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not saying this irl because of the whole 12 week thing but I’m vibrating so need to yell somewhere. I am pregnant ?????
#I always was like na I don’t want kids cos my dad was a dickhead and I was around horrible family dynamics#and i thought If I was ever in tbis position I’d be like yeah I’ll have an abortion but… I just feel completely different to how I ever#thought I’d feel#and I’m actually excited ????#the guy I’m with is amazing and had the same bad family dynamics#and i think we could do a really good job in raising a kid and giving it the sort of childhood we never had#Ahhhhh!!!!!!#baby Daniel Michael Phillip ….Ofc
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My first 3D model, made after playing Riven (1997):
and my latest, made for Riven (2024):
#myst#riven#bryce 3d#talk about a full-circle moment#never thought I’d be here but it feels oh so right#GO FORTH AND PLAY RIVEN it’s pretty great
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#having a Tyler Moment will return shortly#just a teaser of how i’ll be when the album drops. insufferable.#we are!! coming full circle!! i can feel it!! in my bones!!#should i have put the grinch ep. LMFAO#OR ACE???#tyler the creator#chromakopia#st chroma#tal#1k#holy shit never thought i’d tag a post that
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friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me
#It’s just so different#even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol#in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps#if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it#esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends#no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr#u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS#meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life#this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation#like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !!#& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers#who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them#and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends#it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me#I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc#like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this#so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works#p
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Begging swifties to understand that Taylor didn’t write reputation and Lover with the knowledge of how the relationship was going to end and that trying to “excavate” those albums for evidence to prove a specific theory as to why it ended is not how they should be viewed. Taylor wrote those songs feeling a very specific way because that’s what she was experiencing and she is now reflecting on them with hindsight and relates to them differently than when she first created them. These conflicting emotions can exist; how she views it now doesn’t diminish how she felt about it when she first released it.
#taylor swift#don’t know if I’m expressing myself as properly and as articulate as I’d like#but both of the emotions she’s feeling about the songs can coexist#like little lover can still be a love song that’s what it was for her for a while#but she can also look back and say ‘oh maybe this wasn’t the best’ but it doesn’t void what it was originally#like I keep seeing things like oh she wrote this lyric in lover about him not showing up and it’s like no that’s not right#like yes you can see her underlying anxieties and fears in those songs because she was open about them#it doesn’t mean she predicted how it would end#there was a point in time where she thought this man was the one and would write about feeling that way
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simp
#I HATE COLORING I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE#my friends bought me an Apple Pencil and omgggg I’ve never had pressure before in my life#this changes everything#I can actually put my hand down on my iPad to doodle??#I’ve gotten so used to hovering my hand like what is going on#anyways 15!chuuya is actually amazing#I’ve made a recent discovery that I’m a lot similar to Dazai than I thought and idk how I feel about that cause he’s such a brat#ive gotten to the point that I’d actually talk to him on those character ai’s and it’s actually so embarrassing like it’s nothing#like the actual bsd dazai but I’d actually rather talk to a robot than a real person about my problems#I like kids being kids so I’m always down to draw 15!skk#chuuya nakahara#dazai Osamu#bsd#bungou stray dogs#skk#soukoku#myart#I’m gonna post and pass out now
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trucy: hang on polly you have a hair on you—oh, it’s long and…blonde. again.
apollo, internally: oh my god they’re all going to think i’m STRAIGHT and that i’m sleeping with a WOMAN
trucy, athena, and wright all thinking: oh that’s for sure klavier’s :/
#ace attorney#klapollo#aa incorrect quotes#apollo justice#klavier gavin#take apollo’s tone as you will#because sometimes people assuming i’m straight is like the actual worst thing you could do to me😤#but sometimes i feel like a secret agent😏 like yes😏 hello fellow straights😏😏#also i like the idea that apollo is just SO intent on minding his own business#that he doesn’t even realize that everyone he knows is gay#like he’s so smart if he thought about it he’d realize immediately but like man is too busy thinking about law for that sorry#so he’s just habitually ‘hello fellow straights’-ing them and they are ALL confused#me projecting tbh i’d rather die than let most coworkers know absolutely anything of value about my life😤#which works until one of them IS actually nice and chill and cool#and then they get blindsided when you finally reveal that you actually DO have a personality lol
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there they are… the hermit crabs
#not really sure what the point of making this was I just got an idea and thought it was funny#locus fandom time#not gonna tag individual characters because I’d feel bad lol#hermitblr#hermitcraft#shitpost#if you don’t know who’s who they’re in alphabetical order btw#edit: the alphabetical order is a bit messed up because it’s based off the website which has 50% nicknames 50% full usernames#sorry! scar is after Ren and beef is before Wels and Jev is after iskall
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Bleegeghh teh 11th💉🥫 ft. recent outfitz
#queue are lovely#sonaart#i feel awkward drawing myself as not a small dormouse😭😭😭#my two sides cutegirl and someidiot#happy one year to me today… it’s rlly cool to be able to say that#near 10yrs of my life it’s something I always wanted but never thought I’d ever get to do…im very lucky to be on it but at the same time it#rlly make u think about how unfair it is to have had waited so late in life to get the first bite of one’s own autonomy and personhood#it’s a very precious and confusing thing and im still finding out what it means to be someone#but compensation is my favorite singer gendered me correctly so like 🦀🦀🦀#also yes i still plan on answering everything I’ll be officially off hiatus this week (still haven’t drawn much i need to push myself to be#expected to again lol)#but i stopped my meds so i am in withdrawals so forgive me I am. so so so so so out of my mind HSHDHWHD
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megatron’s holoform
#megatron#dot malto#maccadam#transformers#this has been haunting me for literal ages#every since i found out abt holoforms ive thought#’what if megatron’s holoform was really hot. what then. how would the humans feel then.’#i’d apologize for making every character i like bisexual but im not sorry. so. bisexual dot :)#i dont actually ship these two. however.#earthspark#man i always forget to tag continuity
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HTKOELTHS by Holly Black
Cardan: since we’re on the topic of threats mY WIFE IS ON THE WAY—
#Cardan: you thought I was waiting for sunrise and not my queen umm…. Do you not feel the ground shaking??#Surely you’ve heard of my wife Jude Duarte along with the long list of all the terrifyingly impressive things she’s accomplished?#shawty always gets me out of these kinds of situations lol I ain’t worried + tbh if it weren’t for her I’d probs be back on the streets#how the king of elfhame learned to hate stories#htkoelths#jude duarte#cardan greenbriar
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Is there a she-ra fandom on tumblr somewhere?
