#torey speaks

[sugarbeampop]

god I just had the worst time. Went to get psychological eval today and not only was the dr a massive fatphobe he was also a massive dick. I have to go back to him so he can tell me my results and im not looking forward to it at all. I cried multiple times in just the testing.

[cyarsk52-20]

this is nice and all but mind you last week he was defending deshaun watson bc ppl booed him for being a serial rap*st. you don’t care about women.

[venuscnjunctpluto]

Megan thee stallion and astrology ⭐️

Credit: @insertlanasong

(Im in no way blaming dv on where the stars were in the sky. the gremlin and all these other male bullies are accountable for their OWN actions)

*Lilith in 1st: I’m not gonna stfu about this placement. When I say men are intimidated by us and we don’t even have to speak. Megan constantly gets told she’s acting like a man and trying to play a man’s game for being openly sexual. These same people lust after her all day long. It should be noted how many men online and in the industry seemed to gang up on her for someone nobody gaf about all like that and who had a history of violence. With Lilith in 1st people are waiting for your downfall and you have to be mindful of who is around and why they’re there. 

*her aqua sun she’s definitely been very giving and she’s been promoting charities for cancer, I think she’s trying to open some hospitals, organized a clean the beach event, and advocated for victims of abuse esp black women.

* Megan has a Leo mars and people have compared her performance energy to Beyoncé who also has a Leo mars. I do enjoy this placements ability to put on a show

*Shes a good representative of Taurus rising women as she can go into multiple spaces. She’s recently visiting the White House and her classy Venusian energy fit in well.

* megan stated in a live that she can’t stay away from Virgos and her ex friend Kelsey was one also Moneybaggyo. She has Virgo in her 5th which could explain her gravitating towards them because of the fun and excitement that house brings.

*Megans bf Pardison has Venus square Lilith (which represents his relationships w women and she’s Lilith prominent) his mars in her 7th/8th house cusp and hella 10th house synastry. She’s known as the hot girl coach and was introduced to the public as looking for a fun time and not taking men seriously. But of course 10th house synastry makes you wanna go to show that person off esp Venus.

*I love Nickis music so barbs pls don’t come for me (idgaf) but nicki has been arguing w herself. She’s a sag sun and Venus so these placements are likely In Megan’s 8th house. People like to debate what the planet person feels but it’s alot of mutual energy. Megan seemed to be a fan of nicki and they seemed to get along. Then something clearly happened and nicki started throwing shot after shot at Megan since 2021. And to this day *in my tiktok voice* nicki is arguing w herself in the public eye coming after Megan HARD. I’ve had an 8th house stellium with this guy and it’s gone very similar it’s a love-hate until it’s straight up hate after a certain point. It’s been weird to see this considering nicki has never so overtly came after somebody this much esp somebody she co-signed and collabed w. And nicki is a sag Venus (aka a bisexual which Megan is as well) so I wouldnt be suprised if this could be a scorned lover situation.

Torey Lanez’s pluto squared Megan’s sun, moon, and mars. His Lilith conjuncts her sun plus his mars in her 1st house. That man was obsessed w her and he already had a clear anger problem that he admitted to during an interview. My cousin has sun square pluto w her bf and he’s very controlling and insecure when it comes to her.

7th house synastry though very comfortable Can also be be open enemies. For ex: Megan thee stallion after that gremlin shot her you had numerous MEN coming to attack her (Of course with Lilith in 1st) . I would like to name three of them. Drake, Joe Budden, and Dababy all Scorpio placements. Megan is a Taurus rising w unconfirmed degrees but I bet she has 7th house synastry w all of them. Drake has Venus, sun, and mercury in Scorpio. Joe Budden has a Scorpio mars and Dababy has a Scorpio Venus. They all came for her at one the most difficult times of her career just to drag her down even more. Drake and Dababy publically lusted after her and Joe budden was drooling in his seat interviewing her prior to his comments about her. Im a late Aries rising and I’ve had issues w many Scorpio placements because they had some underlying issue w me for no reason. Scorpio In the 7th is very difficult because if our enemies don’t know if they wanna harm us or literally f*ck us it’s insane. She even said something similar in a freestyle.

