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Men really think their opinions matter, like damn bro
#bro dude dont tell me what i need in life aight#your opionin means fuck all to me so like at least its amusing but like?? where does the audacity come from#and lobola my ass#i think the fuck not bro#asra talks#today has been a day folks#biological clock lmao you can suck my dick <3
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It’s Finally Here…!!
After more than a year in the making; my biggest project yet is all wrapped up! This year has been putting me through the absolute wringer up until now, but getting to hold this book and see folks getting their own copies in the mail and from their local shops has been easily one of the best times of not just this very wacky year, but probably my whole life 🥺😭💖 I never wanna stop making stuff, and I sincerely hope that this book might be able to help all of y’all who share that spirit 💪❤️🔥
📖 BOOKSTORE LINKS:
Amazon | Waterstones | Barnes & Noble | Blackwells | + more!
#artists on tumblr#abd illustrates#draw like an artist#book#its only been like 10 minutes and the comments on this vid are already making me WEEP y'all are so nice ty QwQ#a few folks have already been tagging me in posts about their books arriving throughout today as well#and every single one has made me feel so sappy happy QwQ#today's a nice day ;w;#Youtube
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Hi folks! Just wanted to write a quick post that if you send an ask and I don't respond to it immediately, you don't have to repost it, I'm probably just really, really, really tired. And having asks re-sent doesn't make me feel more likely to reply to them!
Give it about a week, and if I don't reply after that, you're welcome to ping me again. But I am on hiatus right now for a reason <333 So please just be patient, because my priority right now is taking care of myself and resting, and being very careful on where I put my energy, which means not getting to asks straight away even if I'd like to sometimes.
#housekeeping#i wish i could get to every ask#let alone every ask quickly#but i often can't these days#i actually replied to a couple of asks today#while waiting for my dog to come out of surgery#and the rest of the day has been spent helping him in recovery#i am very tired#i am so sorry!#but asking me even very nicely to do more when i'm taking a break#because i have been doing too much#and then asking me again when i don't answer within 24 hours#is like asdlkfjd maybe you didn't know i was on hiatus#but i am T.T#idk if folks know this but answering asks often takes me like 10-50 minutes depending on how much detail i go into#which is fine when i have the energy#and is fun#but is like...a lot otherwise
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Some mild existential dread in the house today
#im just feeling reeeeally really drained#works taking a LOT out of me#like. it feels less intense day to day? or maybe im reacting less? but its still very much piling up#and im just feeling very...idk. like im still waiting for permission to live my life#except now the permission osnt coming from any one person its. having the money to docit#and the time and the energy#and i guess thats just what adult life is? waiting#and hoping#and along the way losing sight of what i even wanted in the first place because im so *tired*#idk. i definitely need a project of some kind but im struggling to settle on something and then organise it#i have stuff to do today anyway. alfie had a lil bit of emergency cash saved so i need to go shopping#and i need to tidy the kitchen and do some dishes#and have a bath and shave at some point#i also want to draw but again. struggling ti pick something and idk if ill have the executive function spare#AND i want to try and be more social and talk to folks but thats its own kind of difficult#part of me would like a disc server that just has all of my friends in it bc i find it easier to dip in and out of conversarions#but i imagine that would be weird for folks who dont know each other#idk. lot goin through my mind when all i really want is sleep#which also hasnt been...greeeeat lately#mainly because Alfie wakes me up in the mornings bc they dont like being alone but also have a very different sleep schedule to me#and can take multiple smaller naps over a day whereas i really need a solid 8 or so hours or i just. dont fully switch on#but theyre also struggling atm (mentally and also they got an injury at work AND seperately broke their foot ffs)#so they need me more and its just#this never ending cycle of SOMETHING needs my attention#and its fucking exhausting asfghfkd#but!!! we keep goin!!!!! been applying for a bunch of jobs and havent heard anything positive yet but. we keep tryin huh
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happy 1 year anniversary to the election results that were so fucked they had me trying to take my mind off of things by watching what seemed like a toxic chinese queerbait show only to find something far more thoughtful and genuinely queer and interesting than expected and end up watching a bunch more unrelated things that are talked about in vaguely the same realms of the internet and then watch bad buddy twice in a row and fall into an endless bingewatch of thai media (some of which is mediocre, some of which is bad, much of which is simply pretty good, and some of which is genuinely incredible) and go, well, it would be a waste of all this language input i'm accidentally giving myself right now if i didn't at least learn a few words. thus accidentally locking myself into watching even more thai media because now i gain serotonin from hearing a sentence i know i could write
