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I love that everyone always talks about how important Aziraphale lying to everyone was so important in the "Land of Uz". And they’re right.
But I don't see enough people talking about how important it is that Crawley (Crowley) never intended to follow Hell's orders. He may have gotten an angel's help, but he was always gonna screw with God and Satan's bet.
In fact, he probably volunteered just so he could fuck it up.
#crowley#too much heart for a demon#good omens#bildad the shuhite#aziraphale#aziracrow#ineffable husbands#ineffable idiots#angel and demon#good omens bildad#land of uz
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on a completely separate note; shizun luo binghe with a disciple shen yuan who fell into the abyss??? *thinks about LBH canonically stealing SQQ's corpse for 5 years* he'd hallucinate i think. like, like visual and audial hallucinations.
Keeps thinking he's seeing SQQ in the corner of his eyes, or wandering between the trees, amongst a group of disciples. Thinks he hears him calling for him, but its just the wind or another disciple.
Gets Xiu Ya reforged but patently fucking refuses to make a sword mound. Because his disciple Is Not Dead :))) There was No Body. He's Not Dead. And If You keep Insisting That He Is, He's Gonna Skewer You :). He's holding onto Xiu Ya so he can return his most favored disciple's sword when he returns. It's on his hip right next to Zheng Yang where it's supposed to be.
Also this motherfucker?? does not sleep btw. He has the image of SQQ, wide eyed and hysterical and standing at the mouth of the abyss burned into his fucking eyelids. Can't use the dreamscape to escape it either because he keeps trying to save him and either he does and it's an incredibly cruel trick to wake up to, or he doesn't and he gets his heart broken in several different pieces again.
There is no convincing this man that Shen Qingqiu is dead. Absolutely nothing at all. He is buried so deep in denial that moles would be jealous of how deep he is. He keeps making tea for two in the bamboo house only to remember that it's just him. SQQ's fans are hiding everywhere, little reminders of his presence. He goes to wake up SQQ on the mornings he sleeps in-- only to find the room empty.
#svsss#luo binghe#svsss au#scum villain#scum villian self saving system#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#disciple shen yuan#lbh. visibly exhausted and with twitchy eyes: im fine :) | everyone else: ho no the fuck you ARENT.#SQQ was hysterical not because he found out LBH was half-demon but bc he was having a long-awaited mental breakdown over his autonomy :)#or (limited) lack thereof. he was having a sudden onset crisis of mortality and was handling at quite literally the WORST time. oops#im thinking very hard that LBH would never push his disciple into the abyss especially with no system to force him to. so SQQ either#had to goad him into it (failing always) or throw himself in. he ended up doing it himself but not before some very impressive hysterics.#BUT ALSO. IF THIS HAD BEEN WHERE SQQ WAS THE HALF-HEAVENLY DEMON INSTEAD IT WOULD'VE BEEN SO GREAT.#and by great i mean horribly angsty bc SQQ is NOT doing too hot and has. in very SY-like fashion. convinced himself that LBH will kill him#when he finds out he's a demon. so when it comes out i have this mental image of him lunging at LBH and LBH flinches back. but SQQ wraps hi#hands around the blade of Zheng Yang and yanks it up so the tip of the blade is digging into his chest where is heart is. LBH can't yank th#sword away without risking slicing into SQQ's hands. SQQ's hair has fallen out of its tail/bun and is now messily spilling down his#back and its NO helping the kinda deranged look he has going on. he's visibly shaking and his eyes keep flittering away and back at LBH's#face. SQQ is looking at the messages from the system warning him that he has to go into the abyss or punishment will occur. he's like.