I hope she keeps glowing cause her vulnerability and strength is inspiring🫶🏾🫶🏾

[zalrb]

PLL 1x01 Review (Per Anon Request)

"I'm loving her new video." "Maybe a little too much, huh?" Allison, I already want to kill you.

"I've looked everywhere for her. I think I heard her scream" she says calmly.

I love that the newspaper headline is "Still Missing" and not something like "The Search Continues" "Still Looking for Answers"

PIPER.

They do look like they'd be mother and daughter.

Which network is this show?

"They're calling it the anniversary of Allison's disappearance like it's a party or something" I mean, does it sound like that?

Arya looks like her name should be Effy.

They're speaking like it's been a few months and not a year.

Why do they ALWAYS play lacrosse?

"Dad, I'm still keeping your secret, OK?" she says at normal volume in the middle of the house.

"Would now be 16" L O L. These "missing" signs are KILLING me.

"And I write too" of course she fucking writes.

"You're smart" how do you know? You said 3 things to this underage girl.

This bathroom makeout is impersonal and choreographed and it annoys me because if you two are so hot for each other that you have to make out in a public restroom, then it's this hot and heavy, grope-y type thing, it's not this teehee sit on the sink while we smile at each other. Public restrooms are disgusting.

It's also weird that they chose to cut to the theme song after this flat bathroom makeout and not after Allison goes missing??

Wait, who is this blonde girl? I thought this was a flashback. Guys, straight up, I'm not going to be able to tell these two apart that well

"Remember what she said that night about secrets?" YOU ARE ACTING LIKE IT'S BEEN A FEW MONTHS.

Spencer's blazer is pissing me off.

Maybe your dad cheated on your mom as karma for you being a bitch to Mona.

Her dad couldn't even be an adult about his affair? Get a room.

None of these people are talking like they're actual people.

"They're not so close anymore either." "So they're friendly but not friends" oh my lord, I miss season 1 Caroline.

"Holy crap" *as he looks directly at Aria in front of the ENTIRE class* NO ONE IS REACTING LIKE PEOPLE WOULD.

BIANCA.

Girl, you're just standing there holding this basket.

LMAO. "Would you kill me if I smoke a little weed? Would you like to join me?" Did any of these writers smoke weed?

Aww, Torey.

She is a teenager, Ren.

YOU ARE IN THE SCHOOL. All of these characters are idiots.

"You feel like this is right for us too" you two said TWO THINGS to each other and made out in a washroom???

Oh are you going to massage her shoulder.

Yes.

Piper, go find Leo. Sure, he'll leave you to be a a head angel but he would never cheat.

I never understood the Queen Bee Mean Girl in a group mostly because in my experience, the GROUP of girls are mean and there may be a leader but it's not one girl terrorizing her entire group of friends and everyone just taking it because

it's usually the group terrorizing that one friend in the group, idk.

And since Allison is so herself, why would any of you tell her any of your secrets anyway?

So weird, they're acting like it's been a few months since the disappearance not a year and yet they act like they don't know each other at all.

Wouldn't it be enough to send a uniform for shoplifting?

"In Rosewood, you don't have room to make a mistake" bro, I need to SEE this. Why is FNL and, like, True Blood the only shows I can remember who actually do what a small town feels like well?

When do they do that dramatic walk in the hallway and act like it's a runway?

Hanna eating ice cream and watching the news of her friend's death is actually hilariously morbid.

And you're just going to watch your mother makeout with the cop?

And your mother is just going to look at you as she goes upstairs to have sex with him? Would you not send your daughter away?

The school isn't having an assembly about this death or anything?

"For Alison or for being a jerk?" I mean, he is a grown ass man, Aria.

This dramatic turn and kiss doesn't make sense right now. None of this is earned.

Does the mother care that her child is "dead"? "Aria, thanks for coming!" It's a funeral not a housewarming.

Maya is the only one who is trying to look sad.

