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Too weird to love, too scared to die, please stop pointing that knife at me im scared. Horrified at the sight of my reflection in your knife. I don’t belong there.
#will wood#outliars and hyppocrates: a fun fact about apples#too scared to die#you’ll never guess what my favorite Will Wood song is#william woodiam#wwattw
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Charles has always left Edwin little notes slipped between the pages of his favorite books, in his science equipment, places he knows Edwin loves. Just silly things—post its that say “hi Edwin :)”. doodles of Edwin with his nose stuck in a book. reminders to stock up on wolfsbane. but.
Then, post canon, Edwin tentatively starts dating people. And it’s ridiculous, because Edwin’s right there, all the time, but Charles..misses him a bit. And his heads a mess, and he can’t sort out what the hell he’s feeling most of the time, and whenever he tries to say any of it out loud it comes out rubbish.
So. He writes down some of the shit he can’t say right, and because he’s a coward, hides them so he doesn’t have to see Edwin’s face when he reads them.
then Edwin starts writing back.
Neat lilac blue little envelopes appear in Charles coat pockets. In his bag. Once, in his shoe? Some nights, Edwin will clear his throat and mention something from a letter, offhand, like they’re just picking up conversation, and Charles can pretend they are. That they always have talked about the basement, the belt, the nameless fear that chokes him every time Edwin walks out the door with someone else on his arm.
Sometimes he can’t. The words get stuck in his throat. Edwin’s not mad, he’s maddeningly, stubbornly kind about it, which is worse.
Some nights they trade. A secret for a secret. Charles learns about the novels Edwin used to hide under his mattress, about all the lonely years before Charles got there. About Simon.
Meanwhile, Edwin is losing his mind, because Charles has accidentally stumbled onto what was a fucking courting ritual in his time. Love letters were something engaged couples treasured for years, kept and reread over and over. (Edwin does. keep them in a special box, will take one out and trace the words, tuck it in his breast pocket for courage).
Edwin would rather have to reattach a limb again than lose Charles trust, all the dark and beautiful things he shares with Edwin only. He knows—knows Charles doesn’t mean to make him fall more in love with him.
#payneland#dbda#dead boy detectives#charles rowland#edwin payne#mini fic#charles x edwin#chedwin#fic#anyone is welcome to write this!#maybe I will eventually once I crawl victorious from the mountain of my 10+ wips#either way I’m a strong believer in the 2 or more cakes principle#would love different peoples takes on this#UGH BUT JUST IMAGINE… Edwin being scared to date & try new things#reading over and over how Charles is scared too how he’s faking being brave most of the time.#keeping the letter over his heart for courage#(I do think Edwin should date people for a while because like. he’s hot! he never got to be a teenager!#let him kiss cute boys for a bit! realize there’s nothing wrong with him! become more confident! more centered!#maybe it makes Charles a little crazy! proud and possessive and confused horny!)#they have time! :) & sometimes you need to go on your solo journey so u can then become more freakishly codependent with your#work bestie husband ride or die twin flame in the future. yk
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dying to protect atsushi TWICE is crazy actually. akutagawa doesn't even remember who he is this time. question for our audience has this man ever been normal at all
#like I would die for him too but what the fuck#I know he's gonna get back up soon he's doing fine he'll walk it off. probably get revealed that he's gained some sort of regeneration#but nonetheless. insane behavior#TWO death scares all for your boyfriend.... this reminds me of my not at all good friend [REDACTED BLOND TEENAGER]....#bsd 120#bsd spoilers#sskk
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[id: the capybara “my tummy hurts but I’m being very brave about it!” meme edited to say “there’s a fuckin skeleun in here but I’m being very brave about it!” end id]
I swear Max Jägerman would be the biggest himbo if he was a decent person
#mom i love him#nerdy prudes must die#starkid#npmd#npmd spoilers#nerdy prudes spoilers#max jägerman#i speak too much german to leave out the umlaut#I’d be scared of a fuckin skeleun too#starkid quotes
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more scared of getting old than dying young
#venting#actually mentally ill#i hate it here#die#mentally fucked#i am scared#im dying#dying inside#dying young#feelings#alone with my thoughts#too fucking much#deppresing thoughts#kinda depressing#tw depressing thoughts#depressing shit
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Death Loves No One
Cause if he did he'd want to keep them forever
After obtaining the title as Ghost King and losing all his family, Danny started to feel lonely. He had friends, ghosts that would stay for eternity by his side but it wasn't the same. Danny felt that his personal connections were what kept him sane, the evenings with Clockwork calmed him down, but it wasn't the same calm that Jazz used to provide.