#rambling though. talking about how shizun doesn't *like* unclean things and there is nothing more unclean than a demon. like he is#INSISTING. LBH can't?? get a fucking word in. actually. SY isn't listening that much either anyways. too overwhelmed with the system and#the amount of stress he's under and his crumbling mental state and the innate and primal desire to live even when he's standing in front of#his own executioner. it all ends with him sitting on the ground at the lip of the abyss with his hair falling in his face. he looks so#unkempt and fallen apart and so distinctly *non-Shen Qingqiu* that LBH feels physically ill over it. tears are streaming down SQQ's face#and despite everything he is smiling. its not a nice smile. its a very frayed falling apart at the seams about to crack smile.#he tells shizun not to worry about staining his blade with this disciple's filthy blood because this disciple will take care of it himself.#and then he falls into the abyss before luo binghe can so much as grab him. the only reason LBh doesn't literally jump in after him is bc#he was numb with shock and the abyss was already closed before he could feel his legs again :]
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happy halloween everyone, i spent my afternoon with this yipee
and yes dusknoir as the grim reaper is obvious but i did exactly to make one joke
#pmd2#my art#grovyle#dusknoir#future trio#pokemon mystery dungeon#celebi#futuretrioshipping#first time i draw themed art i think#at least putting so much time into it#since the christmas doodles werent too elaborate#i should prolly stick to interaction comics or light hearted doodles#i dont think this type of piece comes out as i expected#maybe thats the 1am demons talking tho#anyways happy halloween guys <3333
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もう一回、もう一回
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#fushiguro megumi#yuji itadori#itafushi#ryoumen sukuna#megumi fushiguro#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#gomen its hina posts self indulgent art hours#this is fr me first and foremost. any1 else liking it is just a bonus in my eyes#i may not be able to animate but i am so happy with these regardless i think they turned out great :') treat fr Me#rolling girl megumi u mean so much 2 me suddenly#fun fact ! actually the first vocaloid song i ever listened to. stumbled across an audio post on this very tumblr dot com#and it forever changed the course of my taste in music#so it alr has a soft spot in my heart fr tht reason but Also the lyrics Also th whole deal w wowaka and Now w megumi.....#rolling girl u have become too powerful#anyway in th context of canon n megumi choosing to live i am choosing to interpret the song the less depressing way#where the boy represents a saving grace rather than being a personification of miku's char's demons convincing her to end it#n the ending being her deciding to stop fighting on her own n instead accept help from those around her#but i did also want to pay homage 2 the interpretation of him representing her inner demons#so i have redraws of both yuuji And sukuna as the boy#choose ur own adventure if u will#clutches heart why does it fit so WELL what cosmic force decided tht miku and jjk should overlap at all i just wanna talk#clearly something has it out fr me
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affections 💞
#god almighty i think im gonna explodeeeee#theyre too much for my weak fragile heart man#mo dao zu shi#mdzs#mdzs fanart#the grandmaster of demonic cultivation#lan wangji#lan zhan#wei wuxian#wei ying#wangxian#mo xiang tong xiu#mxtx#danmei#digital art#my art
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consider,,,a lucanis who is in love with emmrich, a spite who is in love with rook, a rook in love with emmrich, and emmrich who is in love with all three but wants lucanis, spite, and rook to get together because he feels he is not the type of man any of them deserve...
bonus points for spite being the one to realize just what sort of love quadrilateral is going on and is the one to get them all together.
