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When I say Rimmer is just like me I do mean it in every sense of the way.
#from the childhood#to the mistrust in others#the being horrible & pushing people away as a defence mechanism#literally everything#however I did sort through my internalised homophobia and stuff#even the understanding of my dad being an abusive prick but still in some way wanting him to like me#kinda personal I guess#whoops#not main tagging bc the tags got carried away#edit: even Bodyswap in a way#yesterday I had my life back to normal for a few hours and I took advantage of that#but now my life has gone to smeg again
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Good morning, Sleepyhead.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#'WWX was asleep for 4 days' is an incorrect factoid.#The average WWX sleeps for 8 hours. The PD-MDZS WWX who was asleep for 40 comics and 4 months is an outlier.#We are back to present day! I have missed drawing them!#Ah...the contrast between how the flashback ended (cold and distrustful) to how wwx wakes up (warm and watched over)...#The gap between the past and present is very important. Not just in this story but in our lives too.#The past can still hurt and it doesn't just go away with time as some say. It is the power of realizing that things have changed.#We can't get the good back. The bad memories have concluded. Those live somewhere else now.#It is hard to realize that you have to live for today and tomorrow. The past is so loud.#For WWX it is realizing that despite the mistrust in the past - He really does have faith that LWJ will be there for him.#It is the reflection of knowing that you changed and will keep changing and that change is good and kind sometimes.#But more importantly...and this I really do mean with all my heart:#It will all end up okay in the end. Even after the worst day. The most painful losses. You will get through it.#What feels like a breaking point is truthfully just another step you have to take. You'll get through it even though it feels like the end.#There are wonderful things you have yet to see. Friends you have yet to meet.#Even if it hurts so badly...one day it just aches. Someday you'll go a few weeks not remembering that it ever hurt.#Oh and because my izutsumi comic revealed many people were in need of hearing this:#You are loved. Right now. You are so loved right now. We just forget to tell each other that.#Go tell the people you love that they matter to you. I'm assigning you homework!!! You are graded on completion.
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I like that Phoenix Wright is a bit of an asshole. In a lot of similarly narrative heavy games, the player character can end up either being a total blank slate that’s more your tool for professing the plot or just a generically nice character that just reacts in the most bland way possible and has infinite patience, and ends up just being an unfortunate chew toy for the cast of zany characters.
But Phoenix can be mean! He’s judgemental of all the weirdos he encounters. He thinks mean things about them and says them too sometimes. On occasion he’s even an asshole to his friends, and an active participant in the drama.
Letting Phoenix be a jerk gives a push and pull to his interactions with other characters. It’s funnier to have the zany characters torment a guy if he’s grumbling about it the whole time instead of very politely asking them to stop. And when a main character is angsty and snaps at him sometimes he snaps back!
Being forced to be a hapless doormat can get old, but a protagonist that thinks rude things about rude people is actually a lot more relatable than any blank slate.
#ace attorney#Phoenix wright#I was thinking about this because a certain other game I’ve been playing. does have a doormat protagonist#and the other characters bullying him and mistrusting him and judging him gets old#when he doesn’t even defend himself. ever
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pigeon Alex
#school bus graveyard#webtoon#origami cranes#sbg#ryan sbg#alex laurier#rosepunch#gays#i love them#gang they're enemies to lovers/j#ok maybe enemies to lover tame version#man there needs to be a ship trope that's basically enemies to lovers#but like it's not pure hatred#it's the tame version#maybe.....uh#...#IDK#BUT ROSEPUNCH IS BASICALLY THE TROPE WHERE THEY START OF BICKERING AND DISLIKING EACH OTHER (even mistrust) BUT THEY SLOWLY START TO TRUST#ONE ANOTHER#AND EVEN BEGIN TO FORM FEELINGS#THAT'S ROSEPUNCH
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"Suddenly the world was gray and dull and my heart was so heavy I felt like I couldn’t move, let alone make it back to Treasure Town. But because of Echo’s last wish… I was able to keep living.”
