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Happy holidays <3
They are fine. Probably
#from the dumbasses themselves#a little ramble i thought while drawing this#None of them are particularly religious. Perkeo specially. They could not care less. But the boys had Christmas events at the pizzaplex#They helped the children draw Christmas trees to show their parents. Helped the little ones make ornaments to put in their trees at home#They had to advertise for the Christmas specials through the plex#So when they finally had the freedom to choose how to spend their holidays#the boys decided they wanted to give it a go themselves#if only to see what it was all about. Perk complied#Obviously as someone who does celebrate Christmas this was more than anything just an excuse to draw something for the holidays#but I like to think what context would've brought them to that#Maybe eventually they will try to test out what it's like to celebrate the holidays through traditions of other cultures and religions#to spicy things up a bit#hopefully not make everything fall then MNSHSJSJ#immortal au#doodles#sunshine draws#dca au#dca fandom#oc#dca fnaf#dca sun#dca moon#hope everyone had a great day today!!!!#now imma go look at the things ppl tagged me in kisses#immortal au art 🎨
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I feel like too often people frame Nie Mingjue's issues as ignorance borne from safety. Like, they think that because of his privilege as a sect leader he doesn't know what it's like to be in danger and forced to make hard choices to survive. And I disagree. Strongly.
First of all, Nie Mingjue is very familiar with death not only from war but from. You know. Actively dying since the age of fourteen. Let us not forget Nie Mingjue is dead! Super dead! And maybe he didn't die the exact way he expected to but he did, absolutely, know he was going to die. To act like Nie Mingjue is unfamiliar with the scenario of "do something you find morally reprehensible or die" is to ignore that he has been living that exact scenario and chose death.
Nie Mingjue knows death is a risk for someone like Jin guangyao, in fact he explicitly acknowledges it even in his worst moments like the stairs in chapter 49. Had his issue been ignorance, then he would've responded to Jin Guangyao saying that he's in danger and has to sacrifice others for his own safety with "No you aren't you'll be fine." But he doesn't. He accepts the fact that jgy is in danger with no qualms and says: then you should die.
That's not him betraying his values, those are his values. He is, essentially, pro-suicide. Jgy is like hey I have a moral dilemma what should I do and nmj straight up goes "Kill yourself" and earlier that same chapter when he was faced with a moral dilemma he went "I'm gonna kill myself." He believes the solution to moral dilemmas is suicide! He is extremely consistent about this! When it's pointed out to him that it would have been dangerous for Wen Qing to oppose Wen Ruohan it doesn't phase him because he thinks putting yourself at risk to do the right thing is the only moral choice. The idea that he can only hold this belief because he is himself somehow not in danger, again, requires you to ignore that he is dying the whole time. And it doesn't deter him. He is the idea of self-sacrifice as a moral good taken to its absolute logical extreme. Someone who is ready to die and demands the same from everyone else.
It makes him a very fun case study for fandom, because a lot of fandom spaces also tend to revere self-sacrifice as the ultimate good, and yet we get very uncomfortable when someone starts demanding it of characters we love. Like woah, hold on, that's a bit too far isn't it? Only we the audience get to do that!
#mdzs#mdzs meta#nie mingjue#i got a bit spicy at the end there#one wonders of there is perhaps a theme around sacrifice the story is working with here#what with several of the most relevant and major character relationships centering around sacrifice.#anyway I wonder what nmj thought of Wen Qing (and Wen Ning though the jin kept him alive) sacrificing herself at nightless#I have to imagine he approved. despite disagreeing with her he also approved of mianmian giving up her clan position for wwx+ the wens#so he'd think this was her 'finally doing the right thing'#his approval would've been kinda worthless. As a person who is NOT pro-suicide I think that's fucked up! the sacrifice didn't even work!#but it's diabolical to think of the Wen siblings turning themselves in and nmj being there and *praising* them for it.#unhinged behavior. I need this missing scene stat.#this is just kind of a rephrasing of my 'stop calling nmj a hypocrite' post but with a bit more focus on what exactly his values are#and how his problems stem not from him being inconsistent with those values but the fact that they are pretty fucked up!#and that those fucked up values are not a result of a lack danger but the opposite. the *inevitability* of death#he's going to die so he *has* to believe that's the right thing to do.
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omg it was so hard to pick butttt could i request 1 and 2 from the smut dialogue list (list 3) with buck and bucky!
prompts | "i want to hear you beg" + "arch your back for me" + playing around with smth a little different for their dynamic <33 ~800 words of filth below the cut >:-) this was so much fun ahh thx sm for the request!!
