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I JUST WANNA GO REAL HARD, PINK DIAMOND IN THE DARK
#if u know why i choose this song no you dont <3#totally random i swear#moodboards ᡣ𐭩#charli xcx#pink diamond#(minor)#drugs tw#?? ig#idk#*mine
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Exchange #7: Arturo's gift for Min!
#danganronpa despair time#drdt#drdt secret santa saga#arturo giles#min jeung#eden tobisa#fanganronpa#i swear i have no agenda about putting min and arturo together even though this is the third time#the superheroes i just thought they had similar powers#greek mythology i just thought they would both read it#and now this one is totally random! hopefully this will be the last time bc i'd like to explore them with other characters more#also min two days in a row! min fans eating well(?)#my art#comic#fanart
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OG Choi Han they could never make me hate you cause if some random rich boy was yelling at me and telling me my family deserved to die like a day after it happened and all I wanted was to know how I could get help I’d beat him up too
This plus the added fact that the Harris Village people were the first people to take Choi Han in and take care of him after years and years in the dark forest. Like he’s obviously not going to be mentally stable after all that, and he was so young when everything happened to him like I cannot blame him at all. I don’t think I can ever hate OG Choi Han like ever, he’s flawed, he has problems, but I love him dearly. He deserves the world. This kid who had to fight for his life, was taken away from his family, and in the process had to give up parts of his own humanity to survive, and like went to war two years later, they could never make me hate u OG Choi Han…
Like yeah violence is bad I guess but OG Cale had it coming(saying this as an OG Cale fan, I love him, but he was mean as hell when he was younger!)
If I’m honest, I think they were both in the wrong to an extent. Like OG Cale shouldn’t have said all that no matter the circumstances, and OG Choi Han shouldn’t have beaten him up so much. But u say mean shit and you get hit, that is how it will work when you’re talking to the guy who just saw his entire village get murdered like idkkkk man
I understand where OG Cale was coming from, but he had many issues and while he wasn’t an awful person, he was capable of doing bad things because of his own internalized pain and emotions that he never got to properly process because of his emotionally distant childhood and relationship with his father who should have been there for him more when he was younger.
Okay speaking of his childhood, Deruth isn’t the WORST father in the world but there are a lot of things he could have done better. I think a lot of Deruth’s flaws come from his fear of failure and messing up. He’s scared of doing the wrong thing, and so he sticks to doing what he knows and using what he knows best. That’s why he uses his money, that’s why gift giving is his way of showing affection, he knows that it is one thing he cannot mess up.
The problem is that money and gifts is NOT what OG Cale needed. I think what that guy needed the most was a parent who wasn’t afraid to talk to him, to ask him questions. Not to say that Deruth gave up on OG Cale, but I think in a way he gave up on OG Cale by giving up on himself. Deruth didn’t trust himself to have the capabilities to talk to OG Cale, which is why he never did. It’s because that Deruth was scared, and didn’t trust himself, that he could never face OG Cale
If Deruth was able to trust himself a little more, and pull himself together, I don’t think OG Cale would have turned out the way he did. As a kid, he probably thought the only way he could help his family without relying on anyone(no doubt this whole ‘I have to do it myself’ thing came from the fact that he couldn’t rely on his father when his mom died, and instead was acting as a pillar of support for his father when it should have been the other way around) was to sabotage himself, the only heir. If he was shown to be unfit to be heir, then everyone else would have no choice but to direct their hatred towards him instead of his family.
If Deruth had talked to his son at least ONCE when he was a kid, asking him why he was upset or why he did the things he did, I think OG Cale would have told him. Why? Because he’s a kid!! A kid will obviously want to rely on his father, if he just had one sign telling him that he didn’t have to do it alone I’m 90% sure OG Cale would have said something.
