#thought maybe if i need it others would yoo -u-:

[deathdetermineslife]

(cw, mentions of sh and unhealthy coping mechanisms)

your f/o would never be mad at you for struggling, by the way.

if you happened to relapse or fall back into unhealthy patterns to try to soothe whatever is causing you distress, your f/o would never, EVER be mad about that. your f/o wants nothing but to see you happy and healthy and okay, and that doesn't involve them getting mad at you for having a tough time.

they would never think less of you. they would never make you feel less than. they would never think of you differently because of any habit you have that harms you.

maybe they've been there themselves. they get it. they wouldn't want someone to be mad at them. and they know if they were in your shoes, you wouldn't be angry. you would be sweet and gentle and comforting, and even if maybe they aren't sure how to show it, they want to do the same for you.

they know sometimes things are hard. they understand that things get overwhelming, or too much, or too hard for you to handle. and sometimes that leads to doing things you may regret later. and they would never shame you for that. they want you to know that you're more than worthy of love and affection and care.

they'll always help you when you need someone. never forget that.

[piratefalls]

welcome back to the latest edition of biweekly fic recs! as always, mind the tags, if you can't leave a nice comment don't leave one at all, and happy reading!

masterlist.

There's No Problem That San Diego Can't Solve by @historicallysam

Alex doesn’t even bother knocking; he simply twists the knob on the door and shoves it open. His eyes narrow as the door bangs against the wall and he sees Henry on the phone. Maybe (definitely) it’s rude but his blood is fucking boiling so he doesn’t really care.

All the Ocean was Sleeping by @sparklepocalypse

The worst part about being a siren in the modern era, Henry ponders as yet another ship flies past his cove at a speed that he knows will disturb the anemone gardens below, is the yacht bros. Between the sound of their vessels’ motors and the dissonant noise the humans call music, Henry’s singing has no chance of attracting anyone’s attention.

cause you're a classic, and i'm reckless by @firenati0n

“I've, actually, uh. I've never done this before.” At this, Henry stops short, takes a second as his gaze moves up and to the left, trying to recall something. “I've seen your films. You most certainly have done intimate scenes.” Alex clears his throat. He hopes his nerves aren't completely obvious, the slight waver in his voice about to give him away. “Yeah, well. Never with a man, so. Not at this scale, anyway.” “Would it help to, er, practice?" Henry winces a little as he says it, which does not inspire confidence. But Alex is shocked nonetheless. What the fuck?

Over Land and Sea by SatinBirds

Alex and Henry come from very different worlds, and still, they manage to find each other.

Clean Slate by smc_27

“Henry.” Pez comes over, puts both hands on Henry’s cheeks and looks him dead in the eye. “You are not a sad man who’s gotten dumped. You’re in the prime of your life, and I quite desperately need you to act like it.” “The prime of my life,” Henry scoffs, more incredulous than questioning. “I’ve just gotten out of a 15 year relationship, endured a divorce, am suffering an almost impressive case of writer’s block, and your hands are like bloody icicles.” Pez grins, doesn’t take his hands away. “Explain to me how this is my prime. Please.” Pez tilts his head, and sounds entirely serious when he says, “Literally anything can happen from here.”

in bloom by stutteringpeach

Yoo, can u hook me up with some flowers?? It's the busiest day of the year for florists. Alex texts Henry with a last minute request.

here is a map (with your name for a capital) by @alasse9

That day at the Rio de Janeiro Olympics, Alex comes across the very same Prince Henry who just dismissed him having a panic attack in a bathroom. The choice Alex makes then has ripple effects neither of them could have ever expected. What's the story like, when they actually are friends all along? “So, you’re going back to England tonight, and you’ll spend the next three days pretending you two are the closest and best of friends until we can put this mess behind us.” And there are reasons he hasn’t told anybody this, good reasons, even though he’s sure June and Nora saw through him ages ago. Faced with his mom’s disappointment, though, and with the realization that the entire world apparently thinks he hates Henry and would willingly shove him into a fucking cake, he can’t stay quiet. “But we are friends,” he says, vehement and serious. “We have been for years. He’s—he’s probably my best friend, actually, along with Nora.”

thoughts of you consume by yrsonpurpose

Henry sees Alex appear on the red carpet in a blue suit that screams sex on legs and is ready to throw away all attempts at concealing their secret relationship in the name of dropping to his knees at the first available opportunity.

eyes on me by matherine

Alex’s hips buck back against Henry’s mouth the moment his tongue does more than tease, and Henry squeezes his hip in gentle consternation. But before he can say anything, Alex is already rambling. “Sorry, I’m — I’m sorry, I know you said not to move, and I’m trying, I — I’m trying to be good, I promise,” he blurts, voice shaking ever so slightly from something that certainly doesn’t sound like pleasure, resolutely refusing to turn his head so that he can meet Henry’s gaze from where he’s positioned behind him. Henry’s heart aches. “Alex — love, it’s alright. Where’s your mind?” Or: Sometimes, Alex needs a distraction. Something to take the edge off, to scrub away at the stress of the day. Some days, it works better than others. 

the evolution of intimacy by Poutini

There’s no spontaneity anymore. One might think this boring. That the novelty had worn off. The spark snuffed. Absolutely not

Want Me by OrchidScript

Henry had always been weak for a nice smile, but his was impossible to ignore. Blame it on summer heat and a fresh flush in his cheeks. Blame it on sunset painting the outdoor bar sweltering, romantic colors. Blame it on two healthy glasses of albariño thrumming in his bloodstream, or the good music floating on the air. Henry could blame it on anything liked if he thought long and hard about it, but that didn’t change much at the end. The core remained the same: he had been gone from the jump. -- Henry and Alex hook up on a vacation in Spain. Henry falls a bit deeper.

fill my lungs with sweetness by @priincebutt

Henry George Edward James Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor wakes up at 3 AM on his birthday to an empty bed. What could Alex possibly be getting up to at 3 AM the night before his birthday? The possibilities are endless.

got myself in quite a tangle by coffeecatsme

"It seems I've gotten myself in quite a tangle." "Tangle?" Henry's voice is hoarse, eyes darkened as they travel over Alex's body. They stop at his crotch, and Alex can see it even under the dim lights—Henry's growing hard too, a visible bulge pushing at his sweatpants. Alex's cock gives a desperate twitch. "Y'know, I was trying to put them around the tree," he starts, gesturing at the plain tree at the corner. It's clear he didn't even attempt to touch it. "And somehow I've managed to completely trap myself. Can't even move my hands." Henry makes a desperate noise at the back of his throat as his eyes snap up to Alex's face. Alex flashes him a suggestive grin, teeth biting down on his lip. "Seems I'm completely at your mercy."

The Forces of Chance and Coincidences by @stellarm

Bad weather leads to a late flight that leads to no one being where they wanted to be, but maybe everyone was where they needed to be.

I've never felt safer (than when I'm with you) by viciouslyqueer

Alex takes the bag and opens it slowly, careful not to rip it, and gasps quietly as he sees what’s inside. “H, you didn’t…” Strong arms wrap around his waist from behind, Henry’s chest warm against his back. “Do you like it?” Henry asks in a whisper, resting his chin on Alex’s shoulder. Alex doesn’t know what to say. Gingerly, like he might ruin it with even the smallest touch, he takes out the silky fabric and holds it up in front of them. It’s a gorgeous dress, fancy too, in a deep red color with thin straps and an open back. It’s long, almost touching the floor even as Alex holds it up and has a slit on the left side that would probably end a little above Alex’s knee.

An Amateur's Guide to Professional Gift-Giving by anincompletelist

Alex, a former-law-student-taking-some-time-off turned professional part-time gift giver, is tasked with finding a gift for the most high profile client he's ever worked with, both in and out of the world of law. It turns out finding the perfect gift for the Prince of Wales might be easier than he'd anticipated.

Love At First Bark by everwitch

“I still don’t know your name, do I?” Henry watches Alex where he’s crouched down in front of David and gently scratching David below his chin. David absolutely loves Alex. Henry can relate. “It’s David,” Henry supplies. “Cool,” Alex says. “And what’s the dog’s name?” Henry blinks at him. “... David?” “What?” Alex exclaims. He looks from David to Henry and then back at David again. “Wow, okay, that is a choice.” Henry wants to sink through the earth and never come back up again.

don't let me get drunk again by headabovethewater

Alex had never wanted to cancel plans as much as he had while watching Henry pull a pair of light wash, tight jeans over his stockinged legs and bare ass. Christ, he’s getting hard thinking about it now.

The Beginner's Guide to Floristry by clottedcreamfudge

As if there's anything romantic about it; as if it's not the most humiliating death Alex can imagine. This is why he doesn't do relationships. This is why he never will. The risk, as far as he fucking sees it, is too great. -- Hanahaki Disease is a fictional disease where the victim of unrequited or one-sided love begins to vomit or cough up the petals and flowers of a flowering plant growing in their lungs, which will eventually grow large enough to render breathing impossible.

Everything you take, you make it better. So go on, take forever by @hgejfmw-hgejhsf

It's 2024, and nobody knows they're engaged. But they will, just as soon as Alex can decide what to wear to his birthday dinner. Henry has an idea and a special gift to match.

false pretenses by rizcriz

Henry spins around, glaring at Alex. “For christs sake,” He hisses, holding a hand out between them. “Can we just not? I do not have the capacity to pretend to hate you today.” Alex splutters as Henry turns on his heel and starts to walk away. He stares after him helplessly. “Pretend?” After a beat, he starts to follow after him, “What the fuck do you mean pretend?” Three years of breathing down each others necks, fighting every time they come in contact with each other. And if Henry is saying every single thing on his end has been pretend, Alex Claremont-Diaz is going to have a fucking breakdown. Because he has been harboring this stupid fucking crush and burying it beneath false antagonism, meeting Henry where he’s at, for three years, and if Henry is implying that they’re both faking it— -- or, Alex learns better.

turn the desert to glass (you would be the one) by @taste-thewaste

Henry and Alex's domestic bliss has lead to some changes in Henry's body. Henry doesn't really mind being a little chubby, but he wonders if Alex does. Alex, it turns out, does not. Not one bit. He does not mind one bit, and he is more than eager to prove it.

coming on fast like good dreams do by cricketnationrise

When Henry recovers from his unexpected factory reset, he still can’t really breathe properly and somehow Alex is still standing in front of him with a hopeful and excited expression on his face. “Run that by me again?” he asks faintly. “I need your help.” “Right…” “I need you to edge me. Like a lot,” Alex says with a shrug. Nope, it’s not any clearer a second time around.

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[afza147]

Ep12 (finale) when the phone rings short review( second though after few hours of processing)

Ok so the ending kinda overwhelming for me especially on the focused genre of thriller.

The argan matter is totally..totally unexpected ..I thought ok ..she really going there and got kidnapped again ..miracously again our yoo Yeon is there to rescue her. ( Feel like a vagabond type of drama) All of sudden🤣

I totally not understand on sa eon/yoo Yeon disappearing and I totally agree with hee joo

And it's really turns out about the hee joo brother accident and he was self guilt for the wrongdoing of his father ..the argan matter would have not happened if he just being honest with hee joo and not leaving.

