also not stepping on toes is#hard... this is the first time ive touched my tablet in the full 8 days aough#time to get back to updates and commissions!!! 💪💪💪
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I’m with you, my love The lights shining through on you Yes, I’m with you, my love It’s the morning and just we two
#spike btvs#spuffy#spuffyedit#btvs#btvsedit#buffy the vampire slayer#it's terribly simple#you know you want to dance#injuries cw#bites and chews and gnaws on anyone who says buffy didnt love spike. BITES and CHEWS and GNAWS on them.#like is that not the whole point? of him? of his entire character arc? of his burning to ash as he breaks the sunnydale high school#(AKA buffy's personal cage within the slayer's cage that was sunnydale itself AKA the place where he and buffy first ever fought#and he nearly killed her for the very first time but was foiled by the immense love someone felt for her) as he breaks that place to rubble#in a way also very reminiscent of the first time they slept together and Literally Fucked A Building Down. anyway as he's doing ALL OF THAT#like sure she doesnt HAVE to love him she doesnt owe him anything and even if she did love isnt about obligation. but when buffy says#that she loves him in that scene. theres nothing to indicate that she doesnt feel it. that she isnt telling the truth.#idk man. people take a man who is dying telling someone not to love him as the gospel truth when i feel like its more ... like maybe he's#making a misguided effort to be kind? he's telling her ''dont get too hung up on the vampire thats about to catch on fire#and get your pretty ass out of here while you still can please.''#whatever. WHATEVER. in the perfect btvs that lives in my head most of ats isnt canon but esp the part where spike comes back and doesnt#immediately 1. ASK IF DAWN WAS OKAY 2. upon being told by angel that he cant be put in touch with buffy because [mumbles] misogyny?#go ahead and engage in a flirt campaign at harmony until she breaks down and calls buffy for him. those would be like the FIRST TWO THINGS#that spike did after he came back to unlife. first two things frfr#i'm gonna end the tag rant there. hmm
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one freshly groomed (and very sleepy) boy 👍
#groomer said he was well behaved so I will take it. Stellina almost got kicked out her first few times#was also very funny listening to them attempt to put a bandana on before they brought him out#after a long struggle to tie it they were so happy and then like two seconds later one goes ‘wait no you can’t even see it anymore’#that’s the hashtagColleLife#also every time a groomer tells me that they didn’t need to touch the nails bc they were already perfect I become insufferably smug
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i got my ears pierced
#ghost's doodles#osomatsu san#oso san posting#ghostoro#kid you not i have had many times within the first 48 hours where theyve been messed with. and promptly cleaned after#4-6 weeks of NOT touching or messing with them. im being sentenced atp#AT LEAST I WILL LOOK GOOD COME SUMMER BREAK. and i can imagine ghost wearing cute earrings to impress choro#relatively not too expensive but kind of painful. but its ok i didnt pass out thankfully and the guy was very nice
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Very rough comic thingie on something that never gets talked about! (in the way I view it at least.)
I hear a lot of people talk about the SA in the show, some of which used for gags. But I've only seen it talked about with the girl characters. Yagi gets mobbed by fangirls in the movie and kissed, unknown if consensual or not? (I see it as SA personally) Only heard it talked about three times in the past 4 years I've been in this fandom! I feel like if he were younger and not a guy, it'd probably be brought up more, considering other sa gags in the series get brought up.
Sure he's been seen letting people touch him in the first few episodes, but still, I'm giving the gag a more serious thought. I'd imagine that after having it happen for so long, he'd be more used to it and allow the touches (whilst feeling discomfort inside), which... Doesn't make it right. This is for me and the... 3 others who think of this scene in a more negative way, aha 😅
#sa#tw: sa#all might#toshinori yagi#didn't know whether I should make or post this or not. Had this idea pop up a few days ago on asexual awareness day#but then I thought about vigilantees more darker themes with SA and bam. Had to quickly sketch this before next episode drops.#Maybe I'll remake this in the future to look better. If this doesn't get negative reception anyway.#The only comments I ever see on this moment is “that was me” T.T Which is completely fine of course. it's a gag... Just wanted to give it a#more serious darker tone#especially cause of that comment Horikoshi wrote about him “having no experience with women”#and this is the only experience he gets 💀 no thank you! x'3#kinda the first time I've drawn a kiss btw. And... It's a very unwanted one :v yikes. sorry.#This can be seen as him being ace in this or not. I had that more in mind but#well anyone can feel uncomfortable with unconsenting touch of course#But come on. If he were a women‚ and younger#would It be talked about? or am I just a dummy blowing a gag out of proportion#oh well! x0#mha#my art#sketch#comic
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faint idea dump. alternative universe where both wukong and the destined one exist at the same time.
