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Slimecicle: Oh, hang on, that's actually so cool. Aw man, this is sick.
Ironmouse: A beautiful memorial.
Slimecicle: [Throws flowers in front of the ofrenda] It's actually really cool. I'm glad this is here.
Baghera: Yeah, that's really cool.
[Slimecicle leaves, then goes back to the ofrenda]
Slimecicle: JuanaFlippa, this is- this is Technoblade. You guys never got to meet, but... I only met him a couple of times, but every single time he kicked the sht out of me in Minecraft. You know, we would do mod videos where like, I was supposed to play like a big monster, like a Wither or something, and the whole thing, the whole premise of the video would get upended because he'd hide and destroy me so hard that I needed to be like, "Dude, you're actually popping off too much right now, like– Mods, give me more hearts!" [Laughs] 'cuz he was so fcking good. He was so funny too.
Slimecicle: ...Yeah, but he- he was- he was unbelievable. Still is.
[JuanaFlippa goes up to the ofrenda and throws a blue flower]
Slimecicle: This is cool, all these little things. [Slime looks through his inventory for something to give] Do I have any blood for the Blood God? [He throws some redstone dust in front of the ofrenda] I've got blood for the Blood God.
#Slimecicle#Charlie Slimecicle#Technoblade#QSMP#JuanaFlippa#Badboyhalo#Bad#Ironmouse#Tilin#Bobby#Baghera Jones#Baghera#FitMC#November 2 2023#Dia de los Muertos#I've been holding onto this clip for an entire year now#I still feel iffy about sharing moments like this#Because I hate how often clip channels put people's grief on display for clicks#But at the same time#It's Dia de los Muertos#And there's something about shared grief and storytelling that is so essential to keeping those memories of the people we love alive#There are still some moments I'll never clip or share though#I actually wrote all these previous tags out (and the full transcript out) before rewatching the clip and decided to cut a minute out#This abridged version feels more respectful#Q
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Just a regular Saturday at the YR office with @bigalockwood @iwouldnevergetintofanfic @skibasyndrome @gulliblelemon @purplehoodiesandclementines @sillylittleflower @omaremioo and our number one apprentice/simp supporter @alkalinetrios
#coping through fanfic? why yes#let’s see what we channel all those feelings into#yr fanfic#wilmon#yr office#young royals
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a dream of home
#be warned i felt like yapping in the notes and by god thats what i did#i loooove making messy drawings like this actually. i love colouring and making finished pieces but#i only have the patience to do it every so often. clean lines and detailed colours are <3 but they cause me psychic damage#so its nice to just be able to sketch and only clean it up a little and then go fuck it. colours time#i did not want to make vyncents mum blonde even tho thats what they say in canon. theres no way. it just doesnt feel like it fits#i tried to make her hair a pale purple turning to blonde-ish at the ends instead but the lighting just completely washed that out lol#my artwork#jrwi vyncent#jrwi#jrwi vyncent sol#jrwi anna#jrwi anna sol#anyway. bizly bizly channel. condi condifiction. *slides you a twenty dollar note* PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE#tell us more about fauna and vyncents childhood#im on the floor sobbing and begging#i need lore not thats not just haha rpg as much as i love those bits#tell me everything.#jrwi prime defenders#jrwi pd#jrwi fanart#vyncent sol#jrwi fauna#jrwi pd fanart#pd fanart#prime defenders#prime defenders fanart#i fear i may hate this drawing upon waking up#but as the old saying goes#fuck it we ball
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Aroace Riz real but also Fabian is SO clearly in love with him and Riz has no idea
#honestly fabian might not even fully know yet#a core part of fabians character is that he is so deeply afraid of rejection that he is never going to pursue the people he actually wants#i do think he likes Maezy a lot but i think he only knows how to pursue hot toxic women that will discard him at a moments notice#which in a way protects him from ever actually dealing with heartbreak#is he a gay man dealing with comphet? ehh maybe#i could see that#but I think the vibe i get is more about how he has these platonic friends he completely adores and is fully devoted to#and then in another category he has the people that he does not have any actual attachment to that he will allow himself to pursue#and crossing the boundaries in between those two categories or allowing himself to pursue someone he really cares for#would require a level of vulnerability he is in no way prepared for#in his home life he has an emotionally detached mother who is well liked but kind of floats through interactions on a surface level#and a father who is extremely concerned with fame and glory and attention but doesnt seem to have ever stopped moving in his life#genuinely fabian does not know what a safe loving partnership would look like#and we see him constantly oscillating between emulating his mother and his father in relationships#but just beneath the surface is a little boy who wants so badly to cling to his loved ones so tight and be squeezed right back#with no way of knowing how to even ask for that if he wanted#and riz is his best friend in the world and he knows on some level that riz is simply not interested in having that kind of relationship#not on the level fabian needs#but that also makes riz a safe target for these feelings of devotion#theyre just friends! just besties! fabian never has to reckon with his own loneliness or harmful patterns#if he channels all of his yearning for closeness onto his best friend#anyway! this boy needs therapy#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#fabriz
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Lose me intro in Birmingham.
