#this was supposed to be short sigh
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Really tired of constantly seeing posts declaring that everyone in MXTX novels is complicated and 'morally grey' and that's what makes her works wonderfully written, and that everyone else who doesn't see that is stupid, or is 'demonising' characters and bashing them for rightfully criticising their shitty, very much unjustified actions.
And ironically it seems so simplistic to just declare that, because yes her stories are wonderfully written and complex, but not for that reason. You're clearly not reading her works and only spouting what you think her stories say. There are many morally grey characters in morally complex stories out there, but MDZS IS NOT ONE OF THEM.
NONE OF THE MAIN CHARACTERS (i.e protagonists and their male leads except for LBH maybe) ARE MORALLY GREY OR MORALLY COMPLEX.
THEY ARE ALL MORALLY RIGHTEOUS.
Just take a closer look at their actions compared to the actions of literally everyone else around them, it's not that hard to see.
Not to mention that MXTX herself literally says that WWX and LWJ are both morally ideal and that ahe hopes her readers can be like them, but people seem to have no respect for the word of authors in the name of their self projection onto the characters being contradicted nowadays 😒
(also saw someone dismissively say that HC may think that the world revolves around XL or whatever, but others don't and they're right??
First of all, did you even read the novel? HC made his judgement based on how others treated him versus how XL did when he was a CHILD. And how XL continues to treat others to this day. He is well within his rights to think the world of XL, especially since XL suffered more than every other person and still doesn't succumb to evil, despite having every right to do so, miles more than others. He all but regards XL as his moral compass, because he's proof that truly good people do exist in this world, and not ONE other person in the novel is shown to be as good as him.)
One of the reasons why I really don't like the Xianle Trio is this; neither FX nor MQ seem to regard XL as his own person with his own agency, who is capable of making his own decisions initially as HC does, and only near the end of the novel do they let up a bit when their asses had to be saved by XL multiple times. (especially considering what fools they made of themselves in that spiderweb cave lmao)
Both of them try to enforce XL ALL THE TIME ("Your Highness don't do this or don't do that or don't say this or don't go there or don't talk to him"), as if XL has not survived perfectly well on his own without them FOR 800 YEARS.
The difference between them and HC is clearly spelled out when FC asks HC about why he is not stopping XL, and HC replies that while he may not agree with some of XL's decisions, he would never force him to do what he thinks is correct, something both MQ and FX are CONSTANTLY shown to try to do.
Like please. Xianle Trio who? More like suffering XL and his pair of nuisances who think themselves to be his babysitters. And most of the time he's the one babysitting them.
Another thing that irks me is that their frequent arguments are often played off for laughs, but XL is truly a saint, because if my friends were constantly bickering over petty things all throughout our dangerous journey and giving me nothing but headaches, especially in survival situations, I'd given them the boot a long time ago.
#mdzs#I know a lot of the new people's understanding of the novel is warped by fandom misconceptions#which is tragic#because mdzs is NOT a morally complex story with everyone doing messed up things because they were justified!#it's a story about a morally righteous person struggling to do the right thing by going against the status quo#and fighting the corrupt shackles of a power hungry society#it's about the dangers of mob mentality!#it's about how you do the right thing#even when it's hard#even when it takes your blood sweat and tears#even if you get villianised for it#even if you're standing alone#even if it kills you#even when you don't get anything for it in return especially then#that's the true story#it's about the struggles of classism and the privileges of the elite#ironically enough you're missing the entire point of the novel if you just declare it as morally complex like no#the ones whose morals are right and was justified in their actions made pretty clear#the ones who are not is also made pretty clear that their actions were NOT justified#tgcf#xie lian#feng xin#mu qing#hua cheng#this turned into a rant#this was supposed to be short sigh#lan wangji#svsss
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Coriolanus Snow opens fire in the woods because of a post traumatic stress response after the snake and I will die on this hill.
Also he never sees Lucy Gray as a threath because he belives in her. That's why the stress response happened in the first place. He never, not once, nada, uh-oh, nopety nope, goes like "omg she can actually frame me for Mayfair's murder" and panick about this possibility. I hate that the movies put in Lucy Gray mouth words about "loose ends". It was not like this at all. Coriolanus belives his Lucy Gray and trusts her even when he thinks about leaving her. He pictures her in the woods, not at the mayor's door.
That's why the snake is the trigger. The scarf, sure, but in that moment he is still thinking that something bad must have happened to Lucy Gray. The snake... The snake feels like the worst betrayal ever. Because it means that Lucy Gray lied to him. That she no longer trusts him so he no longer trusts her. So he was a fool to belive her in the first place. I like to think his mind splits right there and he lets out the worst and he hallucinates things that are no real - so bad was his crisis.
