#to be always the eldest
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i made another one
(he's so me fr)
#briar thorne#multi media#photo compilation#raph#rottmnt#rise of the turtles#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#rise raph#save rise of the tmnt#save rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#save rise of the turtles#ngl i kinda relate to him#to be always the leader#to be always the eldest#to be the biggest#to not know what to do when things get tough#yeah#you could lead other people when its fun#and try to help them when its tough#and make sure they're safe#or not injured#but sometimes#everything just crashes down#yknow?#i always loved raph when i was a child#because i had anger issues and i didnt know how to express them#but this raph#he just hit me right#in all of those places where its hard to reach
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I cast: curse of the eldest (can’t ask for help)
#dick grayson#nightwing#jason todd#red hood#dc#art#my art#digital art#fanart#dick has eldest daughter syndrome#cant ask for help or burden anyone but will always be there for everyone else#Jason sees right through him but he doesn’t know how to make someone feel comfortable with being open#ugh I have so many feels#I’m about to make dick and Damian art because me and my youngest siblings are closest and idk how to even talk to the others
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If I had a nickel for every time I got invested in a sibling dynamic where the blue-coded eldest is the "prodigy," the father figure’s favorite, the golden child, in the eyes of the red-coded younger sibling who holds resentment towards the elder’s perceived "perfection," while in reality, the eldest—often depicted as the responsible leader—struggles under the weight of that responsibility and the pressure to be a good role model, feeling like they have to live up to impossible standards (hello, eldest daughter syndrome), and the younger sibling, more impulsive and prone to anger, wrestles with feelings of being overshadowed and misunderstood, I’d have two nickels. Which isn't a lot, but it’s weird that it has happened twice… Then again, maybe it's not so weird because—let's be real—I’m a sucker for family angst in fiction.


Yeah and also the brother duo’s have a tech-savvy, intelligent younger brother!!


#and also the elder brother is always my personal favorite <3#theory: your fav tmnt brother from childhood might determine your fav bat family member#nightwing#dick grayson#dc robin#dc comics#jason todd#red hood#tmnt leonardo#tmnt raphael#tmnt 2012#teenage mutant ninja turtles#batfam#eldest daughter syndrome#family dynamics
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this isnt the first or evenn second time ive drawn myself as lucifer. this is no longer a two nickels situation now its just becoming a thing
#well. to be fair it always has been. literally picked part of my name because of it#but im now like. do i want to draw this more. i do. do i want to post this more. well. (vanishes)#this was like a uuuuuugeeee dellusion tthing for me growing up i was convinced i needed to be uniquely punished in my family#because i was the eldest and bc of being trans it was like essentially fated id always be the black sheep#growing up in a super religious family etc#so i kind of just accepted that i was so used to being scapegoated and blamed for corrupting everyone else#like oh my god so many times. even in my csa#i was like Fine Then. sure. thats how it is.#and so i think theres a part of me thats always like. okay. lets be evil. would you like to live deliciously#i looooove the idea of like. lets be bad. lets do things because it looks yummy. lets seek enlightenment like kids stealing extra cookies#from the jar
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act 1 hawke siblings you're everything to me
#leandra constantly babying carver will always be funny to me. ma'am he's the only reason why your eldest child still isn't in jail#hawke#carver hawke#dragon age
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my thoughts re: the main cast of the new nhl amazon docu-series
#and nary a nonwhite man! but yes lets put landeskog noted non-active player for the last two seasons in this show#connor mcdavid#leon draisaitl#matthew tkachuk#jacob trouba#sorry buddy i actually do like you a lot as a person outside of hockey (as much as i can like a celeb i dont know) but good lord ur elbows#david pastrnak#jeremy swayman#i hate you i hate you i hate you for being so good a goalie and being in the atlantic GRRRRR#quinn hughes#eldest sister narrative prevails as always#jack eichel#william nylander#IM SORRY a lot of his current pretty boy status is just people refusing to acknowledge the passage of time wreaking its usual havoc#on fine-haired pale-skinned white people#filip forsberg#still puzzling over why he was chosen besides his majestic mustache#love u bub#gabe landeskog
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I know most everyone has decided to ignore that Dan Erikson said that Devon is the younger sibling, and I totally get that she radiates older sister energy but I think it's so much more tragic if she is actually the younger sibling and had to step up into the older sister role after Gemma died because Mark was just so broken and the only person he had to take care of him was his little sister
#also even if devon is younger than mark she is still the eldest daughter of the family and thats a whole other thing#also also sometimes people dont always fit into the stereotypical role their birth order dictates#i am juts so curious about what mark and devons upbringing looked like#like what were their parents like#severance#devon scout hale#mark scout#severance thoughts#my post
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*matriarchal: relating to or denoting a form of social organization in which a woman is the head.
*patriarchal: relating to or denoting a form of social organization in which a man is the head.
