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justhellacesome · 10 months ago

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my mothers love life is enough for both of us, I am so glad for myself to be who I am now cuz gosh this is just drama and pitifuy frustrating to witness.

#love lifr #aromantic #asexual #too bad my mom is straight #to bad my mom is t a man cuz her partner would have been spoiled to hell and back

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moeblob · 9 months ago

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A lil guy !

#honkai star rail #dan heng #genuinely have a million things i wanna draw and then zero energy #so dan heng in a hoodie #now i gotta go get dinner sooooo maybe that will give energy and then i can draw more of what i actually wanna draw #but i kinda spent like ... hours ? talking to my mom earlier today #since shes been in the hospital for many many days #so i was catching her up on whats been goin on and showed her silly lil videos #and telling her how hyped i was for summer hrid and she (very patient with my fe talk)#was like you always tell me about banners being bad so it must have made you REALLY happy to say the whole banner is good #and im like yeah and i had multiple people on multiple sites like hey salmon/moeblob did ya see the banner #and she was like thats so cool that people acknowledge who you like and im like yeah it is p cool #and then i told her how mad i was at the absolutely criminal act of limiting how you can watch clue (1985 hit movie)#like i told her yeah sure i own it twice on dvd and once on itunes and that the only way to watch those #are either desktop or ps2 and how i dont have access to my itunes email #and i dont have it on my laptop so i sadly would have to rebuy the movie on itunes under a new acct #then i said how i loved that it was free to watch with ads on yt and id watched it twice that way #but then recently wanted to watch it on there but laptop and hoo boy you have to buy or rent it now #so i v angrily was like fine whatever ill do the thing and leave my room and go watch it on my moms tv #while she isnt around and use her amazon prime where it should be included except ! IT WASNT!#YOU HAVE TO HAVE PRIME TO BUY OR RENT IT NOW TOO!#HOW ARE THEY DOING THIS AND WHY ! who in the world is watching this movie so much that isnt me that they have to charge for it now #on all platforms unless you straight up pirate it #and hey why would i of all people be needing to pirate a movie i own physically two times and digitally once #this is literally a personalized attack to me #and my mom was like i understand how you feel cause yeah thats really weird to do to a 1985 movie #and im like yes exactly i have morals and principles that make me opposed to this and its v maddening #and she said she understood and its ok next time we are having power issues and i have to shut down #that if i really wanna watch it i can rent it on her amazon account and i looked at her and shes like oh you feel v strongly about this #and i do! I HAVE HAD IT GIFTED TO ME TWICE ! I BOUGHT IT ONCE! WHY DO I HAVE TO RENT IT FOR MORE MONEY!

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liuisi · 22 days ago

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anyone else completely disillusioned with buying new clothes

#julia.txt #like i DO need new clothes. 85% of what i own is like. clothes i would wear when i was 15 #like i dont really have anything that i Want to wear. im cycling between the same 3 outfits #but everytime i try and go see if i can buy anything i cant justify it!#because i will be like oh this is cute and then i will be like. this is going to fall apart if i wash it two times #and by next year i wont be able to wear it anymore #and then if i DO find something thatll last its either a) wayyyy too expensive for me b) just straight up not something i would wear #i find that the 'good quality' (expensive) brands are all like. clothes my mom would wear #or like clothes specifically for special occasions #LIKE NO I JUST WANT A GRAPHIC TEE THAT DOESNT BECOME A RAG AFTER 3 WASHES #i KNOW about thrifting but all the thrifts are DOWNTOWN and i HATE downtown #EVEN JEANS. like jeans are supposed to be long lasting #i bought this pair 2 years ago. and theyre ALREADY done for #CMON #aoaugh. auaagagagh. the horrors #the material is bad quality. the fit is bad. the sewing is bad. i cant take it anymore #also my favourite graphic tee is slowly but surely dying and im sad about it :(

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what-even-is-sleep · 9 months ago

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Thinking about Bodkin bc like found family trope but you’re more like ough.. uh oh.. OH MY GOD… uhhh… AHH… AHHHHH… aghhh.. OH MY GOD NO

