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Dear lord someone help me
#me when you don’t recognize yourself in such a material way to the point where you don’t even think of yourself as a person#your just a concept your not as real as others around you#me when you know who you’ve been isn’t a good person but it’s kinda too late to change now and you regret it with every second you live#but you can’t change cause you’re too far deep this is who you are#but your you right. your Sure your you?#people similar to you aren’t called people maybe it’s just easier if your not a person at all#me when the consequences of my actions catch up and im where I didn’t think I’d be so now I have to change so much but it’s too much there’s#too much I can’t do this#me when I don’t know what to do but I should know what to do so no one helps me#me when my past catches up but it’s not really catching up it’s more like it’s been parallel to me this wholetime and my worldview shattered#in middle school and im still picking up the peices and I can see my face in the shards put together but at this point its not mine im not t#he one who broke it . me when the pictures there but I can’t tell what it is but I understand but I don’t#me when uh. goodnight
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Same color scheme, same lighting, same tears/sweat, same club vibe…
Close enough, welcome back Deep Faker (偽顏) music video 💕
#vivinos and qmeng have a thing for distressed pretty boys crying in bisexual lighting and i love that for them#i can’t believe my hope post was actually kinda sorta realized#it’s as close as i’m gonna get to club ivan let me have this#also the mv protag is beta ivan to me#no i do not accept criticism#anyways stream deep faker and blink gone#alien stage#alnst#alien stage ivan#alnst ivan#alien stage till#alnst till#alien stage ivantill#alnst ivantill#ivantill#alien stage round 7#alnst round 7#alien stage spoilers#alnst spoilers#ivanttakethis talks too much
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idk if this is accurate but i’ve felt like in previous seasons riz & gorgug have been one of the inter-bad kids dynamics we’ve seen the least of & this season has been so great in that aspect. gorgug having helped make some of riz’s magic gear. riz helping gorgug with his studies. the shared birthday party. gorgug’s gift to riz being something he himself made to protect riz. riz’s gift to gorgug being something he illegally grabbed to protect gorgug. gorgug who utilizes rage to put his body on the line for his friends & riz who will take deep levels of mental stress for his friends. even though it was within the context of a joke, riz calling gorgug an “absolute sweetie.” like yea they might not be in a band together or both part of a presidential campaign team or owlbears teammates, but they’d go to war for each other, because they’re best friends.
#riz gukgak#gorgug thistlespring#fantasy high#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#these kids are all so self-sacrificing but i do think riz gorgug are the most clear (& juxtaposed) self-sacrificers#riz will mentally tear himself to pieces and get lost in cases and take on ungodly levels of stress for those he loves#gorgug will use himself as a human shield. he will take hit after hit if it means his friends are okay.#and they’d both do the other thing too. riz would let himself get hit for gorgug. gorgug would pull all nighters & take stress for riz.#even if mechanically they can’t or it wouldn’t make sense. they would if they could.#also#the starstruck barry mechanic of being a guard is so gorgug. it’s soooo gorgug like that’s literally him#anyways love this tall green guy & this short green guy so much#especially because gorgug is tall & considered intimidating but protective in a deeply kind way#while riz is short & underestimated but protective in a deeply vicious way (affectionate)#i hope this makes sense but i think riz is primarily ‘i would kill for you’ & gorgug is primarily ‘i would die for you’ maybe#this does not mean gorgug would not kill for riz or riz would not die for gorgug. they both would.#but those are the primary ways their love manifests due to the nature of their strengths/personalities. To Me#idk this is all just me saying stuff when i should be sleeping 😭#sorry if i missed a riz gorgug moment in the main post btw i’m tired
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"Thanks for coming to my peeeeeeeeerformance!"
