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happy star trek day!!!!
#star trek#star trek fanart#to my beloved fixation of all time#art#artists on tumblr#my art#star trek tng#star trek tos#star trek deep space nine#star trek enterprise#star trek voyager#star trek prodigy#star trek lower decks#star trek ds9#star trek the next generation#star trek the original series#star trek voy
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Twisted Shelly :33 I love her a lot
This was supposed to be a quick sketch but yeahj
#Dandy's world#Dandy's world Shelly#Shelly Dandy's world#Shelly#Twisted Shelly Dandy's world#Dandy's world Twisted Shelly#Twisted Shelly#I was js playing around with brushes and stuff for this one#Shelly is my all time favourite toon :3c#I relate to her a lot too#sjdbbdbehf Shelly my beloved#also i swear i still like objectified its just that ive been fixated on dandys world lately 💔#ill try to post smth objectified related soon
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I know everyone knows the story of Actaeon and how he met a terrible fate by stumbling upon Artemis bathing in her forest but did you know that Actaeon was Apollo's grandson? That his father was Aristaeus, lord of the bees and the rustic arts and his mother was Autonoe, daughter of Cadmus and princess of Thebes?
Did you know he was trained by Chiron? That he was considered a hunter so skilled his talent was considered divine, that he was his parents' only child and that he was loved?
Did you know the grief that consumed the household when word of Actaeon's fate reached them? That Cadmus cut his hair, that Harmonia wept and was disconsolate and that his parents... well, Autonoe walked the length of the forest, keeping a sharp eye out for her son, but all she saw were the scattered bones of a fawn. Aristaeus too, had heard his son was torn apart and so fruitlessly, foolishly searched for the bones of a man. (There was none to be found)
Did you know that it was Actaeon's ghost, unhappy and unburied, trapped on the earth, who leaned over his sleeping father and told him of his fate? "You will not find me as you knew me, gather me as a stag." And Aristaeus immediately woke his wife and told her the truth, and together they grieved all the night long.
(Did you know that this is why Aristaeus abandons Boeotia? He could not stand the sight of it and so he went to Ceos. And there he slayed the dog-star. And there he became a healing wind. All in the name of his only son, that foolish, beloved Actaeon.)
#ginger chats about greek myths#greek mythology#I'm fascinated by Aristaeus tbh#He's very underrated as far as sons of Apollo go but to my understanding#He's the only one of Apollo's sons that's as multitalented as their old man LOL#Actaeon is also a very sad story#Actaeon only ever knew one side of his family - they never told him that Artemis was his family#In the Dionysica Nonnus writes that Actaeon intended to bring glory to his family by taking Artemis as a bride#And in Callimachus' Hymn they say that his parents thought he was going to JOIN Artemis' hunt and they didn't question him missing#Because they thought he would be running free in the wilds alongside Artemis and her nymphs where he surely belonged#I feel especially bad for Autonoe - she passes by the bones of that deer so many times - almost like she's on the verge of recognising#that those bones belong to her son but she never picks them up - so fixated on looking for her son's body as she knew him#And of course Aristaeus takes it hard too#Some people say this tragedy was enough for him to abandon all of Greece in his mourning and that he took sanctuary in Sardinia#A lot of them say he consulted his father's oracle at a loss for what to do and that it's Apollo that leads him to Ceos#Interestingly - Ceos is also where Cyparissus is said to have lived by some authors and as we all know#Cyparissus had a beloved stag that he cared for like his own heart#It's just very very interesting how some of these things connect to each other#apollo#actaeon#aristaeus#autonoe#cadmus#harmonia
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HIS DARK MATERIALS 2.04 | Tower Of The Angels
#hdmedit#his dark materials#hdm#hisdarkmaterialsedit#will parry#giacomo paradisi#the subtle knife#hdmsource#userzhr#userjjessi#userplatinum#userpegs#*cajedit#*gif#i enjoyed coloring this im ngl#anyway this is my most beloved son. of all time. yeah i am fixating heavily on this episode but it's his episode#its my rewatch and i get to choose the gifs i make <3
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this man was a mad scientist in the woods in the 1970's, ofc he smoked like a chimney.