#the wink#i would have died#hearing those intros hurts so much#and he is channeling his feelings into music as he said when he talked about careless#glad that to see him happy and glowing#no one deserves to be treated like that#omar in birmingham#omar rudberg
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So... The year is ending and I just wanted to say a little (big) "thank you for being there" to everyone who I met on Tumblr... Because honestly, I wouldn't be the same unhinged idiot that I am Rn if I didn't meet such wonderful people in the span of three/four months
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First there's @cherrytasticc, I have known her for 2 years now, science fair, digital drawings and all, but these last months of the year, I've grown towards her, making her almost like my lil sis that I would die to protect, Same goes with @melikedraw, I knew her through her posts on Tumblr, and one day she simply dm me and now I can't see Gaolang or Sendo without remembering her every single time
After a few days I ended up knowing @itshirohi, Still very shy about almost every interaction with him, but he is a nice person (A bopping maniac, maybe) but overall I don't regret dming him, specially because I adore drawing his Ocs!
The same happened with @kunhisstuff, After all, I keep going with my Oc search to make more friends on Tumblr, and I happen to stumble across their account, and accidentally falling deeply for one of his oc's!
With @aneenasevla it was in the opposite way, because surprisingly she was the one to "adopt me" (extroverted bean getting adopted by another extrovert) to be fair, I wanted to talk to her, but shyness won that time, but the order of the factors does not alter the product (or the fact that I love the Heavy Bakery fanfic <3)
My memory is a bit blurry from here on, two other mutuals that I ended up growing found of were @souxton and @rottencarr0t! Both of them gave me a surprise when they understood spanish (mostly rot since she speaks it as a first language, but it was a nice moment w soux too!)
As little honor mentions I include @riddscorner and @adamant1ne since I haven't talked to them that much, but I wish to be able to get to know them a little better :3
And the last person that spawned just this month and unironically made me cry of happiness when they told me that my silliness made their day, @habuoibeo!
I really wanted to say thank you for being here when I arrived onto Tumblr and cheering me up without knowing it, even if you think it was just a message, just a fanart or a simple drawing, Maybe it made me feel better just when I needed it and I seriously appreciate every single one of you <3
Happy new year Guys ✨
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#happy new year#new year 2025#mutuals#i really really really REALLY do not regret deciding to make a tumblr account#i been happier and feel less stressed w this than w my YouTube channel#and srs#i do not wish to go back to those dark ages#i lov you all guys#<3
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realized a drawing i'm doing rn is almost identically posed to one i did 8.5 years ago of a different oc, except the old drawing was instantly tainted by one of the players featured messaging me asking if i could take it down because their abusive, possessive rp partner saw it and got jealous of them "roleplaying behind their back" and i said "nah" and it became a whole Thing that i should have walked away from at that exact moment but didn't and the 6 months that followed contained some of the most truly condensed batshit i have ever witnessed in an rp community already well-known for its batshittery.
... anyway i love my friends. so happy to accidentally redeem the pose.
