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I SWEAR I KEEP TRYING TO DO ART BUT THEN SOMETHING GETS IN THE WAY AND THEN I PROCRASTINATE AND THEN SIX MONTHS PASS

#this has been happening for like TWO YEARS BUT I SWEAR TO GOD I AM TRYING.#my usual art motivation (my webcomic idea) has been put on hold for a bit and because of that i forgort... everything#my will to draw specifically#but in my defense i have been writing k*arlach / oc indulgences and i've been VERY focused on finishing it#i also got a marketing manager (my friend <3) to help with advertising my comms and stuff so uh... look forward 2 that#i might need to start posting all of my art on a sideblog so she doesn't have to log into my main though#so there might be some changes#but i promise i want to do art!!!! but there's always something to do first and then months pass :(#or i get the urge to draw and then life is like ''have a cancer scare'' lmao...#(ended up being cancerous actually </3 but because it's skin stuff it was easy to remove)#(but that really took the piss out of me for most of july... not to mention that ffxiv released a new expansion and i have been...#having a good time with my new friends doing content and stuff!) i also made a friend irl after like 3-4 years of total isolation#we feed ants and watch them move around together and comment on their behaviour patterns...#but like when i say this takes literal hours.#we just sit out there and talk about random shit and watch ants walk across the floor. both of us hate ants btw.#like we don't like having them ON us so it's a bit like playing with fire.#but anyways yeah i've also been really low energy recently too bc of the heat and burnout from college...#but the good news is that i'm transferring in fall to a much more relaxing college & courseload!#i'm hoping it'll stop me from feeling so... awful ?? i guess ??#like i was taking classes i didn't need to that were really difficult & punishing#not to mention extremely boring & hard to pay attention to when dealing with literally anything. i did not want to be there.#my next college is much more interest-oriented so i will finally be able to take classes i want to and learn from them...!#and then maybe i will feel a bit more in control of my life / more encouraged to draw#anyways thank u for reading my ramble. hoping it all comes together soon.#i need to do a lot of work but most of it is so i can sell commissions again#but once the karlach fic is done we're so back on the webcomic train !!!!!!!!
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(look at what i have to offer) — this is the spider's nest.
#wild life smp#grian#<- is that really... his tag...?#grian fanart#life series smp#wanted to also make him wear skizz's tie specifically bec i hc he cant tie it properly himself so its always lopsided#perhaps later on he then wraps it around his fist#anyway this was A LOT . simpler in my head. never again will i draw rails#eydidraws#my art#trafficblr#mcyt#self indulgent drawing for me . maybe ill post the original sillier sketches later :'D#also kinda failed but i wanted to give the illusion of 8 legs so shadow-arm-sleeve-coat (left) / shadow-arm-shadow-coat (right)#* extra edit for clarification: yes my wl! grian is wearing mumbo's jacket (all the rips) and skizz's tie (unharmed since he fell) :D#maybe when they resurrect next time ill draw them without it lmao
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“Good Luck, Babe!”
#parkour civilization#pkciv#evbo#seawatt gaming#clownpierce#seavbo#mcyt#comic#croudjay draws#this comic took years off my life#((i regret coloring this orz))#anyway this comic was inspired by rain paris' cover of good luck babe#why that cover specifically? idk
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red crowned crane grian
#i started this one so long ago. months#i fully intended for it to be line and color#i do not know what happened but i got like possessed or something to draw a full background#so i ended up spending far too long on it and going through many stages of hate love pain joy and suffering#the thing i was caught up on the most was the water#it still doesn't look right but shhhhhh im not dealing with it any longer#it looks fine enough as is#my favorite part was adding the clouds#oh god that was so fun!!! the sky was feeling kinda bland then i added the clouds#they were so pleasant to do#also you cant really see it well but im very happy with the fish#it is a perch specifically#fish <3#overall im quite happy with this despite the ups and downs#it feels calm#grian#grian fanart#hermitcraft#raff's art
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yj core four hugsss !!!!!!!!
