#today was frustrating as fuck

[smirk47]

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[lovefrombegonia]

Shen Jiu should make dark jokes about his time as a slave but no one gets the jokes coz everyone thinks he is a spoilt young lord from a noble family.

(Except, Yue Qingyuan. He gets it. He is currently screaming, wailing inside coz sometimes SJ is a bit too detailed JUST to make him feel even MORE guilty.)

[koszmarnybudyn]

Yes this based on that one post

[crabussy]

IS ANYONE ELSE FEELING KIND TODAY!!! IS ANYONE ELSE FEELING GENEROUS TOWARDS OTHER PEOPLE!!! IS ANYBODY ELSE BEING KIND AND TRYING TO UNDERSTAND EVEN WHEN ITS HARD!!! IS ANYONE ELSE ASSUMING THE BEST OF OTHERS INTENTIONS AND RESPONDING IN KIND!!!! CAN ANYONE HEAR ME

[transrevolutions]

I believe we as a society need to put the "is human nature inherently bad or good" debate on hold until all involved parties can be decent and respectful about people with mental disorders.

[hells1nfern0]

Everyone whos saying they pulled a 5 hour long bait and switch on people just for the hl2vrai trailer. It wasn't just a bit for that it was so much more than that. Everyone is switching on a dime calling it such a good joke or staying stuck mad and pissy about it. Genuinely it was a fun stream. It was something the RTVS team clearly had a lot of fun making, they put 3 years of work and planning into it. There is more to them than HLVRAI. They never directly said it would be HL2VRAI.

But honestly though. I can't blame them for teasing it as such. If YOU put 3 years of effort into something would you allow it to just get ignored by everyone because it isn't what everyone cares about you for. Or would you want to make sure all the people started liking you for it initially would see how you grew.

BrBaVRAI was the same thing that HLVRAI was supposed to be. A fun stream with friends.

It isn't just for you man. It's supposed to be something fun and if you genuinely threw a shitfit about it or if you gave up on it called it unfunny, mid, or even bad. Only to turn around once you got what you Wanted.

You do not deserve what the RTVS crew will make.

You do not deserve HL2VRAI

EDIT: Honestly I don't care about most of the shit people are upset about. Yeah its fine for them to troll you they're known for that. Don't treat their work like it was always shit up until the point they gave you the shit you were waiting for. Just because you wanted a Twix doesnt mean a Snickers doesn't taste just as sweet. They aren't morally bad people for a prank that upset you.

[daemonhxckergrrl]

i'm losing my fucking mind. modern computing is tragic. everything as a service that requires 10x the personal information it actually needs to function, served up by laggy scripts, users treated as entirely incapable, the gradual cutting out of support for anything not provided by the Amazons and Googles and Microsofts of this world, error messages not worth a damn, UI that cares more about being "sleek" and "modern" than providing a good UX, you pay for shit and they still serve you ads, fewer and fewer things work offline, even pseudo-anonymity is dead.

the worst part ? it's seen as normal. people my age and a little younger who forgot how computing was even 10 years ago. teens who never knew a world where you didn't put your face on everything and live track your precise location 24/7. and it's not their fault. they're victims too but it's normal for them.

it's not even paranoia at this point. it's fucking exhaustion. i don't want a thousand interconnected things overcomplicating everything. i want simple shit that works. and i don't care if i sound like a boomer. i'm right on this.

[londonfoginacup]

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[miodiodavinci]

good news about having something coming later today: buzzing with excitement ! ! ! i'm nearly free ! ! !

bad news about having something coming later today: oh god i'm anxious. i feel ill. i am watching movies to distract myself but i feel so so bad.

[opens-up-4-nobody]

:-P

[archangeldyke-all]

wow, okay, transphobia isn't fucking welcome on this blog! and if you have a problem with that i'll block you, bitch!

[antiendovents]

i hate that endos have completely fucking invaded the community. i hate that everywhere you fucking go its another goddamn endo. i hate the way that they spread rampant information i hate that they took our spaces and made it so much harder than it already was. they don't understand what it's like to wake up not knowing where you are. they don't understand what its like to have alters do or say things that you have absolutely no control over. they have no fucking idea what its like to desperately try to ground yourself as you get a whole headache from a switch coming on because you accidentally did something to trigger it. they think its all fun and games but when the actual issues come up all they do is isolate you for it. i fucking hate them

Mh. I hate what endos have done to the system community, we can't interact with like half of the system blogs on here without being scared they're endo or pro endo and if they don't have a stance listed we honestly just avoid them half the time because you never know innit? They've made it so much more harder for literal trauma survivors to find peace and to find community without being insulted, ridiculed or mocked. They spread so much misinformation and act as if it's facts. Endos are horrible and I hate them too.

[cowboycannibalism]

fun fact if you go into thrift stores and rearrange shelves by color or the book/media section by color/author/size/etc just know that the workers HATE YOU

[riisume]

Today was an absolute dumpster fire at home. I can't wait for my roommate's ex to move out after what happened today holy shit...

I don't have many people on my shit list, but after today, she's definitely on there. The audacity of her saying some of the shit she said to me-

I wish I could go back to NYC and stay with my parents for a month or two and visit homies... but I don't want to give her that power.

[umemiyan]

if one more irritating thing happens to me at work i'm blowing everything tf up 🙃

[skitskatdacat63]

My favorite thing tumblr does is when it hides all of my most important art(and other posts) from my organizational tags. Like wow thank you. So glad I can easily find a random sketch I once posted, and not the art I spent hours on. Sick. Thank you.