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SORA : (Partner)
Abilities: Justified / Inner Focus
Nature: Gentle / Hardy
Moveset: Aura Sphere / Metal Claw / Poison Jab / Dragon Pulse
#It's my baby girl!! My sweetiepie!! Sora the light of my life my bestest girlie#Her own character sheet to go along with Echo's since I had so much fun making that one and obvs Sora needed to be given as much love too#Sora learned Poison Jab as a riolu back when she was mistrustful towards Grovyle and wanted to thrash him around#nowadays she feels bad about knowing the move when her intentions for learning it were to get an upper hand against him in battle#but she also refuses to unlearn it and keeps it as a reminder that sometimes your own expectations about others are wrong in the end#plus the idea of someone as sweet as Sora knowing a poison-type move just makes me go crazy. did you expect a fairy type move or something?#Cause no. She'll literally stab you to death with literal poison because she can if you upset her or Echo.#And to anyone wondering about the large scar on her tail... yes it is literally a hand-print courtesy of Dusknoir#insert the universally traumatic “YOU TWO ARE COMING WITH ME” classic Dusknoir villain-arc moment#(he then proceeds to grab Sora by the tail and drag her into the dimensional portal but she struggles and he loses patience)#(so he unleashes a point blank will-o-wisp that causes so much pain she is too busy recoiling and screaming to make an escape)#Hey Dusknoir it was kinda f'ed up to permanently scar a kid like that ngl not your best decision I hope it doesn't haunt you forever#Echo still hates him for it and I'm not sure she'll ever let that particular event go even after they reconcile#also I gave Sora the ability Justified because of the implications that her partner is a dark-type and she also has darkrai-related trauma#the idea of her attack stat raising if Echo accidentally hits her with a move??? like Sora is so scared her stats literally go haywire#that's my idea of angst and it keeps me awake at night#sora/lucario#Team Wish my beloved...#pmd ocs#pmd eos#pmd2#explorers of sky#my art#click for better quality tumblr compressed it like garbage D:
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Something I love about soul hunters is how Tubbo can’t trust bad to not mess with him or prank him. He didn’t fully believe that bad wouldn’t put the warden at his house, but he could trust that bad would pay him back. He can trust that bad will back him up in a fight or when he’s making business deals. He can trust bad with his life but can’t take him for his word
#they’re so interesting to me#they work so well together and they trust each other Implicitly but there’s still mistrust#ugh they’re so#qsmp#tubbo#qsmp tubbo#qsmp badboyhalo#badboyhalo#vodblogging#soulhunters
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To people of loved ones with poor memory:
It might be frustrating when they forget something (especially if it's important), but I can guarantee you that they are already beating themself up over having forgotten yet another thing. You don't need to rub that shame, embarrassment, and humiliation in deeper than it already is.
It is scary to forget things. It's humiliating to be told that the only reason we forget things is because we think nothing is important, that we're selfish and callous. Our brains are being pulled in every direction at the same time. It's impossible to keep track of this shit every picosecond of the day.
People like to conceptualize memory issues as a matter of lesser intelligence, that we're too stupid to even remember [minor detail]. I've noticed, though, that all of our brain power is kept toward other things - keeping ourselves alive, remembering a different thing, trying to regulate emotions or other disorders. Nobody seems to care that our workload is at least twice that of the "average" person's, I guess because they often don't directly notice it, or it doesn't directly affect them?
It's fine to be upset about the situation. You can't help that reaction, but you do not have to be cruel to people with memory issues, no matter the cause of it. Whatever they forgot might have been important to you, but there may be other things in that person's life that required their brainpower.
#disability#memory issues#memory loss#i've noticed that with a lot of conditions and issues that people are sympathetic up until it's a long-standing or chronic problem...#...people are sympathetic if you occasionally forget your lunch at home or you forget your great-great-great aunt's maiden name...#...but when it's chronic... when you forget your name or you forget where you're going or you forget something important daily...#...it becomes a you-caused issue. when it is the occasionally ill-remembered item that's a brain fart...#...it's something you can laugh off and forget...#...but if it's chronic it ceases to be a problem that's caused by other forces but is SOLELY caused by you...#...YOU are the one who CHOSE to forget these important things...#...that's what compounds the shame and grief and self-hatred and fundamental mistrust in ourselves and the world around us
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ok some scattered D&D thoughts:
A lot of what people refer to as chaos in D&D games is actually just players being very fluent within the rules and is quite literally lawful
The rest of what people call "chaos" is mostly random chance (ie, wild die rolls) or bold but completely in-character decisions that, notably, are still within the rules of RP.
People who are against D&D combat are in my opinion often the most combative players who see D&D as a Players vs. DM game
It's also just generally dumb to play D&D as a combat-free game when plenty of games that don't have combat as such a major part of the ruleset and core expectation for many class features exist, but I've covered that before
A lot of people conceptualize the DM as Order and players as Chaos, but often the players they perceive as chaotic are the least opposed to the DM.
