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Too Late to Say Goodbye is so lams that it hurts my chest every time i listen to it
#amrev#alexander hamilton#john laurens#historical lams#historical john laurens#american revolution#historical alexander hamilton#historical hamilton#hamilton#cage the elephant#too late to say goodbye#cte tell me i'm pretty#tell me i'm pretty#playlist inspo
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There was no way of changing my mind
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thinking it was a good idea making now retired simon wear his old mask for role play but now you're kinda afraid because you can feel his eyes on you but he's nowhere in sight and being hunted in your own home is actually terrifying
#you remember kyle saying something along the lines of if you see him then it's already too late#now you're gonna walk around with your eyes closed#you don't want to find out what too late means#also you're kind of impressed he's able to still make himself disappear at his size#roleplay = being fucked for info! give up your sources#or do i gotta fuck it outta you#ok goodbye
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fuck it. Everyone rant in the tags about a song you think relates to aftg for literally any reason
#I’ll go first#Too late to say goodbye by cage the elephant is the scene where Neil says “thank you you were amazing” to Andrew#Before getting kidnapped by Lola#Both the general vibe of impending doom#But also#“deep down we both knew you were trouble by design”#“I was always playing a part”#“Trapped in a lie”#“shouldn’t have stood that close to the fire”#“Nowhere to run#“nowhere to hide”#“ITS TOO LATE TO SAY GOODBYE”#Aftg#all for the game#the foxhole court#the raven king#the kings men#Andreil
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STOP I JUST REALISED THE LAST INTERACTION MINERVA HAD WITH SEVERUS WAS THEIR DUEL 😭😭😭
THE LAST THING SHE SAID TO HIM WAS "COWARD"
THE LAST TIME HE EVER HEARD HER VOICE IT WAS SCREAMING AT HIM IN HATE, CALLING HIM THE THING THAT ABSOLUTELY TEARS HIM WHEN CALLED IT
AND EVEN IF SHE SAID ANYTHING ELSE TO HIM HE WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO HEAR HER
THE LAST WORD SEVERUS SNAPE HEARD FROM MINVERA MCGONAGALL WAS "COWARD"
#im actually gonna cry right now this is too much#add in that “harmonising with fan but actually-” and its minerva singing a lullaby to severus that he'll never hear and it's heartbreaking#even if things weren't perfect they were still friends#and even when things were broken he still couldn't make himself hurt her#and to think that the last thing she said to him was “coward”#and neither knew that was goodbye#that duel was their goodbye and they didn't even know it#and just imagine minerva learning the truth#but it's too late to say sorry#it's too late for everything#she's too late#severus snape#minerva mcgonagall#harry potter
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on care, and scary things
@naffeclipse let's see if I'll ever be normal about this line
#post let luce#dcamv#cryptid sightings#cryptid sightings spoilers#naffeclipse#my art#had to do fully shaded illustrations for this peak contrast/ emphasis and brain got a little weird about shaded art for a hot minute#hence the “delay” but theres no late to being crazy over CS <3#and being ~~crazy~~ totally and utterly normal about CS is a full time job for me anyway#good morning Naff here's some breakfast for you <3#I saw the say goodbye to the fluff post too and I'm just :')#knew it's coming but yknow.#still :')#cant wait to die <3#have these until then <3
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shit shit shit no don’t cry don’t cry don’t don’t
#oh shit too late#this whole interaction is honestly so painful#my chest hurts#him asking where kit REALLY is#nobody telling him the truth but ofc ty knows something is up#he just wanted to say goodbye to him#he loves him so much#shit this actually breaks me#ty blackthorn#magnus bane#kit herondale#kitty#kit x ty#cassandra clare#queen of air and darkness#the dark artifices#qoaad#tda#tsc
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help this took so long (tagsss)
#he calls the mansion not a house but a tomb hes always choking from the stench and the fume the wedding party all collapsed in the room so#send my resignation to the bride and the groom lets go down this elevator only goes up to ten hes not around hes always looking at men down#by the pool he doesnt have any friends as they are face down and bloated snap a shot with the lens if you marry me would you bury me would#you carry me to the end to the vows you take (and say goodbye) to the life you make (and say goodbye) to the heart you break and all the#cyanide you drank she keeps a picture of the body she lends got nasty bruises from the money she spends shes got a life of her own and it#shows by the benz she drives at 90 by the barbies and kens if you ever say never too late ill forget all the diamonds you ate lost in coma#and covered in cake increase the medication share the vows at the wake (kiss the bride) if you marry me would you bury me would you carry me#to the end (and say goodbye) to the life you make (and say goodbye) to the heart you break and all the cyanide you drank to the last parade#(and walk away) from the choice you made (and say goodnight) to the heart you break and all the cyanide you drank to the vows you take (and#say goodbye) to the life you make (and say goodbye) to the heart you break and all the cyanide you drank to the last parade as the parties#fade and the choice you made (to the end)#to the end#my chemical romance#my chem romance#three cheers for sweet revenge#my chemical fucking romance#gerard way