Coriolanus was a boy who, despite some snarky thoughts in the private of his own mind never shared to anyone ever, wants to belive in the word around him, in the people around him. He trusts with all his heart. And that's why his word shattered with the lies - funnly enough, it was the same for Lucy Gray, but he didn't see it coming. (Also it was the same with Sejanus, he tries so hard for him until he sees first hand Sejanus lies to his face and now his honesty was gone and he was unpredictable and he can not trust him anymore and his panic about the whole situation went x10).
#this was supposed to be short sigh#coriolanus snow#lucy gray baird#sejanus plinth#coriolanus snow analysis#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#tbosas#I don't want to dive into the betrayal of Sejanus because a new headcanon arose the other day#I stand by the fact he didn't want to kill him anyway ever even if he can not trust him anymore#and also I support Lucy Gray running#even if I have different headcanons about her
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Happy Valentines, Akira. Happy Valentines, Asshole.
If you can’t read what Akechi’s secondary inner-dialogue says cause I obscured it too much behind his regular dialogue, here’s a transcription in panel order: Hello, you fucking- Ah- Hello, Akira! Fuck off, why should I tell you- Just a soda- there’s a new flavor.
I don’t want your shitty gift. Oh- haha! You’re so sweet.
I hope I choke. They’re lovely, thank you.
Like hell. Likewise. There’s no way it’s just a coincidence. Still though, it’s a funny coincidence.
#p5#akeshu#akechi goro#kurusu akira#wow- me?? posting a valentines comic... actually on?? valentines????? wack. absolutely wack#it's a short one! I purposefully tried to keep it short. it was a challenge and it still ended up being 3 pages. but i blame my canvas size#also in case u can't see what akira is holding out to akechi: theyre chocolate covered strawberries on sticks!#i saw them irl and was like oh god i want those. i am going to project that feeling on my favorite characters so help me god#and now! here we are! but my shitty-ass coloring & line quality make it hard to discern them so. sorry about that lmaooooo#ANYWAY i don't do enough post-maruki stuff so. i made this one a little bittersweet. :)#why did i put akechi's scarf in a bow? honestly i dont know! i think i saw some art a while ago that did that too and i thought it was cute#well. plus i guess there's the symbolism of 'akechi being alive and reciprocating your feelings (however involuntarily) IS a gift' part#hence that hes wrapped up in a bow. like a present. :)#also god. the first panel is supposed to be akechi's reflection in a vending machine window. I could NOT get it to look right#so for reference!!! just so you guys understand!!!!!! thats what that panel is supposed to be!!! he is NOT in fact a ghost. (sigh)#hope you enjoyed and had a lovely valentines!! for my part i have eaten nothing but sweets today and hoo boy will that have been a mistake#ALSO in terms of the audience-participation comic...hopefully coming soon. if i can ever gain the will to draw it.#but at least tumblr has polls now so i can do the audience-choose-y bit without needing to use a separate website! so thats good i guess#anyway anyway anway thanks for listening to me ramble if you made it this far! have a lovely rest of your day and hopefully see u again soon
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Me, writing Waltz for the Dead: lol this is just for fun, let's see Nie Huaisang's life after canon!
Lan Jingyi: I have something to say
Me: oh okay buddy happy that you wanna participate-
Jin Ling: me too! I wanna show off how badass Sect Leader I am. Plus!! Fairy puppies!!
Me: uh. Okay? Like glad that you wanna be around, a bit unexpected tho-
Mo Xuanyu: ahem.
Me: ...
Mo Xuanyu: :)
Me: Ok, not to be an asshole but what the FUCK you're doing here
Mo Xuanyu: oh just y'know :) haunting people and stuff
Me: ... yea sure this might as well happen
#my writing#my writing: waltz for the dead#mo dao zu shi#mdzs#mo dao zu shi fanfic#nie huaisang#lan jingyi#jin ling#mo xuanyu#its a party then#amazing#this was supposed to be short#*tired sigh*
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Me like 2 days ago: i could never write a low stakes thing like some kid looking for his sister’s lost doll the stakes arent high enoygh theres no conflict its boring
Me sitting here at 1am: why is the idea still stuck in my head. Am I seriously doing this. I have so many other projects to be working on.
*deep sigh*
#out of queue#ani rambles#not solarpunk#not yet anyways#*sighs* raise your hand if youd wanna read it and I might#i haven’t done an actual short story since college#my solarpunk zombie fic was supposed to be a short story. now its not.