Although he redeemed himself with this

But again..this is past matter..I need to let go like hee joo said.

What matter is they are happy married and child making 😍

Also I wish for more than walking and talking in forest..I don't know maybe more marriage life or baby making moment😅

So back to question am I happy with the ending?

I do coz everything checks off from my list of happy ending finale.

And again what matters is they are happy together finally with no kidnapping and missing from each other

I still feel blank though and still processing coz it's feel like a dream due to many imaginations in the past episode🤣

I hope they could meet again in more normal romance drama as the chemistry is so strong💜

Ratings: 5📱/5 🤟

It was a great drama with the ending leaving u feel empty but happy😅

[moonlight-blue-rose]

Part 4 of my journey with the 1863rd arc, yesterday I didn't even realise I've spent 4 hours on 4 chapters....

ch 295

… h u h? huhhhhh?????

This,,, makes sense actually. I wondered how she would kill yjh but never guessed it would be through such means…

Oh. Oh. It was Yoo Joonghyuk, wasn’t it? He was the one who told her to protect the people he loves until the end she thought of. That’s why he promised to die, didn’t he…

Ahhhh the back and forth, “some call it salvation” – was that a dig at kdj’s modifier? Because it sure feels like one

And what does she mean “it isn’t the world I made”? Is it because of the Covenant? Or is it because it is a world reached after 1862 regressions? I really don’t think kdj is right about his guess for hsy’s Covenant. Something just doesn’t add up

Of course he didn’t haha

Oh Kim Dokja you sly little- So that was the decision he reached in the end

... holy-…

Ch 296

Wow, just, the description… I have already spoiled myself yjh’s sponsor but every time they are referenced in the story is with such mystery and ‘otherness’ that leaves a big impression. Just, wow…

Snow… reminds me of the snow garden between the letters, the space only a reader can hide in…

Oh Yoo Joonghyuk… (╥╯^╰╥)

It’s a very faint voice… A voice suffocated underneath all the others… But it’s still there… Kim Dokja heard it…

The whole scene that feels like slow motion… Kim Dokja’s determination, his desire to see the ending, an ending, even if it’s not the ideal one he wanted… Why does all of this feel like defeat? And yet at the same time like a culmination to everything he has ever wanted... Even if he is not part of that story… he still wanted to see it…

I want to go there and shake him, ask him why is he giving up? The Kim Dokja I’ve read about didn’t give up, even if everything looked impossible. I want to tell him there is another way. But there isn’t, is it? He tried. He gave his best. There is nothing he himself can do anymore… And it’s just so unfair, to see him bow down like this, here and now… But at the same time, it’s a decision only he, the person who loves this story the most in the world, can make… The decision of a Reader… God, this arc is giving me too many emotions

Hahaha, of course he would throw himself on the path of an attack meant for yjh. He did the same with the 41st sys too after all

"Director of the false last act" such a fitting name

It does! It does… It’s a world only Kim Dokja could create…

Ch 297

It’s what you deserve for making yjh eat soil lmaooo

Honestly, the whole orv feels like that one post here on Tumblr “I’m asking you to endure it.” Yes, it may be incredibly selfish. Yes, you will suffer and it will hurt so much. But, still, please, endure. Orv just has this particular taste…

*crying* It’s the first time he admitted that he just doesn’t want Yoo Joonghyuk to die…

Honestly, it felt really strange since we got wos’s revisions but, the original text of wos disappeared forever. It was the story he grew up with. It was the story he fell in love with. And yes, it means so much that he can influence the third turn so they can reach the end but… But the original text disappeared. If I was Kim Dokja, I would feel heartbroken. Your memories can remain for only so much, that why losing the original text hit me hard. Yes, kdj has his strange mind library thing but can he go there at will? Maybe he could in the future. But it still makes me wonder whether kdj represses these feelings. I wonder whether he reread the text again and again in the 1863rd round not only to find a way out but also for himself. As a last attempt to keep this story with himself just for a little longer…

This whole arc is just pure pain, I understand why everyone is crying about it

… I knew it but having it confirmed hurts a lot more… Yoo Mia… His only baby sister… and his mother figure too… (╥╯^╰╥)

…. Everything until the end of the chapter… I need a moment… Yoo Joonghyuk…

At this point I can’t even explain what I’m feeling (╥╯^╰╥)

BOTH, BOTH ARE REAL!

He picked Kim Dokja’s coat… He abandoned the person he was and turned away so he can become someone new, someone who isn’t “the protagonist”… Yoo Joonghyuk, who found a different answer altogether

One of them is gone forever… I can’t believe this. I-

At this point I’m just crying- He isn’t a character, he isn’t a character

Ch 298

Kim Dokja having a panic attack is really understandable, with the way everything ended. Dissociation time yay! *sighs*

Of course he would want her to be honest with the rest of the party… He loves them too much not to do at least this for them…

Yeah… Maybe it was finally a time he did that… Not being chained down by the “protagonist” title but just being Yoo Joonghyuk…

A baby?? Is this referencing yjh’s sponsor? There was the sound of a baby laughing when they were described earlier. Uhhhhh I don’t know at this point

Hahaha of course she got attached. No matter which one it is, hsy has such a big, bleeding heart

I don’t think I can finish the arc today, these few chapters were just so draining. Hopefully there won’t be much to cry about in the next chapters, I don’t think I’ll be able to bear so much emotional damage in such a short time…

[thecozykirin]

Day 7 Rumor / Discovery

( Had this really cute idea in my brain and I didn't want to go to sleep and lose it by the morning and it is the 24th where I am so it counts! Had so much fun doing the writer challenge, all of your compliments mean a lot to me and my husband and we're so happy you enjoy the stories of our characters <3 )

@daily-writing-challenge

It was one of those days for U-Jinn. Some days were better than others, time had dulled his daughter's absence to a faint ache in his chest but it never truly got better, and like a chronic condition, it would flare to a sharp pang under the right circumstances. For as virtuous and honorable as the monks of the White Tiger Temple liked to claim themselves to be, gossip was poisonous nectar that tempted even the most stalwart of tongues, despite the words of warning of engaging in such activities that rolled off them later to the cubs. Rules for thee and not for me, U-Jinn supposed. He could hear them from where he worked, muttering to each other and shooting an occasional glance his way. "Has he really been here all night?" "Yes, he still doesn't like to go home." "Poor dear, I couldn't even imagine..." "It's been eight years since she's been gone, he can't hold on forever." "You're telling me they never found her, no trace?" "None, but I heard she left on an errand." "Do you think any of the outsiders had something to do with it? They've brought shifty types to our shores before." "Maybe, but /I/ heard that she was hiding something. Yoo-Mi said she was ill quite often and would often excuse herself...then, a week before she left she said she saw her go to the medic." "Oh, dear, you don't think...?" "Well, I don't know who could have done it. She kept to herself often." "Maybe a boy from the village?" "Mayb---" Slam. U-Jinn had unceremoniously slammed the crate of returned books and scrolls that still needed to be sorted upon his workspace, causing both of the Pandarens' heads to jerk up abruptly, ears swiveling. "So sorry." U-Jinn stared, his voice blank and eyes hard. With a nervous smile, the two exchanged an anxious look before bowing their heads and quickly hurrying out, leaving U-Jinn alone to stew in his thoughts. Inhaling sharply through his teeth, the old bear bit back the unkind words on his mind's tongue, pressing his own hard against the back of his fangs as he began to sort through the books and scrolls. Fist of the First Dawn: Rise of the Pandaren Revolution. He marked it down as returned and moved on to the next title. Encyclopedia of Pandaren Herbs U-Jinn's brow lofted, quite a read....next. The Moon Rabbit

U-Jinn paused, breath catching in his throat as his eyes beheld the faded gold lettering of the title. The title itself wasn't strange, had this been a public library. This book was a popular fable for cubs, and it was always a particular favorite of..... His heart leapt in his chest. There had been few articles missing from her room aside from a few clothes. The cover was a navy blue, darker splotches of stains and wear and tear dotting the surface around the indented silver filled figure of a rabbit gazing up at Azeroth's little moon. By the Celestials -- Sucking in a sharp breath, U-Jinn quickly blinked as he collected the book within his paws, undoing a cord of weathered leather that had been wrapped tautly around it to keep it shut. Upon cracking it open, the scent of old parchment filled his nostrils, and a small pile of thin and folded parchment laid inside. With shaking paws, he picked up the first piece of parchment that lay on top, the cleanest and potentially newest looking one...and he opened it. Dear, Baba. It took a lot of convincing, but I've finally managed to convince Yasashi to allow me to send you this. I hope you do not think ill of him for preventing me from doing so earlier, but he wanted to ensure we were secure and safe. In the end, I can tell he is still weary about me doing this, but he knows that my sudden absence in your life has haunted me since and I'm sorry, the last thing I ever wanted to do was hurt you. Above all though, I want you to know that I'm alive and am doing fine, the rest of the letters are ones I have written periodically throughout the last eight years, and I hope they're enough to fill you in on what has been going on thus far. Oh! As of yesterday, you've a second granddaughter. She was born 10 pounds, her name is Suzu, below I have secured a drawing of her. I attached an earlier one of your first granddaughter in one of the oldest letters but I'm afraid it is not as good as this one, but practice makes perfect, yes? I hope one day you will be able to meet them, I know you'd love them a lot. Always in your heart, Soo-ha

[kurooscopy]

sweetest rylie i'm SO late to this, my apologies (/﹏＼) ᰔ !! i was stewing on all your smarty pants thoughts the whole time i was away tehe

spoilies under the cut.. i yapped oops :3

yess, i too was on the fence, i was worried that it'd feel like they were just milking s1's success.. but i rewatched s1 afterwards too and after seeing the closing scene again, there's no way we couldn't get more s2 answers !! i feel like s3 will be hardly games-focused at all though >~< mixed feelings bc the format is soooo entertaining lol 😭 but also i'm so interested to see where they're going w the detective plot !!! i think the jun ho/in ho drama + breaking out/ending the games will prob be s3's main focus yk

(but ur actually cooking w the gi hun winning again thing.. that would be so sick and twisted (entirely the point)..)