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#the wizard posts#gravity falls#stanford pines#ford pines#im of the full belief that this man smoked like a damn chimney during his late 20s#like maybe 1 or 2 during college#but when he moved to gravity falls that's when he started to really go all in#during his peak of paranoia I think he smoked like at least a pack and a half a day#to try and stay awake to keep bill out#he's def got a oral fixation thing tho#like needs to be constantly doing some kind of stimming with his body at all times#and i think he picked up smoking cause he can keep his hands free for other “important” things like experiments or writing#win win scenario in his mind#idk if any of you remember the stan twin theory back when ford was referred to as stanley but there was a ton of art that hc him smoking#that hc has stuck with me ever since like 2014#oh pre-NWHS ford my beloved......#in other news oh dear god do i need to get back into proper anatomy#the top right ford is just......off to me#i think it's the neck and not broad enough shoulders???#idk
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He is truly the greatest character of all time 🫶
Edit: Nobody should check the tags for this my god I think I got carried away with this one.
#yes I have a bias so what#he’s my blorbo#I’m homeless man Ted’s no.1 fan#move over spankoffski put the coat on#I could talk about him for hours#nobody gets him like I do /silly#I am in love with him so much#I’m so fixated on this guy it’s insane#oh for him to show up again#I’m so mad he was cut from NPMD#I need more of him so badly#time bastard my beloved specifically his scenes#every scene he’s in makes me joyous#I think about him all day#now the normal tags#starkid#starkid productions#hatchetfield#hatchetverse#tgwdlm homeless guy#tgwdlm homeless man#homeless man ted#Black Friday starkid#time bastard#nightmare time#honey queen#nightmare time 2
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sometimes looking at like Self Help Strategies lists for the symptoms I'm having is always just like:
thing that I already do
thing I have tried 10 times
thing I already do
thing that I don't have the money to do
thing I already do
thing I've been doing since I was 10yrs old to no avail
thing that is impossible given my situation
thing that doesn't apply to me
thing that I already do
thing I have already tried
hrmm, oh wait, maybe finally- OH, yeah.. okay. thing that I already do but it was just phrased slightly differently
thing I have already done
#I think maybe productivity tips help less if the reason you're unproductive is partially like.. physcial health and other extenral things#out of your control. rather than just like having trouble paying attention or spending too much time on tiktok or whatever#all the strategic to do lists in the world are not going to somehow prevent me from waking up with a debilitating migraine or whatever#or having external stressors or lacking resources and connections or other Productivity Essentials etc.#especially many tips involve stuff like 'cut off from social media' since thats the modern day time waster for so many poeple#and it's like.. lol.. i can hardly even maintain a blog even thuogh i actively WANT TO DO SO. 'shut off your smart phone!' already#done babey i fucking hate smart phones i shall never use an app unless i am forced to. 'delete tiktok' yep. already covered. tiktok and#all of those thinsg are my enemies. 'save money by cancelling some of your services' cool. already ahead of you.#who the fuck is out here paying for like 10 different subscription services. pirated videos uploaded to google drive and youtube to mp3#my beloved. etc. etc. and so on. 'socialize less' .........LOL.. if only you knew.. mr.writer of the article. i can barely muster#talking to friends more than once a month and even less if I'm actively sick (often occurence) etc. etc. ... hewoo#I think maybe instead of generic productivity tips I need more like.. how to refocus and be productive anyway even if you have a headache#or are nauseous or etc. Not that those are always things to ignore. and of course you should let your body rest and etc. But plenty of peop#e have mild physical symptoms and just work through them. Ithink something about the way my body/mind is SOO hyper attuned to all#sensory information just makes it like... constantly 'GRR well I cant focus on WRITING right now because my lef#t ear feels weird and my socks are too itchy and my back has a strange pressure and I'm vaguely warm and my eye feels some ssort of#way it doesnt normally feel and I'm hyperaware of my breathing and also nauseous for no reason' and like half of those things I#think '''normal''' people wouldnt even notice or at least would be able to just live through. but for me it's like.. nealry impossible to i#gnore and soooo distracting always. like 'wahh.. nooo we can't draw or get anything done.. my legs feel slightly heavy or something!!'