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#tired and sad today#idk what i want anymore and idk how to change anything but i every day i am more certain this cannot continue#everything’s fucking stupid man like i didn’t ask to be born now i’m not even allowed to not be alive cuz oooo people got feelings and shit#was it a greentext? that imaginary torture room with a sandpaper treadmill floor or whatever#if anyone knows what i’m talking about#i don’t mean to be melodramatic but that’s seriously how it feels to be alive for me exdee#like i’m just doing nothing being dragged along slowly being scraped into nothing#soon i’ll be an unfeeling lump of meat and viscera.i guess#now it really just doesn’t feel very nice#to exist or do anything or not do anything#i am incompatible with life#the guilt eats me alive#i’m sorry i’m not happy… i’m sorry it isn’t enough#i’m sorry i can’t do more and be better idk why i just cant pick myself up and keep moving for that long anymore#smh everything sucks dude#i’m going to bed#new day tmr#it will probably be mildly agonizing but generally tolerable as always#and always and always and always and
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reblog to give ur mutuals a soft lil kissy on the head
#i can't reblog this from everyone so this is just me giving all my mutuals a soft lil kissy on the head#if u see this#*muah*#soft lil kissy on the head#and if u don't want one u can have a head pat#or i can lovingly send soft lovey vibes your way#all options are valid#idk i just#need to spread some love today#i'm tired and sad and stressed#so i'm giving u all some love#bc i need to fill myself with more of it#love u all hope u have/are having a good day#mutuals#not stargate
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#mine#doctor who#dwedit#david tennant#millie gibson#dw spoilers#:D#ok i decided i needed to make some gifs today before the work week starts!!!#3 more weeks until it's summer break!!!!!#this week is going to be Very Busy AGAIN#but i have to hand in the report cards this week so i hope i won't be too tired to make more gifs later on#ANYWAYS#rogue was great#sad that they didn't get jonathan groff to sing in this episode though#can't believe we're coming up on the 2 parter finale already :(#but i cannot wait to find out who susan twist actually is!!!!#ok i have one more gifset i want to make brb
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today i offer you prompts 11-20 for isat month!! ignore your calendar THANKYUUUU <3
#isatmonth#isat#isat siffrin#in stars and time#isat loop#isat mirabelle#isat isabeau#isat sadness#isat change god#isat spoilers#two hats spoilers#technically#is-at all the tags????? idk im tired!!#id in alt hope it makes sense im sorry in advanced!!#eyestrain#potentially#*looking at horizon DRAMATICALLY* i am no longer the person i was before i started this piece... (i hurty my hand </3)#maiora draws#today on: drawings that made my graphic design buddy really mad at me <3#i have developed so much beef with the favor tree while drawing this#i would fight the shit out of this fictional tree#and i would LOSE but whatever <3<3<3#i have so many nitpicks over this image but its OKAY its FINISHED now im FREE!! IM RUNNING AWAY#BUHbye have a nice day or night or whatever your hair looks amazing ok ciaociaoOOOOOO!!!!!!!
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phinktober day 11: ur fav AU
i dont rlly do AUs so i just drew them how i wish they would dress xo
(dan’s tats r carnations and snowdrops and phil’s r roses and honeysuckle. for no reason 🤗)
ALSO bonus version w makeup bc i couldn’t pick <3
#soz copied caption from twt i have been drawing for 7 hours straight i need to drink water eat something take a piss and a shower and sleep#no braincell rn#goodbye it is wine time#hope yall like this idfk what people what these days other than ship art but im not doing that so sorry no knights fucking for you#just me making them look like me bc i’m a narcissist etc#god i am way too tired to be yapping rn i have no filter whatever ABYWAY HASHTAG DANIPHIW#art2 and craft2#dnp#phanart#dan and phil#daniel howell#amazingphil#dan howell#phil lester#phinktober#punk edits irl come back to me please#i’m missing a fkn hashtag i just know it whatever i don’t CARE im TIRED i have eaten nothing but half a jar of picked today i feel so goblin#idk why i tunnelvisioned w this piece it’s not even that good or detailed LMFAO#actually the tattoos were a BITCH and also made me sad bc of my whole failed tattooing career etc#OH MY GOD WHY AM I YAPPING SO MUCH SOMEONE EUTHANISE ME#good NIGHT !!!!!!#pickles not picked btw but i’m not retyping all of that#now i’m sad bc i’m out of pickles and it’s 10pm and everything is shut:( hate my stupid gay life
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I wish that as a disabled artist with no other option for income I didn't have to shed tears multiple times a year from the stress of multiple social media mass exoduses as its owners / staff do something that seems completely illogical jkdgfhhhhh
#disabled people who survive bc of the internet unite i guess#we out here crying over something that legitimately shouldnt have to be a worry dhjfg#todays been rough and i had to deal with MULTIPLE rude people today so i am very. Tired sad.