PLS THANOS 😭😭 i'm glad i rewatched everything bc he annoyed me so bad first time round but. literally my guy lmfao he's so funny

dae ho's incomptence also annoyed me first time round as well i fear.. but when i watched again i was like oh :((((( he's just a little guy just a cutie patootie :(((( i need to wrap him in many blankets !!

ur so right about s2 cast actually bc the longer i try and think of a fave, the more stumped i am bc i love them all !! hyun ju was my GOAT fr tho omg i LOVED her and her storyline ugh it made me tear up a couple times >~< espc with the voting and the mingle game (that game omg.. STRESS)

also a big fan of grandma and her son, although you're right i do have a bad feeling about them as well 😖😖 keeping my fingies crossed tho

frontman was SOOO LIKEABLE in the games right 😭😭😭 !!! i really enjoyed the acting tho bc sometimes there'd just be a certain look on his face or a twitch in his eye and suddenly ur like omg yea.. Bad Guy.. the last scene where jung bae got shot and in ho faked his death over the radio actually had me distraught oml

+ on the topic of amazing acting, gong yoo as the recruiter 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 PLSSSS i have. many things to say about him 😀 lmao

wait u could be right about strawberry girl's dad !!!!! holding onto hope bc she broke my heart so bad omg 🥺🥺🥺💔💔 cried. the only other direction i could see that going is to give no eul (011) a more important role going into s3.. maybe helping to stop the games or smth.. bc there's been quite a bit of speculation about her possible connections to sae byeok from s1 !!! she intrigues me so bad i'm interested to see what happens with her bc i totally thought she was going into the games to get money for the little girl and i was gagged when she put on the pink suit 🫣

tldr; i'm absolutely frothing for s3, it can't come soon enough !!

rylie omgee i've been watching u post about squid game and i just finished s2 last week so i must know your opinions !! what did you think, who did you like, and how excited are you for s3 ? :33

ADAAAA!!! omg yes i would love to talk about squid game hehehe i’ll post it under the cut in case ppl have watched yet, and also i rambled a lot LMAO

i really liked this season !! i was so on the fence about it at first bc i was like hmm . did we really need a s2?? but i ended up loving it!! i’m kind of glad we had some comedic moments to break up s1 and all of the sad moments… bc it’s so depressing LOLL.

AS FOR WHO I LIKED … so many characters 😭 that was another thing i enjoyed about s2, i felt more attached to them than in s1. bc i kind of knew 456 would win in s1 so i was like well…. i can’t like anyone LMFAO. whereas in s2 i was like maybe they can all get out of here alive (doubtful but. 😔💪). i LOVEEE dae-ho, he’s such a cutie patootie sweetie pie. i’ve seen people hating on him like ???? SIT DOWN HELLO? i love him pls he did nothing :(( toxic fav is thanos LMFAOO i fear i’m in love w him. he’s so funny, i was dying every time he was on the screen. i also loved jun-hee ( the pregnant girl? i think that’s her name), i really hope she makes it out :( 333 kind of annoys me; i feel like he’s just gonna ditch her again if they get out but :/ and the grandma she’s funny !!! i’m worried her and her son are going to die together or one will sacrifice themselves for the other :,) but honestly i liked everyone at least a little bit!! who was ur fav?

one thing that made me mad was the detective storyline 😭😭😭 i’m sure they’re gonna do something more w it in s3, but it was so frustrating seeing them go NOWHERE with that plot. esp bc the first 2 eps really revolves around that.

and i liked this 001 more in this season … the old guy makes me so mad like why is he so whimsical 😭 but it was interesting to see the frontman play bc i was really like hm…. maybe he is turning nice 🥰 LMAOO. he was too good of an actor </3 i did like the games too!! mingle stressed me out SOOOO bad but it’s been my fav i think.

i honestly don’t know what’s gonna happen in s3. i was kind of thinking 456 might die but …. now im like what if he just wins again and realizes he can never stop the games 😭 i also feel like the vips are gonna be even more sick in this season … idk where they are yet but ik they’re coming 🤢

i think the dad is still alive though!! i’m kind of thinking the pink guard girl (011 ??) shot him in the shoulder or leg or something where he wouldn’t die. and then i think he’ll escape and maybe find the detective ?? i feel like there’s something there with him. if he is really dead i think that’s kind of a dumb plot to focus on for an episode and never do anything with 💀

and …. sigh. i also wish thanos would still be in s3 but i told my sister i was like wow … they really killed him off to let us know we’re getting serious 😭 no more laughs </3 my boy </3 GDHSHSHS

i am SOOOO excited for s3, even though i know it’s gonna break my heart 🥲 but who knows …. maybe it will have some sort of happy ending. we shall see

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[yaatrickyassification]

Hello! I hope you’re doing well! I was just wondering if am I able to request Kim Dokja saving teen reader from fulfilling a their prophecy (platonic)? What I made by this is that the reader is destined to go berserk and either destroy or rule the world, and before Dokja came along, every life Joonghyuk had, the reader would go berserk (due to the amount of grief and trama that have accumulated over their life) and Joonghyuk would manage to kill them before the reader can fully complete the prophecy. Now with Dokja in the picture, he decides he wants to save the reader and while the reader is going berserk, he managed to stop them from their destiny and save them from dying, which leads to the prophecy being broken. Hopefully this is okay and makes sense, sorry it was so long!!

Thank you for your request! I'm doing very well, thank you for asking. And don't worry, it isn't too long!

[ Kim Dokja x Gn! Reader ] - Saving teen reader from fulfilling their prophecy (platonic).

Kim Dokja knows himself very well, what his traumas are, his favorite foods, and his most disliked foods - tomatoes. The vain of his existence. Or the bruises that splotch his frail and thin body when he was a kid, and even his mother's warmth that radiated off of her when everything seemed to be falling apart. He knows everything.

Maybe that is why his skill is called: [ Omniscient reader's viewpoint ] Kim Dokja admits, he knows everything. About the constellations, incarnations, dokkaebi, the star stream even, but he doesn't quite get the emotion he is feeling right now.

Swords clashed between each other, as the white pure star energy fluctuated inside of his sword; broken faith. What was he feeling? Kim Dokja asks himself, was it guilt? Was it sympathy? Or was it just him projecting his younger self on your situation?

[ Ki m Do k ja. ] Muttered the fourth wall inside of his head, "Kim Dokja! Snap out of it! Hesitating right now will result in you being the one being killed!" He barely heard the loud shouts of Han Sooyoung throughout his fight with you, he knows that. He knows it. But why can't his body do it?

Every time his sword inched a bit closer to your neck, his fingers trembled, and the power held tightly in his fingertips loosen. Deteriorating his strength causing you to change your direction to counter his swift movements, you truly deserved the title of the calamity of the scenarios.

[ Ki m Do k ja, u r pas t i s ov er. ] Yeah, that's right. His past is over, but you were [y/n] [l/n]. His favorite character even rivals his obsession with imagining himself as 'Yoo Joonghyuk.' At the mention of the regressor inside of his head, an immediate thought flashes inside of the reader's head.

'What will Yoo Joonghuk do in this situation?' An image of you dying with a sword through your neck and the regressor's cold and lifeless eyes screened through his mind, a laugh emerged out of him even in this tense situation of crossing swords until one of them is killed. Yoo Joonghyuk will surely kill you without regrets but he wasn't Yoo Joonghyuk, he wasn't a regressor, and he wasn't the main protagonist even once in his life. He was just Kim Dokja, a reader through and through.

Kim Dokja finally knows what he is feeling, it was sympathy. He has sympathy for his younger self and for you who have experienced that kind of disgusting thing, no children have the right to experience their father beating the shit out of them over a loss of an alcoholic beverage, no children should need to experience suffering their hunger in silence while hiding in a closet to avoid the abusing eyes of their father. No one.

That is why Kim Dokja wants the best for his kids - Shin Yoosung, Lee Gilyoung, [y/n] [l/n], deserves a good and happy life once they reach the end of the scenarios. My kids, Kim Dokja thought.

"Ahjussi, what did you want to be when you grow up?" Kim Dokja tilted his head to the side at your question.

"Me? It's kind of embarrassing but I kind of want to be like Yoo Joonghyuk when I was a kid." You let out a small laugh causing flames to erupt in Kim Dokja's pale cheeks.

"I can see Ahjussi shouting to himself in the bathroom mirror: "I am Yoo Joonghyuk!" Kim Dokja doesn't have the guts to refute your statement when it was the truth. "Then what about you? What did you want to be when you grow up?" Your eyes widened for a fraction before your lips curled up into a bright smile.

"Me? I wanted to be someone like Dokja ahjussi."

"Han Sooyoung!" Kim Dokja shouted but never once turned back to look at Han Sooyoung's crouching figure, his eyes solely focused on your body. Cracks and veins of the color black littered your body, with your eyes turning pure white. You look like you have come to earth to judge destruction over the living.

"I'm going to be myself from this day on!"

"What the fuck are you saying, you bastard?!" Han Sooyoung grits the words out of her teeth angrily, "you just died three days ago! Are you trying to kill yourself again?"

"Don't say that in front of [y/n]! She wants to be like me when she grows up after all!" Kim Dokja grins as the feeling that was burdening his mind and body was finally lifted out of his chest, as he remembered the words that you said to him once on the rooftop of the industrial complex during sunrise.

"Me? I wanted to be someone like Dokja ahjussi. You were cool when you battled the constellations, when you became the demon king of salvation, when you kept saving us even though we're characters inside of a novel. So, I want to survive. With the kids, Heewon and Sangah noona, even Joonghyuk-ssi. So, promise me ahjussi -" 

"Kim Dokja!" Yoo Joonghyuk who was hit and flew to the other side of the wide open space finally managed to get up to where they were now. "Kim Dokja! Stop what you're thinking, you can't do it!" Yoo Joonghyuk clenched the sword of his handle tightly.

"No, I can do it! I'll break this scenario and let's survive together until the end!" Kim Dokja looks behind and stares at his two companions with certainty in his eyes. 

[ The Constellation Demon King Of Salvation wants you to trust in him. ]

"Let's survive together until the end, ahjussi."

***

"Ahjussi! Are you okay? I'm so sorry!" You crouch down in front of Kim Dokja's body in which he curled up into himself due to the pain coursing inside of him, "damn, that hurt." Kim Dokja looks up in front of him to see your tear-ridden face as you sob uncontrollably, Han Sooyoung was behind you with an awkward expression on her face, while the sunfish bastard was in the background with a grim expression hanging over his face.

"I'm so sorry!" You sob as Han Sooyoung patted you on the shoulder, "don't worry [y/n], look, Kim Dokja alive and kicking!"

"Han Sooyoung, shut up." Han Sooyoung lets out a small tsk sound, before getting up from her crouching position and taking out a lemon lollipop inside of her coat, she unwraps the lollipop out of its wrapper with ease and plops it into her mouth right after.

"Why are you crying?"

"It's because I - I almost killed you." Your sobs quietened down as you tried to speak normally, Kim Dokja sighs before raising his sore arm and gently putting on the crown of your head.

"It's fine." You rapidly shook your head at Kim Dokja's dismissal of the situation, "it's not!"

"But didn't we survive right after?" You stayed silent.

"But - you could have just killed me before the prophecy happened." You muttered in a small, gloomy voice that doesn't belong to a teen at all.

"Now, why would I? Aren't you the one who said it? To survive together until the end."

"But -"

Kim Dokja sat up out of his curling position to look you in the eye.

"I promised you, so, let's do our best to survive. Okay?" You nodded your head and finally, you let out a smile and Kim Dokja was finally relieved of the tension inside of his body. You took Dokja's hand that was in your head and held it close to you.

His hand was rough and formed callouses together with small and big cuts littering his pale and slender fingers. But you didn't mind it, not at all. It just comforted you into thinking that this man was doing all that he could for him and his companions to survive through these gruesome and taxing scenarios.