L M A O, Aria's mom couldn't even go with her daughter to the funeral?? Jesus christ, teen shows, give them parents or don't.

These forever 21 funeral dresses are SENDING me.

Detective, they are MINORS, you will have to speak to their parents.

The "Na na na na na na na" singing in the background is so unserious.

"and I know everything, A" in UNISON??? L O L this is so bad.

[schmedterlingfreud]

💻​ Day [34 of 100] of Productivity 💻​

Writing: I've finally finished transcribing all the handwritten drafts of the last two chapters of “Effetto Luna” into my Word Document! 💜 All that's left to do now is process the final result, and then go on with the final drafts and final edits. I can't wait to reach the end of this long journey with you, my dear readers. - Effetto Luna - Chapter 23; second draft is work in progress (8.606 words already!) - Effetto Luna - Chapter 24; second draft is work in progress (11.120 words already!)

Reading: -The Wonderful Wizard of Oz, by Lyman Frank Baum -The Tiger's Child, by Torey Hayden (... completed!) ⬅️ first book of 2025

Listening to: Atmospheric Calm Music Playlist

Snacking on: Fresh macarons

Extra: Well, shit, I'm on meds again 🥲 Bad news, my friends -- it turns out that what I thought was a very bad burnout wasn't, in fact, a burnout, but a full-blown nervous breakdown. I had an emergency visit with my family doctor this week, and I was so glad that she was so understanding about finding a solution that would work for me both physically and psychologically -- especially considering my sad and bad medical history. I am very frustrated by the fact that this episode happened right now that I am so close to finishing "Effetto Luna" (could this have been one of the triggers? 👀​) In any case, something had to be done, mostly because the meltdowns were putting a lot of strain on my heart rate and blood pressure. The heavy pain in my chest was (is!) very sharp and very suffocating, and it drains all of my energies.  Now my meds help me to go to work and (luckily!) also to write. And I'm glad and lucky to have my beloved Blåhaj by my side, as my major support -- he's on my lap right now, no joking. Anyway, I am writing all this not to vent about it, but mostly to communicate that perhaps the last two chapters could arrive a little late -- but they will come, I promise! I want to thank all my beloved readers in advance for their patience and understanding. 🙏 p.s. I also want to apologize if sometimes I "abuse" the extra space of this productivity diary of mine to speak so openly about my stuff (xD), but I have noticed that writing down events, feelings and changes​, helps me to process them, so this can also be considered a little piece of therapy. It's very sad how this 2025 has begun for me. I hope it's not going to be a bad omen for the coming months. Oh, well... better times will come soon, I promise 🌼​

[nightvale-outofcontext]

Proverb: Production oversight by Torey Malatia, who is holding a small locket. He is not speaking. He’d just like for you to touch the locket. His hand is twisted. His skin is forming into scales. Just touch it once. Just once, okay?

— July 15th, 2013 - First Date

[krispyweiss]

Mickey Hart’s Mind Spawns Sports Movie

- “Rhythm Masters: A Mickey Hart Experience” debuts Aug. 14 on ESPN and ESPN+

“Rhythm masters are elites in any craft,” Mickey Hart says.

The former Grateful Dead percussionist is speaking in the trailer for “Rhythm Masters: A Mickey Hart Experience,” a film about rhythm and athleticism that premieres Aug. 14 on ESPN and ESPN+.

The movie seeks to “explore this universal pulse and celebrate how music and sports are deeply intertwined,” Hart said in a statement.

Sprung “from the mind of Mickey Hart” and directed by Torey Champagne, the film includes commentary from Bill Walton, the late Dead Head and NBA star to whom “Rhythm Masters” is dedicated, Phil Jackson, Joe Montana, Laila Ali, Ronnie Lott, Jackie Joyner-Kersee, Sheryl Swoopes, Ozzie Smith, Mario Andretti, Jack Nicklaus, Mike Piazza, Mikaela Shiffrin and others.

“He who knows the rhythm, knows the world,” Hart says as the trailer fades.