since destined one doesn't talk nearly as much, modern!reader during their journey to do something decided to start teaching him sign language to communicate if he doesn't feel like talking, and wukong doesn't enjoy it too much because it gives reader a reason to touch the destined one a lot
#reader has hearing loss after birth and uses a hearing aid that somehow survived during the universe jump#wukong seems like he doesn't like the idea of sign language and even ridicules it a little given that everyone present can actually talk#but actually pays close attention to the lessons and once when a monster made the hearing aid fall out#and it broke and reader can't hear very clearly thus causing major anxiety#wukong pulls them aside and started to sign choppy sentences to them to calm them down. reader laughs and fixes his signs.#first time their hands ever touched#.idea dump#black myth wukong#sun wukong x reader
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living
#utpyrt#undertale#ut au#flowey#frisk#toriel#papyrus#alphys#premaposting#redrew the flowey holding frisk like a cat one bc i didnt like the og#i rlly need to muster the motivation to like#draw multiple characters to get her#hehe together is just to get her#hahaha heheheh hahahahahahahaha heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee#at first touch adverse flowey becomes touchy because#now i know why i keep having to check on the flowey age design chart bc BIG growth. he becomes HUGE within like 4 years i set it#no wonder why i keep tripping up without a reference#but yeah bro becomes community child . definitely not instantly but at this point in the au everyone now knows that flowey is also asriel#so its like. very very very complicating#on one hand the king and queens son has been found again or recognized. thats huge. im sure other monsters would celebrate too#on the other end he has done messed up extra big time. it will give everyone a sort of dissonance. some would permanently go ew#but a lot of friends to the dreemur family and frisk would kinda begin to warm up to him. some a bit easier than others. some still uneasy.#ofc frisk and papyrus are already his close friends. theyll probably be apart of the process of others accepting flowey too.#idk why i aaid and frisk as if frisk isnt a dreemur now#lolllllllll
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@hereticcryptid I appear to be slowly but surely developing an entire series about how Hensheng and Baxia apparently get fed up with their owners' inability to express their feelings and take matters into their own hands...
#mdzs#jin guangyao#nie mingjue#jgy#nmj#nieyao#very sincerely this is a concept i keep coming back to and spinning around in my head#i find it unreasonably funny i want these swords revealing every tender feeling that these two are categorically incapable of admitting to#really i just want to bring the concept of e'ming and the general embarrassment hua cheng feels for his sabre at all times and throw it#into the mdzs world#can't quite bully the concept into an actual fic but i do love thinking about it and drawing art related to it#i assume nmj nearly went completely feral the first time hensheng shot out at him#like yup! he knew jgy was a snake! he's trying to attack him while his guard is down!!! well nmj is gonna deflect this fucking weak attack#and then SKEWER jgy and there's no way lxc can hold it against him!#except rather than deflecting hensheng baxia is a horrible traitor about it and instead he ends up getting cuddled by a touch-starved sword#0/10 nmj is having a horrible day he would genuinely have prefered jgy try to kill him (jgy would have ALSO prefered that as it happens)#(nhs on the other hand is having an AMAZING day when he sees it)#my art#THANK YOU EVERYONE THAT SENT ME PROMPTS!#this seriously helped get me through the day and made my evening so much better#i shall continue to go through them tomorrow after work as well 🥰🥰🥰#hensheng
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There was this one art a little while ago about the family stuck in a situation where they're forced to play ISAT in some post game scenerio. I keep having many thoughts, but here's some about them figuring out who Loop is:
1) They all BAFFLED by how Loop usually talks. They all thought Loop was this shy little star person. Immediately, they get hit with "have you tried not dying~~~~" into "I think you deserve help" and do not know what to think.
2) Odile is in charge of the controller. Mainly bc no one else wants to control Siffrin and they all have equal amount of video game experience aka none, so Odile is being practical about it. This has the side effect that Odile gets to be all investigative. Odile makes it her MISSION to find stuff out about Loop.