#this is about the dutch general elections of 2023. i know another election is probably still on most people's minds#it feels WILD that it's only been a year. and at the same time. the government they eventually formed based on those votes#is still hanging in there. and it feels like THAT's been going on for way longer than a year#*#ah well in happier news! i think it's the way part of me is forever roaming the internet in 2011#but even when a BL (or GL! which is finally picking up!) series is bad. or just boring.#there is something in me that can't help but go !! oh my god? there's a hundred of these out there??#and we can argue definitions and representation and fetishization. but there are So Many queer people working on them these days#and not all but many of these stories are insightful and kind and clever and have a very queer beating heart inside of them#(and there's also something to be said for queer trash tv. that has a place! but i won't get into it)#and this is really truly only a thing of the past few years!!! this did not exist when i was a teen!!!#i'm still so young but i'm EASILY old enough to remember that. and now All Of That is just out there. often on youtube for free#if you are a teen TODAY you don't need to pick between settling for watching tara die on btvs. watching ianto die on torchwood#or watching queer as folk. which is not a knock on qaf but it's not necessarily tv for teens#instead there's like. dozens of queer people on modern western tv! there are ever more queer movies where nobody dies!#and there's just a goddamn fucking impossible-to-watch-in-one-lifetime amount of guaranteed happy end BL series out there#and it's insane!!! that is insane to me!!!#and is also maybe a good thing to remember in current times. things can and do change for the better#sometimes in ways you might not expect. sometimes you might not even know it's happening. but it does
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2024 Singapore GP | x
#hi everyone I'm sorry I vanished for a few days#this weekend has been hard here with irl family things and in my heart in the world of F1#I feel so so so so much for Daniel and I keep riding a roller coaster of anger that RBR let this happen and sorrow if this is it#then I swing back to hope#not just in 2025 (which I still believe in!!)#but that he can find joy and fufillment and love somewhere better#he deserves so much better than the callously cruel weekend from a sport he's given so much of his life to#I'll be a Daniel fan no matter where he goes next#but my trust in RBR is irrevocably shattered as it is for many (not that I had much to begin with!)#but he was thrown to the wolves and I'm just so angry and heartbroken this happened#but then the possible last lap of his potential last race given to Max#thank you Daniel#and I'm hopeful til the end#I hope he gets what he wants but he deserves so much love#and seeing the love from fans and the people in his life who DO care#I'm a newer fan but I have become so fond for Daniel so much and the anticipation is killing me#let him and fans have peace (even if the goal is Checo retiring after the Mexico GP then at least give some closure for the month between)#just a hard weekend#and the FIA absurdity with Max too ugh#and Carlos' crash in quali ahhh just an awful weekend#with that and an overwhelming family weekend I just couldn't bring myself to post anything#but thank you everyone for this space#I need to catch up but I have seen so many folks echo how I feel#it is upsetting and needless and uncerimonious and cruel#I'll be hopeful forever there is a chance#but Daniel deserves to be happy and RBR proved how heartless of a place they can be#I'll savor the silver linings of Max and Daniel's bond and those on the team who lifted him up#I'll be away again for a work event today but I looked around insta a bit last night#I'll post and tag for the GP if anyone wants to not see it!! still hurts but it'll all be okay in time I know it ❤️#autumn posts
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good morning from a man and his cat . they’re besties your honor !!! i hope everyone has a fun and silly wednesday !! we are halfway thru the week ! ⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝ᰔ
#kuroo side eyeing me rn#this morning has been so chaotic but in a fun way#something in the air today …#i’m almost done with this zoro fic but the smut is taking a bit >_<#2k of build up just for me to freeze#CRIES#imma try and figure that out today#in a smut rut methinks .#and not the fun kind#anyway ! let’s make it a good day folks !#sending out love ^_^ !!#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims
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The Ink Demonth 2024:
-Tea-
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I got distracted by watching a stream in the middle of painting this, so this thing is coming out a... little later than I wanted. Also no quote at the beginning because I'm out of ideas.