#idk if ill ever open up completely about that shitshow but#i think 8 years is past the statute of limitations to vaguepost about it#late tag addition but man now i'm thinking about it all at 4am#how did in the good goddamn did i witness that and still not only let them make me an officer#but also let them put me functionally in charge of their guild IC#while those two fucked off and erped in instanced zones or played overwatch#and i and my then-rp-partner took the heat for the meandering plotline#until my partner vented to the wrong person about the abuse#and it got back to them#and we got to experience the surreality of an honest to god guild coup#all to salvage the image of some egomaniac abuser#certified fucking wra moment#its been 8 years and thinking about how i was treated in the end makes me feel sick lol#they made a new guild discord and invited everyone but us#and when i noticed the channel had gone quiet i asked what was up#and was met with gaslighting about how i'm 'thinking too much' about the channel being a 'little slow'#and it took pushing to get an early admission of what was about to happen#so we logged on and quit ourselves#which fucked up the narrative they had constructed#and they lied in the new channel that WE were the ones doing a 'coup' and that we stole the members who left with us#i guess i am opening up after all#i had to play the fucking villain of that scenario for the past 8 years#all to protect the mental health of people who hurt me#why#if you were there and know what i'm referencing with all of this... there's the fucking story#the person in question is a massively popular artist#i just dont have it in me to fight that fight
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sorry to be a bit of a hater but i do wish youtubers weren't so scared of making their videos just like, "reviews", whys everything gotta be a "video essay" all the time. every day my recommendations are filled with 40 minute videos titled "_____: An Underrated Masterpiece" where the first like five minutes are reading the wikipedia definition of "masterpiece" in a somber voice with dramatic themed text on screen. please just tell me how good or bad you think something is and use the rest of the runtime to explain why. you dont need to put on all these airs
#i know the ahem. channel. of some awe....... that whole situation kind of scared people off from using the word review#but like we live in the future now. you can make a review. i believe in you#AND LIKE i like a good video essay!! but im picky. because i read academic shit for fun#when i see a capital E essay im expecting theses. im expecting sub headers. im expecting multiple examples AND footnotes with asides#(and i know this is a controversial topic but i do expect them to be long. because if you read aloud a 4 page journal article its gonna)#(take a bit of time LOL maybe i just read too much academia shit. but i dunno man. theres not a lot you can say about like a big huge)#(topic with multiple angles if you only have like 10 minutes. maybe i just talk too slow. i need to breath <3 )#theres other formats too. surveys. retrospectives. informative essays. persuasive essays. etc#and like i also read lots of reviews not just of like movies and books but of like gallery exhibitions and shit!! they can be extremely#interesting a lot of work and some really beautiful writing!! nothing wrong with a review!!! theyre important#but i do get annoyed with like. the odd air of pretention i see in a lot of video essays. especially cause its usually not backed up by#the content. i dont care for those airs in academia either. nor do i like it in documentaries#just talk naturally. you'll find your voice. there might be pretention in it in the end but it'll be yours#if im making sense. i hear a lot of people talking in a pretention that is not their own. something they put on because thats what they#think they should do. you need to find your own pretention. be pretentious in a way that feels natural to youuuuuu#hell im being pretentious. about this LOL but like its my own. it is a pretentiousness ive built over the past half decade#play around. write a blog. i dunno. find your voice dear youtubers. find your voice
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that post about which was the first thing you read fanfic got me thinking about like. fan and fandom behaviors. how like. aged 10 or 11 and just through sheer power of will and armed with a crappy little camera and the pre-installed video editing software on my dad's laptop I would create """"edits"""" of my then current fandom obsession 😭😭😭 not even for anyone else, literally just because it was such a joyous little activity 😭😭😭 like I'd draw the blinds, so there were no reflections, then neatly filmed the laptop screen only so I could then clip the videos down and rearrange the scenes and put my favorite songs underneath 😭😭😭 I didn't even show it to anyone!!! I was just like!!! look!!! my thing!!! 😭😭😭 this was before I even had an email address fdkghkdf let alone any accounts anywhere, I was just yearning for the fandom experience dhgakldfhgkdf and isn't that so fun in a way? that you love something so much you just. invent your way around engaging with it so intensely??? idk man, I'm having a very grateful that fandoms exist and grateful that I've had the chance to spend so much time in spaces with people who have shared the passions I've had time
#simon.out.#I did later upload them onto my first ever youtube channel dkghlkdfghkdflg#like. way later#but for those moments where it was just me and computer time and my little dvd and camera!! it was just#wow i love this thing so much I#need to actually enter into dialogue with it in a more fundamental way than just watching it for the 500th time#much love much appreciation to all you guys out there feeling similarly about the things that fascinate you#the power of creation the power of loving things the power of seeing a piece of art that speaks to you so intensely#something about the human need to do these things? fascinating. wonderful. one of my favorite things about the human experience is art and#what it does to us and how we treat it
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Gimme Gimme Gimme - SFTH AJ Fan Edit <- WATCH IT HERE
MY AMAZING BEAUTIFUL WONDERFUL FRIEND EDITED AN AJ THIRST TRAP FOR MEEEEEE!!! 💗💖💕
Me: "Yeah, I'm aroace"
Also Me: *screaming, crying, throwing up while watching this on loop* 😍🤩🥵😩😭
#Im definitely aroace spec#But looking at AJ makes me faint#But i also get gender envy from him#So i channel all of those feeling through drawing him and his characters#MY BIAS#MY STAN#shoot from the hip#sfth#sfth aj#sfth edits#sfthposting#alexander jeremy