“Oh, baby,” John rumbles appreciatively, sitting back to get a good look at Gale while he rolls his hips languidly into him. “Look at you.”
Golden hair frames Gale’s head on the pillow like a halo, blue eyes half hidden by heavy eyelids, doll–like lashes fluttering each time John sinks his cock in deeper. Messy love bites mark a trail south, scattered across his chest and stomach and increasing in numbers where angular hip bones and soft thighs had just begged for John’s teeth to make themselves at home.
Gale rocks his hips down, dragging his kiss–bitten bottom lip between his teeth to muffle a needy little noise as John’s eyes rake over him. That just won’t do.
John stills, wrapping firm hands around Gale’s thighs where they drape over his own, squeezing gently.
“Keep going,” Gale breathes out, eyebrows knit together in frustration, still trying to fuck himself on John’s cock.
John purrs out a laugh, heart twisting in his chest at the glare Gale shoots him; it’s hard to look intimidating when he’s laid out pliant and pretty and cock–drunk beneath him, but John doesn’t tell him so. He just snaps his hips forward once, watching with satisfaction when the scowl leaps off of Gale’s face as flushed lips fall open to let out a gasp.
“John,” Gale almost, almost whines when he makes no move to continue, lithe hands coming up to wrap around John’s wrists imploringly, and John hums thoughtfully, stroking his thumbs over Gale’s thighs.
“You need something?” He tilts his head, feeling a little thrill at the huff he gets in return.
Gale levels him with an unimpressed look, but the light flush that creeps over his cheeks betrays him.
“I want you to ask for it,” John murmurs. He grants Gale with the smallest roll of his hips to egg him on when he stays silent, and he feels his hands tighten around his wrists.
“Want you to fuck me, John.”
And oh, that’s something– his cock twitches at the rare vulgarity, and judging by Gale’s sharp inhale, he feels it. But it’s not quite what John’s looking for.
“That’s good, baby,” he praises him, delighting in the way his flush deepens. He leans down, sliding his hands up Gale’s hips as he goes, settling them on his waist. He brushes his lips against Gale’s in a ghost of a kiss, trailing them along his jaw until he reaches his ear.
“But I wanna hear you beg for me, Gale,” he whispers.
The immediate pressure around his cock as Gale reflexively clenches down has his head dropping into the crook of Gale’s neck momentarily, cursing under his breath. He can’t help but press his hips forward, needing just a bit of relief, sitting back up once he collects himself, determined to keep the upper hand.
“C’mon,” he rasps out, running his hands up and down Gale’s sides, fingers splaying over his ribcage. “I know you can do it, angel.”
Gale does whine this time, high and desperate in his throat, eyes slipping closed to hide from his own embarrassment. But–
“Please, John,” he says, barely above a whisper. “Need you.”
“Jesus, Gale,” John breathes, head spinning. “Good, so good, baby.”
John’s not going to push– that’s already a lot more than he’s usually able to goad out of Gale, and he’s going to unravel a lot quicker than he intends to if he keeps talking like that.
“Arch your back for me, pretty thing,” John prompts instead, beginning to shallowly fuck into him, and Gale does, tilting his head back on the pillow to bare his neck as his spine curves beneath John’s hands.
The sight nearly knocks the breath out of John, and he groans, sliding one hand under Gale to flatten his palm against the small of his back, feeling the way it flexes as he jerks his hips forward.
Gale cries out so sweetly when he really starts driving his cock into him, grasping desperately at John’s arms, face going slack as he finally gives him what he needs, and it gets to John like nothing else, forever dizzy with the knowledge that he gets to make Gale feel so good.
Dragging those pretty noises out of Gale and feeling him tremble because of him is what really does it for John every time, and it’s what inevitably has him tipping over the edge seconds after Gale spills over his stomach with a broken whimper.
John sinks his teeth into Gale’s collarbone just to feel him squirm beneath him as he fills him up, hands digging into his hips, rutting into him like he can bury his cock impossibly deeper, feeling nails scrabble at his back as the softest mewls escape Gale’s mouth.
He laves his tongue over the fresh indents in apology before lifting his head to capture Gale’s lips in a messy kiss, swallowing his gasps and sighs as he gives him a few more lazy thrusts, chest warm and fuzzy and lovestruck.
John smiles into the kiss, and Gale laughs softly, and god, he’s going to be the death of him.
