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airenyah · 9 months ago

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Hi dear @airenyah! I miss your Sana Bakkoush header but will recognize your BBS icon and your kind online voice anywhere! 😍 Accompanying this Ask with good wishes for a beautiful springtime day, to one of the nicest people I know who also has a kind and generous heart! 💖

awwwww that's such a sweet thing of you to say 🥺🥺🥺

i saw this ask first thing in the morning after i woke up and it had me all kinds of 🥰🥰🥰

i too miss my sana bakkoush header (she looks so cute in that shot)!! usually i'd just change my icon but this is the first time since i've made this blog a decade ago that i can't change my icon over my header, because otherwise @ranchthoughts and i wouldn't have matching icons anymore and that thought hurts me more than saying goodbye to sana after 7 years 😔💔

#sana has served my blog well but now.. it is time 💔#i think sana was my first real gay crush??#except i thought i was straight and kinda just ignored it as i obsessed over isak and even's relationship djcjcjfjc #and i was really attached to the sana header bc of that and i just couldn't bring myself to change it even when i stopped being into skam #and started falling more and more into (thai) bl world #and then i developed a crush on an irl girl from my uni (rip)#and i actually THOUGHT about changing my header when i first watched mafia the series back in september #but at that point i struggled even more to change it bc it felt like it was proof that i'd liked girls too for much longer than i'd realized #bc i'd had that sana header for so long and i was so attached to it (she's INSANELY cute in that header) and so yeah... djfjfjcj #but then i forgot to save my header in my april fool's prank stress and that felt like it was the universe telling me ''it is time''#''get a new header. this is your moment'' so here we are with my new mafia the series header featuring my boy joong archen djfjfjiv #considering i call myself a bad buddy blog in ''its joongdunk era'' i should have probably gone with a joongdunk header #so my icon + header would represent both the bad buddy blog and the joongdunk era djfjfjic #but i GOTTA promote mafia the series bc it's an actual GEM of a show. easily my fave non-bl series #it had me in tears when i watched it to the point my mom commented on how she could hear my laugh in my room gkfjfjjf #asks #also can i just say... i adore this fandom so much 🥺🥺🥺#everyone here in our little tumblr corner is so sweet and nice and i just adore all of you sooooo so much 🥺💗💗💗

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