"Till the end?" You tilted your head inquisitively.

"Till the end." Kim Dokja nodded his head with a smile on his face.

[jojikawa]

Could you do like yoru x shy reader x phoenix nsfw basically they try to make her flustered everytime they see her then they start competing to see who can make her more embarrassed until they have this fantastic idea to start touching her little things like touching her thighs or coming up from behind her and rubbing her back then they notice that she's rubbing her legs and then it goes from there

♡ Yoru x Shy!Fem!Reader x Phoenix ♡

TW// dubcon, love triangle, ass play, blowjob/deepthroating, manhandling, more.

“(Agent name)? She’s a quiet little thing, isn’t she?”

You got pretty nervous around the other agents. Especially the guys, Yoru and Phoenix. They always tried to one-up each other in every instance.

You got pretty nervous around the other agents. Especially the guys, Yoru and Phoenix. They always tried to one-up each other in every instance.

You thought they were both cute and you hoped that maybe one day, one of them would be interested in you. Since you were too shy to socialize with them, you lived vicariously through their rivalry.

Some days you’d root for Yoru. For others, Phoenix. It was all fine and dandy in your comfort zone when after an intense mission, the boys began to argue.

Seeing them bicker back and forth wouldn’t have caused you to foresee what it would flourish into. For the first time, they asked for…a third-party opinion!

You were putting your equipment in your locker when the duo first approached you. The rush of anxiety you felt when saw their shadows engulf you.

“Yoo, (a/n)!” You knew that voice. It was Phoenix!

You turned around to see the fiery man with a playfully look on his face and an annoyed Yoru with his arms crossed standing next to him.

“Oh, hey.” You tried your best to keep a cool expression as they talked and not smile like an idiot!

“Yoru and I were having a friendly competition here, yeah? I bet him that he couldn’t get more headshots than me. The problem is that I lost track because I got so many, but I know it was more than him.” Phoenix chuckled, knowing exactly how to word his statements to get under Yoru’s skin.

It worked and Yoru narrowed his eyes at his counterpart. “You idiot. You lose count but say you win without knowing the facts. I know for sure I got more than you.” Yoru then took out his butterfly comb to adjust his hair.

“U-Um.” You sweatdropped. You knew how this would end. You would need to choose between them.

“Tell us who won!” They yelled in unison. Your heart was about to burst from anxiety when Skye had come between them. She seemed annoyed.

“Can’t you two dills tell you’re making her nervous? Go on, piss off!” She shoo’d the two of them away and the boys quickly left. Probably to the shooting range.

“What? ‘Making her nervous’?” You heard Phoenix repeat as he left. “I just asked a question!”

“Thanks.” You exhaled, finally putting yourself at ease. How would you be able to survive working if you were so easily flustered by some guys?

Little did you know, the two men in question didn’t always use to be like this. Their primal instincts have taken over and most of the things they fight about come from trying to impress you.

More and more than bothered you with their petty games until Phoenix got the idea to get Jett in on it. They thought that if you admitted who you liked more, that would be the end of it.

“There is no way she would agree to something so stupid.” Yoru scolded them and Jett only laughed.

Phoenix then said, “Buuuut what if someone else asks her!?”

The idea seemed good on paper but now it just needed to be executed. Jett asked you to come out with her to the cafeteria for some girl time and you accepted. Maybe it would help you open up more!

“So, what did you want to do?” You asked her as you examined some of the fresh fruit that had been set out for the agents.

“I just wanted to talk more. I still know barely anything about you!” She said, taking a seat on a bar stool. “I wanted to try getting to know you better because you seem super cool.”

You smiled kindly. “Aw, thanks.” You replied. “What did you wanna know?”

You talked a while with Jett. Since things were one on one, you could open up with no problem! Little did you know, a nosey Yoru and Phoenix were nearby, eavesdropping!

The remainder of the day was relatively normal until the next day.

You had woken up on your own and not by Brimstone yelling at you, so you knew it was another off-day. You went to the cafeteria to get breakfast where you had been greeted by everyone else…except for Phoenix and Yoru.

You were hoping you’d see them today but it’s fine. You knew you’d see them again at some point.

You let the other agents get their breakfast first before getting your own and in the middle of fixing your breakfast, the two men entered. You hadn’t noticed at first but then you felt a presence behind you.

A big hand grabbed your ass. You almost yelped before turning around to see who you were met with. It was Yoru!

You blushed madly at the realization. “Y-Yoru…”

His facial expression didn’t change at all. He barely even reacted to you as well. “My bad.”

“I-It’s fine.”

Seconds later, you felt another presence approach you.

“Aye! Good morning, (y/n). Good to see you!” You knew that English accent anywhere.

Phoenix gave you a close hug. You weren’t able to move your arms at all but you could feel his hands wander down your back all the way down to your bottom.

You didn’t know what to say or do but it wasn’t something that was unwelcoming. You liked the contact and it was from your favorite person…people.

Things only got more intense when you had gotten alone with them. It was almost like they were having a contest of who could make you the most flushed with romantic gestures.

It was a little fucked up but you didn’t have a boyfriend so…yeah?

“W-Why are you doing this…?!” You whimpered with your eyes shut. Yoru had you against the wall with his body pressed to you. You could feel his breath against your neck. You hoped he would kiss you or something but he would only stay there. He was so pushy!

“Not smooth at all.” And Phoenix was just…watching!

“Tell me who you like more,” Yoru commanded. Before you could answer, he pulled himself off of you and pushed you into Phoenix. He caught you with your back to him. Hands-on waist and his torso against your back.

“I-I don’t know who I like more…you’re both really cool.” You tried not to seem too nervous but you were failing miserably. You were the closest to Yoru you had ever been in your life and now you were so close to Phoenix. They had been touching you inappropriately as well. Clearly, they had some interest in you but why so suddenly?

You couldn’t help but enjoy the contact. Phoenix was playing with your ass while Yoru groped your breasts. You never knew them to be such savages. They didn’t even ask you first but…you liked it.

You instinctively rubbed your inner thighs together as you stood there. Your core was heating up and making itself present. You want so badly for one of their hands to just brush you there—even by accident!

“There’s someone. Who is it?” Yoru asked as they both ceased touching you. His eyes darted to your lower area where your thighs had been pressed together.

“Hmph.” Yoru’s face twisted as he laid eyes upon you and you could hear Phoenix chuckling behind you. He still had a grip on you. “Ph-Phoenix.” You tried to wiggle out but he just pulled you closer to him. You could feel his bulge.

“Nah, Nah, Nah. You’re not going anywhere until you admit you like me more than this guy, yeah?”

You then felt a hand grab you. It was Yoru again! He let his fingers rub your core. He seemed to be trying to see something. When he retracted his hand, he seemed to have gotten what he was looking for.

You blushed hard and moaned at the contact, surprising both of them. “Please…” You winced, squeezing your eyes shut.

Now, the two men began to feel bad. Bullying you like this wasn’t right. Your cunt was wet and soiling your panties. Perhaps, they could take things a step further.

Yoru had to admit that touching you did turn him on. He wanted to believe he was a breast kind of guy but seeing your thick thighs and fat ass really ignited the “alpha” in him. It really began to peeve him that Phoenix was mainly at your backside.

You were between them as they both kissed your neck. You felt both of their dicks pressing up against your breasts were bursting out of your shirt and into Yoru’s chest. It was only then he realized that he was so attracted to you. Phoenix felt the same way. It was why they would always come to you for validation and they enjoyed making you look small and submissive with their intimidation.

You could feel the wetness from both of them. Was this still about who you liked more? How did they even find out? The only person you told was…

…Jett.

Of course, she must’ve told them.

You couldn’t take this. The pressure of their bodies, the hot wetness leaking from all of you. It was like they were just enjoying your body for what it was. You pushed Yoru further away from you, taking in the man you who had his eyes glued to yours that Phoenix had in his hands. His eyes traveled up to meet yours and he couldn’t help but indulge in how cute of a face you had.

You kissed him, cupping his face with your hands. He grabbed your wrists once you made contact with him. You then felt Phoenix pull down the fabric of your bottoms.

“Gah~!” You yelped at the cold air hitting your ass but Yoru kept you firmly in place by holding your arms. Your core heated so violently that you had to clench your legs shut in pleasure as you felt the coldness replaced with something firm and warm. Burning.

Phoenix has his dick between your ass cheeks and he didn’t hesitate to rub himself on you. You began to feel so dirty as you felt his precum leaking all over your lower back and ass. You whimpered and mewled at the contact you were given and Yoru’s grip on you only tightened.

He took your wrists and held them with one hand, using his free one to unzip his pants. You visibly flinched at the sight you had to endure.

He was hard and you could see him bulging through his clothes. You knew exactly what he wanted from you.

He let go of your wrists and you held onto him as he pushed your head down as he whipped out his dick. It was hot and the tip was wet from the precum leaking out on his end as well.

Yoru pushed it up against your cheek, staining it with his cum. You wanted to feel how big it was in your mouth.

You meekly began to rub your tongue over it, making lewd swirls that made him grunt deeply. He tangled his fingers in your hair, forcing you onto him as he fucked your throat gently. Your legs began to shake as you felt Pheonix’s cock was no longer rubbing between your cheeks. You were very wet and now it was effortlessly rubbing on between your pussy lips like he was readying himself to push inside.

“It seems like she likes it to me.” You heard Phoenix remark behind you. He would tease you by just pushing the tip inside and nothing else.

Yoru grabbed your shirt and opened it up so that your breasts were hanging out. Now he could see them bounce and jiggle with his motions.

Without warning, Phoenix pushed himself into you. You yelped, causing pleasant vibrations on Yoru’s sensitive tip as he fucked your throat gently.

They pounded you, using you like a fleshlight for their own gain and pleasure.

Your mouth was full so they couldn’t even tell you were climaxing. They only knew by your attractive moans and cute gestures of you tensing up. It wasn’t long until you felt their loads filling you up on the inside.

They both pulled out, letting you recoup. Your legs were too weak and you immediately fell to the group. You wiped your mouth and swallowed Yoru’s cum as Phoenix’s dropped out of you. You were so exhausted when you hadn’t done any work.

They were still hard as well, especially at the sight of you in such a vulnerable state. It would be best if they took you to a more comfortable place like a bedroom to resume the lewd activities.

Dear Anon who requested this,

I'm sorry this took so long. I have felt very uninspired. I hope this is up to your standards. Thank you for requesting me!!