For actual play specifically, a lot of players people perceive as the most attention-grabbing or controlling are the most collaborative
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[ID: An animatic of Stephanie Brown as Robin set to Tears over Beers by modern baseball. The images are paired with the lyrics. Stephanie as spoiler staring longingly at Bruce, Tim and Cass on a rooftop is paired with "he needed more than me". A compilation of sketches of Steph as robin go with "im friendly and thoughtful and quite awfully pretty". Finally a redraw of Steph's firing as Robin is paired with "but he needed more than me". End ID]
been trying to finish a comic for. Weeks now (just been hitting a lot blocks) and quickly threw this together as a break from it! Do you guys ever think about Stephanie Brown…
#dc comics#stephanie brown#robin#batfamily#read the first issue of her run in the main robin book recently after mostly knowing it via her appearance as robin in the batgirl title#and via snippets of other issues#oughhh bill willingham when i fucking catch you#SHE WAS SO EAGER. THEY LEAVE IT UP TO THR AUDIENCE AS TO WHY BUT SHE WAS SO EAGER#ROBIN WAS JUST HER CONSOLATION PRIZE AND EVEN THEN IT WAS TAINTED BY BRUCES MISTRUST#WHICH ULTIMATELY LED TO HER DEATH#AUGH. THROWING UP EVERYWHERE#^ willingham gets not credit for that as far as im concerned they did not give a rats ass about steph in her robin arc#christ…it makes me wanna read early era timsteph or bg!era steph to just#heal for a minute. I mean those eras are complex in and of themselves w their own pros and cons (i mean i like both tho)#But they dont hurt as much as her robin era knowing whats to come…#sidenote i often see ppl praise the way stephs temper is portrayed in her robin era and while its nice to see her anger factor in#considering its like. A less consistent character trait in the modern era? Its there tho in bits and drabs#im just very cynical of it in her robin era knowing that they’re (partially) using it to set up why shes a doomed robin. Complex feelings#mine
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It’s so interesting how Agatha Harkness loves being a witch, and everything about being a witch: Magick, the craft of Magick. The skill of figuring out how a spell works.
But not the other parts of it: Community.
And, Agatha’s definition what a Witch is, is so damned fascinating. As the hosts of Crazy Stupid Podcast mentioned, Agatha has a scarcity mindset.
For Agatha being a Witch meant being hardened, a survivor at any cost, because it was all Agatha knew of being a Witch. Witches are persecuted, so they do everything to survive.
(Meanwhile, Sorcerers are revered in the MCU.)
Agatha told Wanda there’s always men who want to tear down ladies like them… and it’s true but what she didn’t tell Wanda, is that Agatha would sell everyone else down the river to, to survive.
She’s the Apex predator of Witches.
(And 100% the reason why there’s not a lot of Witches around in both the United States and Europe since it’s apparent that she also went to Europe in her long life.)
And that makes Agatha so fascinating.
Agatha really is like my number one favorite girl, Katherine Pierce. (Who, I realize is older than Agatha too, since Agatha is only pushing 300, meanwhile, Katherine is 500 when we meet her in TVD.)
“Never trust a survivor,” my father used to warn me, with Vartan Mamigonian in mind, “until you find out what he did to stay alive.” - Kurt Vonnegut, Bluebeard
This is pretty much the SOP with both Agatha and Katherine.
Unlike Katherine Pierce, Agatha Harkness has a better chance of finding some kind of grace and peace because the writers actually think she’s interesting, complex and a character worth investing time in. Unlike the TVD writers who just used Katherine as a convenient chess piece to move around.
The thing about Agatha though, is apparently, if you managed to chain her to a group of witches and have her life tied to their wellbeing, Agatha does start to bond with a Coven.
Her paranoia and need to consume magick are the things that keep her from bonding with them. But she’s at her best when she’s guiding people and being a mentor, and a leader.
Unfortunately, Agatha also has a tendency to get people killed or harm them even though she doesn’t have any intention doing so.
‘Witch Killer’ is a nickname Agatha can’t escape from… because it’s true.