#aofi art#young justice#young justice 98#yj98#teen titans#teen titans 2003#robin#red robin#tim drake#impulse#bart allen#superboy#kon el#kon el kent#conner kent#wonder girl#cassandra sandsmark#cassie sandsmark#redrawn w my 'designs'#tbh its js either back to yj98 (kon n bart) or a specific vers of the suit (tim) or a combo of a bunch of costumes (cass)#truly how i draw them is based on vibes#sorry for giving kon child bearing hips i blanked out
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oh arthur
#MY ARTHURR#this is a drawing of my specific arthur whom i make eat 8 plates of prime rib a day... my shayla....#I LOVE COWBOYS#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#fanart#rdr2 fanart#arthur morgan#yayyy jumping up and down
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stupid little medic gif i made because iwas bored
#feel free to use it on like strawpages or whatnot i tossed my watermark on him anyway lol#i mayy draw more but just of characters i specifically like#nsh and mae nitw one soon trust#tf2#tf2 fanart#tf2 medic#mildes art tag#gif#gif warning#i might even make a katana one for the phighting fans watch out
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11/20
#big day for doomed yaoi enjoyers#(me)#i’m never ever doing this again i was screaming every minute coloring this i literally cannot do hard light#biggest case of “trust the process” i’ve ever experienced in my life#also i was gonna originally do a gun instead of knife to keep it canon but i quickly learned i can’t in fact draw guns#a knife is more symbolic anyway. stabbed in the back. yk#(trying to comfort myself that i can’t draw firearms even after eight years of art)#i remember playing this scene for the first time and actually breaking down at 2am bc that betrayal STUNG#i actually had no remorse for akechi after that 😭😭 i actually felt like a sadist for enjoying beating his ass in shidos palace#akechi as a character was specifically designed to make me go through all five stages of grief within a matter of minutes#absolute rollercoaster of emotions#ANYWAY IM FINALLY FREE TIME TO NOT DO ART FOR THE NEXT FOUR MONTHS 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼#persona 5 royal#persona 5#p5#p5r#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#goro akechi#akechi goro#shuake#akeshu#lotus draws
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so that family photo, eh
#my art#fnaf#william afton#springtrap#spring bonnie#michael afton#fnaf william afton#five nights at freddy's#fnaf movie#sorta#not gonna post any actual movie art for a while this is a spoiler free blog. but it was good !!!!!!!!!!!#i draw william in 9384394 different rabbit suits but this one i drew specifically to be the unspringtrapped version of my springtrap:)#yellow rabbit
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the whole school is rallying together to give these boys the full princess experience, and I think that's beautiful! they would all rather die than work together on one single group project, but hell if they won't pull through when sparkly princess outfits are on the line. (I am sad that Grim doesn't get a little ribbon of his own, though. 😔)
also, the return of my favorite literal running joke, Vargas Meets an Immovable Object Face-First at 20 MPH
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#negai no lantern#twst descended gently down from the heavens on a beam of golden light to hand me this event#for contrived reasons they all have to be glittery pink and purple delicate chiffon lace and flowers princesses now#with the longest shiniest most beautiful brushable princess hair in the world#and i have never been more DELIGHTED#i demand a million reruns immediately so everyone can get cards#WHERE is my line of collector fashion dolls with couture details and real swarovski crystals#also can this just be deuce's hair forever now#his ponytail...the bangs...so much fun to draw...#the SWISH#god. twst continues to be aimed at me personally and specifically.#i hope we never solve this mystery and everyone has to stay princesses forever#excited to attend the unveiling of the new library floor dedicated to kalim's ponytail
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see me off with grace
#deltarune#utdr#kris dreemurr#a funeral for it’s only attendee#there's always this specific ache i get whenever i draw kris#the more grounded i become with my interpretation of them the sadder they just get#i have a friend who phrased it well and they said:#“oh kris. i'm sorry it couldn't be better for you”#my art
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one of the very few to show the batch kindness back on kamino
#the bad batch#tbb hunter#tbb crosshair#tbb tech#tbb wrecker#tbb#the bad batch season 3#tbb s3#sergeant hunter#shaak ti#star wars#star wars the bad batch#sw tbb#i just love the idea of the batch getting particularly attached to the jedi/shaak to specifically bc they’re the only people that have—#treated them w respect#bc oboviously they weren’t getting that from the regs or the kaminoans#anyway#yeah#ALSO love the cadet batch#there’s a lot more of them on the way lol#i got a bit obsessed#mods art#mods draws#my art
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SQQ & SQH interactions are so funny and important to me
#felt bad i never got to draw SQH in my other doodles so i gave him this one meme specifically#scum villian self saving system#scum villains self saving system#svsss#svsss fanart#mxtx svsss#shen qingqiu#shang qinghua#mxtx fanart#mxtx novels#my art
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Is this my best comic ever?? Nope. Do I think I characterized either of these two particularly well in this comic?? Not really. Did I spend an unreasonable amount of time on it to the point that it would be a waste to not post it?? Yes, yes I did.