3) Siffrin has complicated feelings about them finding out about Loop??? Like okay they HATE their family has to see all this, ESPECIALLY THAT THEY CAN SEE HIS THOUGHTS!!!! But. Loop. Siffrin hasn't told his family the truth. It's not his story to tell. But. If they figure it out...? In a way that proves Loop wrong, right? That they can recognize them. Maybe it takes a bit because Loop looks different is and actively trying to be different from Siffrin. But. Maybe...? Either way they encourage Odile to talk to Loop. If this is a simulation... if this is real in some way even... yeah he wants to talk to Loop.
Anyway here's a list on how they find out one by one:
Odile: She catches the little stuff. She notes the royal We, the fact that Loop alludes to having an old body by accident, the casual familiarity in some places. All of that. She is also the first to note their eyes being different shades. However, Odile doesn't make the connection 100%, not until Isabeau. Well.
Isabeau: He gets some of the weird stuff Loop says but not as many as Odile. HE finds Loops side comments weirder. He sees Loop's reactions and they're a bit. Uncanny.... and then he has another realization, Loop and Siffrin have the same eyes. When Isabeau notes this, it all clicks for Odile.
Mirabelle: Okay, so. You cannot tell me that Mirabelle has not read fantasy stories with weird guide characters. She has to have!!!! So at first, she's not even looking for who Loop is. And tbh? She has the best read on Loop's personality otherwise. Sassy, but clearly caring. A bit of a shit, but serious when needed. And mainly, she appreciates Loop Being There when the rest of them couldn't. That being said, the moment where the "have you wondered who I am" happens. And suddenly Mirabelle Is Thinking Of the Possibilties. And then the ME option pops up!!!! Odile was already about to pick it but Mirabelle YELLS to pick that one!!!!! Uh. Shortly after that they all have a conversation about how yeah, Loop is VERY likely Siffrin. Mirabelle justifies herself with tropes. Of course!!! Of course they're Siffrin!!! If they're anyone they have to be Siffrin. Siffrin got transformed and became the guide they needed!!!! It Just Makes Sense.
Bonnie: ....Tbh doesn't really figure it out on their own? But also. Loop. Feels like Frin. Not exactly like Frin. But they're Frin enough to be trusted so who cares. It takes awhile for them to really get it too because... it's weird. Also they're the one to really ask why there would be two Frins??? Duh??? And why would Frin become Loop???
Anyway, basically, after picking "Me?" They pretty much are all on the same page. They got that it was wishcraft. They got Loop is Siffrin somehow. I think Odile might figure out that "hey, uh if Loop is the guide then what happens when Loop doesn't have a guide" and Mirabelle probably says "wait Siffrin didn't you say to me once that without Loop you wouldn't have made it?"
Meanwhile Siffrin is a mix of sad and very emotionally touched. Because. Yeah. Even when trying to actively hide, their family recognized them.
Notably, Siffrin gets them to twohats (Siffrin remembers that they understood Loop most after showing them the coin. So yes, the family does get to see Siffrin's "I will forget everything I love" moment. Goes as well as you expect. Lots of hugs and the reassurance that they will bug Siffrin until the end of their days so he can't forget him so HA!)
But yeah. Siffrin really wants to make sure they can get little simulation Siffrin to realize Loop is Siffrin as well. Because if there is any chance of this being real and that they're guiding a Siffrin in another reality, then they want to make sure they can get Loop to know just how much they did. How much they helped and changed Siffrin's fate for the better.
To note: I'd imagine in this scenario, Odile wouldn't go do any of the side stuff. At least not too much of it. There wouldn't be as much exploration either. Siffrin likely would be very underleveled as a result.
So perhaps in this scenario? Imagine if you will that while the Siffrin watching definitely defeated Loop, the simulation Siffrin loses.
And Siffrin finds out that... no. No! Of course Loop couldn't kill him. Of course they wouldn't. There is a catharsis to that realization.
(After they finish the game, either a) prologue playthrough time or b) they're freed and the group IMMEDIATELY try to figure out a way to find Loop bc uh??? Even if they weren't Siffrin, they want to find them. But like. Two Frins. Two Frins they know are different but who cares, no matter who Loop chooses to be, Loop Is Family Too).
Anyway, family plays isat featuring the Loop Saga.