#like............. ok......... who cares. thats not even a PAIN sensation it's just something weird. but it's just like.. NO. constant#mental alerts about the 'heaviness' of your legs be upon ye. Though Imean like.. yes.. 70% of the time I am in genuine pain#or having some sort of actual ailment with trackable physical symptoms. but sometimes it's just like... we could totally be working right#now and ignoring this silly thing but my brain is fixated on it for no reason uncontrollably. etc. etc. I guess it's the same way that like#most people can go to a grocery store without the whole experience being so overwhelming and so much stuff going on at once#that they have to rest afterwards but like.. in my own HOME doing NOTHING i feel like I should be able to not get overwhelmed lol. ANYWAY#Rolling my bastard little rock up a dumbass hill and so on and so forth
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[Start ID. A drawing of @mieczmaszyna 's character Izzy. In the words of its creator, Izzy is a humanoid robot with a white chassis, oval head, black headset, square green glasses, claws, and a tail resembling a cable plug. Ai wears a cowboy hat, vest decorated by a star and bottle cap, pants with tassels, spurred boots, and a red bandanna. He's viewed from the side, kicking up one leg and holding both arms out in front of itself to shoot finger guns, looking excited and rather jaunty. The background is a dull yellow-green, muddied by the warm reddish tone of the drawing, and in paler green are the words "BANG BANG!!" by ais arms. End ID]
robot cowboy!!!
#peridots-art#bots#others' ocs#izzy#mieczmaszyna#gotta admit doing all the shading here was. very fun. insert medic hoo noise#i don't know if people usually read these but @ the intended recipient of this post! if you are!!#i remember first liking your art a year ago (actually only about a week off now lol) when it crossed my dash for the first (/only) time#and then found it again whilst enjoying the funky robot dudes (yesm/p03) and their respective games and I fell in Love with your style#i also was always enthused by the number of my fixations that you also liked! fnv! insc! ultkll! tf2 and hylics which i've never played!#and then there's hk which has been my most prominent special interest for close to two years so. safe to say that was. AWESOME to see#ALSO ALSO!! i think we may be like. mutuals-in-law*2??#by which i mean one of my two closest friends on this site (holly) is mutuals with a cool artist (sodapop)#who i learned by accident that you've sent asks to before. either way it's cool :]#reserving the caption 'robot cowboys my beloved' for the future cause there are too many! victor and p03 and my own guy atoya and now this?#it is a wonderful problem. anyway i'm also looking at P3RI and realizing how many traits they and izzy share by accident lol#think. that should be all the tags (see: incoherent rambling). really like your stuff and have been meaning to draw something for you for#a while just got nervous 👍
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I’m just gonna assume you’ve read Wings of Fire cause like. Dragons. Fav character and/or dragon type? I personally like Icewings, and Glory :3 (it’s been years since I’ve read the series and i never got to finish it😞😞)
oh, yeah lmao. 5th grade me saw a book with a dragon on front and could not resist! (though i also have not finished it. i have all the books but the last one remains unread bc, quite frankly, the story/quality has degraded and i couldnt get into this arc)
i'm also a big Glory fan - she was my original blorbo & my fav from the start <3 but tbh i gotta say that Sandwings are my favorite type nowadays. they're just really neat!
#honestly from favorite breed to least its gotta go#sandwing > rainwing > seawing > nightwing > icewing > mudwing > skywing#GODDDD BUT GLORY MY BELOVED <3#i latched onto her like a limpet as soon as i read her on-page!#i remember reading her book for the first time... i think its still my favorite <3#if only for Her. otherwise we all know darkstalker's book is the best. like damn. that book fucked severely what the hell#rambles from the bog#i have a full shelf dedicated to my wof collection#it was my first fandom & to this day my longest running fixation!#i used to know everyone's names and the full lore and just aaaaaaa i used to be so fucking obsessed#im no longer fixated with it which makes me kinda sad but yk#i do not control the hyperfixation!#and it had a good run. 5th grade to late in highschool <3#i still have a deep fondness for it and i still like thinking about it though. sometimes ill draw for it when i feel Nostalgic#or just feeling feelings about it...