Basically, while Deruth isn’t the worst father, he’s not really a great father either. I think he does do his best, but he has issues with communication lol
OG Cale and OG Choi Han are both complex characters and had their own reasons to behave the way they did. The thing is with people is that they’re complicated and have layers, so the situation with them would have layers behind it as well with multiple co-existing truths and stuff
#guys I’m a big fan of Choi Han#and I get sad when people bring up this scene and all the blame is on him#like okay he was wrong but if YOU saw your entire family dead and some random rich boy started yelling abt how their lives were worthless#you’d be mad too no?#like his feelinsg were totally justified cause OG Cale was REALLY mean in that scene#‘their lives are worth less than the bottle in my hand’ OHHHHH OKAY OG CALE THATS ENOUGH THATS ENOUGHHHH#I love OG Cale but u have to admit he wasn’t very nice when he was younger#like the statements ‘he had his reasons’ ‘being trash was an act’ ‘he wasn’t a bad person’ ‘but he did say bad things’ can co exist#yes being trash was an act but he is ALSO capable of saying mean things and things that are wrong#LIKE TELLING THE GUY WHO JUST GOT HIS FAMILY MURDERED THAT THEIR LIVES WERE WORTHLESS#HE WAS NOT INNOCENT FOR THAT#Younger OG Cale is not a black and white character#and neither is older OG Cale but this post isn’t abt him#okay I’m gonna bring up someone who isn’t from TCF#but take Eunyung Baek from no home as an example okay#eunyung did bad things and was a bad person because of his childhood right#the reasons to being a bad person do not take away the bad things he did#but just cause he did bad things and was capable of them did not mean he could not change#I love OG Cale a LOT and I just think that his character has a lot behind it#Older OG Cale is obviously very different from his younger self#years and years of war and tragedy have matured him and like he’s not the same person he was anymore#okay back to Choi Han I love that guy I will defend him with my life#beating up people is wrong yeah but with the circumstances I’d say OG Cale had it coming#like okay it would be different if it was unprovoked but it was very much provoked#I swear I love OG Cale I just think he was very wrong for that#not to say he can’t change or isn’t capable of change he definitely is#idk I guess my point is that OG Cale was wrong but he changed as a person#and OG Choi Han was wrong for beating him up so much but it wasn’t unjustifiable#tcf#lcf
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Morning after Yoosung's bday 🤭
#okay i will admit i had no direction that i wanted to do for yoosung's bday art#i was drawing 3/4 profile facing left and was like#shit... i like how this look even tho it's bland as hell...#so what better to just make some impromptu bedroom scene#and it's not like i totally procrastinated--#I WAS ALSO SICK FOR A WEEK#ALSO I DIDN'T FEEL LIKE DRAWING CLOTHES#whenever i draw yoosung he'll forever be covered in hickies i swear to god#gotta draw him pretty... AS HE SHOULD BE#you know i always thought i drew him w more muscles than he actually has-- AND I KNOW I DO--#but after seeing the mm beach merch where they gave everyone muscles#LADKFJALSDK WELP there's no stopping that now#anyway i knew i was gonna be late w this anyway so did a random scenario haha#art#killamonart#fanart#mystic messenger#mysme#mm#yoosung#yoosung kim#bummie#i love him AHHHH#o it was my dad's bday too... i... said happy bday to him...#pretty sure i sent a text to the right person... why didn't he text me back =__=
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wotseries said that per a casting call there was a baby needed for the caemlyn palace filming and i just went "oh that's gawyn of course"
#he is baby!#in all seriousness i do wonder what they would need a baby for.......intrigued!!#my first thought was what if we get a flashback of Lil Trakand Fam with toddler gawyn swearing his oaths over baby elayne's cradle 🥺#but it could also very well be something totally mundane like a random baby being briefly relevant to a scene#wot#wot show spoilers#wot book spoilers
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I'm totally normal about this design for Johnny
Ghost Rider (2019-2020)
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Random ramble about Marble Hornets cause my brain FINALLY put shit into words about my feelings about it all as a whole.
(I guess...?)
I actually hate what happened to Alex.
I hate what he was reduced to because he tried too hard to stop the Operator. To stop the sickness.
I hate what happened to all of them.
Yes, the watch felt like home. I missed the media a lot.
But I hate what they went through.
I always have.
The fact that they were all FRIENDS
(If my shit memory is actually serving me right.)
And this fucking ENTITY tore them apart.
Broke their minds and bodies bit by bit until they LITERALLY KILLED EACH OTHER.
Even when someone tried to help someone else they couldn't because that fucking thing made them distrustful of everything.
There was no winning.
There was no way out.
There was only moving on.
And not even that, because it's never gone.
Tim might've survived. Jessica might've survived.
But I can guarantee you.
They never truly "lived" again.
Every waking and sleeping moment would've been HELL for them.
Even if they felt better.
#random fandom thoughts#the clowns are rambling instead of dancing#my love for men losing their sanity because of a twig man#marble hornets#marble hornets rambles#mh ramble#mh vent?#marble hornets vent?#i don't know why I'm talking about this. or where this came from.#cw spoilers#marble hornets spoilers#ish?#(also. yes. i like it a lot. isn't it obvious? it's like metal family all over again but i still love metal family to the same extent!)#(i love hyperfixations. :'D i totally don't ramble too much. noooo- what're you talking about?)#(this is a normal amount of Marble Hornets posting. i swear.)