#the angst potential alone#if i can convince my brain to write something other than smut i will in fact consider writing this#JUST. THEM BEING SO MESSY.#SPITE REALIZING THAT EMMRICH IS GETTING CLOSER TO LUCANIS TO TRY AND SWAY ROOK INTO FALLING FOR THEM#LUCANIS REALIZING THAT EMMRICH IS IN LOVE WITH ROOK AND DECIDING EMMRICH'S HAPPINESS IS MORE IMPORTANT#SO HE CONSIGNS HIMSELF TO HIS UNHAPPINESS#Rook could also be in love with all three in this scenario but i think it'd be SO FASCINATING for it to be Emmrich!!#Emmrich lamenting that he found the people he loves at a time he believes to be too late#consigning himself to a bachelor's life. he has his studies he has manfred he's content#and then he meets lucanis who is EXACTLY the type of man he fancied as a young man#Someone with so much heart but some rougish charm. appearing cold but so fucking warm under the surface. misunderstood perhaps#the same way he and death are#and so he is smitten. taken by this man and his watchful eye and his steady hands. fascinated by the demon living inside him#the demon who is so curious about this world. who craves to live and understand and emmrich who at his core wants nothing more than to TEAC#and rook. gods emmrich not having the same instant attraction as he did to lucanis but it all hitting him in the chest one night#reckless rook who takes blows they could have dodged to protect him. who always treats his necromancy with respect and curiosity#rook who always reaches out to touch him but stops their hand just shy of making contact. rook who is uncertain but willing to try#rook who is YOUNG and full of possibility and deserves more than whatever shell emmrich believes himself to be#i am just!!!!!!! do you see my VISION#something can happen here!! i'm fucking telling ya'll!!!!!#emmrich volkarin#lucanis dellamorte#dragon age rook#dragon age veilguard#lucanis x emmrich#lucanis x rook#spite x rook#emmrich x rook#emmrich x lucanis#emmrich x rook x lucanis
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#creds to soma for summing up my thoughts it's the perfect caption#i think the post game bus sleepy bus back scenes are some of my favourites#it's a very necessary catharsis both for the characters and for the audience#they are also normally quite soft and aesthetic and i swear they draw them cuter on purpose#like i couldn't put this in the post because there too much too talk about but#yachi's little nod tanaka and noya leaning on each other kags fighting the demons#TSUKKI AND YAMS#the way they're alternating breaths has my heart all up in sorts#and yes i included them twice in this clip no it's not like that in the show but i needed to see more of them#haikyuu#karasuno#i can't tag everyone so i'll just tag the ones that i already have a few posts for#hinata shouyou#kageyama tobio#kagehina#tsukkiyama#tsukkishima kei#tsukki <3#yamaguchi tadashi#yachi hitoka#kiyoyachi#kiyoko shimizu#sugawara koushi#sawamura daichi#asahi azumane
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not to stir the pot but My Inner Demons deserved a Season 2 more than Mystreet deserved a Season 7 imo
#aphmau#aphblr#mystreet#aphverse#my inner demons#myinnerdemons#my opinion#pls dont attack me for thus#mystreet season 7#aphmau fandom#hot take#justice for my inner demons i love you so much i will never rest easy until you get another season#yall im becoming a hardcore mid defender#MID WITH THE FOUND FAMILY TROPE BROKE MY HEART TOO MUCH JESSON I NEED TO KNOW HOW IT ENDS
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BBS is a tragedy in many ways, but one of the things that gets me is that the catalyst, the one big thing that caused this mess to begin with, is so avoidable.
Like, the story starts primarily because Terra starts to fear himself (because of the darkness he has unwittingly 'used') and this causes a spiral of doubt and obsession. A spiral which he could've escaped from or maybe not even started if he just 1) had been taught the balance between light and dark properly (that darkness is more than just unquestionable evil, that light is more than unquestionable good, that they can and should co-exist in balance), and 2) had consistent socialization from more than the same 3 people.
Like. BBS is a cautionary tale about what happens when people aren't exposed to a wide enough variety of people and, therefore, end up naive and overly trusting because they never learned that people have ulterior motives. Terra is consistently manipulated and used by people literally everywhere he goes, because he can't see that they might not have the best intentions! He can't see the red flags because he doesn't know there are red flags to look for!
Xehanort knows this. It's why he targeted Terra to begin with: because he would be susceptable to his words. The main reason he couldn't use Aqua is because she was too confident in her own values, she didn't have the seed of doubt that Terra had. It's the only thing that prevents her from being used the same way he is, even though she is just as naive and trusting as he is.
Ven probably has it the worst socialization wise. Unlike Terra and Aqua who, presumably, has/had a family and life outside of the Land of Departure prior to beginning training there, Ven doesn't remember anything before then (not that he had much he'd be happy to remember anyway). And since he's the youngest and most 'fragile' one (due to being in recovery for most of his time here), he gets somewhat coddled and shielded by everyone else. Not to mention the way Eraqus completely forbid him from leaving and never intented for him to ever see worlds outside the Land of Departure. Sure, Terra and Aqua aren't typically supposed to leave either, but at least they'd be allowed in certain situations. Ven wouldn't.