'Tea' is a pretty simple prompt so there wasn't much I could do other than something just… simple. I didn't really have a clue who to use for this prompt though, but I ended up going with Emma Lamont from Boris and the Dark Survival. Long time since I last drew her.
Looking at other people's entries, I realized that using Betty would have made more sense and I'm surprised I didn't consider her sooner, but at the end of the day I'm okay with the choice I went with because in the end I'm giving the spotlight to a character I haven't seen people talk about in a long time.
Remember Emma? I wouldn't be surprised if one didn't. Heck, I can't even lie, she's not a character I think about often. I went to look at her tag, and that tag in the last 3 years only had 3 "recent" posts between 2021 and 2023 (except, of course, mine). Plus,her small appearance in BATDS doesn't help much. The last time I touched on her design was 2 years ago, on a sketch of her that I never finished (funnily enough, a sketch I was using for the purpose of redesigning her). I took what I had done (head/face/hair), dusted it off, and just expanded the idea a bit. It's not much, and probably not very accurate for a "1940s English Dance Teacher", but I doubt I'll go back to this design any time soon,and I don't know what else I could add in her design. (maybe earrings, I don't know)
With all that in mind, I don't have a problem with Emma. Kind of indifferent to her at the end of the day, but she has her place in the franchise, one that at the end of the day,it doesn't hurt to pay attention to again. And I find her story kind of funny. Another one being a victim of not being given a proper workspace/office of her own, and forced to create new dance steps in a bathroom. I like to think that she and Jack "I Write Better Lyrics In The Sewers" Fain had some kind of friendship. I've had an animatic idea since 2020 that adapts Jack's audio from BATDS and she was included. I never made it,though.
I kind of doubt we'll hear more of her in the Lone Wolf update. Her existence in the game seems like it was just a way to justify why we're suddenly collecting dance steps inside toilets, and I kind of doubt they'll expand on her beyond that. A shame. But then again, LW hasn't released it yet, and it's promised to add lots of new stuff, so who knows what could happen,I guess.
Somewhat related to the topic(s), what's your opinion on tea? As far as I remember, I've never tried it. And to be honest, I don't think I've ever been curious to try it. Is it good? Is it worth trying? This prompt got me thinking about it. I doubt I'll try it eventually, but I guess it doesn't hurt to ask, right?
#bendy and the ink machine#batim#bendy and the dark revival#batdr#boris and the dark survival#batds#bendy: lone wolf#b:lw#emma lamont#the ink demonth#crookedsmileart#slow and steady; let's see how long it will take to make Day 3#continuing on about Emma and her character not possibly being expanded in the future#You could say that there's a lot more that could be done with her than what's been done so far;which is something I agree with#But then again#this sentiment could apply to so many other supporting characters with little screen time in this franchise#that at some point I wonder if the conversation will turn to#which is not a bad conversation I would say; not everyone will be in the front of the stage after all#“who has the potential to be something more and who is destined to be just a background character”#which is not a bad conversation I would say; not everyone will be at the front of the stage after all#but at this point I think I've said enough#either I stop or I continue#and I think I've written enough today lol; that's all folks
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I'm sorry, but why did no one tell me that we caught a glimpse of the "Stellaron Hunters" in Acheron's trailer that dropped 17 hours ago?
