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how can I be normal when he looks like this?
#keanu reeves#keanuverse#john wick#keanu#celebrity crush#fictional men#john wick x reader#john wick x y/n#john wick x you#d1lf#d1lfs#credits to owner#coquette#girlblogging#d@ddy#af#im normal#totally not yearning#john wick smut
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make him lose his cool.
suggestive and sexual content. mdni, ageless blogs dni.
xia yi zhou / caleb x reader.
cw. drabble (~1k wc, written in one sitting. ignore any typos.) no sex, but caleb popping a boner like a victorian man. afab reader (that also wears bras). mc=reader.
"caleb is an ass man!" "no, he likes tits!"
personally, i think caleb would have a near panic attack upon seeing your shoulder, elbow, or ankle.
he just does a really good job of pretending he doesn't mind it. after all, the two of you grew up together. he's had to put his hands on you many times — carrying, tending to scrapes and cuts, tickling you, ruffling your hair, squeezing your face. skinship was a language that the two of you were plenty fluent in.
but the year spent apart failed to maintain this, like some half-assed video streaming subscription, and caleb's the newborn fawn learning how to walk.
so what happens when he knocks on the room to his bedroom — it belongs to you now, technically — with a plate of breakfast before coming in, and he witnesses you sitting up, all sleepy and the neckline of his shirt slightly sliding down your shoulder?
he's going to throw himself off a cliffside. maybe even off skyhaven itself.
the plate hits the bedside table on your side with a loud clatter. none of the food spilled over, luckily. he has half a mind to garble some lame excuse about being busy and a quick good morning before trying to bolt.
but, caleb nearly snaps into two when you tug at the hem of his shirt, slumber still slurred in your words as you ask where he's going. there'd been no strength in that tug. yet, he stopped in his tracks all the same. he ends up listening to your grumbles, ones reminding him that it's his day off, remember? you promised you'd spend it with me.
"i gotta take a shower first," he chuckles, hoping his voice wasn't too shaky. please don't notice. please don't notice.
"but caleb," you keen.
god, it's like when he'd take leave from the academy for a few days just to go back to you and gran. always coming home to you, thoroughly acquainted with you not being a morning person but still making the effort to cling to him and savor every second you two spent together.
he assumed it would be the same now, but clearly, that was a mistake. because the coiling tension of warmth threatening to boil over in his stomach was nothing short of treacherous.
caleb does manage to escape; albeit pained by the half-awake whines behind him and the sound of you falling back into bed. god, how badly he wanted to cave into your demands. you don't even know the half of it.
he wonders if you've ever curled into his side of that bed he once slept on, seeking his cologne, his body, his warmth the same way he looks for your silhouette in every corner of this home. a melody he knows, but a name he can't quite place in this shell of a house that transformed in your presence.
regardless, it's really difficult to let this relationship rebuild organically when he was popping a boner over the slightest sliver of skin. the shower's streams are icy on his skin, the impromptu bath having thrown a wrench into his morning routine. he refuses to even touch himself. letting the proof of his sin soften under the biting cold of the water, despite the discomfort.
because nothing was more horrific than having his body react to you like a prepubescent teen discovering porn online for the first time.
caleb thinks he's safe after spending an hour in the bathroom, fingertips pruned and mind cooler than the iciest of planets. but as he's changed back into his clothes, he discovers you beside the door, a blanket around your sitting form and those eyelids droopy.
"pipsqueak? what're you doin' here?" he's crouching down — mortifying boner forgotten as he gathers you into his arms before he realizes it.
then, you stir. a whine muffled into the crook of his neck as you wrap your arms around him, the vibration seeming to ripple down his spinal column. the blanket falls from your body in the motions, and you're so soft compared to the firmness of his body.
his arms tighten around you on instinct and you let out a pleased sound and—
he stiffens. you weren't wearing a bra.