Ven isn't allowed to interact with anyone outside of home. He's not allowed anything that involves the outer worlds. (He and Naminé are a bit alike in that sense. Though at least the people he's stuck with are nice to Ven and do genuinely care for him, unlike Naminé...)
BBS happens largely because Eraqus failed as both a teacher and a parental figure to all of them, but Terra most of all.
#started bbs again and had feelings. not sorry#so much of the story in general (but ESPECIALLY terras part) happens the way it does bc eraqus was a flawed man with flawed values#he taught his pupils a rigidly black and white worldview that doesnt work when put to practice#and he isolated them from the outside world meaning they lack so so much necessary knowledge and exposure#its why they were so much more susceptable to manipulation and misdirection than someone like sore#who is also largely trusting#but he has had proper socialization and exposure to different people as he grew up#that he can tell good and ill intent apart#but its also like.#at the point where the story starts its already too late#because the damage is done#they cant undo the flawed teachings and under-exposure in an instant#eraqus failed to see the consequences for his teachings- that by demonizing darkness he makes it a source of fear#and as he himself said: fear leads to obsession and obsession feeds the darkness#and obsession he unwittingly stoked by creating said fear#also just to be clear this is not meant as eraqus hate he is a complicated man who made mistakes#but nevertheless meant well and could never have forseen just how badly his teachings wouldve made things#OUGH its a complicated situation and none of them are really at fault!#(except xehanort)#(he is very much directly at fault)#terra#aqua#ventus#eraqus#kingdom hearts#kingdom hearts birth by sleep#kh#kh bbs#xander rambles
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#god i don't remember what fic this was from#but i remember reading and thinking '...huh.'#i've read so many atwow fics recently it's insane#also the jake & spider dynamic is insane to me#wait it was from that one locorro sentinel/guide fic#back to the dynamic though#this is a kid you've seen grown up. your children call him brother. your mate calls him demon.#in the darkest corners of your heart where no one can see the depth of affection you hold for him you call him son.#you will never say this aloud. you see too much of your other self in him. he is more na'vi than you ever will be.#he knows the songs better than neteyam. his bow posture is better than lo'ak's. his weaving better than some in the clan.#kiri and him are so close you sometimes wonder where one starts and the other ends#tuk does not know a life without him. still you say nothing.#(the rda takes him and you will yourself to ignore lo'ak and kiri's pleas to go back. you ignore neteyam's heavy gaze. tuk's wails for him.#desperately you try to convince yourself that youre doing the right thing. after all it's not like hes your son right? just a family friend#you do your best to ignore the part of you that screams for your eldest son. you are unsuccessful.)#(this action will have consequences.)#jake sully#tsyeyk suli#spider socorro#spider te suli tsyeyk'itan#avatar james cameron
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come here son i am going to infect you with my inosuke + kanao sibling agenda
(do not tag as ship)
#demon slayer#kimetsu no yaiba#kny#kny spoilers#demon slayer spoilers#inosuke hashibira#kanao tsuyuri#ignoring aoi amd inosuke forever. i do not see it. sorry. it is bad. it annoys me#im not annoyed at aoi im annoyed that they paired two characters who barely ever interact ever togwther#and didnt give aoi any character or agency. shes just “inosukes wife” now.#its not good! there ks no foundation for their dynamic at all!!!#IM NOT GONNA RANT ABT IT TOO MUCH I PROMISE ;__; SORRY#i did finish the manga and i think its going to hold a very special place in my heart#i will cry. i dont cry too easily when reading stuff but when this gets animated i guarantee u i will sob#anyways. back to what i was actually going to talk about#KANAO AND INOSUKE SIBLING MOMENCE FORWVER!!! ATTACK!!! IM MOSTLY THINKING 2 RHE SCENE WHERE THE FIGHT DOUMA#i think thats his name right? douma?#NOTHING BRINGS TO CHARACTERS TOGETHER LIKE SHARED TRAUMA!!!!!!!!(joke)#*two#i imagine in my mind they would grieve together. they both have something in common. their loved one was killed by the same demon#not only that; but i just love their dynamic#and of course that chaoter cover where inosuke is still grieving over his mother and kanao silently supports him as they walk out#You ever remember how theyre all children. theyre just children. theyre kids. theyre not even 18 yet. you ever think about that
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can you translate kalego's bio from the fanbook. i haven't seen it anywhere
Sure thing! Here you go:
School Teacher
Naberius Kalego
Insidious but solemn homeroom teacher of the Abnormal class.