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blue moon weeds [WIP]
#my art#wip#work in progress#sorry for lack of posting lately. feeling very unhappy with a lot of my stuff and havent been drawing much#but i have binge watched frieren season 1 and wept my little rat eyes out so i want to draw more of her...#beautifully animated show about grief and regrets and saying goodbye after theyre already gone my beloved...#frieren#frieren fanart#sousou no frieren#frieren: beyond journey's end#frieren anime#digital art#artists on tumblr#illustration#but worry not friends i feel motivated for this piece. i want to fully paint it. maaaybe give a go at making a background too#perchance i will get this one on the radar.. fingers crossed
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#the other day i was talking to my dad and he said im at a crossroads in my life except its an intersection of many different roads#and i have no idea which one to take. but because the semester is starting tomorrow it feela more like im standing at the edge of a cliff#waiting for the ground to crumble out from under me. not sure what im gonna tell my PI when i see him monday bc i feel like ive got one foot#out the door. its just hard when you dont know what to do or which direction to go or what opportunities you'll even get#and if i say goodbye to this program im probably saying goodbye to astr0biology. and if i dont go back to my old boss im probably saying#goodbye to microbial ecology. and if i say goodbye to those things i might be saying goodbye to a job where im passionate abt what i do#in exchange for being less insane and being paid an actual salary lol#its just frustrating and it makes me even more twisted up inside bc im teaching this semester and im like#how do i put passion into this when i#when all i feel is frustration and uncertainty. i dont even want to go into my office. when i left i couldnt sit in there without crying#but we'll see. too late to back out now. unless i have a breakdown halfway through#unrelated
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isn't it fucked up this conversation takes place a few hours before she gets killed. isn't that so fucked up. what was their problem
#skye's ramblings#SHAKES YOU REAALLY FUCKING HARD. ISNT THAT FUCKED??? HOW DESPERATELY HE TRIES TO KEEP THIS PROMISE WITHOUT KNOWING ITS ALREADY TOO LATE. TH#ahem anywayay. man i really like how much more focus the anime gives their relationship in the short amount of time we have with conny#this is a side scene in the manga and i think including it in the anime was a really good choice#that along with conny practically being glued to his side for 99% of her screentime and having them both cry when saying goodbye.. OW#theyre just !! soo fucking good i love them they make me soo sad i hope we all die. the siblings ever#tpn
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scribbly first date type affair (continuation of my modern au stuff)
#witch hat tag#orufrey#idk when the next modern au thing will be so i'll just post this by itself. hehe#that art was one of qifrey's first drawings. it was of a creepy eye. (it was around the time he got glasses as a kid)#(and was told that he might lose his sight completely one day so he became an emo because he already wanted to be an artist#like beldaruit who ran his foster home where he encouraged kids to draw art to express their feelings.)#and an insidious deviantart group called The Brimhats idk stole it & reposted it. he never got to the bottom of who exactly did it.#but one day. they will fucking suffer.#(he believes their goal was to develop AI art as they said stuff like 'all art should belong to everyone anyway' & 'there shouldnt be rules'#but actually they were probably just regular mean ppl who have moved on to new things in life than stealing kids' art on deviantart.#who knows though.) i want people to retain their disabilities or general tragedies like beldaruit would be in a wheelchair#and coco's mum is in a coma. but its just so funny if qifrey just has regular bad eyesight#and it's so cute that he would say he doesnt think of beldaruit as a dad & is distant with him but now basically runs a foster home too#where he doesnt just encourage like he was encouraged but actively teaches kids from sad backgrounds to become wonderful artists one day#anyway i am so fucking hungry now goodbye#P.S. BELDARUIT IS NOT OLD !!!!!!! i mean if qifrey is late 20s or older in canon like i want... i guess he..but.... NO !!!!!! 😭#*edits in some follow-up drawings*#oru: i couldn't c-c-confess my feelings bc it always seems like he's worried about something..i shouldnt bother him..#qif: *always worried about how to confess his feelings*#ive decided meeting at 7 on da is kind of ridiculous actually. i think they probably meet at like age 10 in canon..not immediately =_=#since beru-sama is like 'he finally found a friend'. whatever... this'll be my last art post for a while probably so see ya <3
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woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.
