#sqq: [passing his cup while cracking his knuckles] hold my fucking tea [PATPATPATPATPATPATPAT-] | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

treeprince · 3 days ago

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i am once again thinking of post-canon touch-starved binghe always needing to hold/touch/feel in some way shape or form sqq's body, doesnt matter what part, its all the same, as long as he can feel that shizun is alive alive alive and here with him, and even if he cant touch him with his own hands, his blood is the life in shizun's veins, keeping time and brushing against the front of his mind with relief that he can still feel him deep inside

but oh, when shizun reaches out first, the universe crumples to a fixed point where they connect, and nothing now can shake him, except the way that his shizun loves him, loves him, loves HIM!!

#svsss #bingqiu #luo binghe #listen i just got really emotional thinking about how much time binghe spent hugging a corpse as the only way he could be close to sqq #the way touch is something withheld and yet given so freely when its the two of them #lbh taking whatever he can get bc the world has shown him that it wont be given freely #sqq: [passing his cup while cracking his knuckles] hold my fucking tea [PATPATPATPATPATPATPAT-]#me holding up touch starved binghe to a furious sqq who will tear me to shreds for daring to touch his bingbaby: i just think theyre neat #i think it just also says a lot in a very small way about how much binghe has learned to live without and why he breaks down so often #binghe is just so 'image of big feline receiving kindness for the first time' coded to me

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