#mypost #bodkin #bodkin Netflix #I am NOT accurately describing the rollercoaster bc i watched the full show over the course of the last month with my mom #WATCHED THE LAST TWO EPISODES TONIGHT #WENT FERAL #PLEASASEEEE #no ‘you’re lying!’ trope— IM ROMANIAN #like…. him listing Romanian facts (instead of straight up being like ‘naur… ur lying 🥺’ —SHOW DONT TELL GOT ME SO FUCJING GOOD #BITTHCCC #GOT ME TEARING UP #SEAN JUST BEINF SHIT ON #BY SEAMUS IN ALL THE DEALS #BEING CONFRONTED BY SO MANY INTENSE RELEVATIONS #AND THEN #(spoilers spoilers for those who haven’t watched spoilers spoilers spoilers aheaaaaaaaaaadddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd #HIS FUCKING #GUAGHHHHHHHHHH #I CANT EVEN #the thumb bit got me so good too (almost burst out laughing)#I know it’s serious and fucked up BUT FUCKING #AJDBIWNSJWISHEJ #SLAPPING SOMEONE WITH A FINGER THAT JUST GOT SHOT OFF #pls it’s so bad in that situation that it’s funny #god what a fucking story…#AND THEN OIGHHHG #THE WHOLE WRAPAROUND ABOUT STORIES AND WHAT YOU DO TO GET THEM AND HOW THEY EFFECT PEOPLE #OUGHHHHH #IF YOUVE GOTTEN THIS FAR PLEAAAASE WATCH THIS SHOW

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downfour · 2 days ago

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i hateeeeee making plans significantly in advance (the only way i like plans to be made. lmfao.) because I feel so much worse about not wanting to follow through on them man

#supposed to go to dinner tn but im in such an evil awful mood #turns me into a completely different and live-withable person or just straight up takes me out. Ha Ha Ha #fr who do i have to go to get put down like a lame horse. haha whatttt who said that #think i would flip the car on the way there tbh #leaving the house will make me go crazy I will kill my mom everyone we come across And myself. im going to lose it #but theres a reservationnnnn and its for meeeee and we've been planning to do this for months 🙃#so what if i feel like shit ykn i fucking always feel like shit might as well grit my teeth and go out even though the idea of doing so #makes me want to burst into tears #but also man i wish. idk #bad faith to say i wish it meant anything when i feel like shit bc ik there are ppl that Will stop for me #idk maybe i wish it meant anything to me. i dont know. i have no fucking idea what i want #really i want to just not feel like this at all lmfao but asking to feel okay has always been asking for too much. so. shrug #whatever ill spend the next six hours bracing myself and then ill go to dinner and then ill #i dont know. get through it. hopefully. idk what happens on the other side.#once again putting out an ad for anyone/thing that wants to hit me in the head so hard it either just #whatever man! what the fuckkkkkkk ever #quiet down

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bukuoshin · 2 months ago

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Mfw I get sick once for the first time in seven years and it ruins my mental health for potentially three months straight ahahah

#rae rants #bro i forgor 💀 i forgor that i live with people who will go 'so is your tantrum over' any time you try to apologize and open up #i for fucking gottttttt #im doing bad! im doing bad! wah!!!#... the thing i have to apologize for is saying 'Im waiting for my antidepressant to kick in. im doing bad can you give me a minute?' like!#fuck man. im so bad im fuckin venting online. no reblog control lol.#i should get 'never kill yourself' tattooed on my inner calf. ya know for when my head is in my hands? yeah.#... for reference. my dog was sick for two weeks. then i got the flu from my mom. which made me miss xmas. then my other dog got sick.#then i got... nothing for xmas when we did celebrate. for the fourth year straight. then that sick old dog died.#and then klover brought in a dead baby magpie which she intended to eat. oh and before all this klover started finding and breaking glass #shit in her teeth. last night and today are the first day ive actually allowed myself to cry. i immediately got in trouble for being moody.#Oh! and i haven't been on antidepressants for two and a half months. so. yeah.#im handling it. i think i might spend today outside even tho its so cold. i dont wanna be in here rn.#it's too cold and im still not healthy enuff to go for a walk tho. :( im still coughing and spitting up phlegm.

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theefaggotamerica · 7 months ago

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shame?? in MY sti diagnosis??? it's more likely than you think

#sorry for tha oversharing but like. man i guess i really havent gotten over the neo-puritanical societal ideals of america.#like. just gghhhhhhh i feels so bad #also sex ed here is so shitty like i straight up did not know you could catch stuff from using toys on ur own!! that is something that sho #uld be taught!#so fucking embarrassed too cause i dont have a license which means i cant get to the doctors on my own. i gotta tell my fucking mom.#shes generally cool but like. i dont wanna tell her that shit!!#i'll come up with some kind of stupid fucking excuse but god. ugh ughhhhh uueuaagghggghb #i feel so shitty

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itsalwaysdark · 6 months ago

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oh in different news i think my outfit is nice today. i like think ive worn this outfit before and talked abt it then and its Exactly the same as all my other outfits (me and this black dress were like this 🤝) but i think its nice .

jawdrop for scale.