#tumblr ate something like this but I think I deserve to shout uselessly into the void#shits rough dawg#I know it’s rough for everyone. I feel shitty even talking about myself. still… compelled to vent… big butts#haven’t really been on here much since it hasn’t really scratched that itch lately & just makes me feel lonelier#it’s cold#saw the Jazzercise studio open across the street. 5am for Jazzercise? wow. early.#and then everyone left an hour and a half later. lights out. everybody gone. weird schedule. I am perplexed.#went down the road and got a soda and I’ve been sitting in my driveway contemplating for the last 2.5 hours#guy at the gas station tried to talk to me but I just half assed a smile and nod and left#even though I know I’d love to just… talk to someone. I suppose it has to be ‘on my terms’ whatever those are#I miss having a therapist. or even just when my little brothers would talk to me. when anyone would. blegh#my insurance is still a mess and I’m about to run out of one of my blood pressure meds this week#maybe I’ll have a stroke. scary to think about. I think about dying a lot but that potential feels too real. just… pop! and I’m done.#I’ll try today to finally push to straighten it out but everything feels daunting#woke up with so much anxiety. about my health. my hearing. no money. my life. had to get out of the house even if it’s just right outside#hate to say it but I need(want) thc. haven’t wanted to spend money on it but I could have really used it this morning#can’t be sad if you can’t feel anything (jokingly but also not. whichever is less sad sounding)#actually treated myself to Dune 2 last week and it was so so good. wish I could go again. but it’s drugs food or movie right now. so…#I know. dumb priority but BIG SCREEN. maybe it’ll hit theaters again for the next awards season hopefully. just a real nice loud experience#anyway… I should go inside. almost 7am. need to take my brothers to school then drive my mom to her daily appointments#I’ve felt so hollow and angry and sad for so long it feels like. I feels so weak and sad and I’m tired of it. I’m so tired.#I’ve been eating about 1 meal a day and sleeping a lot. this is the worst my body has ever been. I feel like I’m just waiting to die.#is this relatable?#just have to look past it. it is nothing. this body is nothing. just enjoy your soda.#gonna look at pictures of butts now#ok gotta go I love you goodbye forever#you can ignore this#text
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pokeani moments that exist purely to make Me miserable:
the line where they call ash's oshawott a throwaway pokemon in the unova league so they're just flat out saying they think it's a worthless pokemon
to thine own pokemon be true (extra angst points for me bc ambipom was my second favorite on the team at the time)
the granddaughter of the guy who trains gliscor calling gliscor pathetic and weak to her face despite gliscor being an extremely sensitive pokemon
pretty much everything about that gible
blue episode (favorite color but they made it a fetish somehow and also dewott and brionne and meowstic are all there and its so bad)
boxing heracross immediately. also that battle frontier episode where it's literally the only returning ash mon (barring torkoal i think but i dont count it bc its native to AG) to get humiliated onscreen
pidgeot returning but gliscor didn't even show up in the miniseries despite being an Actual Character
#sorry ik i keep bringing up the throwaway line but like. its SOOOOOOOOOO bad holy shit#the heracross one isnt aaaaaas bad tbf bc they really make up for it in the sinnoh league#but aside from one ep in the miniseries we never quite get an episode where oshawott proves itself in a battle#i still love that episode bc it still kinda feels like an apology for all the oshawott bashing in bw but i am a little :/#that battling didnt even come up once#ive kiiinda eased up on gliscors benching episode bc at the end of the day it isssss pretty good to her. also its the best animated one#but its treatment like what i mentioned that still really drags it down to me#and also like. i know ppl praise gliscor