#polls#my mom’s side of the family has always felt very matriarchal#my mamaw (great grandmother) kept the family together gave advice hosted dinners made decisions etc.#she died and my grandmother (her oldest daughter) took over the responsibility#on my dad’s side my grandpa’s eldest sister is queen bee and apparently her grandmother held that role before her
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If MinaKushi kids are being talked about I will throw in my own pair ☺️
Kimchi (female) and Miso (mab but genderfluid/any pronouns), they’re meant to be with Naruto as triplets. Kimchi looks exactly like Kushina while Miso is a mix of MinaKush to go along with Naruto looking like Minato (and also I thought it was funny to have Miso as the literal middle child)
Personality wise, Kimchi is originally more like Kushina before turning out more similar to Minato (eldest daughter turned clan head stuff), and Miso has more of Minato’s personality but became the Tragic Genius Kid and graduated early to provide for his family but then had to deal with Not Knowing their own Identity (can you tell he’s a wip cause I don’t wanna make him just Itachi?)
Also!! Def wanted to lean into the ramen topping theme and chose names that started with K and M, and it was a coincidence that Kimchi and Miso were kinda spot on personality wise (Kimchi being a spicy thing and Miso being a grounding/dependable type thing)
Naruto with siblings as triplets is something I did not know I needed! <3 How would that work for Kurama? Idk idc but Kimchi is already my favorite!
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magnus knowing when alec wake up even though it just a tiny movement because he's been staying up, worrying out of his mind, waiting for alec to wake up. alec reaching out for a comforting touch when he's sick. magnus pressed his cheeks to his and alec's joined hands. dont do drugs guy this malec stuff get serious

#malec#alec lightwood#magnus bane#tsc#tmi#shadowhunters#the mortal instruments#the shadowhunter chronicles#the red scrolls of magic#trsom#the eldest curses#tec#malec you will always be dear
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fiona gallagher // "i bet on losing dogs" by mistki
#fiona gallagher#shameless#fiona and her kids#fiona and monica#parentification#fiona gallagher’s childhood#parentified child#ami weaves a web#another sad fiona edit sorry!!!! SORRY#except not sorry. not really. lol#i have had this rattling around my head for days just needed to put it out there#mistki#mitski lyrics#making myself sad with this one folks!#also oh my god this was so hard to color match sorry if the editing looks shitty#EVERYTHING FROM SEASONS 1-3 ARE BRIGHT YELLOW AND EVERYTHING ONWARDS IS TWILIGHT BLUE KICKING AND SCREAMING#WHYYYYY#anyways!#particularly emotional about this fi and debbie scene oh goddd the way she’s cupping her cheek just makes me want to cry#GOD I JUST ..#TELL YOUR BABY THAT IM YOUR BABY !!!!!!!!!#i bet on losing dogs is just SO fiona gallagher coded#but also?? ELDEST DAUGHTER CODED IN GENERAL#GODDDDD#i always want you when i’m finally fine too#for a while i’m just. this is okay. everything is fine. and then BAM#I WANT TO BE MY PARENTS CHILD AGAIN PLEASEEEEE PLEASE PLEASE LEKALSLLLSLSLSLKDDK LET ME BE YOUR BABY !!!!!!!#PLEEASASSEREEEEEEEE#SOBBING AND CRYINF
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Just a girl who wants to be her mother’s daughter in the ways that matter
#Such a tenacious go getter & the smartest woman ik#Has NEVER looked back at a man twice. Knows she’s beautiful & that attention is guaranteed. Never desperate for male validation ever#The best fashion sense ik. She’s the epitome of classic & vintage#Doesn’t gaf what others are doing / is always tunnel visioned on her own goals#A mega workaholic and like. Maybe I’d rather balance but still she’s still an overachiever#I feel im becoming more and more like her by the day but still I have some work to do#Need to be more focused & to stop entertaining little boys fr#I just want to move w the unshackling confidence & elegance she seems to emanate effortlessly#I swear that woman was born that way!!!! So unfair for the rest of us mortals#Why does no one talk about the psychological torture that comes w having a naturally gorgeous genius mother#I’m dying over here I just wanna be like her but im pushing that boulder up the hill all the time#Meanwhile she’s always just On#HOW#Just an eldest daughter having a crisis about her mother who is also#The eldest daughter out of her and her two brothers#I need to journal about this I need to meditate#How to manufacture the drive that your mother was simply endowed with at birth#Not even joking I just got off my internship and now im sitting on a swing under the late May sun having a crisis about this
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noticing in your vents—
is your sister okay too?
We laugh, sure, but we both know we're not ok.