#johnslittlespoon prompt fills#buckbucky#a bit of cheeky service!top john standing his ground for once because he wants to make his pretty thing beg? yeah <3#little headcanon that some nights when john's in control he still knows not to push too hard or he'll end up pinned beneath gale lol <3#sometimes it's a real effort to stay composed and in control because if gale wants to he knows exactly what to say to unravel john#but they both love the push and pull and the fight for control is half the fun some days mwah#clegan#johnslittlespoon asks#johnslittlespoon spicy#still taking request asks from the prompt list btw! just very slow at getting to asks atm bc i'm busy writing yad(iym) <3
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Typing "capsaicin snake effect" into the search bar so i can figure out if yakumo can eat spicy food
#it's telling me that primarily mammals are affected#and the few times they tried it on snakes#it didn't really do much except mess with their processing abilities a bit#so what you're saying is that yakumo will primarily not be affected by spicy food.#but maybe with super spicy things#he might get a lil loopy? a lil nose clogged ? a momentary distraction? but no pain#if yakumo's tears are mala sauce then it only makes sense that he can eat mala amirite#mammals are the ones who suffer huh.........#i am imagining the yokai trio eating some hella spicy food#yakumo is eating unaware of the presence of capsaicin. he's happily describing the textural and flavour profiles of the dish#garu is a lil confused. this food hurts a bit. but it's still tasty so... gotta keep eating.. OW drink milk? THEN EAT MORE! YEAH!#kuya is OBLITERATED#for all we know the version that kuya got could have only been seasoned with a bit of black pepper#but old fox scrunches up his entire face as soon as it hits his tongue#and he slams the dish into the trash (with dramatic angry flair) like he's a veteran judge on a cooking show#garu WILL eat that thing out of the trash if you don't stop him#if rei is more bird than man then he won't be affected either#i'm gonna go ahead and think even if he IS more man than bird... he'll still be unaffected.#rei probably eats toxic waste akin to blade and garu levels . he is beyond human. he has experimebnted beyond Mortal Stomachs#blade is in the corner crunching on what you THINK is a candy apple. but it is not that. it is an orb of molten glass#(blade's spicy food is hot metal? yeah. he'll eat that capsaicin like it's nothing. give him an orchard of chillis.)#(actually. maybe don't. because the next time eiden sucks him off there gonna be some COMEDIC consequences)
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bestieesssss /platonic
(Xīn Yá belongs to me, Sailor belongs to @crow-cap)
#some of these are kind of out of context so I’ll explain a bit djshdhshs#Xīn Yá’s fruit are ‘oranges’ but this could also mean fruits like tangerines and clementines#their taste also changes depending on Xīn’s mood. it does taste like orange but it could be sweeter or sour. if you get them really mad it#could be spicy somehow.. however the fruits healing powers and taste only work if you’re within a certain range of Xīn Yá. if u try to leave#the island with a shit ton of her fruit you just have a bunch of regular oranges. so you can’t just grab a bunch and save em for later exp#expecting it to work. although crow told me Sailor would take some oranges with him fully knowing they would end up being regular oranges#once he leaves. the idea of him taking them as souvenirs makes me cry EVERYTIME#LIKE CMON.. XĪN IS SO USED TO BEING USED AS A TOOL TO HEAL PPL OR SERVE OTHERS SO JUST. ACCEPTING EVEN READILY TAKING THEM#WITH YOU KNOWING ITS NOT GONNA DO SHIT IT JUST REMINDS YOU OF HER.. OUGGHHFFFFHHHH#on that note since sailor is their first friend it’s very fun watching their interactions dhfhsh. Sailor has actually been around and#might even have a social life so Xīn is learning a lot of new things sjfjfs#bc of that Xīn is probably possessive of him and hates it when he leaves. sailor asking them to come with him would also be a good chance to#show them how to ride and sail a boat so they can come with him but their reclusiveness outweighs that. sorry sailor shfhfsg#I lov themb#myart#my art#doodles#Lego Monkie kid#lmk#Monkie kid#lmk ocs#lmk oc#Xīn Yá#Xin Ya#little sailor#friend oc#my oc
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It is possible that we have a sensitivity to Capsaicin. Unfortunately, as a life without spice is not a life we would find worth living, we will continue to eat it regardless.
#we speak#welcome back to medical theatre. on this episode: not supposed to taste spicy doesn't work on things that are in fact meant to taste spicy#it is possible that this would be slightly easier to detect if we were the kind of person who avoids spice at all costs#instead of the “if it doesn't taste a bit like being set on fire what's the point” person who we are#we ate some noodles hot enough to make us tear up yesterday and they were absolutely delicious. 10/10 makes eating things worth it#unfortunately we are now facing the consequences#we expect to learn nothing from this whatsoever
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Harry is obviously in London but what does it hurt if people speculate? People are gonna think we’re crazy no matter what, might as well have fun.