The lead teacher to create the "Teacher's Manual". He is proud and strict, but he puts his students first. He becomes the homeroom teacher of the Abnormal Class because he was bedridden after Iruma summoned him as his familiar.
PROFILE:
◆ Apparent Age: 35 years old
◆ Birthday: February 14
◆ Height: 182cm
◆ Weight: 65kg
◆ Family Ability: Secret
◆ Familiar: None
◆ Rank : 8
◆ Division Affiliation (Battler): There is no particular division that he supervises.
◆ Subject in Charge of: Familiar summoning, etc.
◆ Demon(s) he watches out for: Abnormal Class (especially Iruma), Opera (unwillingly), Shichi....Balam.
◆ How he spends his free time: Cactus collecting, music appreciation, placing brand new bedsheets.
◆ Ambition: Peacefulness
Famous Quotes:
『Let's enjoy this attraction... solemnly.』
He is a high-ranking demon and quite powerful. He defeated a huge summoned monster at an amusement park by himself.
Osamu Nishi's Untold Character Creation Story
He is an unfortunate teacher who is always pushed around by the Abnormal class, but he always repays them back many times over (laugh). After the festival, I feel that he plays the piano more often than before. He seemed to enjoy the festival in his own way.
#M!IK#Kalego#Naberius Kalego#Mairimashita! iruma kun#Kalego Naberius#WHY DOES HE CHANGE HIS FUCKING BEDSHEETS EVERY DAY OFF HE GETS???????#WTF DOES HE DO ON THEM??????????????#Our sensei isn't as innocent as I thought he'd be.....#AND WHAT'S GOING ON WITH HIM AND BALAM?????#Shichi...ahem...Balam#WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?????#ALSO HIS APPARENT AGE IS 35 THAT'S EQUIVALENT TO HUNDREDS OF YEARS IN DEMON YEARS!!!!!!#Honestly this is too much info for my little heart#I'm officially dead x_x#Welcome to the Demon School#Mairuma#Iruma-kun#Kalego Sensei#I might translate Balam's profile too
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how to connect with lucifer ? he’s such a revered figure that I feel there’s a wall between us
he comes across that way, doesn't he? well, i'll be the first to say that the wall is our making, not his. i put him so far above me that i thought there is no way he would want to associate with me but lucifer is a breaker of barriers, of chains, of limitations. he lives in the in-between, the morning star.
i would say to find the aspect of him that you wish to connect with. he is extremely multi-faceted and has mythology of all colors, has all kinds of stories and understandings. there is something of him that draws you to him, focus on that. is it the light he brings? is it the infernal / demonic force of him? is it the roman god that called the stars home? or the angel that rebelled against an oppressive force?
once you identify what part of him you want to connect with, start connecting. i suggest doing this way because he represents so many things that it feels like a lot and that can be overwhelming.
here's what i did: i lit a candle for him ( lightbringer, yanno? ) and told him that i would like to connect with him. that's all i did in the beginning. no spell, no incantation, just an honest request.
after that, i would find offerings to give (things that i associated with the aspect of him i was trying to connect with or things that just made me think of lucifer or just a cup of water when that's all i had. ) or i would pray to him. i suggest you do the same. there are demonic chants you can do or prayers but honestly, i never got much into that. lucifer and i have a big UPG relationship. you can journal and tell him how you represented the aspect you're trying to connect to that day. for example, if you're into the illumination of knowledge then perhaps you tell him of the things you're interesting in learning and how you're going to go about doing them. this becomes a devotional act and he will see this.
connecting with an entity, in my experience, is not akin to some huge incredibly movements of religious ecstasy or anything like that. it is very much the little things. i see lucifer in the sunsets, i see him in the dove coos, i see him in the apples i offer him, i see him in my learning and education, i see him in my self-love, i see him in my strength to stand up for myself and in all this, i am connecting with him.
i trust that he is there because he has shown me is through signs, miracles, and associations.
he is the lightbrighter. he will meet you where you are in the dark and he will guide you to illumination. you need only ask him.
if you have more questions or are unsure about something, feel free to ask! i know i'm not very active on the blog but i am around a lot!