I really committed to this one, spent a lot of time on those backgrounds and treated myself to ample suffering with the perspective, which is not my strong suit but I am happy with how it ultimately looks. Yay perspective and background practice!!
(Tbh I shouldn't talk like I think this one sucks, I think I've just been staring at it for so long that my brain has decided it's not good and it's actually way better than I think it is, and honestly I am quite happy with it. The artistic process really is something, isn't it?)
The inspiration was basically me reminding... myself... to take breaks sometimes... by drawing for several hour stints during my only little bits of free time. Which totally tracks. Probably. But I've been rolling around in my brain this idea that Lambert is a very uptight people pleaser and anxious workaholic, but Narinder, at least since adjusting himself to the circumstances (which probably took at least a century, maybe two) has discovered the joys of self care, and has made an active effort to chill tf out. This has not made him any less terrifying to the cultists (save for Lambert's closest disciples), nor has it made him friendlier to really anyone but Lambert (and maybe his siblings), but he sure has found some serious peace of mind. That said, I can't place what his motivations are here. Perhaps he is secretly concerned about Lambert's sanity, because he doesn't want them to turn into what he was, or maybe he's just trying to steal away some quality time with his one and only friend, but regardless of the reason, I spent too much time on this for nobody to see it, dang it.
That said. Enjoy this silly little comic that I spent way too much time on, and I hope this silly comic brings you some joy today.
#cult of the lamb#cult of the lamb fanart#cotl#cotl fanart#cotl lamb#cotl narinder#cotl narilamb#narilamb#(like honestly narilamb is a qpr to me specifically and i intend this as such but this can easily be read as romantic as well tbh)#also we get some bonus jalala and rinor in this one!! and some bonus... implied leshycat. technically#not gonna tag those individually cuz there's just like. not enough of it for me to feel like those tags have any meaning#but they're here as a bonus. also jalala and rinor are fun to draw maybe i should make a mini comic just about them sometime#rambles aside pls enjoy this ridiculous comic that i spent an unreasonable amount of time on it was a joy to work on#and even tho its not my best comic ever i do love how it turned out it was such a good time#the yet untitled qpr narilamb au
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This will be fun ^^
1 / 2 / 3
#I’m wanting to write a fic about them and this specific situation I have in mind#gonna be a while until I do that but till then I’ll probs draw doodles of the idea ^^#bkdk#bnha#bakudeku#dkbk#ktdk#mha#boku no hero academia#my hero academia
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"I've been searching, all of my life,
Finally I've found my north star."
#my art#splatoon#pearl houzuki#marina ida#splatoon 2#pearlina#grand fest splatoon#grand festival#off the hook#three wishes#splatoon 3#ive listened to this song like 50 time by now it had no right to be this GOOD#also this part in specific has been in my head for a while i had to draw#she's her north star :( wtf#babies#wives#also baby rina and punk pearl are my life my everything
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