#[ ooc. ] don't try to make it logical or edit your soul according to the fashion. rather; follow your most intense obsessions mercilessly.#[ it came out 17 hours ago. this isn't even something to tag. ]#[ i just-- can i just say that kafka has legs for days? this is obviously the first time i'm talking about kafka's legs today. ]#[ i've been so back/forth today folks; i'm so sorry. i should show up again. but life™️ ]#[ i want to fast-forward to sometime in may. i need/want to have moved. be settled. slowly pick life back up. ]#[ just sanity please. ]#[ yes -- i'll 100% make a post about kafka's involvement in this trailer more properly. even if i know illusion illusion. ]#[ I JUST. ]#[ I CAUGHT A GLIMPSE OF THE THREE. THE TRIO. BLADE! YOUR MANIC LAUGHTER HAS BEEN MISSED. SO MISSED. ]#[ AND SILVER WOLF. A LITTLE GLIMPSE. ]#[ please tell me they're gonna be in penacony. fuck me i need to race through the story now. ]
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being a moderator in a small community of queer folks and having to be the one to fan the flames and keep folks happy during asinine disputes when people are being as uncharitable in their interpretations and making bad faith arguments is kind of like hitting yourself in the skull with an iron skillet 17000000 times
#and like. the actual argument is itself understandable and rooted in important things#but GOD why am i spending two hours on a worknight on this#the work done to keep a community of disparate folks together is not a fucking joke#and im just bitching because i had a hard day at my 9 to 5#today has just been a whole day of wearing myself thin to make other people content#sylvi speaks
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current mood
#draconic rambles#draconic vents#astarion#it’s been a time folks#today has been the worst day I’ve had in a long time#astarion is the only thing keeping me from utterly losing my mind rn lmao
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Generally I think the 2023 Camelot cast recording does a very good job of conveying the onstage vibe of pretty much all the songs with the dialouge snippets. However in my heart of hearts I truly believe the Simple Joys of Maidenhood feels incomplete without the moment of Arthur realizing Guenevere has run away and right to him after she sings her intro. I'm sure I could choose many hills to die on for cast recording opinions but apparently the one I feel the most is a particularly good delivery of the word shit.
#It just is the exact tone of the scene and it's the one bit of song dialouge that feels missing#and also in my head I say it every time because I forget it isn't there#My other thought was the end of What Do The Simple Folk Do because it's weird they have a part of the song that doesn't exist in the show#But I'm not sure you can adequately convey the energy they have at the end there so maybe it's just as well that it's a little deceptive#Today is apparently national bird day that's why I decided I was gonna listen to Camelot today gotta honor my fave bird nerd#it's been a while#And I may now be doing a slight backslide into having too many Camelot thoughts#Camelot Musical#I had a moment of does this belong in the tag and then I figured no one else is using it so why not#The show has been closed for like six months so I'm gonna assume standards are low to nonexistent#The other thing I forget every time it's been a while since I listened to the album straight through is how I'll listen to the act 1 finale#and it'll scratch some part of my brain and I'll have so many thoughts throughout the entr'acte#And then If Ever I Would Leave You comes on and my brain gets completely wiped and I have to stare at a white wall for an extended time#to recover#I just love this album so much#glad I bought the cd#This Barbie can't shut up about Camelot
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Here is a friendly reminder that MENTAL HEALTH WALKS DO WORK! You don't have to walk for hours and I know it's hard, but PLEASE step outside and just walk a bit around the block.