from @morningstarwrites “Of Saints and Sinners”
#of saints and sinners#radioapple#hazbin hotel#thankyou star! for everything you do!#lucifer#alastor#osas#duckiedeer#my art#i’m seriously gonna draw this whole chapter#it’s everything to me#i know luci is supposed to be wearing his hat and jacket#cause he’s a classy guy#but i can’t help it#i love casual lucifer too much
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kneeling is a broad term for what ghost does with price
surrendering is slightly more accurate but even that doesn’t hope to touch the sheer desperation in the way he clutches at him; his body bowed low at his feet, his legs latched around one of his, hugging it so tightly to his chest his arms shake as he digs his face into his thigh
it’s only here that he can finally give in to the screaming; to the distant voice he strangles into silence every day of his life. the one who begs him to make himself as small as possible; do everything he can to hide from the ever encroaching demons growling and salivating at his heels
it’s only here, in the dark of price’s barracks, hidden by a bed at his back and a wall to his front, that he finally lets himself stop running; only between solid combat boots and worn fatigues does he let himself tremble and admit to the choking fear
he’d break open price’s chest if he could; crawl past his gushing viscera and curl up under his ribs, hidden in the warm dark
ghost clawed his way out of the grave with broken nails and gritted teeth but he wouldn’t mind being buried again if it meant being cradled in the safety of price’s insides. his warm blood and soft lungs would blanket him, mask the stench of his rotten flesh until he could even convince himself that, maybe, he too was still alive
he shifts, unnerved by his own longing, and price runs his hand over the crown of his mask the same way he’d card it through his hair until he settles once more
he grounds him over the long hours it takes for his white-knuckled grip to relax into a loose hold; for his face to stop grinding into the meat of his thigh and simply rest in his lap, his bracketing legs the only thing holding his lax body up as he floats, untethered by fear
#who up babygirling they ghost#ghost rejecting all vulnerability until he physically can’t suppress it any more#so he does the only thing he can#he goes to his captain#the one person who can make him feel small and protected#i nearly made this ghoap bc i know its more popular but i just write ghost so different when hes with price#he has a different kind of vulnerability with his than he does with soap at least in my canon#price gives him a different sense of safety; not only that hes watching his six but so much so that ghost doesnt need to be on guard at all#nothing will get past price#hes too stalwart; an unbroken pillar of strength#theres history there that he just doesnt have with soap#priceghost just hits different#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#we’re a team. ghost team#priceghost#ghostprice#ghost cod#simon ghost riley#price cod#john price#captain john price#cod fic#cod mw2#cod mwii#cod modern warfare#save post
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I am feeling extremely unwell this is sickening dammit…
#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#bnha#mha#dabi#touya todoroki#bnha dabi#mha dabi#this is so not good… i don’t feel well at all…#he just wanted a family that was there for him… that’s the only thing he wanted…#i’ve started sobbing again because this seriously is too much ohmygod… waaaaay too much…#horikoshi… dabi and all the members of the league deserved their happy endings too…#you’re so sick for making them the victims AND giving to them an unhappy ending too… i can’t do this anymore…
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yes, i love my boys
#nu carnival#nu carnival eiden#nu carnival huey#nu carnival aster#nu carnival morvay#nu carnival yakumo#nu carnival edmond#nu carnival olivine#nu carnival quincy#nu carnival kuya#nu carnival garu#nu carnival karu#nu carnival blade#nu carnival dante#nu carnival rei#nu carnival rin#dammit Eiden candle! why do you tell me not to love you when you know I can’t help my feelings! 😭#I made this instead of working…#head empty. only silly nukani boys#wallet empty too. because of silly nukani boys#many much responsible. wow so adult#that’s right. i didn’t know who to put in the ‘don’t love me’ slot so i improvised. don’t judge me lol#tbh so many boys would fit there but I couldn’t decide and I didn’t wanna repeat 😅#so *bam* Eiden candle it was#Eiden candle… always there when you need him
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nothing really to post this time around but I wanted to try an old art style for fun so here’s a sky Zelly 🌸☁️
#I used to do realism man now I can’t do it anymore#cartoonish whimsy is too much fun#anyways#I saw the reference pic and immediately thought of her#she even has moles in similar places to my zelda design oughh#she actually looks like alttp zelda with these bangs haha#the legend of zelda#legend of zelda#skyward sword#tloz#loz#sksw#loz sksw#loz ss#tloz ss#skyward sword zelda#ss zelda#zelda#princess zelda#art#artists on tumblr#my art
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Why does everything I see about autism for parents or children? There’s this facebook page I like called Mrs Speechie P (who you’ve probably seen before), and she has great information. But it’s all for kids. I messaged her about this and she explained that she worked with children. But helping people who are adults that have been diagnosed (or self diagnosed) is just as important as helping kids. We need support too.
