#to be always the eldest
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
i made another one
(he's so me fr)
#briar thorne#multi media#photo compilation#raph#rottmnt#rise of the turtles#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#rise raph#save rise of the tmnt#save rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#save rise of the turtles#ngl i kinda relate to him#to be always the leader#to be always the eldest#to be the biggest#to not know what to do when things get tough#yeah#you could lead other people when its fun#and try to help them when its tough#and make sure they're safe#or not injured#but sometimes#everything just crashes down#yknow?#i always loved raph when i was a child#because i had anger issues and i didnt know how to express them#but this raph#he just hit me right#in all of those places where its hard to reach
49 notes
·
View notes
Text
I cast: curse of the eldest (can’t ask for help)
#dick grayson#nightwing#jason todd#red hood#dc#art#my art#digital art#fanart#dick has eldest daughter syndrome#cant ask for help or burden anyone but will always be there for everyone else#Jason sees right through him but he doesn’t know how to make someone feel comfortable with being open#ugh I have so many feels#I’m about to make dick and Damian art because me and my youngest siblings are closest and idk how to even talk to the others
7K notes
·
View notes
Text
DC give me more of them interacting please I’m begging you
#dick grayson#dc#nightwing#my art#batman#dc comics#damian wayne#robin#batkids#batfamily#eldest daughter dick grayson doing the emotional labor as always#guess who vandalized the billboard
638 notes
·
View notes
Text
my thoughts re: the main cast of the new nhl amazon docu-series
#and nary a nonwhite man! but yes lets put landeskog noted non-active player for the last two seasons in this show#connor mcdavid#leon draisaitl#matthew tkachuk#jacob trouba#sorry buddy i actually do like you a lot as a person outside of hockey (as much as i can like a celeb i dont know) but good lord ur elbows#david pastrnak#jeremy swayman#i hate you i hate you i hate you for being so good a goalie and being in the atlantic GRRRRR#quinn hughes#eldest sister narrative prevails as always#jack eichel#william nylander#IM SORRY a lot of his current pretty boy status is just people refusing to acknowledge the passage of time wreaking its usual havoc#on fine-haired pale-skinned white people#filip forsberg#still puzzling over why he was chosen besides his majestic mustache#love u bub#gabe landeskog
705 notes
·
View notes
Text
*matriarchal: relating to or denoting a form of social organization in which a woman is the head.
*patriarchal: relating to or denoting a form of social organization in which a man is the head.
#polls#my mom’s side of the family has always felt very matriarchal#my mamaw (great grandmother) kept the family together gave advice hosted dinners made decisions etc.#she died and my grandmother (her oldest daughter) took over the responsibility#on my dad’s side my grandpa’s eldest sister is queen bee and apparently her grandmother held that role before her
458 notes
·
View notes
Text
Just a girl who wants to be her mother’s daughter in the ways that matter
#Such a tenacious go getter & the smartest woman ik#Has NEVER looked back at a man twice. Knows she’s beautiful & that attention is guaranteed. Never desperate for male validation ever#The best fashion sense ik. She’s the epitome of classic & vintage#Doesn’t gaf what others are doing / is always tunnel visioned on her own goals#A mega workaholic and like. Maybe I’d rather balance but still she’s still an overachiever#I feel im becoming more and more like her by the day but still I have some work to do#Need to be more focused & to stop entertaining little boys fr#I just want to move w the unshackling confidence & elegance she seems to emanate effortlessly#I swear that woman was born that way!!!! So unfair for the rest of us mortals#Why does no one talk about the psychological torture that comes w having a naturally gorgeous genius mother#I’m dying over here I just wanna be like her but im pushing that boulder up the hill all the time#Meanwhile she’s always just On#HOW#Just an eldest daughter having a crisis about her mother who is also#The eldest daughter out of her and her two brothers#I need to journal about this I need to meditate#How to manufacture the drive that your mother was simply endowed with at birth#Not even joking I just got off my internship and now im sitting on a swing under the late May sun having a crisis about this
250 notes
·
View notes
Note
noticing in your vents—
is your sister okay too?