"caleb, you're done." you yawn, like the spoiled, pampered figurehead of royalty you are. you arch up into him, and he swears he feels several of his neurons die, dropping like flies in the empty cavity of his head.
"take me back to bed." he feels the air shift as you seem to inhale his scent. your voice softer, more content when you say, "i wanna sleep some more."
he's so fucking doomed.
#not enough people understand the concept of yearning#he is starved. ravenous and absolutely depraved#but it's so good because of the moral dilemma that comes with it#he totally feels guilty the first time he realizes the slightest touch with you would rile him up#i imagine it being around late high school#when he realizes the weight of his attraction to you.#and it's delicious.#love and deepspace#love and deepspace caleb#lads x reader#lads caleb#lads caleb x reader#lnds caleb#caleb x reader#lnds#caleb smut#𐙚 ; bǎo bèi.#mimi.writes
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#hornyposting#t4t yearning#i’m totally fine this a normal amount of yearning for a girl to be doing i swear#t4t ns/fw#sapphic nsft#shitpost#t4t nsft#t4t#trans t4t#trans memes#196#r196#r/196#shitposting#mtf nsft#mtf ns/fw
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Started a new book series, and has been a journey...an Odyssey, if you will.
#poorly drawn odyssey#the odyssey#Athena#telemachus#penelope#odysseus#calypso#I also drew Phemius the bard and Antinous the leader of the suitors but I'll hold onto those for a while longer.#The Odyssey has been on my reading list for ages and I finally decided to just dive into the Robert Fagles translation.#*nobody* ever talks about how damn funny the Odyssey is. Oh my god. I have been howling.#The poor bard doomed to keep playing for this unending feast. The most unwilling court jester.#Penelope being introduced by her crying about how much she 'hates this song'.#And Telemachus is the goodest lad. The OG protag to set about on his heroes journey.#He is kind! He is soft! He yearns for adventure and finding out the truth! He wants to get back at his bullies!#He even gets a companion named Mentor. THE original mentor! Who is *totally* not a god by the way. Just a guy.#Not to mention how much Odysseus gets hyped up only for his first appearance to be him sobbing non-stop.#Honestly I was mostly motivated by the need to do research for a personal project but I've been having the best time.#I sincerely doubt my current audience has any overlap with classic Greek literature but expect a few more PD-Odyssey posts.#(Yes - I am familiar with Epic the Musical; this is not fanart of that adaptation).
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sigh
#saw 2004#saw#I want saw mutuals pls#if u like saw u should totally reblog so I can friend u#adam stanheight#lawrence gordon#jigsaw#saw franchise#sawtism#sad amount of saw content on my timeline#I yearn for more saw
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drawing makes me so tired.like this post for more bangers
#total drama#tdi#total drama island#td#mlm yearning#noco td#nocover#td noco#noah sterecra#noah td#noah total drama#total drama noah#td noah#cody is so ugly i hate him#cody anderson td#cody td#cody emmett jameson anderson#cody total drama#tdi cody#cody tdi#td cody#total drama cody
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i’m kind of obsessed with how paddy looks at eoin here. he truly wants that cookie sooo effing bad.
#sas rogue heroes#sas: rogue heroes#paddy mayne#eoin mcgonigal#this post has no point#im sorry guys. but im literally still crazy.#was doing a totally different thing with this scene when BAM. gay yearning.#loan.blr#loan.txt#loan.sas
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y'all ever think abt how it was julie having the affair and it is even said multiple times that she was the one who left him, yet wilson was still the one who left their home and moved in with house. like. he couldn't bear to stay in their home alone. he immediately ran to house and stayed on his couch for weeks. suffered through his pranks and his laziness and his manipulation. telling him he wants him gone while sabotaging his attempts to leave. and he only left once he got a girlfriend again.