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im thinking about these dialogues. does Karlach know im exploding rn
#does she know sigrid is exploding rn#its such a thing to me. like#sigrid definitely owes a lot to Karlach in her mind. she’s the first person she had an actual emotional connection with#and the others also mean a lot to her! but karlach means so much to her in such a different way#and to have that person for only a supposed short amount of time makes Sigrid want to tear her own heart out and give it to Karlach#she wants to wrap Karlach in her arms and have a bubble where neither of them will ever get hurt#SIGH#roscoe rambles
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Currently acquiescing to the fact that I'm probably only going to post a number of Chapter 1's for jetko week since my ideas refuse to be bound into oneshot form :/
#On the one hand: yay! More WIPs!#but on the other hand boo :( more WIPs.#I still haven't finished the fic I published for LAST year's jetko week#and that was supposed to be a short one#sigh. anyway#jetko#atla#writing stuff
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#just spent the last 1 1/2 hrs writing a oneshot that was supposed to be short.#hashtag 2k words in now and not done yet#and i have to get up at 8 am tomorrow. today#oyyyy#the first time i've had time&the desire to write for weeks now#sigh#now i'm tired af and my muscles hurt. gonna make me a hot water bottle and fall into bed#beddy bye<3
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//staggers in
halfway done with the mini-bang!
#this fic was supposed to be SHORT#6000 words at 50%. sigh#i'm not even going to think abt editing. we forge on#book.chatter
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Avoiding work on the big project like a child banging pots and pans, then getting distracted by a smaller project like it’s a passing butterfly.
I haven’t figured out how to catch the moon in a jar -- yet -- but I can probably catch this.
#procrastiductivity#when you work on something else instead#still getting stuff done#it may be the wrong stuff#that's not actually due yet#but it's stuff#and it's getting done#writer life#why yes I am supposed to be editing a novel right now; why do you ask?#yes the short story is shaping up great#sigh
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My toxic trait is that I really love fiber arts: I love to crochet, I think handspun yarn is the coolest shit, I'm seriously considering trying wet felting someday,
But none of it fits my clothing style outside of maybe the occasional scarf or bag (tho I much prefer backpacks, so even that is shaky), sofrom the outside I still just look like I have no appreciation for handmade clothes and am all about fast fashion
#chatter tag#this is both an issue of feeling self conscious about it#and of never getting the joy of wearing stuff i made myself bc i dont like how that stuff looks on me!#i dont make clothes partially bc of that and partially bc they take really long for me to make#shawls are the farthest i go bc i like the look of them as art pieces#anyway my specific brand of insanity is just incompatible with my wardrobe of button ups/waistcoats/hoodies/beach shorts#and i dont need any more scarves! or a tote bag! i already have a tote bag its rainbow and my mum got it for me#also backpack supremacy#if one hand is holding a cane and the other hand is holding sunshines hand where am i supposed to put a bag :(#anyway. maybe someday ill make a big granny square cardigan/coat bc thats the like one crochet garment that appeals to me#howl movingcastle ass gender#but like. that is the full extent of it unfortunately#sigh okay ive just been binging a lot of jillianeve and mijn wolden videos and their joy is making me yearn#about many things
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#okay i’m gonna try to keep this short and sweet. 30 tag maximum you are my nemesis lol#my main issue here is not necessarily that the karaoke and other bach party scenes have likely been cut#it’s more that they’re clearly buddie baiting for engagement#journalists were watching the episode as early as saturday. which means the ep was ready by at least this time last week#so they knew that the scenes had been cut. and they chose to continue including it in promotion and interviews#i KNOW that logically the reason they chose those scenes to cut was because they’re less important. and we’d already seen them#they technically already gave us the clips in the promo videos. right? so bye bye#but that’s bullshit. sorry#they used buddie best friendism content as a way to promote the ep and increase hype#and then they just pull it out from under us the day before it airs#this is a madney episode. madney are getting married. buddie having fun is not the most important thing here. i get it#so why did they not promote something else? you’re telling me there was NOTHING ELSE they could’ve used?#nothing else from the episode that was free of big spoilers? at all???#it’s madney’s episode but they chose to promote one clip of buddie talking to maddie. one of chim crawling. and the bach party stuff#they must know that people would focus on the bach party. buddie is beloved buck and eddie are beloved#what were they expecting??