EDIT: i also wrote this VERY LONG ask about him too. it might have some insights for you too.
#lucifer#lucifer devotion#lucifer worship#a lot of ppl have said that he's someone who wont take shit which is Very True in my opinion#he doesnt like wishy-washy attitudes and he doesn't want to waste time but he is a lot more caring and tender-hearted tho than other demons#but if you're not serious abt it then he's not going to hang around waiting for you to GET serious & he might actually make u get serious#he'll put a light under ur ass so hot you'll see why he is the prince of hell#imo ... IMO#SOME SAY he also fatherly... i DO NOT see him like that he is much more brotherly to me but if u have issues w father figures? could be smt#if lucifer is too much ... try satan! he's similar in aspects and some put the two together ( i dont )#satan is much more approachable and familiar and fun to be around again IMO#so much of this is IN MY OPINION#hope this helped! im always down to talk about my gods#valentine be normal about lucifer challenge ... impossible
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hey guys sorry if posting my art takes a little while I've been too busy thinking about visual kei fashion and gnawing on my enclosure abt it xoxo 💋💕🫶
rant in tags beware ⚠️🤓
#rant#it's taking too much brainspace I have so many clothes diys I wanna finish/do#and outfit ideas#and art ideas#and art wips#but executive dysfunction is the FUCKING DEVIL OHHHHHGGJJJ MY GODDDD#SAVE ME FROM THE BRAIN DEMONS PLEEEEAAASE😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏💔💔💔💔#so if any of you guys have cared to read this at all + have seen some of my past posts#I wanna give a formal apology for announcing my epic ideas and then seemingly abandoning them 🫡😓💔🫶#i think it might be a curse atp because WHY DOES EVERYTIME I SHOW YOU GUYS SOMETHING IM WORKING ON MY MOTIVATION COMPLETELY DISAPPEARS 😭#I actually feel bad bc I'm just leaving you guys in the dust 😓#I feel like I'm just ping ponging from idea to idea- mini project to mini project- and I end up doing nothing about any of it 😭#does this also happen to you guys??? is my brain melting????#tfw when you physically can't keep working on a project anymore even though your heart yearns for its completion 😍😛✌️#so many funny ideas..... yet so little willpower 💔......#<- someone who's probably gonna post another animation later#this has been floating around in my noggin for a while#but for the meager amount of only 200+ people who have followed me so far (if you ever read this) thank you so much. like genuinely 🫶#I might post a lil something about it lol#I'm also really glad for all of my awesome mutuals!!!! whether or not we've ever interacted❤️#please excuse me 🙏I must now go stare at clothes from vkei and kote kei fashion brands whilst mentally watching paint dry#lest I be sent to shadow realm for daring to try to focus on other tasks 🙏 godspeed soldiers 🫡#ok rant over 😎⚠️
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❤️❤️Behold, my husband❤️❤️
I made heart buttons and a crochet heart keychain to put them together
#I saw a tutorial for the crochet hearts and just had the vision: f/o keychain. Thought heart buttons would be perfect to put on top#It does stick out just a tad which I don't like too much but it's super cute even if my crochet skills aren't the best yet!#I highly recommend other selfshippers do this as well cause it personally makes me happy :)#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel alastor#alastor#radio demon#alastor the radio demon#self ship#yumeship#Selfship#alastor x oc#Tagging as x oc since I'm kind of gushing about him being my husband since. as a non sharer. I wouldn't want to see others posting like this#Hm I'll tag my ship name as well why not#RadioFluff#nillisaie talks
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your karlach i, carrion piece is BEAUTIFUL!😭✨🙏
Thank you 😭🫶 I thought it suited her so well
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