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Garl should have been able to say fuck atleast once or twice in sea of stars tbh
#i dont really think garl likes cursing per se#like p much i could see him being the type to just like make up random words/phrases as a substitute for a swear word LOL#but i think he would totally drop some f bombs insulting aephorul tbh#get his ass garl 😭😭#sea of stars#garl sea of stars#aephorul sea of stars#aephorul#sea of stars video game
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OKAY. OKAY. / SCREAMING LIKE AN INSANE PERSON / I may be the last one to think about this, or an idiot, or just imagining things, but I was re-watching the first episode of Tristamp with my friend (yeah i convinced her hue hue) and I noticed something that seemed a little weird to me, specially knowing how Orange focuses so much on details. First, look at these gifs:
This freaking bird-thing was freaking tailing Meryl and Roberto?!?!?! And it flew straight to July after seeing them with Vash to warn Knives???
Then, I relaxed, thinking it didn't look like Zazie's wams and I was imagining things. However, doubt crept in, so I went to chapter 9 to search for this specific scene, and..........
/ SCREAMING / THEY ARE FREAKING WAMS, NOT BIRDS This makes me question...
Who sent Meryl and Roberto on the Vash investigation in their newspaper??? Was it also Knives/Conrad/Them? Were Meryl and Roberto involved in the plot from the beginning to find and hunt Vash?? Nothing was a coincidence?? Where is this agency they worked on?
Note: There was also a flock of them around Vash when he was hanging upside down in the desert, and we can see them fly to July separately in another scene after, so the bird-wam tailing Roberto & Meryl, and the ones that were on Vash are different ones(?). Which brings me more questions...
Who send which ones? If they were all from Knives, would Orange have shown them to us separately? We can see Zazie working with Knives, with Conrad, and with Legato.
Maybe I just smoked too much Vash these weeks and I'm crazy.
#trigun stampede#trigun#vash the stampede#meryl stryfe#roberto de niro#some of you may be thinking im an idiot for realizing this so late#but i swear i thought they were random birds#to create ambientation#with orange insane attention to detail#i can see this being totally on purpose#my brain is churning right now#maybe i'm just imagining things#i'm not sure what to think#theory#trigun theories#trigun meta#tristamp
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I need a shirt that says "I <3 Random Useless Statistics About My OCs"
#I just went through all of my character galleries on toyhouse to tally up the total of how many pieces of art I've made they have vs-#how many pieces of art they have from other people to see how many fall into the “more art from me” vs “more art from others” categories#this is not the first time I've done this or the first random statistic about my OCs I've charted btw#I'm normal about things like this I swear#TacTalks
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Guys?
#the bad batch#clone wars#star wars#tbb hunter#hunter the bad batch#tbb#I'm asking just cuz#There's no logical reasoning behind this question#It's totally random I swear 😇#🤞
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Wangjue Bunny Cafe AU
Alrighty I'm giving y'all the privilege to see some random points I came up with for a Bunny Cafe Au with some help from @peerlesscucumber
I kept it hidden because I wanted to introduce it via sketches/doodles, but right now I am too busy with wips for AH fanart lol
So enjoy this for now, drawings to follow at some point on my art account @lilkikayart
This idea came up on night and with inspo from a yaoi manga I read long ago called Harapeko Usagi to Koisuru Ookami.
I haven't reread it, so I was just going based off of my memory. The main thing is a business dude who looks intimidating wants to pet a bunny and the other ML helps (?) That is legit all I remember. Anyway onto my points that are relevant to different characters!
Wangjue Bunny Cafe AU
NMJ business man/office worker (?)
looks intimidating, but likes bunnies and wants to interact with them, he was advised/suggest them to help calm him down (not qi deviation, but bro is getting stressed/overworked)
Previously tried going to a dog cafe (Jiang Cheng’s), but often gets barked at or peed on e.g. JGY doggie defecates on his shoes
Ends up going to Gusu Bunny Cafe LWJ runs
LWJ son from a rich family/conglomerate, doesn’t take typical family route and opens a bunny cafe
Owns a bunny WWX, it’s protective of LWJ, gives NMJ a hard time at first
Wen Ning bunny is protective of WWX bunny, but normally docile/ shy otherwise
Jingy and Shizui work at the cafe
Cafe is built right across from Dog cafe so Jingy often glares at the other competitor’s employee (Jin Ling)
Serves tea and mooncakes/ other pastries
Bunnies often gather around LWJ vs NMJ who doesn’t attract any (it takes many visits and calming for them to get accustomed to him)
LXC brother of LWJ, office worker who’s taken on role as heir
Supports his brother’s business
Friend’s with NMJ and suggests this cafe
Frequents Jiang Cheng’s doggie cafe too, took NMJ there first
JGY doggie (chihuahua) loves LXC, only really nice to him
JC owns dog cafe
Nephew Jin Ling works there