#tv: agatha all along#agatha harkness#katherine pierce#katherine would like and mistrust agatha at the same time#and they both won’t hesitate to sell the other down the river#if it would benefit them#thinky thoughts
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#solar opposites#tervo#korvo opposites#terry opposites#fanart#pinkie pie#twilight sparkle#what happened#i blacked out and suddenly#boom#tervo and mlp#i think korvo and twilight woukd have a main plot of being mistrusting of the other#they would have a really cool and bloody fight sequence#then pinkie pie and terry would get along really quick#then twilight and korvo realise theyre more alike than ever#and terry says he doesnt like cake or thinks pinkies party canon is late#her hair deflates and she kills terry and the opposites ride back onto their ship w korvo dragging dead terry and he and twilight yelling a#each other to keep in touch
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*yuuna stumbles into the infirmary *
[Ramshackle Clinic]
#hi hi thank you for coming and I’M LOSINF IT OVER THE DRAWING HDJDHDH#NOT YUUNA AND ALPHA/SIGMA CLOCHE 😭💀💀#this did get me thinking… would someday love to see Yuuna and Lei/Mors interact someday or share thoughts-#would be interesting with Yuuna’s mistrust for men-#tysm- writing these are so much more fun than I thought it’d be#mutuals 🎊#oc: cloche🎊#oc: mors clematis#oc: leikata pergameno#ramshackle clinic#twisted wonderland#twst#twst oc#others ocs#twst ocs#twst yuusona#twst yuu#mutuals art#oc interactions
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one of my favourite details from re4r is immediately following luis’s death and the question “people can change, right?”
the first person leon meets is ada and says “i guess i changed too” to which ada goes “you? leon s. kennedy? you haven’t changed. you just think you have.”
he asks “have you changed ada?” and she says “what do you think?”
#like that hurts man#it’s reflective of their mistrust with each other but also their mutual friend#leon doesn’t know luis as much as ada did but they both knew he was kind#i dunno it’s a good gut punch afterwards even if it’s obvious#resident evil#resident evil 4 remake#re4r#leon kennedy#ada wong#luis serra#rebel rambles
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I know people will be upset about Phum and his dad. But I think Phum's decision is very much influenced by the way Peem loves and forgives, and to me, that's beautiful!
Toey said Peem's art reflects who he is because he makes everyone feel comfortable and safe, and that is because of how he loves!
He takes people at their word. When they mess up, he forgives them as long as they sincerely apologize. He doesn't jump to worst case conclusions and always assumes the people around him are good intentioned and trying their best.
When Phum's father extends a hand, it would be in Peem's nature to take it, and you see Phum glance at him and Peem's small encouragements to accept what is being offered.
Maybe Phum's dad won't really change. Maybe things can't be fixed, and the hurt has sat for too long and dug in too deep, but Peem has taught Phum that giving someone a chance to be forgiven can lead to something really beautiful because that's how they fell in love.
He deserves a chance to have his father. It's not about what his dad deserves or doesn't deserve. Phum wouldn't still be this upset if he didn't want his father , and he deserves to give himself that chance!
#we are the series#phumpeem#i just like seeing peem's influence#he's a truly beautiful character#and that's why he's surrounded by light and love#he's not cynical#he hasn't let the world make him mistrustful#he's sees the good in others and brings it out of them#i love him so much#and I'm so glad he and phum found each other
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just realised that the traffic Impulse/Scott dynamic is so similar to the traffic Tango/Martyn dynamic.
that dynamic being two people who will absolutely murder each other when given the chance but have minimal interaction outside said murdering
#the main difference is that tango has an innate mistrust towards martyn#while impulse and scott somehow manage to remain friendly with each other through it all#trafficblr#scott smajor#impulsesv#tangotek#tango tek#martyn inthelittlewood#rambles#third life smp#last life smp#double life smp#limited life smp
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I am personally actually very pro the idea of Caitlyn falling into being the ruler of a martial law-enforced police state, realizing half way through the evil of this and then making progress away from this by dismantling the evil she caused. Though this is not easy to accomplish in 9 episodes I think this is achievable with the right pacing/writing. But honestly not committing to either Caitlyn’s fall or her redemption is so weird and has none of the thematic reward.
#I get like a lot of her arc was implicit ie her opposition to/mistrust of Ambessa and#choosing to let jinx go and letting vi ‘choose’ for herself etc etc#but i feel like id be less :/// about this if they had addressed maybe other things that we’re important such as. idk her knowing that what#she made was a police state and that it was bad#idkkkk I just feel it was weird the way they shyed away both from her being evil and her redemption like what’s going on here#tara talks#arcane#media
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