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It feels heavier than it seems
#depressing shit#mentally exhausted#im sad and tired#sad thoughts#mental health relapse#i relapsed today#tired of life#living with borderline#depressing quotes#emotionally drained#i want to kms#mental instability#anxi4ty#mental health#lonelly#im relapsing#addiction#being alone
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Thinking about Mass Effect, as you do, and how I'm kind of sad that the way it's been engraved in pop culture has more to do with the way internet reacted to it at the time than what the actual game is about. Yes sure, it's about romance (and not that much all things considered) and it's pulpy (but not solely because of hot lady aliens), but it's also intricate worldbuilding that touches on a lot of sharp ideas, and a complicated tug-of-war between a genuine and vulnerable belief in reconciliation and community VS post 9-11 US military propaganda and steadfast belief in heroic exceptionalism, and the melancholic yet energizing mood, and the daring narrative systems, and so so much more than the 'We'll Bang OKs" and the "There's No Shepard Without Vakarian" and the whole ME3 ending situation
It's all there, but I'm sad the impact of the series is often reduced to (what I think is) the least interesting parts of its sum
#mass effect#mass effect meta#and what I'm the MOST sad about#is how bioware internalized a lot of that I think#I think Mass Effect 3 and especially the Citadel DLC suffered from trying to pull itself in the shape of what the fandom expected#it's why I'm so ambivalent about Mordin's seashell bit --which I do find kinda cheap in its attempt at being an obvious crowdpleaser#and it's why a lot of the Citadel DLC jokes don't land as well as they could have for me#AND why I didn't react that well to Andromeda either#which to me forgot a lot of its strong worldbuilding foundations and sincerity#and ended up feeling so very... “liberal” to me --if you can forgive my semi-judgmental wording#as in: gestures at inclusion and would do pronoun rounds probably but will never lift a finger to criticize actual systems of power#it's “nicer” and people are more fun but the colonialist project is never sincerely questioned by the narrative#elon musk-like “genuises” are given a god-like aura#species become mostly tired and watered-down versions of their archetypes...#I don't know. I'm sure a lot of people will disagree but yeah I was thinking about this today
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I'm having a bad mood today
Would you draw my blorbo for me please?
#If you have time/energy/willing for that though. No pressure#Im sad and annoyed bc i couldn't get my blood tasted today#They only signed me up for an appointment in a month#And its already been so long since i try to figure out what is wrong with me bc my stomach doesn't work as it supposed to#I'm tired and hurt and all this is very discouraging#Mom tells me to go to the private lab to get my tests done faster but it costs money and we haven't been having much of those#She says that my health is more important and she's right but i just feel so bad and guilty for spending money on myself#When it is possible to get free medical treatment#But URGHHH the free one is sooo looong#And the problem is also that bc im an immigrant here i often don't understand how the system works here and i do mistakes#Like today I came to the hospital thinking i can get my blood tested right away with my doctors prescription in my hand#But no i only got it registered and got an appointment on 17 of December#Fucking urghhh#Im just tired and frustrated that's all#Anyway#Wanna draw buba for me? 👉👈🥺
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2024 Hungarian Grand Prix - Fernando Alonso
#haha compared to the radio his voice in this clip was very soft and polite!!#also its so funny(sad) nowadays how i have a folder for post race gifs right?#and fernando always has his own folder....apart from the podium ones SIGH#his eyes....they are so beautiful.......#but agh today was imo the first time in a while where i though he sounded legit pissed on the radio#like mchonda levels yknow#so lets see how that goes....#but i think the car is still somewhat unproven since they were messed up by both the red flag and the tires#fernando alonso#f1#formula 1#2024 hungarian gp#we do a little bit of f1
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me when the. m. me when t
#vent doodles#flesh of a hare#the flesh pit#bite#tw blood#blood#panic attack#anxiety#violence#when the intrusive thoughts win and u aint even sorry abt it#anyway i have alotta feelings today lmaooooooo i hate it here#rlly im just big sad bc my own stupid comfort character has turned into smthn that makes me feel like actual garbage#im tired. lol
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why wen sick turn to sad wet beast :(
#blue chatter#cry bout Evrything today#cry when lose plushie#n when toast worng textrye#n when tell go sleep am tired#n when drink last watr e#sad sad sad
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I am in Eskew.
#i am in eskew#david ward#my art#iaie#to me eskew looks a lot like post prl poland#you know trying to make someone look like the most avarage guy ever is quite hard#but i think i did a semi decent job#i still cannot fully imagine david like all i know is he has sad eyes looks tired and is very avarage also some shade of brown hair#i just finished eskew today and god it was a banger it was great
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jaiden improvisations
#i wanted to do a joke like jaiden -ations one but i had nor idea...#i can't believe today i draw 3 things like IM SO TIRED#can u guys recommend me parrotduo accs please im so sad and alone and i cry everynight#parrot duo save me parrot duo save me parrot duo#JAIDEN SAVE ME#I MISS HER#qsmp#qsmp fanart#jaiden qsmp#jaidenart#jaiden animations#roier#roier fanart#roier qsmp#tilin the egg#bobby the egg#parrotduo#parrotduo fanart#portfolio#2024#art#digital art#atardecer duo
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I know I always ask this. But do you know anyone who posts about transfemininity/transmisogyny but doesn’t shit on the word transandrophobia and trans men/mascs? I’ll even take a tme/tma user at this point. Just, please.
#I’m so tired. I’m so sad. do I really have to stay away from all serious discussions in the trans community#I don’t want that but I don’t want to be hurt like this again and again either. it made me cry today. I just need a break#transandrophobia#transmisogyny#intracommunity issues tag#mine
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there are so many of us in this industry who have been scratching at the walls saying shit like this, about how so much data is a self fulfilling prophecy, about how things are stacked against media featuring marginalized identities. this is the prime example
#aloto#a league of their own#renew aloto#more than four#today i am sad and angry and tired#and tired of being sad and angry and tired
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