[jihyocentric]

lumi 😭😭 i’m here!!

okok but how do you feel abt spanking?? cause i can totally see pup!hyo getting one for being a brat or breaking a rule and even tho it gets her hard and leaking nayeon won’t let her cum until she thinks she’s learned her lesson. maybe it’s later that night, or maybe it’s days later when jihyo’s minding her own business on the couch and nayeon just shoves her hand down her pants and jerks her until jihyo is begging in that pathetic way nayeon loves so much 🤷🤷 who knows

but i hope it’s a good reason to write pup!hyo, my head has been soooo empty lately

and i’m so touched u wanted to hear from me, ur one of my favorite blogs so thank you for that

take care!! 🫶🫶

-🐶

(it's more than a good reason to write puppy hyo, thank you for your service anon! and of course i want to hear from you, who else is going to indulge in my puppy hyo thoughts?! we think alike!! and i hope this is good, i'm very sleepy but i was so eager to write this puppy hyo 😵‍💫)

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it's a rare occasion for jihyo to be a brat. she's the most obedient puppy for nayeon most of the times, but if there is something that makes her act out, that something, or person, to be exact, has a name and she is yoo jeongyeon. yoo jeongyeon, nayeon's coworker and friend, someone jihyo had learned to despise.

jihyo is a very friendly puppy, overall. she likes momo and sana, who are also nayeon's friends, and she's the biggest fan of mina, their kitten. jihyo is easy going, despite being shy, but she holds grudges against yoo jeongyeon. it was something about the way jeongyeon was always flirting with nayeon that made jihyo dislike her, and although that seemed like jeongyeon's nature, because momo and sana were also her targets, jihyo hated it when jeongyeon did it with her nayeon.

so of course she whined the entire time that nayeon was getting ready to go out with jeongyeon. yes, they'd be with other coworkers, but jihyo was still suspicious and she didn't like the idea of nayeon spending the night out with jeongyeon.

"i'll be back soon, baby. there's no need to suffer over that, okay?" nayeon told her, taking jihyo in her arms for a hug.

jihyo held her tight, not wanting to let nayeon go. "why do you have to go? it's late."

"it's not even six. i'll be back before eight, i promise," nayeon kisses jihyo's head, making some effort to free herself.

the puppy didn't use her strength, she would never do it against nayeon, but what jihyo really wanted was to hug her owner through the night so that she could make sure nayeon wouldn't leave. after nayeon left, she stayed by the door for some time, with a big pout in her lips, creating scenes in her head of what jeongyeon could be doing to nayeon while she was there waiting for her owner.

nayeon could never cheat on jihyo. she would never, but jihyo didn't trust jeongyeon, and she wanted to claim nayeon more than anything. what happened next was inevitable, really. jihyo had no other choice rather than marking her territory, in a way nayeon wouldn't be pleased to see when she arrived. and jihyo knew. she knew she was screwed even before she finished coming all over nayeon's neat clothes, the ones she had left on the bed while she was in a hurry to leave. sadly for nayeon, there were a lot of ruined pieces.

nayeon arrived on time. she knew how needy jihyo was, and that the puppy would feel betrayed if she arrived any minute later than eight o'clock, but instead of being met with jihyo jumping on her with a wagging tail, she was opened the door to meet silence in her apartment. silence could only mean two things, her puppy was either sleeping or she did something bad.

nayeon took a step inside their room, being met with jihyo kneeling down in front of her, her ears flush to her head, tail swishing slowly.

"'m sorry!" jihyo said promptly, looking down.

the mess was something nayeon's eyes were quick to caught. her clothes, the ones she had washed and ironed earlier in the day were absolutely ruined with jihyo's cum all over them. it looked like jihyo hadn't done it just once, she did it at least twice, because the amount was abundant and there wasn't a single piece that didn't get stained.

nayeon took a deep breath, feeling anger consume her. "get up."

jihyo quivered in fear at the cold tone, but she still got up bravely. she couldn't help but try to smell nayeon, checking if jeongyeon's scent was present. to her relief, nayeon's own perfume was all she could detect.

"don't be mad, n-nayeonie," jihyo finally looked at nayeon, having to look up because nayeon was still in heels. "'m really sorry. won't do it again!"

"do you think being sorry is enough?" nayeon took a step towards jihyo, making the puppy step back. "you ruined my clothes. all of them. how am i going to work tomorrow?!"

"you can... s-stay at home..." jihyo gulped, knowing she shouldn't have said that.

"that's it." nayeon walked past jihyo, throwing the clothes jihyo had ruined on the ground. she sat at the edge of the bed and patted her lap. "lay here. on my lap, ass up."

jihyo pouted. the thought of trying to melt nayeon's heart crossed her mind, and she knew that a little whining could maybe change nayeon's mind, if she was soft and cute enough... but jihyo didn't want to stop her. she did as she was told, laying across nayeon's lap, whimpering when she felt nayeon lowering her pants and boxers just enough to expose her ass.

"you stain my clothes, i stain you." nayeon mutters, giving the first slap across jihyo's butt. nayeon had to hold jihyo's tail, knowing how the puppy got excited in moments like those. not because she liked being punished (jihyo liked it, but that's besides the point) but because she was too sensitive. even rubbing jihyo's ears could make her tail swish eagerly.

"'m sorry, m-mommy," jihyo repeats, eyes full of tears. nayeon's hands hit hard, it didn't take long for her skin to start to ache. "was jealous!"

nayeon grins, feeling jihyo's hard on against her thighs. if she wasn't upset with what jihyo had done to her clothes, she'd be longing to have jihyo inside her. although nayeon was getting wet at the feeling of jihyo leaking over her thigh, the puppy didn't deserve to receive any attention where she needed.

"you've always been a possessive little dog but this time you crossed the line," nayeon slaps her ass once again, this time making the puppy cry out. "this is going to be fun."

it wasn't fun. not for jihyo, at least, who didn't get to cum that night or be hugged by nayeon in her sleep. all she got from her owner after the spanking was aftercare and a single kiss on the forehead before they went to bed. nayeon was still upset, clearly, even more so when she had to use a dress she hated to go to work the next day, because jihyo had ruined her clean work clothes.

jihyo finally apologized again, on another day. she couldn't handle the short answers and not being called a 'good puppy' by nayeon for long. this time, she made her way to nayeon in the kitchen, with her tail around her leg, looking guilty.

"nayeonie, i'm sorry..." jihyo says, approaching nayeon. nayeon was making them dinner, making sure to cook the steak properly or else jihyo would refuse to eat. "w-was just angry at jeongyeon."

"i get that you're jealous and that you get territorial when it's about her, but this is the third time in the month that you act out because you're jealous." nayeon sighs, turning off the stove. "she's my friend. a friend, nothing else. i want you to believe me and stop acting out."

jihyo pouts. "then tell her to keep her hands off you!"

"i can do that if it really bothers you. but you have to promise me to try to accept her as my friend. deal?" nayeon offers, with a smile that jihyo couldn't resist.

jihyo nods, hugging her owner like she has missed her a lot in the past couple of days that she'd received a cold shoulder.

right after dinner, jihyo goes to the living room to watch something on the TV and nayeon goes to the bathroom to take a shower. jihyo isn't surprised when nayeon sits on her side and brings her to her lap, peppering the puppy's neck with kisses.

it's when nayeon slips her hands inside her boxers that jihyo flinches, and she doesn't even realize she's already hard. it's nayeon fresh scent that makes her shaft harden, and the puppy starts to mindlessly hump her owner's hand.

"missed this," jihyo whimpers, finding a better position on nayeon's lap.

"i haven't touched you in only two days and you're already this needy?" nayeon teases, pulling her puppy's boxers down just enough to free her cock. she uses one of her hands to play with jihyo's balls, while the other pumps her shaft slowly — or tries, because jihyo is so excited that she starts to fuck nayeon's hand.

"always miss you, mommy!" jihyo tells her, cock throbbing at the way nayeon gripped it tightly. "wanna be inside," jihyo asks, "please?"

"should i let you?" nayeon ponders. jihyo looks at her, nodding eagerly, with her ears up. "hmm, not yet."

jihyo feels her heart sink, but that doesn't stop her from moaning when nayeon fastens her pace. she could feel herself getting closer, and all she wanted was to be inside nayeon to release her load in a proper place, breed nayeon really, and not waste her load somewhere else. but nayeon looked like she wasn't even trying to make jihyo come, only working her up and then stopping, rubbing the tip while maintaining a tight grip on her balls. it was making jihyo's eyes water.

"don't tease," jihyo whines. "please, let me get inside. promise i'll fill you up good, nayeonie."

nayeon can't help but think about letting jihyo in. she loves to see her puppy cry and beg to come, but she, too, had missed her, and she needed jihyo to fill her up. her mouth watered at the thought of getting filled to the brim by jihyo's thick, long cock that was throbbing in her hand and more than ready to go inside.

"alright, then get inside me, puppy." nayeon gives her permission.

nayeon wants to laugh at how stupid jihyo looks trying to get her clothes off and almost ripping them in the process, so eager and adorable that it made nayeon melt. but jihyo was still big, despite looking small and harmless, and when she aligned her cock with nayeon's entrance then shoved it all inside, the owner closed her eyes tightly, the stretch making her whimper and grip jihyo's shoulders.

"feels so good and tight, mommy," jihyo tells her, starting to move her hips right away, barely giving nayeon any time to adjust.

two days was long enough to make nayeon forget just how big jihyo was, but even with the slightest pain of being invaded unintentionally roughly, nayeon still found herself getting wetter and wanting more, unable to go against her body's needs. it almost scared her, how full her tummy looked, slightly bumpy where jihyo's length was located, but she was already too used to that to care. jihyo had only one goal. and that was to breed, fill nayeon up with her seed to the point that her owner wouldn't be able to take anything else inside.

although she had agreed with nayeon that she'd be less possessive of her, all she could think of during the times she came inside nayeon that night was how much she wanted yoo jeongyeon to see nayeon coming around her cock and leaking with her seed. nayeon thought jihyo was just eager and desperate to breed her as always, but really, behind her true intentions of breeding, jihyo was also thinking about how jeongyeon would react if she saw how much nayeon wanted jihyo to give her her cum — how much nayeon was hers.