#they used buddie as a pairing as bait. not queer bait and not even ship bait i suppose as there was nothing ‘shippy’ shown#but they baited buddie content. that’s literally what’s happened#i would be more understanding if this wasn’t a regular occurrence. it’s normal sure. shows do this all the time with fan faves#but also it is a false reflection of the episode. even journalists are saying the episode is not what they expected from the promo#it honestly feels like they’ve made fools of us. maybe the episode will air and it’ll be better than expected#but i don’t have much hope not much hope for buddie. not much hope for madney getting what they deserve. ZERO hope for eddie’s 7b storyline#frankly i’m expecting b/t to be the main chat after this ep. which is……. anyway#i’m not really liking s7 so far and i feel gaslit when people say it’s great lol#IN MY OPINION it is choppy and too fast and a little ooc and doesn’t make a lot of sense#they didn’t even green light bi!buck until episode. what. 2/3??#so presumably had to change everything from then on#i know that’s partly down to limited episode numbers but… 3 eps for the cruise (unnecessary) but 1 for madney wedding? ok#sigh. if anyone’s read this far pls don’t come for me ok. these are just my opinions#we’re all entitled to them. i’m sad for madney and i’m sad for buddie best friendism and i’m sad for s7 as a whole right now
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A cleric or paladin so devoted to their mission they multiclass into warlock to be able to get spellslots back easier to dish out more guiding bolts and heals and divine smites and
#their god is like ''you are not supposed to do this and you know it''#''but i'm so much more effective now.'' ''sigh... i guess you are...''#meanwhile they are out there matrix style dodging the specifics of their warlock pact (or getting entangled in their web bc they bit off#*more than they could chew)#(would their god help them deal with their patron once they notice? or leave them to the consequences of their actions?)#dnd#d&d#cleric#paladin#warlock#brought to you by: i have played too much bg3 and am jealous of wyll ravengard for getting spell slots back on a short rest U_U#healing word is a BONUS ACTION!!! and so tempting ToT#patron: ''at least use the free cantrips i gave you eldritch blast is so goo-'' cleric/paladin: ''SACRED FLAME FOR THE WIN!!''
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First 5-star read of the year to Thornhedge! What an entirely lovely fairy tale.
#I wonder if this one will stay higher on my overall list than nettle and bone#which I liked but it didn’t linger#maybe this one being short will help!#anyways 3/9 of my 2024 books have been rereads which hmmm#an additional 2#2 *are* part of my physical tbr but not on the priority shelf#so I’m a bit 😠 at myself#it supposed to be 3 a month but at least two from the priority list please!!!#sigh#bec posts
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My therapist: are you overwhelmed?
Me, working two full time jobs with a 3hr commute that leaves me with barely 3 hours a day left to attempt to sleep even though it usually takes at least 2 hours to fall asleep if it happens at all, barely remembering to eat without an alarm telling me to, and never having time to write or draw even though I really want to and when I get the chance I can't get anything down anyway: no, no, that can't be it
#i mean#i cant afford a vacation even though i have a shit ton of pto saved up#but we just hired new people and now my hours are fucked up bc they need to accomodate the schedule to fit them#who else is supposed to train them but me? of course im always the one to do it...#so maybe i can get a short break after theyre trained? but then i also have my other job#sigh#its just not an option#besides i hate taking breaks bc then i feel unproductive and want to die very urgently and its best to probably avoid that#probably#orbs thought bubbles
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therapy was interesting she kinda just out of nowhere asks if i like writing and i was hesitantly like….yes……and she got all excited she was like you should really pursue that. i think that’d be great for you. and i was like thank you but why are you saying this. i don’t remember exactly what she said cause i think i blacked out a little but basically said im very well spoken and deliberate with my word choice and she said she’d have been very surprised if i said i don’t write at all
#im trying to remember what exactly she was saying but my brain kind of short circuited#i was like oooo im being praised i think this is great -w- and barely processed what she was saying#i told her a little bit about all the work i’ve already done on some of my projects and she seemed genuinely impressed ..#but maybe she was just being nice..but then she yells at me when i say things like that#so i guess i’m going to choose to believe she was being genuine because she’d yell at me for thinking otherwise#she’s really encouraging me to continue writing and i’m stressed ;-;#she asked why i don’t consider pursuing it more seriously someday and i was like well#i just don’t think it’s realistic#she asked why and i kinda just.#well laurie i don’t actually know i just feel it in my bones i suppose#she went >:(#i told her a little bit about the kind of stuff i like to write and she got all sad cause i enjoy writing horror stuff#she’s like aw :( i’ll never be able to read any of your stuff i get scared so easily :(#that made me actually laugh for real#maybe this comes as a surprise to some of u i talk abt it sometimes but i do actually write short stories a lot#i just have literally never shared them with another living soul cause i’m fairly certain they’re SHIT. but i do it#i stay silly !!!!#sigh…#id like to have told her more about my bigger projects but whenever ppl do try and ask abt it#i just freeze up like oh it’s silly..it’s just something i do as a hobby irs nothing serious don’t mind me…#����#i like writing but i don’t like talking about my writing#anywaysss#snow.txt
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