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found out recently that there are limits to my parasociality... bc I joined George's Instagram broadcast channel and immediately got uncomfortable and left bc like maybe I don't need to know EVERYTHING about him 🤔
#f1#george russell#like maybe i sound insane#but i feel like those channels are trying REALLY hard to create an artificial relationship between drivers and their fans#idk#f1 instagram#formula 1#formula one#gr63
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post-work me is but a shell of the girly i once was (8 hours ago)
#like people are out here working two jobs and raising families#i can't even make it through an office job for 8 hours without#withering away (it's the mental exhaustion tbh zombie work)#i should channel this into writing astarion#i imagine how i feel right now is how astarion felt#the first few nights after being tadpoled#because there's no need for him to sleep during the day yfm#i know that man was rotten company during those 48 hours#𝒾𝒾. ooc.#anyway i just need a little treat and i'll be here 🤭#or durge#they're fighting for sole custody in my brain rn#i hope everyone is sleeping right now#or eating treats with me
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phil’s second draw my life is one of my favourite videos on his channel i looooooove phil just talking openly and honestly about things
#man they really pushed themselves for years#i think people forget how much those first few months of being “off” in 2019 was for both of them#phil talking about how he wanted a more well rounded life… all pleasure now anyone?#2019 was such a transformative time for them… for obvious reasons but also just like everything#he said the last sims video felt like the perfect ending if that’s where it ends OUGHH baby u don’t know what’s gonna come…….#2019 still feels like just yesterday to me like this phil feels so familiar#despite the fact that it’s been 5 entire years and the gaming channel came back and tit and almost dying and phlonde#everything since then has just changed him in so many ways. all for the better#best timeline etc etc#i had a really strange dream that prompted me to want to write something but I had to watch this for research and now im just. phil<3#secret project lives in my mind rent free……
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i saw so many posts today abt how there’s no time for tears, how we need to “get off our asses” and stand up and fight. well i think there’s a place for tears, and for feeling sad and upset and angry. we’ll have plenty of time for action but we need to allow ourselves a little time to mourn. take things slower this week, wear your favorite clothes, treat yourself. we have to have a healthy relationship with ourselves before we can create societal change. please stay safe, our time will come 💙
#people will burn out if you tell them to constantly fight#it’s not a moral failing it’s just the reality.#i’m guessing those people are trying to make people feel better and channel their feelings into fighting#but it just comes across as guilting to me and and guilting people who are on your side is not the right way to go to#just my thoughts
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There is a Rampant and Vicious Cycle in the Online Left That Needs to Be Addressed
Every leftist needs to understand that not every proclaimed leftist is a safe person or one that is acting in good faith. Many people in this sphere --even if they are minorities themselves-- are Abusers. Let me be clear: they are Abusers REGARDLESS of --NOT because of-- them being a minority. Despite this, many of them have weaponized their standing as a minority in order to get away with their behavior and achieve what they see as some form of power and control over others. Let me be clear. I am referring to those that:
Manipulate and lie about pressing situations (especially when it's to harm another person or demographic)
Excessively use idpol to either elevate themselves to holier than thou levels ("listen to ___ people but only when it's something I agree with, which just so happens to devolve from constructive change to making others grovel and plead forgiveness endlessly before me") or belittle others (ie their skin color, gender, queerness, disability, neurodivergence, religion, age, etc.) in order to discount their point or not treat them as equal human beings; yes, even if their skin tone is white or if they are men, abuse does not have to be backed up by systemic issues in order to be abusive or at the very least harmful (sidenote: this does not apply to people talking about their experiences as a minority that is otherwise not experienced or understood by others, the issue I'm pointing out is when it's twisted to cover everything not directly tied to their identity and proclaim themselves as the only ones allowed to be the voice of reason, therefore shutting up everyone else and to avoid any constructive criticism or discussion)
Act on rage and at times even trauma to bring forth harmful ideals (ex: truly hating every person of a demographic, wishing for a genocide, making actual death or rape threats towards someone or a group, conversion, etc)(sidenote: I'm not discounting those that have trauma and even have harmful thoughts, just please seek help and understand that it is not healthy nor sustainable to paint or alter reality to be in line with what trauma makes you believe)
Actively try to get others they don't agree with to either permanently leave the internet or commit suicide and even celebrate when either happens
Excessively test others on their "purity" on unachievable standards to the detriment of everyone and Leftism as a whole (purity culture is fueled by christian culture in order to disguise doomerism, accepting defeat when change is not possible, of which is the very thing that will kill leftism)
Infight over weird made up issues (remember how divide and conquer is a war strategy? To split hairs and discount others for non-issues is to do the work of conservatives and nazis for them)
Shut down people or discussions over minor slights such as using an incorrect word/phrasing or any numerous perceived mistakes (example I've seen here: berating a person with schizophrenia (or a trans person or any other minority) for using a derogatory term for themselves when they're talking about how everyone else is speaking over them and not listening), ignoring the hypocrisy or not taking into account any number of mundane causes such as non-native english speakers, generational gaps, being in the process of learning (either recovering from harmful beliefs or simple ignorance), using those terms to prove a point (such as that example I mentioned above), neurodivergence, etc.