[dreamcatcherrs]

can u do streamers with a plus size reader? ty i love ur fics ♡

+ reminder! every body type is beautiful in its own way, and I’m sure that all of the mcyts would want to date a person of any size! hope you enjoy<3

++ I also added a couple of insecurities that are common for a lot of people cause I felt like it ^-^

dating a plus size reader; mcyt x reader

dream:

dream is an absolute softie for you

he will literally carry you anywhere you go

even if you insist for him not to

he just lifts you up into his arms and runs off with you

as I’ve mentioned before, he loves squishy places of the body

especially the booty ;)

so expect a lot of grabbing whenever he’s near you (with your consent, of course)

always tells you how amazing you look

even if you’re only wearing sweatpants and a basic tee and feel like absolute shit

and he would definitely have you pose for pictures of his merch

georgenotfound:

he loves resting his head on you

uses your chest as his personal pillow

he thinks it’s absolutely crazy how you’re able to make every outfit look good

like, you could wear a plastic bag and still look like a model to him

you two go out to eat fast food at the most random times

some days midnight, some days at 5am

admires your confidence

sapnap:

THIGHS THIGHS THIGHS

he loves your thighs sooo much and always has his hands (or eyes) on them

he almost holds your thigh more than your hand

and he just thinks you’re so gorgeous and can’t believe he can call you his

but when he finds out you don’t think so, his mind is blown

like... what?

are you blind????

he tells you how “you’re so fucking hot” every day until you start thinking so yourself

badboyhalo:

loves baking cakes with you

and makes sure you’re always well fed

he absolutely adores your stretch marks!

he loves just tracing his fingers over the lines

following them around with his fingertips

and gets very focused about it to a point where he stops listening to you talk

he makes sure you never feel down about something as natural as stretch marks

and makes sure to kiss every place you're insecure about

technoblade:

techno literally doesn't care what you look like

he only cares if you're happy, cause he really hates seeing you sad

especially when he can't do anything about it

so when he catches you one day looking at yourself in the mirror with a look of disgust 

his heart crumbles in his chest

sits you down to talk about it

and gets more touchy afterwards along with spurring out compliments more often

wilbur soot:

wilby is also a big sucker for thighs

he’s not super grabby, but he gets his point across;

that he absolutely loves every part of your body

to be honest, like techno, I see wilbur as someone who literally does not care what you look like

if he likes you, he’ll love the way you look either way

he is very appreciative of soft, fleshy parts of your body

that he can just cling onto when he wants

jschlatt:

fuck, does schlatt love to have you on his lap

like he might not come across as someone who’s cuddly

but I’m telling you

he is super cuddly

he just wants someone to hold and to be held by

he needs that physical touch and he just can't seem to keep his hands off of you

he’ll tell you “you look so stupid right now”, laugh, and then give you a big ol’ bear hug

jokes aside, he makes sure you know just how dizzyingly beautiful you look 24/7

corpse husband:

fishnets, legs, fishnets, legs

even if you don't like wearing fishnets, he’s just all; legs, grab, thighs, squish

no but seriously he loves your legs so much

they just catch his attention and immediately make him go soft

without you doing anything you’ll just hear him giggle at you

and then realise he’d been looking at you for a hot minute, just taking in how absolutely stunning you look

and he doesn't fail to let you know that :)

karl jacobs:

like wilbur, I think he just genuinely doesn't care and loves you regardless of what you look like

we all know that karl’s way of showing affection is through touch

so he loves cuddling up to you

using your chest as a pillow and engulfing you in his arms

and he’ll be whining within a second if you even a much as try to move away from him

something he doesn't realise he does, but you do, is that he will just randomly hold on tight to a certain part of your body

even if you're just talking

his hands will be on you without him even noticing

and it’s really cute

skeppy:

I’ve mentioned this before, but I think that skeppy really likes the way skirts look on you

or tight-fitting jeans

anything that compliments your body, really

though he does like the way you look without any clothes on

anyways, he fucking loves your body so much

and any person who thinks differently is not his friend

he’s always hugging you

or brushing his knuckles over your arms lovingly

small touches are his forté

fundy:

he can never seem to keep his eyes off of you

no matter how hard he tries, you’re just too gorgeous

isn’t the touchiest of the boys, but when he’s in the need for some physical touch, he’s very obvious about it

will start off by holding your hand

and then maybe move onto hugging you from behind

comes off pretty clingy once he needs that love and affection

he just loves touching you; maybe cause your skin is soft? he’ll never tell you (it’s his little secret)

quackity:

MMMME GUSTAAA

he looooooves loves loves  how, and I quote, “thicc you are”

and he gets so clingy, too

makes grabby hands at you if he needs to to catch your attention

and definitely, without a doubt, uses your chest as his personal pillow

he’s also a squisher

your thigh’s kinda become his little stress toy

alex will fully commit to being a complete simp for you - he does not care at this point

can get blushy sometimes when he catches himself looking at you for too long

punz:

if you thought that sapnap would be wild when it comes to thighs, let me introduce you to this man

luke is a massive sucker for some thick thighs

and don't even get me started on the flesh on your hips

he lowkey has an addiction to constantly keeping his hands on there, but it’s not like you mind

it’s like his hands are glued onto you sometimes

holding on tightly or gently, doesn't matter

and sometimes he’ll even get lost in the way his fingers dig into your skin

can't fathom the fact that you're all his

awesamdude:

sam is literally the cutest🥺

gives you compliments all the time

and literally always has a hand on you to gently caress your skin

and he is always gentle with his touches

and I mean always

drawing circles onto your back or arm using his thumb

placing small kisses on your temple

he always posts pictures of you on his instagram and twitter

has like one or two pictures of himself, and the rest are of you :]

slimecicle:

literally smothers you with love and affection

he loves the little dents in your thighs from cellulite

finds it sooo attractive

loves to trace his fingers over the dents

notices immediately if there are changes in your eating habits

and will confront you the second he notices cause he can't bare the thought of you eating less than usual

makes sure it never happens again

eret:

they have a special seat for you right on his lap

if you were comfortable with it she’d love for you to sit with them in his streams

SHOWERS you with compliments

constantly

and leaves trails of kisses everywhere

even if you whine about it being too much or distracting you

he ignores it and continues

can't believe she’s ended up with such a god/dess as you

jack manifold:

jack was completely shocked when he found out you were insecure about your body

what was there to be insecure about?

to his eyes you were completely perfect, and he just couldn’t understand how… you couldn’t see that?

makes sure you now how absolutely stunning you are

can't help but to show you off to everyone (he is a leo after all)

and also let’s his hands roam all over you - with your consent, of course!

adores you so much

tommy:

tommy had seriously never thought of it before you’d said that you didn’t want a piece of cake after he asked

and he goes; why?????

and you’re like; I shouldn't eat it

and he’s even more ???

doesn't know what why or when you decided you “shouldn't” do something as normal as eating

it’s so very obvious how soft he is for you when it’s just the two of you

and even succumbs to his soft side in front of others if he gets too caught up in your beauty

tubbo:

tubbo just… doesn't care

like, at all

but of course he notices the absolute beauty of you, and will simp for you

doesn't shower you with compliments, but gives subtle signs

a common one is squeezing your hand

or calling you cute or adorable

brushing a strand of hair out of your face

simplicity is his thing

ranboo:

lots of hugsss

unintentionally squeezes too hard so you have to tap his shoulder 

and he just giggles

he likes resting his head on practically any part of your body

cause you're so comfy

wants to constantly fondle you in his arms

he’s become so used to clinging to you, it’s just by instinct at this point

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also i've been curious about this!! i see his name romanized commonly in the fandom as yoo joonghyuk, but the webtoon romanizes it as yu junghyeok. (they also order the names as junghyeok yu and dokja kim rather than the other way around) what are your thoughts? im also having a hard time telling which is the surname bc im not familiar with korean names so im just. i just want to hear what you think! :D

OKKKKKKKK um this is actually sort of complicated so sorry in advance this is probably gonna get lengthy um. let's do general info first before getting into orv specifics. korean names are typically three syllables, one syllable for the surname and two syllables for the given name. obviously not always, having a one syllable given name is a thing, and i think there might be a couple surnames out there that are two syllables? that's really rare though, and if you see a korean name where one part is one syllable and the other part is two syllables, it's safe to assume the two syllable part is the given name. so, dokja and joonghyuk. also, korea is a culture where a lot of different clans/families have the same surname (i think like half the population has one of five surnames, kim, lee, park, choi, and jung, i believe? and there are still lots of bigger repeating names among the other half) so if you're involved in korean culture or even just end up consuming a lot of korean media you'll get pretty accustomed to what the surnames are. that's not necessary though, and just looking at the syllables is going to be enough to tell like 97% of the time. in terms of the order, just like chinese and japanese, the surname typically comes first in korean. webtoon switches it up for the sake of like.... localization i guess? to follow western first name last name conventions. personally i really hate it whenever that happens. like in general i prefer cultural stuff like that to be left in translations, maybe more than the average person would agree, but i'm adamant on at least keeping the name order the same. like..... westerners can handle learning this one (1) thing that's different from how they do it. if they can't that's their problem...... ugh. annoying. most people are gonna just say kim dokja, kdj, etc anyways. the proper way

in terms of romanization (converting text to english/latin script from a different one, so the joonghyuk vs junghyeok thing) well um. uhh. generally speaking, not orv specific, korean romanization has always been kind shaky? the first system to gain widespread acceptance has largely fallen out of fashion so no need to worry about that one. the second one, Revised Romanization, is the most common one these days and the one used officially by the korean government. RR is the one that uses "eo" for the ㅓ character and "u" for the ㅜ character, so "yu junghyeok" would be following RR conventions. another method that doesn't follow any official guidelines but is just sort of accepted in the knovel/manhwa community is using "u" instead of "eo", and "oo" instead of "u". this is what "yoo joonghyuk" goes with. those two vowels are the main difference between the two standards, the rest of the letters and conventions are generally straightforward and the same. mostly. i guess.

getting into orv specifically, uhhhmm. uhhhh. orv, as the original webnovel, actually went through two different translators. the very first one admitted themself that they regretted some of the romanizations that they went with. it was mostly just the eo-u/u-oo thing, but the biggest goof was yjh's name, which they translated as yoo jonghyuk. with one o. this was just like straight up a typo, it really should be joonghyuk, but they stuck with it for the entirety of their translation. the second translator that came along changed it to yu junghyeok, to follow proper RR conventions. from what i understand, this second translator actually changed like all the names to follow RR conventions, but a large amount of the fans really hated the change. this is why most people who talk about orv go with the first translator's spellings, with the u-oo. the exception is yjh, with whom a lot of people will graciously go with the proper spelling of yoo joonghyuk as opposed to jonghyuk.

i'm kind of running out of steam here but i still want to touch on like. the inconsistency behind all of these names? this is a big thing with like korean romanizations in general. RR romanization like i said is the official, professional one used by the government, but it seems like the non-RR use of u-oo is just as if not more popular than the proper eo-u when it comes to fan translations of knovels and manhwa. when it comes to media that has had multiple translations, like in orv, it just gets all that much worse. i think yoo jonghyuk is the still the official tag for him on ao3. sometimes people will use mix both u-oo and eo-u within a single name too....... you might see some yu joonghyuks or yu joonghyeoks or whatever variations floating around for god knows what reason. this makes knowing the pronunciations a bit tricky also..... a friend of mine asked for a guide a while back and i typed up a rough pronunciation guide which i can try to find for you if you'd like, but if i'm being honest it was kinda shit. like i did it straight in a tumblr post instead of like a spreadsheet or even just like. a google doc or something. idk. i did actually start redoing the guide and making it into a spreadsheet a while ago, but that's only like half finished.

again sorry for the length you probably weren't asking for a whole essay response lmao. it's just really complicated. if there was anything that wasn't clear feel free to ask, seriously, i don't mind explaining further. i'm honestly not too clear about the whole deal with the translators, though, so if you want to know more about that looking on the wiki might help. this page has some info on it, down on the "terminology and naming" section. hope this helped at least somewhat? again if you're confused on anything feel free to ask :)

[ilhoonftw]

i would just like to rant for a sec about kpop groups not be able to sing. i’ve stanned btob for a while now and have always liked groups that have good vocals and when they joined kingdom i was like eh sure i’ll watch some old men hang out with the kids.