#isat#isat spoilers#loop isat#the family plays isat au#may talk more about it or write it one day but I REALLY wanted to put those thoughts down#this post doesnt even get into Siffrin reactions to seeing all their thoughts laid out for everyone to see#or the concept of everyone kinda hyped to see 'siffrin vision'#and mirabelle being touched that the first thing siffrin did when finding out he may be in a time loop was to try to make her happy#just in general: all the adults get very charmed by siffrin interacting with the world in act 1/2#also possible catharsis of the family being able to see how it 'should' have gone#anyway I have many thoughts but Ill end them there for now
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I WOULD LIKE TO HEAR YOUR THOUGHTS ON JASON WING AU THE WAY HIS WINGS CHANGED AND SUCH
do other people who use the lazurus pit experience changes in their wings or was it bc he changed as a person before/after his death
do you think people who go through trauma experience changes in their wings
also what does family preening look like
i am obsessed with the wing au
THANK YOU FOR ASKING I LOVE TALKING ABOUT THIS AU.
i originally got the idea of his wings turning white from that streak in his hair that appeared after the resurrection. i figured hey, if the lazarus waters can do that to someone’s hair, it can probably do that to their wings too, right? it allows for Bruce to not realize Jason is Red Hood for a little bit longer, and it lets you visually separate these two halves of Jason’s life.
I honestly got pretty lucky that pigeons and doves are the same type of bird, and that their symbolic meanings are so contrasting. Jason was a street rat before the resurrection. even after becoming robin, his entire outlook on life was informed by his experience on the streets, and his wings reflected that.
after the resurrection, he becomes in a way haunted by his previous life, and is stuck in a state of grief over what he lost and what he can never again be (robin, bruce wayne’s son, whatever). doves are a symbol of peace, which is a nice contrast to the red hood persona, but they’re also a symbol of grief and mourning (well, technically mourning doves are but shhhhh).
I imagine that since Jason is the first to be revived fully from the dead by the lazarus pits, he is the only one to have experienced significant change in his wings. it’s possible Ra’s might have some white speckling from frequent exposure to the pits, but i honestly haven’t decided yet.
about the trauma causing changes in wings thing, most likely it wouldn’t be anything so drastic like Jason’s change but it can definitely leave lasting effects. i heard somewhere that birds in very stressful situations will over-preen themselves, essentially plucking out perfectly healthy feathers until skin is exposed. This is probably a behavior that would manifest in people in this world too, as a form of self harm. It’d be pretty hard to hide, though, so if someone were trying to keep up appearances they’d likely search for other avenues.
lastly, family preening i’d say is similar to social grooming behaviors in apes or birds. I’m not sure about the social structures behind preening in birds, but i know a lot of species will groom each other in order to bond. We don’t see a lot of social grooming in humans because we’re able to stay rather clean on our own, but i’m sure that would be a different story if we had large appendages in hard to reach places covered in feathers that won’t necessarily fall out on their own when they need to.
social preening would look different on a case-by-case basis, depending on living situations and interpersonal relationships. for example, someone who lives alone would probably invite friends over so they can preen one another in a giant pile on the floor, but a group of people living together wouldn’t need to make an event of it and would just idly groom each other while watching tv or something. people probably sell tools that allow you to get to those hard to reach place on your own if you don’t have anyone to preen you, but they aren’t a huge industry. also, you can go a while without preening before it gets dangerous, but it’s uncomfortable and itchy the whole time. with the Wayne foundation, theres likely preening centers across Gotham where individuals (homeless or otherwise) can get their wings preened if they don’t have anyone to preen them and can’t afford the tools.
Jason is still pretty testy about preening now, but before he reconciled with Bruce, his wings were in a constant state of disrepair. He had the money (from crimelord-ing) to pay for the tools to preen himself, but he wasn’t taking very good care of himself overall during that period, so it took a back seat.
thanks for indulging me with this au you guys have been very kind about it :)
#asks#batfam wing au#wing au#jason todd#long post#most of the bat kids have some sort of trauma surrounding taking care of their wings#both damian and tim had to preen themselves through childhood#damian because Ra’s thought social preening was unbecoming and would kill anyone who tried to preen damian#and tim because his parents were away half the time and the housekeeper was often busy with. yknow. housekeeping#(tim’s parents would absolutely preen him lovingly whenever they were home but they were not home very often)#jason’s mom would preen him all the time but his dad would rip out feathers as punishment#dick’s parents kept all their wings in top shape#but once they died and he went to bruce they were both emotionally stunted and B didn’t want dick to think he was replacing his parents#so dick went a few months without preening before bruce got over himself#cass honestly didnt know how to preen herself at first so she just bore the itchiness and occasionally shook her wings to dislodge feathers#steph would pluck her feathers as a nervous habit and couldn’t stop herself until she drew blood#duke kept his wings in good shape but when his parents got gassed he couldn’t touch them for months without thinking of them#ok that’s all my rambling for now
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Who had the worst time aboard the TARDIS?