#chyanne speaks#house md#hilson#hate crimes md#gregory house#james wilson#i think his inability to be alone is such an interesting quality of his that isnt touched on enough#like yes we all haha at his long string of unsuccessful relationships but we dont talk abt it all stemming from his inability to be alone#his first wife leaves him and then he remarried quickly#he cheats on the second wife and remarries quickly#the third wife cheats on him and leaves him and he immediately moves in with house#and then starts dating a patient and immediately moves in with her#but!!! then he moves into the hotel and is alone for like almost a year! and honestly he NEEDED IT#bc GROWTH happened in that year and he meets someone who doesn't fit his M.O. who breaks away from the mold#although he does immediately move in with her too but still. amber was different. she was the step in the right direction#and then she dies.#and then wilson throws himself into the left field. everything needs to change. he's spent so long fearing being alone.#so he tries to leave so he is completely and totally alone without house to fall back on#but house needs him. he needs him too much. they need each other too much.#and he falls back to house again. and he's content that way. he's always the most content when he's with house. always feels the least alone#and then sam comes back into his life and ruins e v e r y t h i n g#he falls right back onto those old patterns. kicks house out and moves her in. and then what happens??? of course??? she leaves him. again.#and then he's alone again and it hurts. he gets a cat that we only hear about twice and then never gets brought up again#but wilson has his kitty. he has house. he's not alone. he can be content.#and then house fucks everything up. he goes to prison. wilson is alone again.#im honestly SHOCKED that wilson didnt remarry in that year they were apart but he was rly trying to change!#he was working on himself and trying to make changed he thought would be good for him#and then house comes back. and house won't LET wilson be alone. he wont leave him alone.#and it's exactly what wilson has been yearning for since the day he drove that car into cuddys house#and in the end. as long as he had house that was all that mattered. as long as he had house he wasn't alone.
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Tgirl who's so sensitive and easy to get hard she basically gets stiff for no reason + huge casual nudity kink. She walks into the room totally hard, girlcock stiff as a board, but isn't horny. Even though her stiffy's bouncing around with every step, maybe even leaking, she barely even notices it.
#totally don't need me a girl like rhis#miraposting#casual k!nk#casual nudity#trans nsft#trans#transbian nsft#transbian#t4t nsft#t4t yearning
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what if noco was yuri….. thoughts.. 👀👀

day 68: yuri
#noco#td noco#total drama#people yearn for yuri#personally i do also rlly like wlw noco. i think ts cute#also mb these designs kinda suck noah just haves longer (actually not even sure about that) hair#i do imagine cody being one of those freaks who wear pants and skirts at the same time though#ramble ramble ramble
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What to do when one’s filled with yearning… hmm… OH I KNOW!!
#this is my solution to the yearning. it’s been my solution for years#and the yearning was rough yesterday!! so here they are again#total drama#total drama noah#td noah#total drama cody#td cody#cody anderson#noco#total drama noco#td noco#Starry makes art
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alrightalrightalright what about an au where newly knighted obi-wan kenobi is working as a jedi on a hugely top secret project in the middle of nowhere, outer rim, with a very small amount of help from the jedi order and strict instructions to not let anyone know what he's doing - and one night he gets involved in something he has no business getting involved in but this is obi-wan, after all, he never can leave well enough alone. he's trying to bust and rescue a slave ring he uncovers (again, completely on accident, he just took a night off for a drink)
and he decides to go undercover himself to get back to where the (pleasure) slaves are being held so he can set about freeing them, but before he's done, smuggler anakin skywalker bursts in and rushes all of them onto his ship to get them away, taking well-meaning but solidly jedi obi-wan with him
but obi-wan IS under strict orders to not disclose anything about himself or why he was on the planet because this is a super secret jedi project....and anakin thinks he just rescued him from slavery, so it's not like he can just politely ask to be dropped back off roughly around the location he was picked up
and the longer they fly about the galaxy, the more obi-wan is hesitant to return at all. not that he has issues with the order or anything. not that he doesn't feel extremely uncomfortable lying to anakin about his past when anakin is being very kind and understanding and opening up about his own past as a slave....