What happens isn’t that GP might think Larries are crazy. No, what happens is that Larries will think Larries are crazy.
Because what starts as a joke by Larries is being turned into facts by Larries.
According to Twitter fandom, Harry was now in fact in Houston for Louis’ show. According to Twitter fandom, Louis was now in fact on the set of My Policeman.
I’m all for making fun of ourselves and this fandom but how is that funny if in a minute from now people will fight you when you dare reminding them of it being nonsense. How does it help us, that some take this joke at face value, take it out of context and mould it into Larry lore?
I feel like Tumblr bloggers are the only ones left in the fandom who care more about sources than content.
We will have to deal with the aftermath of you being "crazy for fun" which is going to be a wave of TikToks and tweets declaring this a factual Larry proof, and new Larries coming to us asking about their credibility. I'm allowed to be annoyed but you have fun.
In reference to this and this I guess.
#ask#sorry this was a bit spicy#im still a bit emotional over tumblr hiding my drafts where i couldnt find them#fandom wank#this is about people clowning that the hooded man in Stockholm wasnt Louis BUT Harry#and Louis looking up to the ceiling at one point which people consider a ONE TIME thing so it must have been Harry hanging from the ceiling
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*googling* how much is it okay to white out because I stood or sit up ? Just a little bit of whiting out ? Like a few times a day ? Just like a couple dozen ?
#its almost always a little delayed too so i never remember to account for it#i stand up walk for a good 30 seconds and then cant see or breathe for a bit. as you do#does not pair well with the sudden and random unbearable nausea tho lemme tell you#i love when like. my meatsuit had clearly just decided to hit the fuck it button and cause me random misery forever#...also got no sleep due to it being impossible to find a position laying down that doesnt let my knees bend backwards#sigh. anyway. its whatever. at least the nausea is consistent enough that i know just like. not to eat period.#nothing worse than throwing up chips or something really spicy bc you werent expecting to throw up#but id love a break from the whole. having a body and it wants to die. thing.#chronic illness#complaining
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disjointed fandom posting sorry but it just hit me that pwotr is like. the only rpg where a companion never once left my team
#you can guess who it was jgkdfg#but yeah i think it has to do with disapproval not being a thing in the usual sense#Daeran was there 24/7 but my team in general is very stable compared to how often i switch it up on bg3 or the dragon ages#it's like . Daeran Woljif Seelah Lann + free space that gets swapped around (but most often it's Arue)#like aside from the point when woljif isn't there for plot reasons - i think the only time seelah and lann werent there-#was at the trap for the Other?#and that was only for plot reasons again bc basically Elluin was 99% sure the situation would escalate/#he'd wind up murdering a bunch of inquisitors and. yk. don't generally want the paladin and the guy who can't stand your bf there for that#though maybe I'll change it in future because it would be spicy if they WERE there to see it... hmmm#anyway yeah it's very interesting to me how consistent it was comparatively#honorable mention to Wyll for being the only other companion from an rpg that I don't recall taking out of my team for 99% of the game#and Zevran for being there for about? 80%? Orion didn't take him into the deep roads for blight safety reasons#it's a LITTLE bit funny to think of Daeran as the one companion this happens to djkfg#similar to the Dorian Bit of the high class character forced to trudge along the dirt fdjgk but.. better#because he's deadass forced to do it dnfmgbdh#I have this one particular thought in my head about the abyss as well.#about being made to follow along the heart of Alushinyrra as essentially a glowing target?#and how that's somehow both the worst and best outcome of being in the abyss in the fist place?#i mean he says it himself retroactively about the battlebliss. there's a certain sense of safety that comes from sticking close to the kc#and that's also why Elluin Does keep him with- it's a risk either way but if we gotta bring an aasimar into the Abyss#and that aasimar just so happens to be someone he has a vested interest in keeping safe#he's much better off where he can see him at all times rather than at camp#gods something about this visual. standing right there as the person you're following walks in front of you-#provoking the 2d highest authority in the entire /realm/ - a realm that's already been hostile to you from the very second you stepped ther#yet somehow - against all sense or better judgement . you know it's going to be fine?#(yes in a sense Dae may be safer than anyone there on account of life insurance and the Other itself in a sense but still)#im shaking the bars of my enclosure etcetera#river rambles
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Just thinking about @10yrsy’s Things, y’know, casually (Patreon)
