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i was also scared i will pop a vein in my eyeball cause that had happened to me twice when i was doing moving type things in recent times :/ i cant carry heavy things bc if my retinal detachment (that cannot be operated on it will never get better, i will slowly lose eyesight) but alas

when a vein pops you get dark floaters that obstruct your vision and you have to take meds that help blood to stop seeping into your eyeball as were steroid eyedrops. generally it happens when someone's retinal detachment also co-exists with stuff like varicose veins, bad circulation or hemorrhoids

my eyeballs are forever like those snow globes you shake to see white stuff, in my case it's dark stuff that appears when i move my head too much or get up from lying position too quickly

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i will be moving to a different city soon-ish and today i did the first batch of moving my stuff... took a long distance bus with 1 medium ikea bag 1 large zip up ikea type bootleg bag 1 large backpack. i strained myself and now my arms feel like someone is trying to rip them out of my body. it took me over a week to get ready bc reasons and the stress caused eczema flare up 💀 among other things. i actually prefer my current area to where i will be moving but i dont have much choice so there's that

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ive seen a lot of people questioning kim soohyun being an a-list, and I tend to agree very average looking guy and mediocre actor at best. he has lucked out by being in good drama but he was helped by his female co-stars' charisma

yeah... he kinda leeched off more talented people to get where he's at... the you who came from the star something drama where he played awkward alien was arguably his biggest hit and tbh when that drama was on air it was everywhere on social media. and it's not like people tuned it for him, it was jun jihyuń really who kept it interesting. his part could be done by anyone, hers not 🤷‍♂️

even when he had 'he's a weirdo' rumours in early 2010s (like that speedos / dicks out photoshoot he had done with his friends...) he had people defend him like he's idk a massive talent. then again lee santa sorry lee byuńghun has done more than a few ??? things and he gets a pass because he's supposedly such a good actor lol. or the squid gąme lead guy ... duis assault fraud and homophobią

k sh being considered good looking could be different beauty standards... my poliśh eyeballs ain't seeing it

i've been hating that man ever since i started watching kdramas and i avoided anything he's in, no matter how good the reviews were lol

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when is hyunsik dropping new solo music

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I’ve had a tumblr for 4 years what the fuck am I doing with my life 

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kim sóohyun a lister status always baffled me cause he ain't that handsome nor likeable or charismatic. was he really that food of an actor or was he just lucky to land roles in projects that were meant to be a hit irregardless. that one movie he was heavily involved in ... tanked. i licherally never understood his success. and his stans weren't helping lol

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god should've taken trump instead of luther vandross

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did the large pile of dishes (i used every bowl and cup i have on top of pan and pot... and whole lot of cultery) despite my hands being so dry they are cracking i'm so brave

i didn't want to leave them when i'm gonna be outside for 24hrs+

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if tumblr dies you can find me on personal life section of someone's wikipedia page

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the list of people who went to their wedding ... anna ou

i still can't believe hyuną married that man

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you moved schools because of your parents divorce

your classmates are btob

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as a long time kim sóohyun hater ... his downfall just makes me even more upset. someone died!!! and that fucker should be exiled after the real if you ask me. that movie was a massive turd both on-screen and off-screen, sulłi being casted in it rubbed me the wrong way esp since she was given the muse type newcomer role aka did explicit scenes that later get spliced up and end on porń sites... it had to be money laundring type movie. dude enlisted right away to make people forget. oh and the mountain water scandal almost ended him too. but somehow he got away with that and NUMEROUS attitude controversies (that normally tank careers if you're not a man lol)

also wild that one of the videos used as proof of him being a nonce is a shipper edit

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*showing visible symptoms* oh my god i need help desperately

*symptoms go away for one day* what if im just faking it

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over my shoulder is one of the greatest songs ever made if u ask me

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Just what the doctor peppered