We laugh, sure, but we both know we're not ok.
#messyr#vent post#we have separate fams and both of us are the eldest. She mostly stays at mother side and I stay at my father's although dad is never home.#The rest of the members in my father side can put quips here and there to make her feel guilty and she does get guilty mostly about money#I ALSO provide them and HER financial support while also trying to pay for myself. I'm VERY exhausted.#unlike me she's not caged up here- but with a few restrictions still#while im BOUND to my family (father side) and they always target me so that's a pretty neat deal than seeing my sister suffer the same#just thinking of it makes me want to throw up HAHAH#there are times- she does things by action or words that makes me feel like- yknow. she loves me back. that's enough for me
235 notes
·
View notes
Text
remember how people kept mistaking Lizzie for Jimmy last session when she was invisible on the horse? Because they couldn’t SEE or HEAR her so they couldn’t tell it wasn’t him? And then also if Jimmy never killed her, he would’ve been out first? oh yeah. It’s all coming together
#secret life#secret life smp#how can I make this about LORE#jimmy solidarity#solidaritygaming#lizzie ldshadowlady#ldshadowlady#She was always the older seabling#She was the one protecting him#and she who is eldest inherits the throne#Or something lmao#the watchers#??
558 notes
·
View notes
Text
wait quick question, because i had some assumptions shattered today.
define know however you want.
#i just assumed everyone does!#family friend's eldest daughter and my occasional babysitter when i was a kid has a gold medal in swimming#and because gold coast there are always swimmers#daniel kawalski went to my hs#grant hackett was dating someone at my hs for a bit so he was hanging around
232 notes
·
View notes
Text
One thing that I always think about post-dungeon recovery Mithrun who got home is that people were probably used to talking about him while he was still in the room.
Misiril's squad used to that when he was still in their care. Questions towards him were quickly redirected to others when he wouldn't (couldn't) answer their questions -- where was the rest of his squad? what happened to the demon? how did he even end up like this? Asking or talking to Mithrun is a pointless effort. So they stopped doing that.
And Mithrun, he's gotten used to this set-up, not like he could bring himself to care.
When his caretakers and visiting family started doing it, he continued to be apathetic to them (although, the numbness from this large, gaping hole in his chest makes him think that he used to care).
The caretakers would do their duties, but behind his back, they would probably gossip about Mithrun's chances of recovery. Others think there is still hope, a lot of them think this is going to be permanent. Which is good, at least to their business, because Mithrun's brother pays a lot to make sure he is alive. And Mithrun...is not in the state to do that himself. They at least try to whisper when they're around Mithrun, keep their voices low or mention him under an alias or a codename. But Mithrun knows they are talking about him. He is the elephant in the room.
His visiting family is less nice. They take one look at him and weep -- not out of worry, or pity, or sadness -- but of shame. There is no way they can show him to others anymore, they bemoan. There is no way he can represent himself as a member of the House of Kerensil, they cry. He's just like his brother! And, once upon a time, that comment would've hurt Mithrun, a stab right into his heart. But all he feels is a gaping numbness that cannot be filled (It used to be full, he can't help but think).
I wish he had died, someone from his family said while he was within earshot. And Mithrun, barely alive but still breathing, cannot bring himself to care.
The only person that I think would be delighted to see him alive, at least, is his brother. I can see him visiting Mithrun whenever he can (at least in elf time terms). Talking to him as if he can respond, asking him about things when Mithrun can't bring himself to answer. At some point, Mithrun's brother stopped talking to him when he visits; instead, he would just sit next to Mithrun and watch the birds and the flowers. He would drink tea and Mithrun would do nothing.
But once in a while, Mithrun's brother would tell him, I'm glad you came home, I'm glad you're still alive.