Not letting others talk about their experiences of oppression when those experiences don't match theirs, instead opting to call those people bigoted for contrived reasons
A rejection of nuance, intersectionalism, and even reality to better suit their goals (ex: claiming that every trans man benefits from the patriarchy and can never experience misogyny)
Misuse of therapy speak and terminology in order to water down those terms and render them near meaningless so they can weaponize them under the pretense of their original use (ex: gaslighting), or to cut off any need to connect or sympathize with other human beings and instead speak to them like a PR message (refer to this video by Zena and Poppy for reference)
They never speak on true leftist/progressive ideals or positive change, they only engage in destructive discourse or any behavior listed above
Making baseless dangerous accusations towards someone they don't like. Before you go harr harr you're doing that, I'm not calling out any specific person and am merely listing dangerous behaviors I've seen people here act out. What I am referring to are when someone casually calls someone specific a predator (or whatever else) with absolutely zero proof and expecting everyone to believe them no questions asked. This has been shown to ruin people's lives
Any other similar behaviors not included in this list (as well as classic logical fallacies), but what I've mentioned above should paint you a good picture
Every example I've pointed out were REAL EVENTS I've seen from people that proclaim themselves as leftists or even just progressive, and sometimes are even minorities themselves (some even infight against their own communities using the behaviors listed above, often out of internalized bigotry)(an example of a real event that happened here recently were when several people were making rape threats towards a trans man by the username of @a-faggot-with-opinions). To be blunt, I'm pointing out exclusionism in practically every form, asexual discourse, transandrophobia, TERFs/radfems, TEHMs, tankies, "cornbreadtube", nationalists and ethnonationalists, and all else I don't have the terminology for For many of the people that fall under that bullet list I would hesitate to even refer to them as leftist or progressive, as they never seem to actually show they act on it or even believe in it, only making an appearance in those communities for their own destructive personal gain; hell, often times they have ideals that directly go against what those communities stand for! Examples include TERFs with white supremacist beliefs, transandrophobes that are misogynistic, ethnonationalists that are antisemitic, puritans that are ableist, the list goes on forever. Once you know what to look for, you can see the hidden or overt bigotry behind their false "progressive" statements
No one is infallible No one is better than everyone else You are not immune to propaganda No one is immune from behaving abusively
These people are dangerous, whether they actually qualify as abusers --as I've been referring to them as such for brevity and impact-- or are people that are engaging in hurtful or fully abusive behavior (use this paragraph as a disclaimer, I of course can't know if someone is an abuser in real life unless there is documented evidence of such). Regardless, they are hurting the left and are letting the right win
If you see any of these behaviors either 1) take caution if you're unsure, 2) block them, or 3) if you have the fortitude, call them out. Either way, use your best judgement and think for yourself (or discuss with good faith leftists if you're uncertain). And remember, often times (albeit not always) they are actually fully aware of their disgusting behavior and are choosing to act maliciously, not ignorantly.
Stay safe, log off, do what you can to support your local community and leftism as a whole, don't let these people distract from the real issues at hand. Have empathy, if you don't have empathy then act in compassion, if you don't or refuse to do either please do not engage in politics. Misanthropy has no place in matters concerning humanity.
And remember: we have to stand together in unity so we can create a better future for all
#politics#leftism#online left#discourse#tw abuse#tw rape mention#tw genocide mention#tw bigotry#racism#transphobia#transandrophobia#purity culture#vent#this goes for several issues I haven't mentioned whether due to a lack of proper wordage or expertise due to not being part of those groups#I'm a non-native english speaker who is autistic be aware of that if I do misphrase something#Poppy and Zena: Wholesome Degenerates is an excellent youtube channel please check them out#if anyone argues here in bad faith feel free to use this post as a free block list#had so much to say but now I can get back to shitposting les go
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league’s next show should be based on those sun and moon lesbians so they can capitalize on the rhaenicent hype
#i’m so mad that i forgot their names#i think one is leona??#but anyways this would mostly be for ME#i’ve been curious about those two ever since i randomly saw their video on the league yt channel#i’m so hyped to see what the next show is gonna be#league of legends#leona league of legends#league of legends diana#OH ITS DIANA#I FEEL DUMB#house of the dragon#rhaenicent#rhaenyra targaryen#alicent hightower#arcane
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