#im so bad at like taking pictures of outfits bc my natural tendency is to just sort of stand . in pictures #but ya. then its just my shoes and like. tights. i wish i still had white tights but theyre like. beige #the shoes r my one shoes that i have JFBFJF the ones i got for work. since theyve returned to me.... i think this outfit would look cute #with my boots but 1. we are going to an apple orchard so 6 inch platforms would not be the move 2. they were famously broken. by annie #i told my mom abt how my dad said we could look for someone to fix them and stuff. bc he told me to find one and then give him the details #but then i got too scared to give him the details even tho he asked -_- nd my mom was just like. we can get that done its fine and i was #like yeahh but the terrors. sigh #idk. my boots may or may not just wallow as is forever. sorry granny #one thing abt me tho is i do straight up dress in black and white like 99% of the time im sorryyy i just dont think i look good in colors #i do have one colorful dress that i like but its kind of desaturated in some ways... i like that one tho. so yes i suppose i dress in black #and white Or sort of brown

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wall-eye · 8 months ago

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Now that I'm over 12 hours after the fact. It's a little funny of the universe to take away my braincells and let me burn my fingers so badly I got to give my work a doctor's note saying I'll be out for the weekend. After I complained for the nth time that 5 day weeks aren't good for me and I can't wait til end of summer for it to stop

Blisters under the cut! It's not gorey I just wanted to show what I'm dealing with but it is blisters so

Big ones are circled with thicker lines. Small ones are w smaller lones. The docs note us mostly so I don't risk infection at all, cause he thinks the blisters Will pop (which sounds Awful)

#i didnt update tumblr earlier but in my defense i couldnt and also i went to my joyfriend to chill out with after getting home #i touched a hot pan today with both hands and burnt my fingertips so bad i was crying for like a half hour straight with them under water #my crying was so shocking to my mom (and separately my sister. she doesnt see me cry) that she took me to urgent care woth my fingers in a #cup of ice. cause it got too painful if they werent in water after about a minute and a half #the doc did say it was a really sensitive spot (my FINGERTIPS) so its very painful for mild blisters on four fingertips #that did make me feel better and less like i was being dramatic just to get neosporin and bandaids put on. that and the doctors note #anyway i cant do minecraft but i can draw mostly like normal so this is fine #artfight will go on as normal and actually be more productive since i cant use minecraft to ignore artfight

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stardustfanfare · 1 year ago

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sorry for live bloging the mental breakdown guys. any fun tips for mebefore i lay in bed for several hours not sleeping?

#im joking sorry #christ i was doing so goood..... guys i promise im like pretty ok almost all the time #trudst me i overanalyze a lot #and my parents are pretty good most of the time too #i promise thats not just meplacing blame on myself lmao like for real im pretty much fine all of the time #i havent had a bad incident like this in super long like maybe a full year now #which is really good #so seriously dont worry too bad. its just. really bad right now.#the end of the quarter is coming up and i cant do my homework #im struggling so bad #and evenr then i get like straight as so like its fine overall im just struggling with executive dysfunction really really really bad #i hope this will convince my mom i need adhd meds but i dont think it will

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airenyah · 11 months ago

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💌 Send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome. 💌 🥰🥰

Hi dear @airenyah! I miss your Sana Bakkoush header but will recognize your BBS icon and your kind online voice anywhere! 😍 Accompanying this Ask with good wishes for a beautiful springtime day, to one of the nicest people I know who also has a kind and generous heart! 💖

awwwww that's such a sweet thing of you to say 🥺🥺🥺

i saw this ask first thing in the morning after i woke up and it had me all kinds of 🥰🥰🥰

i too miss my sana bakkoush header (she looks so cute in that shot)!! usually i'd just change my icon but this is the first time since i've made this blog a decade ago that i can't change my icon over my header, because otherwise @ranchthoughts and i wouldn't have matching icons anymore and that thought hurts me more than saying goodbye to sana after 7 years 😔💔