#this has been a PSA#trust me#I had such a shitty day today and then took a walk and I'm okay now#honestly#yes it was raining but there were almost no folks out and the birds were singing#mental health#self-care#depression
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I am SUFFERING AND SOON Y'ALL WILL BE TOO, I AM COOKING SOMETHING [Oc and hazbin which reminds me I'm gonna rewatch it tonight]
#radiorambles#hopefully I'll get it out by tonight because it has been a LONG day and I'm writing sneakily while just dead on the floor regaining my ener#AAAAA A A A A#side note some folks especially in stores need to mind their damn business especially old people [And some younger ones side eyeing that one#hot topic employee that was trying to get me to buy a lesbian pin [I'm not a lesbian] and told me to rebel against my mother WHO WAS FIVE#feet away from me like my guy?? Usually NO MEANS NO and then judging me because I have shit memorization#ans then the old dude today making stupid comments about what we were buying at the grocery store like my guy?? have you seen the prices#lately?? if the ramen we like is literally a DOLLAR we're getting two boxes of it even then ITS NONE OF YOUR DAMN BUSINESS GO DO OLD GUY SHU#LEAVE US A L O N E#not to mention we had another guy literally follow us outside and stayed watching us until some police guys appeared then he left fun fun#should note the hot topic employee thing happened months ago Anyways I'm gonna go eat a concerning amount of cheese
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#okay i did not have to edit this one. score#shiftry#anyway i really don't like this pokémon or anything about it. SORRY but it's true it's really ugly and its mouth and the nose#and it has the same things i don't like about it that i talked about with nuzleaf. i just don't get it but this time it wasn't in psmd#so i'm not attached to it just by virtue of that. and well. that contributes to me not really liking it i suppose#ahh well. better luck next time TPC you can make a good grass/dark-type eventually (it's meowscarada) (it took 6 generations)#hi it's me from two weeks later like the actual day this post is going to post. i came back to edit the tags so i could respond to some#comments. crazy‚ i know! but i saw the tags on this one were a bit short so let's beef 'em up. the nuzleaf post got some comments#about the whole prosthetic memory thing. where i set reminders on my phone to do shit or else i will not do the shit#i literally have a reminder set for 2:30 PM today to eat food. or else i won't even do that i bet#and folks are saying it's a common ADHD experience and that i'm not a fail and i do appreciate it. i think i was joking a bit#i was probably just frustrated i had to edit the image after taking it but the gist is. i don't *think* i have ADHD? i do have autism#which i suspected for a loooooong while until i finally up and got diagnosed when i was fucking 21 years old. which is insane. so i wonder#if that's an experience that overlaps. i imagine it is bc they proooobably would've been able to tell me if i had ADHD‚ too#okay. i moved these tags over here from nosepass‚ actually‚ which is the pokémon i just queued up. so i'm gonna go remove them from there#see you in street fighter five everybody
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still got an occasional gross cough and a bunch of anxiety over being back at work with a certain horribly exhausting person but prolonging the stress will prob make it worse so I might as well go back to work tomorrow.
I stress cleaned everything in my flat today except the piles of washed clothes and unwashed dishes so things are back to normal once more, and then I sorted out all the stuff for upcoming project + exam prep and packed my bag for tomorrow and laid out clothes so I'm as ready as I can be.
gonna be exhausted tho bc it's already 11 pm and I gotta be up by 4:30 am at the latest if I wanna be at work at my usual time. I don't have to be there at 6:30, I could go there at 9 or 10 even but then I would have to stay late and deal with people right away, which is a strong hell nah for me
#we'll see how it goes. if I end ul feeling like utter shit in the morning or the cough gets worse again as it has been kinda#then I'll just divert to going to the doc instead. maybe ask for another day or two. it'll be a short week anyway#since the 3rd is a national holiday and most ppl will take the following day off to have a long weekend#so we'll see. gonna go with my gut on this. either way. and try to fight against the anxiety bc it'll just escalate again if I let it#today was proof enough of that. cleaning the entire place bc of nervous energy is a clear sign that I'm not doing so hot#but as therapy teaches you: recognising the pattern is the first step in changing it. so all that's left is adjusting behaviour#can't fix her attitude and her lack of care about anyone else and her disregard of other people's emotions#all I can do is focus on the rest of the bunch bc they're wonderful folks and on the work since there's plenty to do#esp with the project time starting now. I really gotta get on that. I have a week and a half to figure out the practical aspects etc#and I'm sure I'll be returning to a bunch of emails and messages and unfinished tasks rip#all the more reason to be there early as usual so I can take some time to get back on track#a day in the life of..
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