most of it was… fine ig i knew i was biased but i thought btob had some only the most creative stages and it was fun to watch them interact with other groups. but then stray kids covered i’ll be your man and i was like ???? who in the i worms thought that group could handle those vocals?? i sometimes randomly think about it and cringe real bad and get secondhand embarrassment bc it i hated it that much. and then all my stray kids fans were like wow best performance i’ve ever seen. like???? idk if you’ve watched it but i was like how could anyone be proud of that perf 😂 anyways i left that showing knowing one thing and it was btob kings of vocals

yoo anon thank you. i never really openly talked about it when kondom was airing bc i didnt wanted to get any angry anons 🙈 so im gonna be honest here, finally

i watched it 2 and half times. it was bad. i couldnt believe it really.... their skill level... it was not it. you cant build a house with toy tools meant to play in sand........ whoever said it was good? you lied. and you need to see ear doctor immidiately. there gotta be some wax blockage. my bestie top btob stan @ddonggeun pretty much refused to watch that stage lmao. the climax part where rap and vocals are meshed together? it was embarazzing. btob can do it bc both rappers and vocalists know how to harmonize and support each other without overshadowing each other... they are good on their own And good when performing as a group. back to that stage.. they turned a song about catholic guilt mixed with doomed romance.. into some ??? dark brotherhood fantasy. i guess style over substance. i dont get it and i hated it. it was Not Good. @ me if you want idc. it doesnt deserve the praise it got

btob rearranges their own songs to make them easier to perform live, what were they thinking.... btob has like 5 way easier titles... for example: if they did 2nd confession... chill song with a+ line distribution and it's still not boring. i'd say 'respect' and go my merry way. even thriller would be a better choice but it still has bits that aren't as easy as they seem

btob titles.. starting with winters tale and ending with show your love... they are all tailor made for them. eunkwang is the one who oversees part distribution. that's why their songs seem easy... they are made for them and them only idc! that's the truth. not every group has 4 v good vocalists plus rappers than can carry a tune and have a clear diction.

yea i get angry anons wherever i talk about how btob songs are hard to cover and almost no one pulls them off... idc. ppl just want to show off their vocals so they don't re-arrange the songs or adjust the key. big mistake huge. one of very few good btob covers is lightsum's only one for me. they changed it up and took it easy. worked out well. if u cant sing like btob... maybe dont cover their songs... btob spent 3 years of extreme nugudom going on radio/tv shows and covering 173849 songs, from super hard korean ballads to jpop classics. i have a whole yt playlist full of uncut btob rehearsal videos and they are just... wearing sweats, playing around And singing their ass off. btob on chill mode is what some idols fail to achieve on stage...

btob kondom stages were crazy bc 1. they pulled them off vocally 100% despite half of them being sick 2. u dont need to read a whole essay to understand ~symbolism and meaning~ 3. you can tell they learnt a lot from years of doing concerts with Live Band And musicals 4. whole staff working with them nailed their job, from choreographers, dancers, set designers to stylists

yea i have superiority complex what you gonna do about it! yejiapsa btob

[your1truanna]

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Welcome Home, Dinner is ready by katdr (Completed, 2,719 words, 1/1)

Summary: Domestic married couple Kim Dokja and Yoo Jonghyuk, but with a little twist

Road to Salvation by idlemurmurs (Completed, 6,015 words, 6/6)

Summary: The first time Yoo Joonghyuk meets Kim Dokja, he was meeting up with his younger sister. The first time Yoo Joonghyuk properly greeted the sickly man for his hasty mistake, he learned of the man’s cruel disease. The last time Yoo Joonghyuk took on someone’s request for selfish reasons, he couldn’t even cry. A sickly man's fate was pushed forward by his own hands, but at least he fulfilled his wish.

Note from Author: There is an alternative ending

Must Have Been the Wind by BakedMPotato (Completed, 3,521 words, 1/1)

Excerpt: “Yoo Joonghyuk turned back. Kim Dokja seemed to have given up on hiding the aftermath of someone else’s anger. The bruises that wrapped around Kim Dokja’s bony wrists felt like hands wrapped around Yoo Joonghyuk’s throat. He thought that he might be sick.

“Hey murderer!” someone called out.

Yoo Joonghyuk thought that maybe, everyone else might be sick.” 

Summary: Kim Dokja is the son of a murderer and a new family doesn’t mean a better one.

An Older Brother’s Dilemma by tiramisstsu (Completed, 2,442 words, 1/1)

Summary: Yoo Joonghyuk has a problem. It seems that his little sister has a crush on the babysitter down the hall.

In Sickness and In Health by stuffandsundry (Completed, 1,422 words, 1/1)

Summary: Kim Dokja is unconscious for a week, after he successfully kept asmodeus from killing Yoo Joonghyuk. he does not remember a single thing that happened during that week, for better or worse. 

Contrast Me by zxrysky (Completed, 2,311 words, 1/1)

Summary: Kim Dokja is busy minding his own business when the 1863th Yoo Jonghyuk appears to have to some sort of conclusion all by himself. What happens is something Kim Dokja would never have expected, but would never refuse.

Note from Anna: We need more 1863 pliant Joonghyuk U-U

Wrap Your Hands Around My Throat (I Won’t Mind) by Rivani (Completed, 13,000 words, 9/9)

Summary: The day Kim Dokja realized that he had fallen in love was also the day that he realized that he was going to die. 

Note from Anna: Hanahaki Disease 

Moon Cursed Perceptions by zxrsky (Last updated June 2019, 18,881 words, 4/?) 

Summary: Kim Dokja didn't realise that in this day in age, as adults, there would still be individuals who went around randomly touching things they were interested in just because they were interested in it. 

Then again, Yoo Jonghyuk lives to surpass his expectations.

A Kaleidoscope of Black and White by KueKedju (Completed, 3,668 words, 1/1) 

Summary: In which color will fill your sight when you first look into your soulmate's eyes.

Yoo Joonghyuk's vision was always filled with color.

Kim Dokja's world exploded in it when he was dangled by the neck atop a collapsing bridge.

Note from Anna: It’s genius! 

Abendrot by OldeShoestrings (Completed, 4,499 words, 1/1)

Summary: Yoo Jonghyuk wakes up. He remembers nothing.

The only thing he's completely sure of is that Kim Dokja is his husband. He'll cut down anyone that says otherwise.

Note from Anna: It’s so sweet I wanna cry. Also KDJ&Co. with their usual antics make me soft and cackle like a witch lol. 

[literaphobe]

WAIT WAIT I was scrolling through your blog and you said you watch running man?? oh my goood question! who is your favourite member? thought on kwang soo leaving running man? (also maybe gary and joong ki if you are there when they leave) thought on the new members? fav ep? i'm sorry but it been so long i found people who watch running man

unless you talking about a different running man then...I'm sorry please delete this post and sorry for bothering you

MY FAVE MEMBER. is. no surprise. SONG JIHYO. aka goddess and best at everything. i think i’m very drawn to personalities that always dominate n come out on top. jihyo isn’t really known for being the ace of running man anymore but in my heart she always is :( i also am a HUGE fan of her goddess of luck image like she isn’t as crazily lucky these days bc kwangsoo (icon of misfortune) is gone but if anything makes me believe in supernatural like. the concept of LUCK being a real force in the universe it would be because of her. the way she overcomes odds n comes out on top despite being a bit of an underdog in many situations is SO hot to me. here’s some pictures of her

she’s like. u know how george is like effortlessly pretty despite being just so idc about it? yeah thats HER like she doesn’t give a shit she just wakes up rolls out of bed n goes to work. she falls asleep everywhere too. one time they played giant jenga and one of them had to be on top of the jenga as a ‘risk’ for the jenga tower dying n at the time running man was 6 men 1 woman (her) and they asked her to do it bc they were all scared n she’s the bravest member (she once bungee jumped off a 233m tall building to HELP one of them she literally didnt have to either she just went WEEEEE they all worship the ground she walks on out of respect shes just so cool)

anyway here’s her sleeping on the jenga tower

like???? shes so funny. my second favorite member is kim jongkook n my fave pair on the show is them both :) jongkook is the super jacked guy whos also really smart n good at everything. like u know how whenever george/sapnap/anyone dying screams for dream to help them when they need saving in minecraft? thats like every running man member w jongkook

ANYWAY FAVE EP…. there are so many. i swear to god. but if i were to recommend episodes to start w i’d say the superpowers episode? when they all had superpowers n had to fight to the death (ep74) and the second yoomes bond ep (ep91, i LOVE yoo jaesuk my beloved nation’s mc), the princess race ep (ep103), n park jisung soccer eps (95, 96, 97) OH FUCK THE ZOMBIE EP WHEN THEY WERE IN HIGH SCHOOL WAS FUCKING SICK TOO (ep98) and like uhhhh the baseball ep!! (ep119) and i’ll stop here bc the second people realize i have many episode numbers memorized i’ll look like a crazy person

BUT TO BE FAIR running man is the most popular korean variety show ever these mfs are straight up like A KPOP GROUP. they’ve held fan meetings which r straight up CONCERTS they sing dance etc etc they’re CRAZY u don’t GET IT they are a PHENOMENON,,, jackie chan was on this show RYAN REYNOLDS N TOM CRUISE WERE ON THIS SHOW

running man is literally what happens if u put a bunch of singers, actors, and comedians together n made them do crazy shit (literally everything under the sun has happened on running man. name anything PG. they prob did it on running man) AND THEY BECAME A FOUND FAMILYYYY and its so funny

i think joongki is so sweet n my beloved but i think ultimately him leaving helped the RM dynamic tighten up?? n it improved bc of it?? idk tho maybe itd be just as good if he stayed. i also was a tiny bit upset when gary left n it hurt the show for a while :( gary was so funny but also I HATE MONDAY COUPLE. FUCK MONDAY COUPLE IT TRAPPED JIHYO FOR SO LONG I HATED THAT SHIT. like its so crazy too bc imo they should never have had a loveline but if anything… do it w jongkook the one guy whos actually hot n has enough chemistry w her? they literally were called a ‘power duo’ all the time like brooooo i was so oppressed for liking their dynamic :( BUT HAHAHAHAHAH NOW JONGKOOK N JIHYO R FLIRTING ON THE SHOW ITS SO FUNNYYYY like yaaaassss straightbaiting 😍 its so funny too like there were times when monday couple was a Thing so the other members couldn’t “ship” other pairings but sometimes jongkook n jihyo would be so sus that they couldn’t help BUT say something u know but NOW ALL THE MEMBERS ARE FREE. yoo jaesuk risks his life every week to ship them and the others LOVE to fucking tease them

also kwangsoo leaving made me really sad but his injuries were too bad for him to risk his body every week like that :( all the members have slipped disks n severe back problems because of all the ways they hurt themselves making the show :( i hope kwangsoo comes back to guest soon tho like hes not Permanently gone the way gary is like gary straight up refuses to ever be on running man ever again LOL

also i like somin and sechan :D i admit i do prefer old running man dynamics but the current family is v cozy!! i think their loveline is sweet but i also think its HILARIOUS how the members mostly jaesuk don’t “care” as much about it like in that well get together sure but what we’re REALLY here to do is make fun of jongkook n jihyo ^_^ like they r cute its sweet ALSO somin being added is SO good bc YAY more than one woman also THEIR DYNAMIC IS SO CUTE like anyone remember that time they sabotaged each other in the game where they were competing by kissing each other?? good times

sorry for talking so much running man is literally one of my fave shows EVER n it hasn’t ended despite being a weekly show thats been running since 2010 (theres like over 500 episodes i KNOW im INSANE) like bro at the peak of my hyperfixation on this show I LEARNED THE FUCKING KOREAN LANGUAGE SO I COULD WATCH IT LIVE WHEN IT AIREDDDDD IM CRAZY FR

[straymackerel]

17 for Ranpo or Dazai, please? 😌❤

ranpo + kaapshljmurslis (latvian, n.) being cramped in public transportation during rush hour.