Jin Guangshan always humping patrons, needs to be in kennel
Often complains about the competition being built directly across from his business
#wangjue#mdzs rarepair#my silly au#JGY is totally a chihuahua#i don't make the rules lol#cafe/coffee shop au??#but add bunnies!#mdzs lan wangji#mdzs nie mingjue#i swear I'll draw for it sometime lol#it's pretty random ik#this is what happens when you blab late at night and throw ideas at each other#mingji#mingwang#juezhan#using all them names to try and find my ppl
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I SWEAR I KEEP TRYING TO DO ART BUT THEN SOMETHING GETS IN THE WAY AND THEN I PROCRASTINATE AND THEN SIX MONTHS PASS
#this has been happening for like TWO YEARS BUT I SWEAR TO GOD I AM TRYING.#my usual art motivation (my webcomic idea) has been put on hold for a bit and because of that i forgort... everything#my will to draw specifically#but in my defense i have been writing k*arlach / oc indulgences and i've been VERY focused on finishing it#i also got a marketing manager (my friend <3) to help with advertising my comms and stuff so uh... look forward 2 that#i might need to start posting all of my art on a sideblog so she doesn't have to log into my main though#so there might be some changes#but i promise i want to do art!!!! but there's always something to do first and then months pass :(#or i get the urge to draw and then life is like ''have a cancer scare'' lmao...#(ended up being cancerous actually </3 but because it's skin stuff it was easy to remove)#(but that really took the piss out of me for most of july... not to mention that ffxiv released a new expansion and i have been...#having a good time with my new friends doing content and stuff!) i also made a friend irl after like 3-4 years of total isolation#we feed ants and watch them move around together and comment on their behaviour patterns...#but like when i say this takes literal hours.#we just sit out there and talk about random shit and watch ants walk across the floor. both of us hate ants btw.#like we don't like having them ON us so it's a bit like playing with fire.#but anyways yeah i've also been really low energy recently too bc of the heat and burnout from college...#but the good news is that i'm transferring in fall to a much more relaxing college & courseload!#i'm hoping it'll stop me from feeling so... awful ?? i guess ??#like i was taking classes i didn't need to that were really difficult & punishing#not to mention extremely boring & hard to pay attention to when dealing with literally anything. i did not want to be there.#my next college is much more interest-oriented so i will finally be able to take classes i want to and learn from them...!#and then maybe i will feel a bit more in control of my life / more encouraged to draw#anyways thank u for reading my ramble. hoping it all comes together soon.#i need to do a lot of work but most of it is so i can sell commissions again#but once the karlach fic is done we're so back on the webcomic train !!!!!!!!
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Patiently waiting for @shayromi 's prompts for fransweek~
#icekeishen#random#feeling chaotic idk#I am totally not waiting with pending activities and exams I swear--
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Amazing.
Wonderful.
Fantastic.
#Prebrand posting#Prebrand shenanigans#the clowns are rambling instead of dancing#random posts#life things#i hate being overstimulated#HAHA ISN'T IT IRONIC??? ME THE GUY WHO NEEDS ASMR VIDEOS TO FOCUS#IS OVERSTIMULATED BECAUSE PEOPLE ARE JUST CONVERSING SLIGHTLY LOUDER THAN THEY NEED TO NEAR ME!!!#I HATE THIS. YAYYYYYY CAN'T WAIT TO GET OUR HEADPHONES RECHARGED SO I CAN LISTEN TO SOME ASMR TO FUCKIN RELAX#I DON'T NEED TO BE UP LIKE THIS BECAUSE JESUS FUCKING CHRIST. IT'S SHIT. IT'S TOTAL SHIT. FUCK.#I WOULD TAKE BEING BACK ON THE BOARDWALK TO THIS. WHAT THE FUCK!?! SHUT THE FUCK UP SHUT THE FUCK UP!#THEY NEED TO SHUT UP OR I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD I'M GONNA GET US FIRED FOR STABBING THEM. - Prebrand#ALSO FUCKING IRONIC BECAUSE I'M LOUD BASICALLY. YEAH. TOTALLY DON'T FEEL LIKE A HYPERCRITICAL ASSHOLE!!! ☺️☺️☺️#venting
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Shoutout to the dream version of myself who decided to write an entire persuasive essay to my mom and sister about why they should pay their taxes instead of "boycotting" taxes because of the war in Gaza.
Yeah my real self would fucking not.
#i have no idea wtf they thought that would have accomplished???#my favorite highlights from my dream essay are that I commented even the Joker from Batman pays his taxes#i included a yt link to that clip in my entire essay#not even as a source. it was just in the essay#also told them to vote in local elections if they didnt like their representatives#and told them to do research into the politicians instead of just voting at random because of the party#i was like “how else do you think we ended gerrymandering in wisconsin?”#also totally believe sis trying to dodge taxes (huge drama there i swear)#but like mom and dad just sold their house and they bought a new one#like the irs knows about that#also dad handles the money??? wym youre not doing your taxes? dad just takes them to h&r block or whatever!!!!#anyway thanks for coming to my ted talk
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