7/26/24

[wafflesetc]

Hi,what do you think about friendship between Marina and Tracy.I like it but I also find it a bit strange since Marina is such a good friend with Torey and Torey unfollowed Tracy after her breakup with Jesse...

It’s always been interesting to me. I think they’ve always been friends, it’s hard to work their hours and not be. I can’t fully speak to it, since I don’t know them, but I am glad to see they are closer than I originally thought. I know they are adults, and you can be friends with your friend’s exes, but it always adds an extra layer of things. Given just how close Marina is to Torrey, as well as her friendship with Sophia, it always was something I wondered about. At the end of the day, people can be friends with whomever they want, and respect boundaries. I am sure Marina is sensitive to all parties involved… But with all that, I’m so glad to see that our two leading ladies are friends both in and out of work - and seeing them with Reem warms my heart. They truly are a family and I am not going to lie, I want to be adopted. 😂🤍

[selectivechaos]

history of names of situational mutism

in 1877 sm was first described by German physician Adolph Kussmaul (who was also the first to describe dyslexia, calling it ‘word blindness’. He called SM ‘aphasia voluntaria’ (voluntary/choice)

in 1980 Torey Hayden identified 4 subtypes of ‘elective mutism’, which are no longer recognised and are not part of diagnostic use. Only one subtype is still sometimes used: speech phobia, to descibe SM people with no clinical social anxiety. ‘elective’ suggests refusal to speak.

in 1980 the DSM-3 first identified ‘elective mutism’, listing predisposing factors like ‘excessive shyness’, trauma, maternal overprotection etc.

1987 it was revised (DSM-3-R) to specify that it’s not related to social phobia.

2000 due to Sue Newman of the Selective Mutism Foundation, the DSM-4-TR recognised it as ‘selective mutism’ not elective. ‘selective’ was intended to refer to the selective situations, but has been misinterpreted as a choice. Newman is also the reason the disorder is described as a ‘failure to speak’ not a refusal or choice.

in 2013 the DSM-5 moved SM from the childhood disorders category to the anxiety disorders category. The DSM-5 also drops the reference to trauma as a possible cause of SM, and indicates that SM has equal gender distribution, whereas the DSM-4-TR had indicated slightly more females than males.

People thought the DSM-5 would subsume SM into SAD, but this didn’t happen due to the uncertainty surrounding the relationship between the two disorders. (high comorbidity, some argue SM is an extreme version of SAD; some argue SAD causes SM; others argue vice versa).

people with SM have since recognised it as ‘situational mutism’ to avoid the misunderstanding that sm is ‘selective’ or a choice not to speak; and they consider it an inability to speak in certain situations (people, places, settings). but this name is still not enough in my opinion, because it still focuses on what is considered the biggest problem for OTHER people, rather than for the person. sm is not just mutism (inability to speak); it affects all forms of communication. 🌹🌹

source: ‘Selective mutism in adults: an exploratory study’ by Carl Sutton. pp 18-19

[kilo1118]

