#dying young

[k3t4min5]

more scared of getting old than dying young

[girlblogger222yara]

The feminine urge to die tragically young

[enemy-to-the-state]

Eerie Indiana’s “Heart on a Chain” and on losing a friend

[showerbythesun]

[nevvaraven]

If anyone’s wondering what @otrtbs new fic is about, this pretty much sums it up

[izmet6]

I wanna die so much not because I'm sad or anything I just wanna die for the art of dieing I wanna feel what is like to die in every single way I wanna die every day death is beautiful

[readtherunes]

When I Say I Cannot Promise You Eternity

He thought I meant I didn't love him when I said I couldn't marry him. But to me, I was loving him the best way I could, by only making promises I was sure I could keep.

How many weddings had I stood at, watching two people cry while they promised each other eternal undying love -- when what they really meant was "I promise to love you as long as things stay the way they are now."

That's the thing with living. It just goes on and on no matter how many changes happen. Things you thought you'd never survive, you survive, but you walk out a completely different person than you were before. And all your old promises? You aren't the same body that made them.

I think this is where our obsession with the youthful dead comes from.

Marilyn smiles at us still, young as she was when our grandparents first laid eyes on her. Her eyes dropped, lips parted. Still 25 all these years later, as our lives change and change, and the person we swore we'd always be is slowly eaten away, like a boat covered in barnacles.

She smiles and smiles, and we think when we see the smile that life can't be that cruel. It was just us who missed the mark, made that one wrong turn in the road that led to it all going wrong.

This hurts, of course, but not as much as the realization that the control was never ours in the first place. The dealer stacked the cards against us from the beginning.

So I tell him I love him now, that in this moment I would give him anything. And that has to be enough, right?

[lost-ash-es]

I miss you mac

you stopped texting me back

or answering my calls

I just found out why

I just found out you died

I imagine a pastor reading some lines above your coffin

I imagine roses laying on it

before its lowered into the ground

and covered up with dirt

your body will decay into the earth

and bugs will eat the flesh

then all the blood will dry up

mushrooms will grow from your corpse

flowers will bloom and they'll smell like you

your fibers will soak into the soil, making it darker

is your spirit finally at ease?

travelling through the cosmos

does it remind you of the seas?

your bones will become one with the earth

as will your flesh with the bugs and the birds

your spirit will mix with the universe

but I can't say that I blame you

I can't say I'm not jealous

I know you wanted nothing more

than to fade away

I know I'll see you again anyway

-ash

[dzthenerd490]

Files: Dying Young

SCP#: AYJ

Code Name: Dying Young/ A Beautiful Death.

Object Class: Somnum

Special Containment Procedures: Due to the metaphysical nature of SCP-AYJ, it cannot be contained. Furthermore, it is believed that there is a possibility an event similar to SCP-AYJ will happen again in the future. As such efforts are focused on working toward countermeasures instead of containment should such an event occur again.

Description: SCP-AYJ is an event possibly a plague or even a curse that affected the young girls of [data expunged] in the country of Japan. The unfortunate truth is that the Foundation knows little to nothing about SCP-AYJ making its containment one of the greatest failures of our organization. The best working theory of the SCP-AYJ event is that it was a ploy caused by a [data expunged] but of course, given their nature, there's no way to confirm this. 

SCP-AYJ starts off by affecting a young girl, normally 14 to 18 years of age and one who is considered by those around them to be ugly. SCP-AYJ will begin by making them slowly turn into the societal standard of beauty, which is to be thin, have long hair, a acne free face, light skin, and no flaws on the skin what-so-ever. After about one month their transformation will be complete, and they will be perceived by all those around them as unbelievable beautiful. However, after 2-3 months of effect they will grow increasingly skinny and weak while simultaneously growing "more beautiful" as well. This will continue until their bodies become so weak that their organs will fail, and they will die. It is theorized that it also spread like a plague since sever girls were seen getting affected after coming into contact with someone who was already under SCP-AYJ's influence. However, "patient zero" and the girl who supposedly spread SCP-AYJ the most, had minimal contact even before "patient zero's" death. Furthermore, there was a girl who had contact with both "patient zero" and the girl who "spread" SCP-AYJ yet never came under its effects. So, in the end the Foundation still knows nothing of how SCP-AYJ spreads. 

SCP-AYJ was discovered in 1991 when a sudden increase of deaths was reported in the town of [data expunged]. Since the event was occurring in Japan Mobile Task Force Poseidon-3 "Otaku Heart" was quick to investigate and saw the entirety of SCP-AYJ's effects. Surprisingly it was only after the year ended that SCP-AYJ stopped entirely, and all of its affected individuals died. Once the event ended it was confirmed that containment was impossible, so MTF Poseidon-3 pulled back and instead Mobile Task Force Gamma-5 "Red Herrings" was deployed. Those that were not affected or who had witnessed the even were located by MTF Gamma-5 and given Class G Amnestics making with the cover story that it was a rare disease that spread and killed all the young girls. 

"At times like this we're remined of how weak we truly are, the Foundation may be humanities best hope of surviving the impossible but that doesn't mean we can achieve the impossible. This is why we take every opportunity to take any form of power we can, because to do otherwise is to allow humanity to inch closer to destruction. This is why I'll never understand those morons like Zeek or those weaklings like Corvio that dare say the Foundation needs to be regulated! You say we have too much power? I say we don't have nearly enough." -Dr. Egao

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[duranduratulsa]

90's Fest Actress of the day: Julia Roberts #juliaroberts #prettywoman #steelmagnolias #thepelicanbrief #dyingyoung #mybestfriendswedding #sleepingwiththeenemy #hook #Flatliners #90s #90sfest #durandurantulsas3rdannual90sfest

[girlblogger222yara]

The worst thing that could happen to me right now is to fall in love again

[fatecanberewritten]

One only consolation have we: his friends mourn and weep, but he is at rest. The pang is over, his sufferings are at an end forever. A sod covers his gentle form, and he knows no pain. He can no longer be a subject for pity; we must reserve that for his miserable survivors.

Mary Shelley, Frankenstein

[flowerparts]

𖨆♡𖨆 i am wasting my days as I've wasted my nights and I've wasted my youth

[neonshadows9000]

General idea: a group of heroes is magically aged up during a fight but one of them significantly less than everyone else because they die young