#she ra#shera#she ra fanart#she ra and the princesses of power#catradora#catra#adorable#adora#I didn’t mean tk add adorable LNFAO#uhhhh Idek if the fandom alive but seeing all my fav ROTTMNT artists making stuff for other fandoms.. I thought I’d revisit some of my#fav shows#I missed this show I started rewatching it#they mean the world to me#I’m starting to see a pattern on my fav characters#first Leo from rise whos cocky and an asshole but feels like he’s not good enough. he’s just a face man. he’s nothing without his team.#Catra is cocky confident and an asshole#but feels left behind#feels like she can’t compare to adora#so she sabotages herself#I kin them!!!
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oldest 🦇 youngest 🦇
#dick has that effortlessly wavy white boy hair#oh also if i had to pick ages for them i’d say dick 26 jason 21 tim 17 damian 13 which is not very canon compliant but like whatever lol…#i feel like dick and damian get along more because of the batman robin thing and then tim and jason are closer bc tim idolized jason n stuff#idk just thoughts#my art#batfam#batfam fanart#batfamily#batfamily fanart#batman#batman comics#dick grayson#dick grayson fanart#nightwing#nightwing fanart#damian al ghul#damian wayne#damian wayne fanart
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this was what their dr:s interaction was originally gonna be. trust me. i’m mr. danganronpa
(no cuz seriously. how are you gonna have them interact and then forget that hiroko canonically has a bit of a thing for takaaki?) (i say this like the dr:s writers even knew who the other captives were)
#tbh this is similar to how i feel hiroko’s initial flirting attempts with takaaki would go#her trying to stick to her more subtle way of giving him signals and relying on her ‘woman’s charm’ and him just. not getting it (autism)#it’s not like takaaki WASNT interested in her (he admired her determination to help others. and he thought she was very pretty)#but he just had a hard time expressing those feelings. if he ever did.#but anyways. hiroko initially catches onto his way of thinking and changes her approach to something much more straightforward and earnest#* ‘eventually’ not ‘initially’ wtf-#and he’s just like WOAH- where did this come from?? and she’s just like. bro. i’ve been flirting with you this whole time.#like how did you become a detective?? it was so obvious. i’d be more annoyed if i didn’t like you#and then they lived happily ever after the end#i could go into how she didn’t have to rely on what she thinks guys like about her to get him to like her#and how he had constantly been told by everyone that he’s horrible and unworthy of love only to find out that’s not the case in her eyes#and how that kinda fucks with them both. but uhhhhh-#sorry. i didn’t mean for this to become me just rambling about takoko. they’re a cute mom and dad ship what can i say?#also i love kiyotaka and yasuhiro so the step-brother dynamic is very real and very fun#anyways. right fandom tags#danganronpa#kiyotaka ishimaru#hiroko hagakure#takoko#doodlepuff
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Smth smth endless cycle of war for a purpose that exceeds your understanding smth smth
#assassin’s creed#shay cormac#arno dorian#shay patrick cormac#arno victor dorian#ac unity#ac rogue#ac fanart#I actually meant to post this in the morning#but. I got caught up in an application and now I feel dead LMFAO#if I wasn’t lazy I’d draw the same POV but if Arno doing it to another kid who would be implied to turn into a Templar#idk if it comes across but I was trying to depict just like. a potential fleeting second where they cross paths as Shay is walking out#neither even thought anything of it#I wanted to show not necessarily regret or guilt on Shay just. realization. somber realization of the effect#and the reality of the Templar assassin war that’s like futile#I’ve also never drawn Shay before (I’ve colored him not drawn him)#so that was neat too#anyways hope you guys enjoy!!#art#my art
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Part of me wants to write Arcane Jayce/Viktor fic part of me is tearing out my hair wondering how to even write them together when I get the inescapable conclusion that the reason they never dated officially in canon is that they both thought the other was way out of their league
#I mean I’d probably just write a fic or Drabble along those lines then#but yeah it just feels like both of them thought the other couldn’t be interested that way#jayvik#arcane
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