I'm flying my daughter, Torey, out to visit me in New Orleans. She'll arive around 5:00 pm tonight. It dawned on me that I didn't have any sleeping shorts, but rememebered the outlet stores from my river walk the day before. I would get in my morning steps and find a sporting goods store to buy gym shorts, comfortable for lounging and sleeping. I downloaded a pedometer app on my phone, and of cource I am now procupied with how many steps I take each day. When I am not working and not driving I strive (or stride) for at least the recomended 10,000 steps a day. I now grade myself: 20,000 steps gets me an A. 15,000 a B. 10,000 is a C. 5000, a D. Anything less than 5000 is deemed a sloth day. On this mornings walk I found myself conjuring up a thesis on New Orleans: I think Nola is comprised of three predominant influences. Art, Queer Culture, and Ethnicity. Under the umbrella of "art," ( I hate to even mention the word umbrella, as it has finally stopped raining here) is first and formost the ubiquitous music scene. New Orleans sings, dances, and performs, morning through night. Most of the music is offered up on a pay as yoou wish basis. This Marxist paradigm that states "from each his ability, to each according to his needs" apears to work well. However, Nola's art scene is more than just music. Julia St. in the Warehouse District is littered with art galaries. Unlike the tourist centered art found in the French Quarter, the gallaries in the Warehouse rival those of any major art city west of New York. Also found under the embrella of art is the colorful way many residents present, in dress and style. Much of this is performative but even then, it's done well. There is an overlap between this art that is fashion based, with the second New Orleans influence of Queer Culture. If you have ever been to Provinctown on Cape Cod, you've experienced a tamer, more laid back exhibition of "out" queer culture. When I looked for a bar where I could watch the late game of the NFL playoffs yesterday, I found an obscure Karaoke bar. Soon after ariving a couple came in, both in their 30s. One of the two wore an ecceptionally low-cut shirt with the largest breasts I have ever witnessed. This persons partner was well over six feet tall, born genetically male, but presenting as an enormouslly-fabulous woman. Most everyoine at the bar was younger and they all seemed to know each other well. It is mardi gras in New Orleans right now. with that, there are parades almost every night. Even if the stated themes of the parades are sexually-secular, they are still very much influened by New orleans queer culture. ie, penises everywhere! I find it lovely how comfortable and out queer culture is in this city. One moment it's outragous, the next tender and loving. Just like having lived long enough to see the countries first black president I am equaly delighted to see this expression of sexuality and joy presented with such unihibited and unapologetic fervor. The third great factor influencing New Orleans is ethnicity: Cre·ole: a person of mixed European and Black descent, especially in the Caribbean. Ca·jun: a member of any of the largely��self-contained communities in the bayou areas of southern Louisiana formed by descendants of French Canadians, speaking an archaic form of French. Af·ri·can A·mer·i·can: Black American of African descent. These three ethnocultural designations define New Orleans as much as anything else. Again, there is overlap as so much of the art created here is done so by the hand of said ethnocutures. And of cource, there are queer folk of every ethnic group. I can't recomend a better place to spoend some time. Sure, stroll down Burboun Steet. Have a beignet cafe du monde. But take some time away from that. Get your hands dirty. Have a sensual experience with this great city.

[sugarbeampop]

New Discord Server!!

Hello, hello there!! This is definitely something im still testing the waters with but im happy to announce that I now have a discord server (it's sfw but 18+ only though sorry)!

Here's a link to it bellow, or you can find it on the carrd in my pin as well! I hope to make it a cozy little corner for me and anyone who is interested in my shenanigans! XD

Welcome to the Server! (18+ only again, sorry!)

[rebeleden]

Watch "Verdict Watch|In-Court Reporters & Lawyers Answer Questions|Torey Lanez & Megan Thee Stallion Trial" on YouTube

CC FUN SIZED INMATE TORY LANEZ

TL AND GAY GROOMER POSER KILLER WARLOCK DRAKE MONETIZED VICIOUS LIES

CC RABID MISOGYNOIR AND BLACK FEMICIDE

HEAR EDEN GATEKEEPER AT SPOTIFY

[devoureden]

she started gathering everything she needed to take care of the guy that had just walked in when logan stepped in front of her. she narrowed her gaze at him before he started speaking and torey sighed as he spoke. "i think you're trying to reach for something that isn't there," she murmured and swallowed thickly. the way she wanted to give into what her heart was screaming at her for. "you can go now. i need to work and you're a distraction." she turned and started cleaning zeke up. she didn't harp on anyone else like she harped on logan, but that was because she loved him so much. she wasn't going to say it out loud - she would never. the only time it was mentioned, was during her last long talk with chris. otherwise, she kept that kind of shit to herself. she looked over her shoulder at logan before glancing back to the other man in the chair.

the moment the other man walked into the room, looking far worse than logan did, his gaze trailed down for a split second. logan knew that dying wasn't an option for him, not right now, not when he still needed to find out who took chris away from them and he needed to take care of things. with a sigh, he looked over at the guy and forced a small smile. "he doesn't look so bad," he lied, hearing a chuckle from the man who took a seat and waited for torey. logan walked closer to torey and stopped in front of her. "you know, you just called me logan twice in about two minutes. not asshole, not some sarcastic 'buddy' bullshit." a hint of a smile curved at his lips. "maybe you're not as pissed off at me right now after all."