being so powerful after the episode but i really dont get why we couldnt have just#had a gliscor training arc onscreen. but ig we wouldnt have that stupid ass gible plot that went nowhere now would we#but like.... we had such a huge stretch between that episode and the league. i really dont get why we couldnt have had a mini arc#where gliscor realizes shes not pulling her weight that well and really starts hauling ass#she doesnt really even sweep in the paul fight. she gets beaten immediately by ninjask#the drapion part was awesome tho yayyyy#but my point is that it wouldnt really change much if gliscor just stayed and got stronger on its own#have the bench episode be a wake up call for gliscor rather than a goodbye one and she becomes super competent#like im not just saying this bc gliscor is my favorite character in the entire show. i feel like its straight up kinda lazy and less reward#rewarding#imagine how the drapion fight could be EVEN MORE cathartic if we saw gliscor struggle and fight to get better throughout the show#as much as i like that specific battle and ash vs paul as a whole... it just kinda proves my point that sending gliscor away at all#was kind of a shitty move#like ohhhhh ash's team is all getting revenge for lake acuity yay!!!!! oh one of them was kicked off for the sake of a shitty gible plot th#which really only served to make shitty piplup bashing jokes and only actually had a conclusion in the league itself#by which time it was too late to actually do anything else with it. yeah we kicked someone off for that. but shes back now!!!#like it doesnt weaken the battle THAT much. in fact theres some value in how ash went out of his way to make sure gliscor could be there#so her defeat could also be avenged. and its still my fave battle in the whole anime. but it just proves to me how pointless that was reall#echoed voice
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forget shipping and all of kassandra‘s family for a second because kassandra‘s relationship with phoibe is actually the most important to me.
#barnabas too#and herodotus#barnabas and kassandra FOR LIFE#BOAT DAD BOAT DAD BOAT DAD#the way they are#kassandra and phoibe break mr#me#the way phoibe remind her of herself and the way phoibe is like her daughter and little sister#i cannot#I CANT#the way phoibe reminds her of alexios probably and the way her she had to leave her son elpidios and then found phoibe in the underworld#and WHEN THEY HAD TO SAY GOODBYE AGAIN#AND PHOIBE AT FIRST DIDNT REMEMBER KASSANDRA#and kassandra told her about her#how she was smart and brave#and adults only notice when it‘s too late#and phoibe went all the way to athens hoping to find kassandra like kassandra did for HER MOTHER#AND PHOIBE ASKING KASSANDRA WHY SHE DIDNT COME BACK TO KEFALONIA#ac odyssey#ac phoibe#kassandra the eagle bearer#kassandra of sparta
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I want to try you house out of the sheer curiosity of seeing it on so many people’s art fight bios and I want to SEE!!!! but I think u gotta get codes from real human beings (who pay to use the site I think?? That gives them codes??) in order get in there so. I guess I will be turning into a turnip instead.
#I am all over the place right now and I CANNOT wrangle my stupid little brain meat right now#Do u ever sneeze so hard you nearly throw out ur back#I fear that every time I sneeze bc I sneeze kind of aggressively#Like just now. Like they’re not scary loud like my parents#But they’re hefty!!!!!#Anyway would I even use toy house or just stare at it and get scared??? Well I don’t know.#But I think I would try may haps#It all depends on the community I crave community#<- says the person whose been actively hiding from tumblr days at a time#Despite this being the only place I DO have that online community circle lol#Um it’s complicated. I’m experiencing a complicated thing in my brain lately I cannot explain it I’m. It’s fine. 🚶#not leaving tho id be too sad#Im justbhwhehdhfhfhthtjtgjfgngng trying to figure something out. I do not know what yet#Ok I gotta pee goodbye ✌️
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