#Doodles#IZ#I know Things is long dead but I've been feeling rather nostalgic lately#Man let alone Irkens when was the last time I doodled a Latrodectus haha - and 10's style of antenna! It's all quite nostalgic#I'll try not to get Too sappy but it's hard when I was so inspired by Things! It had a big impact on me#Without exaggeration Things helped shape the trajectory of my life for quite a while - it's interesting to think about artistic influences#But gosh heck I don't think I've doodled anything of any of them since the song contest all those years ago lol#I like to think I've improved a bit since then lol ♪ Though the medium is quite different haha#Finally drew Nid! Only took a Very long time lolol#I do remember having doodled some Extreme roughs for a comic concept ages and ages ago but that's really all I remember lol#Maybe hunting down those old notebooks sometime would be fun haha#ANYway lol - enough reminiscing! There's all this current silliness!#Snarp was my favourite back in the day and I still like him a lot haha#He's a prickly little so-and-so! A cute and spicy lad! Always a fun ♪#If ''little meow meow'' had existed as a term back then I would've used it for him lol he deserves it#It really is about the [unforgivable nature] paired with [unconditional love] hhh their friendship is still really cute <3#Myk! He's always had the most gorgeous design <3 His eyes! My word!#Beauty like that really doesn't age - I was always a fan of the close up of his eye and his skin texture ahh#Probably no one remembers this blog's original icon but hmm ♪ Inspiration down many many avenues haha#Hopefully I did his eyes justice with my limited traditional palette haha#Had to show off his muscles a little too <3 Those gloves man he's just a pretty dude!#I did a bit of editing magic with Nid so if his eyeline doesn't quite match up just sshhhshshshh it's fine lol ♪#Who's saying which and who's gasping hmmm who knows it's a mystery hehe#And ending off with those two again <3 It's their dynamic I swear I just jdslfdsf it gets me bad lol#Squish him hold him (gently (maybe not that gently)) haha
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reconsidering posting the chapters to my fic on here but im still nervous cuz its not exactly safe for work AJSGDVND
#it is a spicy fic that im using to boost my confidence but i dont wanna make anyone uncomfy posting that rahhh rhshvs#plus im not used to posting that kinda stuff online#i was kinda just gonna post the chapters to ao3 and not bring them up here but now idk AIGSVDJD#other than sfw crumbs and artwork ofc#but like. i can use the maturity filter + its my own blog#IDK MAN LMAO ig expect that sorta thing?? ofc i wont have any of the spicy bits in the preview#literally shaking from anxiety wtf is this LMAOOO GIRL I HAVENT EVEN POSTED ANYTHING YET#i will have to change my bio after this one lol#grrr
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Sooooooo, how would you rewrite the Yakuza LAD ending?
so theres gonna be an excavator right
#snap chats#SORRY JUST GOT DONE WATCHING FABLE WITH THE BESTIELKELAJ#anyway uhhh how to redo the y7 ending uhm.#DONT. have kume show up. ok.#and then ichi and aoki have their bro moment and cry it out#and then aoki goes to jail :) the end :)#if we wanna make it spicy we can have aoki and jo be cellmates for like. a hot minute#and then it gets awkward but then its jo's turn to make amends with aoki or whatever#hes not spilling the beans bout the whole baby thing but aoki'll probably be less of a bitch seeing him again#just a little bit. a tiny bit#just enough#and then the game ends hooray who wants to play y8
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these words mean nothing to me but i would like to hear the answers to 4, 10 and 14 nonetheless
OMGGGG THANK YOUUU
okay so 4) favorite artist i can't even bullshit myself hands down my favorite producer has to be ghost and pals every song of theirs is burned into my brain forwards and back i have half of their illegal tracks downloaded it's insane their music is such an integral part of my life i don't even notice it the ghost discography is just home to me (honorable mentions dasu, masa works design ((he can fetishize wlw because he does it in a very grotesque bloody and cannibalistic way so i support him and he's probably a woman anyway i wont lie to you)), and ferry)
10) favorite kaito song? easily dr=funk beat i know the sekaied project has done a cover in recent years and i do not like it they will never be his insane ass. i would like to blame dr funk beat for a good chunk of my attachment to unethical scientific experimentation. this will hold up in court
14) for fave story wise when i Actually Think about it? spider and the kitsune like lion that shit goes crazy insane
nuff fuckin said
HOWEVER there is a primal diseased (faggot) creature in the back of my brain that automatically screams in response to this question KNIFE BY RERULILI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (the lgbt community has not forgiven rerulili) because im obsessed with how the vocal tradeoffs play into the story which is roughly: boy (len) gets the Curse and his sister (rin) goes on the Journey to find the cure for him and along the way she falls in forbidden gay love with her bodyguard (miku) and they do some gay dances and then len shows up with the Curse and the Evil Sword and there's a sword battle that gets fancy choreography in the diva pv and len ends up KILLING MIKU and rin who would have previously done anything for her dear brother fucking kills HIM for taking away the love of her life and she's left all alone with no purpose and you feel empty and it was the most emotionally charged 4 minutes 30 seconds of your life .but that's 2nd place -_-
#the way i looked up all excited like a dog when i saw an inbox notif.... beyond help#spicy in my ask box#important that rin and miku in the song where they fall in love have beautiful bits where they harmonize and len cuts in with straight up#rap verses for the whole thing it's so sick#ask game
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Truce and Tali?