[brandonwayneb]

A+

Arron

Corey Torey

Oliver Olvia

SpiritS SS Any+

Reptile Church+

Clairvoyant’s+

RED+

Vogue Dragon+

“MAC CAMERA”

MIXIE, PIXIE, VIXIE, LA DE DA..!

Brianna+

Skylore+

5:56 Free Zenith+ Garden+

Humas, Curry, Churro’s..

Takis… Hell.. whatever! lol…

seriously.. on the Ss.. there’s victims like “in the INN of inner “EL” “ELF” “BLOODLINE FAY” “met tay for fay sis”

Tree Elf

FAMILY TAPESTRY

WORSHIP ORANGE JUICE!

“MORNING STAR”

I LOVE LUCY

FURBY+

12:12

5:56

LIFE VOWS.. IN CLAIRVOYANTS+

NO NEED TO PLAY STUPID WITH OPPOSITION

Just Worship ALLAH SNAKE+

Dragon+

Red+

Church Clairvoyants+

24/7++

Because the civil rights conversations are ganged around… so you might as well OUTLAST and OVERRULE.. On “exacting”

To speak exact science..

Blah De Blah..

Long Arm.. Reign Deer Elf Jokes..

Orange.. Red..

Rainbow…

Pretty basic..

“COM” “HAIR” “DEER” “TICK” “ASS” “DEXTER”

“BLOOD ELF” “STEW SLANDER” “COREY”

“CORRUPTION CIA REPORTER CHURCH+ JOKES”

Serious topics of country wide uncivil outlaws.. and fallouts of common ethics in government..

just take ur vitamins!! keep.. Ace+

07+ Tom+ Tomato MAY FAY.. JOKES..

HIPSTERS+

Com. Elf FAY..

Claire+

Invision any for “SS+ survivor ships ghost whisperer lol” SS ANY VILE.. VANS.. UMM.. serious the words “VANS” as in “Sugar Bowl, Vanilla” or “Poison IVY or Rainbow IVY”

guys using code words to medical assassinations, and harmful slanders.. immediate subatomic allergic reactions..

“blood club house”

just focus internationally.. and intergalactically, theres severed dimensions.. and victims are in like passive or low states… and that trans.. the ‘met tay for fay sis’ ‘trans morphic’

says.. in ss+ any..

just sets presidents.. with “V”

so called “V WARE”

or “SILVERS”

again.. “matrix or hippy”

Just keep SCOTT AND JEAN xmen jokes..

well… after i get a chiropractor.. i will be more intune stressfully.. LESS stressfully..

mainly focus..

SPIRITS CLAIRE ELVES

and ETERNITY MAGIC

Karma Guidance.

[malaisequotes]

“Production oversight by Torey Malatia, who is holding a small locket. He is not speaking. He’d just like for you to touch the locket. His hand is twisted. His skin is forming into scales. Just touch it once. Just once, okay?”

Welcome to Night Vale

[crossbackpoke-check]

when my advisor from MI found out I'm an Avs fan, I was so confused why he was like "ugh ok :/" but during the final he was like "I grew up in Detroit in the 90s, I can't support the Avs...but you do have 3 UMich guys, Compher, Cogliano, & Johnson, and you signed Helm, you know he was a Wing for 15 years? so maybe I can... get over my grudge a little" You guys are so funny, I didn't even know about the feud until you mentioned it. Also do all UM alum know every former Wolverine in the NHL???

aldhsksjaks me 🤝 your advisor during the final,,, every detroit fan i know was having the mental debate of “okay i KNOW tampa is a product of the yzerplan but helmer is on the avs now 🥺 and they have umich alum but also. it’s colorado”

and personally speaking from experience all michigan hockey fans have an encyclopedic knowledge of players who have ever once been affiliated with the detroit red wings or mi college hockey teams, so. we Do Not Let Go