#and then when mithrun ends up going back to the canaries#mithrun#mithrun dungeon meshi#mithrun of the house of kerensil#one thing that i always think about is how mithrun's brother is one of the few people in mithrun's recovery support group#lke where tf was his parents#his friends??#not to like villanize mithrun's family but the way they treat their eldest and not appear in mithrun's recovery scenes are telling#they honestly would be that type of person whod look at their own son who is disabled and think oh its so much better if he died#because they think being disabled means being unable to live#which is SO UNTRUE#mithrun's brother while not being physically there is so important to mithrun's recovery#not just financially but by just showing that he cares#evetually mithrun's support group would grow to include canaries + melini people but#i just keep thinking about mithrun's quote that they're lucky there are people who love them#it is so true#and it matters to me that he knows/realized that#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi spoilers
374 notes
·
View notes
Text
Idk about you guys but I am an absolute sucker for stoic, strong, providing/protective, "macho-macho" male characters absolutely just breaking down when the going gets a bit too tough. Willing to shoulder any burden or battle scars if it means granting their loved ones' safety, but cracking when it gets too much, getting disheveled when things go wrong, when things are out of their control, when they've lost so much that they cannot hold it in anymore. They cannot continue being strong, at least just for now when they just need to decompress.
With that said, Arthur Morgan absolutely deserved to have a good cry. I'm upset he hasn't in the game, at least from what we have seen. Despite how strong and hardened this 36-year-old seasoned outlaw is, he is still a man - a good man at heart (at least in my canon as a High Honour truther).
There is no way he couldn’t have cried on the ship after watching his own father and mentee/lowkey-son-figure die right before his eyes. There is no way he couldn’t have cried when he failed his chance of running away with the love of his life whilst he still had the chance, and having to come to terms with the fact that the last memory she will hold of him will be him making another promise he couldn't keep + that the last piece of her he has left is her essentially writing him out of her life with no time or opportunity to explain. There is no way he couldn’t have cried when the fear of death/the fate that awaited him and his loved ones got too overwhelming for him. There is no way he couldn’t have cried when he started seeing both life and death differently after Sister Calderón's inspiring words in that train station.
He deserved to have a good cry. Arthur, a man living in the American 1890s where there was a certain expectation for men (outlaw or otherwise) to surpress any 'weak' emotion, finally admitting "I'm afraid" was one of the 'manliest' and most human moments we ever see him have, and it was so simple yet so beautiful. The man has been through so much pain as much as he has inflicted it - he deserves a hearty moment of release. To cry, to sob, to wail, whatever. He just needed that after everything.
#ranna word dumping#tldr; arthur eldest-daughter-syndrome morgan needs to let out some of his emotions thru a good cry session#arthur if it helps i can always put on some mitski#he is lowkey kinda class of 2013 coded but idk#oh arthur :(#let him cook? more like let him CRY 🗣🔥🙏🏽‼️#red dead redemption 2#rdr2#rdr#red dead redemption#arthur morgan#rdr2 arthur#rdr2 arthur morgan#dutch van der linde#john marston#hosea matthews#mary linton#lenny summers#javier escuella#sean macguire#micah bell#sadie adler#kieran duffy#mary beth gaskill#tilly jackson#charles smith#rdr2 fandom#rdr2 community#rdr2 meta#meta
305 notes
·
View notes
Text
#i SWEAR i will answer the asks i got this just got into my brain and wouldnt leave lmao#yi knows your ip number#i was thinking in here they are around 3 years actually#we still got no canon knowledge on who is the eldest and who is the youngest but i headcanon it like#uno (oldest and will always let everyone know) odyn (second oldest and oldest middle child) moja (youngest middle child) yi (youngest)#yi isvery smart for her age!!!#she already reading and writing and dissing her brother look at her go!!!#im also not putting a read more on this one because the last time i did that so many people were yelling at me in the tags#to not put my stuff under read more#I LISTENED OK#HERE YOU GO#FORCES YOU TO LOOK AT MY SILLY STUFF#peepaw and babies au#tmnt#tmnt the last ronin#the last ronin lost years#tmnt uno#tmnt moja#tmnt yi#tmnt odyn#tmnt mikey#tmnt michelangelo#doodles#my art
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
Eddie Diaz saying, "[Dating] makes me feel like I have to perform," is never far from my mind
Because first of all, that's probably the queerest thing I've heard any character in the show say and there are two canon lesbians and a canon gay man that came out later in life, to say nothing of Buck and his recent coming out
(And it definitely feeds my demi!Eddie headcanon)
But also because. like.