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I love accidentally hyperfixating on characters I never expected to
#hi bailey my beloved bailey and his jester friend ig#I just wanted to redesign him bc I was having fun w ace attorney again#now my monkey brain won’t stop thinking about him#i both love and hate my tendency to fixate on my own ocs#because they’re all I think about for a set time#and then they disappear into the void until I dust them off a few years later#rinse and repeat
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I just have a strong hyper fixation for greninja 😭 my baddd-
#bloo's rambles#like he made xy/xyz my favorite season of the series#I have like- two shinies of the guy in violet#a holographic card behind in phone case#and a silly little plush sitting next to hatsune miku#what else would you love?#Ik a lot of people were upset at the fact he lost the league plus was released/reconned-#and that’s valid cause ash should’ve won-#BUT ANYWAYS#I just get sad whenever I rewatch cause man- he was my favorite idccc#I literally rewatched the series like- 4 times already-? two nearly all the way and the other two just the last 48 episodes#Sorry y’all#my hyper fixation is working#IM ALSO EXCITED FOR THE NEW LEGENDS GAME???#KALOS IS COMING BACK MY BELOVED#AND ISTG IF FROAKIE ISNT ONE OF THE STARTERS#NINTENDOO- GIVE ME FROAKIE AS A STARTER AND MY LIFE IS YOURSSS#I WANNA SEE MORE MEGA EVOLUTION AND POTENTIAL REVERSE EVOLUTIONS- PLEASSSEEEEE
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I want in on fem Pete, can I be the lap he lays his head in and I shove my fingers in his mouth?
the thought of him leaned back into your lap just opening wide for you jlafjklsahflsa
#fem pete#pete#the he him pronouns on fem pete i feel that#thats kinda gender for me#fjkalfjdsl oral fixation my beloved#btw because of the number of requests and the lack of time iam trying to be more aware of which asks are meant as commentary#and which ones are meant specifically as requests#so if i ever answer your think with words and you meant it as a request just send another asking me to draw it lol i miss the tone sometime#like i dont want to take redacteds role but if youre responding to a drawing of mine i love when we all scream about it together#oh also if yall ever mention anything i drew here on redacted i would be honored#becuase that is LITERALLY the morning paper fr#okay i am rambling but basically just do whatever you want forever#ask#not art
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HOW DID MY UNCLE FIND MY POST IN THAT FACEBOOK GROUP TO LIKE IT FFFFFFFF
#it's literally not a big deal at all. from a sane person's perspective.#just that this means that my immediate family is 0.5 degrees away from learning about my weird fixation on a certain actress and character#I'm not emotionally prepared to deal with this#I think about jumping off of very tall somethings#curse public FB groups and how they can apparently throw your post on someone's dash at any time!!!#I just want to share my obscure findings regarding my beloved semi-obscure actress in PEACE#my original post
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I wanna change my url but it’s so much work .. .
#the links I’ll have to change . the mutual tags I’ll have to change ..#augh#cal.txt#I’m fixating sooo hard on the death riders rn I need a new name#augugjfjjj#death in the valley .#My beloved song ever of all time#holy shit
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i’d generally recommend muting my tma tag if u don’t want ur feed clogged lol sorry
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#you ever just have a fixation run its course but its your ocs and it feels like they died#i relied on them so heavily to get me through something and now im like. oh. im doing better and dont need them anymore#its bittersweet cause they were they when i needed it the most but also i still Want them i just ran out of juice#it feels like theres nothing left to give them but i dont wanna give them up#i just miss ajade they were such a lifeline for me and the closest i got to writing again#my beloved girls come back to me i miss the constant string of thoughts and new au ideas#bad brain dip before bed i just keep thinking about my girls#i was in my pinterest era cause it helped with world building and new ideas and i have not touched it either in a long time#the flora era was so short lived too i miss them but i had so many ideas#rdr2 au my beloved. detective au. scream au. borrowers au. vamp. trucker. road trip. pirates. treasure hunter. sugar mama#there were so many that just got abandoned cause my brain does not want the pairings anymore#i will feel better tomorrow i am just missing my girls and thoughts and all the ideas i had#i miss the constant string of ideas and the excitement and inability to speak about anything else
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