So, when he was given the title of Equilibrium it wasn't really a big deal. It was just another title among a thousand others, Clockwork advised him to visit earth to discover his purpose but also warned him that he would not look human.
Danny accepted it but didn't take it seriously, he couldn't help but get scared when people started screaming around him. He wasn't doing anything weird, he was visiting the cemetery, his family's graves, but everyone was running away scared.
He realized that since he lost Jazz (the last one to leave) he no longer looked human. He wondered if it was possible that someone might be interested in talking to him but dismissed it. Some people began to nickname him "Death" because all he did was stay in the cemetery.
That's why it was extremely rare to find a boy calling him every day and making a small talk, he became attached to the boy. The boy would visit different graves but always stayed to talk to him, never yelled, or called him a bad name. Danny couldn't help but love him the same way he loved his family.
He wasn't surprised that the boy died soon after (knowing him brought misfortune didn't it?), but he never stopped visiting the cemetery. So, when the boy rose from his grave completely disoriented, Danny wondered if it was somehow his fault.
#dpxdc#ghost king danny#Danny lost his family#he felt cursed after it#as if everything around him is destined to die faster#his family did not stay as ghosts because they were at peace#Danny never was#His lack of contact with people made him less human#because the halfa began to forget how to be human during his pain#and his core reacted to his emotions#changing his appearance#dc x dp#dp x dc#Jason was the one who visited the cemetery#he liked to leave flowers for his mother#and Danny never scared him because Jason always thought death was kind#and maybe too lonely#Danny wonders if the fact that he became attached to Jason led to his earlier death#or to a half-life like his#he's not supposed to love after all
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i've had these scenarios written down since volo's debut in pokemon masters and i just really wanted to scribble them down and finally release them
#pokemon#volo#pokemon volo#pokemon jacq#n harmonia#pokemon rei#trainer rei#clai's art#trying to write n's specific brand of being mean is hard to me for some reason#in the initial idea i had him outright call volo stupid but i didnt know if that was too far so i just took it out BJFBFJF#but anyway volo being a historian who had to have studied many walks of life but has still come to the conclusion that the world is hopeless#jacq being someone who's very positive and sees the best in people even if they are very much not great to him (see: raifort)#finally realizing someone he knows is like. inexcusably horrible#n's situation wasn't even that different from volo's. both saw injustice in society and sought to change it#but even n. who hated humanity for what he thought they were all responsible for. didnt want humans to Die for what they did!!#and rei. rei was a scared kid who saw the very worst of volo firsthand. rei needed friends and one of them despised him in the end#isnt it soooo funny how volo thinks he's alone yet keeps pushing away all the people who want to connect with him :) i hate pla so much :)))#as another note too. perhaps the rei thing could end in two ways#satisfying good ending where it kicks off volo's realization that hey maybe people do trust me unconditionally#or no good bad ending where volo takes this as another betrayal. rei only liked him for his facade like everyone else so why does it matter#volo almost makes me feel as ill as n does. hate this stupid guy i shouldnt have bought pla for my birthday i should have gotten. p/kmin idk
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[OLD ART ALERT] A COLLECTION OF SCENES FROM THE GILLIONS CATSCRATCH ARC THAT BROUGHT ME GREAT JOY. i love fishy chips especially when its just gillion being delirious and violent and hostile
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi riptide#jrwi riptide spoilers#JUST NOTICED A MILLION MISTAKES FUUUUUUUUCK BUT WWHATEVERRRRR IF I STARE AT THIS ANYMORE IM GONNA HHUURRRLLL#SO I REALLY LIKE FISH AND CHIPS RIGHT. IVE BEEN IN LOVE W THE SHIP EVER SINCE THAT NAT 20 KISS#BUT I THINK I SHIP IT WRONG. OR LIKE. I AM CORRECT BUT EVERYONE SHIPS THEM DIFFERENTLY#THE FISH N CHIPS I SEE EVERYWHERE ELSE IS SO FLOWERY AND SWEET AND ROMANTIC. AND THATS NICE! THAT STUFFS NEAT#but gillion and chip would NEVERRRR enter anything similar to a romantic relationship. chips too damaged and gillions too uninterested#I LIKE MY FISH N CHIPS ONE SIDED AS FUCK#bc 2 gillion chip is his best friend in the whole wide world but hes also kinduvagross little man that took him a MINUTE to really warm up2#but to CHIP gillion is this powerful and gorgeous and heroic paragon of destiny and his best friend in the whole world who will#bring about the eschaton. 