When you think about it, everything that a relationship entails, he already does with Buck except the physical aspect.
They co-parent a kid. They have family dinner with Chris frequently. They go out together, just the two of them. They've cohabitated.
And they're emotionally intimate with each other. I'd even argue that Eddie has never been more emotionally intimate with anyone else in his life, because even with Shannon he was trying to do The Right Thing and telling her what he thought she wanted to hear, but with Buck he can be fully honest about what's going on in his head.
(See: "I'm worried about you." "I'm worried about me, too.")
(See also: the breakdown scene.)
I mean, it's no wonder people ship them, honestly, but it just proves that dating itself isn't the problem, it's the fact that Eddie is dating the wrong gender people
He's dating people who will make everyone else happy instead of dating people who will make him happy, and because of that, he never feels at ease with his significant other enough to form a real connection with them.
It's no wonder all three of his major relationships have ended in abject failure, he's warring with himself on what he wants vs what he feels he should do to make life easier for everyone else
#911 abc#eddie diaz#buddie#eddie diaz: always the dutiful eldest child#i identify way too much with him for someone who isn't a widowed firefighter living in LA#i think about this at least once a day is2g#that line HAUNTS ME#eddie is demi AND gay and you will never convince me otherwise
75 notes
·
View notes
Text
Kristen and Aelwyn sit in the kitchen together late at night -- not talking about anything, but understanding nevertheless. Aelwyn makes them her favourite elven tea (Jawbone ordered it from Fallinel) and draws little protective runes on the coins Kristen's saving for her brothers, and Kristen uses whatever spell energy she had left that day to chip away at the aches in Aelwyn's joints. Kristen always does her best to protect Adaine when they're out adventuring, and it's no coincidence that Aelwyn ends up teaching Bricker and Cork at Oakshield Middle. They can't always be with their younger siblings, but they can always count on each other to keep them safe.
#they make me so crazyinsane kristen and aelwyn you will always be famous#fh continues to rep eldest sisters and complicated sibling dynamics <3333#fhjy#aelwyn abernant#kristen applebees
260 notes
·
View notes
Text
fiona gallagher // "i bet on losing dogs" by mistki
#fiona gallagher#shameless#fiona and her kids#fiona and monica#parentification#fiona gallagher’s childhood#parentified child#ami weaves a web#another sad fiona edit sorry!!!! SORRY#except not sorry. not really. lol#i have had this rattling around my head for days just needed to put it out there#mistki#mitski lyrics#making myself sad with this one folks!#also oh my god this was so hard to color match sorry if the editing looks shitty#EVERYTHING FROM SEASONS 1-3 ARE BRIGHT YELLOW AND EVERYTHING ONWARDS IS TWILIGHT BLUE KICKING AND SCREAMING#WHYYYYY#anyways!#particularly emotional about this fi and debbie scene oh goddd the way she’s cupping her cheek just makes me want to cry#GOD I JUST ..#TELL YOUR BABY THAT IM YOUR BABY !!!!!!!!!#i bet on losing dogs is just SO fiona gallagher coded#but also?? ELDEST DAUGHTER CODED IN GENERAL#GODDDDD#i always want you when i’m finally fine too#for a while i’m just. this is okay. everything is fine. and then BAM#I WANT TO BE MY PARENTS CHILD AGAIN PLEASEEEEE PLEASE PLEASE LEKALSLLLSLSLSLKDDK LET ME BE YOUR BABY !!!!!!!#PLEEASASSEREEEEEEEE#SOBBING AND CRYINF
122 notes
·
View notes
Text
#eldest jaded daughter jace my beloved. you will always be great to me in your 'my mother is a fool' era#jace velaryon#jacaerys velaryon#hotd#house of the dragon#rhaenyra targaryen#webweave#(my posts)#(series)#@targaryenluver let me know if you want me to take down the gif. i did use the search function. but still
106 notes
·
View notes