Say it with me everyone:
AUTISM. 👏AFFECTS. 👏ADULTS. 👏TOO.
#autism#actually autistic#rant#why can’t adults have support#it looks like all people care about are parents and their kids#we need support as much as they do#advocacy#adults have autism too#I guess that’s too hard to understand for some people#feel free to share/reblog
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HSY: *feral screaming and cursing*
DKOS: I said I was sorry.
HSY: *feral screaming and cursing INTENSIVES*
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[ID: Animated Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint fanart. Kim Dokja is in Demon King form, and he's much bigger than Han Sooyoung, who's comparatively tiny and is clinging to his nose and face while furiously yelling and thrashing around as Kim Dokja nervously tries to appease her. End ID]
ID by @princess-of-purple-prose
#dietmimo doodles#DietMiMo animates#omniscient reader's viewpoint#omniscient reader#orv#HSY is a tiny ball of fury and will not be stopped#sorry kitty cat but this ain’t the last time this dumbass does dumbass things#also this is how big I imagine DKOS to be#KDJ: I get that you are angry but can you not move so much I might drop you#HSY: DONT YOU VHAMGE THE SUBJECT IM NOT DONE WITH YOU YOU JERK#this is def ooc because h/c while Hsy COULD beat KDJ she’s too much of a softy to do it#but that don’t mean he wouldn’t want to smack him#all of kimcom would want to smack him#I want to smack him#stupid dokja why you like this#can’t wait for the angst tho EVICT HIM FROM THE SCENARIO LETS GOOOOOOO#orv spoilers#described by princess-of-purple-prose
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OOC
seeing this become a common wizardposting thing I guess so if this gets 5k notes I’ll do one (1) iota of self care
#not shark#ooc also i kinda regret wrapping up the whole time plot line#because since shark is incapacitated (soul out of body and in someone else’s possession)#and time is back to the bottom of the ocean#I basically can’t do any wizardposting unless I make a new character#and three characters would be too much because this is my third gimmick blog anyways#I guess I’ve gotta be patient for the wizard who has BTRSW’s soul to do smth with it#but in the meantime it’s like#aahajajausj
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Been thinking about his camerupt obsession as I play. Also charms that don’t exist
#Maxie’s low self esteem camerupt is back who else cheered#I have a camerupt obsession too I have a camerupt plush cause I liked my camerupt from my AS playthru so much#pokemon oras#magma leader maxie#magma admin courtney#magma admin tabitha#these barely deserve tags that’s more for my own blog#i do like team magma quite a bit yes. they’re so stupid. why are you wearing polyester bodysuits and hoodies in the middle of summer#anyways I keep looking at my art of them from like 2 years ago and I just can’t get it back something doesn’t look quite right idk what I#was doing different but also I. kind of haven’t drawn anything in a fewwwww monnnnthhhhhssssssssss so that might be it too#but yeah I’m at my pyre now but I just got my BARBOACH 😁 now a whiscash so now I actually have a water type it’s so over for these guys#myart
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Eddie filming a tiktok before one of the soccer meets (maybe like day long blitz tournament) in a cheerleader outfit. Phone set up before he came downstairs, catching Steve scrolling on his phone, filling his water, checking the time and reminding Eddie they had to leave. And Eddie’s like, pretending it’s normal while Steve is just blinking at him.
He threatened to do it, and they all assumed he had forgotten but no, Eddie’s middle names are ‘committed to the bit’ (family name)
I think it’s infinitely funnier if Steve doesn’t notice that he’s wearing a cheerleading uniform for like, a while.