'i didnt believe in destiny until i met you' until i met a champion radiating with a light thatll alter the world#OHH REMEMBER THE FIRST ICE ARENA?he was so mad.still probably shaking from the ordeal.NEVER had he felt true divine radiance CLEAVE through#his SOUL like that.do you remember that moment in the forest w the bugs. an alien from the ocean; lacerating the land w lightning#when the realization flickered in chip for a moment.that the thing standing before him was more powerful than he could ever fathom#remember when grizz mentioned that the nat20 kiss was the 'best kiss chip ever experienced'. that has nothing to do w this. where was i.#LOST MY TRAIN OF THOUGHT. BUT HEY. I THINK at the beginning chip absolutely knew that gill was smth grand n powerful n scary#when gillion revealed what exactly the prophecy was;chip got defensive and mad.sure he was sleep deprived but OOH. HES SCARED!#he believes gillion too! he believes that his destiny is to eradicate either the sea or land and that scares him!#but then he gets past it bc ultimately he trusts his bestfriend gillion so so much. he fuckin loves this dude.#he would throw himself intothe path of fire for this dude. he would boat across the ocean for this dude.he would build arenas for this dude#even if this dude will end half the world.even if this dude wields the power and the obligation to eradicate him at any second.#even if this dude is going to throw himself into harms way for his own comrades.even if this dude is just going to sacrifice himself.#one way or another one shall die for the other.these self-sacrificial bastards click so well with eachother!!#chip believes his body is best used to pave roads and gill believes his body is destined to pave prosperity.WHATEVER!!#i really love their dynamic!! they care for eachother so much!in MY heart tho. the icing on the cake here is the fantasy that chip is#just a bit more In Love w gillion than he realizes. like this powerful fish guy is HOT and PRETTY and KIND and FUNNY and LOYAL and STRONG#but gillion would never rly feel that same sort of attraction towards chip. its just not rly his thing. aroace as fuck man.#thats how it is in MY little heart atleast. and i sit here and play w my touys in my brain n i explore my silly lil one sided fish y chips.
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not moving on from how louis so far surpassed the bare minimum of saving daniel's life? how he could've just let daniel walk away and call it a day but he sat him down and armed him not only against the past few days but the rest of daniel's damn life?? how daniel's had it horrible since, but in spite all his losses, he had something??? how he had the hope of being someone and mattering and he held on to it for 50 long years?? and it worked??? it helped him survive over and over and over???? a shit life is better than no life at all and daniel lived because louis chose to help him??!???
#iwtv#interview with the vampire#daniel molloy#louis de pointe du lac#nobody touch me im feeling things#let's say too that louis kept daniel to manipulate armand#to spite him#to assert dominance over him#whatever his intention was daniel l i v e d#it's so poetic too how louis using his vampire powers is the only way he could've protected daniel from total despair#when total despair IS the vampire way! louis used his darkness to save a mortal from that same darkness!!#his humanity wins!! shining through so many years of hurt!! he refused to let another passionate opera singer die in shame and pain!#he refused to let paul's death destroy scared young louis all over again!! he's breaking the cycle of trauma!!!!#....and then armand erases all that character development LOL#i can't wait for the next ep this one was Amazing
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guys hear me out. agatha absorbs the power of anyone who blasts her right? so my theory is the “when she calls u a coward, hit the deck” line is not so much to save agatha, but so that whoever blasts agatha might be saved so we don’t get a repeat of what happened to alice
THEREFORE COMMA if it ends up being rio (or jen) who blasts agatha, no one will get hurt/die and all will live happily ever after the end
#this is mostly just cuz i’m in denial that rio and agatha will fight#or betray eachother#or worse one of them ends up dead#even tho i know death can’t die#i’m still scared#i want my wives together#also i don’t want jen to die#that’s my wife too#agatha all along#agatha all along episode 7#kathryn hahn#aubrey plaza#joe locke#agatha harkness#rio vidal#billy maximoff#lilia calderu#jennifer kale#patti lupone#agatha x rio#agatha rio#sasheer zamata#lesbian#wlw#gay#marvel#disney+