but despite his duty to the order to return to that planet, despite the guilt he feels when he cannot be as honest with anakin as the smuggler is with him....he sorta...he sorta really likes the other man. he likes the type of freedom he's showing him. he likes the miniature missions they send themselves on. he especially likes the way he catches anakin looking at him sometimes from the pilot's seat, as if he's the biggest, most precious, most unexpected gift he has ever received
#kit's silly lil aus#obikin#too bad it's all built on LIES#which im sure anakin would be totally alright with finding out 100%#no so i went back and forth on their ages on this one#but as always when i say i went back and forth on something - i chose what i wrote down lol it's not up for changing#it's because i watched young ewan mcgregor too recently#but also i like the idea of a new knight obi-wan being accidentally kidnapped and forcibly shown the outer rim#a part of the galaxy he hardly ever went to as a padawan#younger obi-wan feels more malleable for this au#which definitely would resolve with obi-wan confessing to being a jedi and then being dropped off and then yearning to be back#with anakin on his dingy little ship and it only takes a few days for him to realize it but when he does he has to go find anakin again#coin toss on if anakin is rouhgly the same age#or if he's older
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Rhaenyra clocking Alicent when she talked about her "lover" like that, and her comment "the incorruptible Queen, sullies herself with a lover" are chef's kiss moments in this episode. Rhaenyra is jealous of Alicent but she's also talking about herself because she has done the same with Mysaria. More proof that alicole and rhaesaria are paving the way to rhaenicent for me.
#because they have both fulfilled their desires outside the auspices of their relationship#it's time they do so with each other#and there is so much yearning and pining oh god#“come with me” I'M TOTALLY FINE#rhaenicent#alicent hightower#rhaenyra targaryen#hotd season 2#hotd s2#house of the dragon#hotd#house of the dragon season 2#hotd s2 e8#hotd s2 ep8#greenqueenhightower#the queen who ever was#alicent x rhaenyra#rhaenyra x alicent
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Me: Damn, I didn't expect to love Tonkla as much as I do, I wonder why that is
Tonkla: *is insanely lonely and self-destructive and tries to cope in concerningly unhealthy ways*
Also me: Oh
#tbh Tonkla is like an extreme version of me who would use drugs and sex to battle my loneliness#now I just rot in my house and stare at the ceiling and yearn for things I don't have#TMI I guess but anyway#thanks Sammon I didn't need my heart I guess#I'm sure Tonkla will have a very happy ending in this story and will totally not make me cry my eyes out#I'm vibrating in dread and excitement about it#4 minutes#tonkla 4 minutes
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And adding this text post meme again because it's a very important fact:

KinnPorsche + Text Posts: Arm Edition
[Character Editions: Pete Part I & II & III | Vegas Part I & II & III | Tay Part I & II | Tankhun - Part I & II | Big Part I & II | Porsche Part I & II & III | Kim | Porchay | Chan | Kinn Part I & II | Macau | Pol]
[Themed Editions: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | ?]
[Episode Editions]
#Good Lord I'd totally forgotten about this unfinished post in my drafts!#Arm obviously deserves his own character edition#I mean he is as smart as he is kind#he is as slutty as he is silly#his presence puts people (Tankhun) at ease and he's always ready to help any friend in need#so...what's not to love?#he's the friend and colleague everyone secretly yearns for in their life#so hope you enjoy! 😁#kinnporsche the series#kinnporsche + text post#kinnporsche arm#text post meme#because the kinnporsche brain rot is still real#thai bl#kinnporsche meme#bas asavapatr
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draw bridgette and gwen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! /nf obviously :3
the sillies!!
Gwen does not like the beach but Bridgette does so naturally she’s legally required to go. but god forbid she get any sun apparently

#it’s almost beach season#i yearn for the beach#total drama#tdi#total drama island#totaldrama#total drama bridgette#gwen total drama
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