➽─{hehe yes sir/ma’am/dear/person in the world!! 🖤 this is a perfect pairing!}─❥

The young man is clearly lost.

Wedged between many a nine-to-five worker, he squints at the subway map for much longer than any native, self-respecting Japanese citizen normally would. He’s dressed in attire reminiscent of a Sherlock Holmes Halloween costume—odd for the occasion, doubly odd for the region. You wonder if maybe he’s a foreigner, or perhaps a hikikomori wearing cosplay of some sort, but you keep to yourself. ‘Packed like sardines’ doesn’t quite do the environment justice; no, this subway train must be denser than a rock through and through. No way you could hold an actual conversation with him even if you wanted to.

...Or so you thought.

“Hellooooo, someone? Anyone? I need some assistance!” the caped man yells out, arms flailing as wide as his surroundings allow him. The disturbance is left largely ignored, with those closest to him shifting uncomfortably in their precarious positions. “Yoo-hoo! I think I’m on the wrong train!” You watch as most of the onlookers turn a cold shoulder. In fact, many are visibly irked when he practically screams down their ears.

“Please, this is serious! I have some very, very important matters to attend to!” he continues, eyebrows furrowing. His lips begin to form a pout. 

Geez, what’s the matter with everyone? you think to yourself. Do I really have to be the one to do this? You sigh, finally turning towards the provocateur’s direction when he shows no signs of stopping. The shouting match that ensues comes at the expense of the other commuters’ comfort; there’s no need to make eye contact with them to know that they’re glaring you down.

“Where are you going?” you ask, voice competing over the dozens of others in the car, as well as the background ambience of wheels against railing. You wince at how loud you’re being, but it’s too late now. You’ve already made the commitment to helping.

“Naka Ward! Probably!” You stand in silence, dumbfounded. Probably?

“There are only two lines in Yokohama Metro,” you yell back. You struggle to maintain your balancing act as the masses shuffle around you, annoyed at all the noise you’re making. “You want to get on the other line!” 

Visibly confused, the man looks at you, then the map, and then back. His messy hair flops around under his newsboy cap as he turns back and forth.

“Would you help me get there? I don’t think I can switch trains by myself!” 

You ponder his request for a moment: on one hand, Naka Ward is a ways from your own destination. On the other hand, someone who’s seriously lost should most certainly not be left alone. He speaks up when you hesitate a moment too long.

“There’s a reward!” he adds, proud expression on his face. The people around you start to look up at the disheveled stranger, interests suddenly piqued. “I’m a very important person. I have business with the Armed Detective Agency!” 

By now he’s garnered the attention of most in the vicinity. They begin to clamor, making hushed whispers amongst each other and loud offers to the self-proclaimed client. To think that this unusual man in unusual clothes is actually paying for a private investigation—and with none other than the famed ADA! A wannabe detective, perhaps? A fanatic? 

“I’ll take you up on that! It’s on my way!” one woman yells, sticking her chest out. Liar, you think. It should be out of the way for everyone on this train. Another man calls out: “I’ll bring you straight to the front steps!” Hands go flying, heads go bobbing. Surprised, you begin to fade back into the crowd. It doesn’t come as the biggest disappointment, as your home is in the opposite direction, but that reward did sound interesting…

“Please, please. I’d like to hear from the helpful individual first,” the young man’s voice suddenly booms into the uproar. Head perking up again, your gaze rises to find him shooting an inordinately bright, toothy smile at you. In that very moment, you make your decision.

“We’re getting off at the next stop,” you shout back, confident in your choice. A handful of riders shoot even more dirty looks at you, muttering under their breaths, but it doesn’t last for long. As if cued by your answer, the subway car begins to slow down, each thump of metal on metal growing further and further apart. With the sheer volume of passengers in the confines of this box, it’s a miracle that the two of you make it to the car’s exit in time.

“Where to?” he asks in, for the first time, a proper indoor voice. It’s strange; with Japanese as fluent as his, he should be able to read the signs on the other side of the platform, right...? When you point them out to him, his eyes widen from their perpetual closedness. You notice, for the first time, that they’re an emerald green.

“Oh okay, the blue line? Man, I really thought it was this one! I always get the two mixed up,” he says, not an ounce of shame in his tone. You only offer a curt laugh in response before realizing that he’s serious. He makes no attempt to look around as he follows directly behind you. “Through the turnstiles? Are you sure?” he asks. You nod solemnly. 

“As long as we don’t leave the station.” You lead him through the chaos of rush hour, weaving through the unabating throngs of people. No other words are exchanged as you scramble for a new topic to talk about. You end up waiting for your next train with not much else to say.

“So what’s your business with the Armed Detective Agency?” you ask, making an attempt at conversation. When he looks at you with a quirked eyebrow, you feel the sudden urge to take it back. 

“You’re kidding, right?” Amusement dances on his lips as he speaks. 

“Oh, my bad! My curiosity got the better of me,” you say hastily, apologetic in your every word. “Of course you’d want to keep that between you and the private investigators.” You wave your hands about as if trying to dispel your tactlessness.

“Oh?” A smile creeps onto your new companion’s face. “You mean you really don’t know who I am?” 

Puzzled, you only manage to shake your head, to which he reaches into his coat pocket. The caped man produces a pair of rectangular glasses, whipping them on as you hear the distant roar of an incoming train. His haughty air comes into full swing as he pronounces:

“It is I, Edogawa Ranpo, Greatest Detective of them all!” 

His coat rustles in the wind, hair fluttering about for dramatic effect. You stand still in what Ranpo initially takes to be stunned silence, but it doesn’t take Super Deduction for him to verify your confusion as you ask in absolute earnest:

“I’m sorry, who?”

[glaucous-seas]

Two Seekers ~ Joongdok/Dokhyuk

(Part 5 of ?)

Kim Dokja had studied Yoo Joonghyuk a lot. Ranging from meetings and to occasionally just following the latter. Kim Dokja knew he wasn’t the only one who did that, he had caught Yoo Joonghyuk four times in the same day once. 

They had studied each other as if it were their final exam from college. Yoo Joonghyuk might’ve repeatedly licked his upper lip, indirectly telling Kim Dokja that he was waiting to say something but wasn’t. 

He had seen that behaviour when they had gotten stuck in an elevator. Another incident of both of them stalking each other. The latter man had a weird habit. 

If Kim Dokja considered it, then Yoo Joonghyuk had that look far too many times when he was yelled at or insulted/mocked by people. 

Kim Dokja took a shallow breath, “say if u have to.” His voice came out less rude than intended. “If you have to say something, then just say it! Dammit. Yoo Joonghyuk—nghh-” his ribs flooded with pain. Kim Dokja’s Adam's apple bobbed again, and he knew keeping anger and annoyance was better than answers and confrontations.

He hissed in pain as Yoo Joonghyuk pressed again. If this bastard wanted to shut him up, it worked. 

There were so many wounds and injuries worse than this. WHY? Why did it ache so much? Yoo Joonghyuk had undeniably landed worse injuries. None of them ached this badly when he was in his bathtub, still in clothes and letting himself heal by the hot water. 

Kim Dokja shivered, the air conditioning hitting him again. 

Yoo Joonghyuk pursed his lips and blinked, picking up bandages and picking up Kim Dokja’s arm. “Do you think earning these many wounds is worth the job?”

“You think.” Kim Dokja nit-picked. 

Yoo Joonghyuk spared him a glare before continuing, “at least got what you were assigned?”

“You know what I was assigned.” 

“I’m asking, did you get it or not?” Yoo Joonghyuk’s grip tightened warningly, as if reminding Kim Dokja that he was still at Yoo Joonghyuk’s mercy.

Kim Dokja looked away, closing his eyes, “I did. I was promised 47% of it.”

Yoo Joonghyuk glanced up at him. “How much?”

Kim Dokja hesitated in responding, but replied, “126500000 won… around that much.”

He waited for a flicker in Yoo Joonghyuk’s eyes, something that spoke, I���ll steal it now.

However, Yoo Joonghyuk nodded and looked down. It was confusing once again, in the past Yoo Joonghyuk had effortlessly stolen Kim Dokja’s stash, taking advantage of his injuries. 

Kim Dokja noticed the reddened knuckles of Yoo Joonghyuk. It was so damn confusing. The latter put adhesive and closed the bandages on his arm. 

Yoo Joonghyuk’s common remark should’ve been. “Give me the money and go untouched.”

And it’d be not many punches and hits after Kim Dokja would be almost staggering as Yoo Joonghyuk walked away, a somewhat emotionless triumph on his face. 

Now, Kim Dokja noticed Yoo Joonghyuk’s adam’s apple bobbing at times, indicating he was either pissed off or disgusted with what he was presented. And that would be Kim Dokja’s bloody torso and bruising chest.

Kim Dokja wanted to roll his eyes. “You have no right to scold me, bastard.” He spoke, glad that his vocal cords added the desired roughness to his voice.

…

Kim Dokja bit his lip. Why was he making that face? Yoo Joonghyuk’s brows were the slightest knitted, and he closed his eyes for longer time intervals than needed. 

It almost looked like…

Kim Dokja shook his head in denial of the thought. 

He let out a staggered breath and decided to inwardly focus on Yoo Joonghyuk. Upon the latter’s arms, multiple jagged cuts splayed here and there. His fingertip was surely bleeding but it seemed to be overcoated in Kim Dokja’s own blood. 

Other than that, the latter also had a busted lip. Blood seemed to seep out at random times. But despite being injured enough himself, Yoo Joonghyuk was focusing on Kim Dokja. Tending his wounds with a soft look in his eyes, something so different from the primal and dangerous glare that he usually wore.

It drove him mad. Maybe taking both definitions of American and British. Angry and crazy. 

Why was Yoo Joonghyuk looking at him as if he were a thing of affection?

Kim Dokja scrunched his brows, pursing his lips before speaking slowly, his rasp had returned, “don’t look at me like that.” He knew that indirect anger had slipped into his voice—

Yoo Joonghyuk and Kim Dokja knew the latter didn’t mean it. How could Yoo Joonghyuk believe nother one of Kim Dokja’s filthy lies when his gaze was the reason the latter was calm. “I’ll look at you however I want.” Yoo Joonghyuk leaned his figure over Kim Dokja to speak clearly. 

Why bother with secrets when you’ve stalked answers out? 

~ to be continued~