Eddie sets the camera up in the kitchen since Steve spends the majority of his time before a game in there pacing, and then he just stands there in the middle of the room. And waits. And Steve does not notice. It’s like:
Eddie: *standing in the middle of the kitchen in a red and gold cheerleading uniform*
Steve: *walks pass to double check the schedule on the fridge to make sure he has the time right*
Steve: *walks pass while putting on his jersey*
Steve: *walks pass to fill their cooler with drinks and sandwiches*
Steve: *walks pass to refill his water bottle*
Steve: *walks pass to triple check the schedule*
Steve: *walks pass looking at his phone*
Steve: *walks pass while texting Robin*
Steve: *walks pass to look at the schedule again*
Steve: *walks pass while reminding Eddie that they need to leave in fifteen minutes*
Steve: *stops right next to Eddie to read an article about Joe Jonas and Sophie Turner*
Eddie: Babe, do these shoes match my outfit?
Steve, looking away from his phone and directly at Eddie’s shoes: If you’re going to have your legs out then you need to put sunscreen on them because you… *finally notices*
Steve:
Steve:
Steve:
Eddie: 2,4,6,8 who do you appreciate?
Steve: …This outfit
#Comments on the stream include: people being like ‘yeah me too Steve’#and others being like ‘can’t believe I just witnessed my old math teacher get turned on’#i thought anout going angsty with it and saying that the uniform reminded#him too much of Chrissy but the prompt was too funny to do that#eddie munson tiktok saga#steve harrington#eddie munson
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I saw your recent post regarding fnaf merch ideas and I whipped up these concept sketches as quickly as I could! (In between the 10 billion interruptions)
I thought of these for double sided keychains. Feel free to use the idea if they spark inspo, or don't, I just thought they'd be neat (note, these are rushed doodles)
THIS IS SO COOL TYSMM!! 💜💜
#ask reply#fanart#YOU DONT even know how helpful this is!!#I can’t believe I almost missed it#I had a pretty good idea of what charms I wanted to make and how they look#but these help a ton to confirm my own ideas of which direction to go#DIDNT NEED TO do this but means so much that you did 😭💗💗#I love this TYSM for thr suggestions!#you guys are too good to me fr fr!
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I don’t know about anyone else but I find it frustrating that the writers keep telling us about scenes that got cut. Specifically referring the two Ekko and Jinx scenes, the extended version of him talking her down and the painting on each other.
Like those are important scenes that should have been there for both characters but they’re just going to tease it. Other characters and dynamics needed more scenes too (CaitVi) but they’re just baiting us with what we could have gotten.
This has been a thing for timebomb for a while too with Amanda hinting at the falling out scene between them after S1 Act l only to discuss it on the special features.
At least season 1 has the benefit of being concise but telling us that important scenes exist, we just don’t get to see them is wild.
Edit: so apparently nothing is said explicitly in the twitch interview, so if anyone knows where this actually comes from drop it in the replies
#like I’m glad there’s confirmation#i guess#but do they really expect us to be happy with that#it’s not a shipping easter egg it’s an important scene#arcane#arcane criticism#jinx arcane#ekko arcane#timebomb#like “oh it’s there#it happened but u can’t have it#im pleased with the tb stuff but there are still issues#ik we’ve survived on crumbs for a long time but this is too much
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Crosshair being overly protective is something that can be so personal. He’s attached to Omega much more than he ever was with his brothers.
“You good? Got your crossbow? Sure you can carry those supplies?”
Like this line of questioning screams I care about you, your safety, and how you’re feeling. His emotional development is centered around Omega and his NEED to protect her. It’s not something that was forced onto him either, it came naturally. It’s a part of his nature to protect her.
And then he says “Stay close. It’s easy to get lost in this terrain.”
“You’re as bad as Hunter.” (Omega)
“Oh, I’m much worse.”
Like what?!? Huh? I know what you mean but how much worse? It’s that, I’d kill for you, I’d die for you protectiveness from CROSSHAIR.
Omega reciprocating that concern and protectiveness too though!
“I’ll draw his fire. Get to the rendezvous.” “I don’t like that idea.” “Too bad.”
The way he said “Too bad.” So soft and careful not to offend her.
#pls I can’t do this#crosshair and omega are the heart of this season#but gah damn it’s too much#fuuuuck#like if anything happens to them#tbb spoilers#the bad batch spoilers#the bad batch#star wars#crosshair#omega#nobie watches tbb#nobie does stuff
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