#messyr#vent post#we have separate fams and both of us are the eldest. She mostly stays at mother side and I stay at my father's although dad is never home.#The rest of the members in my father side can put quips here and there to make her feel guilty and she does get guilty mostly about money#I ALSO provide them and HER financial support while also trying to pay for myself. I'm VERY exhausted.#unlike me she's not caged up here- but with a few restrictions still#while im BOUND to my family (father side) and they always target me so that's a pretty neat deal than seeing my sister suffer the same#just thinking of it makes me want to throw up HAHAH#there are times- she does things by action or words that makes me feel like- yknow. she loves me back. that's enough for me
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remember how people kept mistaking Lizzie for Jimmy last session when she was invisible on the horse? Because they couldn’t SEE or HEAR her so they couldn’t tell it wasn’t him? And then also if Jimmy never killed her, he would’ve been out first? oh yeah. It’s all coming together
#secret life#secret life smp#how can I make this about LORE#jimmy solidarity#solidaritygaming#lizzie ldshadowlady#ldshadowlady#She was always the older seabling#She was the one protecting him#and she who is eldest inherits the throne#Or something lmao#the watchers#??
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One thing that I always think about post-dungeon recovery Mithrun who got home is that people were probably used to talking about him while he was still in the room.
Misiril's squad used to that when he was still in their care. Questions towards him were quickly redirected to others when he wouldn't (couldn't) answer their questions -- where was the rest of his squad? what happened to the demon? how did he even end up like this? Asking or talking to Mithrun is a pointless effort. So they stopped doing that.
And Mithrun, he's gotten used to this set-up, not like he could bring himself to care.
When his caretakers and visiting family started doing it, he continued to be apathetic to them (although, the numbness from this large, gaping hole in his chest makes him think that he used to care).
The caretakers would do their duties, but behind his back, they would probably gossip about Mithrun's chances of recovery. Others think there is still hope, a lot of them think this is going to be permanent. Which is good, at least to their business, because Mithrun's brother pays a lot to make sure he is alive. And Mithrun...is not in the state to do that himself. They at least try to whisper when they're around Mithrun, keep their voices low or mention him under an alias or a codename. But Mithrun knows they are talking about him. He is the elephant in the room.
His visiting family is less nice. They take one look at him and weep -- not out of worry, or pity, or sadness -- but of shame. There is no way they can show him to others anymore, they bemoan. There is no way he can represent himself as a member of the House of Kerensil, they cry. He's just like his brother! And, once upon a time, that comment would've hurt Mithrun, a stab right into his heart. But all he feels is a gaping numbness that cannot be filled (It used to be full, he can't help but think).
I wish he had died, someone from his family said while he was within earshot. And Mithrun, barely alive but still breathing, cannot bring himself to care.
The only person that I think would be delighted to see him alive, at least, is his brother. I can see him visiting Mithrun whenever he can (at least in elf time terms). Talking to him as if he can respond, asking him about things when Mithrun can't bring himself to answer. At some point, Mithrun's brother stopped talking to him when he visits; instead, he would just sit next to Mithrun and watch the birds and the flowers. He would drink tea and Mithrun would do nothing.
But once in a while, Mithrun's brother would tell him, I'm glad you came home, I'm glad you're still alive.
#and then when mithrun ends up going back to the canaries#mithrun#mithrun dungeon meshi#mithrun of the house of kerensil#one thing that i always think about is how mithrun's brother is one of the few people in mithrun's recovery support group#lke where tf was his parents#his friends??#not to like villanize mithrun's family but the way they treat their eldest and not appear in mithrun's recovery scenes are telling#they honestly would be that type of person whod look at their own son who is disabled and think oh its so much better if he died#because they think being disabled means being unable to live#which is SO UNTRUE#mithrun's brother while not being physically there is so important to mithrun's recovery#not just financially but by just showing that he cares#evetually mithrun's support group would grow to include canaries + melini people but#i just keep thinking about mithrun's quote that they're lucky there are people who love them#it is so true#and it matters to me that he knows/realized that#dungeon meshi spoilers#dungeon meshi
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its two in the morning and i'm plagued by thoughts of the von zarovich brothers
#if u are my players and u see this: no you dont#curse of strahd#strahd von zarovich#sergei von zarovich#listen. LISTEN. i am a tragic and doomed sibling enjoyer#i am also an eldest sibling irl#i get strahd and his jealousy. i do. i understand it#but god. them#duty vs free will vs love#and how sergei. wonderful sergei. perfect sergei. gets everything. because of course he does#its handed to him on a silver platter#and strahd? fought with bloody hands to get what he wants. he takes and takes and takes#sergei. full of love and admiration towards strahd#i do think strahd loved sergei as best as he could#and i think that love turned to something sour when he tries to keep the order of things#sergei breaking the rules vs strahd whos had the rules drilled into him since he was a boy#strahd who felt like he had to prove himself to his parents to get their love vs sergei who got it immediately#ooooooughh im thinking so hard#i cannot stop#theyre so abdndjskakwk#strahd not allowing sergei to break free of their princely duties bc its the only thing he has left of their parents#he is the warrior. sergei is the priest. thats always how it should be#yet here he is#breaking that#breaking what his father created#and strahd realises too late that that was ever an option for him#look how happy sergei is. why cant he be allowed that? surely hes allowed that after all the blood and fighting?#why cant he get that#sibling jealousy. again. i /get/ that#god. i cant wait to tell my players more about sergei & strahd
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