OH MAN I think truce and tali would go pretty badly, romantically. Truce is a geth apologist and thinks the quarians were in the wrong OOOOPPSSSSSS those two have incredibly involved conversations about it that usually ends with truce slipping away or tali rushing out, but in me3 w the quarian-geth truce (lol) i think they’d be able to move past just a working relationship to actual friendship
#this was a tough one#truce is still a little bit like unmolded clay on the wheel yanno?#and I wanted to switch things up and make things spicy#find a tense dynamic w someone on the Normandy and because of you i have found it#thank you for the ask!!!
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it’s all been said before but the whole pronouns thing for some people is getting so ridiculous it’s honestly just sad
#just saw a TIF post ‘i’ve decided that in addition to he/they i am now interested in ‘he/they/she. but just as a spicy little extra#only on rare occasion for fun. but please don’t ONLY use she/her for me if you use that please switch it up from time to time!��#like girl can’t you see how meaningless this all is. it’s a consumerist hobby to you it’s a game of playing with masks for fun#it’s literally just about playing pretend and getting excited when your friends play along. it’s a bit#but actors get uncomfortable when the topic lingers on the truth for too long. they’re cool with dancing around it sometimes#but they don’t like being unmasked openly because they don’t like their true selves they like having a persona#this whole trans thing is so insanely dangerous people are straight up encouraging personality disorder type behavior#or like. when people who ‘use multiple pronoun sets’ post stuff like ‘i wish people would actually bother to switch it up sometimes#or use he or she instead of always just they :/‘ like yeah people are avoiding saying anything real because they’re afraid of upsetting you#and catching you on a bad day where that’s not right#or like. they’d prefer a consistent approach to language at the very least instead of fulfilling your ever-changing fantasies#because you can’t make up your mind because you always need more and more attention and can’t just be satisfied with yourself#literally i can remember my own experience with this thing wasn’t ‘maybe i’m actually not a girl’ (this is almost never it)#it was ‘maybe it would be fun to go she/they and put a non-binary flag in my icon and reblog all these cool posts about being trans’#’it looks like it would be a lot of fun to get in on this cool thing and be someone special and have a secret identity in real life’#it is so much fun to play pretend. and it is so damaging to act like these intrusive thoughts actually mean anything about your gender#bc when you spend too much time on the internet and start entertaining the idea of being someone else#it starts to feel weird when people irl refer to you as who you are with all relevant gendered language#dysphoria is being manufactured by overthinking about things while having ideas flow into your mind by a constant social media stream#for a whole generation of people online it is almost never an actual natural thing
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WE'RE SO BACK >:D
#OK SO i've been giving holly an overhaul#or should i say. overholly ouo#and i've been having so much fun!!#her starter is this winter snivy with a tail in the shape of a holly leaf that i've been thinking about since i was little#so of course she's a unova girlie#she's got this cool girl snake aesthetic going on with hair covering one of her eyes and slit pupils#i keep picturing her in this teal off-shoulder sweater!#maybe with that crisscross ribbon thing down the sleeves?#and she holds her snivy the way lillie holds her alolan vulpix :D#the snivy itself has a timid nature! very speedy and sneaky and likes wrapping around holly's neck like a scarf ouo#and it's a fiend for sweets-#apparently a little bit of cinnamon sprinkled on soil can help plants? so it loooves those warm wintery flavors#but the mere smell of something spicy will get you a side eye and a scrunched up snout#as if daring to eat that stuff in its presence is a personal offense#oc: holly#my nonsense
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