TOURNAMENT MASTERPOST
#genuinely vote peri#i've not seen all of her stories but my god from what i've seen the 80s writers hated her#there are some stories where she'd probably be better off dead#she seems to be in a constant living torturous hell with 6 being constantly nasty too her#this poor woman#okay specific example#her first trip after her introduction (recounted from memory so some details my be wrong)#she and the doctor unknowingly touch a poisonous plant which will kill them slowly and painfully (but fast enough she almost dies by the en#so great they need to find a cure#which is horrendously difficult to find in the best of circumstances#but these aren't the best of circumstances#they get taken hostage pretty quickly and very nearly get executed by firing squad#they get rescued by one of the most unnerving villains i think in the entire show#he creeps on peri constantly#like he gets as close to assaulting her as its possible to depict on tea time telly#and peri can't do anything about it#her life is entirely in this guys hands#like most of the time i find caves of androzani the be so hyperviolent as to be funny#but jesus christ the shit they put peri through in it#anyway by the end she's so ill the doctor has to drag her near lifeless body back to the tardis#gives her the cure and then promptly regenerates#and now peri's nice friendly doctor is uhh tv 6#bad times: quarters
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Mel/Viktor as in "he loved her to the point of invention"
#melvik#mel medarda#mel arcane#viktor#viktor arcane#arcane#aaaauuuugggghhhhhhhhhh no thoughts head empty#viktor who doesn't waste time or effort quietly making something trivial for her and just for her and she has no idea#or something very much not trivial#either them at the academy in a world where they banter and argue for the fun of it and one day viktor finds himself carving out#an hour here and there to build her something with his own hands#or the machine herald who tells himself their relationship is out of necessity and is strictly business and why would he do anything#for a piltie anyway. but then he designs something - SOMETHING - for her just with her in mind and it's too late she's in his head rent fre#and now she's in his handiwork too#then she touches whatever he's made for the first time and smirks at him about it and he's like Oh This Was A Mistake#that doesn't stop him from doing it again though
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most offputting twink youve ever seen in your life
#orikan the diviner#the infinite and the divine#i am once again inflicting chromatic abhorrations upon you all#he laughs like a crow and would refuse to spit in someones face because they dont deserve to touch him even in that way#he. looks very dramatic.#..yknow. ive kinda dealt with being told to draw nicer things and cuter things my whole life and. always struggled with it#very recently have been trying to draw more freak shit and. i am realising just how much that criticism has held me back#im fucking terrified [see i showed my partner this first and when given the stamp of approval i just said 'really' in shock like four times#but. im enjoying it more. i want to do more freak shit like this#anyway. the divinerrrrrrrr
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i am once again thinking of post-canon touch-starved binghe always needing to hold/touch/feel in some way shape or form sqq's body, doesnt matter what part, its all the same, as long as he can feel that shizun is alive alive alive and here with him, and even if he cant touch him with his own hands, his blood is the life in shizun's veins, keeping time and brushing against the front of his mind with relief that he can still feel him deep inside
but oh, when shizun reaches out first, the universe crumples to a fixed point where they connect, and nothing now can shake him, except the way that his shizun loves him, loves him, loves HIM!!
#svsss#bingqiu#luo binghe#listen i just got really emotional thinking about how much time binghe spent hugging a corpse as the only way he could be close to sqq#the way touch is something withheld and yet given so freely when its the two of them#lbh taking whatever he can get bc the world has shown him that it wont be given freely#sqq: [passing his cup while cracking his knuckles] hold my fucking tea [PATPATPATPATPATPATPAT-]#me holding up touch starved binghe to a furious sqq who will tear me to shreds for daring to touch his bingbaby: i just think theyre neat#i think it just also says a lot in a very small way about how much binghe has learned to live without and why he breaks down so often#binghe is just so 'image of big feline receiving kindness for the first time' coded to me
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