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Duke, GMing a game for the other bats would be fucking fantastic, because he knows what makes a bat tick
Duke, who prepared a lasagna of paranoia, just layers and layers and layers of suspense to get everyone's hackles up and even the big bat jumping at shadows. there are puzzles, riddles, and twists littered all over the game world
Steph is the only one who manages to keep grounded enough to actually solve the mystery and she Does rub it in Tim's face for all eternity
#batfam#duke thomas#stephanie brown#tim drake#bruce wayne#jason todd#bruce: ive seen everything ive been to hell ive met darksied this is nothing#also bruce; being subjected to his friend/mentee/son's murder mystery: *grabbing dick's hand so hard the bones are creaking*#jason pulls a knife on cass when she moves too fast#theyre both fine obv but everyone takes a big break to drink hot cocoa and calm down lmao#i think duke should scare them all shitless i think its good for everyones mental health#its nice to get scared in an environment where you aren't about to die every once in a while
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Take your healing
Guess I'll die 乁( ⁰͡ Ĺ̯ ⁰͡ ) ㄏ
#shadowtav#shadowheart#baldurs gate 3#shes just one big tsundere#don't scare her like that#she will cry later#what a big bb girl energy#dont die on her ok#but also fuckin yell if you dont need healing#clerics r too emotionally stressed#anyway tags#bg3#baldur's gate iii#art#baldurs gate fanart#bg3art#bg3 shadowheart#baldurs gate tav#gay#sharty#shart
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Happy genos (/:''>)/
#opm#opm genos#one punch man#doodles#art#drawing#genos#not letting this account die#had to do something between work#anyway#murata if you watch this give me more smiles of genos#i dare you#hshhshshsaash#hope you all like it#thanks and bye#<3#(also did you guys heard the news about the opm live movie? I scared#i dont know what they'll do to my boys and girls but at least i hope is decent aaa#and friends and i did this for happy genos week too hehehe#happy genos week#we made it up lmao we needed a break from agnst
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"Hey Sara... would you help me make Sou a cake for his birthday?"
(spoilers below)
#your turn to die#yttd fanart#kanna kizuchi#greenblings#sara chidouin#happy birthday shin#too much went into this#there are so many little details oh my god#Kanna's outfit is based off the one she was wearing in the flashback of 2-1#also the bracelets she's wearing represent each of the 15 people who didn't make it out of the death game#both the real hinako and the fake hinako are represented on the same bracelet there are pink AND black beads#Sara's apron is based on Kai's#Kanna was scared to ask for Sara's help because Sara has been reclusive since the death game#but it ended up being a really good bonding experience for them#Sara is now a chronic baker#Kanna gave her bucket to Shin to use as a flowerpot#the flowers in it are daffodils which represent rebirth and new beginnings#fitting for life after the death game
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Sorry I'm thinking about her again. It's just...the way her hands are tucked into herself on reflex. How fucking touch starved she must be. "I accidentally touched my girlfriend." Accidentally touched. How long did she go trying to keep her hands off her own girlfriend?
#i think there must have been a way to control it if she tried but she was too scared to experiment 💔#imagine what it must have been like to find out about those powers. going in to touch someone you care about and then they fucking die#your touch literally kills people. what must that do to your capacity to feel lovable or like you deserve to be around others#supernatural#lily baker
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Husk: I would die for you.
Angel: I would die for you too.
Husk: *suddenly emotional* Please don't do that.
#borrowed from newsiesheadcanon#Angel: too fuckin late!#husk: YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO DOUBLE DIE FOR ME#Angel: now I’m gonna die for you even harder!#husk: not if I die for you first!#Vaggie: -do they- are they in love of trying to kill each other?#niffty: yes#huskerdust#husk/angel#incorrect hazbin hotel#Hazbin hotel#incorrect hazbin hotel quotes#husk#Angel dust#husk hazbin hotel#hazbin angel dust#angel dust needs a hug#consensually#preferably from husk#they’re in love your honor#they’re gay your honor#angel/husk#Alastor: perhaps I can help with your little dilemma?#Charlie: ALASTOR NO#Alastor: Alastor yes!#niffty: *manic laughter*#husk and Angel: *suddenly scared for their lives*#not him!#lol poor Angel#Niffty no stabbing
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